#hybridnova

[fictionkinfessions]

I miss Gallifrey, and my cousins, and the TARDISes. I miss being connected to Time and the feeling of timelines shifting and intertwining and the closeness of a psychic link. I don’t mind it on Earth so much anymore, but I still want to go home. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

I’m still trying to figure out how I know about the whole “being both my own ancestor and descendant” thing in this life because I’m 100% certain that was not a thing in canon and that I didn’t know about it when I was my descendant. I remember going through the steps to make it possible as my ancestor, but beyond that? Total blank. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

I love remembering things sometimes, because it means I get to relive the "Who taught you to swear? Nononono, who taught you to swear in English?" conversation. The answer was Torchwood, by the way. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Hey, Lucy Saxon. I'm sorry for being an asshole to you. I don't have any excuses; I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I hope you can forgive me someday. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Someone please hold me like a dangly ferret again, please. I’m smol and full of chaos, and I need to be held. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Me, years ago, creating a conlang for a fanfic: Boy, I sure hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me! | Me, now, realizing that was my native language once upon a time: Fuck. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Tumblr has been eating my asks lately, so can I ask if my last one went through? Thanks, MPC! - #hybridnova

We did! It posted yesterdaly! I think that’s the only one we got from you, if you had sent others!

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[fictionkinfessions]

I was either a smol boy or one tol motherfucker. There was no in between. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

My Doctor had so many fucking scars. They were hard to see unless the lighting was right, and they were almost all from some random bullshit they got up to in the TARDIS. I never understood why they got bummed out when they regenerated and all their cool scars were gone, but I gotta say, it’s bizarre seeing them in canon without any at all. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Not gonna lie, I miss being an alien. My body was so much sturdier back then, even if it was fragile by my species’ standards. I hate how weak and sick I am now. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

I wasn’t trans, and I wasn’t cis. I was an alien. An alien that happened to look “female” to humans but liked the sound of he/him pronouns better. My species didn’t even know what a gender was. Do you know how many times it had to be explained to me before I got it? Please don’t call me transphobic for saying that I wasn’t trans, just an alien. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Can I get some healthy relationships with adults, please? Even just one? Must every adult in that life have either lied to, abused, or injured me? - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

I appreciate all the Doctor’s companions so much. (Even the ones the fandom doesn’t like.) It was nice to see him happy and to know that you kept him from going too far or at least called him out when he did. I might never have said it, but I’m glad you all were with him. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

I’ve been through a lot of shitty stuff in various canons, but I gotta say, having to make the decision to kill myself in order to stabilize the timeline has to be the worst. It wasn’t like the adults were gonna do it for me, after all. It still gives me nightmares. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

I kind of want to find canonmates, or at least someone who remembers my family existing, but at the same time, hm no I don’t like that idea at all. - #hybridnova

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[fictionkinfessions]

Fuck Gallifrey. I was so much happier when I left. (You know, when I didn’t have to be scared they’d kill me for being ‘wrong’ and daring to exist?) - #hybridnova

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