#i am literally still in shock

[louistardust]

there are people at barricade tonight that get to touch tanktop louis and none of them are me

#i am literally still in shock #i have been having a full on breakdown on twitter the hellhole that is TWITTER of all places #fucking crying and barking and kicking my feet because WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #WHAT THE FUCK LOUIS #JAIL #LOCK THE MAN #UP #FUCK #JESUS FUCKING CHRIST #HE IS SICK #ABSOLUTELY ROTTED #HAPPY PRIDE MONTH FUCKERS #OH MY GOD #OK THATS IT 💖💖💖 #… i can’t watch the videos though #literally i think i need to calm down #bc i tried #i can’t do it #i am actually astonished by what this has done to me #it’s concerning #thank u our lord and saviour june 2023 #i will never be the same again #louis tomlinson

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Tonight I learned that my 20 yr old partner has never played chess and doesn't know how to play chess. This is mind boggling to me. They claim its not weird for people to not know anything about chess so I. I need to see. Please.

Okay so, I made a mistake in not elaborating the meaning of the options. You do not have to be good or know what you are doing in the slightest to pick that you have played before. The middle three options are for your understanding of the game having never played it at all. The reason there's a percentage on the last option is because my partner made a tumblr so they could pick it because they think they are hilarious.

#crab says words #chess #tumblr polls #i learned how to play in elementary school and so did all my siblings #i use to play chess with random people constantly in highschool #im really bad at chess but its still fun to play ya know #i just am so shocked they literally knew nothing other than “the horses can move in an L shape” #i taught them how to play and made then play with me so dont worry i fixed the situation 😌 #pls reblog this 🥺 #i take it back!! my notifications will never recover!!! pls stop reblogging this!!!!!!

[starryemeralds]

“i know the odds of this finding you are slim, but so were the odds of us finding each other in the first place”

someone please force feed drywall to me

#i fucking cant with these two — fuck me #i literally tweeted yesterday about the idea of ed finding one of the bottles #I LITERALLY KNEW THE MOMENT STEDE MENTIONED IT IN EPISODE THAT THISBWAS GONNA HAPPEN #WHY AM I STILL IN SHOCK #god.. i’m feral #ofmd spoilers #ofmd #gentlebeard #edward teach #ed teach #stede bonnet #starry rambles

[svtskneecaps]

also in terms of the bolas playlist it's fascinating to me that the songs added by each person have a slight tendency to represent a consistent aspect of bolas

like

the songs added by slime are their chaos

the songs added by philza are their rebellion

the songs added by cellbit are their rage

the songs added by baghera are their anguish

it's so fucking FASCINATING TO ME but i don't know enough music theory to elaborate lmfao this is Vibes Only

(mouse's songs i can't boil down to an easy noun which is why they aren't mentioned lmao anyway they go hard asf)

(also i went on the longest fucking unhinged elaboration in the tags lmfao i almost didn't have enough tags left to tag "long tags" at the end

(i could have even gone on longer in terms of where their characters were at entering purgatory [philza: cage for a cage; cellbit: fed worker murders; baghera: her past as a federation experiment; slime: turning into a code because of the code pretending to be his daughter] but i ran out of space and also time it's 4AM AAAAA)

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #this is a sweeping generalization btw esp for baghera's she added a WIDE variety of music #qsmp bolas #sorry i forgot that tag existed lmao #i will elaborate slightly: #slime added: find your flame; gas gas gas extended; waltz of the meatball man; foghorn sound effect #philza added: b.y.o.b.; throne; the melting point of wax #cellbit added: hayloft II; brazilian dança phonk (which roier literally played during purg while beating the shit out of bbh lmao) #baghera added: can you feel my heart; still waiting; and coincidentally she added 'it's been so long' (the fnaf song lol) #TO BE CLEAR THESE ARE GENERALIZATIONS #baghera also added the government knows [REBELLION] and oops [CHAOS] #philza added given up [ANGUISH] #cellbit added zombie [ANGUISH] and tokyo drift [CHAOS] #slime added as above so below [ANGUISH] #it's not a perfect category; ESPECIALLY for baghera's songs i want to make that so clear in these tags #HOWEVER. it is interesting. #anyway i went after lyrics for these examples but just generally when going through the playlist the first time #i kind of learned that like. #music to murder to was probably cellbit; punk millenial music was probably philza #the wackiest shit was probably slime (was shocked to find out tokyo drift was a cellbit song for this reason lmao) #baghera's i usually could only pin down bc it didn't sound like anyone else's #and mouse's added songs i could not describe the vibe if you threatened me for it but it has one #i guess the closest vibe is 'a college radio station run by anime fans' and even then it's not that close #it kinda excludes songs like the b//ad bun//ny songs #unless college anime fans are also fans of them in which case great! #IDK IT'S 4 AM I WAS JUST MAKING MYSELF SAD ABOUT TILIN I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP #shut up vic #block game brainrot #long tags

[avi-on-jumblr]

it is mind-boggling that the first thing people do after seeing a horrible antisemitic attack, or the firebombing of a synagogue, or a mob going after a jewish teacher, or the assault of a jewish student, is to go out and make a statement condemning "islamophobia and antisemitism and other forms of hate" in that order.

#antisemitism #jumblr #literally the first therapy session i had after october 7 when i was still in shock about everything #and terrified about the rising antisemitism and talking about how scared i was for my friends and family and how it didn't feel safe #every single time i brought up the word antisemitism #my therapist said “and also islamophobia” #like excuse me? #yes i am fucking aware that it exists and it is bad and wrong #but we are allowed to centre our own lived experiences when we are actively experiencing some of the worst trauma of our lives #like idk just a thought! #avi posts

[lucabyte]

I am literally obsessed with everything you do that involves sifloop you are THE sifloop artist to me

thank you!!! it means a lot to hear that haha

I've been like... near exclusively an OC artist for like 8 years at this point so every time i post fanart and ESPECIALLY ship art i feel like i have to fight every screaming cell in my body to post it because i feel like... RUDE? for projecting my own thoughts onto another creator's characters LMAO... so it's reassuring to know people actually like what i'm contributing!!

as for sifloop as a ship. i really should draw more isiloops because . rotates all three of them in my mind. but yeah. I think the thing I like most about the dynamic really is the like... way Siffrin and Loop canonically aggress each other despite an extremely persistent undercurrent of caring about the other not suffering.

Like. the back and forth between Loop constantly talking past/through Siffrin to really painfully insult the pair of them, and things like the [Forgetting Mirabelle's Name] event being so astoundingly gentle. just as a general example. (RNG event that only triggers after certain actions so you may need to look it up)

THEN adding the element of throwing them in postcanon with neither of them wanting to upset the party and thus having to keep a lid on it... I like the potential dynamics of such a painful and conflicted relationship having to be almost hidden and downplayed so as to try and not worry anyone, and thus becoming softer and introspective while still keeping a bunch of the more insidiously toxic behaviour.

Both of them acting with genuine best intentions in mind but still understanding each other to have way *way* more sadness and anger and guilt than they let on, and thus being able to clock it. Both for good and ill. Neither of them enjoy confrontation, but it's almost unavoidable when they KNOW the other knows what they're probably thinking.

. but yeah i just think they're neat! also a bunch of stuff related to asexuality but . shh

#also since. well. i dont know where else im gonna put this. because its CERTAINLY not going in the body of the text #an early way i worded my reading of Loop's characterisation when talking to my friends was: #'Loop is sexually frustrated in the same way as a poorly kept parrot' #WHICH SOUNDS INSANE but hear me out. if you know things about parrots you know they'll imprint on their owners. and it ruins their brains #parrots like this will see humans as potential mates and get AGGRESSIVE when nothing is happening! because... they aren't human. #the 'sexual' part of my reading is a bit of shock hyperbole but i basically mean they are socially/romantically/etc frustrated in this way #they are asexual obviously (... as am i for the record). but yknow. they and siffrin are both still ravenous for physical touch. #and loop... no longer being human. having that disconnect. BEING human FEELING human. but not being. #as well as literally physically lacking the ability for certain things. (staunch 'loop has no mouth and cannot kiss' truther here) #+ i think this is FASCINATING in context of both Siffrin and Loop's asexuality. its something i like thinking about. #two freaks who want intimacy but not in the 'normal' way. again as an ace myself. i think abt it #lucabytetalks #isat spoilers #sifloop

[sacredjake]

sam taking the cowboy hat i made for him in Boston!!!!

09/15/23 SCWT Boston

video creds: @malany-gvf

#cowboy hat sammy #my cowboy hat :’) #SCWT Boston #sammy boy #i literally still am in shock #this is just one of like 3 angles #so thankful of the other people who shared their videos with me

[jacobglaser]

You're Trashcan, right? It's been a while. We called you that because they found you in a trash can? It was actually a dumpster. Trashcan had a better ring, I guess.

→  Will Trent // 1x01 Pilot

#i've come all the way back round on this show #the first 2 episodes are still not great but once they've moved away from the books it actually slaps. especially the last few #will trent #faith mitchell #angie polaski #michael ormewood #amanda wagner #ramon rodriguez #iantha richardson #erika christensen #jake mclaughlin #sonja sohn #will trent 1x01 #willtrentedit #mygifs #nat gifs will trent #once again i am drawn in by a mean red headed woman is anyone shocked #i'm still having to detatch it from the books in my brain because the books are literally everything to me #and it will never live up to what i have in my head

[aether-weather]

haii i saw u wanted requests what about blaze and marine in silly outfits? :3c

hiya!! sorry it took me so long to answer this, art block hit me right in the middle of drawing this so if some parts look a bit wonky just ignore them (specifically marine's hands. please dont look at them i struggled so much ;-;)

i didnt exactly know what you meant by "silly outfits" so i kinda just drew them in outfits i thought were cool lol

this was super fun to draw though! i hope i did your request justice >:D

now never ask me to draw marine again /lhj

#considering making blaze my pfp :0 #i have never drawn marine OR blaze before!! which is a shock considering i fucking love blaze with all my heart #i dont really care about marine all that much cause ive never actually read anything with her in it #but i do like that blaze has the equivalent of a tails in her world :3 #everyone deserves someone like tails (even though they are literally nothing alike) #also requests are still open!!! even though it takes me weeks to actually draw them!! : #so if you want to see me draw specific characters feel free to send me an ask! #(please request things i am so unmotivated rn and i need to draw something sonic related or i will actually go insane) #blaze the cat #marine the raccoon #sonic fanart #sonic the hedgehog

[fellhellion]

Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is

#I don’t want to be that guy but I feel a little bit like spot gets sanded down a tad into just the fact he’s funny #and he IS funny I get it. but what makes him scary is the power to lash out with his entitlement and resentment towards miles #it’s you did this TO ME (miles didn’t #he was busy getting pummeled by kingpin and then venom shocking him back and the building was being EVACUATED it’s literally no one’s fault #but spot’s that he was there AND miles didn’t even know he was there when the collider exploded) #so I’m owed the role that you made me into <- miles literally didn’t do this #I’m OWED being your nemesis because I created you <- when all of itsv is about its miles own choices that make him heroic and not the bite #spot can’t even take ownership of his own actions. he’s like oh IM not robbing you that’s the bank. well buddy I don’t see you robbing the #bank I see you harassing some guy owning a corner store #like I get it. ur a cosmic horror and it sucks capitalism is pushing u down and u can’t get a job but like OWN UP TO WHAT THE HELL YOU DO #LMAO #and even miles trying to genuinely reach out and say look I’m sorry I made u feel bad (even though this isn’t an owed apology) and spot #STILL is hellbent on breaking miles back for an imagined slight #I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR LITERAL FATHER BECAUSE I BLAME YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDNT DO #like god lmao. he’s a fun silly villain but there’s legitimate anger and spite and RESENTMENT motivating him purely to try hurt miles back a #as* badly as he imagines miles hurt him. when it’s like dude. own tf up to who’s responsible here #I’m not angry at the spot btw I actually think he’s a fun villain but I think recognising that resentment is what makes him effective as a #*​frightening* villain and one that poses legitimate danger #tunes talks spiderverse #apologies xinakwans ik u said you didn’t want to read any spot posts hopefully this snags on ur filtered content block shdjfjfk

[fatal-blow]

So guys. Listen. If you have muscle pains or really just any chronic pains where you can't find the source or treatment has failed, I am begging you to look into trigger points, myofascial pain syndrome, and trigger point therapy. I've been reading more and more about it, and it's a highly overlooked treatment that can help with a broad range of symptoms--and it's easily self-managed.

I've had tendonitis in my elbow for years now, including some occasional tingling in the fingers. I took nearly 6 months off to give it a break, and the pain only reduced to a manageable level, never fully healed.

Last week, it was starting to flare up again. Earlier this week, I started reading about trigger point therapy.

Y'all, I found trigger points associated with elbow tendonitis and I've been massaging them for maybe 3 days now, and the pain is lowest it's been in years.

This isn't a miracle treatment by any means, but if you're out of options or if your only options are something drastic like surgery, it doesn't hurt to search up triggers related to your pain.

PLEASE LOOK UP PROPER MASSAGE TECHNIQUES FOR TRIGGER POINTS IF YOU'RE GOING TO DO THIS. DO NOT MASSAGE A PULSE. I AM NOT A HEALTH PROFESSIONAL JUST A GUY WHO'S IN A LOT OF PAIN AND DOING EVERYTHING HE CAN TO LIMIT THAT PAIN.

#for me personally this discovery has been life changing #i hate getting into my health in detail but #just know that this discovery has changed literally everything for me #and i am still in utter shock and joy over it #chronic pain

[knocknut]

maybe this vacation was a good idea

#cw abuse #cw child abuse #the more i think on it the more i start to remember #i cant believe id forgotten about this part of my life. its really starting to come back to me #i dont remember the finer details but i am remembering that asshole kid and that he didnt treat me very well #he was very frustrating to be around and i really didnt like him #posting this here because god knows i dont have the energy to send it to each individual server that i want people to see #and im alright with having this be public knowledge. even with the risks that come with it #all i ask is that if you want to ask me anything about this or if you want to know anything at all #please #please please please please PLEASE for the love of god be gentle with me #i literally just found out about this like an hour ago so the shock is still very much fresh #if youre a friend of mine im more likely to trust you but if youre on anon consider your words VERY carefully. very carefully #im thick-skinned when it comes to stuff like this but even now im still a little bit rattled #i think thats all i have to say on this. i love you guys <3 please take care of yourselves

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

the sole and devastating problem with monkey man is that it will literally never be able to push past the people who think the concept of the film disrespects hanuman ji to be exposed in an environment where people see it for more than its name.

#raj shitposting #my mother ACTUALLY asked me why the film took hanuman ji as the monkey god to drive the plot when there are monkey gods everywhere. #i was so shocked because wtf all those monkey gods are literally based on hanuman ji besides this is a film about an indian man. #she still thought that it was just disrespecting hinduism so i didn't let her watch past the scene with lucky in the tavern. #like i don't think indians have the tolerance or the right etiquettes to watch this film at all. #which is why i am starting to feel glad it was never released here. indians saale hain hi adipurush ke layak mcbc. #inn logo ko bhakti do to uski batti banakar filmmaker ki hi gaand mein ghusedna chayenge. #inhe violence do to kahenge humare bhagwaan aese nahi the tum log humare bhagwan ka mazak uda rahe ho. #saala chahate kya ho? #tum log behenchod adipurush dekho aur har acchi cheez ko ban hone do. #people view religion as blind devotion rather than something that allows you to connect yourself to your gods. #they don't believe their gods could make mistakes. and they sure don't believe for a goddamn second that their god could be wrong. #i am not saying monkey man is about proving god wrong because it FUCKING ISN'T. #it's about a boy who clung to a story his mother told him as a child in hopes of finding her in the ugly face of the world. #something that would allow him to keep going because that's what hanuman ji would've done. that what his mother would've wanted. #like stop this absolute crap nonsense guys this film does not call the kid hanuman it literally invokes his image to inspire the kid. #HANUMAN JI IS WHAT IS HELPING THE KID FIGHT THIS WAR WITH HIMSELF AND THE WORLD. #he's literally like the krishna to the kid's arjun. he's a guide who talks through the kid's past through his mother's voice. #tum log bajrangi bhaijaan hi dekhlo bhai tumhare andar yeh picture hazam karna ka guda nahi hai. #monkey man #dev patel

[jade-jupiter]

source of my trust issues

#I WAS CONVINCED THAT WE WERE GETTING REPTV I LITERALLY AM STILL IN SHOCK #taylor swift #watch her still drop it tonight i will LOSE IT

[iratusmus]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @mmm-asbestos

#sonic #sth #doodle #metal sonic #amy rose #i was originally planning to do something slightly more elaborate but then i lost track of time #and your birthday got here faster than i could actually get anything out #so take this instead #ummmm thank you for being the Coolest Mutual Ever. you know that one tumblr post that goes like #having a mutual who’s a good artist literally feels like beyonce saw me at a supermarket and decided to make me her best friend #ya thats how i feel abt u #frankly im still kind of shocked we became mutuals in the first place but i am SO glad for it #you are so funny and cool and skilled and amazing and i admire u sooo so much #its like 1 am at the time i am writing this so atm im failing to come up with proper words #but like . you should also know that you are one of the very very few people on the internet who i can talk to very honestly #and your opinions are always correct and you are such a delight to be around and. idk man ilysm 💖💖💖 #iratusmus.png

[lillazyboithings]

This genuinely happened to me earlier while I was sitting on a window sill in my school building (me and my close friend)

(I do not expect many people to see this lmfao but I just need to post this somewhere)

Context about the drawing below:

(tophat guy: complicated to explain my dynamic but all I'll say is that it's a close friendship with unintentional-intentional romantic undertones??? Idfk IT'S COMPLICATED, I'm just gonna label him as "close friend")

I decided to sit on the open window and wait for my close friend "Pineapple" to come back from somewhere

When he came back I stared dead into his eyes and smiled because usually I would "fuck around and find out" so sitting on an open window on the 2nd floor is definitely dangerous (dw I was facing the classroom interior, not the outside)

He straight up went to me, scooped me up, and bridal carried me off the window with ease, take note that he's lanky and is the same weight as me despite having a 7 inch height difference between us, yet somehow he carried me with so much ease

Usually he would tell me to get down from the window a few times before I comply but bro literally went "nuh uh" and did it himself, wtf?!??!? (I am a flustered mess and it literally happened 6 hours ago, I am definitely normal)

#GOODNESS GRACIOUS WHY DOES THIS DORK KNOW HOW TO MAKE ME SO FLUSTERED AND SHOCKED #noodles random oodles #i am definitely normal #yes definitely i am very very fucking normal #GRAHHHHHHHHH #this moment rotates in my brain forever like the other special core memories i have of our friendship #me literally holding onto him for dear life even after he already put me down #it would've been romantic if it werent for the fact that i am afraid of people lifting me off the fucking ground #(still romantic for me though bc i felt lik a princess)