#i don't care either way

[red-dead-sakharine]

I’m having a thought about Raphael being actually bad in bed for real not because of Haarlep teasing in the game he actually says

“You contemptuous creature!” He’s actually hurt for being judged “ contemptuous” is actually when someone thinks highly of themselves and think they have the right to be judgmental because they are “superior”

So maybe I’m wrong but it seems like he is actually HURT. So it’s true otherwise why lash out that way? What do you think about it?

I could see it. If it's true he only ever had sex with Haarlep, he'd obviously have no practice. Haarlep does all the work, and Raphael himself gets twice the stimulation. He has no emotional bond with Haarlep, and no reason to reciprocate their effort. So he'd never learn.

I know some folks think he does sleep with people, and Haarlep just lies - or Raphael doesn't put effort into sleeping with his "sex toy". We won't know either way. I could see all of the above be true.

There was also the idea that he fears rejection - perhaps because his performance was mocked before.

Either way, you do have a point. If he'd be secure in his abilities in bed, he'd probably not explode that violently when mocked. In most other cases when the player gets to antagonize him, he just laughs it off.

#bg3 #raphael #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 raphael #I don't care either way #as long as I get to smooch him I'll be fine #but there's something relatable and endearing to the idea that this suave charmer is a bad performer #raphael the cambion #rds

[swords-of-a-soilder]

Just Shapes

I'm just venting here, I'm not asking for advice if anything the most I'd want is a supportive word or two.

A random day in 2022 I was playing the Sims on my mother's laptop, I had a lot of mods of course, a few risky ones in including.

I had a queer couple, that I loved playing with, but suddenly whenever they got intinment, they had a moodlit in which they express not being intersed in each other.

It felt like my entire world had fell apart, I was in frantic tears trying to fix. I would constantly jump back and forth from create a sim trying to figure out what mod was breaking their relationship.

I eventually fixed it, but once I did, once I looked back at these sims again, they became shapes, pixels on a screen they weren't real they were never real.

I close that save, then never opened it again.

Perphas I'm parasocial in what I'm about to say, but the reality is we're all parasocial it's why certain careers exist. streamers depend on the viewer being parasocial, our enjoyment is what pay them.

Its just some people take things too far, and it gives parasocial behaviors a bad name, I knew the qsmp characters were different from their actors(streamers) that played them.

I'm not the type of person who thought Philza minecraft was my best friend but q!Philza was someone else entirely. Someone I felt close to, someone who's journey I felt apart of; Those eggs were just as much my kids as his own, I felt like a resident.

With Forever's removal and q!forever with him I became painful awear of what I was watching.

The series that keep me company when I quit my abusive job and was seeking new ones, The series that made me forget the pain of being hit by a car, the series that made me forget the Sexual abuse I expressed at my newer job that I shortly quit after.

The pain I felt over and over non stop, the continuous cycle of trauma I was able to process slowly without feeling alone. Living in that tiny space, with nothing to eat but determine not to go back to my abuser, at least with them I wasn't alone.

Perhaps I'm parasocial for feeling like a resident, perhaps I'm parasocial for loving Chayanne and Tallulah like my own children, perhaps I was parasocial for cheering for my team in Purgatory.

But it meant so much more to me than just a Minecraft roleplay server, it was my entire life. And now it's just shapes, pixels and shapes on a screen.

I think back to Qsmp 2023 and it's there, the joy, this overall sense of Happiness these people I know and care about, I made a Tumblr account just to see more art of them, I engaged in headcannons, joined discord servers with other residents we were all residents.

Whether you were a crow that sat top q!Philza's head, the voices in q!Fit's head; your art sat in the museum, your head canon's adopted into canon and your jokes acknowledged.

We were residents, without ever stepping foot on that island....

Now Tumblr still recommends me clip, There are some people I forgot to unfollow or choice not to. They show me the new Island and new creators, they tell me about the new mods and new characters.

They show my children, they show me my friend q!Philza, they show me all these things I love but..

It's Just Shapes...

Now in it's current existence it's just shapes, pixel on a screen actors In a play, I see nothing but the actors behind it, nothing but improvised roleplay, nothing but a video game.

Shapes.. and it drives me insane that some people don't understand that, and it comes with the neurodiversity I Know. no one ever talks about how painful hyperfixation death truly is.

Its made worst by seeing how the fandom, the other residents have started turning on one another. Residents bite and growl at me like I'm a villain came to kill them, I was one of you!

It wasn't my choice but it's one I'm glad for, seeing how cruel We've became. It isn't even the same island anymore, they left me behind on the old one.

And that's fine, the new one is just a pixilated mess to me.

#qsmp discourse #vent post #qsmp #ace says shit #i feel like people are gonna assume inwas one of those annoying chatters from this Post #for the record #i didn't even use the chat feature most times #I was a vod watcher for most of it #so when I started catching lives I didn't talk much #i don't care either way #just putting it out there #Youtube

[sad-gay-cowboy]

Currently on a mission from god to find a classical song to use as a motif. Or just like a classical song to use in my work in a general sense.

Cause there's the famous ones like Clair de lune and all those and then like the one that got me started on this was the Bach song they use for the antagonist in the mentalist. Like such good songs that are juxtaposed by what's happening on screen.

And I gotta find mine. I don't want it to be one that everyone knows. I want it to be one that speaks to me.

#sounds pretentious perhaps #or maybe it doesn't #I don't care either way

[amethyst257]

in my planes as wof au should nick survive or do I traumatize blade and kill him off

#I don't care either way #disney planes #planes #planes fire and rescue #blade ranger #nick loopin lopez #planes as wof au

[yukinyaminyato]

so let's play a game called "is the dude who only talks to me when he's drunk at parties etc gonna talk to me in class today"

#my bet is on no 🥰 #i don't care either way #im just cringing bc when he talked to me last friday i was giggling and being annoying..... bc drunk me likes attention </3 ew #anyways let's see if i even make it to class the weather is awful bc of snowstorm 🥴 #there was a truck stuck in the middle of all lanes creating a traffic jam but at least my bus was finally able to get past #maybe I'll just be late. and probably won't be the only one..... #my posts

[sludgebat]

"hey alias are there any pictures of rimmer that give you cute aggression" glad you asked, yes.

#is this cringe am i cringeposting #i don't care either way #i did also say on twitter that the first one is like. ancient rome malewife. #bat.txt

[xylophonetangerine]

Russia is not going to cease to exist. This is a fact you can accept now or after another million people have died in the war.

#i don't care either way #i'm not over there dying

[shrapnelstars]

Oh my f-

Oh my g-

He said the next thing he wanted to do was a smaller scale movie where he just takes a camera out in the woods and films whatever comes to him. Squirrel Stapler is kind of perfect for that, oddly enough. XD

#I don't care either way #It would just be funny if he did it

[hashire]

Anyway I'm not sorry I'm dragging you all through this dejimon stuff

#does anyone even look at my text posts anymore? #i don't care either way #I'm just forever shitposting #for my own amusement

[uncanny-tranny]

Love disabled people who just lie about their disabilities to nosy, intrusive questions. Sorry, yeah, I lost my arm in the wash one day. It's funny how that happens! Oh, I got back pain from saving nineteen children from a burning fire department <3

#disability #sometimes lying is just. funny. SORRY. #look like... whether you lie about why you're disabled you're still disabled and it shouldn't have to factor into how you're treated... #...if it isn't relevant to your care needs or care plan. #like. if you lost your arm does it matter if you say you lost it in the wash like a sock or tell your actual story... #...like either way you still /do not have an arm/. that doesn't change if you lie or not #anyway. huge defense for a post that probably didn't need said defense #sometimes you just feel like lying in such a grandiose way that people don't know if they SHOULDN'T believe you #i think my lie will be that a powerful necromancer preformed Emergency Bone Shaving on one leg only... #...and he used the bone shavings to raise a skeleton army that looks like My skeleton but only on the legs

[3gremlins]

my baldur's gate 3 playthrough so far XD (i spent way too long making this lol. bless csp's paint on selection tool tho. i'm sure it's not original but i couldn't be bothered to find someone else's version and made my own)

#meme #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 meme #baldur's gate 3 romance #bg3 romance #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #astarion #gale #wyll #lae'zel #shadowheart #halsin #karlach #tbf i don't think shadowheart and laezel care that much either way #this is more me laughing at myself tho like it tracks #bg3 memes #okay i need to go back to work #i love him your honor #he's not really trash he just appears that way at first (i hope)

[curejune]

is lyney the first character who actually is at a disadvantage in rainy weather. first character from the water nation is the first character in the game who doesn't like rain

#lyney #lynette #freminet #genshin impact #2023 #fanart #lynette is a second fontaine character for purposes of this accessment bc it's funnier like this #i guess lyney likes rain until lvl 60 because free vaporize is still nice and all #but how many people are going to use him under level 60 #is level 60 the a4 one?? i don't remember #vaporize lyney holding hands with vaporize nilou: who cares about reading all those passives am i right #i'm personally building him physical either way for funsies so meta be damned

[ironinkpen]

i still don't like kipperlily HOWEVER it would be VERY interesting if the twist is that she's been playing the long game against porter to get revenge for lucy's death

devil's nectar is used to lie to gods. porter wants to be a god.

gertie mentions in ep14 that the last order of nectar was twice as much as usual.

we know from ruben's dream that the rat grinders have been taking devil's honey for some reason

lucy was killed by multiple assailants but it's never confirmed it was the rat grinders—ruben's house has a perfect view of the lake, so the rat grinders could easily have witnessed lucy's murder

jace and porter seem to want the whole school at graduation for some reason, but kipperlily drafted an order to disband aguefort the moment she becomes president. undermining the plan?

kipperlily was "very fond" of lucy

kipperlily keeps provoking the bad kids despite jace saying not to—maybe intentionally trying to get the bad kids on their trail?

if nothing else, that's proof being rage-starred doesn't mean she's a mindless follower who agrees w everything porter/jace say

which means her rage could have easily turned on porter

kipperlily is a mastermind rogue

#i don't know if i actually believe this #and i still don’t like her bc she’s entitled and bitter and cares more about her superiority complex than actually helping people #but it's an interesting thought #and either way she deserves to kill porter with fig and gorgug #then they can resurrect him a la kalvaxus and let lucy get a shot in #anyway. rotating this girl in my mind like a bowl of microwave soup #kipperlily copperkettle #the rat grinders #lucy frostblade #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20

[ratcandy]

putting my entomology lessons to good use

#also sozo is now my beautiful Spouse my wonderful Partner as oppsoed to wife because the trans hc makes too much sense to me #in my brain. #and i don't know if (and bear with me here) sozo un-shroomed would be as comfortable ??????????with wife????// #i don't think he cared either way while Shroomed but un-shroomed. I am uncertain. I dunno. I am rotating him #maybe my midn will change on this in an instant. these are all split second headcanons based on my Knowledges. #ok normal again #clamart #cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl sozo #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #uh does this need a uh #cotl spoilers #<- for unshroomed Sozo? maybe #sozo

[swagveryswagamazinf]

follow the light

#qsmp #qsmp fanart #slimecicle #doodle #juanaflippa #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp juanaflippa #EPIJFIPJEUPJF IM KRILLING MYSELF TJIS LIVE WAS SRUE SOMETHIGN #still I got so happy to see her again I missed her so much I hope we can see her more #don't care if she's a code I love her either way #if she wants to punt an egg that's fine she can do it let her have more hobbies #and if she doesn't that's fine as well I missed her #also don't worry guys she types like that bc the admin got a new keyboard and probably theyre getting used to it trust me😁😁

[radiance1]

New idea.

The entire world has been turned into animal like creatures. They still walk on two legs (most of them) and they're still human in form really. Some have only ears, some have only a tail, some have fur, some has the eyes.

Some even have all three.

There was a lot of outrage about this, mostly from shock, fear of the unknown and sudden change. Unfortunately, the government couldn't do anything about it, nor could the Justice League.

It was just... natural as it was unnatural.

In fact, it even seemed to be beneficial to everyone. Some adapted better to certain climates, some developed remarkable better immune systems than they did before and it seemed certain types of parasites and diseases just stopped affecting them entirely.

All in it, it was a beneficial change, one that the government saw no need to interfere with or ask the Justice League to find a way to revert this change.

Even if everyone needed to adjust to the sudden... shift.

Somehow, by no grace of will of his own, Vlad found himself with basically everything. He has the ears, the tail, the chest fur and fur along his arms and legs and he even has the eyes.

Red. Eyes at that.

Now you see, this wouldn't be that much of a problem actually.

If this mysterious shift in his biology didn't deem him a bunny. A prey animal and, nothing against bunnies, personally, he just wished he was given something more...

Intimitading.

Like Lex Luthor-as much as he loathed to admit it-, who became a fox of all things. Honestly, a perfect example of his character if Vlad had to say anything, his cunning and deceitfulness.

Let alone the man's intellect...

Although, it did look a tad odd to see furred appendages on that man's rather... shiny head.

Such things aside, Vlad has not attended a gala in a mighty long while after the change and he already knew it would look like he was too off put by his change, or embarrassed by what animal he was given and yes, he was a tad bit embarrassed about it but unlike them he was working on a cure.

Something that provided, perhaps unsurprisingly, zero results.

Vlad did not take the government's choice lying down, he believed himself smarter, superior to whatever they have working away for them in their labs, and proved that he could create something that would give him back his human status.

Well, half-human, but that was besides the point.

He failed. So what did he do? Figure out how exactly it affected his biology, special case that he was only 3 in the world and, contrary to his expectations... it went very well? While his animal traits did indeed follow him into his ghost form, he could shift until he appeared exactly how he was before.

Small mercies. His identity wouldn't be any harder to realize than it was before, thanks to this.

He was so caught up in this, in fact, that he was surprised when Lex Luthor came out of hiding a month ago. Honestly, he would've thought he wouldn't have seen the light of day for at least a few years. So obviously, Vlad had to come out of hiding as well, and even if Vlad disliked his bunniness, it was an infinitely smaller feeling than the urge to cause Lex Luthor pain and misery.

It wasn't exactly a surprise to see the little badger being, well, a badger. A bit to see that he basically shared every trait Vlad had, if only in badger form.

But that isn't the point. The event he needed to attend-to spit (metaphorically) in Lex's stupid face- needed him to have a plus one or multiple, so what better person to go with him than his godson?

#dc x dp #dp x dc #dpxdc #dp x dc crossover #dcxdp #dc x dp crossover #This was supposed to be a Vlad/Bruce post actually #But Bruce NOR the Batfam are even mentioned here #SDHDdgkj #Instead Lex Luthor outshone them LAWL #Hm #I guess you could play this as romantic or just business nemesis #I don't really care either way actually #What I DO care about though #Is that Vlad TOTALLY has lop ears lawl #Or wtv they're called #Man doesn't even have the grace of having sky point ones lmao they just fall down to his back #KJSDd #Totally didn't make Lex Luthor a fox because it was the natural predator of a bunny #Teehee #But also they represent deceit and cunning so yea #Anyways I'll stop yapping now