#i feel musy

[m-kyunie]

"God's Clown" episode 70 supremacy

#d.gray man #dgm #allen walker #i love this episode in cas eu couldnt tell everythign is so good abt it #musi animation the COLORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Allen's sudden shift in attitude #he feels very elivated n its evident when u see how Bak n Fo approach im after #him* #had a lot of fun trying to capture that otherworldliness #i wanted im to almost seem like a ghost or spirit #somethign whispy and intangible #thats how Crown Clown feels to me. smtg the Earl cant touch #slipping thru his hands everytime #like when they fight for that split sec

[lionblaze03-2]

oh to be in a room singing allies or enemies with a gang of other queer youth. I want to be let in, not out. An entire room of agony all blending together. We want to be let in.

#lion’s lair #the crane wives #im sure I wasn’t the only one screaming from my heart for all the friendships thatve come and gone #There were lots of other haunting things like that too #An entire room of people screaming ‘I could’ve been anyone anyone else’ is also extremely core shaking when you can feel it in your body #Because it is so loud #That’s the loudest it got I think #And also everyone screaming I will ruin you #Just. Fuck #these songs are so good and a whole room of people singing along in front of the person who. Gave them this gift basically. This great musi #we are all one. Or something

[aldermos]

|| done kinda (?) I mostly went off songs I listen to when I draw them :) !! that & just vibes 😭

I’ll be updating them as I go but this is my solid start for now //

#surge the tenrec #amy rose #surgamy #i listen to a song and immediately go yep that suits [blank] #I firmly believe in surge -> awolnation or skillet #amy has a selena gomez vibe idk if that’s just me #whispangle playlists TBA #feel free to save or follow btw!!!! #I like connecting w/ music sorry TT #alex :] musi

[mister13eyond]

daring to be vulnerable and open about my work on tumblr on a tuesday afternoon

i have a strange relationship with april 6th where it is simultaneously the proudest achievement i have and also my white whale that i will forever be chasing

which is funny because looking back at it now, years later, i'd probably write it differently at this stage in my life? i think i've grown a lot as a writer and there are parts to me that read clunky or messy and i think i could have pushed things a lot further

but it's also like. idk, i'd never made a fic About anything before. I'd never even made a full completed piece of fiction? and then i went from "a few oneshots scattered over the course of several years and fandoms" to this fucking.... multimedia epic. this thing i updated in real time. this thing i learned to PROGRAM TWINE GAMES for. this thing i got reviews on that said it helped people deal with their own grief, that i feel like Actually spoke to people?

and that's a high fucking bar to reach! it was a very specific and precise fluke that came from a lot of things all at once- me processing my OWN feelings of loss and fear about the future after 2020. my own slow and delicate tiptoe into a new relationship where everything was uncertain and scary. my personal way of getting revenge-via-success after a year-long burnout inflicted by a really bad friendship that had a really negative impact on me creatively and killed all my confidence in my ability to finish things.

so it's like. weird having this relationship with a piece of my own work that is so Symbolic? weird having a relationship with my own creation where it is simultaneously My Testament To My Own Ability and also The Rival Whose Shadow I'm Always Chasing.

AND IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE... I don't necessarily think it's my best writing, you know? On a purely technical level, it's definitely not BAD but i've grown as a writer since then and I think I've learned new strengths and have continued to improve

but like. also.... it'll always be That Thing I Wish I Could Capture The Feeling Of Making Again. it'll always be that weird moment of lightning in a bottle where i made something really really cool and now everything i make afterwards has to take a backseat to this project i started on impulse in 2021 because i had a bunch of feelings

#personal #rambling #idk it's weird! #it's not like.... i dont think it's the best thing i'll ever make on a technical OR conceptual level #i think it's a lot of very raw and sincere feelings that i shaped into something really cool and interesting #i think going back and reading it sometimes i can see that i've already outgrown it #and that it was a product of its time #but i'll also always be going 'why can't i just randomly catch another feverish vein of inspiration that runs through something insane and- #-ambitious and challenging like this? why am i not Breaking The Mold every time?' #and the worst part is #i say all this and then have to take a step back #and remember i'm talking about a piece of fanfiction written about the manga where people punch each other with ghosts named after 70s musi #like right #this doesnt have to be that serious #it is a piece of fanwork about jojo's bizarre adventure

[soweli-musi]

Yous should see our lists of drawings to do....... and half abandoned projects ehehe. Oh god and how often we remember to message people oh dear me my texting records,

#adhd postign #we do not have friendship degradation!! #you can not interact with us for a full year and could say hi and we'd be like 👍 hello hello hello we are friend still #the memory is bad + different people have different priorities that are difficult to coordinate #see currently fighting a whining guy who wants to build lego and play splatoon rn #TANGENT THOUGHT! Should make a tag for our og posts because we just leave them untagged and then can't look back at the sillies #we used lykos speaks for the daemonism blog... i could do soweli speaks but it seems too general #soweli musi li toki #that should be like... the equivalent? feel free to correct #oh my god so many tags sorry i am just talking to ourself LMAO

[caimitos]

sorry for being raised catholic but ama namin (our father) and all the remixes kinda slap.....obsessed w that vid of pura luka vega in a jesus cosplay surrounded by ppl yelling the lyrics at a bar i love filipino drag

#everyone loves anima christi for its memeability However #ama namin just hits kinda different i understand that person who said they found out they werent rlly feeling god they just liked live musi #when the choir hits that high note at “at patawarin mo kami” and ur grandma is putting her all into that vibrato literally shaking beside u #and ur soul ascends to the roof of a 350-year old provincial church at 8 AM #like i almost get it #skl.txt

[redcipher01]

I can’t stop listening to “October Passed Me By,” by Girl in Red. It just came out, as the sequel to “we fell in love in october,” and I’m already obsessed. It’s so good. So relatable. It perfectly describes how I feel right now with a certain girl. I’ve been playing it on repeat for the past 30 minutes, and will continue to do so forever now. 100% in my top ten list of favorite songs. I hope others who are listening to the song and can relate (like me) are having a spectacular day <333333

ME RN:

#lgbtq #gay girls #bi #wlw culture #wlw #pride #wlw mood #wlw post #wlw pride #girl in red #october passed me by #we fell in love in october #we fell in love in october sequel #crying screaming shaking it’s so good #bi girl #girl in red october passed me by #I MADE YOU MY WHOLE WORLD #YOU WERE THE FIRST TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS ME #music #musi #spotify

[kordbot]

GIRL IM IN THE FUCKING TRANCHES AND THE ONLY THING I'M FIGHTING ARE MY GODDAMN EMOTIONS

#urodzony by być bohaterem romantycznym zmuszony do nauki inżynierii i zajmowania się sobą #ja byłbym takim świetnym bohaterem romantycznym. mam histerię dla mężczyzn. ale no niestety to nie te czasy #i know im romance repulsed but i can assure you i feel the exact same feelings of longing and yearning. just in a no romo way #jestem niczym werter bądź gustaw z dziadów tylko aro #i to wszystko mówi kordian. KURWA DLACZEGO MOJE IMIĘ MUSI MI PASOWAĆ

[linoguy]

it's just me and cat nino and parfait against the world

#emotional support skz music + granola parfait + nino blogging #i was so tired getting home and then someone walked into the room and i could feel myself slowly becoming enraged so im blasting their musi #and eating my parfait and now i feel normal. the wonders of vices

[k1rishiki]

something abt realizing you're listening to someone sing for the last time really hits in an awful way

#so there's this girl who's a year above me and to say that she's good at singing is an understatement. if the goddess of song #herself were to appear in front of me or anyone who's ever heard a note come from her mouth and asked which one was more talented the only #appropriate answer would be that the goddess pales in comparison. i first heard her voice at the auditions for our middle school musical in #the sixth grade and i've been in shock and awe ever since. it's in the name of her voice that i decided i wanted to learn how to write musi #bc i cannot sing but wanted nothing more than some sort of reason to stand next to her. and by some twist of fate. i took music theory last #semester and guess who ended up sitting directly next to me. and who i also said no more than maybe 5-10 words to the entire time. . whoops #in my (and her) defense. it's not like she's unapproachable or anything. she's one of the genuinely kindest people i've ever encountered bu #the problem is. it's a music theory class. i was the only one in it not affiliated w the music department. and everyone in it had known eac #other for 4-7 years. even my like. actual friend in the class was ignoring me a lil (he wasn't he was just hanging out w his closer friends #and so i kept to myself the entire semester bc i didn't want to feel like i was intruding on anything + am terminally shy #(like. to the point where i get physically ill bc of it) #flash forward to today in ap world w our song parody project. our teacher was showing past examples from previous classes and guess who too #the class last year. and ofc. you Do Not get [name redacted] working on a project w/out having her sing for you #her group made a stalin-themed mr sandman parody and our teacher paused the video halfway through and it was my own personal 9/11 #bc there's no good reason for our paths to ever cross again. unless she becomes some celebrity. which i have no doubt she could if merit wa #the only factor at play there. i will never hear her voice again and i'm not sure what i'm going to do abt that. #romeo.txt

[destructive-ilya]

y’all still usin spotify ?

#at this point i moved back to musi n i feel liek it’d 1 b lot of effort to combine em and i can’t buy premium lol

[telltaleanatomicalheart]

current fave artists:

the organ, veruca salt, blonde redhead, slow pulp

also even though i’ve been listening to goth music since i was 11, i still feel like a baby bat

#7 years in this goth bidness #also i originally thought that slowpulp was boygenius and i was like hell yeah i fw them but no…. #coming out as a lesbian who severely dislikes boygenius but i also have a pda profile so #but they’re also all white and are friends with marty healy so i feel it doesn’t matter #shoutout to my poc lesbians/sapphics making music cause i hate when ppl think of lesbian musi and theyre either white or hayley kioko 😕

[cinnabeat]

the new len solo mv is so fucking cute btw

#the mv and choreography match really well with the song #anf his god awful outfit too i love it #i cant tell if its the nre shading/3d models but his yellow ass eyebrows are so distracting #like i cant remember if we see his eyebrows before? or anyomes?? #like they musy have eyebrowd but i dont remember if they matched the color of their hair or was just the standard lineart black #regardledd im REALLY noticing them in this one and its so distracting when yhey do closeups to his face #someome in the comments said his outfit is his new vbs one?? which #if true. 💀💀 #its not bad in the same way i think ruis new outfit is bad #its just ugly but like its cute #like it works somehow #the only emotion i feel about it is hilarity tbh its so stupid looking i love it #both his past unit outfit and this one dont make me think street style at all #hes giving middle aged white man trying to look cool #in both the outfits like you know?? #the khakis are getting to me like bro what 😭 #its an incomprehensible outfit vbs style wise but again its not a crime against humanity #theres just a lot going on there #like let me see. black leather jacket. black button up. blue and white dtripped tie. blue flanel jacket Somehow around his waist #and longer in the back than the front. black suspenders/belts hanging from his waist. fucking khaki shorts #fucking. black shin length platform boots that aldo somehow look like galoshes #and white socks even longer than the boots #bbg what is happening here what are you trying to say #michi tag #like its ugly and it clashes horrendously style wise and yet. somehow works??? #would like a talk with the design team for the new unit outfits. like for EVERYONE. i want to pick the brains of the geniuses who thought th #most of these were even remotely spectacular ideas

[musically-magic]

currently thr braincell is just in a state of:

#musi talks #i sweae i'll be better in a few days i think i'm on the edge of a meltdown/breakdown rn #and i just really needed to post this somewhere cause my brain feels awful about like...everything

[thegirlsarethriving]

i got an email with a code for $20 free to use on concert tickets, what if i drove out to see a group i haven't listened to in 4 years for the kicks and giggles

#with the free $20 it would basically be a $3 ticket lol #it's like. 20 minutes away which is SUPER nearby compared to the 3 hr drive i usually take for most events (more like 4 hrs in traffic :/ ) #so like 20 mins is not bad at all and mayhaps my bestie will come with me :3 she's a state away but i could bribe her /w food n a sleepover #the fact that it's on a weekend.... hmm it's like. Right There yknow #the thing is tho that i normally only attend events where i care abt the singers personally whereas with these dudes i just vibe /w da musi #tho i made sure that im aware theyre unproblematic so that i can feel okay abt supporting them. i refuse to give money to scummy people ofc #so now that that box is checked.... mayhaps i should catch up on their tunes and see abt Arranging Plans

[bredforloyalty]

Ok lol even different anon here. I feel like everyone is saying ADHD but it really just should be depression symptoms which causes huge problems with concentration and motivation. Especially if you remember not having these issues at some point in your life

gonna go ahead and say that's way more unlikely but thanks for weighing in gxsgvy <3

#i know all there is to know about depression and adhd actually like i know that it's different for girls i know not getting diagnosed #doesn't mean shit but it's all just clusters of symptoms‚ of varying severities‚ and i might not fit into one of these boxes neatly #you know what i mean?? i do struggle with some things that depressed people struggle with but it's just my personal opinion that i'm not #depressed #i think that because. i'm not sad. lmaoo yeah i'm not super hopeful but who is‚ as a young adult in 2023 in hungary. who can even be #my life is not devoid of joy. i love my friends i love my sister and our cats and my shows and my musis #i don't even hate myself deep down!! i struggle but it's sooo much better than it used to be‚ some patterns have definitely been broken #there's just no overwhelming persistent feeling of despair‚ i can get through day to day life fine (except for the sleep schedule thing and #the university thing) #you know? does this make sense? i would rule out depression immediately because i don't feel depressed #ask