19.12.23, tuesday
0.5h of coding lol
wasn’t having the best day so decided to finally watch the barbie-movie (it’s on hbo rn) bc figured that could cheer me up
but bc the universe loves a good timing, on the grocery store trip after, some dudes came to me like ”which one of us would u fuck?” and that annoyed me way more than it should’ve. Like cmon, it’s 10pm at a grocery store; if you’re not cottage cheese or olive oil get tf out of my face
just a short evening walk bc it was windy and I was annoyed
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i am such a clown. decided to make stickers for my siblings even though i have ZERO design skills or knowledge of any programs that allow you to rotate text except for powerpoint. so i made them in powerpoint. (this took, mmmm, maybe 6-8 hours btw.) then had to find a website that would print and mail these stickers to me. no i don't want 50 stickers. i want one circle sticker and one rectangle sticker. oh that's not an option anybody wants to give me? okay then i guess i will buy 16 circle stickers (the least offered) and 50 rectangle stickers (the least offered. why not 16 also? a mystery). one of the designs is for my sibling's band, so if they like it theoretically they could use the stickers as merch or something lol. but i'm not holding my breath, on account of the aforementioned lack of design skills. i get away with a lot among my family because they're all so willing to react to my questionable creations with aww look, she Tried! but that probably doesn't work for strangers who are fans of my sibling's band. so i guess they will just have 49 extra stickers that they can idk stick to streetlight poles or something. not my problem.
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i start a new job (my first "real", full time job) in the new year, and while financially (and employability-ly) im excited, im really dreading it. and ive built it up so much in my mind that just thinking about it triggers an anxiety spiral. really i know its just gonna be. awkward, difficult, maybe embarrassing. but not the end of the world.
my new medication (sertraline / zoloft) is finally at a point where the majority of the day, im not anxious. still anxious at times, it hasnt been a magic bullet, but a lot better. adjusting to it and coming off escitalopram was awful though.
the past 2 nights ive been very anxious, almost panic attack -like. not sure if thats a med issue or something else.
i had an alright holiday period, there was of course some triggering going on (unavoidable around my stepdad, and my mum tries to micromanage it so much that it makes it worse) but overall it was ok. i hope everyone also had an at least ok holiday! (and if you didn't, im sorry & its over now!)
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Blasting my psyonic beam at whoever's in range to explain how the Tenacious D covers of "Wicked Game" and "I think I love you" sound how closeson feels. To me. Unrelated, I'm not usually all that into zombie apocalypse AUs but I think Darryl and Glenn would be so fucking funny in that context and my mind keeps going back to it. Send post.
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