#i had 2 fix smth

[kulaykonfetti]

#SORRY. repost #i had 2 fix smth #kraft kraft kraft #mixed media #collage #junk journal #crow journal #stickers #magazine cutouts #journalling #scrapbook

[guideaus]

anyways, besides gege akutami poorly killing off every other character in unfulfilling ways (and imo this being a fine time to subvert expectations on who we think is covered in death flags thru a flashback), it does feel kind of lame that our guy whose whole arc was abt being against punishing others and empathizing with others despite the system he operated in heavily discouraging those things essentially carrying his suicidal mentality in the panel through, but framed positively bc he became a tool to help further yuji's goal against sukuna doesnt feel good.

i understand what gege akutami was trying to do, but i dont like it and i think it sucks. i dont think its good for his character arc, and frankly with gege akutami's record of having main characters seemingly deal an important blow, only to be casually swept aside or fall flat in the literal next chapter, regardless of the characters, this doesnt feel very hopeful? (not to mention i don't think he should've repeated nanami's death lol) akutami also has a habit of just not really mentioning killed characters again in a meaningful way and this could absolutely happen after the chapter. it just feels bad to me, i dont think most of the character deaths are done well, even if you want to insist jjk is a tragedy or whatever, i dont think things get across well.

#personal #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #um. not to make a wolfwood death reaction part 2 but yeah FJHDSJHSF #u dont need to die to redeem urself! our guys extending sympathy to others despite being told not to and being twice as hard on themselves #ending up killed but thru a ~good~ sacrificial way doesnt really feel good. idk not to be greedy but yeah! #fucking call in Misaki Takamatsu. i'll reread ch 31 #and everything ive said doesnt even get into how higuruma had no reason to be related to these people lol #he was isolating in a bathtub and killing challengers for a week or smth and then cut himself off from that after yuuji. #i dont think he'd be team jujutsu now ready to fight our big bad #and having yuuji say he's a sorcerer as if all this fixes his 'im a cog' mentality before meeting higuruma... sir that is not development #i think if he saw higuruma be a tool for him that'd probably be more trauma on the trauma cake #anyways. attempting to censor jjk in my mind again

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

yaz’s turn. to break, to talk, to be told you did it and you can rest now

or, a slow quiet self-indulgent meditation on self-destruction in which i bend english into shapes it isnt supposed to go, call the doctor a psychologically disturbed rhesus monkey, and let yaz be held enough to maybe start to make up for all the times she hasnt been

#i had a lot of fun with this and i think it shows. 50% dumb (affectionate) poetryprose 50% quickfire dialogue #100% incomprehensible #i did add a couple footnotes for the most fun words :) #hate to admit that what they say abt editing is true. does make your work better when you let it simmer for 2 months #who has the time for that tho #fixed my body language description problem #scrapped almost all dialogue tags which is smth i shouldve done ages ago #the religion stuff is undoubtedly shallow and immature but seeing as im young and stupid im gonna forgive myself for that inevitablity #and hope i said nothing so bad that anyone who reads it cant too #anyway i shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago. goodnight

[vampfucker666]

found day to night barbie with most of her stuff (all the stuff i cared about) for about 20 bucks 6.50 shipping nearly pissed my pants

#the shop has combined shipping so i also got a busted ass malibu barbie for like. 2 dollars and a bunch of shoes INCLUDING the vintage mules #i have SO DESPERATELY been looking for for a REASONABLE price. #and several pairs of them!! and boots and other shoes!! for 8 dollars #he had a VERY BUSTED growing up skipper for 12 bucks too and like i have wanted growing up skipper #since i first heard of her when i was like. 11 or something #but she didnt have her clothes and idk if i could fix whats wrong with her :( #and if i like the doll itself a broken gimmick is fine but i rlly only want her for her puberty gimmick lol #AND she didnt have her clothes :( #oh i found someone selling tressys original dress (no key or belt though rip. but i can find some ribbon or make her a belt or smth) #and i was waffling on it cause i DO want another tressy with nicer makeup at some point #and they include their dresses usually... and are like. idk i usually see them for 40 ish #but the seller knocked the price down sooooo what evar i can put tressy in her silly little dress now

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

SENDING MY FIRST ASK FROM THE NEW BLOG!!!! i feel like i am sending a letter from a new address... crazy. ANYWAY HOW R U TONIGHT!!!! i hope ur havin a good day!!!! kicking my feet like a teenager at a sleepover rn tell me abt ur day who r the blorbos in ur mind rn what kinda art r u workin on lately how's it going friend!!!

HIIIIIII HI HI . HELLO SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG- i mean catboy cellbit!!! . dude i am. dreading the coming week tbh but it is fine !! we will get thru it we will survive!!! i am so sleepytired but alas i also cannot sleep so i may just have another night of reading and music ahead of me . wah. i hope u are hsving a good night <3 IVE BEEN COMPLETELY ART NERFED TOO BTW. my laptop died on me a couple days ago and while i was able to find a new one affordably it will not be here until the 13th 😔 so no digital art from me for a while. sigh. i DID just decorate my new sketchbook with stickers tho so im hoping that will get my brain in gear for traditional art again. AS FOR BLORBOS. oh . u know. the usuals. vash the stampede. zacharie from off . masky marblehornets (also tim marblehornets) . to name three of them.

#who are ur blorbos rn. i dont watch qsmp i think sering ur posts abt it are really funny bc im like. guy walks into the room on fire gif. #i have no idea whats going on in here congratulations and/or my condolences <3 #thank u thank u i love the sleepover vibes. literally had gossip talk w one of my other friends earlier #(name withheld for reasons but if u see this u know who u are and i love u ) #so the vibes are so correct #i have 2 work tomorrow :( not looking forward 2 that. #however it IS my last day of my long term overnight job which means i will be able to sleep in my own bed tomoerow night. #this is something i have not done for like. close to a month now. whcih is why ive been sleeping so awfully! so hopefully that fixes me #also have. job interview on wednesday for another aquarium place.. #fingers crossed this goes better than my last one but also part of me is kind of hoping it doesnt go well #bc i hate transitional periods and i dont want 2 go thru the moving process again #and i dont want 2 meet a bunch of new ppl all at once again. and do the while job training thing. #alas that is the anxiety talkimg and i do actually want the job bc it would be good for me <3 #sorry it is late and im soooo fucking sleepy so im rambling !!!! do not feel like u have to respond to . gestures vaguely at all that #its blorbo talk time. i desperately want 2 warch more mh right now #however the house im.staying in IS in the middle of the woods and very isolated and i have been so scared and paranoid #so i am OUTTA LUCK sigh. i will simply watch smth silly instead like gg tmph or david attenborough or perhaps spongebob will b on the tv. #asks #friends!!! #false-anachronism #<< oh fuck new url!!! i got like halfway thru typing ur old one before i was like WAIT SHIT.

[mifhortunach]

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#wrt lrb; i think it’s really well meant! esp as part of the whole ‘stop making romance the centre of everything’ thing but i do get it ig #that said fhdjdndkd ppl w no friends DO also get told ‘well yknow.. u got an SO u got family dw about it’ so 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ #fhdjdnd 2 segue into ‘let’s talk abt me time’ ; think my feelings of despair last ur wrt not being a real person are bc like.. i don’t do #anything.. i interact w everything 2nd hand or smth.. #& i’m trying v v v slowly to fix that but idk how #ppp #lol got asked by my manager ‘you’re not a talker are you’ & had to be like. i’m sorry man i’m not #weirdest part was that he then asked if that’d always been the case i #i just truly don’t know how or what to have a conversation abt #anyway i’ve got like no friends and i can only imagine it’s going to get worse. #i’m spending my time poorly

[britneyshakespeare]

A featherless biped

#a man #more spefically laurence olivier in wuthering heights 1939 #ive been working on it for 2 hours and i desperately need some distance from him #take a break and refresh my head #not all that ashamed of the progress tho #tales from diana #i hope to finish this today #i havent done a charcoal drawing in... 9 months! jesus #a little over. last time i drew in charcoal was intl. women's day #i couldve had a baby in that time #well i lost my charcoal that's why i rly haven't done any #one of my family members mustve misplaced it when they were cleaning in the attic (a place where i often draw) #no one is fessing up to it. >:( #but i had a few spare pieces and my mom got me new drawing paper for christmas #i hate drawing in graphite anyway. pencils can kiss my ass #there's smth very off w his right eye but im not ready to fix it #oh well. oh well

[churbo]

please don't leave (again)

(pesca belongs to @hopelesslovebug )

#I HOPE THIS IS ALRIGHT i absolutely adore pesca as a character and had the need to draw him #the caption is suppose to like. refer back to the comic u recently posted abt pesca #the one about him asking not to leave bc of how he was essentially abandoned and found a new family #hes scared that because he reminds mista so much of narancia that he might just leave him because the grief is so much #but also mista is asking pesca not to leave either bc 1) he cares about the kid A Lot #and 2) he sees narancia in pesca and doesn't want to lose narancia again even if pesca and narancia are different people #neither wants to lose each other but are afraid it'll happen so they're asking them not to leave again (bc they've been left already) #does that make sense i really hope it does aughuhasd #jjba #jojo #jojo's bizarre adventure #gw #golden wind #va #vento aureo #guido mista #pesca ghirga #anyways.... i luv pesca hes my awesome nephew #also if theres anything wrong lmk and ill fix it or if u want the flat color or smth ^_^

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Utau issues fixed

#art talks about stuff #my fucking god #deleting the vb from the register was hard as hell because there were like 2-3 instances of it #then i went to the zip i downloaded + recopied the contents #only for his picture to not show up + everything sound like shit because none of the A3 notes are oto'd for some reason??? #i had to fucking. go back to the website redownload the zip THEN put it in the voice folder + add it to the register #thank fuck both his picture is there + the notes now work and it sounds good and normal #so literally it wasn't even an utau issues the files got fucked up while i was downloading/unzipping them or something #whatever it's fixed now and i'm going to go play project mirai or smth

[capfalcon]

this is a bit personal but looking back on it im so fucking glad i quit my old job

#im rlly proud of the work i did there but jfc that environment was so toxic and i didnt even realize it #like i would start my shift at like 10 or smth and my manager would be messaging me at 10:00 exactly being like #'join this meeting' #and again at 10:01 like 'are you working today?' as i was literally joining the meeting #or he would call me a 'great little helper' which is so demeaning and condescending especially considering i literally did so much #like its funny he would constantly do like the #i appreciate you! #which my current boss never says #but i feel so much more supported and appreciated in this job than that one #like genuinely that old job was. hell #i would come off a shift pissed for like 2 hours #and i feel like a major difference is that my current job like #understands that im a student and a part time worker #my old job like #basically we were treated like full time workers and we had 10 million different activities we had to do #i would write metadata then fix the website then go write an article #or make a graphic or edit a video or email people #or work on production #like granted i learned a LOT #but it was genuinely awful #like i didnt even realize how much Happier i am. but im so much Happier. #like it does wonders #not hating ur fucking job #looking back on it i wanna kill my manager even more #bc that was my first corporate job and i thought that was just How it was but looking back that was so unacceptable #like i honestly shouldve told him to back the fuck off #not to mention him constantly taking credit for my work! #to the point where my boss (who is pretty removed as to my tasks) had to be like. um. i thought jordan did that? #anyway. im just so glad i quit #like good job past jordan. good job.

[euphor1a]

📱 ꒰ lockscreen tag! ꒱˖♡

=͟͟͞⚝ INSTRUCTIONS: share your lockscreen and home screen, then tag people to do the same!

=͟͟͞⚝ TAGGED BY: syria 💫 @baljinciaga & dani @jjunis ✨ ageeeeees ago; tysm for thinking of me, frens! 💗 n i’m sorry for doing this after months oof 🥺

not sharing my exact home screen cause it’s mostly empty except a clock/weather and the google search widget and i would rather not disclose my exact location thx... 😐

=͟͟͞⚝ TAGGING: anyone who sees this and would like to share!! feel free to tag me if you do 💕!! i mean it!! look at me trying to disregard the fact that i do not have the courage to tag anyone 🤡✌🏼

#🎮; tag games! #dani if you are seeing this: yes i saw your post and remembered that i have had this in my drafts since forever 🥴 #anyway i actually changed my theme weeks ago after 2 whole freaking years so it’s a win-win situation 🤭 #i try to be astetic yea 😃 hope it’s not too shitty or smth #wow wait how long has it been since i last participated in a tag game... 💀 #😦 my procrastination needs to be fixed somehow wtf #anywayyyy.... me thinks my phone is vv pretty 😚😚 this pale greyish blue is the base and the accents are #rose quartz and serenity 💖💎 #okay i will stop rambling

[onepiexe]

well i left 10 min early. lol.

#logbook #my coworker and i had to redo the tables. and THEN the gc supervisor said she wanted smth else. fuck her. #we had to redo yalls shit that yall didnt do correctly both ways you were told and then ask the ppl who fixed it to do smth else? GENUINELY #fuck you and fuck no. #we were just trying to get smth up that looked semi decent so the tables could be filled bc i had 30 min left of my shift to do that. #and then she made my coworker take all the nonsellable houseplants and put them outside and found the plant an employee wrote #down to $1 for me and took it for herself. i was so tired and irritated i let it go. #cwnt wait to tell bt what happened tmrw in the morning b4 anybody else comes in. #and im working like. a 2-3 hr shift on thurs to make up some hrs. and then i'll stop by nl. and then i'll have the rest of the day to mysel #myself* #ans then fri at hl and sat/sun at ml and then?? #idk maybe mon at hl and then off tues/wed. #idk im irritated and my coworker was like 'im going to get rattled' but not unkindly. she was also irritated i was just more high strung. #im home now. warm cider and ac time. #maybe a shower too idk

[misandrygalore]

honestly i think my favorite part about being childfree so far in my 20s is like not even just the i’m too broke and not emotionally prepared for kids thing but i have such special relationships with other peoples kids around me like i hang out w my kindergarten/toddler/baby aged cousins just to hang out like i do get paid to babysit here and there but most of the time i’m just like. let me take the kid or they ask to have a sleepover or smth and we just hang out when my sister babysits i go hang out over there just to play w the baby but it makes me very happy bc i remember being very young and all my parents cousins were younger childfree and always wanted to hang out always took me everywhere had sleepovers all the time and it was so fun and they were so cool to me so to be that person now makes me so happy idk

#like i value my relationships w the kids already in my life more than the possibility of having kids of my own #partially bc i’m so unprepared and unwilling to have kids rn but still #actually i think abt this one time very often when my youngest first cousin was abt 9 maybe #i was watching her one day and she had gotten an automatic nail painter for her birthday i think #and we couldn’t figure it out but my cousin who is my age dropped by the house to say goodbye to her bc that’s her brother and his leave was #ending that day or the next day #and he had a glass of whiskey in one hand and the nail painter in the other and spent like 2 hours trying to fix it #and practiced on himself until he got it to work #and then they had like a handstand push up contest ? and then he left #but smth abt that day specifically to me clicked to me i was like officially we’re the older ones now like #these are not our kids but we’re also like. contributing to how they grow up #bc she was so excited when he got there and she was so happy and freaking out and she got so sad when he left #and then i just think abt how i’m the ‘mean one’ apparently bc i still discipline them when they’re with me #not like physically i just talk to them explain things to them i don’t let them act a fool i make them clean up after themselves and shit #and they still always wanna come over always wanna sleep with me always want me to take them somewhere #and i’ve just grown so attached to them #like my cousins graduated hs yesterday and i was trying so hard not to cry bc i remember hauling the one to and from school every single day #and always having him over practically living w us taking him out w his friends before he could drive #buying him lunch and shit going and hanging out w him at home for no reason #he’s on my hulu profile bc my mom pays for it so i just told him use my channel and i see all the stupidest shit he watches 24/7 so annoying #but also it makes me so happy in a really weird way to see him talk all this shit but his most watched shows are like chowder. and naruto #and then idk what it is when we have family dinner every week and my baby cousin looks for me when he’s w the other people he doesn’t see as #often it just makes me so happy to know he has the same bond w me that i have w him even if he can’t speak yet #but then it also makes me kinda sad like his parents haven’t seen him take any steps on his own yet but he took 3 at daycare #and then the other day when he was here he took 2 #so to know i saw that before them makes me sad but i’m also happy i’m like here to witness him grow up #like my cousin is 12 now and i just remember one night sleeping w him when he was like 8 months old maybe #his mom was out partying all night so i was watching him i was like 12 myself #and he wouldn’t sleep at all he was crying all night i spent all night trying to get him to go to sleep #and now i’m watching this mf go through puberty …. it’s like insane to me

[orcelito]

When i was examining the tips distribution calculations yesterday I found a discrepancy that put my tips cut off from what it should be. By like $15 lower. & I fixed it but it makes me very annoyed bc who knows how long this discrepancy was there

Excel literacy is a great thing in that it allows me to make sure I'm properly fucking compensated

#speculation nation #like $15 isnt That much but that's still a solid meal for every paycheck that ive missed out on #i noticed the discrepancy bc we have a section based on deductions. which is performance based #and my number was at like 64 points deduction. when the 2nd highest was 13 #and i was like '???? i literally havent even put any deductions why is my number so high' #we have a section for quality rating. which factors in general performance & makes up the biggest amount of the points distribution #and every single one of them were off by 2. referencing blocks 2 rows up from what they should #which wasnt a Huge problem for most of them. bc quality ratings are typically around the same thing. assuming youre working well. #except for the top two. which were referencing empty boxes. #& im listed 2nd so Essentially ive had a quality rating of 0. which is Kind Of Infuriating bc i have NO idea how long it's been here #i fixed it and then analyzed the spreadsheet to understand what the calculations were so i could double check them #found a few other minor inconsistencies. but thankfully nothing as major as that #cant fucking trust a 'dont touch the calculations because theyre complex and easy to mess up' kind of thing #im capable of looking up what a fucking sumif function is and figuring out its purpose in excel calculations #almost insulted now that the assumption that i wouldnt need to know how to deal with the calculations let smth like this exist #it's just $15 but i have no idea how many $15s ive lost. that shit can add up.

[grimmthorne]

i had a dream abt a dog and now ik why :(

#had a bunch of weird dreams and weird vibes in my sleep and i think i know why. #yknow how they always say that the night someone passes everybody close to them has rlly weird sleep or dreams #or wakes up exactly when they pass or smth #yeah. #shes being put down today at 2 and i have to miss work but i dont care #i dont fucking care shes .y childhood dog #i can get a new job but i cant fix her yknow #i cant bring her back to good health or make her a puppy again #i wish i had been better for her. and for the other dogs ive had too #i miss all the pets ive ever had or been around

[rat-tomago]

i think i would rather eat glass garnished with rat poison than go 2 work 2day

#marcel.txt #vent #im so fucking tired of EVRRYTHING!!! #i hate my managers so so much theyre fucking useless #i as a part time lowly 'dining assistant' know more abt both my kitchens and tangibly do more 2 keep them running smoothly #i literally have two managers and yet neither of them have ever observed a SINGLE meal service #its been nearly two fucking months since they became our managers #and the lack of communication is honestly fucking laughable #i told them that one of the dishwashers is consistently not getting up 2 minimum temps like TWO WEEKS AGO #guess what still hasnt been fixed. #we had a new girl start recently and on saturday i asked if i would see her tmrw #and shes like idk #so im like do u not know the next time u work??? #and she just goes 'no' LIKE REALLY????? #and i rly do not think its her fault at all bc i trained her so i know shes not like an airhead or smth #oh my god it all infuriates me so much #and then the cherry on top of my shit sundae hoo boy! #suddenly now the mondays after my weekends (where i already work all alone) i ALSO work alone #i never get more than a day or two off at a time #but god fucking forbid they schedule either of the other two kitchen ppl after they just had a whole fucking weekend off #oh and both of them work ONE day every other weekend #whereas i always work both days lol #oh my god and one of them constantly bitches abt the times she has 2 work alone it makes me fucking rabid #maybe u get out an hour late bc u dont start cleaning the kitchen until the dining room is empty #maybe if u shut the fuck up 4 like even just 10 mins. u would surprise urself w how much u can get done #everyone else has figured out how 2 get out of work on-time when they work alone #and rly the secret is just 'do ur work instead of literally standing still talking until the last hour of ur shift' #AUUGHFHFJFJ ok i think im finally doen. i hate my life. anyways.