#i have no motivation whatsoever

[emowithafather]

hey so i might be writing a fic

#HARD MIGHT #i have no motivation whatsoever #i just got an idea and had to write it down #lca #lego city adventures #the inventor lca #the inventor oc

[lima--beanz]

PLEASEEEEE POST MORE ART OF YOUR OCS PLEASRRE PLEASEEE PLEASRRE

durign break i SWEAR midterms and school has my ass BEAT !! i also have to finish other payments and a map part so NEXT WEEK I SWEAR !!

#PLEASE im DYING #i have no motivation whatsoever #i literally cannot bring myself to draw #sigh #the beans are spilled #<< thats gonna be my new ask/answer tag

[chlo-le-mouton]

Happy new year everyone!! Also this blog reached 300 followers, thank you so much ❤

I've done like 20% of the work I was supposed to do during the holidays, I'm going back to school tomorrow, I miss drawing my gay little trolls so much and I've lost my wallet with my ID, my driving license, my credit card and some other important papers in it this morning while going grocery shopping

Edit: the teachers have MURDERED us (yay I sacrified almost all my sleep for nothing), but I found my wallet! My student card was inside so someone brought it to my school (they stole all the change I had but it was only like 1€ so that's fine)

#yay #I have no motivation whatsoever #I've blocked my card and nobody stole any money from me so that's cool #but I've been to the mall and checked everywhere on the way #no wallet #I also called the police station #nothing #I just hope somebody will just take it to the police #because french paperwork is a fucking nightmare and I want to deal with it as less as possible

[gay-impressionist]

i need to have friends close-by so we can go grocery shopping together

#i have no motivation whatsoever #but nothing in my fridge either #lise raconte sa vie

[pneumonic-screamers]

ROT GIRL SUMMER!!!!

#jinx's hijinks #im so tired and my body hurts and i dont feel like tlking to anyone outside of like 5 people and i just feel so low rn #like none of my drawings are coming out like i want them too #i have no motivation whatsoever #im barely getting out of bed again #maybe its just that time of year but its feeling eerily similar to last year #and if you know why i was feeling this way last year then uhh yeahhhh #but im not in the situation anymore but it does feel like im reliving it in a sense #i keep like remembering shit #im only just now understanding the fact that what he did was assault #in front of my friends no less #i still feel so dirty #i feel so so dirty #i cant scrub my skin raw anymore #i need to be kinder to myself #its not my fault that it happened #tw rant #tw vent

[taikk0]

at first i loled and then i serioused

#taikko art #this was a joke at first but i LOCKED IN #idk why #dont ask me #i have no other motives whatsoever #im normal #hi #the amazing digital circus #tadc au #tadc pomni #tadc fanart #pomni #pomni fanart #digital circus #tadc

[clownsuu]

Mini psa:

Please stop comparing my au to a preexisting au in the undertale fandom-- it's getting really tiresome and frustrating to constantly be compared to it

#It was funny the first few times #But now it's really really repetitive getting constant asks and comments saying it #I know there is similarities however they are not related to eachother whatsoever #Iv already talked about this before but I have to mention it again since it's been a while since my last post on it #Welcome home mob au #Also apologies if this comes off rude or very self centered- this has been going on for way too long #Daily iv been getting asks saying it and it's really been destroying my motivation

[eusuchia]

threw all my minvembers together along with the original sketches for fun (fullsizes are in my minvember tag). this is the most planned and productive I have ever been for an art challenge?? thanks again to @mortalstrife for organizing and my brain for not letting me go a day without thinking about this show for some reason

#b5 #babylon 5 #minvember #my art #I reorganized the palettes a tad to reflect kinda how I was thinking about them #art challenge is really conducive to my need for an arbitrary deadline to motivate me to do anything whatsoever #but I truly have no idea why of all things in the world it has to be b5 to make the brain go brrrrr #narn bin

[wretchedbirdthing]

completely innocent and normal question:

as a hypothetical, how does one write Yukari?

#I have no ulterior motives whatsoever

[barbieb0y]

rewatching hades' ending for a fic and eurydice and orpheus singing in the blood absolutely emotionally destroys me every time. their voices are so beautiful. and the lyrics. the lyrics

#i miss playing this game sm oml #but i have no motivation to play it whatsoever #like last time i played the moment i got into asphodel i saved the game and quit #hades #hades game #the internet angel speaks ♡

[amyriadfthings]

Sometimes you´re out grocery shopping and idly browsing the frozen veg section when you suddenly remember that the queen threw up after Erik´s death when Wille said he´s always been compared to his brother and Wille threw up when he realized he´s going to have to keep being crown prince.

And you think about similar reactions to stress of parent and child and you remember the queen told Wille to take three deep breaths when he freaked out over Simon´s date and how she sends him to therapy to control his outbursts (ugh).

And you think where did it all go wrong that she can´t ever connect with her son when she´s obviously got some experience in that department. I think we meet her so far into her own history of controlling her emotions that she´s unable and mostly unwilling to connect even when Wille is outright asking her to be his mom (gah!), because oh hey, those would be more emotions she would need to allow to break through, and those walls are staying. Maybe in her mind even for Wille´s own good, to teach him how it´s done.

And there´s certainly reasons for those walls and it´s probably part self-protection and probably people telling her from a young age she needs to have them, and probably also because she´s a woman on the throne, so people would probably insist a little extra on them.

The most honest and raw I´ve seen her in the show is the moment she throws up.

(I usually question what she´s saying to Wille or August, no matter what warm or soft tone she´s using about what the court allegedly wants her to do, how it´s not really her, and how she actually supports Wille etc, as she´s been proven to manipulate Wille (and August in S2) into doing what she thinks is best for the institution she´s the head of. The one whose survival is always the priority, as per her own words.)

She´s shown to do royal business in what looks like pyjamas after all, the most casual and private of clothes, telling us there´s no separation, ever, that she´s always the queen. She rolls her eyes at her son after ending a phone call in which a rattled Wille sits among shards of glass negotiating with her (!), after she wanted to forcibly remove him from school. She doesn´t ever truly seem torn or conflicted, except that one time she throws up.

When her emotional core literally breaks its way out of her against her will.

No wonder she completely underestimates Wille and the depth and power for change his emotions hold after he´s finally allowed some therapy (that he could have used long ago just for growing up in that institution) and experienced actual emotional growth and healing instead of using it for control like she probably has. No wonder she and the court collectively underestimate Simon and what his love, what their love and connection mean to Wille. (Looking at you, Jan-Olof, allowing Wille a moment with Simon, you fool!) It´s simply been too long behind those impenetrable walls that she can´t even see it anymore. Until her son shows her. And you wonder if he´s even breaking through to her, or if she´s just been confirmed in her fears about his emotional unruliness and will dig in deeper inside her fortress. (Another time if feels like we see some honest emotion from her is of course in S1 when she´s visibly angry as she says that nobody ever chooses the royal life, so maybe Wille can relay Boris´ message about choosing how to live your life to her? Maybe she´s not beyond Boris´ wisdom. Anyway.)

The show shines such an unforgiving light on that institution that chokes all feelings and individual freedom out of you, especially over such a long time as with the queen, but I love love love how hopeful and defiant Wille´s journey of deliberate progress is in the face of it.

And I do hope he´ll continue therapy and never allows his own walls back up once they´re down.

#and then you pay for your shopping and go home and post your grocery shopping thoughts on tumblr.com #yrs2 #young royals #yr meta #and I´m not saying we never see the queen have any believable feelings whatsoever #like her snälla in ep 1 seems sincere #but we´re told she´s always the queen and never just mother so the feelings she seems to show often have royal motivation #and her words can be mistaken for heartfelt when they really serve to manipulate and gaslight #and often create serious whiplash in the viewer and i´d argue wille at times #like that whole manhandling scene and her words in the phone call afterwards still boggles the mind #as if she didn´t just say she had to do what she had to do because wille made her do it in between apparent sweet words of understanding #feels like viewers often try to rationalize her there as mainly supportive #just like wille who needs to just to be able to go on with his day #but controlling herself so fiercely also makes her want to control her emotional son and move him and August around like chess pieces #until it backfires because Wille has finally moved himself outside her control

[teasemic]

z dedykacją dla @mishavi ʕ •ᴥ• ʔ

#semicart #my art #sometimes when i need a warm up and have zero motivation whatsoever #i ask my friend (that is also my drawing buddy) to send me one of the adam driver photos from their vast collection of his pictures #and it always works ahjdshg #got carried away with this one and i have a feeling i'll never be able to recreate this stunt but oh well

[annamariedarkholmes]

watching x-twitter and r*ddit try to stir up ~dissent against brevoort because he isn’t effusive over the same pet characters who’ve been front and center at the expense of everyone else not just all krakoa but since the early 2000s

#lol don’t worry gang you have books from claremont to ellis to morrison to wh*don to hickman etc etc etc kissing the rings of your blorbos #they are straight up MAKING UP rumors about him disliking the two female characters with arguably the most militant online fanbases! which.. #im sure there’s no ulterior motive for that whatsoever lol #meanwhile fans kicked up a fuss when those two characters were treated like a housewife and a sidekick respectively in their 1st krakoa bks #as if current editorial had nothing to do w that #try being a rogue or gambit fan #or a fan of literally any asian character #other than peach momoko’s new book #the most i can hope for is more hypersexualized variant covers of kwannon #or jubes getting something if xtas 97 does well #as long as mr. yellowface is eic it’s the same ol shit to me! #someone tried telling me i should be worried as a romy fan and like sir #they’ve been shit on since the mid-90s lol we are USED TO IT 😎 #the current editor just gave an interview claiming they’ve been absent all era because they’re married #meanwhile the other married couple got endless pagetime #kelly thompson’s run was an oasis in a desert #and they chased her and all their other female and nb talent off to dc soooooooo #after antarctica? #after joseph? #after rogue getting shuffled off to the avengers for almost a decade? #after rogue’s mothers being power players for five years while she’s treated like wallpaper? #after all those weird CC interviews where he claims he was going to hook gambit up with everyone and their grandma instead of rogue? #after five years of putting them on covers of books they have two lines in? #after rogue & gambit 2.0??? #nowhere to go but up lmfaooo #x

[mcnuggyy]

phew so glad I cut my hair, I’ve been feeling so much better gender wise :o) <3

#still struggling with my motivation though SAD! #I got 3 commissions. a presentation. my comic. and more coloring pages for the next asi es mi _ event OUGH #trust me though I am extremely thankful for the commissions please don’t ever stop w those 😭💗 #I’m just struggling with motivation </3 #I think not having a proper space of my own to work is getting to me #I miss my little work room :-( #being at my parents it’s like okay pick from the living room or kitchen where everyone can see what you’re doing #and there is no silence whatsoever 😔 #AND I HAVE NUDITY TO DRAW!!’ OUGH #but more than anything it’s just a lack of energy and motivation overall #doing things hard :-( #SAD! #I miss my wife tails

[thegaybiochemist]

I just think we should have one professional sport where the required men's uniform is simply nudity

#I think this would help us accept nudity and tbe natural nude body #and I have no ulterior motives whatsoever

[purrfectlycontent]

the best thing about cynonari imo is that you can just take their roles in the akademiya and slap them into a college au without having to think about it

#my ramblings #have i thought about writing a fic with them? yes #but i have no motivation whatsoever #unfortunately i’m in another slump and haven’t written in a while #school is absolutely kicking my ass 😭 #genshin #genshin impact #cyno #tighnari #cynonari