#i just love them all so much (weeps)

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[moonsanoverthinker]

One thing that will never fail to make me sob uncontrollably is Doctor Who series 7, episode 5 /The Angels Take Manhattan

#eleven doctor #doctor who #amy pond #rory williams #the music piece called Goodbye Pond makes me start crying everytime I hear it #He said he didn’t like goodbyes and then had to say goodbye to them #sometimes I watch this episode then just stare at a wall for a little bit #this episode is honestly one of my favourites #I could honestly talk about this episode for a solid hour #I love it so much yet it hurts me #11th doctor #series 7 #also the music piece Together Or Not At All (the song of Amy and Rory) makes me cry everytime I hear it #weeping angels

[leadersguilt]

CAN WE JUST? CAN WE JUST?

#out of. #not to go insane but. first picture (sans connie) is picture of my brain every day. jean and reiner have been my main boys since 2018 and #honestly? seeing it all animated. seeing whats happened im so (woman who knew what was coming still finds herself crying #i literally watched the last 45 mins of tht with tears in my eyes so migght have to rewatch it #anyway much love to jean the man with the LOOKS #the fact that reiner is now smiling despite everything hes been through #them all managing to joke despite their lives on the line #the ending seeing it again rlly hasnt hit me rn but all i can do is just (weeps) #theres a lot to discuss but lord am i still processing it #jean looks so good. he even looked good as a titan ITS NOT FAIR #spoilers /

[the-rogue-mockingjay]

Emet-Selch is that guy that says "I don't want a cat, I don't even like cats" only to become the cat's favorite person and get extremely attached to it- and Azem is the cat

#i love everything about this little gaggle of ancients so much #emet puts kiddie leashes on azem and hyth but it backfires and they just tangle him up in increasingly stupid ways #despite all his bitching it's clear he loves them deeply #and it's so bittersweet i weep #emet selch #azem #endwalker spoilers #ffxiv

[dreamerlynx]

just say the word and I’ll do it, I’ll kill him

#WEEPING AND SOBBING C!PUNZ… HE CARES SO MUCH #i gave him red vine scars from the egg #i love making new designs every time I draw them <3 aha #c!dream #c!punz #c!stagedduo #dsmp fanart #dream fanart #punz fanart #mcyt #lynx draws #(they’re in more casual gear bc they’re at a base and feel more safe) #(of course Dream still doesn’t take off all his armor: that’s just not practical) #(punz can’t remember when looking at his friend didn’t make him ache)

[snickerdoodlles]

having a lot of thoughts right now at 4am about chay being ruthless

there’s a specific animorphs quote i’m thinking of:

"People don't understand the word ruthless. They think it means 'mean.' It's not about being mean. It's about seeing the bright, clear line that leads from A to B. The line that goes from motive to means. Beginning to end. It's about seeing that bright, clear line and not caring about anything but the beautiful fact that you can see the solution. Not caring about anything else but the perfection of it." — Marco, The Reunion by K.A. Applegate 

specifically the bit: It's about seeing the bright, clear line that leads from A to B. 

now, i dont think chay from season 1 is ruthless. but i very much see him as having the makings of it. chay has a very simple and direct approach to things; he sees something he wants, so he pursues it (he asks his idol for lessons their first meeting, he doesn’t let kim skip out on tutor lessons, he confesses twice because he had a homework goal and then a personal goal, he wants the truth so he confronts kim that same day, etc). and we see this theme of ‘chay has a goal, chay pursues goal’ most often with kim because they specifically foil each other in this. kim has a grand speech about making sacrifices to achieve your goals, but he’s stagnant between the world he was borne into and cant fully leave because of his brothers, vs the soft bright world he wants to be in but cant because he comes bearing blood. this directly contrasts with chay, who pursues his goals fullheartedly and recklessly

now, chay's not ruthless. not...yet. but there’s also these little...hints of a ruthlessly practical mindset to him. the most standout point for me in this regard was episode 1 when porsche is worried about his uncle. he’s sent arthee away, but he’s still planning “how do i get uncle out of trouble, and how do i maximize it?”

but chay? chay’s straight up like “uncle’s problems aren’t ours, lets just runaway to go live your dream of owning a bar on the beach”

i love this scene between porsche and chay so much. not only is really heartwarming, but i think it rly solidifies who they are as characters right off the bat. porsche is a caretaker. he takes care of everyone around him, whether he has an obligation to or not. but chay is fully ready to just leave their uncle behind. uncle interferes with brother’s and mine’s future plans? then no uncle in future plans. chay doesn’t even seem to mourn nor care that his uncle, one of his two caretakers left, is just gone from his life after ep1. like...that’s a really cold assessment for a teenager to make about one of his two living family members (that he knows of)

for me, what holds chay back from tipping into any sort of ruthless so far is mostly his naivety. not innocence (chay is not innocent yes i am still fighting on this hill), but he has certain expectations of the world that don’t necessarily match what the world is. to me, this shows most clearly when he sees warning flags (”...how do you know i have a brother?”) but is fully willing to ignore them in favor of pursuing his original goal(s) instead of taking the warning flags into account. and since he doesn’t plan for them, when some of those flags grow into actual problems, they really trip him up in ways he’s not prepared to handle. but he doesn’t have that any more at the end of season 1

if we do get a second season, i would be v curious to see where chay’s character develops. im apparently the outlier lol, but i actually really love where kim and chay ended in s1. they were on a trajectory to crash in the middle and instead they missed and landed where the other started. kim, the kid running away from the things he’s always wanted, puts himself out there with zero expectation or surety that chay will reach back. chay lingers over the video, unsure if he wants to respond to it or block it, so he throws his phone away to deal with it another time. and it’d just be really interesting to see how these two characters would react following the same trajectory the other one originally did, but coming at it with a very different background/development. and for chay specifically, i would just rly love to see how his ep1 “lets just abandon uncle to the debtors and go live our dreams on a beach” hints might come back/come into play in a mafia world setting

#this is v stream of conscious like. this isnt anything super serious. 5am is not a time for serious lol #anyways. i have. thoughts. #didnt want to expand in the post bc this is SO very much thumb tacks and strings and headcanons but. i also want to see chay's ruthlessness #and how it might mirror/follow namphueng's ruthlessness specifically #my read on namphueng is that she's playing her own game. and whatever game she's playing for her survival. she did it knowing that she'd hav #*have to abandon her sons and that she cant/wont reveal anything to them right away #there's some fun ideas to play with there between porsche's phoenix symbolism and korn's chess bs #so i would rly love to see like. porsche v much takes after his dad in his caretaker and big heart traits #where as chay is v much namphueng's son and they have a bright clear line between point a and point b they'll pursue without hesitation #there's a fun playground in there between chay and korn but that probably interests me exclusively bc it relates to talk shit get hit series #lol ANYWAYS i personally would love for namphueng backstory and a namphueng backstory that includes her selling out her original family #specifically (i mean the family the theerapanukuls killed and took her from). then namphueng tried to get away from them #that would be v fun for me its the top of my s2 bucket list #btes if ive misspelled anything shhhhhhh its 5am ive been up since before 7am spelling isnt real #this isnt rly meant to be anything lol just. been keeping me up all night. oof. #kinnporsche #mine: kinnporsche #pls stop saying chays this weeping willow or doe-eyed bambi or innocent bean or whatever i am so tired lol #chay did not abandon his uncle to the wolves for this kind of slander lol #he did not sell himself like he was living a y/n fanfic for you to box him into innocent maiden tropes #he didnt push every step of his and kims brief relationship for yall to make kim the dom lmao #.......promise im done. this isnt a tag whine lol. its just like. idk. did yall forget the shit chay's pulled in canon #he's the same wavelength of insane as kim thats why they work #tag rambles #tag rambles: kinnporsche

[espectres]

Shou's selflessness issues got to be his fatal flaw and it's literally so funny to me cuz it's not the stereotypical "I'm a hero i should die for all the strangers i dont even know" or smthing so noble and beautiful like that nooooo. It's the way he's so content with all the shit he's been thru, the way he just rolls with the punches, makes peace with the difficulties, and even if he ever decides to make a change it's never really "this is bad for me so it must change" it's just the " im responsible for this this is something i should do", his standards for what he deserves and what he doesn't has long since been kind of fucked up by how little anyone made effort to keep his best interests in mind, he has been bossed around and pushed into corners and limits over and over without a choice, he has never been truly seen and understood and taken seriously, and he ended up ignoring his own feelings for the sake of doing things he believed he had to do even if he never wanted to.

Shou never wanted to fight his father, he neved wanted to face that fear, he never wanted his father to be taken away from him in any way, but he believed that he had to fight because he has powers, he has to do things this way because it's what his father deserves, because Shou has this brilliant disfigured sense of morality that only he can understand where hurting everyone and himself to a degree is excused as long as his father gets what he deserves, it's a duty! a responsibility! and the only way he knew how to do things, because no one has ever told him that it's ok to not face all of this, it's ok to escape when it gets bad, to think of yourself, to run away.

And it's the same sense of selflessness that doesn't allow him to think too hardly of something he has with someone, he's so ready to look past red flags as long as he's content, and he's so .. easily contented ... he is genuinely so forgiving and rarely holds grudges, it's not something he works on, it's something that comes naturally, especially when he really loves, but also in general regards to almost anyone and everything. He may get hurt but he forgets, let him love and he'll forgive, he's just simple like that, there is not much more to it. And it only gets worse when his sharp senses of intuition and perception and survival instinct just get yeeted outta the window when he gets attached.

#“SHOU'S PARENTS ARE BAD HE DESERVES BETTER-” they're all he has. #have you thought abt that ???? abt how much you're asking of him??? for someone to let go of what little he has ????? #he makes me so unwell #idk if i get the idea thru alright but this is by no means smthing good to happen to him #it's just how he is after years of being in a really terrible environment and yeah it sucks #will he do smthing abt it? probably not #he needs to learns and change the baseline for how to treat and be treated and everything in between cuz on god does he not know shit #anyway i needed to talk abt this after reading a couple fics and one of them had shou get attached to a rabbit #and it nearly kills him #and he just doesn't see it coming at all when EVERYONE else sees it #just because he loved the thing sm and it made him happy #there is no spell or curse or anything it just the way shou is #hhhhhhhhhhh #WEEPS FOREVER #ショウ ; i realized that youth is grey. / headcanon. #ショウ ; what a cruel adolescence. / study.

[tathrin]

📽 action!: rank all six of the films (or three if you're a hater)

Answers for this LotR ask-game.

Ahh okay so at this point I have to confess something terrible: I still have not seen the third Hobbit movie. I'm sorry! I just couldn't do it. The fuckery of it all, especially in the second movie with Mirkwood and Thranduil and Legolas ("a lowly Silvan elf" what the FUCK what the fuck PJ WHAT THE FUCK), was just too much for me. Character-assassination is one thing, and I thought after Denethor I knew what I was going to be getting with Thranduil but NOPE! It was literal world building assassination and I just CANNOT.

Don't get me wrong, Lee Pace did an amazing job and actually seeing Mirkwood was amazing and it was genuinely delightful to see Orlando put those ears on again; but the OuTrAgE that filled my heart at the yeet-ing of what minimal canon we even have for the Mirkwood elves was just intolerable, and while I did mean to go see it, really I did, I just...couldn't actually get the motivation to go before it was out of theatres. I've heard the EE are better (less studio fuckery) so I'll watch them someday! Honest! I just...haven't. yet.

And as to the Lord of the Rings trilogy...man, I don't even know how to do this. In terms of which is the best film, or in terms of which one I enjoy watching most, or in terms of which on hits me in the heart hardest or...? I don't know if I can objectively rank my feelings about these movies even in my own brain because RotK ends with Into the West and I have FeelingsTM about the Undying Lands and Sea Longing okay. So the last scene of RotK at the Grey Havens is a fucking spear through the heart every time and I can't even describe the knot of feelings it engenders, and I think overall TTT may be my favorite but also it has Plot Issues that piss me off even more than the Plot Issues in RotK I think,...yeah, we're going to do this in terms of Film Crafting rather than personal favorites because I'm having too many feelings lmao. So! In order of most-well-done-movie to least:

Fellowship of the Ring

The Two Towers

Return Of The King

The Desolation of Smaug

An Unexpected Journey

#look there are some REALLY LOVELY MOMENTS in the hobbit movies #(all three of them; i've seen enough stuff floating around the internet to know that even about the one i haven't actually seen lmao) #but the ratio of beautiful moments to what-the-fuckery is just so skewed to the latter #and the cartoonish unreality of most of the effects do NOT help #it's like somebody watched the mumakil bit from rotk and went ''more of that but dial it up to eleventy-one!'' and i just... #do y'all know how FUCKING EXCITED i was to see the White Council??? #to see GALADRIEL? #to see sauron thrown out of dol guldur? TO SEE THE WHITE COUNCIL!??? #because as soon as i heard ''three movies'' i knew I KNEW (i hoped) that they had to be adding that it #because how the fuck else were they going to pad-out that tiny little book into three whole movies? OBVIOUSLY with the white council!!! #and then...we got a chase scene in the mines that made the podracing look like it deserved an oscar #and the most cringe-inducingly-artificial cgi armies at war that i think i've ever seen even IN video games #it was like watching galactic battlegrounds middle-earth edition wtf #did y'all literally just make one elf and one dwarf and copy-past them a million times into the scene wtffffff #but i still need to make it clear that i DO love the good bits that's what makes the bad parts hurt so much! #like: does the fact that the elves coming to helm's deep make no sense and also VANISH from the plot as soon as it's over irritate me? YES! #but the battle itself is filmed with so much HEART that i don't care I DON'T CARE #i still cheer at ''no orc horn'' i still weep at haldir's death (GODS that MUSIC!) i still watch the whole thing RAPT and ENTHRALLED #but 80% of the hobbit's actions scenes don't DO anything they're just empty pixels with less purpose than the droid factory on geonosis #and there should be SO MUCH HEART because that's WHAT TOLKIEN IS auuuughhhhhh #and the fact that they missed the entire fucking EVERYTHING about MIRKWOOD of all fucking places...! UGH #DO YOU KNOW HOW AMAZING THESE ACTORS WOULD HAVE BEEN IN THESE ROLES IF THEY'D ACTUALLY BEEN FILMING THIS STORY??? PJ WHY! #lotr movies #hobbit movies #middle earth asks

[mediumsizedpidegon]

when it comes to my Bleach/Silmarillion crossover where Maeglin dies, loses his memories and falls into Hueco Mundo (subsequently becoming a hollow)– one of the fun things to come up with is what the FUCK is going on in Arda while Maeglin is gone.

Of course, the second age and third age go as planned, the lord of the rings happens unchanged, because Middle Earth is divorced from the dead. Elves reembody into Aman, not Middle Earth and so no one in ME has any idea that Maeglin is lost to Arda (nor would this fact really change,,, any events).

But in Aman? Tolkien doesn't really talk about what's going on in Aman. In that way it's sort of a blank slate because– are the Feanorian followers allowed to leave the Halls and if they are, how are they settling into society? Who are they giving their loyalty to? Has the system of government changed over the years? What are Teleri-Noldo relations like, several Ages after the First Kinslaying? What is the balance of authority and power like with so many kings, queens and lords stuffed into one land? Who has reembodied and who refuses? How does the absence of well known figures (Finwë, Míriel, Fëanáro and his sons, Celebrimbor, Maeglin, entire generations preceding Finwë) shape politics and healing? Who forgives, who tries to forget, and who holds onto their grudges?

I imagine that at first, no one is looking for Maeglin. Why would they? He just betrayed Gondolin and caused the deaths of a good chunk of people. Those newly-dead aren't going to want to even look at him. Those that survived and sail to Valinor (like Idril) are glad to not see him among the reembodied. They aren't going to look a gift-horse in the mouth and ask questions.

The only ones who would want Maeglin back are his parents.

On the topic of Eöl, I personally find it more interesting if he wasn't evil and his and Aredhel's relationship was happy and healthy for a time. The progression of a paranoid, traumatized parent and husband trying his best to what Eöl ended up doing just. makes a bit more sense to me, especially because I keep the bit of canon where elves can't have kids accidentally. I imagine Eöl passes through the Halls in a matter of decades instead of centuries, not because he is fast to heal, but because being in the domain and under the mercy of a Vala is doing the opposite of helping him. And since he's out before Gondolin falls and lives in solitude, he even doesn't know that Maeglin has died until Aredhel reembodies and personally hunts him down to interrogate him on whether his curse (his prophecy) consigned their son to fading.

It didn't. (With where their son is now, it might have been kinder if it had.)

On Aredhel's end: she searched for her son for years within the Halls before Námo came to her, troubled, and told her that Maeglin is not in his Halls, nor reembodied in Aman, nor wandering Middle Earth– that by all accounts, Maeglin is not in Arda at all. So her son is gone, and her brother is too upset to see it, and Gondolin's people hate him enough that they would celebrate this, and when Aredhel reembodies, her niece tells her she is glad that Aredhel is freed from being bound to evil (her husband) and having borne evil (her son). Her mother embraces her but cannot forgive her for leaving her, her father sees the daughter she was and not the daughter she is, and her other brothers think she grieves having been controlled and misled. No one in her family knows her son and husband as anything but a traitor and her killer– no one in her family knows her as she is now, the Aredhel who left Gondolin and courted a elf who carried grief entangled in his every step in the dark, beautiful forest he claimed as a home. Who lived there of her own free will and had a son of her own free will, and loved them, for all that it ended horribly.

Aredhel has been mistranslated her entire life. She has borne it with what little forgiveness she has. She finds, now, she can bear it no longer.

As time goes on, some members of the family that never met him nearly forget Maeglin ever existed. Reembodied elves of Gondolin write histories of their city and Aredhel stops visiting Tirion entirely for all the stares she receives. There is still no understanding of Aredhel among the Nolofinwions for all their love and she tires of it quicker and quicker. She ends up repairing and renewing her marriage to Eöl (there is much Aredhel can forgive for understanding) and it is not the same as before everything fell apart, but it is theirs.

Maeglin will be gone six Ages before his parents succeed in calling him home. He'll be different too, older, sharper, traumatized, his body strange, but still their child.

#turgon idril and the other finwions aren't wrong or evil for having the point of view they do #maeglin betrayed gondolin– under torture sure– but he still did and boy did it have consequences #and the history that was then written and told in Aman was influenced by this. were the writers there in Angbang with maeglin? #no. they don't actually know what morgoth offered or what maeglin suffered or whether maeglin broke or gleefully handed gondolin over #the people in gondolin werent all knowing. i bet they werent like 'oh maeglin is definitely his fathers son and going to betray us' #but the history is written retrospectively. people add people embellish people try to make sense of nonsensical things #and fill in the blanks #and sometimes they aren't accurate #but still what a gut punch to Aredhel to meet your niece again and have her tell you that you're safe now and you don't need to pretend to #love them anymore. the implication that you were wrong to. the implication that you were just playing pretend #as if you aren't aredhel master of concealment finest hunter of the Noldor and instead a poor weeping girl enchanted and led astray #the way your family can love you so much and still rip your heart out without meaning to #god. god #the simarillion #the silm fandom #tolkien #aredhel #eöl #maeglin #my posts #our long heritage of heresy

[kogameh]

Before the DLC drops I'd like to say my fav part of the base postgame is def the epilogue story bit of Team Star bosses...

I'm biased towards Team Star (I love them a lot ok) but it's just heartwarming to see them trying to adapt to their school again and get along with other students despite formerly being in a ""villain"" team (also because...they WERE bullying victims, remember)

And it's not like a typical cliche story of the crowds bowing down to the rebel team after they got called out for it. It's Team Star who were the ones standing on their own feet and making an effort /by themselves/ to fit in with everyone despite the scars they have gotten (and may have caused) from the past in the very same school... Building that courage is NOT an easy feat, after all... 🥲

Idk. I'm just glad this story existed and they were given a proper happy ending like this... 😭 And the fact that such a topic is handled in Pokemon at all haha

PS. Eri is such a big sis to everyone I love her oh my god

#kogami's scrapbook #sv spoilers // #not to get into TMI territory but i 1000% wouldve join team star if they were real thats how much they meant to me hahah ahah ahaha. weeps #fuck yall who said ~theyre not real villains team~ YOURE MISSING THE POINT OF THEIR ENTIRE STORY #i could go on abt why i love them but i also love how the leaders all contributed smth in their team and just overall found a place #with everyone after not being accepted in their school [at first] and all so its just 😭 #anyways uhh stan team star

[lesbiansanemi]

God nothing hits like early bleach, the substitute shinigami arc and rukia’s execution arc are just. Ugh. Something about the crunchy-ass early 2000s-ness of it that the rest of the series lost (not just animation wise but aesthetic wise), when there was still hope that all the potential would be capitalized on, idk, it was just fun and getting to fall in love with all the characters because pretty much every single one introduced was great and engaging. I just really really wish the series had kept that early vibe that it started losing once the visoreds were introduced, they got the last little tail end of it. As soon as we got to the heuco mundo arc this all vanished and it’s so upsetting, the series just lost a lot of its personality, if that makes sense, I wish it had kept it so badly

#like they’re all the same characters but they all started taking themselves way too seriously after that point #and I do get that that’s when the Big Plot actually started picking up (which is a whole other thing I have thoughts on) #but like… idk the series just lost a lot of its early charm and appeal #which is funny considering the hueco mundo arc is actually my favorite one #but idk I’m watching the first arc for fun today #and I forgot how much of ASSHOLES rukia and ichigo were and how fun their dynamic was #and yeah I fucking miss it it’s just not the same the rest of the series #not to mention tatsuki actually got a lot of focus #even Chad and Orihime and uryu felt a lot more genuine than they did the rest of the series #(though that’s because it was before they were reduce to being Ichigo’s love interest and then cannon fodder to shittily power scale enemies #by getting the shit beat out of them because kubo didn’t know how else to do it) #idk like I said! I just wish the series had stuck a lot better to its earlier aesthetic #like it still could have worked with the more ‘serious’ plot lines v easily considering how well it meshed with rukia’s execution #I JUST MISS RUKIA YELLING AT FLIP PHONES AND ICHIGO BEING BAD AT SNEAKING OUT WINDOWS AND TATSUKI RAGGING ON THEM #AND THEIR NORMAL ASS CLASSMATES TALKING ABOUT HOW FUCKING WEIRD THEY ALL WERE LIKE IT WAS SO GOOD 😩😩😩 #imagine that energy being applied to the hueco mundo arc it would have been great #it even would have been fun to see it come back during the fullbringer arc as a bunch of fun callbacks to the early bleach that was #being alluded to that entire arc with parallels #anyways once again weeping the potential this series had #someone watch it so we can talk about it and set up our own insanely convoluted canon for funsies on discord or something lmfao #kaz rambles

[cobaltfluff]

one of my friends just sent a pic of her new art prints display in her room and ?? a drawing I made for her a few years back is there ????? I felt so honoured I'm tearing up

#dust bunny #like my silly little thing?? amongst all the actual good prints from cons??? #im weeping guys #i love making things for people but i never know if they really them?? if ya get me #but seeing these things gets me 😭😭 #this and my other friend's literal collection of art i made for her lmao #im actually in tears like this means so much to me and they'll never know asdfghdksl #im very touched and honoured to say the least #i mean ofc i make stuff for people with the full intention of hoping they'll like it #but seeing them LIKE like it is just 😭😭😭 #lmao if anyone is reading these tags and is curious #it was a silly drawing of a bubble tea drink with bulbasaurs instead of boba #bc you know... bobasaur LOL #i might have actually posted it here a long while back???

[nullwork]

god i love fish

#NOT THE FOOD but the food is good too #added some baby tetras to my tank and theyve successfully started schooling w the older ones already there and im weeping #theyre so little theyre almost entirely transparent and i almost never see them except if im feeding them bc they blend into the background #but like theyre so cute even tho i barely can see them i just 😭😭 theyre friends they are friends #got one of them for free bc the lady getting them for me stressed them out so much he almost died but hes doing fine now so #only got some ember tetras and a couple of catfish i love looking at them swim. stop hiding in all the foliage i want to look at ur face #I DIDNT EVEN GO IN FOR FISH I wanted another frog for my tank but they didnt have any and the other fish stores were too far away so #ended up settling for some other little guys instead I dont NEED a 4th frog right now #MY OTHER FROGS HAVE STARTED SCREAMING AT NIGHT AGAIN i love them. just sit there sometimes giggling over their tiny croaks #need need need to live near a pond when i have my own house i fucking LOVE pond animals

[niuxita21]

To your new life in Tijuana. Ana, thank you so much. Don’t ever think you can’t do it. You’re ready for anything. Now I do feel ready, and I’m really looking forward to starting this new stage in my life, being independent... You and Regina are gonna be just fine. Come here. And thank you, for letting me go.

#madre solo hay dos #ana servín #mariana herrera #shitty screencap posts (TM) #the way I rewatched this a couple of times to make this post and ended up fucking WEEPING wtf I must be pmsing #but like said... I'm really sad bro idk #this scene really hit the right note though #the general softness between them all throughout but especially after they hug #I'm obsessed with the shot in the eighth one and the way they don't completely break contact and mariana's little smile #the 'thank you for letting me go' which absolutely DESTROYS ME bruh I can't get over it #because she so obviously doesn't mean it literally as in like 'thank you for giving me permission to go' #she is out there acknowledging that this is hard for ana for the reasons we all know about now #and appreciating the effort she's making nonetheless #and the fact that ana doesn't even reply she just awkwardly nods like 'let's not talk about that' #also how as mariana gets up to leave you can see that it takes them a really long time to completely stop touching #as if subconsciously trying to prolong the contact as much as possible #and THEN #that last shot of ana very obviously in tears UGH :(((( #I love how you can see her fighting back tears all throughout the scene #but it is only when mariana has her back turned that she seems to stop trying to hide it #it's a really sad note to end the penultimate episode in but at the same time it's like... TEXTBOOK angsty telenovela shit #I mean one half of the otp has decided to move away for an amazing job opportunity and the other half is heartbroken but has to let them go? #and we have a whole episode to see how it all shakes out? #you know it's the good stuff when even friends used this narrative device lol #as much as it hurts I appreciate the show piling up the angsty otp tropes on an f/f pairing like it's the most normal thing #I mean obviously this will all hinge on the resolution in the next ep but having read the episode description I'm... cautiously optimistic? #I mean if the ending was gonna be 'mariana lives happily ever after with regina in tijuana' then this would have been the last ep #we wouldn't have a whole ass episode to... watch mariana move to tijuana? #who knows but bottom line I'm rly sad so I hope the final episode fixes the giant hole that's starting to form in my heart :(

[mxbitters]

spent the last hour and a half getting emotional watching the dark crystal while my cat also watches the dark crystal but specifically the small animal puppets as they move across the screen lmao

#but like. listen. they both . they both thought they lost everybody like them and then they found each other and . immediately . #castles fucking crumbling and jen fulfilled the prophecy but all he can do is weep holding kira in his arms #because despite everything it was her. someone like him after all those years that fit that missing piece he didnt even know of days before #'hold her. she is part of you as we are all part of each other' AHHHHHHHHHHHh #i'm still devastated about age of resistance for the way it got canceled so unfinished #but this movie.. just as a standalone.. everything to it.. oh my god #like you gotta consider JUST how much of a feat that movie was #i don't care if jim henson was disappointed with how it went that movie was a marvel of puppetry unlike anything prior #and the practical effects....ooohh boy #BUT AGAIN THE IMAGE OF THE CASTLE CRUMBLING AS JEN BURIES HIS FACE INTO KIRA AS IF SHES THE ONLY THING IN THE WORLD #it feels so queer. so so so queer. i don't know how to explain it but it just does #also idk why i was eh about this movie earlier like underwhelmed by the characters bc like WHAT !! #like ok i always loved aughra but jen and kira have seriously grown on me. i love them <3

[boyfrillish]

I’ve totally reverted back to my 2013/14 self crying in my feels over pkmn bw/b2w2 and especially HughNate FSFDHSDFH yelling all over my twitter yesterday and writing a fic of them for the first time in 8 years and I’m living, it’s totally selfindulgent like all the fic I wrote for them back in the day and I’m living

#crystext #I'M CRYING I MISS THE BOYS!!! it was like my whole personality back then!! #also me realizing just like how much hughnate and klance match up in my mind ... IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE ALL THE WAY BACK THEN #I STAYED ENTIRELY ON BRAND WITH KL TOO sfhsfhdhdfh #and then there's my secret OTP cheren & hilbert aka the married husbands I ADORE THEM AND CHEREN IS MY BOY #cherenhilbert have me lying on the floor crying bc angst feels and hughnate have me running around a tiny blob yelling bc FLUFF AND FEELS #i'm totally gonna post that fic when I'm done even if idk if it's gonna be read but I'M WEEPING I need to yell about them #I need to share the feels and someone pls yell with me about the boys I cry in the feels #speed of love has always been the hughnate song and klance took it too and yesterday it hit me that the reverse is with cloud nine #I first connected it with klance and now it hit me that it's hughnate too FGSDFHSDFH pls I love them I love both #never forget that my literal first reaction to Keith's design before even watching was ''he's totally rival hugh'' AND HE TOTALLY IS #fgsdfh i cry i need money so i can get cute hughnate art but also iwant my OCs to fuel my writing oh no what do I do #my ship patterns are so obvious like fsfhsdfhsdfh and the fav character patterns fsdhfsdfh #ok ok enough yelling i'll probably finish the fic tonight when I'm back home i'm about to head out