#i love fridays even more now

[i-will-always-love-the-jedi]

„Jeweled diadem gifted by Stellan and Elzar“

Of course, that could have been simply a sweet gesture BUT making it angsty is so much better in my opinion

Because imagine Avar Kriss, a telepath so powerful she always hears so so much -enough for it to physically hurt her- being unable to keep her mental walls up because her energy is already drained… and imagine Elzar Mann and Stellan Gios, researching in the archives for weeks, finding the slightest hint of something that could help and then proceeding to forge the focus with their own hands… :ˋ)

…

#and now it’s as if they are protecting her every time she wears it #‚Avar Kriss can hear all Jedi and the force is like music for her‘ #and then they try telling me she never gets overstimulated by it #or headaches #bffr #anyways it’s okay now cuz her besties helped her out #also i love drawing baby firebrands #Stellan is like 16 in this and the other two are even younger #also idk if anyone noticed but Elzar is smaller than stellan >:) #cuz nothing is more hilarious to me than the ‚elzar is the smallest firebrand‘ hc #anyways the next book is coming out RIGHT IN MY EXAM PHASE #fuck You Star Wars #now I have to choose between Avar Kriss and Elzar mann or passing my semi finals #-_- #we all know what I’m gonna pick #firebrands friday #the high republic #avar kriss #stellan gios #elzar mann

[lonewolflink]

me over the last 48 hours: let's prepare for our 2 day fly out interview/job audition thursday and friday!

my brain: ok but what if we wrote 80% of ch. 16 of hockey au instead, and barely got any sleep

me: NO STOP WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

my brain: too late

#welp i'm here now and underprepared #time to pull off the old high school maneuver #cram for the test last minute #get an A #first test was this evening and i think i passed by spitting BARS at dinner about aristotle and daoism #just gotta not fuck up tomorrow #and make them love me lmao #AND THEN #ONCE I'M BACK HOME FRIDAY #IT WILL BE DONE #ALL THE FLY OUT INTERVIEWS #I WILL HAVE PEACE ONCE MORE #AND CAN WRITE HOCKEY AU (...or my dissertation) TO MY HEART'S CONTENT #my adhd management has been out of control with all this travel lmao #i'm ready to get back to a regular schedule and get my life in order

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

anyway How Great Thou Art is SUCH a song of all time

#gonna be okay i think. #gonna drive home now #and then buckle down to ??? several hours probably. working on my assignment. at least. i need to finish the first question completely and #if i have to leave the other one and hope i get it done in the time i might or might not have before going out for the evening after an AM #shift- then i shall #and ultimately? i'll eat the 5%. if i have to. and handle it friday instead #i am SO ready for this placement to be over honestly. i love it but also i cannot handle much more. i need a break.

[rowenabean]

#the wedding was lovely and i am so sad #managed to get most of the sad out of the way Friday and Sunday so i could be glad for them on the actual wedding day #but still. i'm going to miss her. #we always talked about living together and we never did and now we probably never will #i've got a model of married folk living together in community but i don't think they do and it has to be something you choose #her family are lovely and i was really glad to meet her friends and cousins that she talks about so often but they don't really get it #they get to have her!!! she's moving somewhere that's more convenient for literally everyone other than me! (this is not hard to do) #really good to get home and hug my dad and my little sister and have people who are my people around #was actually really good at the reception that there were a few other folk from my current town - i wasn't the only person who was #mixed joy and tears #i said something about us giving her over in my speech and they said yes that's exactly how we're feeling #but it wasn't till her husband responded to that in his speech that i started crying #everyone has been so kind to me but it has been SO good to get home #hoping i can get a bit more sleep as well. emotions are bigger when tired even though they're real still #(her cousins invited me to come stay any time and tbh i can see that living in Auckland could be actually really nice if you live where they #do. but i couldn't live where they do and do the work i want to do it is quite far away from the places in Auckland i could imagine working) #rowena adventures #btw no photos of me currently but probably some later??? not that we took many the groom had been sick the previous week and was #still pretty wiped so they got like two photos with the bridal party and ten with just them and that was it

[its-hyperfixation]

lancelot + ways i would describe him

for my sweet, @bellamyblakru. i am so incredibly proud of u my love, graduating from college in such a short amount of time is no small feat. you’re an absolute legend in my eyes. congratulations my beloved, ily <3

#OKAYYYYYYYY sorry this took me YEARS to make. i started on friday night lol idk why tf it took me so long #maybe because it has so many gifs within each one… hmmm 🤪 also thinking of the little comment for each one was way harder than i thought #it would be #also SORRY IF U CANT READ THEM 😭 the gifs were so long so i had to compress them like crazy #and now the small text is barely readable 😔 and they’re so damn grainy #let’s jsut pretend that was a design choice 🤪 #anyways this is something diff from all my past gifs so i really hope u like it!!! i just love lancelot a lot (no pun intended) and had #this idea out of nowhere so i just went with it #i watched all the episodes he’s in (except 4x09 bc that doesn’t exist lol) and just recorded a shit ton of clips LOL #went in with no planning whatsoever 🤪 then i sorted through them to see which descriptions they would fit into #i have over 35 clips i think and i didn’t even use all of them soooo i’m thinking about posting all of them as just regular gifs too #just for funsies and bc i love lancelot so much i’d love to put some more lance love into the world 🥰 #i gotta show you the names i have for the clips lol some of them are hilarious 😂 i love showing u behind the scenes #okay i love u so much and im so so proud of u and i can’t wait to see u go on to do incredible things #this is only the beginning of your success my love; i know u gonna go out there and kill it #congratulations again my beloved 🥰🥰 #ilysm 💚💙💚💙 #hope u like this 🥺 #twas definitely difficult to make as i had to face many trials and tribulations with the collages and the file size but alas #i would do anyfing for u my love #ayman gifs #merlin #merlin bbc #bbc merlin #merlin gifs #merlingifs #lancelot #lancelot my beloved #lancelot gifs #bellamyblakru

[mel-loly]

-Hey🌹

(also- read the tags please..)

#I went back? perhaps... #I wanted to make this post to clarify some things and also.. #I wanted to apologize for my “bad mood” last Friday.. I already wasn't doing well some days. so... #yeah. I know it was very wrong of me to say some things and well. that's it. I'm so sorry.. #I also wanted to say and apologize to the people who gave me art ideas and I didn't do it. #as I said before. I've been pretty bad. and even more full of things to do and think about.. #I know I should have told you guys this earlier but unfortunately I couldn't... #so- I won't be able to make them anymore. but... I'm open to art ideas now for christmas! #without being crk characters and also without being other people's characters (like- art requests if you guys know what i mean).. #maybe yes it could be with other people's characters but- I don't want it to be an art request for example. as i said #sorry for anything again if I said or did something wrong. I swear it wasn't my intention. and if it was. I apologize more for that #so... that's it. I don't have much to say- #just wanted to clarify a few things and wanted to ask for christmas art ideas so I can get back to posting.. #sorry again for everything and hope y'all have a wonderful day/night with this wonderful art of mine that i did for you guys💛 #hello kitty is one of my favorite characters. love her <333 #hello kitty on my style #hello kitty fanart #hello kitty art #hello kitty #art #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #my art #my art <3 #art mel #my art style #fanart

[minglana]

cooooolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool. i went to my friend to ask why she didnt invite me and she said multiple things that just. made it worse :)

#to start off: '[x person] just ironed my hair! :D' this person 'entered' the friend group like 2 months ago MAX and they already treat her #like shes been in the group forever. writing all this out im starting to think this is completely a me problem. for like. speaking my mind #to the ppl i trust (this girl and another guy) abt certain ppl in the group that. well. that i dont like very much. #BUT theyve supported my (and my other friend's) opinion. so they cant be far off. bc theyve also complained abt others #anyways she also said that i 'wouldnt have felt comfortable w the ppl there' (i am on speaking terms w everyone there. some i speak to more #than others). she also said that the supper theyre doing today is 'for the ppl i actually care about' ????????? #obviously she realized what she said and like tried to correct herself but. anyways the damage is done idek why i tried talking to her #as much as shes my friend shes a child stuck in the body of a 20 yr old and shes so immature and doesnt know how to handle situations #like this (and other more 'grownup' situations) at all. idk why i even thought talking to her would make it better #bc now im feeling even more alone in the dorms. bc shes leaving on friday and the other guy in the group that i talk(ed) to is like. #discovering love again or whatever. hes completely left everyone to the side when the new girl (mentioned above) entered the friend group #z xarre

[stereax]

woohoo spiraling out of control right now (what else is new really I've been fucked up and spiraling for weeks now) and trying to figure out reasons not to delete my tumblr and discord and myself along the way

but you know. talking about myself on my blog automatically means I'm attention seeking and fishing for pity right? should just shut up and stick to the news eh, it's all I'm good for :D

anyway if you need me I'll be in the corner reliving the past, coming to terms with reality, and trying to convince myself I'm not the problem despite every indication to the contrary ✌︎︎

#sterechats :) #09:58 pm - this is a bad idea but scheduling it anyway #what's the worst that can happen really? everyone leaves again? nobody talks to me again? #probably gonna delete this in the morning so. meh. not like it matters not like I matter :D #10:29 pm - wow it feels like my head is on fire #like my brain is actually burning and I can't do a damn thing about it #I should be happy right now! the devils are winning! my favorite guys are scoring! #but no! I'm barely keeping it together around my family and praying I don't wake up tomorrow <3 #11:00 pm - I need to get out of here #I need to get out of here out of here out of here I can't stay here any more this is killing me #everyone hates me and I need to chew my arms open maybe then everything will make sense #why am I even writing these tags what does it matter #I was so much more in control of myself when I was sh-ing #maybe I should get back to that maybe it'll help I don't know anymore #I just want my friends back but they hate me hahahaha #11:24 pm - wonder how many people are gonna block me after this one #how many people will finally be fed up and leave for good #everyone leaves and I should be used to this by now #here's a truck stop instead of saint peter's (yeah yeah yeah yeah) #11:41 pm - it's friday afternoon/there goes antigone to be buried alive #in the next world I want to be something useful/like a staple gun/or in love #I would fall off a cliff for you/a thousand times and call it a good day #maybe I'm just incapable of being human! maybe that's it! #maybe I'm not even human at all... but something worse instead... #1:22 am - moving the posting of this back from 3 to 6 am #not that that matters and not that I matter but I don't think I'll sleep #and I don't want this to post when I'm awake #I know I'm just going to get unfollowed and blocked and left behind as always #because happiness and good things and friendships just aren't things I get to have really #I just wish people would stop lying and telling me they're different and they'll stay when they're not different and won't stay

[steelycunt]

BACK IN LONDON! reggie thanks you all for your concern regarding his wrongful imprisonment xo

#just had a cup of tea…might even have some toast…also getting very into TVD now even though somebody needs to punch julian #also it gives [REDACTED] if you squint but i never said that. ANYWAY!! between reading this + reading tmwd this evening i am going to emerge #exponentially more freaky and insane i can just imagine all the little explosions that will happen in my brain… #love and light everyone! happy friday! #(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again

[twig---verginix]

god if no one else got me. i know the drawn to life soundtrack got me.

#how much of adulthood is just fucking up paperwork? and finding out months later how badly you fucked it up? #and trying to determine the fewest amount of people you need to share that with in order to fix it? #inside of me there is a cartoony priest and a cartoony criminal and they are both trying SO hard to spare me the indignities of living #by threatening to shoot me dead if i fuck up one more time. swear to god. #i love doing everything right the first time forever. also i love getting away with things and never having to apologize for anything ever. #but see. i also love being a normal person with a job and proportionate emotional reactions. im sure you can see the conflict. #im sure you can see why im listening to history's best video game soundtrack right now. #but LE SIGH its Fine no one's Dead. it's FINE i'll figure it out TOMORROW or FRIDAY better that i noticed now instead of tomorrow evening #and im sure worse fuckups have happened etc. etc. #and if they FIRE ME i will throw myself into pizzamaking and failed authorship. as my chosen careers. backup plan see #AUGH. ANYWAY.

[inkykeiji]

Every time you mention rockstar Dabi a tear falls from down my thigh…😭😭😭 God hand him over..eeeee

HE'S COMING HE'S COMING I PROMISEEE i'm so sorry i've been away from this blog like all week waaah i've been doing landscaping every single day for hours upon hours hahaha but we just finished today (yay!) <3 anyway, he's super summery so i want to post him (ALL of him; three parts) throughout the summer <3 my bsd hyperfixation has been curbed and i am back on track to finish him + flawless part two!! <3

#dabi has me in a fucking chokehold and he will for the rest of my life i am sure of it #just like #no one compares #no one compares at all #i've said before that he's cemented himself as one of my favourite characters of all time at this point so #it's not a surprise HAHA #ANYWAYYYYY he's coming i promiseeee you he will be here throughout the summer #i've been so productive lately (yay!) even tho it was bsd stuff so i'm 100% confident i can keep it up and start posting more consistently! #i have a teeny tiny lil dabi piece in the works that i started last friday #and then it was mothers day weekend and then landscaping and i've just been a busy lil kitty #but now things are calming down again c: #i'm giving u my life story here i apologize LMAO #please have a lovely day and stay safe out there! #drink water!!! #inky.bb #clari gets mail

[pepprs]

feeling misery and despair about going back to work btw. im trying to suppress it and i did a good job but the inevitable is inevitable

#purrs #i had like 3 massive breakdowns at the end of the week incl one on friday when i was off. and then i was like ok. i am literally weak and sh #shaking from all of that let me just pretend none of it happened. and i did!!! i pretended so well that i have felt basicslly normal all #weekend. i played a lot of video games and i even went out twice.. once to a chorus concert on campus (which is big bc being on campus ummmm #is deeply agitating to me rn ♥️) and today to home depot w my family to wander around the plants and hear the birds. i am suppressing things #and i know i am but if i don’t think about thst i feel so normal. except now it’s 11:16 on a sunday night and i have work tomorrow. and i #know most of the horrors are over but there are still so many more fucking horrors ahead. saying goodbye to people i love and anniversaries #of things happening including today being the 4 year anniversary of a certain email lol. and i can FEEL the difference. the way my stomach #is in knots bc weekends are only so long (even long ones) and i can only hold back the horrors for a little while. it’s all temporary. augh. #i literally need like a whole month off i think. idk. work stuff has fucked up my mental health beyond belief this year and it’s so sad bc t #this is my dream job but im in so much mental pain and physical exhaustion constantly and they beget themselves and by the end of the week #im miserable. but the semester is about to end. but what if it doesn’t get better bc EVERY single god damn time we talk about how it’s gonna #get better it quite literally gets worse lol 💖 i can’t im not strong enough. coming up on 5 years here and im not fucking strong enough! #but i will heal eventually i think. i just need the horrors to cease for long enough for me to catch my breath (and other redacted things ♥️

[myname-isnia]

I had my last singing lesson today and I honestly feel a bit sad that it’s over. Like, sure, I absolutely don’t want to continue and have never been happy over having a lesson scheduled, not even once, but I’ve been at it twice a week for four months, I got used to it, it’ll feel strange to not have to go again. The relief will probably come flooding in on Thursday when, due to a free period, I can go home an hour early and then not have lessons after, and that will hopefully overpower the melancholy

#also I tense like all my muscles while singing so now my back hurts 🥲 #the thing is since I struggle with insomnia I usually need an afternoon nap #but by the time I get home from singing it’s already 4pm and if I nap then it’ll make it even harder to sleep at night #Wednesday is the only day when I get home no later than 2:30 so I can sleep #now Monday and Thursday are added to the list #thank fucking god #I’d love to add in Tuesday and Friday too but extra history is gonna be a staple until I pass the exam #so.. you win some you lose some. at least I now have more free afternoons where I’m not exhausted #so overall. good #I’m happy I finished the course #next Monday I have to drop in to get my completion certificate but after that I never have to step foot in that building again #okay technically.. I do because it’s the same building my dad’s SIL lives in #but you get my point

[offantasiesandreams]

Hello :) Could I request some general fluff headcanons with Dedan?

Hello, thank you for clarifying and adding your own idea, it made it a bit easier to come up with something! Dedan is pretty underrated, my friend really simps for him, though!

General Fluff Headcanons For Dedan

While Dedan may not be a romantic at heart, he certainly tries for you. While he may not be around as often as you’d want him to, due to him running his zone rather strictly, he will take you along with him. Sure, there’s not much time for picnics and the likes, but if you want, he’s more than happy to have you tag along during one of his daily checkups on zone one. He knows he’s strong enough to defeat any and all spectres that you might come across, so he will keep you close to him, even if he knows you’re capable of defending yourself. He just really wants to be close to you and spend time with you.

While physical touch may not be his number one love language, he doesn’t particularly mind it either, as long as it’s in private. He’s more than happy to hold and cuddle you as you wish, even while he’s doing paperwork, but he won’t particularly initiate anything in public. He might ask you to stop. After all, he has a reputation to uphold. Plus someone might use you against him. He knows he’s capable of defeating anyone, but he doesn’t want you to be hurt, so he tries to keep your relationship a secret.

His fingers are very long and his hands are rather large, so it’s quite easy for him to engulf your hands with his. In fact, he could very easily deck and or kill you with them if he so pleased. That’s why he finds the fact you play with his hands absentmindedly rather important: you trust him. You trust him enough that you’re not afraid of him. He’s killed countless spectres, the residents of zone one fear him because of the power he holds. But you, on the other hand, divert his attention from him from time to time and give him so many opportunities to hurt you. He appreciates you letting your guard down around him as everyone tenses up whenever Dedan is near.

The closest thing you’ll be getting to a proper “date” would be riding a pedalo with him. Yes, it’s not the most romantic thing, but it’s better than nothing at all. After all, you can hold onto him as he pedals you both around. Sure, it might just be to recalibrate some puzzles, see if they still work or change the solution to them for security purposes, but it’s nice nevertheless. Because he can’t particularly stop you from holding onto him, as you might fall into the water and meet a spectre, that’s the one time he won’t mind you being touchy with him in public.

While meat may be plentiful in his world, I can imagine he would get cravings for something sweet for once every once in a while. Sugar may be dangerous to consume, but if consumption is limited, then surely it can’t be completely bad, right? While he would enjoy something domestic like baking a cake every once in a while, he knows he isn’t able to. That’s why he would be genuinely surprised if you ever baked him a cake. Even something small, like a cookie, would garner his attention immediately. Yes, he may not be capable of smiling too much due to a lack of lips, but he will show his gratitude.

Speaking of gratitude, if you’ve done him enough “favours”, which are really just general kindness and small things, such as sorting his paperwork when he’s away, he will try to be more romantic for once. Once the sun has gone away and the moon comes out to play, Dedan, despite being tired, will try his best to take you out on a walk at night underneath the stars. He isn’t really attached to them, but he thinks the gesture is nice. When it’s dark and peaceful outside, it feels like no one can bother and or disturb him, so he wants to spend that time with you, too!

#off (game) #off x reader #gosh I missed writing for this game so much #I really should replay it sometime again #is there anything else to say...? #oh happy belated easter to everyone who celebrates it! #I hope it was fun for y'all :> #I might actually get some more requests out soon since I have no commisions right now! #plus I also have Friday off #so I might get some more done soon! looking forward to it since there are so many! #y'all have some lovely ideas :) and I mean this in the most sincere way! #well then it's almost bedtime for me #so have a good day/evening/night/morning everyone!

[allfortzu]

SOOJIN 😭😭😭🫂🫂🫂🫂 MAYBE EVERYTHINH WILL BE OKAY AFTER ALL 🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️

#LOVE AND PEACE 🫂🫂🫂 #bliss joy happiness arjyles posted datzunator back soojin debut miyeon mcing twice 8 yrs rv committing crime aespa cb i love life #i finished my first exam and my next one is on friday!!!! even tho all i do all day is study now somehow i love life #AND A DC CB #and then two more weeks and i can start writing life is so good 😞😞😞 even with exams 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 #NOW FOR TOKIE... 💔

[cryolyst]

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#they speak! #ignore this #my coworker needs to move out and i can't tell if he was mostly joking or completely serious but he asked if i wanted to rent a place w him #and it's so tempting it's. so fucking tempting i want to move out so bad #and especially on days like today where i have to listen to my parents fail to communicate without getting loud and angry #like i feel so awful. i'm 22 and i still have to hide in my room and try not to cry. i can't live like this anymore. #and it feels so hopeless because what else can i do? fuck up my health even more by working more hours? #so i can afford renting a tiny place? when i'm already so unwell and struggling to take care of myself?? #and i know i'm not at a place to cut my parents out of my life so i'd have to endure all the judgement they'll have about who i room with #and i know know know no matter who i room with there'll be judgement. because i can't even talk to friends casually without it lol #not to overshare on main but i was omw to work on friday and almost cried at the bus station #because i was thinking about how i never really had an adult in my life that really truly loved and nurtured me #like yeah i had teachers and later in my teens some community members that supported me and were positive influences with positive impacts #and as much as i am hurt by my parents they still very much cared for me and shaped me as a person. both for better and for worse. #and yeah be the adult that is there for yourself now and all that but. #i can never change the fact that there wasn't someone that was there. and i wish i could stop mourning but it's hard. it's so hard. #and one day it will get easier but for now i just have to endure it. i guess. hahaha. :)