#i miss when birthdays were birthdays

[princesshair]

happy birthday liam! love you ♡

#liamnews #liam93productions #1dsource #liam #liam's bday #edits #happy birthday my love! #i hope you're feeling better and taking good care of yourself #and i hope you're receiving lots and lots of love from your loved ones #i wish i could say we will meet next week #but i understand your health comes first #i miss you still tho #it's the big 3.0 this year huh? #this feels insane bc i met you when you were a tiny 18yo #time flies wtf #anyway lots and lots and lots of love #i love you i love you i love you i love you i love youuuu #💜💜💜💜💜💜

[mattodore]

guy whose childhood drags behind him like a dead body

#river dipping #simblr #ts4 #ts4 edit #theodore doe #echthroi #i forgot to post this after sharing theo's birthday edit last night... listen i was so tired i just hit post and passed out #but so far today i've just been looking through character page themes for a bit and messing around with codes while watching dropout tv #i still need to get to my activity feed sometime today or tomorrow and then i want to set aside some time to just hang out on here #and catch up on things like i keep disappearing and missing out on posts jgkhjfnkh so i gotta do that... #but i'm actually fighting off the world's biggest nap rn..... my meds work really well but lord i'm still so tired all the time woof #so i'll probably end up caving soon lmao #but!!! anyway!! THEO!!! there was nothing i could do abt the proportions on theo as a kid like i couldn't make his head any smaller... #the sims team actually hate me so bad and are trying to force the huge cartoonishly big heads onto my sims </3 #also when i aged him down to a kid like all of his presets were gone so i just had to try and replicate them to the best of my abilities #his lip preset actually has a much deeper cupid's bow but thanks to the liquify tool <33333 it looks like his regular preset #i've actually posted teen theo on here before but i've made a ton of changes to him since then so this version is pretty different compared #to the older version of him at sixteen #he's definitely got more baby fat than he did before like his cheeks are pretty round #um. also i have these closeups i took of adult theo from the pose i made for his birthday edit that i gotta edit a lil and then post!!! #bc you really didn't get to see his expression or the actual pose that well and EYEEEE personally am really in love with the details #of the pose itself like ugh.......... theo is so.......................... yeah. #holds him

[strawberrystepmom]

my mom always used to joke with me as a kid that the flowers bloomed bc it was my birthday and someday i’ll unpack what that meant and means to me but not today lmao

#my bday is the first day of spring #and it was snowing when I was born so that was always a part of what she’d say #’they’re making up for not being there when you were born’ and she even said this to me on my 19th birthday which is the final one I spent #with her #ugh i miss her lmao

[oh-meow-swirls]

i feel like there must be a gold mine of yo-kai watch stuff that my moms bought and then never actually gave to me.

i have this now-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #it's just a novelization of the first anime episode meant for. level 2 readers i guess. whatever that means- #my yo-kai watch collection is growing without me even doing anything i haven't bought anything but the games #okay that's a lie i did buy my jibanyan and rudy plushies. but other than that- #i have the jibanyan baddinyan n robonyan medal moments figures courtesy of my moms buying them years ago #when dollar tree sold yo-kai watch stuff (i miss those days) #that one jibanyan feature you can pose and change the expression of with stickers also courtesy of dollar tree #a bunch of medals courtesy of blind bags i got for my birthday and also a yo-kai watch that i got at the same time #i have a komasan figure that's like the jibanyan one somewhere. and a jibanyan figure you can switch to baddinyan. also from dollar tree #oh i have a komajiro medal moments figure from one of my elementary school friends who liked yo-kai watch. okay we weren't really friends #we were kinda friends. we mostly just bonded over liking yo-kai watch and never talked beyond that- #god i miss those days 😔 #oh right i also bought the manga volumes i have myself. still need the others. should probably put them on my wishlist #anyways. yea i didn't buy 90% of my yo-kai watch merchandise- #also those medal blind bags basically just got me a bunch of snotsolong. i got like five. i got a lot of other stuff too #but i have so many snotsolongs. five different snotsolong wanted to be my friend i guess- #i have no use for the yo-kai watch tbh. it's way too loud 😔 #cool to have tho

[deus-ex-mona]

anyways, in honour of 1 year of honeypre (rip) eos, what were your top stats like at the end of the game? i’ll go first~~~

#(look at my pfcs boi) #still miss this stupid game (broken record) it was the one rhythm game i was actually good at lmao #i still think my funniest moment in retrospect was fcing taketori pt 2 with the help of anxiety attack jitters lmaoo #i miss the coloured mvs though. those were fun. and minami’s horrendous guerilla live dances lmfao #can’t believe i was so busy saying goodbye to honeypre that i forgor to set up my sif1 transfer code lmfaooooooo #rip to my very first sif1 account; august 2014-march 2023 #rip to my taisho honk ur </3 and my horoscope birthday ur honk </33 and all my ikemen honk srs auuuu #at least sif2 was terminal from the start so the pain isn’t as bad ig. but still. my taisho honk!!!!!!!!!! my 2-3 jellyfish yohanes!!!! #(note that when i say ‘lmfao’ here im actually doing so through tears s o b s) #ah well. come back soon honeypre (pls) you haven’t had the chance to capitalise on kawaikute gomen yet (hint hint) #wait come to think of it chapter 3 of the chizuutan manga is supposedly going up on this other site tomorrow. free preview time~~~~~~ #i hope chizuutan throws down with pharmacy boy it’d be fun #just honeypre things

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things. #i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

[icewindandboringhorror]

Baby boy brother birthday photos from last year that I just realized I never uploaded!

#cats #also hopefully it's not weird to still post photos of George (the brown cat) even after his death a little while ago. I just have so many #beautiful old pictures of him that I still love but just never had the time to sort through or upload (my cat photos folder on my #computer had like 450 pictures in it or something lol... SO many). I feel like it's kind of just honoring or appreciating him #and not actually strange or anything. like what am I supposed to do. delete them?? I want to share them still because he is beautiful and #perfect ! idk. aNYWAY. Also this is their 2022 birthday when they turned 14 years old. (even though I think when I posted #their 2021 bday I might have said they were 14 then too. I was off by a year lol). 2023 when they turned 15 I unfortunately #was feeling kind of sick at the time and didn't really have the energy to do the decorations like I usually do. So they just got a few #treats and stuff. But I didn't know that would be george's last birthday lol. :/ #They also do not really know or care though. they're cats who cannot process it or know the concept of birthdays so. eh #I still have no idea how these got lost on the computer though. Like I had them fully edited ready to post but just sitting in a folder?? #Since MARCH 2022 lol... ??? the folder was in another folder of pictures so maybe that's how I overlooked it #But it's my 'once every 4 months computer organizing and clean out time' so I was going tghrough looking for pictures #I could drafts posts out of or sort or etc. #They got lots more treats for this birthday because one of my friends actually game me a few gifts for them #elderly boys.!!!! #I used to write in the little caption/image description sections to talk about them all individually but at some point tumblr broke that #feature and for so long they never saved or weren't visible so I stopped doing them and just ramble a bunch in the tags instead #but I kind of miss them. Thinking about old posts of the cats where I commented on each photo individually too lol.. the good ole days

[nerdie-faerie]

Aspirational of me to pack my full makeup bag for just a week back home

#ace's face #ive worn makeup twice while home so why did i pack 4 lippies 🤔 thats overkill babe #delusional. i dont wear makeup day to day so why did i think i would need all of it for just a week home #when im missing easter and the 3 birthdays that would usually lead to me wearing makeup in the first place #we were celebrating my birthday a week early cus ive got a concert on my actual birthday hence the makeup #went out for a meal with all the sibs but im not posting them on social media so selfie instead #the brown leather pants that went with the green top are giving a ceramic vibe though

[melto]

my birthday week is like a fight for my fucking life.

#like i dont like my birthday bc i dont like attention and also bc the fact i am still alive when i never planned to be is so heavy #which makes it feel like all of a sudden i have a timer and i need to kiilllmyself #but mostly. The biggest issue is i think of my exbest friend bc it was our week always even if they treated me horrible #and i would just go along with whatever they wanted even if i hated it and i just think about them think about them think about them #and i dont want them in my life but i will talk myself into missing them #and feel guilty like its my fault like i deserved everything they did to me like i should never be allowed to move past it #and then i get so embarassed over how i let them rule my life and ruin so much for me and made me break away from people i care about #but then its like im so lonely at least they were always there even if they hated me #even if they wanted me to be so miserable even if they just wanted to know they would always have someone to push around #And i still have trouble when it comes to food im still scared of opening up to people im still scared of my friends of buying new clothes #somehow everything they said to and about me was true even though none of it is and it hurt me and ruined so much #but i must have deserved it. they were supposed to know me best. and i never have known myself #so everything they had said about me has been true for so long. #every time i have the thought that i miss them i think i need to crash my car #every year it gets better every week it is easier but its been so bad recently its been so bad i feel like pieces of me are falling apart #i dont want to manifest this year it being bad bc its just starting to get easier after my total depressive state but god #im looking at are they made for me years ago and i want to rip it apart but i cant every time i try i almost throw up. #i think im going to throw up right now. #deeply pathetic. #news with isaac

[liquidstar]

being a re:zero fan means trying as hard as you can to not think about how kenichi and naoko are doing. like i really hope that someway somehow when the story ends, or at some point during it, they at least get somekind of closure. like it makes me so so so sad they love subaru so much they literally love their boy SO much please let them see their boy

#re:zero #every day i think about how kenichi and naoko are missing their boy.... #they were clearly both so worried about him before he got isekai’d and then he just disappears thats not ok #subaru said he was almost 18 when he first got to legunica. so like his birthday was maybe a month or two away #how did they feel. it was his 18th birthday. are they okay #its been like a year and a half since hes been in legunica by now. thats probably another birthday too #how many more until they see their boy again? i wont be happy until they see their boy again. #i can at least hope that given what weve seen of them in the trial they have faith that even if their son is missing hes going to be okay #that hes actually just out there somewhere living life bc he is. but hes also dying death quite a bit. they dont have to know that part #but to be frank... if i was in their place and my son was acting the way he was acting and then he just disappears i would assume... yeah... #whatever lets talk about reinhards daddy issues again so we dont have to think about this

[bangcakes]

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#uh.... LOL so yada yada yada u know what im gonna talk about JDJDJD GOD HELP ME #i just realized........... that u know. usually on the 15th (bc timezones) im like super hype bc sjs birthday #but LMAO........ i so happen to be seeing.... my .... crusheroo on that day so Zjxjdjkdkdkd HOW LIFE CHANGES WOW #i didnt realize til i saw a bday (old) set of sj n i was like WAIT FUCK DID I MISS HIS BDAY. ONLY TO REALIZE. IT WAS THE SAME DAY.... #hhhh but god. ya i did it. i survived a whole month without seeing him. but like bc we message or whatever occasionally (and my #frequent daydreaming lets be real) it didnt feel that long !!! wow !! proud !!@ #like realistically i knew i could do it bc i went like. 4 months without seeing him JDJJDJDJDJD #god imagine. i spent the whole summer trying to get over him. only to see him 1 time n have everything come back #but WORSE. BC. RECIPROCATION????????? #god lmao. feel like im never gonna be over this. feel like i could even be married to him everyday n id be like WOW HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???? #shits so weird idk. idk. im just NDJJDJDJDJD HOW DO WE GET TO THE NEXT STEP #BUT AT THE SAME TIME. I SHOULD GET TO KNOW HIM BETTER. GOD ITS SO DJFJFKKFKDKDKDKKD #like this is what its like to really like someone huh. all those other crushes i had were like.... a 0 in comparison #like wtf is this. when everyone else had crushes and liked ppl is This what they meant. jfc #idk if i could go thru this again JDJDJJDJDJD. hope hes it. ya #id promise to save everyone n never talk about this again but we both know thats not gonna happen ANDNDNDNDND #personal

[jonny-b-meowborn]

Wagging my tail like crazy rn, cause tomorrow morning I'm going back home which means that tomorrow evening I will meet my baby kitten that we adopted while I was gone, and I will be able to see my bestie. Going insane. Woof

#we were supposed to wait with the kittu until i come back #but the og owners had some trip planned so mom had to take the baby earlier than we wanted #i mean we were ready to adopt the kitty and we agreed to take this specific one weeks ago #i just wanted to be there when she comes home #still im super excited #my baby daughter has been living with us for like a week already i think #i cant wait to meet her!!!!!!! #and!!!!! i wanna show her to my bestie #and hang out with my bestie #i miss her so much #also the day after tomorrow is my birthday so woo yeehaw birthday boy wee #love my dad but im happy to go back home from his place #bee buzz

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

<3

#shes cute #really i love how faithful they all are to the original lines it's really impressive #yazs line is driving me nuts rn 'pas de moments d'???' #also thinking abt what mustve been going through 13s head when yaz was like a couple of years #im sure that afterwards if 14 and yaz reunited the doctor would make up every birthday missed #would have to bug yaz for weeks about it to find out how many birthdays it actually were #she wouldnt give that up so easily #'dont worry about it it doesnt matter who cares about birthdays it's been ages ive forgotten who keeps track' etc etc #he'd keep digging until she starts giving up some little details abt those years #they can bond over first hand experience of history now #i think yaz would actually have lost track of how old she is #and i think the doctor would reconstruct her whole personal timeline just to give her her age back #bc it's important #to know how long youve been alive #how long youve survived

[thebirdandhersong]

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#as a side note i had a moment of horrid irony when i thought suddenly that I WISHED mr knight were there #because he was at the vigil last year and used to be a part of my church. and i suddenly missed all my old housemates #who were here last year! went to hug people during the peace and a good friend asked if i was okay #i was like 😭😭😭😭 not really and then turned around and SAW the boy and was like well this is a twist in the plot i truly dont care for #anyway all's well i just cried buckets more my heart's been wrung OUT #he lives fae away. he was not supposed to come. anyway he did and i shook his hand formally because he offered to (???) #*far away #it was totally bizarre #he did not stay for long which. thank God. i wouldve been so much more tired if he had #but he wished me happy birthday which irked me because we'd had an unspoken agreement to not wish each other happy birthday (for fear of #mixed signals) which. happened i guess #it was INCREDIBLY bizarre. the safest ive ever felt in my life was when he was holding me #and now he's a familiar stranger i know too well whom i dont WANT to know #anyway it has been a heartwrenching and soul draining Lent and past six months or more and i was ready to cry #and so i did. bawled like a baby after certain readings and songs. cried and cried and cried #re: reasons for that concerning the ex boyfriend: it is SO weird and i dont know how to deal with it #like. i still have so much love that it feels like grief and the grief bleeds into that love too #but that love isnt for HIM anymore or at least not the person i found he was. so now it really does have nowhere to go #ANYHOW IT'S LATE BUT THE POINT IS. HE IS RISEN AND THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS #THAN SEEING YOUR EX BOYFRIEND AT CHURCH AND BEING LIKE ?????? HUH????????

[oh-meow-swirls]

they should bring back that period of time back when yo-kai watch was fairly popular in america where you could get yo-kai watch stuff at dollar tree. that's where all my yo-kai watch figures n medals n stuff are from-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #aside from the medals i got from the blind bags i got for my birthday and my yo-kai watch which i also got for my birthday (from amazon) #and my jibanyan n rudy plushies (from ebay. seemingly from a ufo catcher originally also they came with string loops attached) #oh and also i have a komajiro medal moments figure somewhere that a school friend gave me. i mean i say friend #but the friendship was literally just cuz me her and her i think cousin who went to the same school #were like the only three people there who liked yo-kai watch- #wonder if either of them still do. i haven't seen them since elementary school #even though logically they would've gone to my middle school. guess they must've moved #god i miss when yo-kai watch was still kinda popular 😔 i mean i like the fandom being small it's nice but #having more people to talk about it with was nice too. and being able to get stuff easily #if i knew about 3 releasing when it first released i'd probably have one of the 3‚000 copies of it that exist- #or is it 4‚000. sorry i'm sick and also kinda fluctuating between hyperfixations rn-

[lanternlightss]

happy birf @gracefullilyofthevalley :]

also a silly bonus bc they do help sdbdj:

#🫵 ANOTHER YEAR OLDER #HOPE YOU HAVE A VERY EXCITING BIRTHDAY AND LOTS OF FUN !!!!! #also trying not to giggle bc you were talking abt Jean in discord right as i was touching up doodles of. jean #BUT ANYWAYYS #started this when your pfp was still fuyumi thats. why shes main center in first #tried to sprinkle in many characters !! amityy venven nb jeann the todobross will solacceee nico and bianca di angelooo n miss rosie #they are Tiny #but anyways. (again) #you !! are an absolute delight of a person #and i am. so so so glad everyday and thankful for the dominos that fell to have us meet and start talking #and very ecstatic to know you and call you my friend :] #cannot describe the amount of joy i feel when i see youve sent a message its !!!!!!!! lily my friend lily is here !!! hello silly !!!!!! #but yeah. you are very lovely and very sweet and veryyy wonderful and its infectious to see you talk abt your favorite thing atm #happy birthdayyyyyyyy #also hope its somewhere around 12am for you- #lantern’s art corner #by the lotuses and ponds | lily <3 #and many characters ……. #i. will tag them maybe later #ALSO WAIT TO EXPLAIN THE VEN SCREEN DOODLE: originally i was going to have fuyumii play genshinn and ven was helping guide #then he just breaks the game to help directly and they’re like. ven ….. … #scrapped but !!!! #jean was going to change into a pair of their clothes but everything. fell