#i need to drink hmm

[yanderespamton78]

ive already shown this to anyone who actually cares pretty much loll (anyone following the addison arg) but i might as well post it on here

this is actually the first proper animation ive done :'D like other than this ive animated a ball bouncing but that was more to test the software than anything,, lucky for me i consume animation memes more than i consume water so i know the basics B)

#i need to drink hmm #ok im gonna ramble in the tags about the process because i like rambling #that frame where hes looking down and saying “we're coming” was actually the first frame i did #this was gonna be a stupid meme wtf happened #i can show you the first image it was just joking about how quickly everything had escalated lmao #then i drew that and was like #“woag;;;;; ook so like what if i animated this” #twas GRUELING #it may not have seemed like it bc i didnt mention it when i was wokring on it but i wanted to keep it a surprise lol #anyways im finally free from this stupid animation I CAN DRAW PIN!!! #i ended up redrawing the first frame once or twice because it looked really really bad #then the last ones im still kinda unsatisfied with but i couldnt be arsed to change them #im still unhappy with the way he jolts his head back it feels weird #thing is because of my insistence to keep that one really cool frame in there i had to do it #basically i needed a way to get him from hunched over to back straight looking down with his face hidden at one point #and it ideally had to look very unnatural that was the general goal #but idk i thought that line where Slick called Addon blue bell was really FUCKING COOL #also in a voice message Turnip acknowledged the static #SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR THAT URUAHGH GURAH GH GHH #YES!!! THE STATIC!!!! I DID DO STATICCC!!!!! #also i know thats probably not what Slick possessing Turnon looked like but thats how i visualised it lol #I was binging tawog while watching this B) #OK actual tag time woag #animation #beginner animator #addison oc #turn off the lights arg #not my oc #addisons deltarune #my eyes hurt

[fumifooms]

Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.

His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #analysis #HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY #You know what yeah understandable have a good day #Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm #Anyways I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s #How he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺 #I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many #Compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol #He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!! #I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers #He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help #Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’ #Is nice in his opinion #This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost… #OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level. #‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc #Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡

[mossflower]

hateeee being ill but especially hate being ill when it’s like. ok you have a stomach ache which may be due to hunger… however if you do eat anything there’s a 37% chance of you being violently unwell

#i rlly hope it’s not food poisoning but some of the meat i put in my pasta last night tasted off… hmm #i was supposed to be going out for a friends bday tonight but i rlly don’t think that’s happening chat #gonna drag myself to spar and buy something semi edible + a drink. see if that helps any #sorry electromagnetism lecture!! ill have to try and get caught up later #and my rooms a tip and the pots need washing and the laundry needs doing and i have a monster of an assignment that ive been neglecting :( #life is. So Hard #morganposting

[readingwriter92]

Anxiety is cancelled from now on. I’ve had too much of it today

#this week has been rediculous for me being anxious for DUMB SHIT REASONS BRIAN #today i stg he was just trying to fuck with me #had an anxious like. four hours during work. then after work played some good Minecraft #and listened to Tanis and then I went. hmm I’ll be an adult #and then halfway thru going out I went fuck it. fun. we go to cafe #so I go to my usual haunt. do some writing. only mildly fuck up ordering the drink I get. everytime. #I have a good time #mild dumb brain action nothing out of the norm #hell he was fine when I had to stand there while the cashier at the grocery store tried to scan an item that wouldn’t scan #but. then. Brian decided I’d been lulled into enough of a false sense of security #and makes me think I lost my keys. #and just as I find them. I no longer need them #fuck you brian #I knew EXACTLY where I’d put my keys #but my brain went nah. they’re not there. and therefore made me go thru my ENTIRE bag #you’d think having a whole ass plush on my keys would make it easier to find #but apparently not #anyways at least I can watch another ep of Jack Ryan tonight #it’s the Little things

[mercymaker]

another day another dumb decision to read above the vaulted sky before lunch another moment i'm crying into two folded sheets of toilet paper

#life #the bg3 adventures #listen.. it took me 4 months to write i will simply NOT shut up about it #when she THANKS HIM FOR COMING BACK FOR HER???? ? ? ? #like excuse me but WHAT???? #the implications of THAT??? #and then.. when she tells him to rest?? ? #drinking mal's blood not being an option? hmm?/ WHY IS THAT?/ #i'm insane but i am also free #anyway read above the vaulted sky on ao3 #i need to turn it into a sticker like all those 'buy artpop on itunes' memes lmao

[thethingything]

I'm fatigued, my back hurts, I accidentally spent like 3 hours sat downstairs in a chair that made our back feel worse because our executive dysfunction prevented me getting up and going back upstairs even though I only went down there to get one thing, and now I really need to lay down but if I accidentally fall asleep again I feel like I'll wake up, realise I fell asleep and also that I feel like I wasted a big chunk of the day, and I'll end up feeling even worse again

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #posts made on pain meds #I went downstairs to get food but ended up having to wait longer than anticipated which is whatever #but then that meant I ended up sitting down and once we sit down it's like our brain stops being able to process that we can leave #I'll sit there the whole time going ''I need to get up and go back upstairs. I don't want to be sat here'' and just can't get up #I hate that this happens because while I know our executive dysfunction isn't our fault #and it's the exact same issue that stops us eating or drinking or going to the toilet or whatever when we need to #I still feel like I should be able to just get up and do the thing and just leave if I'm in a situation that I don't want to be in #and it's so hard to get other people to understand that I can't ''just leave'' because my brain just won't let that happen #like I want to but my brain won't register it as an actual thing I can do and it feels more like a weird abstract concept #than a thing I could actually do. it's like my brain can't connect the concept of the action to the act of doing it #and then I get frustrated because why can't I just do the thing that I know I should be able to do #and then I've spent hours not doing anything I meant to and mostly just feel like shit because of it and it keeps happening #and now I need to lay down and I know what's likely to happen if I do that #but I do need to listen to my body especially after getting stuck in a situation that makes our pain and fatigue worse #also we had to take pain meds earlier and that's definitely not helping with us feeling shit emotionally about all this #I hate having to navigate our brain and body just not functioning properly #I feel like we've had so little energy lately and it's reminding me too much of this time last year when we had that blood infection #I'm terrified of that happening again because we almost didn't get treatment because we started to assume it was just our new baseline #hmm apparently within like 5 minutes we've gone from ''ugh I wasted 3 hours'' to almost crying over medical trauma #I probably need to try and do something to calm us down but also I'm too tired to really do anything #which brings me right back to the issue that triggered this whole rant and me getting upset in the first place

[stephaniedola]

so i (mostly) cut caffeine in an attempt to reduce my muscle spasms and you wont believe it but they're pretty much gone

#im also on muscle relaxers which is surely contributing but like #if i cheat even a little with the caffeine i start to get them again #ive known for quite some time now that caffeine makes me feel worse than better #but im genuinely like #ok but how am i gonna do my homework this semester..? #caffeine is my adderall #idk i giuess my current plan is to keep not drinking it much until i really need it #and then use that boost to my advantage (even if i suffer as a result) #i shouldnt have even been drinking caffeine at all with my blood pressure this high yet it took me a year and a half to bother stopping #my BP was also lower than it has been in a while at my last doc appointment after i quit #hmm i wonder why that might be-- #thots et al

[egg04]

Experiencing The Horrors™: chronic migraines and chronic pain𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒

I'll see you in a bit! (​꒦ິꈍ​​꒦ິ) Thank you for the well wishes and patience. Will come back once I can handle looking at a screen for more than 2 minutes!

Much love, Tuko 🦋⋆｡°✩

#I already took the eepy sleepy deepy ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 #I took ibuprofen and put vicks vaporub under my nose and on my temples #turned off the lights in my room #noise cancelling earmuffs on! :) #I ate already don't worry #i might try to lay down in the backyard under some shade. maybe fresh air is what i need hmm. #drinking water too! #yes I did shower too #anyways cya~!(^_−)☆ #egg04's mind #update post

[kimmkitsuragi]

playing disco elysium finally and uh. tell me the game takes a turn towards a dating sim and i can romance kim kitsuragi

#i liked him from the start but then we parted when he took the body to the station from the fridge :( #I was like okay no kim for today ok i get it :(( #but then i decide to settle some personal tasks while he's gone and i fucking PASS OUT due to emotional breakdown lmao #and he comes immediately like hmm hmm drink some water. yes i came back. tell me what happened. hmm drink more water u dumbass #and I was like 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #and just now how he showed that racist driver what's good and he was sooo cool he's so cool in general i love him #this game is soooooooo fucking good omg #(drops in here for the first time in days to say this and leaves again) #(oh and i should get my shit together im playing games as a sad form of escapism while i have Things to do. god.) #(I need to get my shit together FR like where's that volumetric shit compressor when u need it irl) #(uggggggghhhhhhhhhhh im so annoyed by myself im procrastinating My Life basically rn like I need to snap out of it at some point....) #(hopefully sooner than later 🤠😭) #🗒 #disco elysium

[dylanconrique]

starbucks ➜ chenford wip(s) starbucks ➜ chenford wip(s) starbucks ➜ chenford wip(s).

#*and this is icarly! #i need a refreshing fruity summer drink #and then i'm gonna play russian roulette with my wips #maybe i'll watch a cute romcom while i'm at it 🥰🥰 #or i honestly just might watch xo kitty again ngl 😅 #oooohhh i should write kitty x min ho stuff!! #hmm... decisions decisions 🤔

[blujayonthewing]

the problem with cocktails is they have alcohol in them

#stupid problems for dummies lmao #I'm not a teetotaler I'm just not interested in drinking at 4:30 in the afternoon because I felt like making a little concoction #'just make a mocktail' you understand nothing #if I was in the MOOD for a MOCKTAIL I wouldn't be complaining! I want gin :') #or I wanna tinker my healing potion recipe now that I was able to get a bottle of bärenjäger... #plus I need to tinker an alt recipe my friend can drink because she's allergic to honey #what's a good liqueur that's-- HMM. something orangey perhaps?? #I'm not buying another gotdamn bottle of something but I can play around with blue curacao to see if the flavor would be any good #and if it is I can get some orange liqueur that ISN'T blue some other time lmao #.... DISTRACTED MYSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF COMPLAINING ABOUT ALCOHOL HAVING ALCOHOL IN IT BY MAKING MYSELF WANT ALCOHOL EVEN MORE UGH #like what am I gonna do mix up a bunch of stuff and then pour most of it out??? no!!?? #so I gotta pace out all this tinkering!! which is annoying because I'm impatient!!! #about me #potions

[helloidkwhatimdoing-0]

I feel? Bad? For no reason??

#moss mumbles #i was asking some of my friends if they wanted to go to the cinema with me cause i had a spare ticket #but they all said no bc it was too last minute #which is SO VALID #and i probably would've said no if it had been sm1 asking me #but i just figured i would in case sm1 said yes ya know #anyway now i feel bad? for asking them?? #which logically makes literally no sense at all? why should i feel bad for that? #but idk i still do? #hmm #i probably just need a drink i haven't drunk enough today #but i figured writing it out might make me feel better #and i think it maybe did a little #so. a positive i guess?

[valandherweekofwonders]

came up with the script i wish i could yell at my parents while walking home. they've gotten so much worse in the last half year and i need to fucking escape !!!!!!!! it is not fucking healthy or sustainable to live like this, to be in this environment.

#you would never assume i go to a nice university if you saw the state of where i live #and its entirely bc of them they refuse to make any real purchases like a working oven or groceries they just want cigarettes #and nonsense from amazon and fast food that i cannot eat #the house smells like fucking smokes and trash bc they can't keep the space clean wven after you clean up #the car smells like smokes bc my dad smokes in the fucking car #and they smell like smoke and i cant breathe around them #they take off all the fucking time and leave me and my siblings to take care of ourselves (im the eldest theres children still!!) #they have no interest in my life bc its too much for their attention spans i begged them to read any articles i wrote bc i was so proud #and they just went hmm no i dont want to #they just.... they weren't great parents to begin with but they really did just fucking give up #my dad is absent emotionally and chooses to remain miserable & my mother is a teen sister that hates how her kids are more mature than her #it sucks it just fucking sucks and i need money to leave but its just impossible to save the funds while also funding my existence now #yeah im hating on smokers right now bc that alongside alcohol and gambling are fucking ruining my life and it's not even me doing any of it #I can't even drink and have fun bc i am reminded of my fucking family who get drunk and act horrible #I can't ever pick up a cigarette again either bc its like i just inhale the air in my house and its in me #i just fucking hate it so much their misery is ruining everything for all of us not just them #i dont fucking care if they want to make bad choices but leave your children alone you fucking freaks

[emzawheezy]

drunk food. Home fries, ground beef, onions, green pepper, cheddar cheese and barbecue sauce. quick “pickled” red onions on top and lime juice :)

#I am actually a bit tipsy right now while I cooked this so. hmm yes #Smirnoff premade screwdrivers thank you #am I lazy enough to drink I premade screwdriver? maybe. maybe it’s I don’t like the idea of keeping a whole bottle of vodka around the house #or rather. is it about being lazy #for seasoning use whatever the fuck you want. I put in salt and garlic and pepper #barbecue sauce and the sour of limes adds a lot of flavor so. like. I didn’t need other herbs

[birdmenmanga]

oughhh yesterday's potion was too strong... I get why the servings are so small now. in all the videos it was all about a cup (US customary units) per serving... I'd wager I drank about 3 cups (US customary units). I didn't end up sleeping until 6 AM and it was the cottoniest sleep I've ever gotten in a while. there are still balls of cotton stuck in my head. I had a nightmare about an overwhelming amount of school assignments I had forgotten to upload onto canvas. the math problems were about decimal places (NOT a difficult concept) but I felt so scared and intimidated about it. horrible experience. delicious tea but I think I can't drink it after 12 PM

#just thinking thoughts... #which is not good. I have not woken up that early in a LONG time #I want to drink it though... hmm... #it feels like more caffeine than most teas I drink but less than the few coffees I had #because I didn't really notice it until I noticed I wasn't tired #whereas for coffee I can feel the uncomfortable jitter quite soon after drinking #guy who can't even handle caffeine! ! ! how am I meant to handle literally anything in my life. it's good I don't drink #I wager I couldn't handle that either. #Hmm but it's such a bother making just one cup. I think I need to figure out a good way of storing it so I can make a big batch at once. #I also do not have a good strainer. lol. #hmm...

[bespokegarbage]

Ooh looks like my flight might actually leave!

#the Calgary airport is a special kind of hell I think #spoke too soon actually #we still don’t have a crew! so that’s a problem #now I’m writing fanfiction to cope #hmm the flight got delayed again! I’m in hell! #truly resisting the urge to start sobbing on the floor #I don’t think it’ll help anything #but maybe it’d make me feel better #ok we’re boarding now #an hour and a half late #I need a fucking drink #so fucking overstimulated oh god