#i need to stop hoping like this damn

[moeblob]

What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?

#fe warriors three hopes #mercedes von martritz #miklan anschutz gautier #we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it #i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way #so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault) #did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him #no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF #no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how #he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes #who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ? #like that npc stuck with me a while ok #just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now #i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo

[brainrotdotorg]

Cringe is a byproduct of authenticity. They are inexorably intertwined, not in the way that something like yin and yang would be, but like how branches are part of a tree. There is no tree without the branches, and branches cannot grow if there is no tree. There is no true sincerity without cringe, and true cringe cannot be born from anything but sincerity.

I admire the authenticity in the things I love. The characters and people that are true to themselves, that express with no hesitance their most raw and most primal forms of themselves; they are who I adore. They are intentionally and wholeheartedly bombastic in their passions, so dramatically full-throttle with no inclination to step on the breaks. It feels wild to experience who they are– I feel like I am in their passenger seat with my head out the window, experiencing what it could be like if I, too, put my foot on the gas.

What is stopping me from loving my passionate self the way I love them?

#I’ve been writing an essay about brainrot cringe and authenticity for months now #i stopped writing it because of school #and the main example I used to exemplify brainrot isn’t even my blorbo anymore #but I read this passage and thought #damn. i needed to read that #fellas. if you are feeling cringe tonight #say it with your chest. you are cringe and you are free #love is love and love is real and love for fictional characters fucking rules #like things. you’re allowed to like things #I’m going thru a character arc and also it’s 1 in the morning so I hope that explains why I’ve been. like this. tonight

[vesper-the-great]

I think the evacuation route is neat, actually

… this is how it went, right?

#spoilers for TS!underswap evacuation route ahead #okay no but seriously #I love the fact chars starts off with fake acts.. #but as the fight progresses #they’re no longer autonomous #a robot you lead anymore #you may still control them but they’re no longer in that state of compliance #they have hope #and I love that chara learns to love things again #assuming you didn’t just continuously attacks sans in the fight lol #but sans too.. he’s just confused #like what are your motives? why suddenly stop you know #love that sans acknowledges that crossbones isnt the person to talk to chara #I need to get my thoughts organized I swear #doodles #ts!underswap #Ts!us sans #Ts!us chara #god damn my sans looks so different from a month ago ;-;

[moregraceful]

accidentally invented a new form of no bedtime called 11pm glass of emergency-c + 4pm latte + 8pm cup of black tea + 9pm cup of black tea

#the real question is can i go to church on less than 5 hours of sleep and still function lol #i unlocked my instagram bc church wouldn't stop tagging me to direct people to me for stuff but that meant i had to delete a bunch of pho #tos AND rewrite a bunch of captions for photos i didn't WANT to delete bc i was too mean to random sharks prospects #which is fine if it is u know the anonymity of tumblr but not public instagram where my church won't stop FULL NAMING AND TAGGING ME #''anonymity of tumblr'' i doxx myself on here like 80 times a day in front of more people than i went to college with #anyway my point is i was going through deleting all evidence of politics pens fandom and legal documents and i was like damn #my attitude towards my team SUCKS. i gotta be way less of a hater!!! #what did my prospects ever do wrong besides everything NOTHING. the system is BROKEN. i am sorry i will be so much nicer guys :( #also if u really want to be humbled. scrolling back to 2012 on your instagram and re-experiencing senior year of college. BAD #i've deleted i think everything that would reasonably get our nonprofit status pulled but what a horrific journey it was #two full hockey intermission periods of deleting shit plus another hour at home doing several more passes and then rewriting captions #so that some poor 21 year old prospect randomly searching their name doesn't see me full ass call their teammate cringe #their teammate IS cringe. but i love him. but the nuances are lost on instagram people don't understand these things they take everything #at face value #don't know why i just assigned shakir mukhamadullin they/them pronouns #i think i need to go lie in bed with a blanket over my head until i suffocate #this ALWAYS happens i get too hype about mackenzie blackwood and start listening to selena gomez and then it's like almost 3am and i'm just #fresno oilers.txt #oh and. a friend sent me screenshots of the girl she's been flirting with on a dating app and they are SOOOOO cute #i hope they make a good run of it i really do bc it was SO cute. living vicariously through episcopalian lesbians as one does #but then i was trying to figure out how to edit my dating app profile to dissuade chasers but still honeytrap guys who are tall enough #or athletic enough to pick the tangerines at the top of the tangerine tree. bc i couldn't reach this week #but there were still like god maybe 150 tangerines on the tree. i was like this could be feeding people but i'm TOO SHORT #and my life will be like this. FOREVER #icb the future of this garden is so psychologically burdensome that i'm having to build it into a dating app profile lol #well now that i'd treated this entire tag set as twitter for and hour and a half #time to go try to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling and then wake up in [checks notes] four hours

[mcybree]

Ok ok ok I'm not Tryna start discourse but bluestars prophecy was my first ever warriors book and bluestar will always be my favourite so I'm gonna make some counterpoints to you about her being a Smajor character

bluestar has always been led by an intense loyalty and dedication to those she loves and cares for - this includes her mum, her sister, her clan, eventually Firepaw when he joins the clan, and she has a VERY strong moral compass when it comes to doing the right thing - when she sees thistleclaw teaching tigerpaw to hurt a then baby scourge she very much discourages it and is against it

Afaik scott is Not like that, he doesn't have an emotional or love-driven moral code, he does things because they're smart decisions in the long term or because he wants to. Granted I havent seen a ton of his stuff but I have seen his limited life and 3rd life perspectives and he is very much a singular team player there, there to look after himself and well if people align with him that's great he's got allies (jimmy and Martyn) but he won't go out of his way to care for them

Bluestars defiance of starclan in the first series is BECAUSE she gave herself to them and what the warrior code demanded so much - yes she broke clan rules by having kids with crookedstar but she did everything in her power to make sure they'd have a happy life and felt terrible that thrushpelt was willing to say they were his to save her reputation. She didn't do it out of a selfish want, she only ever wanted to help her clan and those she loved, and her becoming clan leader is emblematic of that want. When she rejects starclan so wholeheartedly in the first series it's because THINGS KEEP GOING WRONG WHEN SHES TRIED SO HARD TO STOP THEM FROM DOING THAT - starclan has never cared about the sacrifices she made to keep her loved ones and clan safe, she lost her mother, her sister, her kits, her mate, literally everything, and things STILL KEEP GETTING WORSE. it's not a demand that she deserves to have everything good, it's a cry for help that shouldn't something go right after she's tried so hard???

C!Scott isn't like that. He puts himself above others and inherently believes he will get the best if he just plays his cards right, and he is good at it, he's very competent at lasting a long time in life series and getting what he wants - the ruthlessness of gem driven by desperation kills him in secret life, Martyn's complete fucking about face kills him in limited life, and I'm pretty sure it's etho who gets him out in 3rd life by luck. He doesn't plan to look after the ones he cares about, because he cares about himself first and foremost. Yeah you can argue when he doesn't get what he wants he gets annoyed, but his is less of a 'why don't I get this don't I deserve it' and more of a 'oh fuck this didn't work. Ok new plan double down on getting what I want by appeasing to people cos they're easy to read and therefore account for'

I don't doubt Scott would make a bluestar adjacent character if he made a warrior cats oc BUT his character would honestly be closer to darktail or ashfur than bluestar and that's that on that.

(sorry you activated 13 year old me's unskippable cutscene sjdjsjsjja this isnt meant to be a serious argument I just love bluestar a lot and love talking about her)

OKAY 1. this is fucking awesome thank you 2. i am going to do something new and exciting (advocate for scott instead of beating him to death with sticks) because unfortunately this bluestar info has only made me believe she is a smajor character even more.

As a general note when I talk about smajor characters as a collective here I’m referring to characters more in the realm of esmp/traffic/rats/pirates/etc, less vampire scott or necromancer scott who are intended to be villainous.

Scott characters tend to operate under a “If I am not a Good Person I may as well die” rule, and consequently abide by a strict moral code to keep themselves feeling clean. For instance: traffic Scott will never go back on his word, he will avoid dishonesty, and he won’t take from others unless he is sure that he can repay them. He will never betray his seasonal primary ally (even when they betray him first), and will often give people things just because they asked him nicely. He stakes a lot of his own identity on this, because it is through being a “good person” that he justifies his superiority (and, by extension, his own existence); in his mind he deserves the best and *is* the best because he is such a good person. When things don’t go his way, he thinks he doesn’t deserve it because he has been nothing but good, so he tries to place a reason. He often assumes that somebody must “have a vendetta” against him, even if this somebody is the world (see: him asking if limlife episode 1 boogeyman is some kind of joke played on him for not giving in to the boogey curse in Last Life.) which is very Bluestar to me, convinced that her misfortunes are a divine punishment.

This is all to say that Scott does have a strict moral code and deep sense of loyalty. Being a “good person” and devoted partner in the ways he understands it are so ingrained into what he is that I think he definitely has the capacity to be a Bluestar if he were raised being taught clan values, even if his internal systems are often built around never letting gross emotions be fully felt rather than what those emotions compel him to do.

#ive always wanted to partake in pointless character debate on tumblr #considered maintagging this but didnt want people looking at your ask weird. sorry yall we serve fucked up scott here #“But bree” you might ask “what about pearl? He wasnt a very devoted partner then!” #and to that I say: pearl isnt a person to him. and neither is jimmy. Scott fucked up with both of them and unfortunately if he is not good- #and justified 100% of the time he loses his entire identity so convincing himself that they are incompetent or crazy so that he #doesnt have to self reflect is how he gets by. he would literally rather kill himself than earnestly admit fault for anything #… huh. about the above tags I dont remember the lore but is there any parallel there with the whole bright heart thing #genuine question bc I do not remember why blue star did that and I dont trust the wiki #(Trying to space out names so they dont tag) #I really hope this makes sense btw bc I feel like I usually list a lot more examples… but im tired #I can elaborate on any point here if need be ig. I dont talk about this aspect of him often because the literal entire fandom does already #Every scott analysis post out there is about his damn loyalty… anyways yeah scotts loyalty is transactional more often than emotional but #It’s still loyalty and also. hard to draw the line between where the emotions stop sometimes because he can stop giving a fuck about— #most things on a whim. How much scott genuinely cares about something is a forever undefinable concept #asks #he is genuinely a very good ally to have usually. like jimmy was very much the exception there #he does like helping people out he does. he’s just also emotionally detached so he tallies his favors and good deeds to bring up later if— #someone he’s helped decides to go against him. If that makes sense #sorry man I just keep talking. I love this blue animal……. #thanks for the ask genuinely I love when paragraphs about characters #anyways im gonna pass out and. Shakes myself STOP ADDING MORE TAGSSS i think im so tired man

[spearxwind]

Ouhhh I got tagged in a Put My "On Repeat" Playlist On Shuffle & Post 10 Songs That Come Up tag game by my pal @excaive time for tunes and putting my ass on blast

I've linked yt videos for every song, but some of the vids have flashing so I have also included warnings where necessary!

Onto the list let's goooo:

1.La partida - LUNA KI // wow.... starting off real strong 😭 lunka ki's music is a guilty pleasure of mine, i love dancing to it when im alone in the house. It's rly fun

2. Made to be broken - H.E.R.O ⚠ HUGE FLASHING TW FOR THE VIDEO!!! there are no yt alternates for this T^T here is the spotify link for this song if you are photosensitive ⚠ // It slaps <3 I have three songs from this album in my repeat playlist and theyve been there. Since january.

3. Voices - ALESTI, Loveless ⚠ Mild flashing for this one ⚠ // TALAS SONG TALAS SONG!!!! This tune rips hard and im obsessed and also the album cover is pink and blue god bless

4. Cynical - H.E.R.O // ANOTHER song from these guys. This one slaps hard too. "Show me my heartbreaks, run, repeat my mistakes"

5. Emotion Sickness - said the sky, will anderson, parachute // I love this tune sm and also its a CF song. I'm normal <3

6. Love me like my demons do - FALSET // Swag tune, I love the high pitch lyrics a lot

7. Without me - Dayseeker // Ough Dayseeker my beloved... they are one of my fave bands. Rory is my fave singer I think. All their songs are certified Coping songs but they also slap hard, without me is in my griefcore playlists. This one also starts soft and then kicks in HARD

8. Nigredo - The Sidh // It's techno and bagpipes, what's not to love. Also the title means alchemical decay which I think is dope as fuck. This whole album rules too I recommend it.

9. By the sound - Caskets // Some of the lyrics for this one literally make zero sense but also some other lyrics hit like a fucking truck there's no in between. "When you wake up, don't waste your heart in mourning me" kills me

10. Dreamstate - Dayseeker // Another dayseeker song that destroys me <3 "And maybe when the night comes I'll find you in another world" also kills me

Bonus song!! my current most looped song:

Back to you - ILLENIUM, All time Low // I literally keep listening to this song so much. Like I cant stop listening to it. I would like to make an art... comic thing for it eventually because it has a lot of personal meaning to me but I'm not sure when I will be able to do it. But man its good!! It's good!! All of the lyrics got me fucked up man

Andn tagging uhhh whoever wants to do it honestly. You specifically reading this. Give me your swag tunes 👆🎼NOW! (if you'd like to)

#tag game #thunderclap #musicposting #song rec #honesty id post my whole ass on repeat playlist because it's just been utterly unchanged for MONTHS bc i will just listen to it itself #All in all these are pretty mild... a lot of sad stuff but i like sad songs. Theyre free catharsis #bands stop making epilepsy inducing videos challenge god damn #anyway hope u like these <3 feel free to let me know if you check any of these out teehee #i was tagged in another tag game like this a few days ago but i was busy i need to find it again so i can do it #cause i lost the notif (sobs)

[boxwinebaddie]

uncle nina q4u: if pep style taste like cherry/peppermint....what do rm style taste like? :3

ooooooooooh~ *cracks knuckles*....interesting....

buckle up :)

so rm!jersey!kyle was a very anxious and neurotic kid growing up from the get go, but after the tegridy fire and losing stan, kyle got really mentally fragile and unstable, was constantly having panic attacks and would fly into these little psychotic episodes where he swore he could see and hear stan when he was not there.

sheila read online that lavender is naturally relaxing and was told by specialists, doctors and therapists that it can be soothing and her helicopter mom brain ran with it...bought him lavender scented Everything.

kyle was like this is a fucking plant this is stupid it is not relaxing me its actually making me enraged!!! but accidentally got really mentally attached to it, likes how it smells and its familiar and does...relax him.

the "kyle special" at grounded ( which is the coffee shop tweek works at in rm...listen...he cant escape ) is a medium vanilla lavender latte with honey and sometimes tweek tapes a sprig to the lid to be qt <3

tweak is also a witchy earthy pagan king and made kyle a little anxiety apothecary bag with crystals and lavender and stuff in it and kyle is convinced its all a hoax but does not leave the house without it....i see you kyle

also maybe its just his orange hair but i swear i get a little like orange marmalade or like a mild lemon verbena moment off him

so in short, i think rm kyle smell/tastes like vanilla bean, french lavender, honey, like a hint of orange zest, paper/books, the leather from his little journal where he writes his madman ramblings aka the therapy stan letters, linen, (lavender) laundry detergent, a little coffee

and rm!raven!stan...hm

okay, so stans across the ninaverse ( hi pep stan, ily ) are all very earthy and herbal/medicinal to me? but i feel where pep!stan is more like peppermint, spearmint, baja blast w/ ice spiked w vodka, sea air, smell after it rains, forest, i swear some sort of blue bottle of mens like department store cologne he got for xmas ( it smells....rlly good )

like cool...toned?

rm!stan as raven is more like...warm toned?

like fire...like....ember ;)

*BOOOOOO!!! COOOOORNY!!! GET OFF THE STAGE!! SKJHDS*

rm stan is very cinnamon flavored to me and used to eat red hots like it was nobodies business in elementary school. presently in rm like religiously chews like a cinnamon spiced gum.

it feels very like in the same way that peppermint kind of makes ur numb mouth but cold, cinnamon makes ur mouth numb but...hot

( yes i have thought i a lot about this, i am not ok in the head )

raven!stan gives me very like cloves, cinnamon sugar, sweet-spicy chai spiked with whiskey, like something almost smoky? but not like cigarette smoke or weed, like, a hearth u know..and eucalyptus

because sharon's ethnic mom answer to shelia's white mom answer to lavender was that she literally was convinced that vicks vaporub like cured everything. like it just fixes all ur problems, like if u have a cut, a cold, anything, boom! cured! so she was constantly hitting shelley and stan with so much vicks vaporub and it drove him actually insaneeee!!! he was like mom my eyes are burning BUT...

he misses her :(

and that medicinal earthy eucalyptus smell specifically reminds him of her. so ravenstan runs a lot of eucalyptus scented essential oils in his room and the studio and carries a jar with him pretty much everywhere he goes <3

...oooof...now my eyes are burning...ex-excuse me....*sniffle*

but!!!!!!! *chants* my boys my boys my booooooys!!!! <333333

#YES I HAVE THOUGHT THIS THROUGH EXTENSIVELY #I KNOW THAT IS INSANE GIRL BEHAVIOR #I AM EXTREMELY DETAIL ORIENTED AND DEDICATED TO MY WEIRD BIZARRO LORE #pep kyle is rock sugar cherry candy fruit punch cotton candy #rm kyle is vanilla honey lavender orange zest paperback books #pep stan is pep vodka sea air forest floor dep. store cologne #& rm stan is smoky cinnamon whiskey clove chai eucalyptus #LIKE THIS ALL MAKES SENSE TO ME IDK IF IT MAKES SENSE TO U BUT IT DOES TO ME HELP #also...i gotta stop telling yall so much abt rm like #i am a menace i need to write the damn thing we are like 2 chapters in and im like #telling u everything abt how they smell but listen ITS THE VISION #I NEED TO TAKE MY MEDICATION GOODBYE #*mentally stable role model fanfic writer vc* Hope This Helps! <3

[subarashiihibi]

Please let 2024 be the year the durarara fandom stops making “jokes” about Izaya being in a wheelchair 😍😍😍

#literally the same jokes as 2016/2017 durarara fandom #like yes. he did this to himself and yes. he purposely makes it worse by refusing treatment #he’s still disabled ? i just don’t get it… #idk it just rubs me the wrong way cause why are you so quick to be like ’lol guys he’s in a wheelchair’ #like why is that funny. please answer quickly #‘but light he’s a fictional character’ I don’t give a fuck girl what about the disabled fans who see that 🤣🤣🤣 #u wanna make fun of the circumstances that led to him in a wheelchair cause he’s a coward? sure! #u wanna make fun of him specifically cause hes IN said wheelchair? hm. no! #watever maybe IM the snowflake 🙄🙄🙄 #it just feels like Izaya being disabled is a trivial thing #AND ANOTHER THING #can u ppl stop fucking saying shit like ‘omg I hope izaya gets out of his wheelchair :((((‘ girl fuck you #cause if you were saying it in good faith as in u want him to stop being so stubborn and self harming that’s one thing #but I know damn well it’s not and you just can’t stand that he’s disabled #ok Rant over I need to go study for biology lab test 🤓 #I think I said that last part already but I just felt like saying it again idk 🤷‍♂️

[twpsyn-who]

I'm literally crying???? Fuck my life I guess that hurts!??!!? Wtf??!?!?!?

If I don't go back to hell and bring that bitch back and start our own family and be happy I'm gonna riot. You hear me???? I need at the end of the book the kid to ask me where the fuck am I going and my answer to be '"Finding my way back to hell" Back to him/her, but that was left unsaid.'

#samurai of hyuga #samurai of hyuga 5 #I actually started crying wtf man you can't do that shit to my heart #I just started book 5 mostly cuz I replayed the other 4 before and damn #love it so far. could survive without it pointing out the lack of my lover thank you #lowkey I hope we would go back after J during this book but low chances #like who would even open a portal to hell for us???? bruh #ok but hear me out : we are the last villain and the others need to stop us from following in sensei's son's steps and doom Hyuga

[inkedmyths]

(drags hand down face) When there's Christian proselytizing blazed on the dash...

#ink thinks #christianity mention #the thing is this one is just. sad to me? #like ive had some in the past that are just outright hateful #this one though... this one is less outright and just strikes me as someone who like. #can't bear the thought of losing out on the relationships they've had their entire life? #fuck man i just. i spent so much of my time at church in my last months of going just. miserable. #that part of my family wanted me to be something i'm not. and they tried so damn hard to push me into that shape #yet i often wonder what would have happened to me if i didn't have my mom's non-religious perspective on the world #would i have cracked under the pressure of needing my family and forced myself to be a perfect cookie cutter mormon? #i sure spent most of my last years w/my dad doing everything i could to keep up appearances while i was there #idk man. i hope that poster takes some time to reflect. bc it really does sound like someone doing this #bc if they don't then the people that have always loved them will love them less. maybe even stop loving them. #and also god i hope they realize how much internalized homophobia and transphobia they have christ almighty #...so funny of me to use christian exclamations while complaining abt christianity. anyways

[lee-hakhyun]

the heavenly beggar's only desire was to fight kyrgios again, after having lost to him before. he vowed revenge, but he never got to meet kyrgios. their paths split, with kyrgios transcending and the heavenly beggar becoming a constellation. lee hakhyun simply fulfilled his wish.

the heavenly beggar notices the constellation's indirect messages, and again chastises the constellations for being the only one to risk it all and join the scenarios. but he didn't really risk it all. instead of choosing to be reborn as an ordinary incarnation, he chose to possess another human instead. he's still a constellation, he's just temporarily come down to participate in the story directly. he hasn't really risked everything, he still gave himself a chance to escape.

and then it's revealed that there's a meteorite right nearby. :(

now, lhh could call the constellation a coward, could have called him pathetic for deluding himself from reality, but doesn't everyone dream? instead, lhh asks if he can see the story clearly now. he asks for the medicine and the flag. the constellation asks if he would be able to take care of everyone in the station, and even if lee hakhyun isn't confident, this is something he will have to do. lhh asks the constellation to return to the sky, even if loses everything here, his story still remains.

the constellation agrees, and starts to speak-

but something's wrong. above seoul station, there's a great hall. the meteor was from another world. probability sparks everywhere, and a disjointed messages comes out, "don't interrupt a predetermined story," "foolish writer of this world." <- these are spaced out in the text. the gods of another world.

they face off, and lhh runs forward lee hakhyun's skill hasn't activated, so he's not in danger. the outer god, controlling the incarnation body, goes to protect the meteor. but that wasn't what lhh was aiming for. he picks up the flag, and gains control over seoul station. with a thought on whether the outer gods outside the scenarios or the system from the scenarios are stronger, he invokes punishment.

#'kneel‚ you damn son of a bitch' what if i exploded? #side story lb #orv side story #orv spoilers #took a bit to figure out how to summarize this #i felt like typing more than usual today #jung heewon running forward as lhh goes against the outer gods :( i can only wonder what her thoughts are. #i'm so sorry you have to put up with a guy like him heewon #i actually did cut out a lot here but i think when i get around to translating this episode i will have a lot to say #goddd the side story is REALLY pushing all of orv's themes to the forefront. not to keep harping about my theory but come on. #lhh is really pushing this message directly in your face #everyone dreams. everyone uses others' stories. it's not pathetic. it does not make you cowardly #i don't want to keep repeating myself!! but how can i stop when i still feel these words need to be said #lhh is a character that loves so so much and i hope things will end well for him

[daincrediblegg]

Truly devastating to want to jump into an AU for your canon x oc/si ship when you haven’t even scratched the surface of your main fic for them yet 😪

#lady terror/francis western au my beloved #with sufficient elements combined from ravenous deadwood red dead redemption and true detective #not to mention that fucking hozier song it will come back is fucking stuck in my head at all times #put me out of my misery man I can’t stand it #look I just want that sheriff crozier pining in a saloon #even going so far as to be taken upstairs by one of the girls there but stopping it all before it even starts bc he really needs *her* and #he knows it. pays up anyway and tips his hat respectfully as he goes #but he wouldn’t dare get his hopes up that a fine lady like miss sinclair would take up with an old cowboy like him #sofia didn’t and why should she she has so much ahead of her what with her exploits in her father’s business ventures #he’d just tie her down #except he’s wrong bc he’s shown himself capable of letting her be herself. trouser-wearing and all on their search for that band of outlaws #and suspected cannibals up in those mountains who have been pinning things on the natives that SHE knows and has befriended and wants to #protect from the law. and she’s damn crazy for putting the bounty out and for going along with him but SHE DOES #and she can take care of herself but neither does she want to be alone and she chose him #he’s one of the only people who sees that in her #I’m gonna go cry about it cranky frog style now ok goodnight everybody

[transgenderfivepebbles]

nothing stops a spiral of depressing thoughts the way "that's something Five Pebbles would say" does

#ramblings #it's. so damn funny every time. and it's Correct #sometimes i Do sound like pebbles and i need to stop #struggling to accept being a bug kinda feeling #also it's just so funny and out of nowhere that it snaps me out of it #remember to remain hopeful and accept help when you need it. or else you become like five pebbles

[mangostar]

stuck on the soul master boss i need to die immediately

#time to get stuck on a boss for like 20 hours 👍 #i was stuck on the soul warrior ALLLL DAY YESTERDAY #i’m so trash at this game but the music is also. so damn good that i can’t even be mad #ok that’s a lie i’m still mad but it’s whatever #i hateeee those teleporting dudes so much i need to explode them in my mind #i have this bad habit of just. dashing into the enemy #no thoughts just zoom #also been watching hollowknight videos while playing thank you mossbag for ur service ! #let’s hope this boss doesn’t make me so mad that i stop playing for 3 years again LMAO

[wriochilde]

i genuinely hope this person isnt trying to say what i think theyre trying to say. nobodys asking you to actively listen to genres that you dislike. but you know damn well that theres a reason why the chinese opera cutscene was ridiculed while the fucking french song was praised

#i know i get mad about this every month but im so fucking sick of you people and im not even in the damn fandom #im not saying that you have to praise things like scaras clothes or blades theme. im saying that you need to stop being so blatantly racist. #this extends to the new characters. like haha ga mings name is sooo funny right? #hoyoverse shouldve made more of an effort on that front. i hope they add a hyphen or a space like hu taos name #i cant fucking stand seeing people ridicule others cultures like this im going to start mauling #finn.txt

[bitmeddler]

Pacific Rim / Marvel Cinematic Universe Avengers AU!

“A team of heroes backed by the Pan Pacific Shield Corps (PPSC) must defend earth when an alien kaiju army attacks San Francisco…”

Stacker Pentecost as Nick Fury: The steadfast, principled, no-nonsense leader who has been with the PPSC since the beginning, the Marshal not only actively seeks new heroes to bring into the fold, but also has the onerous task of dealing with the PPSC top brass and external organizations.

Raleigh Becket as Captain America: A first generation Avenger, Raleigh returns to the battlefield as a member of the PPSC after a long hiatus. Becket never imagined he’d grow up to be a hero, but his strong moral compass and compassion for those around him put him on the path. His brother Yancy, who he thought was dead, is later revealed to be the Winter Soldier.

Chuck Hansen as Thor: A confident heavy-hitter, Chuck is stripped of his power and banished by his father Hercules after a display of selfish arrogance. Hansen eventually learns to put his ego aside for the greater good and redeems himself in his father's eyes.

Mako Mori as Black Widow:  An orphan who grew up to become a powerful warrior and martial arts master. Smart, strong and capable but with a past that haunts her, Mori draws on her found family as a source of strength.

Tendo Choi as Hawkeye:  The wise-cracking utility guy with a specialized skill set and resourcefulness that puts him on the level of the other powered-up heroes, Choi is calm in a crisis with a strong ability to take tactical decisions with assertiveness and accuracy.

Dr. Hermann Gottlieb as Iron Man: A brilliant engineer who uses his exceptional intellect and technical knowledge to code the revolutionary ‘Jaeger Armor’ enabling him to fight on a superhuman level. His desire to stop the kaiju invasion drives him to succeed, but he grapples with a strained interpersonal relationship with his emotionally distant father, a scientist involved in the early days of the PPSC. Dr. Gottlieb works in close collaboration with Dr. Newton Geiszler in their shared lab.

Dr. Newton Geiszler as the Hulk: A genius scientist with far too many PhDs, Dr. Geiszler is at the forefront of his emerging field. His zeal and dedication to learning more about the kaiju paired with a disregard for his own personal safety result in a lab accident infecting Newt with Blue Gamma, altering his DNA and giving him the ability to change into a powerful kaiju/human hybrid when under threat.

“Rangers assemble!”

#can’t stop thinking about this #science boyfriends: still valid #tbh Tendo works better as Coulson but I needed a Hawkeye #this is more based on position or circumstantial parallels than personality #because obviously Hermann is nothing like Tony personality-wise #but Lars Gottlieb is 100% Howard Stark #also I hope kaiju!hulk!newt doesn’t awaken anything in me #well damn that was pretty much immediate #pacific rim #newmann #newt geiszler #newton geiszler #hermann gottlieb #mako mori #raleigh becket #yancy becket #chuck hansen #herc hansen #tendo choi #stacker pentecost #marvel mcu au #marvel au #marvel mcu alternate universe #marvel alternate universe #avengers au #mcu avengers au #a Bit of writing #bitposting