> Struggled to stay asleep bcs of back-pain.
> (AKA, waking up a few times during the night, and every 5-10 minutes an hour before my alarm goes off)
> *every single fucking day this week*
> Woke up with a sore throat.
> Hmm.
> No fever.
> Did morning-stuff.
> Started coughing.
> Hmm.
> Still has back-pain, also a bit nauseous.
> Tries to go through morning-routine for work.
> Has no bread for making lunch-sandwiches.
> ...
> Fuck this.
> Sends a message to my boss that I'm taking a sick-day.
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Holy shit my fatigue is so bad today. Like I'm not "I need a nap ASAP" tired (I mean I could nap) but "holy shit I cannot be upright any longer I'm fucking exhausted" tired
Honestly suprised I was able to shower okay, but I did kinda have to hype myself up to do it :/
This shit sucks so bad... I miss having energy... I miss not feeling like shit every day
I haven't felt "healthy"* since I was 12. I think puberty was when my nervous system was like "oh so we're like permanently gonna be this stressed... oh" and just gave out bc that's when my cfs started. Never stood a chance
*I mean I didn't ever feel like a normal healthy child, but I felt a hell of a lot closer to healthy than now
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Anyways also feeling kinda down that I haven't worked on owed in a bit & that today I was supposed to start back up but kinda. Didn't get anything done.
Just kinda really feeling drained lately and idk how much of this is because I just got done with being sick/ being on my period back-to-back and whatnot and I really want to be creative but then when I try everything Just Sucks. I'm very thankful I didn't have to go in this past Wednesday, and that I do not work again until next Wednesday as long as I am not called off then too (or as long as the other kennel person doesn't need covered ig), because maybe it'll give me the time to get my energy back without having to worry about doing shit.
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