#i will!!! work harder omg

[sincerelyourswhistledown]

AU where before Aemond dies, he curses Lucerys to be immortal. Lucerys was long dead before the end of the war but his soul is viciously ripped from the afterlife and his family as he is forced to live an eternal life alone.

A resurrected Lucerys, his memories intact, roaming the earth for thousands of years with no clue on why he never seems to age. He’s tried to search for answers and kept hoping the rest of his family would come back too but they never do.

When he finally meets Aemond, he’s lonely and desperate. He’s delighted to reunite with the man.

Never mind that his uncle was his own killer.

Lucerys and Aemond eventually get into a relationship and Lucerys falls hopelessly in love with his uncle. Even more so when he finds out Aemond doesn’t age.

Immortality sucks and if given the chance, Lucerys would choose to die to reunite with the family that he’s missed so much but with Uncle Aemond, eternal life is easier to bear.

He never finds out it was his uncle who cursed him into this dreadful life and Aemond is all too happy to keep his nephew right by his side. For all eternity.

#lucemond #aemond targaryen #lucerys velaryon #hotd #aemond targaryen x lucerys velaryon #aemond x lucerys #house of the dragon #touch starved and desperate lucerys: omg aemond and I are truly meant to be #aemond who turned to dark magic and who’s currently fist fighting the gods to keep lucerys: yes yes we are #lucerys x aemond #the gods work hard to get lucerys back but aemond with a lukoochie obsession works harder #i know this idea is in for a darker fic but I’m giggling at the thought of lucerys being oblivious to what’s happening #the gods keep trying to put lucerys into accidents to take back his soul but aemond is PARANOID AND PREPARED #so lucerys always gets away without a scratch on him #anyways going back to a darker take #without lucerys’ soul the balance is ruined and everyone is suffering for it #the targaryens are kicked out of the afterlife and are stuck as ghosts until aemond gives lucerys back #I want the greens to suffer so alicent otto aegon ii are also stuck as ghosts but their situation is worse #every dark magic aemond does the more the greens suffer #since it was their souls aemond offered to make lucerys immortal #haelaena and her kids are fine they’re ghosts but they’re with the blacks

[ablazeinhim]

feeling like such a loser lately and like is it the winter or is the introversion or is it the disability???

#for a while now its been so hard for me to discern if social stuff is hard because im ND or because im an introvert #theoretically i love parties but im horrible at them on my own #i dont know what to say or how to start conversations #i desperately want to mingle and talk to people and have a god time but idk how to start that interaction #esp because i dont love talking about my work/home life (bc it makes me feel like a loser!) so i dont want to ask people about their work #in case they reciprocate and ask me about mine #also the masking #the masking is exhausting #! #the ND masking not covid masking!! #im afraid ill have nothing to add to a conversation #im afraid when i do speak up that ill ramble about something no one cares about or talk fkr too long or being jn skmething that feels like #non sequitur and ill watch peoples eyes glaze over as they scan the room for others to talk with #i have no social anxiety about like asking for help or directions or “hey where did you get that pizza it smells so good” #or “omg i love your outfit!!!” #but in a room full of people who sort of know each ither #or like p much any space where there are clumps of people talking and im not in any of them? #i feel like a bother and incompetent #i crawled out from under my rock for my only social engagement this month and theyre on their 3rd of the day and loving it #hoping eventually i wont feel the need tk mask so much. i know that makes things so much harder #=

[mrsgaryrennell]

You know how Gary has body dysmorphia. Do you think he was a chubby or skinny kid before the muscles?

Damn anon, I didn’t really think about this one

Well, I’m sure this will be more of an opinion than anything because canon-wise, Fusebox nor their writers at the time ever mentioned this part of Gary’s backstory. However, based off what I’ve seen in the game, he’s always been proactive of keeping the image of being the bigger guy - you know, having bigger muscles. Even when the MC compliments Gary and tells him that he’s getting bigger, our golden gorilla seems so proud that she noticed and mentions that he’s been working hard on that.

There’s one scene where he’s alone at the pool and he’s poking on his bicep because he wants to look massive. And this makes me think that he was once a very thin little boy. And that’s not to discredit the theory of Gary perhaps being a chubby kid but, considering how he reacts to his body dysmorphia, he openly tells the MC that he chases that bulky muscly frame. Somehow, Gary probably feels mentally powerful and confident and that’s why he’s always flexing and working out.

I can only imagine that Gary is healing his inner child, who at the time, got bullied at school and at his football practices. He’s not even a tallish guy so there’s a likely chance that he was not only a thin kid but a shorter one compared to other boys. So with that being said, Gary was aware that there was no way to defend himself and suffered of low self-esteem. Bullies surely noticed that Gary was an easy target.

This is where the gym definitely was the start of his character development. But the consequence is the body dysmorphia. Despite Gary visibly looking bigger and stronger, he is afraid of looking weak and thin again.

So overall, I genuinely believe that Gary was a pretty thin boy 🥹 he’s come so far.

Thanks so much for the ask, anon! Such a good discussion 💛

#haven’t written my essay rants in a while omg 💀 #I’m not a gym expert tbh but from what I’ve heard it’s harder and it takes longer time to build muscle when you start off skinny #I’m sure it’s still lots of hard work no matter how you physically look at the start but yeah #something tells me gary had to work extra hard to get where he’s at #I got the feels again talking about Gary wtf 😭 #love him sm 🥺 #love island game #litg #love island the game #litg gary

[doebt]

My blackout poem

#OMG im so bored the hardest part of overnights is on my off days trying to figure out what to do all night #I dont know whats happened to me im so listless. No wait im off my meds. just remembered #thats probably why #but I cant just go to bed or itll mess up my sleep routines #and itll make work that much harder tomorrow night

[hexplaything]

just counted how many calls me and my coworkers did, i did 32 so far, one did 14, and the other has done fucking 7. SEVEN

#SEVEN #AND SHE WAS TRYING TO DM ME AND MAKE SMALL TALK #two times while the phone was actively ringing she dmed me and did not pick up the phone. #she was like omg the day is going by so fast!! yeah bc you aren't doing work..... #i literally had to ask in the chat if i was the only one working on scheduling stuff and she took 10 minutes to reply with some BS answer #i asked her to do two call outs from earlier today that hadn't been touched #she did those two call outs and NOTHING ELSE AFTER #it's disgusting that i do five times as much work as her in a day #and HOW DOES THAT GO UNNOTICED #i shouldn't need to go to my supervisors and say hey cheyenne isn't pulling her weight #WE PUT OUR INITIALS ON CALLS WE MAKE ON A LOG. FOR EVERYONE TO SEE!!!! They can see it plain as day!!!!! #and they're supervisors. it's their responsibility to notice those things #i also dont want it to be an HR thing where i have to meet with them all no way #like i don't want her in trouble. i would just like her to be talked to and told to do her job more . bc it actively affects MY ability to #do MY job #that's why i care #yeah it's unfair but it puts stress on me that makes the job harder #like Just do your work oh my god #she sits there on her phone all day it's incredible #and no one says anything to her #good girl speaks

[starzwithapen]

hello!! I don't have a fic request, just a question. :( Do you write for Riff? I know he wasn't on your list (or at least I didn't see him on there), but I am curious. If not it's totally okay!! I get he's a harder character to write for -^- - anon!!! >:∆

Hellooo!! ^w^ I could def try my best to write for Riff [might leave it to my alter Silver since he's a big Riff fan :3] and I'd super appreciate it if the request was more specific since it helps us visualise things better!! Thank youuu for the ask :3!!

#starzasks #we'll rewach world tour rn actually LOL so Ill pay more attention to Riff and hopefully it turns out okay!! #also if you wanna send in your Riff headcanons I dont mind at all ^w^ characters w low screen-time I find harder to write #since I'm afraid of like deviating too much from canon in reqs but. canon doesnt give much to work with yk? so i have to think outside it #but im always like omg no one's gonna agree with your hcs STOP THIS NEOW !! #when I dont think ppl care that much lmao #ok im just ranting AVSHXBX overall you can absuloutely send in your request and we'll try our best !! :33

[mercschumini]

i hate having fomo :/

#i wanna and i need a break from f1 world but the idea of missing something is unberable ugh #i need time to study #and a break from all pointless discussion here some of are really stupid like omg #usually after all these years i got better on just ignore and enjoy things but in f1 is harder bc its work like a really small village #rant

[butchdykekondraki]

kind of funny to have people tell me im one of the "good ones with bpd/npd" because i "dont have violent thoughts" like. yes i do i just dont fuckin tell you lmao.

#[jay] #giggling twirling my hair everytime this happens like omg yess my mask is working im sooo good at deceiving people #its always so funny to me like. sorry no i am actually one of those evil mean npd havers. sorry im just a terrible monster w bpd lol. - #- get fooled idiot try harder next time maybe u'll actually see thru the mask. peace and love <3 #sorry guys im having a moment

[oxventurequotes]

johnny: the masseuse is called tumblr and they’re going absolutely wild

#omg shoutout #johnny chiodini #once again i am a card-carrying member of the johnny chiodini fan club #oxventure #dine harder #are queue working bard or bardly working?

[tutuandscoot]

I love when my bbys are the smallest team 🥺

#I recon T thought he fell again #a la Vancouver #omg he’s so tinyyyy! #like he is significantly smaller than those guys #and the other two girls are like Scott’s height so T is super tiny #well no actually they are his height cos he’s on his tippy toes #‘this sport it harder for a taller person’- SM circa 2022 #*poetry* #*chefs kiss #not only harder but it just looks better smaller #not ‘short’ just smaller and closer in height #not the same height tho- like T any taller and it wouldn’t work #they are the P E R F E C T height #my teeny tiny dancing bbys #virtuemoir #tessa and scott #precious lil beans #sci 2017

[airedelalmena]

If you actively enjoy the feeling of being pandered to by people who do not care about you at all… There’s something wrong with you that probably can’t be solved

#omg the famous straight people with status and money are doing something involving US and OUR ATTENTION!!!!! #kiss ass harder i guess #this is why we’re going to lose independent gay culture eventually #too many weak minded people who don’t see the value in a separate culture #and having one of those means actively creating and maintaining it #not leaving that work for others to do #lgbt

[decapodparty]

most agonizing part of supernatural is when the show is like "will dean learn? can he see the harm he's perpetuating through his own terror and anger? will he allow himself to learn how to love without fear? will be break the cycle? sike this is about beer boobies and blunts rock on dean ✌️" never change

#like omg #i really think theyll do it every time #my dean beadcanons work hard but the cw sniper works harder #spn #originals

[gunkbaby]

This just in : local Tumblr user gunkbaby posts art TWICE in two days !!! (REAL!! ARE THEY FINALLY OUT OF THE FLOP ERA???)

#I’m not out of my flop era. my ed is getting worse #but OMG ART CONSISTENCY YEEP YEEP CHEEPY CHEEP #gunk #ed ment in tags #I’m only being consistent bc I realised I will eat less if I am working constantly #WORK SMARTER NOT HARDER. GRINDCORE. SIGMA MALE

[naomiknight-17]

Just did my new physio routine almost entirely all at once (did my stair stuff and heel lifts earlier) and holy shit

My legs are so wobbly and my arms are trembling

How am I gonna keep doing this every day ack

#of course in like 5-7 days it won't be so hard anymore #i've been working on it the last few days. was at physio thurs and took fri off to rest because omg #did most of the routine saturday but spread out over the day then missed most of yesterday's routine cuz i was too busy with other stuff #so i better crack down and do it from here on or i won't get any better #but ough augh ack it's haaard #and i'm waiting on weights to arrive too #so there's one more exercise to add once i have those and another exercise that's about to get harder when i add weights to it #so. yeah. kinesiologist trying to kill me. as usual #whining #physio #physiotherapy #why does recovery/strengthening have to be so HARD #i know it's important but i feel the need to bitch please bear with me

[seenthisepisode]

🤐

#credit where it's due and all that and while i think taylor is talented and creative i can't look at posts that are like #omg how is she so creative when did she even have the time to do all that and a movie script does she even sleep omg slay queen #omg her day is as long as mine but i could never omgg she is a goddess #guys. stop. breathe. taylor swift is a multi milionnare billionare celebrity who can practically do anything she wants #and her day is so different from yours. i hate to break it to you but she doesn't have to go to work for 8+ hours every day #she doesn't have to cook or clean (if you don't think she has staff at her house think again) #she can do practically anything anytime because she is priviledged enough to do that #so no you are not lesser than her because you can't accomplish that. you are exhausted rightfully so #money money money by abba plays in the distance #and she hasn't been on tour for so long she practically stayed at home for 5 years guys #so of course she had time to write some music and a script #and oooh she worked so hard for this yeah i have a feeling nurses work harder but OKAY she worked to be where she is #but she had amazing support from her parents and maybe she wasn't entirely creatively free while she had signed contracts #BUT she got famous thanks to promo the record label did for her so...... its not like zhe had a gun to her head #she had to compromise...... which is something normal people do daily while taylor portrays it as if she had a gun to her head #i do like her songs and lyrics and aesthetics. i do. #but i don't think i would get along with her

[cobaltfluff]

I feel like such a fraud looking up a guide for the bad end 😭😭 but when i saw it i was like... bruh this is legit some cheat code... i would never think to use all these specific options.....

#slow damage #spoilers #dust bunny #finished taku's route today!! #i got the good end omg it was so sweet im in tears #then i tried to get the bad end #i couldnt so i looked it up #through that i finally understood the mechanics and how to play the game ksjdjfksllsks #powered through and then emotionally broke at the bad end lol #now i need to wake up for work sigh #sorry towa we game overed so many times #I'll work harder to give you the happiness you deserve from now on 😭😭