#i will open it back like... saturday

[ask-themilkman]

"mm.. I've been getting a lot of asks. I'm going to have to close the box until the end of the week. I'm sorry everyone. I've been getting so many orders as well, a lot of people are specifying to the website that they especially want me to deliver it. If there is something really important you need to tell me that can't wait until weekend, the box will be open for another.. mm.. 10 hours, give or take. I will be off to sleep for now. Goodbye."

#that's not my neighbor #thats not my neighbor #the milkman #themilkman #tnmn #francis mosses #rp blog #ask blog #🥛; in character #im sorry everyone work has been so hectic #and ive also been on my main blog this whole day so i couldnt get anything done. #i would hate the asks to pile up 😭 #but if you insist on sending another ask or two #the box is open until im up :) #i will open it back like... saturday

[leverage-ot3]

hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually

if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it

#(don’t listen too closely though I’m a bad singer lol) #I tried to post this Sunday night but it didn’t go through #I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried #not leverage #hozier #slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours #woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am) #and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work #I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off #I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night 💀 #worth it #seeing him was a spiritual experience fr #and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didn’t plan for this #also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp #I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like 👀👀👀 #I’m not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever #it worked out in the end

[hiphopcherrrypop]

normal🧐??????

#idk why some says 6 days and some says 7 idk if theres some specific hour cutoff or what #this meltdown was all st the same time #but what is there shipname like actually 😭😭 #i dont tag them……no one tags them.... #snakeblade is what google translates it to for me on japanese tweets so idk 😭😭 #jabashiri nagare #hagure tatsuto #why i always scheduled to open on saturdays now #im in too deep i was refreshing ppl livetweetijg in japanese today😭😭😭😭 #i luv the ending song credit heart thing always but this one was for MEEEE SPEXIFICALLY 😆😆😆 #i had a visceral reaction to seeing screenshot #bucchigiri be lije what can arajin do to piss everyone off this week #can he get better next ep pleeeease i swear he just gets worse and worse #BOY IF U DONT ACT NORMAL!!!!! #i want to strangle him #he opens his mouth and my eyes rolls to the back of my head OHHH BROTHER!!!!! #bucchigiri?!

[pepprs]

ok i survived yom kippur. but it took every single scrap of strength in my body and i’m not completely better yet

#purrs #food #ask to tag #got my period thursday… bad cramps friday and saturday to the point where i had to go home early saturday (we were working lol 🤪)…. woke up #sunday with a. headache that got worse and worse throughout the day… 5-6 hours into the fast was in agony and felt like i was going to **** #so i… broke the fast and ate something at like 1am. then woke up in agony at 5am and then again at 9am and had a breakdown / fight with my #mom and then spend the whole rest of the fast deathly nauseous and my head hurting worse than ever. broke the fast an hour before everyone #else did (only ate a tiny bit) and then during the fast breaking dinner i started freaking out bc eating wasn’t making my head hurt less so #my grandpa told me to go lie down with a heating pad on my head and i did and slept for like 2 hours and it helped. finally feel better but #my head still hurts faintly and im scared it’ll come back. also i didn’t do my homework and missed class today to fast so im fucked #ive had headaches like this before but this is the worst one in a LONG time. it wasn’t a migraine bc those are in one specific spot iirc but #this was like… my ENTIRE face and the source of the pain migrated from my jaw to my temple to the bridge of my nose to the back of my head #etc etc and it kept moving around and was so sharp i didn’t even have the strength to open my eyes or walk around. and i think it was making #me interpret hunger as nausea. also i took my temperature bc i was flashing hot and cold and was like 2 degrees under normal body temp and #felt so weak and shaky and had body aches too. lol 😍 hpefully the worst of it is over but my head still hurts a little and im so scared itll #happen again. that was by far my worst fasting experience ever #delete later

[martsonmars]

desperately trying not to have a panic attack about university hehehe

#literally the only thing i'm supposed to do is study #am i doing it? nope of course. i have less than a month left to take exams and i should take at least 2 but i haven't opened a book in more #than a month and the thought fills me with dread and i literally physically cannot do it #it's possible that going back to my uni flat would help (it would be a change in scenery for sure) but on wednesday it will be a year since #my father died and there's this fucking church thing and my mother won't force me to stay but i really should. shouldn't i? #after all it's already saturday and i've already wasted 40 days. what's half a week more? #i keep staring at the list of exams and i know that if i spent every waking second studying i could get back on track and graduate when i'm #supposed to graduate but 1. it's not healthy and 2. my brain refuses to study for ONE exam let alone 14 so it's unrealistic #and at this point i should just accept that i'm going to graduate one year late and one year after all my friends because last year i did #absolutely nothing. and last autumn started out great. i moved. i was organised. and then the first week of october my mother was at the #hospital and i had to go home for a week and somehow i let that week screw up my entire semester #and now i'm panicking because i have only 18 days before the exam i'm supposed to take and it doesn't feel enough for everything i have to #study but it's not going to get better if i just let all the days pass without doing anything but i can't i can't i can't #so yeah i should be kind to myself and accept i'll need one additional year for all the exams and take it slowly which is the only way to #actually get things done. but i don't want to. i don't want to tell my mother that i failed at the one thing i'm supposed to be doing #but i really really can't it's hard and i'm failing and my head is screaming that i don't deserve hobbies and yet i keep wasting my days #it's one am and i should either sleep or relax because it's not like i can do anything now and yet i feel like i need to fix my entire life #right this second or i'll explode. i'm so tired of my thoughts. #please ignore all this ^ because i know most of it is irrational or whatever and i DON'T WANT to hear rational things #if you've read until here and really want to say something just tell me that right now i'm allowed to relax #any other comment would make me feel worse #💖💖💖 #**one month left to take exams this semester not forever hahaha but then i'd be supposed to take all the remaining exams in the summer #and i can't possibly take 14 exams between now and july which is why i'm panicking (there are other logistically confusing things in what i #said but i wanted to clear this one up at least lmao) (i'm already feeling vaguely better can't you see?)

[lecliss]

I think a 10yo just got attached to me in genshin and if this keeps up its gonna make me not wanna play cuz I don't wanna come off as mean if I have to tell her to give me some space, but I wanna play in peace ya know?

#she came into my world i think saturday night or sunday morning. thats how long i played. and chatted for a minute then left #then the second i logged on this morning she immediately hopped in and started calling me Ed #and she was asking questions and im polite so i answered and she was like you can ask me questions #and since she asked how old i was i asked back snd she was all uh um well im 10 #and thats fine to me cuz im not gonna be a weirdo anyway #but then she asked if i had a wife and i said no im not interested in girls so thats probably when she was sure i was a safe adult #and someone else joined and she dm'ed me that she didnt like him and right after he left so did she #and when i opened my world back up later she immediately popped in again #and wanted me to go to whatever a playstation party is while i was doing a quest and i had to politely tell her no twice #and then it segwayed into material hunting with her so i could still do something productive in game at least #but at one point she called me her bff and started talking about how she just got a phone #and im worried she may end up asking for my number or something. like hell nah #like. im all for being friendly and playing a game together and casual chatting. again. i have no intention of EVER being a weirdo #but shes coming off as immediately REALLY attached and i dont need to be going through shit like that again #ive had people get REALLY attached to me in some games previously and not leave me alone while im trying to play #and then they blow up at me when i ask for some space. so i dont wanna deal with that again #especially from a 10yo. i really dont wanna upset anyone by rejecting them or asking for space #but sometimes its too much and i just wanna do what i want in the game #and i kinda really dont wanna have a 10yo tailing me the whole time i wanna play #especially cuz shes 10 ya know? friends are cool but im a little too old to be a bff to her imo #i think i'll just try keeping my world closed when i log off so i wont log on and she immediately pop in first thing #i dont wanna block her off completely cuz i dont mind if she comes by every once in a while. just not all the time ya know? #personal

[chipjrwibignaturals]

FUCK MY STUPID YAOI LIFE!!!!!!!! timelines are NOT working out :(

#tldr is. I hear back from job in Town next week #my sister has a really nice cheap place in Town #Town has practically no open housing. Anywhere. #we’ve held onto the nice place for a while even tho my sister doesn’t rlly live there in case *I* get a job in Town #but. she has to give her move out warning a month in advance. this is when house will go On Market. #she has to give it by end of month (Saturday) but plans Wednesday #so. we Lose the house this week and I hear back abt job in Town NEXT week #so it’s. let it go and try and find another place if hired #or ‘pay another months rent (abt 900) to hold it again in CASE #so we. likely won’t :(((

[inkykeiji]

omg a chat app game sounds so cool !! im vv excited 🙈

thank you anon!!! i am super duper excited to share it with u!!! <33 the beta i’m gonna give u guys is only one route with two ending variations based on your individual choices but the full conversations (which will be subscription based; $7 a month most likely) will have several routes n endings c: the endings are a small piece of prose detailing what happens. i just want to give u all a taste of it and get some feedback before i move forward, see how much interest there is and let everyone try it before i keep working on it.

#i mean who doesn't wanna chat with touya-nii am i right???????? #who doesn't wanna get psychologically manipulated!!!!!!!! LMAO #obv there will be warnings at the beginning of each chat #it is kinda crazy to see him use ur name #like when he addresses u by name #i wrote the damn thing and it still gives me a shock #my boyfriend was watching me play it on my phone and he was like ‘oh my god you’re so GIDDY’ #but yeah take those warnings seriously #the game will ask you to confirm that you agree to them for each conversation #basically if you open up a convo the first thing that pops up before it starts is the warnings and it asks if you agree or decline #if you decline it takes you back to the conversation screen #so you know exactly what you might potentially encounter in a specific conversation and can decide for yourself whether or not its safe for #you to play that particular convo #i say ‘might potentially encounter’ because not every route in a given convo has the same warnings #anyway!!! thank you for your interest anon!!!! i'm so excited!!! #have a fab saturday bb <3 #stay safe n drink water! #inky.bb #clari gets mail

[permanentreverie]

what if I called in and took a day off work so I could just sit and catch up on tv. Haha what if. Right. That would be crazy.

#tomorrow is gonna be a busy night so won't do it #plus I have my honourary auntie here rn and my sister (derogatory) is coming tomorrow #saturday is quite busy as well PLUS I kinda wanna go to this cabaret thing in the evening #I actually kinda wanna go with a male coworker of mine I'm lowkey interested in oops 👀 #if he's in tomorrow I will ask if he's ever been or if he's interested in going. NOT make it like a date cause it wouldn't be. #but Sunday I'm already debating talking to my boss cause I was kinda hoping to go to the rodeo in town on that day. #so maybe getting off at noon? or not even coming in at all #like yes I open that day but also my coworker is coming in at 9. idk if it'll be busy enough for both of us?? #I was thinking of going to the rodeo but honestly a whole day in bed watching tv sounds HEAVENLY #cause yeah I've had two days off this week but on tuesday I was coming back from my sisters (went to her place Monday after work to Talk) #and idk what else I did. clean maybe?? I don't remember #and today my brother was here and cleaning and trying to finish tw*sted l*ve #and my honourary auntie is here! #so many thoughts are being had.

[the-busy-ghost]

Dear god I should not be allowed to own a screwdriver let alone a house

#I'm an absolute eejit #FIRST I go on a DIY frenzy because my house doesn't feel like home and for some reason I think if I tart up my interior doors a bit #It will fill the deep and empty void in my soul #So I order the wrong door knobs #SECOND in attempting to remove the OLD door knobs I stay up WAY too late on a Saturday night when I have to be up early the next day #The backplate of the door handle is attached with stripped screws and my tiny cheap £2 flathead screwdriver can't get it off #I manage to get one side off and remove the spindle to see whether the new door knobs might work anyway #I then work away at the other screws for another hour or so before finally going to bed because I am dead on my feet #FLASH FORWARD TO POINT THE THIRD #I have been in the capital all day doing volunteering; meeting up with old friends last-minute; buying last-minute birthday presents #I have taken a bus all the way back home #I am dead on my feet by this point with like four hours sleep #And no food #I come in and wander into the guest bedroom to open windows; check stuff etc before putting on dinner #Seeing the door handle I pick up the flathead and attempt the screws again idly #I manage to get one more off and flushed with success attack another with gusto thinking it must be the right time #Too much gusto #Door pushes shut #I try the handle but no spindle so this has no effect #I am now stuck in an bedroom three floors up and with no phone #Luckily my keys were in my pocket so eventually after hanging out of the front window for ages I managed to hail a neighbour #Drop the keys down to them with the bit of string and spindle I had in the diy box which luckily was in the room with me #And they came up and let me out #At least I met a nice dog #But honestly #No phone no spindle no way out #I was half-convinced This Is The End #Anyway #The house is working out well #Earth & Stone

[whiimms]

the sims addiction is crippling, i fear.

#nat.txt #bro i’m trying so hard to study for these two exams i have sunday??? #and like i keep resisting the urge to check tumblr or open my game up #and the fact there’s a sale going on too rn? criminal #i’ve basically accepted defeat because these exams are worth like 55% and 60% of my final grade #also there was this huge storm in my area on saturday and my neighbourhood didn’t even get power or internet back until 1 am this morning #so now i’m blaming all of my misfortunes on the storm/outage because i’m perfect and could do no wrong #i’m girlbossing to close to the sun i fear #sorry for the rant lmao but take this cool rock as a treat for reading this far 🪨

[dominion-but-everywhere]

#sneve.png #i need a tag for whenever these guys are low res. whenever they’re pixels #like scrungled slab saturday back on ethoslab-collection #i’m open to suggestions

[pepprs]

i know what you are dog.jpg except there’s an extra line on the bottom that says “because that’s also what i am 💖”

#purrs #this post is dedicated to an irl acquaintance who may still follow me on here (so i have to keep it vague) + this one person i used to #follow back when i was on br*adway st*n tw*tter. thank you for being braver than i will ever be queens i will never stop admiring your #specific flavor of undying devotion towards one or two specific women in your life and wishing i could have been as open about it as you <3 #(and quite frankly BE. because…. because! 🤪💀🤣😴😸😔🔫😳🤪🙄😵‍💫🫣) #delete later #cant wait to cry in therapy about how i have never been able to be open about it lol 😻😻😻😻 #<- for like. literally a decade starting next saturday! lole lawl lel)

[bitalis]

tried following a yt video last night to see if it could help my tablet and i believe it worked

#nat.txt #i shut it off at 34 and opened it back up to see it was at 7%.. like what . #but i basically hard reset it and it seems to have worked?? like i don’t know how i feel about it and if magic poser is the reason this #happened k may have to find a replacement app because that app was the only thing i used on saturday before things went bad #like magic poser is so useful but it also just?? drains the hell out of my tablets battery so it’s like . holy shit #but i don’t know?? i don’t think it could cause this ahsjdkfk who knows #i’m going to see what happens today and see if i’m comfortable and if i am then i will work to get the tablet some other time #and just focus on refurbishing my bedroom instead like i wanted

[spiritofjustice]

i think i made a post a while back joking that i’d probably die of a completely preventable illness by just not noticing that something is wrong with me until it’s too late but i feel like the real thing that’s going to get me is damn well knowing something is wrong with me, and then talking myself out of going to the doctor about it.

how am i to convince myself that having a 116+ bpm resting heart rate for months is something worth going to the doctor for if it is not self-evident.

#Psy's no punctuation posts #...if you're not familiar 100 is supposed to be the ceiling for a resting heart rate #the average is supposed to be 60-100 so uh. yeah yknow #for the record i am going to the doctor tomorrow lol #but the whole day i was at work after i made the appointment yesterday my brain started convincing me it was stupid to do so #but like. no the fuck it isn't! #i talked myself out of it once a few months back bcs i had to wait over the weekend to call n make my appointment #i was lucky that i decided to call the doctor before the office closed at 12 on saturday since theyre open for a couple hours that day #cause if i'd have waited till monday to schedule an appointment... man i wouldn't have fucking done it i just know it

[dangaer]

does anyone else remember that old rp trend from like back in 2018-2020 where people would just make opens where their muse would ask someone to hold something but it’d just be. their hand. 

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #I USED TO DO IT SO OFTEN ITS UNREAL #i do look back on it rather fondly. opens like those were very widely accepted too which was sweet ---- #happy thursday everyone this week has been massively draining from me. i started with some upsetting news which i think has. along with a #busy work week #made me a little poorly myself:') #im getting better tho!! #i think i should have all my drafts done tomorrow and that makes me so happy. ill probs proof read on saturday because i am looking forward #to the experience of being caught up on one part of my blogs for a bit GFHDSJAK