Let me be CRYSTAL CLEAR here.
BTS started in a small unknown company. They were mistreated. Bullied. Bigger groups' fandoms were constantly trying to belittle them. I remember the struggle of being in the smaller fandom and constantly having to fight for our boys.
Now that BTS are #1 - HOW DARE YOU TREAT SMALLER GROUPS THIS WAY. The ones of you in this fandom treating groups like Ateez - A GROUP FROM A SMALL COMPANY - like trash are EMBARRASSING THE REST OF US.
It has to be fans that became armys after BTS already had the top spot, because the rest of us WOULD NEVER DO THIS.
For the love of everything holy - if you don't have anything nice to say, then KEEP YOUR MOUTHS FUCKING SHUT. This is NOT what being an army is about.
Is this really what you think ot7 would want you to do? REALLY?
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So it's 5am and instead of sleeping, I'm thinking about the fact that my birthday is in a week and a half, and I still have no plans or any idea of what to do, and probably everyone thinks I'm a weirdo about this at 31 years old. I kind of am.
So to explain why I'm so Weird about my birthday, let me tell you about the Year No One Came To My Birthday Party.
This sounds like something out a melodramatic teen movie. I know it does! It seems stupid to be upset about it over a decade later. But it encapsulated a lot of issues I've had with my friends at the time, and to be honest? As much as a stupid movie trope it sounds like, it hurt.
I was turning 14. My best friend had told me in advance she would be a couple hours late because she had a school thing. She's the only one excused from this bullshit.
Because an hour and forty-five minutes after people were supposed to show up, none of the like, 5 friends I had to invite had arrived yet, and I was freaking out a lil and kept staring out the window every time I heard a car and had finally retreated to my bedroom to at least be sad in private.
My parents came in and left my room at this point. Dad jokingly asked if I wanted them to go buy me friends. I genuinely do not think he meant that to be hurtful and had no idea what to do about the situation and was trying to alleviate it with humor but. Wrong thing to say! Very wrong thing!
But finally, the phone rang. For me! From one of my friends' houses, said the caller ID. Thank God. She would explain what happened and when she was coming over.
No, actually. It was a different friend, who was over at her house, with a third friend.
What?
She made small talk with me for a bit, while I sat confusedly on the phone trying to figure out how to ask why she was there and not at my house, maybe a ten minute walk away tops.
Huh, she must have forgotten?
Nope!
She asks: How is your party going?
Me: It's not. No one's here.
I remember vividly trying not to cry and sounding very angry because...well I was upset and hurt and trying to actually vocalize words in that state and that was the best I could do.
She was confused. What? What do you mean, the party isn't happening and no one is there?
I don't really remember exactly what I said after that. Basically everyone else who was supposed to be there...was hanging out together, not but not with me. Which would have been fine, but apparently instead of hanging out with me on my birthday, for my birthday party, they decided a phone call from one of them was like. The same? Not hurtful?
She hung up the phone quickly after that.
She did not, however, arrive quickly.
My best friend showed up to the party first.
About forty-five minutes later, the other three finally arrived, by car, at my house to spend my birthday with me.
So like, yeah, forgive me for being Weird about my birthday. Every year I get reminded of this again, and how the one thing I'd like to do is celebrate with people I want to hang out with, and knowing that I cannot expect or rely on that to happen, because I will get hurt.
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petty ffxiv things
i have what i thought was an extremely one-sided rivalry with this player who idles one square over by the sharlayan aetheryte who's just naked and dancing all the time (the joke is "ma'am, this is a place of study"). i try saying hi to them or emoting at them whenever we get thrown into a duty together but they always ignore me, and one time i caught them trying to idle in my spot before moving once they saw me log in, which kinda just fueled this unspoken rivalry.
WELL TODAY THEY JUST FANTASTIA'D INTO AN ACTUAL CLONE OF NARA, SAME HAIR, SAME FACE, ETC LIKE I KNOW FFXIV DOESN'T HAVE THE MOST EXPANSIVE CC BUT LIKE ??????
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When you meet a genuinely horrible person and then discover they love Thoschei and you kinda want to be a Presence in the fandom again just to piss them off, but at the same time that would require effort and a lot of frustration because the fandom feels technically dead, so you just hope they read your already existing fics instead, and that they some day realize they're yours and that it haunts them forever.
I have 102 of them. The chances aren't too bad.
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btw, i am going to go through this blog and tag the characters soon! i figured since i'm tossing out headcanons and other analysis, i might as well keep them organized by name! if i find any old posts that i like from my main, i'll bring them over here, too. i'll only tag them by their first names to not clog up any pn tags.
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Would you read fate if they added an Issei route
No. The artist's same face syndrome makes all the characters look identical. That could be wifi is okay if you're close to the router guy but he parted his hair to the side this morning
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