#idk jurys still out on that one

[teruthecreator]

i need to write tfs tomorrow

#ignorance cloud on #i gotta stop putting chap 21 off i need to just finish it so i can move on to the fun stuff #its not like this chapter has nothing in it its just. i dont wanna write it you see #bc im already crafting and conjuring images for chaps 23-26 #but if i finish chap 21 tomorrow THEN i can start working on them!!!!! which is a yippee moment!!! #also i wanna start chaps 23-26 esp if i end up doing a double update next week. which i might #idk jurys still out on that one

[moe-broey]

HEARTBREAKING

Worst Dad You Know Has an Extremely Endearing (Now) Reoccurring Character Trait

For further context: this whole FB involved Sharena and Henriette seeking out lockpickers in the Order of Heroes to open this VERY SECURELY locked box from Gustav's room that took Tina's special staff to finally crack open (or rather -- "steal" the contents out of. No one could actually break the lock!)

And the first instance of this!

It makes me wonder if he saved anything related to Sharena..........

#fire emblem #feh #man. henriette's sad portrait w 'yes. he must have' carries so much bittersweet grief. augh #when it comes to sharena idk if i would be more angry if he did save something or if he didn't. i'm almost leaning towards the first though #like. idk if i can even word it but it fucking sucks when you have family that 'loves' you and they do actually genuinely love you #but they just. do it wrong. and fail you severely in the process. you think to yourself it would have been easier actually #if they had simply never loved you at all. or if they were upfront and told you they don't love you anymore. #at least then you can be as vindictive as you want and hold a grudge forever and be completely justified #but extremely begrudgingly this DOES make gustav a compelling character. in so many ways #you can see where it all went wrong. you can see henriette sees something in him that no one else can. and she's not crazy for it #she was probably there. she probably saw it all happen. she knows him w a level of intimacy no one else does. #and now you see these little humanizing traits. he loved his son. he loved his partner and wife. #juries still out on his daughter. #but you get what i'm saying right? it's terribly tragic. it's painful. #man. #i'm still gustav's number one hater though. just so we're clear. #AUGH IT'S JUST. THE PLAYFULNESS OF IT. IS ACTUALLY SO PAINFUL. LOOKING AT EVERYTHING WE KNOW #they had a rock competition........ to find the roundest rock.......... and she won....... and he saved the rock she found...... #THAT'S. AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #you cannot fucking IMAGINE gustav doing that. and yet. in another time. he did. and that's who henriette fell in love with #and that's who herniette still sees. and she's not fucking wrong for it. not entirely. he still has that fucking rock. #dude i'm gonna be sick. #fe gustav #fe henriette #sharena #fe tina #fe alfonse #he's. mentioned. might as well tag him LMFAO

[funkily]

this is why scottcest appeals to me i think

#slash silly #maybe it also has something to do with being scott smajor while being in love with scott smajor but idk the jurys still out on that one #babbleeng #os' selfcest adventures

[jessiesjaded]

random picture dump :)

#cat update: theyre good #clancy update: he just ate roast chicken so hes also good #jess update: Im good #im happier rn than anytime since 2020 i think #still up and down but way less up and down- if that makes sense? #its nice its good- its autumn now and i always look forward to winter #suffice to say: i hope you guys are well too #i saw in an email i have messages on discord but last time i attempted to log in it wouldnt allow me so... if you msged there and i never #responded its bc i cant get in to respond and tbh #i think discord was maybe terrible for my mental health #which is a little sad bc that was the main way i talked to people but also... idk #jury is currently out on that front we'll see maybe i'll download it again #but regardless i miss you but im well and i hope youre well and i hope one day coming back wont feel so daunting #relationships are hard arent they? i hate things changing and ending more than anything else in the world #side effect of my dad dying when i was little i think #but the main thing thats been making me feel guilty and uneasy lately is feeling guilt about disappearing from people so again! #im trying and we'll see ! #yeah :)

[wabblebees]

just finished the new fantasy high episode and havent seen anyone talk abt this so i wanted to say i am 100. one HUNDRED PERCENT sure. that fuckin fourdogs was at that party invisibly (the One And Only buttfucker to NOT make an obvious appearance?? rules-follower or no, i dont believe that for a SECOND) and that she stole the piece of the cloud runner that went missing, and that the moment of her swipe was the "something" riz missed on his check -- i also really *hope* it wasn't oisin that made those damn ice mephits (or "muffets" as my beloved drunk adaine christened them lmao) act up like that, but immmmm pretty sure thats exactly what was goin on since it wouldve given his party member advantage/an easier access point :/

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #listen i was oisin to be good & real & nice SO BAD. HOT RIPPED TATTED DRAGONBORN WIZARD ??? PLEASE #but. im also a suspicious-ass bitch lmao #also wait ik they spelled his name without the accent on his character art #but doesnt the name oisin have an accent over one of the i's?? idk jack abt shit so i could be wrong ofc #in any case. i like the concepts behhind the ratfuckers as a party (*except buddy. seeing him made me feel fucking ILL lmao.) but #i neeeeeeed them to get fucking TROUNCED by the bad kids. i NEED it. theyd be so much more tolerable if they got briefly asswhooped #like i think after that they could TOTALLY be friends and work together. before that?? FUCK no lmfao #anyway. i love-hate fishykitty whatserbucket and i need to see her lose #i cant wait for the ratgrinders to meet the unstoppable force that is the bad kids bigass hearts #deciding to team up with local shitheads & therefore turning them into op allies by sheer force of will and love #its happened to ragh its happened to aelwyn it kiiinda happened with kalina (jury's still out but my fingers are crossed!!) #spring break i believe in them!!! #bee speaks #its happening yall. i try to keep my incomprehensible blorboposting to a dull roar but now that im fully caught up on d20 i fear i may start #going full pepe silvia trying to figure this out #i cant binge it all in one go and have it rot thru my brain like slow-eating acid to leak thru in a contained matter #waiting for a new episode every week means i have time to THINK

[mialhell]

Celltw nation, is Haunting by Halsey a good song for them? I keep thinking about this but it doesn't quite fit

Please I need song recommendations to feed the brainrot

#celltw #i was going to add Pumpkin Spice Dummy to my empty ass celltw playlist but it doesn't match too well #getting used to being demeaned and hoping for another chance to get hurt? check! eventually getting comeuppance? check! #acknowledging the one doing it to you is a monster??? cheekily accepting you're also a monster?? idk the jury is still out on that one #the disembowelment is cool tho 👍👍 on theme along with dislocated legs 👌 very pog #ultimately the Halloween motif made me not include it #BUT WHAT ABOUT HAUNTING THAT'S WHAT THE POST IS ABOUT

[kethsi]

So this happened yesterday...

#Main's gains #Neckromancy #My clan has taken to calling it 'Nekomancy' because of Rasial's cat drop but idk about that #Anyway! Very happy with this little guy. One of the prettier pets. #I was worried I'd get to 120 without ever seeing this pet. Wouldn't be the first five times that happened... #And before you ask - Agility dungeoneering def summoning smithing thieving. All 120s. All missing the pets. #Jury's still out on RC and hunter. Over halfway to 120 and no pet in sight. #I hope this little guy is a good omen (yes yes... wink or whatnot) for things to come #Ah but with the upcoming exp nerfs I doubt my iron will ever get him. Welp...

[infini-tree]

me: the fact that the faculty mailboxes aren’t in alphabetical order isn’t that deep

also me, looking @ all the names on it: but what if it was,

#ongoing theory: its based on when they were hired. jury still out on whether its left-right to up-down #or up-down to left-right #mells thinking out loud on her blog again #welcome back to another installment of: mells looks at the background of movies #pretty sure most if not all the names are references but the non pun ones feel like movie crew additions but idk enough abt the #supplemental material / the wider pilkeyverse

[catzgam3rz]

Ah welcome new honorary American/ j

Oh sweet know I can finally learn what the fabled “pep rally” and “homecoming” are (they are in the same vein as icecream truck in terms of being real to me I guess)

#rambles #answered asks #boop #thespeedbooper #okay I KIND OF know what a pep rally is based off some light research #homecoming still is completely alien to me #oh btw answering any asks further from this will probably just be inviting y’all to see how little I am aware of what things are #or I guess my lack of knowledge of American or hell even some Canadian concepts lol #(honestly if you asked me while I was in high school I would’ve ranked cafeterias somewhere along Icecream trucks with how real they were) #(but I know now that my high school just didn’t have one though honestly idk if I’ve been to one that has a full like room???) #so juries out on that one ig (I’m so fucking sorry about these dumb as hell tags lmao)

[princebeomgyu]

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#i have to be honest #jury is still out on back for more #i love the production and the instrumental #and the performance slaps #it’s the lyrics that are getting me like eh #anitta is amazing too tho #idk i feel like this one’s gonna have to grow on me

[imwritesometimes]

imagining scenarios for blorbos and then writing them into fics is out imagining scenarios that are of my own creation and have no shared audience and therefore not writing anything down cause it's literally just shit I'm imaging for myself alone is in

#is this an unhealthy coping mechanism? maybe. is it better than day drinking? ehhhh idk jury's still out on that one I think #like. I COULD *technically* I guess spin these ideas into some kind of fic or fic adjacent thing #but. I am not that person. 🤷‍♀️ I am going to stop trying to force myself to write blorbo scenes. #and just focus on incomprehensible fevered day dream scenarios. make up playlists for that. #idk if I'm honestly ever gonna write again. certainly doesn't feel like it. I'm just gonna let madness reclaim the mind I don't care anymore #I'm dreaming up elaborate shit that speaks to ME and keeping it all locked upstairs #erin explains it all

[keitheaverage]

images filed under "pictures of shoes that would give Tack the Cobbler psychic damage"

#random thoughts with kei the average #like I know it's A Thing to see clothing that reminds you of a blorbo n be like ''oh haha they'd wear that'' but like #for me it's [sees thing that reminds me of blorbo's main job/hobby but it's Bad] ''heh... >:]'' #question: if he saw those sneakers w/ the built-in toes do you think he'd love them or hate them #impulsively I want to say he'd hate them but then again he got the gucci slides & he's kind of a freak (affectionate) so... idk #jury's still out on that one #also I can't say he'd hate quirky fashion shoes despite his simple style bc like. the boots in his shop 👀 #personally I think he'd be a fan of crocs

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#u kno what i dont like? when i talk abt doing something completely bananas that i would absolutely do if i was even a little less socially #conscious and then whoever im talking to is like lol do it #idk maybe im just slightly distorted abt it but i have a compulsive need to do what ppl tell me to and i kno ppl would think i was real #weirf for doing the things so im just like. r u making fun of me? bc truely i cannot tell #like i dont have a good grasp on how well i read ppl. sometimes i think im ok at it. like i can deduce things from context clues #but if someone is not being clean then its fucking way over my head but idk sometimes i cant tell if im being made fun of #like u kno when u make someone laugh and ur like well i wasnt really trying to b funny. i was just saying whats in my head #so was that nervous laughter bc i said something kinda off the walls or was it laughter at my expense #again im probably just distortion bc my sister used to publicly call it out whenever i was being weird but idk #i just wish ppl said what they thought more. like dont say one thing to my face and then later text me something that indicates u were #thinking something entirely different in the moment. bc that's disorienting and it makes me think i can't trust my reading of ppl #i mean. it doesnt help that i dont look ppl in the face lol but whatever #i should sleep. i have jury duty tomorrow and i pray that i am not selected. tho it would force me to have a day off #bc im fucked up like that. no fun allowed. only work. and not enough sleep :-P #idk why im even thinking this? #i guess bc i was helping one of my lab mates with coding stuff and like idk ive spent way too long around him and i still dont #kno whats going on in his head. like idk hes not too bad but he also is very quick to jump on it when i do something wrong #like when i make a lil mistake i mean. and i think its in a teasing way but idk it feels weird. like he thinks hes caught me fucking up #and im like ...yea? i mean yea that was a dumb thing i did. or like yeah i cant spell or remember plant codes? idk maybe he just thinks #its funny. it doesnt upset me or anything. i just think its kinda weird and i dont get it so it puts me on edge #idk he says things sometimes and im like... ok ur star war5 options make me nervous abt the general opinions u hold but i dont kno how to #manipulate u into a revealing conversation. idk his not that bad just puts me on edge a lil and i have to b around him a lot so i sit here #man wtf is his deal? let me psychoanalyze u #unrelated

[mushroom-winners-proof]

Now that the similarities are pointed out, I kinda wanna see Xigbar and Soundwave (TFP) to hang out and bully Starscream and Marluxia.

if i didnt have to relive the horrors of trying to draw soundwave and starscream again i might have just fulfilled that

#snap chats #ill never forget #lmao looking back tho i drew starscream a lot- i def can still find all the sketches they're stashed in a notebook somewhere #i only drew soundwave once tho and it was just his head with the lil Lmao Get Fucked smiley face on it #liked it enough to print it out and put it on my school binder so that gotta mean somethin ig LMAO #but yeah Never Again #my real crime was having breakdown be my favorite chara i remember drawin him made me want to eat my liver #but he's still bestie in my heart so </3 plus he got an eyepatch and im steadily noticing a pattern with myself #i never liked pirates all that much tho aint that surprising. like theyre cool sure but i prefer cowboys #idk eyepatches are just funny #omg wolf starfox has an eyepatch :) fakeass he has both his eyes #but he's a wolf so it's ok i'll let it slide :) #juri han gets a cool robot eye so gg to her good for her !!!!! #which other one of you headasses got an eyepatch brb checking the list thats my brain SABER FIRE EMBLEM #i liked him :))) #im ending the tangent here bye

[void-tiger]

Kids can know or show signs that they Might Actually Be Queer, even without “le gASP!! The gays are corrupting our cHILDREN aND wOMEN!!!”

I was quite literally 4 years old (maybe even younger) when I first said “but wouldn’t girls with girls and boys with boys make more sense??” At my cousin’s wedding. After internalizing it for Quite Some Time in Kiddo’s Sense Of Time. Without ever having been “exposed” to Le Gaes.

-

…I also thought that marriage was just legally binding yourself to your best friend, having a formal stuffy ceremony in itchy Too Nice For Playing clothes, then going to a party that wasn’t even fun and lasted for HOURS with really shitty food. (If you don’t know the horrors of Vegetarian Catering for these things, count yourself fortunate.)

Turns out I’m ace and some flavor of demiromantic, in addition to sapphic.

#tiger’s musings #queer childhood #lgbtqia+ #…and honestly? jury’s out on ‘do I LIKE men? or was I just fawning Heteronormativity and wanting a Best GuyFriend ‘cause anxiety’ #time’ll tell. as in. still gotta get stable&independent enough to Move Out then Come Out #then start actively trying to find friends locally + start going on dates #but like. my ‘ohhh that was prolly a crush…’ has happened FAR more with women #whereas ‘yeah I think that was Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria or Heteronormativity or Wanting A HS Event Date’ #is…honestly where my ‘is this a crush??’ on men ends up sorting #I have had maybe one (1) genuine crush on a guy. ever. #…and in hindsight I think I got lucky that he never showed any interest in me #(but while I was definitely attracted to that guy’s charima? it was still that Punit Square/List of Attributes) #(sooooo…maybe NOT so genuine? idk. 🤣)

[nowendil]

hm. i really do wish i didn't get overemotional over doing laundry as often as i do but here we are

#dont rb #cw vent #nowe talks #i can't emphasize enough that this is very stupid and i'm aware of that. such first world problems literally #cried while hanging laundry to dry...sigh :/ #at least this time it was probably partly because of period + it's late into the evening so i'm tired #it's so stupid too!!!! my dad had put some of my laundry in with his so some of my stuff that should be washed in 30° got washed in 40° #and nothing got ruined (at least i think. jury is still out on one shirt because i cant tell if the texture got fucked up until it's dry) #so all's well that ends well etc #but now i have too little 30° laundry left to fill the machine so now i cant justify washing the rest and for some ungodly reason that #felt like the end of the fucking world for a second there :| this is literally so embarrassing i'm sorry #idk why laundry makes me like this. it's wild #(tbh i think it's an anxiety thing and a gender thing and a gender/presentation anxiety thing wrapped in one. but that's beside the point) #the most annoying part is that it'a completely my fault...i shouldnt have left that batch of laundry just laying there