#idk just thinking out loud

[himejoshikaeya]

it's always bizarre to me when white ppl admit to not having any friends of colour, especially online friends. because, like, sure, if you live in idk poland, it makes sense that u don't have any friends of colour irl, but ? online ? where you can talk to literally ANYBODY from all over the globe ? and you still don't have any friends of colour ? i think you might be the problem there bud...

#cacophony of kaliya #racism #idk just thinking out loud #especially if ur queer idc #how come everyone in a friend group r queer xenogenders but theres not a single black person in said group #like cmon now...

[unisex-muffin]

What if every time you walked into Hotlantis there was a different band member and they all acted like they've been there the entire time but in the back if you look closely you can see some of the other band members peeking out and giggling because they're all just fucking with you

#splatbands #shitpost #idk just thinking out loud

[sheepie-self-ships]

Would. Would anyone want like. A selfship journal ideas post 🧍 I think the journals r rly fun to make but I’m wondering.. maybe I could even scan some of my pages for insp…..

#sheepie talks #idk just thinking out loud #even if I don’t make a post like that I think everyone should go make a selfship journal anyways :3c

[sonicshipbattles]

If SonSalAmy and SonShadKnux both get knocked out this round I could do a bonus poll pitting them together for best polycule, like I did for best crossover ship, but tbh I feel like SonShadAmy would've done better if it had different match-ups, since a lot of people came out to support that one 🤔

#Talking #SonKnuxouge also had a fair share of supporters #idk just thinking out loud #about if we're doing another bonus round or not

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

what do you think yaz stopped herself from saying in revolution when she goes "i never stopped to think-"?

bc i think yaz always knew that time with the doctor was like, finite. i think she went into it knowing. she goes into it with "i want more", she knows it will end, she just wants a little bit longer. same in revolution "im not ready to let you go yet". she knows she will have to one day, just not yet, not just yet. i think she felt the clock from the start as much as the doctor always must feel the clock with companions. you meet them and time starts ticking until you lose them. it's a doctor thing to feel, so i think yaz felt it too.

and she knew travelling was dangerous, and she knew people died, but i think maybe she hadnt anticipated that it might be the doctor that would be the one to die? theres something indestructible about them. i mean theyre bouncy. 13 throws herself between the fam and danger from the very first night as if she cant be injured. even when she sort of visibly is.

like theres a lot of things yaz might have been thinking and i dont know if this is the option that makes the most sense, like she might have thought they'd get to say goodbye at least, or she'd get the choice at least, a last trip, anything, that it wouldnt be so abrupt. but i feel like with how power of the doctor ended, with like 13 sort of having to submit to her mortality, and yaz first saving her from it and then having to watch as her body like shows the actual physical signs of what amounts to death in both of their eyes, AND maybe also the fact that 13 doesnt deny it most of all. like theres no pretending it's just you know what this means we both know what this means we stop pretending now, like. All Of That being how it ends. i feel like maybe yaz in revolution/timeless children just wasnt expecting it to be the doctor to die

#just One Guess i dont even think it's the right guess but whatever #im watching 1 scene in the middle of revolution i havent rewatched anything in forever im hardly gonna come up with smth insightful #im just making a video abt the suicidality parallels and how i think yaz wanted to save 13 in s12/revolution the same way that like #people sorta saved her #to come after her to prove that they were looking #bc im sure she sawherself in 13 during s12 #theres also a maybe interesting survivors guilt kinda angle here #survivors guilt is obvs the thing 13 shares with graham #parent stuff with ryan #suicidality/policing with yaz #idk just thinking out loud #i dont think yaz felt survivors guilt as much as failed savers guilt (doctor core) #but maybe there was a little bit of /IM still alive rn?? ME??/ #you know what i mean? #anyway. thinking out loud #revolutioni s making me remember all the thoughts ihave abt revolution so if im about to make a bunch of posts that #ive made before #whatever #tis my house

[thatgirl4815]

You know what I think’s gonna happen?

Porsche and Kinn will be apart for most of Ep14. The first time they’ll see each other (since Ep13) will be the “I’m on your side” scene. Kinn will give in pretty quickly and they’ll kick ass together.

Then again, maybe there will be a discussion beforehand where they fight over Porsche’s lies? Idk.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #I’m also curious about how they’re going to bring KC and VP together #KC will probably be distant from the main storyline but VP will probably meet up during the big battle scene as well? #And Pete will point his gun at him again but won’t be able to shoot etc etc #Idk just thinking out loud #VegasPete #KimChay

[moonpool-system]

Absolutely nothing like getting ready to do something, then forgetting what we were going to do right in the middle to the point I'm genuinely not even sure if the thing even existed in the first place??? We have no way of accessing professional diagnosis but I'm starting to wonder if our memory gaps are severe enough to qualify as DID rather than OSDD, hmm...

#actuallyplural #disordered system #osddid #disability #dissociation go brrr lately ig #do memory gaps between subsystem members that don't affect front qualify as severe memory loss? #because if it does then all this wondering about what memory issues in front count are irrelevant #idk just thinking out loud #prism

[malkaviian]

vamp au maki, shuichi and kaede is just the "haha [name], youre banging my [wife/daugther/etc]" except shuichi doesnt really mind lmao

#maki: im sorry my prince! i was late doing stuff #kaede: its okay...... im 'stuff' ;) #shuichi: haha maki; youre banging my wife :) #maki: ... you dont mind? #shuichi: why should i? #tbf im not sure if i should make kaemaki canon; maybe kaede having a crush on maki but thats it #while she doesnt love shuichi it still feels a bit too far to have a thing with one of his most trusted knights? in his own castle? #i mean theyre married and actively trying to have children; they act like an actual marriage #and shes sure kyoko wouldnt like it at all if she knew... #and if maki has a crush she would be trying to repress it since its her prince's wife!!! she shouldnt!! #idk just thinking out loud #au talk

[pro-prin-prinny]

Omegaverse variant that has a more plant based reproductive system.

#idk just thinking out loud #omegaverse seems interesting to me sometimes #not for smut but more of a how different humans with slight modifications could be #i may be too into worldbuilding

[lilyfreshwater]

i always feel conflicted when people bring up horrible shit someone's said from long ago cause on one hand, yes this was 7 years ago they have most certainly changed as a person and that can be seen in tangible ways. on the other hand, there's a difference between holding different political views and being a reactionary who says inflammatory stuff just to be mean. i don't necessarily think sneeg has ever been the latter, but you have to wonder what posesses people say something so terrible about someone's mere existence when it's obvious they should be focusing on wider, systemic issues that don't require playground insults and pot shots. i guess the point i'm trying to make is, it's possible to hold a political view without being downright malicious to the people you disagree with, so it always strikes me as odd when every tweet that gets brought up from someone's past isn't simply someone stating a political opinion, it's a terrible joke that no one in their right mind would even think of telling today. maybe instead of trying to cancel people for holding a different political opinion years ago (which have obviously changed), we should be focusing on why they were so mean and agreessive in the first place, regardless of what they said

#idk just thinking out loud #turning asks on for this but i'm still on vacation so i probably won't be able to answer many

[buko-pandan]

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#just rambling cause its disability pride month #now im not saying i am and idek what i have or IF i have anything #but went to the doc & told them abt my feverish symptoms after too much exertion #and esp how its extra bad during pms/period #they told me it could be hormonal imbalance & to see an obgyn #so it could be tht #but i wonder if part of it is like #physical things being harder to do #i always had trouble w coordination & physical strength #and ppl always joked abt it #but im at a point where im worried bc im not physically strong/capable of doing necessary things #& its not a case of i should just work out #its been years of me trying & im just v physically unable to #so idk what that is #but its always been a hindrance #idk just thinking out loud #its why i can never be fully independent #theres physical stuff i genuinely need help with #or ill faint and get sick #and idk if im overreacting idk idk

[ozymoron]

sometimes i think i should just drop my projects because they are "too weird" but then i remember hey, man. the stuff you like, some of its weird. and other people like it too. so clearly theres an audience out there for that kind of stuff. and even still. you like it, so why not let the target audience just be yourself?

#⚠️ #personal #idk just thinking out loud #been struggling a lot with whether i should actually push through with making some of my projects into something tangible cause i keep #convincing myself theyre not good enough or too weird or too generic in their initial premise and like man. who give a shit #ill never learn how to create better projects i deem ''good enough'' whatever that means if i dont have the experience of already having #made projects

[poisonmeparty]

no bc am i the only one a bit weirded out be the amount of (alleged) cheating and break-ups in the media rn. Like personally I’ve had the same thing happen to me and its strange how frequent it is in the media rn as well. is it pr? is it actual break ups pushed on by some ephemeral socio-political pressures that make men cheating bastards????

ik there is a bit of parasocial to this of course but like whats the deal? 

#im thinking like taylor and joe #that weird gigi sydney sitch #i suppose anna an john fit into that #but for annas sake i wont go into it #even phoebe and paul #lorene and bo #so many so so many #and some of these relationships were longggggg as well #idk just thinking out loud

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

different POV of this comic

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#ethan winters #karl heisenberg #wintersberg #resident evil #resident evil fanart #rebhfun #resident evil village #resident evil 8 #re8 #i dont think karl would ever be the kind of guy to outwardly verbally say “i love you” #not to say he DOESNT love ethan #he just has a lot of trouble saying those three words out loud lol #he shows his love in a different way but i think its hard sometimes #had a conversation with my friend and i think if ethan and karl were to get into a argument karl woul definetly not apologize #he would definetly feel bad and sulk a lot #but i dont think he would ever bring himself to say hes sorry #hes a little too arrogant and emotionally stunted to do that #sorry i like thinking about all the aspects of relationship dynamics #hed apologize by making ethan a robot that kills people who r mean to him IDK LOL

[misscrazyfangirl321]

A new blog follows you

At first glance, it seems like a bot: no icon, generic url, no posts, no description

But then you realize

It has more blue checkmarks than anyone you've ever seen

#story time #i speak #idk just thinking out loud

[goddamnfight]

Did she post it at noon, should we expect to see something else at midnight??

#idk just thinking out loud #I don’t have a theory just like … hmmm 🧐