#idk when tho

[lorddoodle]

Old drawing from november. re-watched the dragons short, wanted to draw the angsty japanese brothers.

bonus sketch page: 

#overwatch #shimada brothers #hanzo shimada #genji shimada #art dump #probably will post more art of them later #idk when tho

[stardustshimmer]

yay

#for me sore throats are a warning sign that I’m about to get a cold #thank you immune system >:( #kirby marx #temporary post #will delete later #idk when tho

[c-kiddo]

Also live in scotland and all the rain and damp is great but also. Always so close to the ocean,, so nice,, if im away from the ocean too long i start yearning like a sickly child,,,, especially when its windy and wavy,, fantastic

god yea. im a bit more inland. but yes i understand, i want to see the sea again, i love the sea. im this way with the forest and the mountains, luckily can see some from my house so thats good. but i truly need to go stand in a wet mossy forest or else i am overcome with the horrors. love when th sea's like this:

(photo's from findhorn beach, so thats th north sea.)

#asks #i miss it. . #good lord now i do need to go to tha ocean. .. .. #i want 2 go to one of th islands again .. . . #mull was nice. . #ive never been to skye. but thing is thats touristy #o!! i want to do that thing were you go up to oban and then go on th ferry to mull and then iona. bc you can go on th train to oban #so i could go on my own #just. .not so fun in wintertime #its dark and cold and things arent always open #but .. want to try do that . solo holiday perhaps #also would like to go to orkney at some point . . . #idk when tho #like train then ferry iirc.. u can go on a plane but ferrys good #sidenote i love ferries so much. .. theyre my friends. i love u boat

[jazio]

a series of reactions dedicated to the social media ramble i promised months ago

i still haven't made the ramble

i just now got ideas for it

i gotta remember those ideas

i have to gather research and use it properly

I HAVE EXPERIENCES FROM MYSELF AND OTHERS I CAN REFER TO (MY MOM!!)

so yeah, expect a wall of text explaining why i still use the not bird app but people still call it bird app!!! dunno when but i'll get around to it

#social media #rambles #soon tm #idk when tho #reaction images #umm #nian bean from arknights is still really good tbh #yes i can cite my mom's experiences of having a facebook get used to take advantage of in the ads manager but that's still outta my league!

[aif0s-w]

Okay tumblr, I will watch the Glass onion, you have convinced me

#idk when tho #perhaps it will stay in my to watch list for a year #maybe two years #but i want to see it

[cathartic-crypt]

now. hypothetically. how would one introduce halo ocs just, nonchalantly…yk, casually. because MAN i wanna share about my trio…….

#i think i might introduce them w/ accompanying art #:oD #idk when tho #hopefully soon. probably #it talks

[lastoneout]

actually sorry per that oc poll it's actually clothing, all of my ocs wear clothes that I'd wear and like sometimes that's to the detriment of the character bcs I have a very bland and simple taste in clothing and that doesn't make for great character design so I gotta work on it but ough

like idk maybe it's the neurodivergent brain issues striking again but even just seeing characters in clothes that look very uncomfortable makes me feel a little uncomfortable, and god even then just being dressed inappropriately for the weather it's like I can't help but imagine myself wearing those clothes in those situations and how much I'd hate it, so I just put all of them characters in clothes that don't make me feel that way lmao

#one day I will learn how to fix this about me #idk when tho #but yeah ophelia? she literally is wearing actual clothes that I own

[babygirllinds]

POV: you tell your friend that you wrote someone a fic and she’s been asking for a Bucky x reader fic for a month now

#convos with lindsay #Bucky x reader #it’s coming #one of these days #idk when tho #so y’all might see Bucky x reader smut sometime soon 👀

[forjongseong]

I have written a 1.3k fic based on this

will post on seattlesolace

#idk when tho #the timing seems off #everyone seems to be rescheduling content #nanarambles

[falst]

I don’t have online atm I can’t play more Splatoon :(

#dad said he’ll get it this weekend #idk when tho

[chur0o0]

Trust me I still plan to work on the Splatoon x Bfdi thing

#idk when tho #working on stuff for 4x day #also school

[kaziitheavali]

omg you can drag the pencle around

#im shure i knew this at some point #idk when tho #tumblr #post button easter egg

[keets-writing-corner]

Thinking a LOT about Lucifer in the latest Hazbin episode. Idk what I was expecting but not this??

As I was watching my immediate thought was just "huh... Lucifer is kinda of weird..." but as the episode went on I realized the issue

the dude is off the chain depressed, like he says it as a joke but holy cow it is SO BAD

He's manically just creating rubber ducks cuz his daughter really like it that one time but it's empty, it's never good enough but he keeps doing it, maybe cuz he doesn't know how to pass the time otherwise.

like I get the feeling he HAS better things he SHOULD be doing than making rubber duck after rubber duck. At first I was like, "Bruh why isn't the king of hell doing anything?" aaaaand then it became clear...

The dude is disassociating so bad he can barely hold a conversation let alone remember information. He clearly WANTS to, he wants to be involved with his daughter so bad, he wants to care about the things she's doing so bad, but his depression keeps interfering. It's like he can only hear every other word and he grasps onto the ones he does hear semi-out of context. Like you can see every time he catches something that he hadn't before and he just "well shit I didn't catch that part"

and that's why he reacts so weird when people talk to him. He is struggling so bad to engage with the conversation he's only getting 50% of it

does that look like the face of a man who knows what the hell the conversation is even about??? he is STRUGGLING

like Charlie spent so long telling him about the hotel, and he STILL didn't understand what she wanted. Yeah it comes off as ditzy but literally I've been in that position where your brain just "nope, not doing this right now" and nerfs your conversation comprehension. So as someone who's BEEN in that position, to me it feels exactly like what he's dealing with. He's sorta engaged with the conversation, but only as much as his brain will allow

For example, when I'm dealing with this, this is what someone talking to me feels like this where the crossed out parts are what I missed and bold is what I catch, "Hey! You know I was thinking for dinner we could either make some chicken with rice? But if you don't feel like cooking, pasta is super easy and you love that right? What do you want to do?" you can kinda get that someone is trying to talk to you about dinner, and towards the end you get the impression that they asked something that needs your input so you can decently put 2 and 2 together and try and pass off, but crucial bits were left out, I would have no idea that either chicken or pasta is in the conversation only having heard "rice". When someone is just talking at me, I can decently pass off as being engaged but the second I'm required to participate in the conversation I'm screwed. Seem familiar? At which point I have 2 options, try to give a bullshit answer, or admit that I missed what they were saying and ask them to repeat

Lucifer, unfortunately, is trying so damn hard to hide that he's dealing with like 24/7 dissociation, so he can't admit that he's missing entire chunks of the conversation, hence his really weird replies. He does eventually get the full picture and then he and Charlie start having the real conversation

Also, the Alastor/Lucifer rivalry was hilarious but also really indicative of more of what Lucifer is dealing with

Alastor is, unfortunately, really good at picking up people's insecurities, and thanks to Charlie's description earlier and watching Lucifer clearly trying to overcompensate, he immediately picks up on the fact that Lucifer KNOWS he struggles to be a good dad (we know cuz it's cuz of the depression, hard to be engaged when your brain keeps turning off) and decides to rub salt in the wound by pretending he's been acting as a surrogate father to Charlie. Now why Alastor decided to pick a fight with the king of hell is beyond me, I do not understand Alastor (and I LIKE IT) (maybe it's cuz Alastor thinks he's hot shit and was expecting Lucifer to at least have heard of him but Lucifer just treats him like a nobody? who knows)(why would Lucifer listen to radio anyways when he can't even pay attention to a conversation it'd just be white noise)

But yeah I just was expecting someone who oozed either charisma or presence and instead I got a depressed dad who's dissociating so bad he can barely function and be present in his life. The only thing it seems he CAN do is make rubber ducks cuz his daughter really liked it that one time

Idk Lucifer is tragic to me. Whatever the full details of what heavan did to him absolutely broke him and he can't deal with it. He's aware of it, and he doesn't know how to fix it, so he tries to over compensate and sorta makes an ass out of himself but no one says or does anything cuz this guy is supposed to be THE king of hell

Suddenly it's making a lot more sense why he just rolls over and lets heaven do what it wants and even told Charlie to go in his place the start of the show. He's not in any headspace to hold a basic conversation let alone negotiate! He didn't even know who Alastor was, he's been so out of touch

idk I like him, he seems sweet, I hope Charlie brings some light back into his life. He really needs to get out of that rubber duck room

#hazbin spoilers #hazbin hotel #lucifer #lucifer morningstar #analysis #dissociation #look idk what to tell you all #I watched the episode and everything makes so much more sense #when you realize he's only intaking like 50-60% of the conversations #he's not bad at listening his brain is literally preventing him from getting everything #literally I've been there #the difference between him and me tho #is that he can't show it #he's the king of hell #he has to bluff his way through conversations #but yeah literally rewatch the episode with this in mind #and watch him reply to the things he DID catch #anyways #NEW BLORBO???? #who'd've thought I would go into Hazbin Hotel #and come out with freaking LUCIFER as my favorite character #I love him #he's so sad

[2ndtryme]

I’m way too confident when I’m high- gonna b embarrassed when I sober up like bby (me) stfu.

#i need to stfu sometimes #idk when tho #autism plz gimme a break here I should know #ever realized way too late that you missed a social cue and in turn completely misunderstood #thank you for being patient with me

[mamayan]

I’m gonna need a part 2 to the YANDERE SHIGARAKI TOMURA X DARLING

Me too—

Jkjkjk I swear I’m working on it! Just distracted left n right with different ideas lol

#idk what I’m doing #I’m gonna finish that part two #I swear #idk when tho #Yan answers