#idk why but i just love them dearly

[orangesand-lemons-234]

Give me Newsiee Theatre-AU

Give me Stressed-Out Stage Manager Albert and Best Friend-Character Racetrack, who won't stop talking backstage and driving Albert mad.

Give me Set Designer Jack and Love Interest David, who always practices his ballad in the theatre while Jack works on a background, though Jack's really only focusing on him.

Give me Costume Designer Buttons and Chorus Member Elmer, who's constantly accidentally tearing his costume while doing tricks and having to go into Buttons to get it fixed.

Give me Techie Specs and Crutchie, who only signed up to watch their friends perform every night for free, but end up actually enjoying each other's company each show.

Give me Bully Character Spot, who has to slap the lead, Katherine, but has started to apologise afterwards every time they do the scene because they feel bad afterwards.

#THEATRE AUs MEAN SO MUCH TO ME YOU DONT GET IT #idk why but i just love them dearly #the showmance drama #yknow #as the saying in my theatre goes #“what happens in the wings stay in the wings” #which could apply for so many things here #newsies #uksies #newsies headcanons #albert dasilva #racetrack higgins #jack kelly #david jacobs #buttons davenport #buttons newsies #elmer kasprzak #elmer newsies #specs newsies #crutchie newsies #crutchie morris #spot conlon #katherine plumber pulitzer #ralbert #javey #buttons x elmer #specs x crutchie #uksies spot x katherine

[turtleblogatlast]

No but like every time I think about Splinter and what he had to go through just to keep the boys alive, my heart hurts for him so badly. Is he perfect? No not at all, but none of them are and by god does he love his sons.

The fact that all of them are alive, and grew to thrive despite the circumstances surrounding them is a testament of how much Splinter loves his boys. He raised four babies following the most traumatic time of his life, all alone with nothing but the sewers to house them (to hide them.) I feel like he’s not given the credit he deserves for all he’s done.

And I get that it’s easy to hold up his flaws and faults when it comes to parenting, I myself like looking into them because flawed characters are super interesting and said flaws make them more realistic and engaging, but he tries, and again, so many others would have given up on the boys or failed along the way but Splinter didn’t.

He’s their father, for all his faults he did his damndest to make sure they survived.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt splinter #rise splinter #he’s not perfect as I’ve said #and he’s got a whole slew of flaws and faults #but he’s a person - we are all flawed #he loves his sons dearly dearly dearly even if he struggles along the way to show that #parenting is not easy! especially as a traumatized mutant who is forced to do it alone #side note but I think this is one of the reasons why it kiiiiiinda ruffles my feathers to see so many people assign parentification to Raph #and in turn make Splinter out to be way worse and way more distant than he is in canon? #like idk I just don’t see what so many others see ig but maybe that’s just me #i guess my thoughts are like- let parents have flaws without villainizing them? #they’re still parents even if they mess up? #we can discuss the repercussions of a parents actions on a child while not casting that parent as an awful person #parents are peopleeee #I could go on but yeahhh #idk it bothers me seeing splinter’s efforts undermined when he’s been through so much #idk if ppl realized this by now but I love me some flawed characters #tho I do think in this fandom the ones whose faults are discussed the most are like #Splinter mostly then Draxum then Leo #of the main cast #and in Splinters case in particular his faults are made to cover his good qualities which makes me sad #because he is SO INTERESTING #they’re all flawed characters and tbh so interesting because their flaws are ALSO their strengths in many aspects

[quirkle2]

my fav pets from cs :) [please zoom in . pl ease]

[designs belong to chickensmoothie]

#qkdraws #i know this isn't gonna get a lot of notes so reminder: reblogs r very appreciated #chicken smoothie #bit of an oddball here ! #if anybody doesn't know what chicken smoothie is; #it's a fun little pet-collecting site :) u adopt little sillies n trade them with other users. it's nice #i've been on cs since 2013 and have thankfully collected some of my dream pets in the process :] #the velociraptor's name is valon and i love him dearly #the cool lookin purple wolf is a shima longtail and her name is mal :) #when i first joined cs she had been my dreamie for Years #and when i finally got her i was like . the happiest 12 year old in existence #anyway i still love her very much . i cherish her she'll prolly always be my fav #the pumpkin pie with a face on it IS indeed a pet #i got him very recently actually . he was also a dreamie #and i gave my trading partner like . my entire stock of rares that i had saved up over the course of my 10ish years of playing #as well as like . C$1000+ #basically sold my soul for that guy GVEYAIGV #idk why i like him so much he's just . so thoughtless and silly #the other three wolves at the top aren't particularly rare or in demand i just like them #the grey one with the blue accessories and the floating crown is shilao . he is gentle and silly #the one next to him w the scarf is ren . he is jaded and withdrawn but shilao brings him out of his shell etc etc #they sit right next to each other in my pet groups and i have labeled them ''GAY LOVERS'' . bc they ARE #and the cool glowing one is just a staff pet that looked badass i love him #anyway apologies for the random doodles of a game but im assuming not many people know of #i just enjoy them :)

[taylorshope]

A hug from any of the TDIM protagonists could fix me

#this cast is just so special to me??? idk why #they're all just like super comforting to me #maybe it's because it's the only dpa game ive had to wait to release #so like i got to meet them all prior to the game coming out or something? #idk but ive loved them all dearly ever since i saw the demo #the dark pictures anthology #supermassive games #the devil in me #mark nestor #erin keenan #jamie tiergan #kate wilder #charlie lonnit

[ubersaur]

y'know? after years of dread abt dying alone I think I'm now ok with it. I'm pretty damn grey/demi-aro and Im finally starting to feel okay about that!!

#thanks meds? Thanks representation? thank you all my friends who i love so dearly? I dont fucking know! but #over the last several weeks/months suddenly it's whatever and im accepting the aro aspects of myself! #I'm not gonna shut myself off from the possibility but like. I want to be realistic about it yknow? #crushes/Romantic interest come around very rarely for me. Rarer still for them affections to also be returned. #hell i barely remember why i dreaded being aro. I guess for simplicity #I just didn't want to be alone. But I'm not. I love my friends! #still feels a little alienating sometimes sure #but i already have so many OTHER intersecting queer & alienating aspects abt my identity what's one more lmfao. #imma jsut be a little weirdo its fine #idk just loving myself a lil more every day :) #rambling / #u

[koishua]

shining solo ep 8. my reaction rn 😐😐 took it a bit hard lmao

#tp #very mixed feelings. as someone who associates herself with jeongwoo and having very similar personalities... this ep hurt a lot #idk idk #i mean i get it but i also absolutely do not get it #so many thoughts im taking this very personally what the heck #i cant really warm up to half of this part's girlies im sorry #i loved everyone on part one #as someone who also struggles with managing my social energy lvls... this was a slap in the face #bc my boy jeongwoo truly gave it his ALL the whole day and even managed to perform a couple songs for the girls #despite already having spent the whole day together #and his energy must have been SPENT already and then they pick him as MVP of the day and he has that 1:5 date with all of the girls #by himself!! which is so terrifying imagine being the one person who everyone's attention is on and you have to interact with these ppl #that you arent very comfortable with but you still try your best to give them a good time #AND THEN!! they give you NOTHING in return?? not even a recorder?? no jewel no recording nothing. just ignored like that by everyone #and i get that the girls dont know who's voting for who so they might have believed someone else was gonna give him a jewel or sth #but no one gives him anything (positive OR negative) #and yeah. he was absolutely shocked at the empty safe. i would have been too. #and why did they not give him a jewel y'all might ask??? IT WAS BC HE FELL SILENT DURING THE LAST BIT: THE DINNER #my gosh that's the part that i take offense to personally bc it's really really really difficult to always engage in convos with ppl #after spending the whole day with them already?? and your social battery is down so you quietly enjoy a simple meal?? #and then all the girlies threw him away like that?? #i mean yeah you're surrounded by sweet men who spend the day appealing themselves to you but come on?? #i would have been so impressed by jeongwoo and thankful that he put that much effort in and would understand how difficult it is to #maintain it till the very end because not everyone has hyunsuk's boundless social energy #no offense hyunsuk i love you dearly #and also??? what's up with admitting that you lack some confidence upfront?? #the girl's reasoning for giving yoshi the voice recorder was that he said he holds himself to a high standard and lacks confidence sometimes #and i get it. being confident is more attractive than someone who's always insecure and puts themselves down #(and makes the other person uncomfortable) but they were having an honest and deep convo when the thing he said in that convo was used #against him in the end? i would feel kind of betrayed too bc being able to admit that you feel insecure sometimes is a v brave thing to do!!

[ishgard]

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#i have a deep spiritual need to do something Shippy today #but i gotta Work 😩 #(i caretake and my sisters house is where braincells go to die) #(she has four animals and i love them all dearly but one of them is always front and center at all times) #ninja [cat] has a habit of coming up meowing and climbing on me very demandingly #and then walking away and then repeating this every 5-10 minutes #dakota [small dog] barks Terribly at every sound - real or perceived #iris [golden retriever] ....... is very sweet and dumb with zero concept of personal space #leia [cat] is the only one who has any chill #except for when she does not #[or the food bowls are empty] #in which case she has ZERO CHILL #idk why i'm typing all of this all i was gonna say was #i just wanna pose My cat and her god boyfriend #tbd!!!

[torchickentacos]

So my sister and I were talking and this happened (a masterpiece made in 30 seconds) (long tags)

#ok ngl lumity hasn't really captured me like a lot of ships do #idk why but it's like. i enjoy it but am not invested #BUT #there ARE parralels even if i don't think they were done as well as contestshipping #any gripes i have with it are mostly due to production issues though #mostly it just lacked the slowburn enemies to friends to lovers #bc shows used to have a bajillion episodes #and now it's struggling to fit a complete story into what the studios let them have #back in MY day (lol) shows had so much time that half the episodes had characters just fuckin around kicking sand on the beach or some shit #naruto. pokemon. fairy tail. lookin at you guys #but like. at least that means we have time for just FUN and not plot #these days every episode jams so much plot into it that there's no time to breathe #where's the TOMFOOLERY #THE SHENANIGANS #THE MAYHEM AND FOOLISHNESS #THE. CHARACTER PERSONALITY BUILDING IN OTHERWISE IRRELEVANT EPISODES #for all my complaints about pokemon advanced (whom i love dearly) at least they had time to do fuck all in the middle of a forest #it was kinda boring sometimes but at least they had the option to just. do nothing some days #granted it's the opposite extreme where we get ten episodes of eh in a row but still #i prefer that

[earlyspringtranscendence]

ik im talking a lot abt the books im reading rn (this is due to the fact that after eons of not having the time or energy i am once again reading books) but theydies i can happily announce that after 2 unsuccessful weapons and wielders books soulbrand has truly captured my enamoration once again i’m kissing keras lovingly and tenderly (the only way to kiss him)

#just got to the scene where he fights edria song & she's so sweet about it and he's so unintentionally flirtatious #ugh !!!!! babygirl <3 #like dgmw theres nothing wrong w the first two but like they just haven't been for me #and its like there truly is no rhyme or reason as to why because i love keras i love dawn and reika absolutely #and i especially love seeing keras as . you know. keras. instead of as taelien (but taelien is my sweet angel forever so yk) #like its not like i prefer keras to t or anything i just like seeing his growth and his changing #so idk why the first two didnt like hook me as much as any of the other books within the universe #but anyway. soulbrand has gotten me thank god ! i think i should get the paperbacks for w&w to like #reread them and just see if the medium might make a difference #eventually i wanna own all the andrew rowe books but i do also have to prioritise cause i only have the first 2 aa books #and how to defeat a demon king i found that one second hand as like a library copy im p sure ??? which is cool #so anyway i wanna complete aa first and honestly i do also very much want to own wobm very dearly #but those ones are just for the collection of it all because i dont think i'll ever reread those physically i love the audiobooks too much #and i dont have That much annotating to do in those as opposed to the arcane ascension ones #and then we get into the shatter crystal legacy (not what its called cant right recall rn) of which . i think the second one is out #but anyway ive only read the first one but would love to have that one as well obv #ugh. i love this universe so much it truly is so captivating to me #recently read

[skrunksthatwunk]

haruka should be allowed to be mad at kiryu tbh

#not just in y6 but like all the time #dont get me wrong i LOVE them and i love them being sweet and happy and i love kiryu being a good dad ok #but kiryu is uh. not always the best. in ways that i think she should be upset about #and i think the canon narrative doesnt rlly wanna address that bc kiryu is trying so hard and that effort must be forgiven #and for a happy ending to occur the family must be reunited #and i get that but like. haruka's side of the story is often ignored completely #or else boils down to unconditional daughter love in ways that are supposed to be admirable #and again. i love these two dearly. i love them very very much. but i think that tension should be explored #their relationship would be Very Complex and i think it would be Messy tbh. not like screaming fighting per se but i think haruka should be #allowed some moments of Uncle Kaz Im Sick Of Your Shit type stuff #im not even sure why i feel this way specifically bc i know i used to have reasons for it but like. yeah #even if you dont think haruka's justified or that she's missing some details/perspective or whatever i think she should be hurt and upset #about some of The Bullshit. baby girl needs therapy she needs some support and sometimes kiryu just. idk. #anyway go listen to welly boots by the amazing devil. thats basically my thesis statement #look maybe I'm just projecting my own daddy issues or whatever idk. maybe more people should do that with them like. shit #I'll do it someday I'll make that content i swear #sorry thinkjng about the unconditional daughter love again. she's kind of an ideal. she's a fantasy sometimes of a daughter figure who will #always understand how hard you're trying and be cute and love you no matter what. does that make sense??? and it's like. like i almost feel #bad for knocking that bc i get parents are under a lot of stress but i think she should have that power and that agency to be upset with #him. idk if im making sense. she's reduced to the Ideal Daughter and i want her to be loving and kind but with some moments of bitterness

[tardis--dreams]

I think it says nothing about me that 98% of my favorite characters are the ones who absolutely do not trust anyone, always consider how bad people can be, rather than how good they can be. The ones who cannot read social cues well, and for whom intimacy, trust, and being comfortable around people is a foreign concept. The ones with childhood trauma who learned to adapt to a world where nothing could be considered to be save and no one could be considered to be trustworthy. The ones who never show their true emotions but if they do they do so violently breaking down. The ones who get treated as outcasts and have accepted this role.

But like i said. That says nothing about me as a person

#not all my faves combine all of these characteristics. but it's a theme. i relate to them. and i love them‚ which is funny #because i really don't like myself at all. #but it explains why i got imprinted on juwon and not dongsik. because i find myself in him #(do Not understand this as 'i like juwon more than dongsik'. i would die for dongsik. it's not about liking him more or anything #can't quite explain it) #and it explains why kang yohan is so very dear to me. despite me really not liking him the first few episodes the first time i watched #how he puts on a show in public and gets awkward around the people he loves and how he expresses his love by letting people hate him #(i love how we have a similar dynamic between gaon and yohan and juwon and dongsik but vice versa. but that's a different topic) #that's why i so very dearly love do hyun soo who got demonized so much throughout his youth he started to believe he wasn't capable of love #who put so much effort into trying to seem normal without realizing he Actually felt So much love the entire time #lee ji-an who doesn't even try to act friendly. who thinks she's a terrible person and cries when told she's actually good #mijeong who feels uncomfortable all the time who doesn't like anyone completely who's exhausted all the time #i have more but I'll leave it at this. i really want to point out every single thing i love about all of them (especially juwon and yohan #) #my heart beats a little faster whenever someone shows interest in me or implies/actively expresses they like me somehow #despite my very obvious lack of social skills. and i feel like I'm tricking them even though i don't usually approach people #but I'm not myself when I'm around people. I've recently started to try to be more me but i know i wouldn't be very likeable #(yeah idk where this is supposed to be going so i better stop. i just. Love these kinds of characters So much okay?!) #shut up amy

[michi-chelle]

i really do love ambiguous relationships. we’re not platonic we’re not romantic we’re not sexual but a secret fourth thing (a strange combo of all of the above).

#‘but it’s confusing’ we enjoy each other’s company. what is there to be confused about #‘but you wouldn’t kiss your friend or cuddle with your friend or hold your friend’s hand’ yeah maybe ~you~ wouldn’t #‘but saying i love you to everyone ruins the significance of it’ there’s plenty of love to go around. i promise you #idk i understand the benefits of labels and why we hold onto them so dearly #but i feel like sometimes we get caught up in labels when really we could just be. loving the people we love #and definining boundaries and values for ourselves and our relationships and not what we think a certain relationship should look like #michi yaps

[blazerodd]

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#tw vent #i guess #idk what i'm doing let's go #my body doesn't know how to express his feelings right and I can't interpret something that's not there why is my subconscious so lazy #got left on read for what felt like a week from someone i thought i could love like i want and then nah it's some fucking mental thing #and now I can't anymore #i'm not complaining about them i'm not an asshole #i'm complaining about the world god fate gravity if you will whatever the fuck it's making random choices there #it seems like I can't love someone dearly i will never get some sense of security #and i'm not sad i'm euphoric why am I euphoric why am I dancing what the fuck is happening #i couldn't be sad i already knew it was going to happen but why can't i feel sad when it's normal to be sad am I sick ? am I ? #what the fuck #honestly what the fuck #yeah the text is that song from the chainsaw man chapter #i'm sorry about this mutuals I just felt like doing it maybe someone knows what's going on #ChuChu Lovely MuniMuni MuraMura

[s0urte3th]

the inner machinations of my mind are an enigma

#i don’t understand why you bother #i really dont #i don’t understand why you risk it for me. why you decide to practically let me hurt you #i dont know why you keep ignoring the red flags. keep turning a blind eye to my ridiculously stupid actions #idk #sometimes i just wonder if i should just lock myself away yk? #if people cant talk to me then how could i hurt them? i feel like i leave a trail of acid wherever i go #that no matter what ill just keep damaging the people i love so dearly #isk man #my minds just scattered rn

[oglegoggle]

False glamor and true evil of the music industry/Hollywood/show biz in general but uhhhhhh I wish I could give Elvis a hug

#this is goggles #can’t stop Thinkin about Elvis I feel like a little kid again #but this time I’ve done more than just listen to the jams and watch the films #that man had a pretty fucked up life but he never stopped being Wierd at his core and honestly #it’s hearting to know that other Weirdos have always been out there and always will be and they can indeed be celebrated for their Weirdness #It makes sense why Elvis impersonators even to this day are uhhhhh Like That #I’ve impersonated Elvis I’ve been friends with impersonators I follow a few in their careers #Elvis stans run extremely neurodivergent #he was a weird guy and even still his memory speaks to the other weird guys who are like him #idk dudes I’m really emotional reading Elvis & Me by Priscilla #he was very abused and he reacted in a lot of weird ways he was bad at communication and he wasn’t taken seriously when he hurt #he took advantage of songs his black friends wrote and didn’t share the royalties like he should’ve and he was weird af with 14yo Priscilla #he was trapped in a financial hellscape he wanted desperately to escape but couldn’t because of the predatory behavior of those around him #he loved and trusted them and he knew they were hurting him and that tore him to pieces but he was still so loyal #he was funny and into weird hobbies and a little bit genderfucky and both sexy and awkward and he was shy and had a nervous tic onstage #I love him genuinely and dearly he was so multifaceted and just Incredible #lmfao my own autism is 100% engaged when I think of him #I look at him and I understand that we’re the same and because we are I can be Incredible too #Tho I’m not gonna fool around with teenagers or screw my friends out of the dues they’re owed for their work #It’s not 1952 anymore we culturally recognize that that shit ain’t right these days #I can lead a life dedicated to the pursuit of fun and joy like Elvis #I can wear whatever tf I want no matter how garish or tacky like Elvis #I can be beloved for my bold and uninhibited personality no matter how weird like Elvis #And I can dress up like Elvis lmfao

[astrxealis]

kaine and brother nier

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა drakenier ໒꒱ *·˚ #I NEVER. GOT WHY I SAW PEOPLE LIKING THWM #and im still just in act i but god i love them so much already #esp w the little bits ive seen w older brother nier and all. wow #mannn i am . finished with all side quests so i can safely proceed to doing emil's mansion and onward stuff #but ARGHFJDBFKNE IDK. IDK. i need to confirm w lune #also i miss gbf (hasn't played in a hot minute) #and i should play type-0 more (has not played since the first day of playing) #AND I DEARLY MISS FFXIV ...... (literally logged in yesterday)