#if you wanna know who it is dm me

[joyflameball]

Shoutout to the time a suibaiter got mad at me for writing a fic about suicide like "I HOPE YOU REALIZE THAT TRAUMATIZING SHIT REAL PEOPLE GO THROUGH ISN'T ANGST FOR YOUR GMOD FANFICTION OR WHATEVER" (my good bitch i am literally also suicidal) and then vagueposted about my fic like "THE FANDOMIFICATION OF SUICIDE." You are literally a suibaiter who suibaits people because they draw Benrey as blue lmao

#it's literally so dumb and also pretty infuriating but i have a tendancy to focus on the funny #tis a coping mechanism #tw suicide #suicide #suicide tw #half tempted to rb this to my hlvrai account bc. i'm pretty sure people who follow me follow them but i don't wanna just call people out #i might. uhhh tell me if i should rb it over there #if you wanna know who it is dm me #DO NOT START A WITCH HUNT OR MAKE A CALLOUT POST i do NOT wanna get them mass harassed #cassie rambles #it's kinda funny to me that they got so mad over me writing about suicide in hlvrai #WHEN SUICIDE WAS CANONICALLY IN HLVRAI #GORDON LITERALLY TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF ON SCREEN LIKE. DID WE WATCH THE SAME SERIES #your silly gmod series is not that silly and i can make it less silly and if you wanna get mad at me for it go choke lol #curate your own experience and go to therapy <333 #ALSO THEY'RE A SUIBAITER. A SUIBAITER GETTING MAD AT ME FOR WRITING ABOUT SUICIDE. BRO. #like if this was like a kids show or something i can understand getting mad aboutit but like. #this is a series where the main villain's monologue is a five hundred word dick joke #it honestly would've been so fucking funny if they suibaited me over my suicide fic because i shouldn't be writing about suicide. imagine #also it wasn't like a treated suicide as a joke in that fic?? i was very explicitly ''hey this is not a good thing'' #please gain critical thinking and don't get angry abt suicide fic WHEN YOU ARE LITERALLY A SUIBAITER

[notahorseindisguise]

I'm so sorry you're hurting yourself like this. You're clearly an autistic young woman. I hope you get the help you need ❤️

thank you so much!! i really needed this encouragement. it means so much to hear you call me a woman, especially since im a cisgender male.

i will get the help i need! ill look into hormone replacement therapy and become the beautiful autistic young woman you see inside me!!

#corntent #i cant. i cant breathe oh my gosh #this is so funny #a terf found my acct ig #and im assuming they saw my face from the video i posted earlier today with my really fluffy hair?? #and ig they assumed i was afab and a trans guy #holy shit im gonna cry #this is such a major compliment ?!?!?! #i cant even tell what ur trying to say #so you think. i dont. pass. as a guy? #im too feminine to be a guy so i must be a transguy says the terf #also #i did in fact interact with a terf earlier today #only one #i liked one of their posts (by accident. i only realised i liked it looking at the acct who i think sent me this) #and im sure its them. theres nobody else it could be #idk why im not naming and shaming. @terven i know this was you #open your asks or your dms or something i want. i wanna know what u was thinking here LKJDSAFAS

[mishapen-dear]

tbh i think that even unwinnable fights should be winnable. some of the BEST fights i've ever run as a dm were ones i built kill the players (in a fun way. I had some cutscenes prepped so even the loss would be a different flavour of win)- but then they were clever bastards and managed to either win the fights or pull themselves out of trouble. I think it's perfectly fine to plan for a fight that players aren't supposed to win, but you need to let them. if they can't win, they can't lose, and the meaning of that encounter is diminished. do that too many times, and they stop trusting you to give them roleplay prompts and start expecting to sit there waiting while you drive the story for them.

but if they can win... if there is always the chance to win, no matter how impossible the odds, then they ALWAYS have hope. they always get invested. they feel the big emotions of success or the big emotions of failure, and you fucking Win as a dm/roleplay prompter/lead bastard.

#qsmp neg #qsmp crit #discourse #<- for blacklists #im not grumping or anything im just musing on like. the mechanics of why everyone is so upset about the latest fight #and how it can be avoided while still keeping these fights genuinely difficult and intense #its hard because there's so many players and they all have wildly different strengths and weaknesses #so someone who could take on the code easy needs that enemy scaled differently than someone who isn't a big fighter #but it's hard to do that in a world where they interact w the same enemy #and you only have so much man-power to cater to a big server like this one #and then you bring in the big powerful items that the players can and can't access but which the admins have ultimate power over #and the fact that some of the admins themselves have lag issues or aren't super great at pvp so they accommodate that with better gear #and it starts getting messy #but for the fights themselves yeah regardless of what armour or gear or killing-methods they use there should Always be a win condition #and idk maybe there was one and we just didn't get to see it #but if that win condition is 'parents sit in the safe room with their babies while the others are overrun' #then i think there are ways to build better win conditions #anyway i love game design and player/dm interactions qsmp hire me now i want to know your behind the scenes #jk im too busy to apply #but man. i wanna nerd out so bad that sometimes i think about it

[urhighnessbitch]

Urge to interact with your mutuals more vs. fear of annoying them: fight

#the constant fight in my head #but hey mutuals if you wanna talk feel free to slide in my dms! #mutuals-in-law are very welcome too #I'm just bad at keeping track #I'm not even 100% sure who my mutuals are tbh #like l know who l follow but who follows me back??? #so if we're mutuals you probably have to tell me lmao #i know like. 5 off of the top of my head #this post is a mess l should sleep

[meltymooncakes]

you know who you are, dm me :3

#meltysyrup #syrup posting #you know who you are #i dont tho but still dm me i wanna be an autism creature in ur dms

[bandersnch]

So since people can't keep to themselves and are STILL playing the victim card, I have to say something. And honestly? I really don't care at this point. So it has come to my attention that Abi and Mox ( of all people, idk what surprises me more at this point and that is a whole other can of worms ) were talking shit about me again. Which, honestly does not surprise me but here it goes.

now, before i continue i do have receipts for everything i'm going to be saying but because the point of this is NOT a callout, if you want to see them i am more than happy to send them to you privately.

there's a reason i severed the friendship between us. on multiple occasions, she had broken my trust and tried to start shit amongst our shared friend group. she has actively tried to turn people against me ( and still is apparently ??? ). she's also lied about what i've said and did on numerous occasions.

she claimed i casted her aside and replaced her when none of that ever happened. you know why she got upset with me? because i wouldn't ship bandit with her muses.

that's what started this all. SHIPPING.

but back to it. i have never cast her aside, but when she repeatedly broke my trust it became harder and harder to remain as close to her as i had.

i had approached her to try and talk about the situation like adults, but i was met with a block and then a post saying how horrible of a person i was when i just wanted to talk about what had happened. She also had pulled all of this when i was visiting my best friend who had attempted and needed support and not able to be present to defend myself.

long story short, she plays the victim card. acts like she's the victim and tries to pull pity by gaslighting and will slander my name to anyone who will listen to her and she'll also pull anyone else in on it that will be on her side. she's notorious for this. and also for not owning up to her own mistakes. SHE IS NOT THE VICTIM HERE.

She talks about me replacing a character she made with me ( the blog in question she mentioned was made on discord a year ago ), but aside from that she also had someone literally rip off my blog for julie and have someone else play her. with my aesthetic. so i don't think she has a leg to stand on, but that's just me.

There's so much more but this is already getting long and i'm just tired. I didn't want to have to do this AGAIN. I thought this would be over and done with but apparently not.

Here is a link to the OG post I made about this back in june 2023.

Thank you for anyone who got this far in reading this. I appreciate it. I also appreciate anyone who stuck with me after this all happened originally. I appreciate you more than you know. I love all your beautiful faces and if you want to unfollow and block me after this, i totally understand. i just wanted to speak my peace before she starts spouting off again like she has in the past.

I just want to exist in peace and idk how to at this point lol i love you all.

xoxo

#i put it under a cut bc its long #and i know people dont wanna read drama but #it is what it is #and if you wanna know who abi and/or mox is DM me #but most people know who she is #╰ ⸻ ✟ 𝖇𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖙 : ooc ❨ out of character ❩˙ #drama tw

[acadieum]

hellooo ive also been following u since 2018 i was 14 then and im 20 now lmfao and ur one of the only ppl on tumblr i regularly remember to check the blog of bc ur art style has always been one of if not my favs across fandoms <3

omfg..... i know im only like a couple yrs older than u rn but U WERE SO YOUNG OMG??? AND NOW YOU'RE 20!?!?!? thats nuts???

BUT WAAAA YOU'RE SO SWEET ;___; <33 that means so much to me esp since i dipped in activity for a while there but i appreciate hearing that sm you have no idea 😭😭😭💛💛💛

#adrien replies #who are you kind soul..... pls... #my literal reaction doing the math made my jaw drop LMAO #but thats so cool knowing some of yall have stuck by me that long!! like whadda heck!!! #btw obvi not forcing anyone but if yall wanna talk- my dms are always open to vibe n chill #esp if you've been interacting w me that long #like chances are that i will likely remember or recognize ur url if youve been interacting w me for that many years #i see yall and i appreciate yall sm ;__; <3 #knowing that some of yall still check my silly little blog even tho i have periods of inactivity is so heartwarming..tysm.. #adrien doodles

[anxiously-sidequesting]

SPEAKING OF WHICH are there like any chill wizard101 discord servers or group chats that I could join. Or if anyone just wanna add me on discord shoot me a tumblr DM because I'm lonely and I like you guys :)

#ive had this thought for a while BUT IM JUST SHY. but after the soap opera morganthe dream i just had i need wizard friends to yell at #i got like one wizard mutual on discord already. if youre reading this you know who u are. love you /p <3 #other than that one person NONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON DISCORD PLAY THE GAME AND IM LOBELY #I WANNA TALK ABOUT WIZARDS AND SHIT #altho ill probably be a useless discord discussion partner because i have no literary comprehension- #-and i havent played the source material in years. okay #all my knowledge on wizard101 is either personal headcanons im now considering as facts or secondhand knowledge from the internet #also my ocs. i love talking about my ocs even though they have the depth of cardboard #ALSO LOVE HEARING ABOUT OTHER PPLS OCS THATS MY FAVORITE THING TO READ FROM MY FRIENDS #like you could dm me at 4 in the morning to talk about your ocs i would be so happy #altho fair warning i can suck at dms bc im an anxious little chihuahua so if ur gonna add me i must warn u. i text back 5 years later #either i send 200 messages in the span of 5 minutes or you wont hear from me until we're both 30. sorry thats just the autism for u #BUT YEAH if anyone wants to add me they can #this fandom is like the only fandom in the world im comfy with interacting with LMAO #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Ok so i saw you taging me in that chicken nugget of friendship post @here-2suffer @bbonkie and @bilolli thank you all so much<3

I just didnt feel like reposting that for some reason, sorry

#i ramble #my art #i guess #i just feel egh about posting rn but it will get better #my social battery is on critical condition rn but i still wanna let my people know that i still love yall #also everyone who tagged me in that nice cake post sorry i didnt answer but posting is really draining to me rn for a reason #you can try talking to be in the dms tho if you wanna that seems to be better for me

[kkoct-ik]

is this a safe space

#im working on some informational comic about something i struggle with to keep myself sane #i think if you know you know #but im like 5050 if i literally dare to post it #a) its sensitive info and i kind of dont wanna share it if there isnt an audience for jt #and b) egghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggghhgh #kostik speaks #frens who Know feel free to dm me and ill send you what i got lmao

[returnofahsoka]

working on my first dnd character and. i didn't think it would be this hard?? am i overthinking it????

#our dm helped me roll the stats and figure out skills and the rest #but i basically have no idea about this character. like no backstory or motivation or even a name or a vague visual idea #and usually when i create ocs that just sorta happens but now im just???? girl who are you???? #also im incredibly nervous about the game. i dont wanna fuck anything up but i know i will #not even getting into the fact that historically i dont do well in improvisational situations #(read: every time i was forced to do impro roleplay game as part of sume stupid team building exercise i ended up panicking) #so honestly idk what i expect from this #but ive been wanting to play for years and im so lucky i found a group so i should do my best #which rolls back up to. i dont wnat to fuck it up #aaaaaaaahh #my posts

[risingsunresistance]

FINN ;-;

#YAYYYYYY IM GONNA START SOBBING AT WORK #anyways fuck everyone who was like ''you only like him bc he's a femboy'' WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH #but also fuck everyone who was begging him to come out not on his own terms #CONGRATS FINN YAYYYYYY i cant watch the vid im only on break for 5 more minutes #idk current name/pronouns but a friend dm'd me can someone send me an ask or something i wanna keep up #or twitter buddies dm me on discord or soemthing pspsps i wanna know more but i cant watch #im just chillin in the bathroom rn 😭 #chat

[alcyonei]

〈✖ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴜsᴇ ᴏʀ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴘᴇʀᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ✖〉

Yay for full design ref for Dóvenyth! Added some info about her, too. Idk how much I wanna reveal yet...

Artist's ramblings under the cut.

I did want to do a more detailed ref, but I kept getting caught up on making everything look perfect and rendered, then my joints started hurting real bad, so I did what I could.

The more detailed character sheet shows her when she's fighting, which I love cuz she has an almost counter-intuitive hierarchy of which style she uses, but it makes perfect sense for her.

I also am not sure how to approach explaining her backstory. I mean! Not like there's so many people expecting anything. But I do think it fun to not really explain a lot yet. Idk if anyone else will follow, or would care about Dóvenyth. We'll see!

#bg3 tav #bg3 oc #dnd oc #also i changed the name if this blog to #alcyonei #cuz i decided to use it as a signature for my drawings and my joints cant handle writing out alcyoneidays #hopefully i can actually start playing bg3 tomorrow!!!! #lol i might actually just wait for the weekend #i have to swap out the lame-ass 64gb ssd for the 1tb i bought for it #and id like the full weekend to just focus on screaming and crying nonstop #anyway for the one (1) person who actually pays attention to me here- if you wanna know more about dóvenyth you can dm me #we can be friends if you want #thats for everyone too actually #tav dovenyth #dovenyth alcyonei

[spaciebabie]

Computer, show me spaciebabie x reader fanfics

Computer

Computer are you there?

Computer please

hi im computer

youre not getting that.

#WHO'S SENDING THESE #AKSJGHKDAJHGKAH??? #someone out there wants me really bad but is like a coward and wont say it ta my face #if one of my friends sent this you should talk ta me about it :> #(i really cant think of anyone else who would send it ksjfhskdfhs i like ta think that you guys are sensible enough ta know #that if i dont know you personally you shouldnt flirt w/me akjfskjf) #only if you're comfortable tho!! #if you're not a friend uhhh. you're outta luck pal #shrug emoji #spacie splains #again just reiterating b/c things like these can snowball #IF YOU DONT KNOW ME PERSONALLY. YOU SHOULDNT FLIRT W/ME #:> #anybeans #anon if you're my friend and you're up for chatting about it my dms are open! #otherwise!! i will refrain from answering these anymore...i dont wanna accidentally start something else 😭😭 #this could get dangerous really fast so im cutting it off here #ive had ppl come in here in the past and attempt flirting w/me and i usually ignore it #but w/you specifically im curious #b/c i may or may not know who you are already #but dont quote me on it

[selfindulgentfandomstuff]

Trying to get a hang of Roman’s face lol

I like the top right one best so far!

#NOT tagging this with the main succession tags bc I’m scared #anyways I haven’t started watching succession yet but I’ve been reading the characters wikis and uhhh #Roman Roy kinda 😳 #look look ik he’s probably gonna end up being an emotionally dysfunctional piece of shit freak of a person but consider this: I wont him #(I think. we’ll see if I feel the same once I start the show lol) #anyways I feel like I had a mutual who f/os Roman already so to that mutual #if you want me to tag any Roman love posting I might do PLS let me know via ask or dm or whatever!! #or you can unfollow too I won’t take it personally!! I don’t wanna make anyone uncomfortable!!

[literallysatanofficial]

mmmmm i have acquired admin rights on the wwdits wiki and am fixing it because oh my Fucking God it has not been properly updated on an admin level since season 2--

#i havent slept in 24 hours but god damn it im on a mission #i guess occasionally it helps to know the fandom staff lol #wwdits #what we do in the shadows #sorry to those of u who enjoy the movie but the aesthetic is... not good for graphic design #ALSO I GAVE DJINN A FUCKING PAGE.... top searched term on the wiki and yet. #anyway hiii if anybody has any pressing issues feel free to dm me #or if you wanna help i would greatly appreciate that too ❤ #this is the third wiki ive adopted 💀 #graphic design is my passion (its not i spent like 5 hours trying to get a nice looking colour pallette and messing with fonts) #but im happy with it i think it looks a hell of a lot better now #trying to future proof as best as i can