#im feeling like gambling

[soranker]

TRU SHOT ❇️💚❇️

#hades game #artemis #im trying to draw fanart to avoid playing this game obsessively 💀 #speedrunning has taken a toll on my wrist and i also broke a controller 💀 #fun fact i was listening to a podcast or youtube video the other day (cant remember which) #that was talking about the brain chemistry that happens for people with gambling addictions #and i was like oh no i mildly relate to this lmao #except instead of losing time or money i am losing feeling in my left hand #this game gives quite the dopamine rush! #i dont even get that much enjoyment from playing it anymore it just makes my brain go brrr🤡 #idk why im telling yall this maybe i will delete these tags later lol 🙈

[justarandomhelluvablog]

having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person

#hazbin hotel #husk #warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man #thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell #which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past #and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot #and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober #we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities #(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner) #but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain #he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord #he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend #he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists #he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to- #and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to #participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this #but dammit he does it anyway #(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm) #anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already #got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell #like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth #but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win #ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people #I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed #we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/ #and that person is a pretty damn good guy #he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and #we're just seeing the tail end of it #god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry #I just have so many thoughts about him

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

This is a genuine innocent ask

Since ofmd is officially over, where does all the money donated go? This is not just a question for the fandom bit in general when ur raising money for a renewal but it fails.

so i mean, in general when a renewal campaign "fails" we dont usually get the showrunner saying outright "yeah the show isnt getting picked up, im sorry guys." like im pretty sure that most of the time, money that's raised for a campaign like this just gets collected and spent without there ever being an official announcement from the showrunners that fans should stop campaigning.

as far as the money that was raised for the first billboard back in january, all the money that was collected is long gone now bc it was spent on the billboard, the truck, the plane flyover, and the charity donations. and like, everyone who donated to that campaign knew that's where the money was going, and they knew there was a chance that the renewal campaign wouldn't work. so even tho the money they raised is gone, the ppl who donated technically got what they paid for.

when it comes to the second billboard, i have no idea what the plan is there. as far as im aware that fundraising effort is (was??) still ongoing, so djenks saying it's over kinda throws a wrench in that process. im not actually associated w the ppl collecting money for the second billboard, nor have i personally contributed to that campaign (or to the first campaign either, ftr), so i have no input or insight as to what's gonna happen w that money going forward. if u want more concrete info abt what's going on with that money you'd wanna ask @saveofmdcrewmates

from what i can tell tho, there are a few options as to what they could do with the money: they could ignore david's message and run the billboard as planned, they could forget the billboard and donate the money to charity, or they could run the billboard but change the messaging to something else. they might even be able to give some of the money back to the people who contributed?? that might be hard tho, idk what platform they were using to collect the money and i have no idea if they're even able to like, refund people. idk if the people who donated would even want their money back, or if they would rather the money still be used for the billboard, or be repurposed for something else. like i said, i didnt donate and i have nothing to do with the ppl raising the money so it rlly doesn't matter to me at all what happens.

#ofmd #our flag means death #save ofmd #ask #anon #mine #txt #og #s3 renewal hell #for the record also. when it comes to ppl criticizing the fans who DID choose to donate their money to the renewal efforts... #i think if u want to laugh abt how it's a waste of money that's fair. god knows i do the same thing #like im always gonna roll my eyes over ppl spending hundreds to thousands of dollars on like. funko pops. or sports betting. #or gambling in general. or tickets to see an artist that i think sucks. or expensive and ugly sports cars. or golf equipment. #or high-end fashion that's incredibly boring. or home decor that's as bland and impersonal as possible. #but that's bc these things do not appeal to me and seem like a waste of money bc i dont care abt them #im not gonna sit here and get mad abt how these ppl are spending money on shit i think is stupid so that makes them Bad People #like frankly it's fucking stupid to try and take the moral high ground over ppl having interests that they spend money on #laugh abt how u think ppl's taste sucks but if u try and make it some sort of moral issue then you're getting in too deep #i know it probably makes u feel superior to act like ppl spending their money on stupid shit are Bad People #but from the bottom of my heart: grow up #stop being so catholic abt everything jfc

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

For whoever cares I still have quite some poems that i havent shared yet but the process of making it a tumblr post is for some reason very draining so bear with me i think I'll be ok soon enough but for now consider this me taking a break hahah

#i have the urge to say sorry but like i have nothing to be sorry for?? but like it feels like im disappointing people haha #anyway masters of fate chapter two is out so go check that out:) #yes i will use every opportunity to talk about this fic #ramble gamble

[fiomeras]

People joke that the artists leaving twitter are gonna move on to doing show and tells at the local library instead , but i actually think that sounds really nice, id love to do that

#i talk #and im kind of sick of posting on da web. sorries #it just doesn't feel right anymore ... yknow #ive felt weird about it so much recently i think its just so unnatural now that everything is almost never catered to individuals #you dont get to choose what you see nowadays. less human input and more of making you watch the equivalent of your slop of the day #and a gacha game algorithm. #yknow when gacha gamers would spend thousands on gambling hoping to get their favourite png girl #thats how tiktok works . its designed to keep you scrolling hoping youd find something you want to see #and it brings the idea the more you scroll the more youll see the thing you wanna see yknow #and most of whats being shown to you is not of your choice. you can leave your phone on one tiktok and itll be fine it doesn't really need- #our input #sometimes. youd just do that too to ''increase'' your chances of getting tiktok videos youd like sorta like a gacha game #i think its ?? not my favourite!

[littlepuddingsworld]

Adventurine brain rot? 🤨

-panna cotta

NO because im COMPLETELY okay and SANE and i DONT simp over some PRETTY SLY GAMBLING BOY im mentally HEALTHY and i DON'T INTO RED FLAGS AT ALL im just colorblind to some shades of green and hes ABSOLUTELY green even greenpeace JEALOUS of HIM i just want to CHOMP HIS CHEEKS let me IN or im NOT taking responsibility for my future actions because im going to get UNDER his skin because he's my little mewo meow GUINEA PIG and im completely OKAY and STABLE just let me IN or im going to in MYSELF—

#ৎ୭ — voice from under the bed #ৎ୭ — little puddings #ৎ୭.panna cotta<333 #babyboy didn't come to me very quickly but it's still a 50/50 win so #with my top 3.1 in general and bottom 49 i suppose i can still bear it somehow :/// #but like kakavasha is SUCH an yandere material im SO clearly not OBSESSED!!! #aventurine that lets you relax in the gambling and believe in your luck so that you can then offer to sleep with you for the night??? #a poker game where the bet is either he pays for your dinner or you go for a little 'walk' with him<3 #people like him don't make 'friends' - you're are sure - but you're still letting this holiday romance last a little bit #after all he's even *cute* and somehow resembles a gallant gentleman or a footman (affectionately) who is trying to court you #everyone needs to relax and even if you are sure that he is trying to achieve something using you #you condescendingly allow #you are only a little confused when things start to get out of control and the connection with your comrades disappears for some reason #but he is always ready to help!!! how cute<333 #no wait #since when have your companions been missing for so long and you feel so sleepy? #you *really* should return to your place in real world #how nice that he is concerned about your condition and is ready to wake up with you to help #such a gentleman<3 #... not that it's his fault. It's not for nothing that they say not very good things about the sigonians #someone may say that this is skill issues on your part #but for him it is definitely a 50/50 win without guarantee #it's all or nothing<3 #🍮.yandere

[piplupod]

showing SOOOO much restraint by not asking about "well what does somebody do for coping if they are in an inescapable abuse situation?" and also for not getting upset when the dbt teachers say that [REDACTED] inescapable situation is a bad example to use for the DBT skill actually because it's too dark and sends the wrong message. hi um. i am in an inescapable situation currently. i would like some coping skills for that. and also maybe do not fucking leave out the dark stuff just because "oh nobody here would be dealing with that" :))))

#PLEASEEEE #''these skills are ONLY for crises which are SHORT TERM and END.'' okay but what does somebody do if the horrors DONT end.... #they also said some kind of stupid and not tactful shit about substance abuse being used as an example for everything #and im just. hey. if u say that about substance abuse. then ppl who are struggling w it in here are going to feel shamed. so thats great /s #(/s = sarcasm - not enough room to type it out in that tag sdfjkl) #THEYRE JUST SO STUPID SOMETIMES SORRY. i hate the hospital staff SO FUCKING MUCH. #and i LIKE both of these teachers. esp one of them is really nice and cool. but god. they are not professional enough for this #i could do such a better job of teaching dbt i swear to fucking GODDDD #maybe slightly hypocritical of me idk but i need to request that they dont talk about eating as an example of destructive coping mechanism #(to replace for an example since substance abuse is ''too heavy''. theyre also mentioning gambling and shopping too much as examples) #because that shit fucks me up to hear about fdsjkl i already struggle too much w guilt around eating Anything Ever so i dont need more fuel #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[the-trans-dragon]

It's hilariously therapeutic to watch Cutthroat Kitchen because a lot of the time, when a man loses, he has the funniest little reaction.

Like even if the judge was very clear and explicit about why he got voted off, he'll be like "I thought my dish was great. I shouldn't have been voted off. I deserved to win, because I'm a good chef no matter what the judge said." (When they've done things like serve uncooked meat or used a plain century egg as garnish)

Like goddamn, people are surviving just fine, without constantly being upset with themselves for small mistakes? They can even ignore huge mistakes and chose to believe they are perfect, and apparently this has been a successful survival technique for them because they're still alive.

So maybe I can forgive myself for small things. Maybe I can be nice to myself about it. Apparently I could even lie to myself about it and pretend it wasnt a big deal or wasnt my fault I'd probably be fine--so it's probably okay if I let some cereal expire, and if I can't fend off the guilt and self-loathing about it, then its a valid option to just say "well its the cereal's fault for expiring" or something silly to escape the pointless unbearable guilt.

Like I don't plan to do that for meaningful mistakes, but why not resort to Overconfident Man Confidence to dodge debilitating shame over throwing away a single paper bag that I've been reusing for months and it's finally beyond use but I feel like I'm wasting resources and should fix it? My guilt and shame aren't playing fair or logical so I am allowed to use sneaky tricks like "borrowing confidence from a man raised to believe he is never wrong" to fight back lol.

#sorenhoots #i know its just a silly show but it makes me happy when i see people lose gracefully. when theyre like “dang i did mess up on that. ill #remember that in the future as i continue to be the great chef i know i am“ like yay growth and happiness and kindness. but when theyre lik #“i guess the judge doesnt appreciate FLAVOR” when they have concocted a flavor generally unliked--yknow its good to push limits with art bu #when you are making something to be palatable you...have to....make it palatable lol. and if you want to be proud of your weird dish then #thats super cool and i love that but when you blame your loss on “it isnt my fault they didnt like my absolutely bizarrely seasoned food” #mmm it is kinda ur fault at that point. and in a competition to impress judges you might not always win when you gamble and take risks. #idk. maybe it doesnt even matter! who cares about humbleness? why do i care that they recognize their own limited control and power #over their circumstances? probably im just mad because i cant relate to their uninjured ego. perhaps i should try to have a stubborn ego #just once and see how it goes. maybe next time i die in a video game i will say “uwaa well its the DEVELOPERS fault for making the game too #hard“ and see how it feels :p probably feels silly but maybe it will widen my perspective and allow me to see a third option besides #self loathing or refusal to admit fault. :3

[drew-jupiter]

Having both adhd and chronic fatigue is a trip cause it's like what do you mean I have too much energy and not enough energy at the same time. God strike me dead

#im laying in bed too exhausted to actually do anything but also stimming at the same time?? #feeling the need to stim means i have excess energy right? so why cant i actually like. feel that energy?? #if i believed in god then id be convinced that he has a personal grudge against me and this is my punishment #also this makes it so drinking caffeine is a gamble every time #for whether itll give me energy or make me more tired #how am i meant to live laugh love in these conditions...... #drew-jupiter is typing #adhd #chronic fatigue

[antirepurp]

oh no there's sonic youtube in my recommends. hell in youtube

#soda offers you a can #an hour+ long video on sonic frontiers. could be a productive media criticism piece or the worst dogshit on planet earth #and that is not a gamble im willing to take on the topic of a game i already feel weird about liking to the degree i do

[1o1percentmilk]

new in comedy: world's most unstable guy (me) wants a commitment (getting into a volunteer org)

#of course its cybersecurity. its more on the public and like... freedom side which im not jazzed abt but i think i need to suck it up #im more of a... centralized 'do not trust the people bc theyre stupid' type guy.. #but after waffling abt it a couple days i think thats wrong of me and what better way to remedy it than to talk to ppl.. #i need to write the email first thing tmrw #yap #ok remember to make me check this in the morning ok? #i feel like i cant rly predict when my mental health changes but i think its working okay? i need to gamble on this #i need to do smth that isnt rotting away on yhe inside

[toxooz]

wip cause imma b spending Chrimmus in las vegas so ill finish it when i get back but 🥵🥵🥵

#i think my new fav thing to tediously draw is arm hair RRRUFRUFFF idk why #im visiting my super cool grandma over there im not gambling lmfao bUT GOD IM SO READY AAAAAAA #ive been rotting in this home town for like 8 years so im FINALLY Going On A Vacation #and also bc the planets have aligned and i have money/ am off work/ #that POS im unfortunately directly related to wont be there so i NEED to have this decent christmas #rather than ending up a suicidal ball of tears in my bed feeling sorry 4 myself like the past like 4 christmas AHA sweats #headass made me resent and fear christmas after this long but hopefully not much anymore #also im hella excite to just sit and stare at clouds for like 9+ hours i fuckinnn mISSED doing that so muchhhh #plus just bringing a sketchbook and my crusty old mp3 GOD sounds like heaven rn #last time i rode on a plane i didnt even have a phone i feel like im gunna be like a prehistoric rat that transported into yr 3000 #anyway i wont b long then ill answer the asks when i get back cause i need to draw for those #i may answer short asks here n there but dont expect much #notebook sketches yada yada #im already sensing im going to draw some arthurs in there like a dog senses a storm

[aloysarrow]

Yeah, the the incoming 2024 genshin players (because that's been a question on YouTube), I don't even play towards the meta and I think you're gonna have a shit time if that's your play style.

#my opinion isnt the popular one but i keep seeing sugary sweet hope for yall #i actually do hope yall have a good time but its just not realistic if you give into fomo too much and you want every character #ive been playing since 2021 and only from june-ish 2023 have i gotten more than 5 5-stars bc i suddenly had more hours and money to play #i genuinely suggest getting the welkin moon blessing. sacrifice 1 coffee youd get out & about & get the Welkin IF youre in the trenches lol #tho honestly better advice is to stop getting coffee altogether out and about. do yall realize just how much money you save???? crazy lol #but on positivity: its super possible to start now..... but GI is a gambling game dressed up as an open world and youd be so behind on some #4-stars that unless you know how to play games like GI (bc i didnt/ dont myself lol) i just really feel like youre gonna have a hard time #my gi #im NOT tagging the actual tag bc yall are mean af #oh thats another thing - like 50% of the community are legit toxic. pick your poison on starting in regards to THAT half of the fans

[vodkaing]

all 4 event cards in one pull 🥳

#the hajíme card is cute too although the animated ones feel a little....... #everything moves a little too stilted bc they're just moving the image and not actually. Animating #but it's a mobile game so idrc i could just live without it and would prefer more extravagant 5*s instead #but that's my thoughts im sure people like seeing the characters move #enstars #gacha gambling

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

Do you ever feel like you've bitten off more than you can chew?

#this weeks feels like that #it's not even 9am on a monday but im already so done with this week #ramble gamble

[guideaus]

i hope wood man is in s3 of hilda, i think hes funny :)

#personal #but he's absolutely be annoying irl fshjfjsd #he is rude but in a way u cant ignore. he bets on his former neighbor so she can help him rob someone. he once again gambled #but to raise the undead's ship at sea so he can steal their sextant. it feel like shit u might do in a video game while the npcs should #be upset lol #he is unbothered unconcerned yadda yadda #also i dont think im gonna catch up w hilda before s3 drops fhdsjhds #i've got 2 days for the rest of s2 and its movie...