#im fucking yelling this cant be real

[trickstarbrave]

i need people to understand something being flavorful does not equate to it being spicy. you can spicy food that is otherwise very bland. you cannot use chili peppers to cover up a lack of balance or depth in a dish. a fuck ton of chili peppers will not disguise the fact you didn't use enough salt.

#ppl are still yelling at me about japanese food being bland 'compared to other east asian cuisines' #im sorry but no. wrong #the flavor profile is extremely similar to many korean and chinese dishes #you all just think everyone except japan is spicy food only #which is a really weird thing to believe #like seriously. eat chinese steamed fish. japchae. #for fucks sake even japan has spicy ramen get real #what i will say is indian food is way more flavorful lol but thats NOT EAST ASIAN #south asian food is another level. still trying to figure out the intricacies and nuances #it takes time. but #you guys cant even tell what is good spicy chinese food or not

[todayisafridaynight]

MOM WAKE UP NEW RGG PLUSH ANNOUNCEMENT

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #snap chats #HHHFLEKAHLKCHEHEHA #DAIGO AND MINE PLUSHIE REAL ALSO BABY HARUKA IS SO CUTE !!!!!!!!! FUCK #theyre so.... THEYRE SO..... #im going to eat themim literally going to eat them #rgg heard about those fanmade plushies being made and said 'fuck we have to act NOW' #anyways stealing all the daigo and mine plushies and hoarding them like a dragon in his lair #dunking daigo in milk and throwing him against the wall #i love how mine is only ever mentioned in the series through merch now like fuck it ill take it. give him to me #//screaming crying yelling// #sorry i cant finish this post without addressing haruka and her big ol eyes..... Perfection....she's so cute 😭😭 #recently i was talking to myself about budgeting better and putting my financial priorities towards My Priorities #so it looks like. so it looks like im poor now !!!!!!! #reminding myself i should start my holiday comm sale this weekend tho....

[trees-to-meet-you]

Sibling forced me to dress up as golden Freddy and watch the fnaf movie gonna be honest I wasn’t a fnaf kid but since they’ve gotten into it I’ve tried to too but anyway yeah I may have next to no idea what’s going on but it was pretty great

#chatter #hi everybody! accidentally closed my desktop tab so im currently on mobile but i think ill whip out the website again soon #fnaf movie #fnaf #rambling #it was a pretty good movie. i liked the main character a lot it was easy to relate to his motivations while also yelling at him for #being a dickhead idiot #spoilers: #like. if my parents die suddenly you bet your ass i would drop everything for my little sibling even if i cant take as good care of them as #someone else. i would at least try. and if i actually had another sibling who was kidnapped right in front of me id do anything i could to #save them too #so i found this guy relatable on terms of being the eldest sibling #and abby had SO much autism swag let’s be real #that is an autistic little girl if ive ever seen one and ive BEEN one #girl was fucking awesome #also: even if he was possessed im glad freddy ate that dickhead bitch of an aunt what a fucking ASSHOLE #i bet that was something the freddy kid may have felt bad for until abby told him no she’s a bitch with a capital b thanks for killing her #and he was like oh ok cool so maybe i was possessed into doing it but the end result wasn’t too bad nice #anyway. #FUCK man sibling movies fucking GET ME #im sitting here like oh damn he lives for his little sister and he still wishes he could save his little brother FUCK man I WOULD TOO #god. i get it. i love my little sibling so much i would do anything for them. they’re my best friend and if i were to even come close to #losing them I Don’t Know What’d Id Do #so yeah good movie

[local-magpie]

i feel like im losing my mind every time i see someone say they dont want to vote for biden for president because of israel. what the fuck do you think will happen if he loses? do you think a republican president is suddenly going to support israel less?? the GOP? the party famous for invading multiple countries for oil in the last 25 years? you think they're going to just... not throw fuel on the fire over there?? do you seriously think the increased amount of damage both domestically and abroad the republican party's agenda will do is worth this kind of feel-good useless posturing?

i get why people are responding to this saying "well, go vote for other electoral races at least," but it drives me mad. yes please go vote for other electoral races but also please be fucking serious with me are you really going to risk another trump presidency and do fuckall for anyone in this situation just so you can brag about it later on your socials

#if it was a choice between biden and someone who would do less of the thing you're against biden for i would understand #but like #please be so fucking for real #you cant POSSIBLY think the GOP OF ALL PARTIES is going to be BETTER than biden on this #let alone expecting them to be NOT WORSE #genuinely. as someone who grew up during the bush era. i feel like im going fucking insane #please do shit that actually matters and helps the situation you want to change #instead of whatever the fuck this is #yelling at the void

[homingpigecns]

this is like a sadgirl pathetic post but this guy i met recently at work was like, very direct and polite in being interested in me and i've been feeling him out bc i literally do not know him well enough to have an opinion but i can't like. he is so normal and nice. hes like a nice normal guy. every time i text him he doesn't say anything weird and he's extremely nice. what the hell. he's literally so nice. WHY. does he like. me???? like what's wrong with him that he specifically is interested in me????

#this is not even a low self esteem thing but shdhsbdhsdh every girl in the world is so pretty . me??? why????? #literally the day i met him & he asked me out i barely spoke to him was mind numbingly stupid and crawled on the floor on multiple occasion #i cant text this guy bc every time i have to answer im like. this guy is so fucking normal. me??? hes interested in me???? WHY???? #everyome i try to convey this to is like :// aww he thinks ur cute. stop overthinking. WHATS WRONG WITH HIM #he specifically asked me out by asking the relief nurse what my name was and she offered to give him my number if i was ok w it #I WAS AT WORK..... I JUST SAID YES...... and i was like ok this probably will not go anywhere. he probably wont even text me #he texted me while i was commuting home literally he was still doing cases........ #did i mention i was digging through garbage. literally he was like sorry the surgeon yelled at u she gets so flustered and ir was like no #she yelled at me bc im stupid. did u not notice that im stupid. this guy -- NORMAL -- literally saw me at my lowest and asked me out...... #brandon oscillates #brandon what abt the guy at work u had a thing for I KNOW. im so torn however sjsbdbdhdbbx we are like actually coworkers #this guy if i see him every now and then in passing occasionally in the same room. that guy is my coworker for real #it cant happen. also dbxshsdhshdhe he has a 9 yr old hes too old for me. idk his relationship status but i dont think hes married. #also hes out of my league. also my other coworker told me he thinks hes gay but that hes closeted but that coworker is filipino so #mildly homophobic. i also told him to never tell anyone else that. i dont think hes gay. whatever. #i will miss my impossible crush as my hobby but this guy is nice and ahdhs its psychopathic to give him my number and then reject his date #can u imagine #whatever. im doing high school now i guess. the relief nurse is sooo proud of herself #shdbbd literally when i came back from lunch that day my scrub was like THE DOCTOR LIKES U!!! #and i was lkke omg really??? she doesnt think im stupid???? but it was this guy. and she did still think i was stupid #u know i have concert tickets for next thursday but shdhsd i literally have had too many experiences this year #i am trying to sell tgem #personal

[toriliashine]

red carpet diaries rewrite bc im pretty sure they're gonna make me apologize for shit i didnt do and piss me off:

Gloria: so you know what you need todo...

MC: Apologise for the trouble they think i've caused and fight for their love wrongfully lost?

Gloria: what? no! tell them off! they're your friends and are supposed to believe in you especially after all you've done! You go right up to their houses and explain like you SHOULVD'VE that day instead of getting cold feet!

MC: but-

Gloria: no buts! You're not how i was dear, they know they can talk to you but chose to leave you at the first sign of trouble and blame you for all of it. The best satisfaction is getting back on track and letting them know how much they fucked up!

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*the next scene opens with MC knocking then BANGING on teja's door like OPEN UP U-*

#playchoices #red carpet diaries #may continue this later when i get keys to continue this lawd awful forced conflict era #im so mad #i know she cant but it would be so cathartic to be pissed or yell or slap or just leave and say she's taking a break #u know how cathartic it'd be to repeat teja's word to a camera during/after the real rat has been found #how 'i can't trust anyone in hollywood only myself' while smiling calmly? #cinema #the tension the sadness the emptiness you yourself caused #i either yell or they better all beg at my feet for this to be worth it #for this chapter and the relationships i built #OMG WHAT IF THEY NEED US TO BREAK THE RELATIONSHIPS IN S1 TO MAKE US SIMP FOR THOMAS HUNT WHAT IF THIS WAS ALL A PLOY TO MAKE THE WHITE #GUY LOOK BETTER IN COMPARISON FUCK

[aftonenterprise-moved]

remember when matpat was like "BY THE AMOUNT OF MINIMUM WAGE MIKE IS MAKING WE CAN DEDUCE THIS GAME TAKES PLACE IN 1987" youre fucking INSANE dude. THE CHECK LITERALLY SAID "20XX" ON IT

#ooc #it makes me so. ggh.AAAHHHHHH #I CANT ARTICULATE WHY IT MAKES ME SO MAD #BUT IM GOING TO TRY #FNAF THEORIES ARE ALWAYS FOCUSED ON THE LOGISTICS OF THE SERIES AND WHAT 'MAKES SENSE' FOR THE TIME PERIOD AND WHAT MAKES SENSE AS PER NUMB #NUMBERS** AND I THINK THIS IS PROBABLY BECAUSE MATPAT HIMSELF DOES NOT THEORIZE IN A FICTIONAL META FANTASY WAY #MATPAT TAKES FANTASY FICTIONAL STORIES AND TRIES TO APPLY REAL LIFE LOGIC AND MATH TO IT TO MAKE SENSE OF IT #WHICH IS OKAY. GO RIGHT AHEAD. DO THAT #BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT *FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDYS* IS ABOUT AND I DOUBT IT WAS A COMPONENT SCOTT CAWTHON WAS FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT WHEN WRITING #THE STORY CONSIDERING 99% OF SCOTTS INTIIAL WORK WAS FANTASTICAL RIDICULOUS COMEDY FANTASY SHIT ABOUT TALKING COFFEE POTS #AND JESUS!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE. BONAFIDE JESUS!!!!!!!!! I DONT THINK THIS GUYS DOING THE FUCKING MATH FOR HIS FICTIONAL STORIES #I THINK SCOTT CAWTHON LIKE *MOST OTHER ARTISTS WHO TELL STORIES ABOUT SHIT LIKE THIS* CARED MORE ABOUT THE EMOTIONAL REACTIONS THEN THE #LITERAL FUCKING MATH OF THE YEARS OR THE DATES OR THE PAYCHECKS OR THE FUCKING ANIMATRONICS PISTONS #okay yelling moment over im not actually that mad im just really impassioned #i love art. i love fictional stories. i love emotionally driven stories. i love abstraction. i love symbolism. the game is full of it! #but i feel like when you sit there and argue with the story *itself* about what its about youre missing the point of the story at all #and youre missing the forest for the trees my man

[wriochilde]

i didnt even fucking do anything

#i forgot that my parents banned me from taking pain meds so my sister tried getting some for me and my parents started snapping at me #and my dad said i had to be lying because i hadnt said anything about the pain all day #please what the fuck was i supposed to say?? they look at me like im a fucking insect whenever i mention being in pain #this cant be real parental love i cant tell if they even care about me #please god tell me if ive done something to make them act like this towards me i dont know why i cant have a good relationship with them #even in my fucking dreams they yell at me i cant fucking do this #finn.txt

[kideternity]

A side effect of getting into digimon is that it’s like. Really made me appreciate Mechas more and robot designs? Combined as well with reading comics like Atomic Robo and then last week watching bang brave bang Bravern. For years my interactions with mecha media was like, Trying to force myself to enjoy transformers, and unfortunately I just don’t think it’s a media franchise for me and it really stifled my ability to enjoy mecha as a genre because of trying to pigeonhole into that. I suppose this is a very roundabout way to say that if anyone has any mecha recommendations hit an ant up about this. And that I've also started getting into gunpla/mecha model kit building- I've made two so far (: and I have another kit I'd like to make soon. If you wanna see pics send me an ask and ill dm them

#dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #tbh honestly at this point this isnt even a comic book blog no more. this is just like. ants general im doing whatever the fuck i want blog #i should really redo my card to reflect that lol 😭😭 #but im lazy as hell #anyways. i think ive always genuinely liked robots #like i really love 853rd hourman whose like an android #i liked watching ghost in the shell #but i dont think i was ever properly hyperfixated on them or wanted to try and draw them like This Year #thanks to digimon #again no hate at all to transformers but trying to force myself to be a transformers guy really fucked with my relationship with mechas #or general robot media #i just cant make myself get invested in the lore for tf ) : im sorry #tf is like my lovely long distance friend that ppl i know are rly into but who i only know in passing and thats fine with me #im trying to rebuild my relationship w mech stuff hence the mecha model kit building. i literally just bought that shit on a whim tbh after #remembering gundam kits exist when going to comic con #but it was honestly really fun to do since ive also been trying to repair my relationship with sculpture crafts #via trying to make my own puppets and more abstract forms of sculpture #idk any of the lore for like gundams or mecha kits #so far my like buying philosophy has been getting the kits under 20 euros that just look really cute to me #maybe one day ill get into gundam for real. im open to any media suggestions! #anyways byeee i gotta get ready for the day

[firebuug]

checked my bank account 8262848585 dead 15 injured

#WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE 3 DOLLARS. #ITS THE FUCKING SUBSCRIPTIONSSS BUT I NEED A SUBSCRIPTION TO KEEO MT ART FILES BACKED UP AND A MUSIC SUBSCRIPTION OR ILL KILL MYSELF #im going to go insane. and the gas money. and the food. and the pair of earrings and trinkets i got from ren fair because if i #came home with nothing for my last ren fair and my friends came home with a lot of stuff id kill myself of jealousy. #BEING ILL ISRUINING MY LIIIDE #how am i going to survive in the real world if i cant make 40 dollars last a WEEK #my friends need to stopctaking me places im so broke but i cant say no bc if i dont hang out with my friends when they go out i will end it. #GEAHHHHHHHHHH #WOLRD PLEASE BE NICE TO ME PLEAAASEEEE IM UNEMPLOYED AND IM SO SO TIRED AND BUSY ALL THE TIME #i need to start my commissions this week but literally every time i have free time im too tired and use it to lie down and scroll or i get #fixated on literally anything else i need to STOPPPP I NEED DISCIPLINE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #yelling into the void complete. i wil lgo on to change nothing about this becaude i have no discipline #vent #txt #delete later

[arthur-kingsmen]

every time im sleeping a little TOO well i have to examine it and. hm.

#im well aware i use sleep as an escape. but every time i find myself sleeping 14+ hours a day im like surprised #gasp. whatever could have caused this #anyways im fucking gnashing my teeth and stomping and yelling #i miss him and he probably hasnt thought of me at all #im so fucking stubborn tho and i dont want to look stupid by talking to him again after telling everyone i was done #like……….. i cant fold within a week oh my GOD #anyways sorry i hit the pen real hard so i could sleep. im abt to sleep not in an escapism way but in a its 11pm way

[johnmeowston]

media analysis or just . SPEAKING about it for that matter on tiktok is so abhorrent it literally is making me infuriated 

#IM LITERALLY FUMING RNN my sibling told me that its okay i should calm down bc #people ontiktok arent real/the reading comprehension is horrible #BUT LIKE. FOR EXAMPLE #THIS GUY WHO TURNED HIS COMMENTS OFF ON HIS RANT ABT ALL QUIET ON THE WESTERN FRONT #I WIL NEVER GET THOSE MINUTES OF MY LIF EBACK AND FOR WHATT #HIS ARGUMENT WAS THAT IT WAS 'BASICALLY LIKE ALL OTHER WAR FILMS' AND #AND I FUCKING QUOTE #'WAS GUT PUNCH AFTER GUT PUNCH. AND WHEN YOU REALIZE THIS IS ABOUT REAL PEOPLE IT MAKES YOU SADDER' #LIKE??ITS A FUCKING WAR FILM??? #WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?? THEM TO BE FROLICKING IN FIELDS ?? #THATS THE POINT!! IT SHOWS YOU HOW MEANINGLESS FUCKING FIGHTING TURNS PEOPLE INTO SHELLS OF THEMSELVES #AND FOR WHAT? FOR MEN WHO DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THEIR LIVES? #ITS JUST SHEDDING BLOOD FOR NO GOOD REASON ITS FIGHTING OTHER MEN TAKING THE SAME ORDERS AS YOU BUT JUST FROM A DIFFERENT MAN #YOU ALL WANT TO GO HOME!! YOU ALL WANT TO GO HOME #BUT YOU CANT . ok im done yelling but #thats the point. youre SUPPOSED to witness this and feel horrible and self reflect #if its not your cup of tea? thats fine. theres plenty of other media to enjoy #but when you make baseless critics and then refuse to believe youre wrong its. its just?? i dunno #also saw this w nope but dont even get me STARTED !!

[mari-monsta]

If you don't like marinette then you don't support women's wrongs and you also can't handle a gorlboss slaying sorry I dont make the rules

#im sick and yuck and im comprehensible #but what this post actually means is that if youve started to dislike marinette because of her flaws and mistakes #then something something characters can have flaws and that doesnt mean theyre suddenly terrible irredeemable characters #flaws make them realistic and more human and dynamic and interesting #i feel like so maby ML fans jumped ship after the characters proved they were imperfect and thats just. sad #goes for adrien too #i love them both BECAUSE theyre a little fucked up #whats important is they are a little fucked up and selfish sometimes but they always at least TRY to do good #they try their best #people try their best and they cant always be perfect #thats how life it. it makes them real. i like real #anyway im sick and yelling into the void #theyre flawed but they CARE and they try to be better and thats what i love about them. #they deserve each other because they deserve to be with someone who wwabts to be with them and who they want to be with #and they deserve each other because they will both put in the work to deserve each other and be together #and AGAIN thats what matters

[scottstiles]

literally what the fuck is google DOING how am i supposed to sort through all your god damn images and check marks and bubbles and fuckdamn graphics ALL I WANT IS A LIST OF SEARCH RESULTS ITS THE REASON YOU SEPARATED THE IMAGES IN THE FIRST PLACE

#GODUFUFKSLDJFKSDLKGHKJDSGHKDG;LDKHGD #CANT EVEN FIND ONE FUCKIN WEBSITE IN THIS MESS WHAT ARE THESE ASSHOLES THINKING #SO FUCKING SICK OF UPDATES BULLSHIT REDESIGNS STOP MAKING SHIT INCOMPREHENSIBLE!!!!!! #SOFUCKGIUN OBNOJXISOUGILKDSFKJGHSKFDG #FUCK #DEATH OF THE INTERNET WHENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN #technology will be the end of the world #thoughts out loud #sorry i have real problems this is just the shit im comfortable yelling about ://

[haunted-house-heart]

living with someone with untreated mental illness is like. i understand why you're like this and i do empathize but also like. jesus fucking christ get some help before i throttle you i stg

#i hate my sis so much. like i get it. i really do. a lot of how she acts is due to mental illness and trauma but at the same time she also #just really shitty. like ik recovery is different for everyone and you move at your own pace but she just. isnt recovering at all it seems #like its been 6yrs since we got out and my mom and i have worked really hard on getting better and changing our behaviors #all the while shes just getting worse and worse to be around. like shes legitimatrly turning into my (abusive) father #its terrifying honestly but we cant do anything about it bc you cant talk to her #you say like ''hey this thing you did upset me can you please try to not do that again'' not angry or anything and she starts crying and #yelling bc youre triggering her and its not fair and nobody loves her and like. i get that some people cry a lot and thats fine! i get that #but its literally impossible to talk to her about anything bc she acts like shes the victim and youre fuckin evil for telling her to please #not put her dirty clothes on my shelf i dont like that please. like thats not an unreasonable request and im not being mean about it! but #im the bad guy for doing anything that critisises her. #and she treats my mom like shit. like i could deal w her being a bitch to me but to momma? fuck no. #i dont believe you owe your parents shit but my mom has been a fucking saint when life dealt her a hand that shouldve made her a devil #she did her absolute best and *she* was the one that sacrificed everything to get us out #and my sister treats her like shes an incapable selfish idiot. #and she never lets me talk. shell talk for an hour about smth she knows i dont care about but when i try to tell her like. hey my fav band #is putting out a new album or smth im real excited about. she gets on her phone and just ignores me. #and she KNOWS this triggers me badly its made me suicidal before and yknow what happened then? i had to apologize for making HER feel bad #she talks over both of us but it you start talking when she was THINKING about talking she has a fit #and she actively tries to gaslight my mom. like im dead fuckin serious my mom has to ask me if smth really happened bc my sis told her it #did/didnt and she has to get me to confirm the truth for her #and she treats her pets like crap she should not be allowed to have pets bc she just loses interest in them and stops taking care of them #and we have to pick up the slack #its literally just like being with my dad again. walking on eggshells all the time #my mom cant watch tv at night bc ellie gets pissed at her for ''waking her up''. even tho she claims she never sleeps. #i hate her so so much i want to punch her i want her to move out i want to never ever see her again #but rn we cant afford to live on our own. so we have to stay with her #anyway. #vent #tw abuse

[hpdgirlfriend]

I HAVE calmed downn i bit i think. i had such awful anxiety yesterday night because i Couldnt finish my rountine andi eventually just had to give up because my mom was making me even more stressed about it anndd. Bad. and i was still very anxious when i woke up but im more ok now. just very fragile. trying to fix it

#diary #i felt so fucking bad & istill feelbad but its in the background now. like usual. so its ok #vented & it helped i think . even tho none of those ppl will care for real #i felt it so hard yesterday. world ending etc whatever im ok #dramatic baby ass #i will however shatter again if anything slightly stresses me out Now so. aughdghhhh #i cant wait to get yelled at for. being stressed :) #that rlly helps & makes it better!