#im just occasionally stupid

[crystal-mouse]

if they'd shown me this in science maybe i would've learnt more

#star trek #tos #uss enterprise #star trek meme folder #mouse rambles #squad shenanigans #shout out to frog for witnessing me question whether bones contained mitochondria and then googling it to discover they're kinda vital #for everyones information i got two Bs in science #im just occasionally stupid #(which is more often than not) #frog n mouse shenanigans

[horrorlesbians]

having basically all of your friends live at least a couple hours from you and at most states away is so infuriating. i don't want to bother making friends with my coworkers because I know none of them hold a candle to my friends. i know none of them will be down to take creepy photos of me in the woods. why should I suffer through lukewarm company when all my friends are trapped in my phone

#🦌 #and maybe it's just because im gay but I always feel so distantly different from everyone at work. like I know I don't fit #and my stupid fucking industry is boring as hell it's all cishet girls and the occasional gay guy if I'm lucky

[thegreatcrowdragon]

Imagining how funny it would be if everyone in crk had phones or something. Elder faerie sends this really long and deep message about how he loves Shadow milk and he responds with the fucking can I has chez burger cat

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #shadow milk cookie #elder faerie cookie #eldershadow #shadowfae #I imagine sm rarely sends any actual texts just spams stupid memes #sometimes there’s the occasional ‘can we get fast food tonight’ or requests to get him stuff from the store #what no fuck you im not projecting #follow me for more shadow milk I guess. I’ve been yapping about him for three(?) days now

[blee-bleep]

so what if i go insane and draw diakko as these panels

#so like we know how akko probably has low self-esteem post chariot reveal right #like she went all this way only to find out everything she knew was a fraud #but still powers thru lona and sorta has semi-self deprecating thoughts like kana has occasionally #diana doesnt comfort her and they get into a fight and it turns into this #*twirls hair* so like i just wanna make them suffer~ #diana is so hellbent on repressing her feelings that inadvertently plummets akko's own self esteem #but akko's own source of comfort of self is that diana considers her a friend and rival but then diana avoids her and starts dating andrew #and akko's own sense of self gets WORSE and she doesnt find much to comfort #knowing it was all for naught because what she thought she had in her was just stolen long ago #like sure she saved magic and all but like it was surely traumatic for her #so wants something to confide in that no it wasnt a mistake #BUT THEN DIANA just doesnt interact with her anymore #and she tries her hardest to befriend her again after their rocky start and thought diana would be ok but then #uh oh diana catches feelings and stays away and akko's heart just breaks when diana does anything and everything to avoid her #akko after diana pushes her to the ground: do you... really hate me that much? #“youre right im still so stupid diana im sorry i wont talk to you again” #and diana just sits there in the rain like shinji on the chair LOL #diakko #aqukana #lwa #onk #little witch academia #oshi no ko #diana cavendish #akko kagari #hoshino aqua #arima kana #*eats this panels like peter eating burger meme* exquisite angst *gets food poisoning*

[secretlythatsme]

i really love dc x dp tbh but i hate how so many fics end up making the batfam dumb as shit. and i don't mean in a "loveable goof" kind of way but in a genuine "these people don't have the skills or intelligence to be heroes" kind of way. which is just antithetical to their entire thing

sometimes it's because the writer just genuinely doesn't know anything about the batfam or what they've been through so they come across as idiots. and other times it's because the writer is writing op ghost king danny or just generally op danny and they genuinely think he could outsmart or beat them. more often than not, it's a combination of the two.

it's just so sad. like not only is it disrespectul to the batfam, essentially getting rid of all the skills and experience they have just to prop up danny, but it also makes things a lot more boring imo. don't get me wrong, i don't mind the occasional "main character is super op" kind of story, but it's boring when like 70% of fics are like that and there's no real challenge or obstacle for him. part of why the show danny phantom was so fun was that it was exciting and chair gripping to see danny have to deal with his new ghost powers, figuring out how to deal with ghost attacks or vlad, and dealing with school and his parents on top of that.

but often, dc x dp fics just,, get rid of any challenge for him. sure batman is a skilled detective but danny will always be able to trick him! sure cass has been trained since birth to read people's body language but this random ghost teen knows how to conceal and control everything!! yeah damian has also been trained since birth to fight and kill but this random guy from the midwest who just started fighting in his teens is so much better!!! like, alright. it's fun every now and then but it sucks when so much of the dc x dp content is just people acting like the batfam are the worst vigilantes/detectives in the world.

and honestly i still feel this way even with the ghost king danny fics because how? he's never had to deal with people obsessively reading his body language or reading between the lines. he's had to deal with hiding stuff sure but his parents aren't the most observant people - their whole deal was being neglectful. even as a ghost king, why would he know how to outsmart, take advantage of, or beat the batfam in any capacity when he would still mostly deal with ghosts. it's a completely different skill set here - one that he likely wouldn't be prepared for. it'd be fine if they at least attempted to explain why danny would have those skills (like league danny aus) but most of them don't.

and i'm not saying danny couldn't do it at all, especially if it's a ghost king au, but i'm just tired of seeing the batfam constantly downplayed in these fics Just to make danny look better, smarter, stronger, etc. ik most people in the fandom are just danny fans but it really shows with how they treat, characterize, and shit on the dc characters just to prop danny up. it also serves to occasionally make danny look like an asshole when he intentionally messes with them and basically commits psychological torture for a goof.

#man... #i Do like this crossover but i completely understand why so many dc fans hate it #the oocness the fanon the constantly making these skilled trained characters fumble around and get outsmarted by Some Guy #ghost king danny isn't even canon to dp! which isnt a bad thing by any means ik the dp fandom goes crazy for fanon #and generally speaking the fanon Is a lot more fun and engaging than dp's canon #but as a dc fan its insane to watch #i want to engage more with dc x dp content so badly like this crossover is really interesting to me #but so much of it is just 'the bat.fam are actually fucking useless and my blorbo is so much better :)))' #it's almost like they dont even like the bat.fam!!! they keep saying they just dont know/understand them #but it fully feels like they straight up dont like the dc characters #it definitely comes across as 'hey this is a fun world to put danny in lets do that while also shitting on it and all of the characters' #'lol bruce is so stupid this random teen can outsmart him and he can lie to cass and he can beat dick in a physical fight lol' #there's a point where it stops feeling like indulgent op blorbo and more like insulting anyone who isn't danny #<thats actually exactly what it is and its insane to me like why even like crossovers if you dont want to engage with anyone but danny #how can you say you like them when you outright refuse to know them or respect them? #and obviously im using 'you' in a vague way im not specifically calling anyone out #ik there are people in the fandom who are genuinely fans of both and Do know and respect the dc characters #but so far its very few and far between which is just such a fandom culture shock for me #like in most fandoms im able to read a lot of fics and only occasionally think 'thats not right' #but with this one its the other way around - im constantly going 'they wouldnt say/do that at all why does the op think that?' #like 9 out of 10 fics im like 'oh yeah this person has never read a comic in their life' #i can immediately tell when someone has only read the webtoon its extremely obvious unfortunately #maybe i should make a dc masterlist for dp fans... like here you can write about them again After you do your homework ajdhgl

[tavroasticus]

day 19872 of wishing i could draw actual humans and not vague just humanoids

#i just want to be able to draw other peoples interpretations of non-shadow billy #without them looking like utter trash . #is that too much to ask for ?? fhcfgxtyvu #im glad i can draw shadow billy at least #hes just fluffy hair . a single eye (with a mouth occasionally) . and a green sweater #in bust drawings that is #aaaanyhoo #billy lenz #black christmas 1974 #stupid little tav ramble 🐇 #<- because of the tags

[homingpigecns]

this is like a sadgirl pathetic post but this guy i met recently at work was like, very direct and polite in being interested in me and i've been feeling him out bc i literally do not know him well enough to have an opinion but i can't like. he is so normal and nice. hes like a nice normal guy. every time i text him he doesn't say anything weird and he's extremely nice. what the hell. he's literally so nice. WHY. does he like. me???? like what's wrong with him that he specifically is interested in me????

#this is not even a low self esteem thing but shdhsbdhsdh every girl in the world is so pretty . me??? why????? #literally the day i met him & he asked me out i barely spoke to him was mind numbingly stupid and crawled on the floor on multiple occasion #i cant text this guy bc every time i have to answer im like. this guy is so fucking normal. me??? hes interested in me???? WHY???? #everyome i try to convey this to is like :// aww he thinks ur cute. stop overthinking. WHATS WRONG WITH HIM #he specifically asked me out by asking the relief nurse what my name was and she offered to give him my number if i was ok w it #I WAS AT WORK..... I JUST SAID YES...... and i was like ok this probably will not go anywhere. he probably wont even text me #he texted me while i was commuting home literally he was still doing cases........ #did i mention i was digging through garbage. literally he was like sorry the surgeon yelled at u she gets so flustered and ir was like no #she yelled at me bc im stupid. did u not notice that im stupid. this guy -- NORMAL -- literally saw me at my lowest and asked me out...... #brandon oscillates #brandon what abt the guy at work u had a thing for I KNOW. im so torn however sjsbdbdhdbbx we are like actually coworkers #this guy if i see him every now and then in passing occasionally in the same room. that guy is my coworker for real #it cant happen. also dbxshsdhshdhe he has a 9 yr old hes too old for me. idk his relationship status but i dont think hes married. #also hes out of my league. also my other coworker told me he thinks hes gay but that hes closeted but that coworker is filipino so #mildly homophobic. i also told him to never tell anyone else that. i dont think hes gay. whatever. #i will miss my impossible crush as my hobby but this guy is nice and ahdhs its psychopathic to give him my number and then reject his date #can u imagine #whatever. im doing high school now i guess. the relief nurse is sooo proud of herself #shdbbd literally when i came back from lunch that day my scrub was like THE DOCTOR LIKES U!!! #and i was lkke omg really??? she doesnt think im stupid???? but it was this guy. and she did still think i was stupid #u know i have concert tickets for next thursday but shdhsd i literally have had too many experiences this year #i am trying to sell tgem #personal

[synthshenanigans]

I now have an alt account where I will post random things and talk about nonsensical ideas. If that sounds interesting have a go at it: @starfall-calamity >:}

#it'll be like stupid photos or memes n stuff too #just like. whatever i feel like posting & not clogging up other peoples feeds & notifications #also this isn't me losing interest in HMS/CJ at all i just wanna separate posts easier #like trust me. if i wanted to leave this interest i wouldve a LONG time ago. im stuck here & jash WONT let me out #its like those comments under the “does it sound familiar?” video #were all trapped in his basement & he wont let us go #yelling & screaming but all he does flip me the bird an call me a loser. while occasionally throwing a song at my skull #it is my only source of sustenance help #/j #moss post #also i realized i end up posting a fair bit under the cj tag [especially if you add the incorrect quotes. lyrics. & headcanons blog] #so i wanna post stuff without tags. so its not all cluttered #maybe im just overthinking things but oh well #overthinking is my main hobby after all/j

[britneyshakespeare]

throughout the series of drake and josh it pretty consistently implies that josh nichols is a christian (josh peck is jewish) and in the finale of the series helen (played by yvette nicole brown, not jewish[?]) is portrayed as a practicing jew

#i dont have a problem w either of those things necessarily i just find it interesting #if i had to guess. drake and josh was a mainstream that didnt wanna touch on religion generally #but josh was kind of a dork and usually when josh's religious beliefs are implied it is in dorkish ways #such as praying and thanking the lord after he has his first kiss. #but since dan schneider is jewish perhaps he wanted to make helen have a jewish wedding in the finale? #not that there needs to be a reason. but u do notice occasional jewish-related jokes in d&j but none of them are what you could call #offensive. in good faith that is. 'eric is a pacifist' 'i thought he was jewish?' like come on #text post #i have been rewatching drake and josh recently and i have had so many thoughts #im almost done. i just have left that stupid dance episode that they premiered last for the stupid reason #of a special dance-themed premiere night in fall 2007. they premiered the third episode of icarly and a new zoey 101 on the same night #which i think is so stupid. they should've aired really big shrimp last. it messed w my understanding of the series at the time lol #i remember not really knowing that the show was ENDING. like i knew icarly was starting & miranda was doing that #i thought really big shrimp was like just another special like go hollywood. #and then like two days later they premiered the helicopter episode for some reason #and i was like why is drake not famous in this. he just had a number 1 song in a superbowl commercial #and then a month later the dance one. which. if anything is satisfying about that as a final episode it's just that #that unnamed girl from the blues brothers episode who is obsessed w drake shows up again and congratulates them #and the very final line of the series is 'who is she?' because. because really who IS she? #that's a funny enough throwback to wrap things up with i suppose #drake and josh wasn't a highly serialized show so i can see how they could air those after the intended finale and act like it didn't matte #but i have to tell you it did fuck with my brain a bit at the time. lol. i still think of those episodes as having 'happened' after #and on paramount plus those episodes are still placed after really big shrimp. the injustice #but thats kinda messy. what a weird way to end such an influential and popular sitcom #season 4 had a few lowpoints while still also having some VERY solid episodes. #idk. ill have to continue my series review another time im getting way too longwinded here #helen dubois is jewish

[the-kipsabian]

like i would be fine if you just reposted a meme i made. thats fine. everyone does that its free real estate who cares

but you add ai shit to that i am fully offended tbh. like thats not even effort. youre better changing it with ready made images or just reposting it, i dont care. but as an artist, as a creator, seeing someone use ai to change something

sincerely. fuck off

#im sorry this is so stupid but im mad about it #ai can fuck off and if i see you doing shit with it we are instantly enemies #this was just so off putting to me. tbh i didnt really like this person to begin with for various reasons but cause we exist in same #communities i just dealt with it. mostly having them just muted on the bird app occasionally checking what they were doing #but this and them just blocking/unblocking to force me to unfollow them was the last straw #fuck people. why do people suck. god i fucking hate everything im so mad #im not even upset like yes fuck ai and people who use it but. im just mad #the art wasnt even good!! like fuck!! #sorry rant over. ugh #night is an absolute mess on main

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Crying into my hands okay this is so cringe I need to put it under a read more but fuck it I'll still post it cuz I deserve to talk abt self ship on my self shipping blog, anyways uhhh DONT LOOK 😳😳

Okay ngl over the past few days during flights when my mind is allowed to be full of its typical nonsense, I have.... I have been saying "Cortex" to myself to the tune of Peaches from the Mario movie >_< I'm not proud of this fact but... yes I've done it a few times. Maybe more than a few. Out loud.

#DONT LOOK AT ME HRBRBDHXHBF #this one im okay saying in the tags cuz its just a fact of life for me but for a long while now during work #occasionally under my mask i will shout-mumble to myself ''STOP THINKIN ABOUT CORTEX'' while im working 💀💀💀 #usually its been during the safety demo cuz i need to actually LISTEN to the demo and not think abt this stupid man 😭😭😭💖 #BUT YEAH UHHH HAHA THIS IS. JUST DONT LOOK IM KINDA CRINGE SORRY #ruby rambles #💜: the man of my schemes

[piplupod]

the fact that having trouble sleeping causes sleep avoidance for me is so stupid fhsdgjkl

"oh no i'm having especially vivid nightmares and waking up every hour or two and im so exhausted i can barely get thru the day without having a breakdown. hm i think the solution to this is to become afraid of and avoidant of sleep :)"

#YOU FOOL !!! YOU ABSOLUTE DILLWEED !!! #on that same note the sleep deprivation hallucinations are stupid too #''oh u havent been sleeping well? okay well lets just make u see scary things like spiders and weird dripping from surfaces etc'' #WHY WOULD THAT BE A THING THAT HAPPENS !!! its so goofy 😭😭 #the brain truly does work against me in many creative ways. i cannot help but be awed by how determined it seems to make things worse #perhaps i should be kinder to myself and let myself take it easy during the day but. i have things i want to get done !! #both in terms of cleaning and also like. social connection stuff. unfortunately the cleaning has been taking precedence #cleaning and food are whats been the priority and everything else falls to the wayside but im so frustrated w myself for that dsjkfl #scuttling around just trying to get shit done while i dread sleep and then occasionally making silly posts #but then never interacting w anyone else properly and wanting desperately to do so. rrhghghgh #i just hope my sleep somehow fixes itself soon dsgjkl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[intertexts]

hm.

#how do i tell my sister that while i appreciate the thought it is in fact not nicer if she takes the couch occasionally and lets me have my #room sometimes. first of all i HATE disruptions like this it's kind of even more distressing 2 be able 2 sleep in #my own room for one night and then i can't again!!! that sucks net zero!!! second of all She Has My Quilt.... trying very hard 2 be normal #and chill about this and not like it's one of the few things i really really really hate other people using & causes me distress etc. #also like i explicitly said 'hey haha don't do this please' & then she did anyway. which she does!!! i forgot about that!!! #also like man i dont fucking want to sleep on someone's used sheets & blankets that's gross. so im arguably less cosy than i would be. gggh #this all seems like.... very minor and stupid im sure however man im like constantly in a state of middling to severe distress over this #shit. because i in fact also hate people going through my shit or being in my room and also having no privacy however #im very good with suppressing and or masking how much i hate it usually!!!!! but dude she fucking hung her laundry & underclothes #to dry or air on top of my fucking books on my shelves. like. ghghhh hate it hate it cant SAY i hate it because of the everything!!! #ok. sorry. minor pressure cooker escape valve complaining over now im gonna go sleep awkwardly on top of the blankets on my own bed with #some throw blankets. leaving my door open for the beafts if she closes it in the morning bc she thinks she knows what i want ill scream. #txt #neg #this is like private kvetching btw ok i love her dearly it's just unbelievably frustrating.

[lovestryke]

help i was supposed to go more in depth about the autism thing not vent

#anyways it was a good vent #understand me #hmm family always treats me like im stupid and weird and like criticize the strange awkward way i move and the random noises i make #the way my older sister will just give me a dirty look with a deranged smile when im not realizing im doing a little dance or hand movement #and like mockingly say “are you okay?” as if to make fun of me. imagine she talks like those stereotypical popular high school girls #im not even joking when i say she acts like that. and gossips about EVERY interaction with my mother like theyre both highschoolers. mom yo #have become the thing you resent. #and the way my younger sister gets really annoyed whenever i show my excited interest in something when she doesnt feel like being nice #like she'll open up apex legends and whenever i see her/or her teammate playing as pathfinder ill just occasionally look up and say PATHFIN #ERRRR!! while pointing and she just remains blank and quiet. yes she doesnt have to acknowledge or respond but man if you knew her you know #she would usually say something. and when i was getting into transformers i would rant aboot optimus she would roll her eyes and say ohh my #goodness #ive had to learn to tone down my outward interest about things

[hexjulia]

having changed my url 4 times lately maybe i should mention that somewhere?

hadrianspaywall > theideaofmarch > aprilfouls > mayfarer. I'm not trying to avoid anyone! i just made url changes into a monthly thing for no good reason.

#not trying to outrun saying the occasionally very stupid or unnecessarily bitchy thing on this blog. i would do a better job of that #if i wanted to. no i have accepted my personal cringestory it's fine! im just a chronic username changer

[m1suse]

okay but,,, imagine not wearing a bra,,, using some sort of forgiving shibari instead,,, wearing it under your clothes ever so peacefully through the day,,, until they innocently drag their dominant hand up and down your back,,, that ends up underneath your shirt,,, that turns to you being dragged by that rope to another room,,, that turns into being held down by the binds accentuating your chest looking oh so perky and bite able,,, that turns to another piece of rope appearing in front of you, that is about to restrict you further_,,, im droolling

#ITS FRIDAY im drunk and sitting here at my desk playing genshin instead of someone just whipping out some rope. and starting with my wrists- #and then my feet #and then my waist #and chest and p****sdfilkas #just laying in a bed completely immobile and at the mercy of the person that tied all the knots #then looking up at the TV lying immoble and gagged in their bed #and i find out im actually just about to watch them play baulders gate 3 for 6 hours. im just their to just be there #like 1000/10 date night i cant think of a better date idea atm #I WANN APLAY BAULDERS GATE DO BAD BUT I KNOW I WILL NEVER FINISH IT #so i need to watch someone play it and also it needs to be someone who needs to take their anger out on thing when they get a bad roll #(volunteering as “the ting to take the anger out on”) #just give me some whiskey. play any video game #and bite me in between rounds like thats all i need #as long as i get to walk away occasionally so i can go replay hades or frost punk sometimes #bro its that simple i am so easy to please #genshin #stupid talks #delete