#im not sure if its loving or gentle

[xenole]

Re: anon who wanted rei ei loving gentle sex

#argh this took so much longer than i expected #im not sure if its loving or gentle #but im pretty sure there's sex #like most of my other fics #this is utter bullshit #but well here you go! #i have work in 3 hours #so i am going to sleep

[gifti3]

im not very good at the dynamic one,,,

#i keep imagining filling the heart meter looks like this 😭 #im sure its supposed to be like more...gentle but it doesnt feel like it when im tapping on the screen rapidly lol #love and deepspace #love and deepspace xavier #lad xavier #my art #i stayed up past my bed time last night to finish this haha #im experimenting....

[peachcitt]

i made the chamomile cake with strawberry icing from this post and y’all……………….it really is tasty

#peach stuff #ever since i saw that recipe three days ago i couldn’t get it out of my mind. i needed to know #and tbh it wasn’t that hard to make ? it was a bit time consuming since you have to steep the tea in the butter and milk for an hour #and crushing the freeze-dried strawberries through the sieve was a bit annoying - would probably work better with a mortar and pestle #but all in all not a difficult process at all! my cake sank a little in the middle and im not really sure why that is but i just flipped it #so it still looked pretty on top. no harm no foul #AND THE WAY IT TASTES……..its not a sweet cake by any means - the chamomile is a gentle flavor so its more like #a mix between a pound cake and a corn bread. and the icing is so sweet sour delicious that it helps bring a bit of sweetness while still #mixing well with the subtlety of the cake. anyway not to be pretentious about it but this shit slaps #i need to write down the recipe to save it - both of my parents really loved it too

[thisisadonaldduckblognow]

if i had to stop at only one headcanon about casey jr and future raph ever its that middle ground where casey did know him just when he was younger so the vibe is 

someone asks about future raph at some point and with ALL the same reverence of talking about greatest ninjas greatest inventors mystic masters amazing commanders and their big heroic battles etc etc casey is just like “he called me little snapper bc when i first met him i was like 3 and i tried to bite him. when i was 7 he looped a rope around his arm and stood there with it held out for hours so i could play on a swing. he was my best friend.”

#rottmnt #rottmnt raph #rottmnt casey jr #i just think theyre neat #idk that its my voted most likely headcanon at all #i feel like if they did s3 and explored it it would be that he didnt really know him and therefore didnt mourn him #and maybe it makes it easier to be around him sometimes bc all he knew were little stories and mentions etc #but i do love the idea that like for a while raph was just Resistances Best Uncle and he never lost his big soft heart or gentleness #and that his legacy after he was gone was one of love and kindness and protection #little moments and not so much epic heroic fights #(i mean im sure future leo and mikey and donnie and EVERYONE left legacies w casey that arent just Epic Future Stories) #(hero worship and fresh grief and trying to bolster them without being like oh ur dead the future SUCKS sucks aside) #but this post isnt abt them it is abt the raph angle #the rise raph legacy of he made it feel safe to laugh he made it feel like he could carry anyone through anything if they needed him

[loveydoveysuggests]

gentle reminder to love on people in a way that honors you as well. the right people in your life take your presence as a more than welcome gift, it is not a kindness to deprive them of you.

#i slept on the floor since im at my partners house and they only have a twin bed and j wanted them to have all their space after work #they came back so disappointed i wasnt warming their bed up #theyd rather cuddle with me all night than get a bed to themselves #because they love me and i love them too #sure give them space if they ask for it but dont assume its what they want #tine.txt #t4t love #love suggestion #gentle reminder #love #self esteem #nblnb

[dandyshucks]

one of the kiddos really loves rabbits and we're not able to really do much for Easter related activities irl so I thought I'd draw them with their favourite rabbit 'mon ... perhaps a gift from Guz,,,,,

#i keep going back and forth on whether i want to share system related drawings here but fhdksl this one's too cute to keep to myself #(i made sure everyone was okay w me posting this before this so djdkdl i got the go-ahead from the parts ''in charge'' so to speak) #its funny though bc i thought they'd like buneary the most but nope fjfkdl its scorbunny #when they were front a while back Sunny got them set up w a pinboard so they could save a bunch of cute pkmn art to it fhdkdl #and its mainly scorbunny and teddiursa dbdkdl very good choices tbh #anyways Guz would be SOOO good with them i just know it #it'd be very cute to watch them interact tbh fjdkdl he'd be so kind and gentle w them #also I'd love to watch him struggle to keep up with one of the other kiddos DBFHDKL he'd have to nap after being around her for long LMAO #OUGGHHHH he'd be such a good dad tbh but ... no children for me thanks DBDJDKL i got enough to deal with as is #but ... perhaps i can indulge a little and just make some more art of him interacting w the system kiddos... SOBS i love him sm #ANYWAYS IM A SAPPY FOOL. WAUGH. this is a weird post maybe but fhjdkl i think the art turned out so cutes :3 #its not perfect but i also havent drawn any full body poses properly in... at least 2 weeks or smth #💜so good at being in trouble #💜a boy and his bug🪲 #doodlebug.png #dandy.cmd

[donghuamuqing]

As she told me, son:

#stranger things #will byers #byler #mike wheeler #i used the fist pic bc im pretty sure this is when she says ‘i dont want you to feel like you cant tell me things’ #and stuff like ‘you dont have to be afraid to share yourself with me im mother i love you’ #second is of course mike putting his head on wills chest possibly checking his heartbeat #also mike is the heart #and he was so afraid for will and did anything he could to get him back #also the title of the song is i will follow you into the dark #which bas major mike jumps into the upside down after will vibes #and also he was supposed to in montauk #idk if these lyrics actually mean what i want them to mean but. i make my own rules #second pic is so bad im sorrryyy idk why its so bad :( #also also the part before goes #in catholic school as vicious as roman rule i got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black #and i held my tongue as she told me son fear is the heart of love so i never went back #um idk allusions to mikes internalized homophobia and the christian culture of the town #now i dont believe karen is inherently absuive or evil or mean or anything but she fit the bill for this edit #which is more gentle and hopeful than the song is lol #ok im done i promise

[widevibratobitch]

so i am singing that vitellia in the end... but at what fucking cost.

'you gotta sing this softer'

'what'

'this is mozart'

'this is vitellia'

'this is mozart'

'im singing about how much i hate this mf and want him dead before the end of the day'

'this is mozart'

'i wanna murder a guy'

'this is mozart'

'...'

'softer. gentle. mozart'

'...ok'

#they're killing me here #i already bargained for ONE (1) note in chest (thank you so so much that i am ALLOWED to sing an A3 in chest voice <333) and now THIS #THIS is why people hate mozart. fuck you. #i recorded that rehearsal and the first version sounds SO MUCH BETTER. after i did what she asked me to do its just. so fucking boring. #i hate it here #i love this duet so much but frfr im not sure i wanna do it if i have to do it on their terms. #also like sorry to be a bitch but you're a pianist girl. just stick to your stuff and let me take care of mine. #just because you're playing this like you're constipated because tHiS iS mOzArT doesnt mean the rest of us dont care either. #its possible i never will get the chance to sing the entire vitellia so i want to do justice. as much as im able. to this one chance i get #it took me A Long While to deal with the fact that i wont be able to bark that 'indegno' and 'regno' like i always envisioned. #but like. ok. whatever. i can still make it Entertaining. THIS however. no. no fucking way. #and its not even about me being a big-headed know-it-all who thinks she's better than everyone because. lol and lmao clearly im Not #but this is about having a fucking SOUL. its about actually taking the libretto into consideration too. its about trying to figure out #WHY mozart wrote it the way he did. like sorry but this is another fiordiligi case where its CLEAR that the amplitudes the crazy jumps #are there FOR A REASON. the reason is HE WANTED A CONTRAST. some fucking EMOTION. he sure as hell didnt want it to be Soft And Gentle. #i know it because i talked to him and he told me im right about everything as always and you can eat shit girl bye #grrrrrrrr im so angry #i knos i sound so arrogant here but please. please i just want to make this music fun and enjoyable. i just dont want it to be boring #please understand my vision im begging you

[soldier-poet-king]

WAILS

#it certainly is a monday..... #worried about [redacted] #brain keeps giving me the softest kindest dreams only to wake up and be like. well. time for work #its dark and cold and rainy #usual family bullshit. careee bullshit. etc #im MAYBE getting sick which cant happen i have tattoo work scheduled for Saturday #bro1 (aged 23) is getting his ears pierced and i was giving him advice #and he straight up was like oh im getting both done because just one ear is gay #He said that. to my face. im. #i need to move out. i need to get a s/o. i need to hold hands and go on cutesy little dates SO BAD #i love romance ok. im tired of pretending i dont #i don't really care abt the sex bits like sure itd be nice #but i dont yearn and pine for it like i do the casual romantic intimacy of it all im. im. #WHY IS IT NOT SOFT AND KIND. LIFE SHOULD BE SOFT AND KIND TO ME OK. I WOULD BE SO GOOD AT ROMANCE-FRIENDSHIP #just like. the gentleness. the kindness. the fun. im. going to be SICK #im also sosososo sleepy and sad. #oh the national on repeat for hours we're really in it now #wish we could invent a way to be lonely and wanting that isnt completely cringe!!! #and guilt inducing bc there's bigger problems and i should be helping and doing and not navel gazing about love #and yet!!!!!!!!!!

[todayisafridaynight]

i miss how they used to model teeth

#snap chats #GREAT posts to take out of context #anyway no let me speak cause i really am not a fan of how everyone has the same set of teeth now. its really uncanny #remember they took kiryu's buck teeth from us....... remember what we lost.... #also im p sure im just seein it and its a trick of the light or angle or whatever but sometimes chara's might have crooked teeth #like for some reason my brain keeps telling me one of mine's bottom front teeth is crooked #idk i think its just cause im looking at it while he talks and so it doesnt look straigh #BUT I CAN SAY i really miss how the teeth actually used to be different sized instead of just. The Same Size #anyway unrelated. but slightly related cause this the cutscene that always makes me think of teeth. #the way mine looks at katase really makes me go insane like ouuuugggghh he's so happy she's worried about him..... #his words say not to worry but i see the smile in his eyes. and on his face. #its a very VERY small smile and it might not exist to a lot of people but he's definitely smiling #it makes me insane he looked so gentle... im love him your honor I Repeat why did rgg have to make such a gorjus man #anyway. finished the thing i was sketchin to finish at another point in time so ima go work now BYE

[woohooincoffin]

Solas says I know a place and takes you to the middle of a swamp where he insults your culture, religious beliefs, and then dumps you.

#yeah im still thinking about this and its the next day #he might be telling the truth about the Vallaslin but my inquisitor did not let him remove it #I’ve played her as very proud to be dalish and believes in elven gods so it would be out of character even if solas says something else #maybe that’s what it represented then but it is not what it is now and she chooses to move forward #about the breakup … this is not the first time a man takes me on a date and dumps me 😭😭 but hey um wtf #honestly my lavellan does love him and is hurt but she has to be so many things to so many different people #there’s bigger things at stake and bigger problem to deal with at this time than whatever he's hiding or lying about #im pretty sure he was going to say something else not about the vallaslin #but his fear is dying alone becasue i saw it in the fade and yet !!!! he pushes everyone away he picks fights with everyone no matter whos #in the party he didnt come to the wicked grace game he never opens up beyond what he has seen in the fade. he is a fixed point #i wanna shake him by the shoulders and YELL WHATA RE YOU DOING you could have it all someone who loves you and a wonderf #a wonderful found family. he is kind and gentle but he is also so full of ANGER and he is so set on things being as he sees them. #Cole cant change because to Solas cole is always a spirit. the dalish are misguided and YOU Lavellan are just different YOURE special #the meaning of the vallaslin cant change because to him it represents slavery and it is in stone to him. things dont change with time they #are fixed. like things in the fade it what it was preserved. he is trying to hold on to a past that doesnt exist that has moved forward. #Solas says you cant change yourself by wishing. but i would say wishing for change is THE required prerequisite for change. a little though #a little idea a little wish that something was different better. but to #why cant you move forward Solas what the fuck are you holding onto so intesely #OKAY WHATEVER IM DONE WITH THIS ESSAY IM OVER IT ITS FINE ITS SO FINE

[yuukimiyas]

૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ g’mornie & happy saturday lovies!! i gave myself a lil grace & let myself sleep in a lil longer than i usually do (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾⁾ now i am slowly but surely startin my day <33 lets try & continue to give ourselves a lil leeway as we move through the wknd w new emotions, feelings & experiences!! you’re doing GREAT & i am so PROUD of you!! ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა all my love forever!!

#its the wknd!! we made it!! there were a few bumps in the road this wk but im proud of us!! <33 #im tryin my hardest to keep bein gentle w myself & not feel guilty ab it :< its def a learnin process for sure!! #what does everybun have planned for this wknd? are you workin or w friends & fam? i’d love to know!! :3 #i’m still feelin a lil weird/off/sad so im not sure how much i’ll be on 2day but i’m gonna try to pop in here & there!! #also!!! i found so many new bunny kaomojis!! so expect lots more lil cuties like this one!! ૮꒰っ´༥'ς꒱ eep!! s’cute!! that ones my fave!! #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[yuridovewing]

i dont want to talk about crowfeather too much on here because thankfully he's not too prominent in these later arcs and also his character REALLY annoys me, but i swear i feel like everyone talking about him lives in an alternate universe

#the universe where he was the first person ever (even in wc) to do the manpain trope and hes subversive and cool #and the universe where he's this uwu super sweet so cool so gentle bf #and the universe where he tried sooooo hard to love his son but its just so hard bc hes got a bitch wife and it sucks #bc like none of that happens. none of it #im sure its the attitude that you cant like a character who's a shitty person which is dumb

[abyssalpriest]

can i be borderline controversial and say that i do think there's a correlation between the love and adoration for the other kings, Leviathan's brutal honesty about grey-morality and involvement in war when you know him as Leviathan, and his lack of worshipers here under that name. the controversial part being that the other kings seem way more into propaganda flourishing and part of why i say that is because ive known both of them and they fucking do that oops hashtag UPG (PVG) spilled outta my pockets there

ie its always people who work for the other kings i see so caught up in how loving and pure the kings and ''demons'' are, and you COULD say that's just because Lev doesn't have many worshipers under that name but I think its more so because when you know "Leviathan" uhhhhh. like you could say lack of lev worshipers = lack of lev propaganda but i think its more so lev isnt going to pretend to be a beautiful siren man in a suit who tells you he loves you so so much even tho he just met you two seconds ago

#there's many factors IMO why we dont see many Leviathan worshipers so much as Shaivites and (insert other names here) #one of which is this but another big factor is. he. doesnt like Chrxstianity in the way that his brothers do lmfao he has other #ways of worshiping him and other labels that arent ''demon'' or occult and reverse-cxtholic aesthetics including latin and #priesthood and whatnot. i love that shit bc travelling to another country to grow up from age 10 and being exposed to the beauty #of cxtholic architecture and worship and aesthetics was cool af it was really like. i love this expression of devotion i love all human #devotion and i love gold and i love SUFFERING lmfao so. im always like oooo aesthetics and hes like. ah. hmm. no thanks #which is NOT to say thats all demonolatry is and IS to say he much prefers in my experience other ways of worshiping him #milk honey and ghee for one fucking example lmfao. flowers thrown into the ocean. blessing horses. traversing the wilderness. storm #chasing. I GUESS THERES A REASON HIS BIG NAMES are Shiva(/Rudra)/Poseidon/Tengri/etc and not Leviathan #as he was saying to me he's... he's not a god found in churches hes overhead at all times at least partially. hes in our dna. hes in the #trees surrounding our towns hes the deer and the wolves and the wild playfulness vs efficient machinery of horses. the rivers and the ocean #the clouds. mathematics. actual machines. i think trying to tie him into like... latin and chrxstian inspired rites and the word ''demon''. #ive said it before. If you catch him in a certain mood he does actually enjoy roleplaying the ''demon'' persona and the antithesis and #undoing of chrxstianity but. hes. not what he is not. listen he LOVES spooking people and if youre spooked by demons... he loves being #intimidating if you want a big tough king that also understands your deep and dark sides and who is intelligent and gentle but Dark #yeah im sure he'll be Leviathan for you but its like. idk. OH THIS IS. THIS IS THE SECOND REASON. THE POST IS ABOUT THE FIRST #THAT I LISTED LMFAOOOOOO #sorry im so in love w him atm let me talk about him please #ramblings //

[faggotician]

Feeling a little troubled ...... last night (a few hrs ago ig) my nana (whom i moved in wit bc the tenant she was renting the upstairs 2 died n i needed 2 get out of a shitty roommate situation so the stars aligned etc) mentioned in passing that she was in my apt while i was gone, she mentioned she was looking 4 something bt then changed it 2 checking 2 see if i caught the bus.....i told her basicly i loved her n ment no offense bt my privacy is rly important 2 me n so could she pls not go into my pad when im not there bc it gives me anxiety (which she has also so i was tryna rel8 a lil bit) n she just kinda shut down n started feeling bad abt herself n getting upset tht i thought she wld go thru my stuff . Idk i jus had 2 put this down sumwhere n i havent gotten a new journle yet sigh

#i mean she is. Very ancient bless her in evry way shes 81 so im sure shes just . kinda losin it 4 a lack of a better way 2 put it n . Aughgg #Life is very intimid8ng n i wanna take care of her bt shes so afraid of Everything ever n its stressing her out so much she cant sleep #So then shes coming up 2 my apt (btw i dont have a key 4 my inside door so i keep it unlocked) Late as Haell like 3 4 AM #Asking me 2 sit downstairs w her till she falls asleep . N i keep giving her advice on sleeping better like . #If u sit on the couch watching tv most of the day..when u go 2 bed n do the same thing u wont get tired frm it #Or rrlaxing yr body n focusing on yr breathing Dont put the tv on if yr brain is paying attn 2 wats goin on there #Then u cant focus on sleeping . #And i ask if she understands n if shes listening bt then Every Night doesnt change how her routine is n i just Dont .. I Want 2 Help So Bad #But what can i do when ur not even listening 2 the vry basic lifestyle cuanges u Need 2 make or yr gna worry yrself sick :(((( #I dnt think impatronizing i try 2 be gentle n understanding but also like . Semi profesh like Boundaries need 2 b had if im here longterm #Bt she doesnt rlly get that bc shes Very insecure sbt herself i think she just ... Internalizes it into like #Thinking shes burdoning me or makes me feel rlly gulty 4 needing alone time i just . Idk how 2 have this talk w her cuz i feel like #I alrdy have a million times . God i do love her so so much n im scared 4 this future i just want her 2 b happy bbut #im still tryna figure out how 2 even Talk 2 Anybody let alone a very sensitive farm raised senior #Damn this is a vent post and a half #999

[depresseddepot]

his name is bodie

#in other related news: i took him to the vet and saw a cat years to human years sign and it said that a 6yo cat was abt 40 human years #and toby. my special guy. is 6 years old #ive been in a downward spiral ever since lol so im not trusting myself to make decisions abt whether or not we're keeping bodie #i don't think i have the time or headspace to spend as long as i did with toby on him but its a baby and im doing it a disservice if i dont #hes so lonely and sad and tiny but i am Comorbid and hate change so so so much #this poor baby #its past my bedtime so im sure ill feel 100% different in the morning #but im just. toby is getting older :( #i don't know what to do after he eventually passes away one day. like frankly i dont think ill be doing anything else for very long #ive loved pets before but. not as much as i love him :( #he could be starving and would run past food if i sat down to pet him #he sits and waits for me to get out of the shower upstairs (a place he's afraid of) #he knows what times i get home and wakes himself up from naps to wander upstairs to see me #he gets lost sometimes and meows until i talk to him so he knows how to get back to someplace safe #he's a HUGE cat but he's so gentle and sweet. he was even nice to the baby #not to be dramatic but i don't think I'll recover once he passed away. like i think that's it for me. #honest to god need to have my affairs in order come my mid thirties because. well. #he even comes over to lay w me when I'm crying :( #sorry abt all these tags #vent