#im on the verge of sleep

[whenthestonesrot]

Average day...

#1917 #1917 movie #william schofield #thomas blake #im on the verge of sleep #please enjoy this goofy thing! #1917 fanart

[person4924]

there are no happy people.

One of the main themes of Alice’s books is that there are no happy people. In Solitaire, Tori says it and thinks it throughout the book, and Alice continues with that theme throughout all of their books. In solitaire, there are no happy people. Micheal isn’t happy, Charlie isn’t happy, Lucas isn’t happy, Becky isn’t happy, Tori isn’t happy. There are no happy people. Radio silence, there are no happy people. Aled isn't happy, Frances isn't happy, Dan isn't happy, Carys isn't happy. There are no happy people. Loveless, there are no happy people. Pip isn't happy, Rooney isn't happy, Sunil isn't happy, Jason isn’t happy, Georgia isn’t happy. There are no happy people. In I was born for this, there are no happy people. Rowan isn't happy, Juliet isn't happy, Angel isn't happy, Lister isn't happy, Jimmy isn't happy. There are no happy people. Heartstopper, there are no happy people. Nick isn't happy, Tao isn't happy, Elle isn't happy, Tara isn't happy, Darcy isn't happy, Charlie isn’t happy. There are no happy people. In every one of Alice’s novels, she starts with a character who isn't happy and knows it, who isn't happy and doesn’t know what to do about it or how to help it. And then throughout the novels, the character learns more about the people around them and realizes that, there are no happy people. Everyone they thought was happy and had perfect lives, doesn’t. And then towards the end of the novel, the character feels less alone in their sadness because they realize they are not the only one. There are no happy people, and that’s what can make the not-happy people happy again.

#im obsessed and cant sleep and on the verge of a mental breakdown #what do you expect #i also wrote this with grammarly so its grammatically correct #an ode to alice oseman #i love you so much #alice oseman #osemanverse #radio silence #i was born for this #loveless #heartstopper #solitaire

[jellyfishloveletterghosts]

Catboy Steve insisting on laying on Billy’s chest every night at bed time. Not for cuddles not exactly. No he presses the top of his head under Billy’s chest with desperation until he scratches at his shoulder blades and behind his ears. Steve purrs so hard he's drooling into the hollow of Billy’s neck, tail curled over a thick thigh and eyes closed as he smiles and drags a sharp canine against Billy’s chin. On more than one occasion Billy comes out of it with pin prick claw marks on his pecs when Steve forgets himself. Marks Billy will fuss about but inevitably drag Steve back on top of him the next night anyhow when he's doing his chastised self denial thing. Billy can't sleep without their little nightly routine either anymore.

#harringrove #jellyhc #catboy Steve Harrington #is this based on my own cata behavior #yes. yes it is. Im on the verge of falling a sleep only to fin he's snuck into the room for his night time chest sitting and scratches #but also when I'm having trouble getting to sleep I'll go grab him for the chest sit. i dunno why it helps bit it does.

[wolfythewitch]

gotta be honest. no idea where the idea of a sexyman having to be pathetic came from. it's more of an occasional trait than an entire through-line. maybe i'm out of touch with the current landscape, though.

bill cipher? the clock from dhmis? zacharie from OFF? slenderman? sans? none of these characters are very pathetic in the traditional wet cat way. okay. maybe sans.

honestly, grian and q are a perfect match-up. neither are particularly pathetic, but they both hit other sexyman traits right on the head

The patheticness isn't a must-have, it's just usually the go to trait if the character isn't evil or physically intangible. Or sometimes it's all three there's also that. I'm not very well versed in the whole landscape either the last time I got involved in all this was like. Undertale. And before that nightvale. I'm going off this purely off the vibes and grian feels more little guy than sexy man. For q, I can't say much cause I only know his dsmp version which does give off the vibes but shrug

#wolfy tedtalks #anon #im also like half aaake rivht now #oon the verge of sleep

[spaghettiandart]

(faintly, in the background, you could hear the titan laughing)

I really need to stop making these at 3-4 am.

As always, click 4 better quality :)

#now we dont have time to unpack all of that #mostly because im on the verge of passing out #im getting like 5 hrs of sleep a night i dont tjink this is healthy guys #the owl house #toh #emperor belos #luz noceda #mild violence #old man phil au #my art #fanart #au

[charlottan]

they should invent the fun feeling of sleep deprivation as a teenager but for your 20s and beyond+

#its been so long since i was Tired High #now im just always on the verge of horrible spicy feelings. but i cant go to sleep yet i still have things to push through

[ravenousgf]

Beside me at the table, I was aware of the Fool making some small movement but my vision was unfocused on the room and I had no warning of his intentions until his hand settled on my wrist. His fingertips unerringly found their own faded gray fingerprints, left on my flesh so many years ago. His touch was gentle, but the sensation was an arrow in my heart. I physically spasmed, a speared fish, and then froze. The Fool ran through my veins, hot as liquor, cold as ice. For a flashing instant, we shared physical awareness. The intensity of it went beyond any joining I'd ever experienced. It was more intimate than a kiss and deeper than a knife thrust, beyond a Skill-link and beyond sexual coupling, even beyond my Wit-bond with Nighteyes. It was not a sharing, it was a becoming. Neither pain nor pleasure could encompass it. Worse, I felt myself turning and opening to it, as if it were my lover's mouth upon mine, yet I did not know if I would devour or be devoured. In another heartbeat, we would be one another, know one another more perfectly than two separate beings ever should.

if soulmates arent real then. why THIS

#yes im releasing the drafts all at once i read this late last night on the verge of slumber and sat up straight at this. #passages that rob you of your fucking sleep #realm of the elderlings #honestly wish i could add some deep analysis of this passage but despite his repression fitz says it all i think. only soulmates ever

[sleepvines]

if only my wrist was indestructible so I could draw everything I want to. ever.

moodboard

#im fucking dying over here my wrist keeps giving out liek an old car #I'm TRYING to stretch and take breaks #im TRYING to let it rest #but it's like it's constantly on the verge of an injury and it upsets me so much #aaaarghhhh #sleep rambles

[dizzybizz]

he's so real for this

#god i wish that were me #i wanna sleep as a kitty cat #mylittleguys #also hi i am sick and i feel half dead and i can barely eat or drink i am not entirely sure that i am awake right now #so thats what ive been up to the past few days :)))))) #ahahahaahahahahahahahaaaaaa wish me luck o7 #rly badly wanna draw but ive got a fever and im all shaky and my throat is all stuffy and i havent eaten much bc of it so i cant even rly c #concentrate at anything and i have been wasting away in my bed and i havent showered in too long and its shark week and :((( #im just being put through so many horrors rn 💪😐 #when everything bad hits all at once 💪😐 #this guys my new bff p sure -> 💪😐 #hi sorry bout all that its been piling up :))))c #💪😐 #<- for when ur on the verge of a shutdown and/or meltdown

[scribbles-ink]

Me spinning in circles

We need more Beast sskk in the world can you provide

uhhh sure take this 10 min doodle👍

#its very badly done pls ignore that but im on the verge of sleep n just got the notif n went 'why not' #sskk #theyre silly to me #beast sskk #scribbles' answers #new tag for me yippie #scribbles' post

[bobmckenzie]

IM SO. FREAKING. EEPY.

#this period is just wiping me OUTT. i've been sleeping in so late but still im like 😴😴 #this whole week it's like unless im doing a workout im on the verge of falling asleep LOL #but i got my vday gifts done >:Dc #i miiiight try to draw a piece for myself?? i want to but i don't have any specific ideas 🤔 #caitiechat

[oatbugs]

worst cramps on earth ever ever going to burn down the world

#9 days of hell !! of which like 4 are super painful !! #i had two ultrasounds done and apparently ~ nothing is wrong w me ~ but my friend (qualified) did theorise that i may have excess esteogen #which causes these issues apparently. yayyy #however. in order to have less estrogen . other issues would b caused. so i have to suffer like this indefinitely ig #every single time it feels like im on the verge of passing out. like vision getting fuzzy im dizzy af from pain etc etc #but i never do which sucks actually like let me sleep thru this !!

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

i can't do this today fuck

#my sisters about to wake up and im crying on the verge of a panic attack #and i didnt get enough sleep and im exhausted #i just cant fucking do this right now #fuck i hate myself #this is my fault i dont get to be upset

[pup-ie]

being back on hormones has made me over the top horny to the point i cant sleep because i start humping the pillow between my legs without realizing

#ive been on the verge of sleep only to be woken up from being hard #because im rutting against my pilloe #im just a poor puppy..

[liverpool-enjoyer]

chapter four done but its late as all hell so i hope youre hungy in the morning

#i cant tell if i hate it cause its bad or if i hate it cause im tired #yeah i wrote this chapter on the verge a sleep #uefa high

[lycanthian]

in a weird emotion rn

#it feels like evrything is falling apart btu not in a horrible soul crushing way #like im walking through a forest and the leaves are dissipating as i walk past them #but thats not like good either #theres bad stuff going on and its like. #ill survive #but i feel like i should be more concerned about a lot of it than i am #i dont know #it feels weird because i cant quite describe it #its entirely possible that this is the depression episode hitting again and if it is: i pray it will be swifter in its departure this time #i pray it wont be like the december one #or if it is at least let it hold from impact until after i move #because i think packing and then subsequently unpacking a whole houses worth of stuff within a monthw ill not fare well if i am like that #im still a little astonished at how bad december really was for me #i didnt think ive ever felt that bad in my life. currently im on the verge again i think #this probably means i should go to bed. sleep off the demons for the night. tomorrow i go to the eye doctor and see about getting contacts #lycan howls