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billionairebabes · 4 years

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Quarantine Update - Extensive Post

Hey babes!

Like many, I have a lot more time at home which means I’ve been able to spend more time thinking about what I want for my future and now. It’s been a great time to identify my strengths and weaknesses as well. Utilize my strong suits and strengthen my weak ones. Here’s what I’ve realized and have been doing in quarantine.

I’m a Leo as some of you know from my bio but for the astrology girls out there I’m going to mention that I am a Virgo Moon and Rising. I strive on structure and schedules. I make plans for everything. There are probably more than 50 sticky notes in my room currently and growing. I’m THAT type of girl. Now that most of us are home most of the time, we don’t have the same structure and schedule as we did when life was normal. I’m not the type of person who can plan out every hour of my day but I do have a list of things I strive to complete for every day of the week. There is a whole list of things that I do every day that I won’t mention here because they’ve become habit now. The List below are tasks I have to be intentional about. It looks like this: Mondays: Manifestation & Journaling + Setting Intentions for the Week Monday & Wednesdays: Guided Workouts (YouTube) Admittedly, having a hard time integrating this into my routine. & Face Exfoliating + Teeth Whitening Wednesdays: Do work and research for business idea Tuesday & Thursday: HTML + SQL practice on Codecademy Friday: I use Fridays to feel human. I get dressed and do my makeup to keep my skills sharp. Still perfecting getting my lash strips on. I’ve tried lash extensions but the application process was unbearable to me. Just tears and headaches lol Saturday & Sunday: Spiritual Reset & Journaling: Days to practice being still. Intention setting meditation and stuff. Little more reading on the law of attraction, the law of vibration, scripting etc. I do my full body exfoliation on the weekend too. Honestly, just once a week works for me. I alternate between a ginger scrub I got from The Body Shop and a dry brush. Lastly, I clean my apartment on either one of these days. I tidy up nightly during the week but weekends are when I do the more intense cleaning like swiffering and the stove.

Finally getting serious about getting my MBA! I’ve always wanted my MBA but now that I have a clear business plan and idea, it’s now even more important to me. It’s also important to me that I go to one of the top programs in the country. I graduated in December from undergrad but my GPA was okay. I have to be very intentional about preparing for the GMAT as my score there will likely have to compensate for my GPA. Going to a top business school for me isn’t just about the academics but more so about the connections. I saw a post about Megan Markle a few weeks ago that inspired me to strive for academic success on that level. I’m debating between Business Administration and Supply Chain Management. I guess the cool thing about wanting an MBA is that most top programs require that I have 2 years of work experience so I have time to figure this out.

I’m looking to completely overhaul my wardrobe. I kind of refuse to buy anything right now because I really don’t know what season it’ll be when we’re actually let out of quarantine BUT I’m still online window shopping. Pinning away on my Pinterest board. My goal is to look put together regardless of what I’m doing. Like a t-shirt and leggings should make me look like that girl with a few basic accessories that I’ll likely wear every day. I’ve also always had dark hair, 1B - Jet Black Weave. This year, I want to experiment with a brown highlighted look like pictured below (couldn’t get it inserted directly under this paragraph for whatever reason)

IM MOVING TO MIAMI!! Jk, well at least not yet. I’m just practicing how I’m going to say it when my move becomes official. I’ve been to Miami more than a few times and honestly, I just love the city. There’s a different type of zen and happiness I feel when I’m there. I love beach life and city life. I’ve been watching Miami vlogs nonstop. I’m going to begin my scripting soon. I recently contacted an old SDBF who’s in real estate for advice on whether to try to buy or rent. I already feel the excitement of moving there and feeling is the key to manifesting. Today, I will be making a “moving to Miami” mood board. I may share that with you guys. I’ve even started collecting inspiration photos for my Miami condo/apartment. I use Canva to put together little inspo pics. I’ve never moved and lived in a new city on my own before so even the challenge of this move excites me. I know for certain that it’ll make it step out of my comfort zone and with that comes insane growth. Life is too short to live in fear so I won’t. There are some things I definitely want to have in order before I move though and I may expand on that in a different post but yeah my mind is made up. I’m going. Plus sugaring in Miami is >>>>>>. If any girls live down there and have any advice, I would love love love to hear your thoughts.

I want to be intentional about putting myself out there. I tend to lean more reserved and lowkey but for the next level in my life, I’ve realized I’m going to have to lean out of that a little more. I did some real soul searching to figure out why I am the way I am. Won’t share that here but I know the extra effort will be worth it. I’ll be starting small by actually posting pictures on to my Instagram. I get so critical and nit-picky that I inevitably post nothing at all. I’ll work my way up to actual content creation one day. I went to Bangkok, Shanghai, Phuket, and Paris all within a 2 months span and didn’t post a single picture from any trip. We’re still less than halfway through 2020, I’m ready to grab the second half or last quarter by the balls lol.

Really I do mood boards for everything. They keep me inspired and in the vibration of the goal I want to achieve. When I’m really in the moment I’ll write a coinciding script. Like with my business idea mood board I will be writing about what a day in my life as a CEO looks like. What I’ll wake up and wear. What my mornings look like, what I eat, how I feel etc. Scripting is honestly so powerful and I recommend it to all you babes.

Conclusively, this is what quarantine life looks like for me. I’ve also been cooking so much more and trying my hand at new recipes. A few days ago I made sausage, egg, and cheese pockets with some pastry dough I made. Some days are better than others but I do the work to keep myself in a positive mindset. I’m alone and don’t want to spiral. I’m home all day now and would love to chat up about you guy’s goals and quarantivities.

XXX,

BBC

#quarantine #manifestation #self improvement #self development #spoiled girlfriend #mine #BB Original

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fandom-collective-writers · 4 years

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Reader x Jihyun Kim {MysMes} - Letters to Heal a Broken Heart

Title: Letters to Heal a Broken Heart Fandom: Mystic Messenger Character: Jihyun Kim Genre: bittersweet? romance Warnings: spoilers for his good ending! Intended Gender Audience: Neutral Audience Word Count: 2040 words POV: second person Other comments: no smut but im proud of this! please note that everything with the push back is a letter! i think its pretty clear, but i wanted to make sure it’s understood <3 Written by: @mythiica Req:

Dear –

I’ll admit, it feels a bit strange writing a letter for you, but my therapist recommended it. He told me to explain my emotions with words, saying it would help me become more confident.

See, the reasoning behind it, at least from what I remember, is that there is no pressure to think quickly. Writing allows a flow, a sense of movement between the words before you pick which one you wish to use. Talking is different because it follows a completely contrasting rhythm. To keep a conversation going, you have to speak rather quickly so the person stays engaged in the topic.

It’s all really interesting, and my therapist has given me a book over the fundamentals of other practices like this. I read half of it on the plane to Japan.

To clarify, I’m writing this from my hotel room in Tokyo. I landed a few hours ago and the jet lag has yet to hit me, so I decided to take advantage of this time to write.

I think you’d like it here – the sakura are in full bloom and I have three days dedicated to photographing the sea of pinks as they ripple in the wind. Until now, I’ve only seen pictures of the famous parks, and I never thought that I would be able to witness them in person.

I didn’t think I’d

I never conside

Ah, I should mention, I’m not allowed to erase or cross out sentences I start. Another confidence booster? It’s a bit sillier, but it’s meant to force me to say what is on my mind, rather than letting it fester. I’ll try again:

During my years under Mint Eye, my vision was narrowed, and I had only one duty. However, I am learning to broaden my horizons and expand my mind to encompass everything. The urge to explore bubbles in my chest, waiting for the moment to come out. There are so many chances to do anything, and I’ve got all the time to do all of it.

I’ve also realized that I went over my word limit. I have to stick to 300 words or under. Confidence booster #3! Express yourself with less words. Take a guess of how many times I’ve opened the thesaurus, looking for better synonyms for words? At least seven times in the past five minutes. It’s crazy!

For now, I’ll sign this off and try better next time.

よりご多幸を祈って

�� Jihyun Kim

PS, I’m practicing my Japanese! That says best wishes… I think.

नमस्कार

Hello and greetings from India! I took a long nap on the plane, and forgot to write. Although I’m only passing through, I ate some delicious food (that I should really try to replicate for you). India is absolutely beautiful – from the sunrises to the bustling markets to the colorful fabrics hung at every corner. I’ll inhale the air and smell six things at once, albeit, not all of them are the best, but I embrace it nonetheless.

More about what I’ve been doing: funnily enough, my phone died on the bus ride, but I made a new friend named Sunmi, and she was kind enough to lend me her charging cable. Instead of ending the interaction there, we spoke for a few hours at least. I learned she was traveling with her friends on a photography excursion. She gave me all the information, and I’d like to look into it when I have wifi again.

You wouldn’t believe what they’ve seen! Last year they went to Antarctica through South America. She got to pet a penguin! Apparently the company also takes people to Greenland and New Zealand – some places I’ve been dreaming of visiting since I was a young boy.

I’ll use my last 100 words to mention that… I’ve gotten a bit homesick. I miss the RFA – well, the people from the RFA minus…

Don’t tell Jumin about the company though, he’ll insist on flying me around with his private jet. I want to experience for myself. Saeyoung is somehow messaging me when I don’t have service? I don’t… understand. Anyways, I also saw Zen landed a huge international role (someone had a magazine on the plane). Otherwise, I hope Jaehee and Yoosung are well. And Elizabeth the 3rd of course. Send them my wishes.

I didn’t forget about you though! The keychain you gave me reminds me of home every day. It might have lost an eye, but I found a button and stitched it on. And I also wanted to ask you–

Ah, I’m over again.

Next time.

Jihyun Kim

Iyi günler! I am in Turkey now and actually writing this on a boat. The sun is setting over the horizon, making the sky change colors with every passing minute. It’s breathtaking, but I wish you were here with me. The other passengers and I take turns standing at the front of the boat, and I sometimes linger, trying to take pictures.

Good news! My vision is getting better. I’ve been taking some Greek herbal remedies, and the seem to be helping. Either that, or they have a wonderful placebo effect. Has that ever happened to you? To think something is working, but you’re just imagining things?

I apologize, maybe that stirred bad memories for you.

Back to Turkey: I stepped out of my comfort zone and spent a night camping. Honestly? I was terrified of doing so, but now I want to do it every night. It is the perfect temperature for hiking, even though I am a bit sunburned.

So many people have been commenting on my hair. Good things mostly, and I started styling it with a bit of gel to keep it out of my eyes. It feels good to look people directly rather than through a curtain.

What are you up to? Hosting anymore parties? I imagine that you are keeping busy, as always of course. My therapist said it would be best to wait messaging you until I return home. I nearly called you a week ago, but I didn’t want to break my vow. It’s like lying to myself, and I know better than that now.

Still, it doesn’t stop me from dreaming.

Sending love,

I’m genuinely angry, but writing to you always calms me. Someone stole my bag – I luckily didn’t have much in it, but your keychain… can you make me a new one please? Now that I don’t have it, it’s almost like I’ve lost a part of you. It hurts a lot, but then I wonder if I am being silly. It’s just a keychain.

Otherwise, France is nice. I didn’t want to go to Paris, so instead I traveled through the countryside to visit a few wineries.

Yes, I did… drink a bit, but I wasn’t impaired when my bag was stolen!

You would laugh at me if I told you what happened, so I will save the story for another time. Before coming to France, I went through Germany and visited some of the most beautiful castles I’ve ever seen. They all looked like they could be straight from a fantasy movie set, and I was convinced one – Neuschwanstein Castle – actually was.

I’ve barely written anything despite so much happening.

I got a haircut (finally), because it was becoming a hassle to tie it back at night.

One evening, I fed some stray cats and they followed me home.

And a drunk (?) tried to play cards with me. But he didn’t have cards. He was dealing an imaginary deck.

Other stories will have to wait until I see you again, and I feel better now. It’s okay to be upset, but it won’t hinder my trip any more.

Je t'aime,

Jihyun

Alaska doesn’t have a night.

That’s not exactly true, but it’s basically true. The hotel has special curtains that block the light, and it is only dark for a few hours.

It has been many miles since I last wrote, but I was caught up in visiting show after event after party after exhibit through America. Their art has given me a new perspective on point of view and emotions, so I hope that the ten camera chips I’ve filled with photographs will be able to convey the same sense of awe.

I’ve also been mistaken for an idol? Like – multiple times. Interesting to say the least, maybe I’ll say yes to the next person that asks. What should my stage name be? I’ll spare you the embarrassment and not share my ideas. They are all very silly and no one would believe me if I told them my name was Cam Ra. Do you get it? It’s bad, I know.

I’ll be returning home soon, unless I get distracted or impulsive and go down to California and Hawaii before coming back. I want to – it doesn’t feel right to return just yet. But that doesn’t mean anything about you!

Really, I think about you and everyone else each day.

Have you met new people? We’ll exchange so many stories…

See you soon,

J K

You pace around, waiting for the last guest on the list to appear. The party started an hour ago, but he still has not arrived. Then again, it has been three months since anyone heard a whisper from V, and you start to lose hope. Swallowing hard, you remind yourself that V is having a wonderful time exploring the world and finding himself.

Taking a handful of your dress, you turn and head through the doors to the main room. Jumin tries to pull Saeyoung away from Longcat, Yoosung explains his most recent surgeries to a group of nurses from his work place, and Jaehee receives many compliments for her majestic cake.

Everyone is happy and has moved on.

You hope V has too.

Maybe all the wishing and praying finally paid off, because you hear his familiar voice calling out behind you. It’s a long shot, but you turn around nonetheless, thinking it is a different guest.

Instead, you see Jihyun, wearing the most dazzling smile you’ve ever seen, running towards you. He’s carrying a folder filled with papers, but that doesn’t stop him from embracing you. He smells rugged, like his voyage has transformed him, but you rather like it.

“Jihyun!” You melt against his hug. “You’re.. Here… you’re here!”

Your squealing draws everyone’s attention, but he focuses on you and only you. “Of course I’m here. I missed you more than I can verbalize.”

His stance is open, welcoming, and confident, much different from two years ago. He is a different person now, brave and proud. Jihyun offers you the folder. It is strange to gift something in the middle of a party, but you accept it anyways, happy he has returned.

Jihyun’s heart races as he explains. “I wrote you letters every time I went somewhere new. These are just a few of them, really I have so many. But each shows something I’ve learned.” He takes a breath and laces his fingers with yours. “This is sudden, and I’m sure you will need time to think about it, but I’m trying something new: asking without being afraid. Over the past two years, I’ve… longed for you. Art has shown me the power of friendship, joy, perseverance, and most importantly, dedication. I want to dedicate my art to you, if you’ll stand by my side.”

You can’t find the words to express yourself because you are so awestruck. He truly has changed, but he has embraced himself and his life. Tears start to roll down your cheeks from the overwhelming surge of emotions. Jihyun brushes them away and presses his forehead to yours.

“I still have much to learn, but I want to do it all with you.”

“I’d like that a lot, Jihyun,” you whisper, captivated by his intense gaze.

“And I can finally say this without fear–”

You tip your head up, and Jihyun kisses you the next moment. His lips are chapped and the warmth radiating from his skin envelops you. He doesn’t need words to communicate it, because you understand perfectly what he is trying to say.

#mysmes #mystic messenger #mysmes v #mysmes jihyun #jihyun kim

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fukozawa · 5 years

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30 Days of Autism Acceptance 2019!!

(I’m a bit behind oops lol)

Day 1 - introduce yourself

👁 My name is Katherina but most people besides family call me Kat. Im 22 years old, a cis lesbian, mixed race, autistic, brujita (lil witch) born in San Diego CA but grew up between there and Tijuana, Mexico where my moms side of the family lives (the side that matters). Im also very short at 5 ft tall and have green hair! Currently living in Seattle WA, have lived here 3 or 4 years with my best friend who i met online. Have grown SO MUCH while living in seattle it’s unbelievable to think I’m only 22 and still have so much learning and experiencing to do. Recently landed an amazing job at the zoo as a facepainter!! I’m also a portrait artist and you can follow my art on instagram @ plaidalien !

👁 Growing up ive always been fairly odd. My mom loooves telling stories about me as a kid and how i would always freak her out with how much i knew/was capable of. I think she always expected me to be different from other kids because of how traumatic my birth was (my heart stopped beating for a minute when i was born but the dr was able to revive me, and i spent a week in the ICU with a bunch of tubes in my head). She says i would freak my white family out and they thought i couldnt talk because i legit never spoke around them but my mom understood i was perfectly capable of speaking and told them straight up that its not that i couldnt talk, its just i didn’t want to talk to them. She always understood me like no one else and was the best autism mom i couldve asked for. Shes always been my biggest advocate and would push her own comfort zones if it meant i was comfortable and happy and not having meltdowns lol.

👁 I’m self diagnosed but i plan to seek out a prof dx whenever I’m more financially stable and get past the anxiety that is trying to figure out how to get that done in general. I don’t think ill ever feel comfortable telling ppl I’m autistic without a prof dx since I’m “high functioning” and am extremely talented at masking my autistic traits to the point where a lot of it is unconscious (tho I’m teaching myself to not mask as much cuz i want to be able to be who i am and not give a single fuck if people think im weird)

👁 I consider myself an old soul for sure. Just yesterday my mom called me just to genuinely thank me for how much ive taught her and how much ive helped her become a better person, it honestly made me cry a little lol. Ive always been that person that shakes peoples mental paradigms if they come into my life, i love to get people out of their comfort zones. And by comfort zone i mean a mental one, one where youre used to believing and seeing the world in a certain perspective, well my passion lies in expanding the ways in which one perceives this reality into knowing how truly limitless and powerful we are as humans.

👁 I realized i was a lesbian and autistic around the same time as each other about 2 years ago and that was a MAJOR identity adjustment which I’m just barely starting to fully embrace them. Having to deal with internalized lesbophobia as well as internalized ableism at the same time is not fun. But the comfort of finally knowing what the fuck is up with my brain and my sexual orientation and seeing how those two important aspects have always been there and can explain why i am the way i am, feels really good. Feels amazing to know I’m not alone in my experiences either and theres a community i can be a part of who will accept me for my differences.

👁 Sorry this is super long but i never know whats a good cut off point when it comes to introducing myself. I guess thats also why i waited this long to make the day 1 post lol. How do people just limit themselves to only writing a few sentences about themselves is beyond me i think thats just physically impossible for me to accomplish. Wait till i try to write my own artist statement thats gonna be a true challenge. If you got this far thanks for reading!!

#30daysofautismacceptance #2019 #actuallyautistic #aboutme #ill post the other days soon too i just had to get this one out of the way #30daysofautismacceptance2019

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jihoonslattee · 7 years

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Manga Character! Jihoon [2]

if you haven’t read part one please take a moment to go to that post to read it! (for a backstory sort of? HKLDHF)

Manga Jihoon Pt 1

listen these are about to be super long so if you guys don’t like long bullet fics then I understand!

so the next morning you wake up with your loud alarm (yknow like the song seungkwan sang as a morning alarm? that one)

you get up dead on the inside half asleep walking towards the kitchen

you smell food and you just sit down at the table bc your brain right now is thinking

“wow my parents must be back already”

you have completely forgotten that jihoon is a living thing for a second because as soon as he steps out of the kitchen with food you make a huge gasp

“what’s wrong?!”

he kind of like hurries towards you and suddenly memories of last night are rushing back and now you’re at the point of just trying to grasp it all yourself since you were busy making him comfortable last night.

“o-oh nothing, I just was half asleep so seeing you made me think I was in a dream for a second”

he just laughs (which you find adorable but right now your starving stomach is demanding food) and places a plate of eggs and toast in front of you

“really this is all you could cook for me?”

“don’t complain you just cooked me ramen last night as dinner”

“touche”

you dig into your breakfast and just appreciate that it’s the first time you’ve had a decent breakfast other then a piece of toast and it tastes pretty good

“hey I’m gonna wash the dishes so you can get ready first.”

you picked up both of our plates and walked over to the sink

“thanks i’ll get ready quick”

so I guess he did end up going with you anyways because before you know it you both are standing outside your cafe job at 6 in the morning, an hour before opening time.

“i forgot to ask why were you up so early?”

jihoon takes a side glance at you while keeping some of his attention to the cafe sign

“i couldn’t sleep last night.”

you shrug and start walking in

“sorry I know I’m a loud snorer”

“you didn’t snore though, you were sleep talking.”

you immediately stop and turn towards him

“what did I say?!”

he just starts giving a mischievous grin and shrugs again and walks ahead of you

“you tell me.”

he fully walks into the cafe and you’re just shocked

“okay one, why are you walking in when you don’t even work there? and two, if I knew why would I be asking you?!”

you two enter the cafe and everyone is hanging in the employee room so you bring Jihoon to one of the tables close to the room.

“you can hang in the employee room if you want, lemme explain to my boss and she should understand.”

jihoon gives you a look that says “are you rlly gonna tell them I’m a manga character, will they really believe that?”

so ofc you correct yourself because apparently jihoon does not understand what you mean by making her boss understand

“and by understand i mean make a tragic backstory for you, hey maybe you’ll have to work today too”

and with that jihoon does end up becoming a new worker at your cafe which you don’t mind because you liked looking at his cute face while working the whole day. (and imagining barista jihoon AHEM when Wanna One did that one day cafe omg im dying)

and the only reason your boss was okay with hiring him on the spot was because

“you guys are on summer and about to start school in a week so he will probably need a job to make some money for himself!”

you were pretty sure it was because of his looks though, your cafe had a bunch of good looking people (not counting you because there were people who you were working with that looked like literal models.)

you were also pretty sure you were hired because during your interview you started going on about how you like talking to people and while you were leaving you tripped on the chair you were sitting on and just laughed it off while the manager looked at you in clear concern.

so while working you manage to sneak glances at Jihoon who looks like he’s doing the job perfectly (awkwardly but perfectly) and you’re just in awe because wow he’s so handsome

and it looks like its attracting more customers!

okay so after both of your shift’s are over (3pm) you both start walking home.

“so when we get back to my place we can work on filling out your application for school!”

you whip out the application for new students out of your bag and hand it to him.

“how am i gonna fill it out if I don’t have half of this?”

well somehow you both figure it out (i didn’t want to write it would make this so much longer)

You did change his last name though because you knew people at your school that were avid fans of the manga and DIE HARD fans of Jihoon as a manga character.

so now you both are just lounging around and you suddenly are hungry but you don’t want ramen again so you stand up from the couch and jihoon just gives you another weird look.

“Look jihoon i am starving and i don’t want eggs, toast, or ramen tonight. i don’t know how we’re gonna survive without my parents but for tonight lets go out to eat.”

jihoon instantly agrees and you both get ready to go out and leave at 5pm

you also take this as a chance to buy him (and yourself) new clothes bc your getting your paycheck in two days why not splurge a little.

so before you guys eat you buy clothes at the mall together.

jihoon insists for you to buy clothes for yourself first so you do. but while you’re looking at clothes jihoon comes up to you with a couple of outfits that he thinks would look good on you.

“um no jihoon thats super girly.”

“come on you gotta expand out of your comfort zone, just try it.”

so you do and the first one you try on is a combination of a shirt and top that you and jihoon picked out. it was a white tennis skirt with a off the shoulder top and when you walk out jihoon just kind of stares for a while.

“jihoon why are you staring, i know you’ve only seen me in sweats but you shouldn’t be this surprised. plus we’ve only known each other for one day.”

jihoon suddenly snaps out of whatever he was thinking of and he just kind of laughs it off again.

“you look cute.”

so now you’re a blushing mess and you literally sprint back into the dressing room (i mean it’s literally two feet behind you but still you aren’t thinking because your heart is doing backflips in your chest)

you just kind of sink down after getting into the safety of the room processing what just happened.

you were sure he was just being nice but it made your heart race and your stomach feel weird

“calm down y/n, you’ve only really known him for two days you must be acting like this because he’s your favorite manga character.”

you quickly finish changing and trying out the other clothes without showing jihoon and you come out.

“what about the other clothes?”

“I tried it on really quick my stomach is starting to growl a little.”

he smiles and just gets up, heading towards the cashier,

“h-hold up,”

you grab his wrist and you can feel him stiffen a little, which you get confused about but like he turns back too fast for you to think about it.

“what?”

“you need to try on your clothes bro”

you start kind of dragging him to the dressing room and push him in there with his large stack of clothes.

“don’t worry about the pri- wait actually make sure it isn’t over $15 because i don’t wanna run out of money for food!”

he chuckles and closes the door.

he comes out relatively quickly picking some clothes to buy and you both go eat at a nearby burger place.

arriving home you both slowly trudge your way to your room, your room was close and as you were about to enter jihono stops you

“y/n thanks for the clothes and trying to make me feel comfortable, i’ve even forgotten that im actually in a different universe right now.”

“no problem, i would feel bad if you were in a state of like not knowing what do to, I’ve been through that before.”

“really?”

“yeah my friends had a fight before and I was kind of forced to choose a side, it wasn’t fun.”

“oh yeah.”

(imagine this as like a oh yeah when someone remembers something)

“oh yeah?”

you kind of give him a “you weren’t in this universe when it happened” look and he instantly retracts and takes a few steps away.

“I-I meant oh yeah as in I kind of relate.”

“alright, I probably misheard it, anyways night, we got work tmrw as well!”

he smiles and gives you a small wave before you go inside your room throwing your bag of new clothes who knows where.

you jump on your bed and place your phone on nightstand taking in the comfort of your bed.

you mind suddenly goes back over the day and you start blushing remembering jihoon only calling you cute.

but

you suddenly think about the conversation that just happened outside your room with him.

you weren’t sure if you misheard but you were pretty sure that you heard him say “oh yeah” in a way as if he was actually there when it happened.

you turned so that you were facing the ceiling, almost glaring at it trying to wrap your head around the situation.

meanwhile

jihoon was pacing around his room but eventually lies down on his bed and picks up the manga again, reading through it for what seemed like the millionth time (you would’ve thought he would’ve been sick of reading about it own life but ig not)

he sighs while reading the manga and ends up mumbling to himself

“i hope she doesn’t figure it out...”

thank you for reading! I’m currently working on pt 3! I hope to get it out as soon as I can but school is currently finding millions of way to keep me doing homework ugh anyways I hope you all have a great day/night! <3

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