#in the body...ykwim

[skunkes]

i need to refine talon's Recently Fed form (bc i do want to nail him being rounder and looking younger than he "is", but still Like Himself, and i feel like that's been varying a lot every time ive drawn that version of him lately) but i dont rly feel like drawing him young often...he deserves to look and be old

#talkys #''over 400 yrs old but looks really really young'' trope but with added ''he has an old form? why would i bother with anything else then'' #honestly i do think he'd like looking old and craggy even if he resolved all the. issues #i cant imagine a scenario where he heals and is like ok back to looking super young forever ykwim #even if the way he goes about looking and being older is harmful to him atm #its an easy fix since he really could just feed more often and shapeshift himself back to the way he wants to look #but i know it Feels different to him since starving himself to look old also makes him Feel old #in the body...ykwim #i cant tell yet if its part of the punishment or him feeling more Human about it #maybe both but punishment and safety go hand in hand currently due to the trauma so he cant think about it being anything else #either way i have to navigate the whole thing carefully ! #oc text #<- for the tags

[ghastlytofu]

"If they ask for a sacrifice, let's make it a virgin. Young and hot-blooded!"

"I want to wake up beside a handsome virgin every morning, but life doesn't give us what we want."

#just thinking about these astarion lines. for no reason #(◡‿◡✿) #for real though WYLLSTARION #and apart from that i have to wonder if all this virgin-fetishizing says anything about the way astarion views his own body and experience #given his history and his relationship with his own sexuality #like it could just be A Thing™ but it could also be A THING™ you know? #but i'm not one to psychoanalyze another's kinks ykwim #just pondering #wyllstarion

[furryprovocateur]

ok i want to ask this in a nonjudgmental way and space but how do we feel about people who are literally living off of tumblr donations? like i'm not saying people who signal boost "oh a medical expense happened out of nowhere", but like specifically people who are living on their own and openly admit they have no income besides donations from tumblr users. before anyone accuses me of making up a person to be mad at: i am thinking of a specific situation that i've seen for months if not years now.

#and i'm not necessarily saying this is a bad thing but i do think it's something worth discussing because like. idk about that! #edit: something i forgot to mention is that this does not apply to disabled people. afaik the situation involves able-bodied people. #at least it's not disclosed if they are disabled ykwim? it's more phrased as “i need money to fund my situation” rather than that

[fandom-hoarder]

My fandom red flag is I don't find Soulless Sam sexy because I'm demi and I would not date that guy lolol

#i admire some of the aesthetics of his body cuz The Human Form Is Amazing sometimes ykwim #or especially when fannish brainworms take hold thinking about why Soulless Sam is built like a fucking machine #me.txt #spn rewatch

[violet-of-the-stars]

So basically I made a guy and then messed him up Badly. You’ll get his lore at some point. Also design is subject to change but maybe not cuz I’m kinda feeling it

#tw gore #tw scary #idk he’s got a hole in his body that might be scary or Gorey #better safe than sorry ykwim #art time!/ mod’s art #he gets another form much later but that one’s not done yet

[meirimerens]

I've only now noticed Eva Yan's scars on your drawings of her, is there any story or headcanon behind them?

keeping it real babygirl [gender neutral] the story is that this woman canonically kills herself, canonically contemplates suicide, quite explicitly mentioning the method she intents on using to you (with implications that she has, at the very least, thought about it/thought it through before), and lives with broken mirrors so she cannot (/doesn't have to) see her face like i just think She Is Mentally Unwell. like as a long-term, enduring, persistent thing, She Is Mentally Unwell and the plague is just worsening her condition, while it didn't cause it. the storey/headcanon is that she is mentally ill, openly and canonically has self-destructive tendencies, so. the scars are here because she lives with a lil something something in her mind which drives her to plenty of destructive acts in ways big and small. ywkim

#like when i jokingly and lovingly called her a ''mentally ill bisexuelle''. i wasn't joking. ykwim #man i've given eva those for a long ass while i can't even rember when i started. i give some to peter too for the same reasons #(except he doesn't succeed in killing himself. but he does try.) but like. he has long sleeves & pants when i post him on here so. elusive #suicide / #self-harm / #what's that diagram showing how the closest you are to dankovsky the more suicidal you are. as someone who's been there #i can reclaim chuckling about it #ring ring (answers) #anonymous #& even if she doesn't die in my mind [bc she doesn't in every route] well. she still has those. she lives through them; and then with them #and lives on. you know. real recovereds will get this etc you get the jist #this is equal part story and headcanon on that one but there's also this pattern that eva throws her whole body into destruction. ykwim. #the way she kills herself is fullbody; entire physical body out of a window; it's not like how she first mentions it to dankovsky #it's a complete and utter destruction [which is not destruction *to her*; because; well we see how it ends] #it's also easy to see how her constant seeking of companionship; her sudden infatuations for a stranger and her offerings of companionship #can also be read as her ''throwing her whole body'' into it [here; into something that; maybe; can ''fill a void'' left by her spiritual #emptiness. so in the spirit of ''putting her whole body'' into destruction/into trying to fill an intangible void left by emptiness and fel #well. scars and the act make sense to me at least. because there is that attempt to exteriorize an inner suffering with acts like those

[coffinmotif]

there's this character dynamic i like to call "older tgirl you met at the start of your journey who taught you how to stand on your own feet and also blew your back out so hard it cracked your egg". that's yoo joonghyuk and breaking the sky sword saint to me

#maternal without being motherly. intimate without being romantic. ykwim? #seeing someone as a figure of reference and a source of inspiration. a model to follow. a teacher #and at the same time someone who knows you more than anyone else. who TAUGHT you what ''yourself'' means #and as a result is someone you can be completely vulnerable with #went to reread their solo scenes for reference and it is genuinely heart wrenching how. intimate they are #from the words to their body language even the narration itself #yjh is one of those characters who is more often than not clouded by other people's perception of her. mainly kdj's #you can still see her true colors shine through those perceptions. but there aren't that many occasions in the story where she's allowed #to fully and unabashedly show emotions like helplessness and fear of her own accord. and btsss scores a lot of those moments #orv #yjh #breaking the sky sword saint #GAAAAH i love them sorry

[magicgoose123]

super toned gym bodies are less sexy to me than bodies that reflect lifestyles i admire and relate to. for me. like what does your body look like if you're a baker or a painter or a skateborder or a rock climber or a potter or anything else. because it's not about an objective perfection but about a subjective relation

#honestly the gym bodies i see online are almost sexless. like the platonic ideal of fitness or whatever even though they're not truly reflec #tive of health or fitness but ykwim #it's like a greek statue #sexuality should be humanizing not dehumanizing

[harlowhockeystick]

Hey so i keep seeing these adds on stories about a huge man sitting next to a girl on a plane- and he takes up so much space that they're touching... and my mind goes straight to big hockey men

Freddie, Matthew, Nathan, Cale, but also Josh Giddey,,,,Travis Kelce….,,,

#my asks #big body boy #i like em big ykwim #frederik andersen #cale makar #nathan mackinnon #matthew tkachuk #josh giddey #travis kelce

[skunkes]

old drawings i found and enjoyed while looking for something else

#a doodley #i dont know what happened. some of these are from so little ago and i cant do em anymore #i used to take full color full body couple comms now i cant even draw oc self ship interactions anymore. #granted the comms werent that good either but ykwim i cant even do it for leisure anymore #and its also so weird when i look at my old stuff that i always have like. non linear improvement. it rises and falls all the time #thats not good! why cant i Keep what i learn! and why does Learning make my art worse when im trying to make it better.... #its crazy seeing how well i could draw faces (sometimes) before i started studying faces. now they rarely look as good. #alas. once again i feel im the result of a non artist forcing their way to it ykwim #an equivalent of a land mammal trying to live underwater

[sovaharbor]

update on how making a mock in-game model of my valorant oc is going: finally fucking figured out how to attach the clothes to the armature SO THANK GOD FOR THAT

#well. i figured out how to attach One piece of clothing. #the rest are not skin tight so god knows if it'll work the same way for the rest of them lmfaoooo but.....we'll see.....hahahaha...... #i'm gonna focus on that tomorrow tho instead of ff because i just. i am being possessed. i Need to finish this ykwim. #plus my brain and body are both dead af rn from pms and an ibs flare-up (that was technically my own doing) so. yah. quiet day. blender day #summer's text tag

[horrorsequel]

adult cartoons r so crazy cos its like "its just a silly show idk why ppl take it so seriously" and then it will literally be a canon event that the teenage protagonist/s have been sexually abused. etf do u mean I'm not supposed to take it seriously at all "its a joke" i know it was SUPPOSED to be a joke , howeveer...

#im like 80% out of my body rn and like #im not even targeting one particular adult cartoon with this #it happens on sooo many of them #and if they havent been then they r usually otherwise traumatized #like basically no its not very deep and ur bot meant to think abt that element after the episode goes off #but also i get why ppl get brain worms abt it #if u said 'theres someone out there drawing pictures of chris griffin crying' id be like well yeah makes sense to me #i mean i got on this train of thought cos of vbros #which does have more emotional depth than ur family guys #but like ykwim #i get why ppl latch onto these characters #even if i dont always think theyre worth it #theres def ppl who would think my devotion to the venture bros is dumb and unstable #which is true and not true #i lost the plot on this one

[lorephobic]

to the person who just sent me the ask about barry pics. god bless you i love u and im trying to compile pics that u wouldn’t find just scrolling thru his instagram but i probably won’t get around to it until tomorrow, so until then please accept my favorite instagram pic as a peace offering

#his body is fucking insane #the first time i saw this photo i honest to god fell to my knees in the middle of my kitchen #this is such a crazy thing about me but im such a sucker for belt loops that dont lay flat ykwim like oh my god his hips are just. #anyway. #saltburn posting

[hauntedpearl]

she's back but not really but she is

#ttwoat #LIKE EMPTY BORROWS BODIES ETC YKWIM #IM SO CLOSE TO FINISHING this fic hopefully you'll have the ending this weekend!!! 🦸 #doe's writing adventures

[craycraybluejay]

Hey I'm probably not going to be responding to asks of a sexual nature for the foreseeable future especially if it makes me think too hard about. Stuff.

The exception to this rule is stuff mostly focused on the kink aspect rather than the sex aspect (especially pain/fear related stuff) but other than that I won't be answering and I'd appreciate if yall didn't send me that for awhile.

#ask box #gender dysphoria #im not thinking about it im not thinking about it #like dont say shit to me about my genitals or body even in a purely fantasy kind of way pls #every time someone looks at me or refers to the very idea that i have a body maybe aside from my cuts it makes me want to jump off a bridge #or a building #idk just die ykwim #hate existence 👍 i cant even enjoy my fav thing

[moshpitsnax]

#argyle #argyle sweater #png #want all of these on my body NOW #these with some bootcut jeans and a blunt ykwim