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#is cortana a character? it is to me. does cortana have a consciousness? it has free will. does it count as a person? it's too early for this
saevity · 2 years
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emma carstairs <3 i have been rereading tda and it’s been so fun. did anyone else completely forget her hair is curly???
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I’m gonna start with what all of us are thinking: Ding dong, sleazy Adun is dead.
Thank you, Kai.
Moving on.
FLEETCOM has the worst security. Makee pulls a gun on the Marines and tells them to tell her where the Covenant ship is AND THEY DO IT????How about, put a hole in her head and call Admiral Parangosky you have the prisoner and the artifact?
And retain your weapon, Marine. Geez. This skinny woman who has probably never handled a firearm in her life just stole yours and shot you with it, good luck explaining that one.
That would have made the episode really short though.
John goes from stumbling around concussed to running for his life within about five minutes. Spartan recuperation powers, I guess. Can this tired mom have some of those?
I thought Kai was dead in the crash. For real. Because, well, This Effing Show.
Are Riz and Vannak going to take their pellets out? They seem to have overpowered the pellets’ influence. Are the Master Chief Powers of Persuasion just that good?
The lab scene, I can just imagine John trying to stay one step ahead of everything so Cortana doesn’t rat him out. “Let’s all STAY ON MISSION that means you Cortana please don’t blab that I committed a war crime OK?”
“Makee was honest with me. I felt it.” Oh ho I bet you did, Master Chief.
“I felt it in my own way” says Cortana, the little voyeur. I half expected at some point during the episode John was gonna turn to her like “Hold on you FELT WHAT, exactly????”
“Spaghettified” is now a word. I shall make sure Burrito and Bum Bum know it and use it like a normal thing and confuse everyone.
That banter and teasing and smack talk on the way to the Covenant planet? MORE PLEASE. I’m not even kidding, if they give me more of that I will eat up next season and it just about won’t matter how bad everything else is.
We finally got to see the Spartans be Spartans. And Chief dialing the sass up to 11 in combat is sexy as hell, I don’t care who you are.
How many flash clones does Halsey have, anyway??? I thought something was weird about Halsey in the scene where Miranda was reading the charges, but I didn’t suspect another flash clone. So again, major props to Natascha McElhone.
Now to the last bit of the show which is full of stuff to unpack.
I don’t think Makee was going to survive this episode anyway. If Kai hadn’t killed her to snap John out of his fugue, the Covenant was going to do it. I did notice the parallel between Makee and John here: Once they’ve fulfilled their purpose for the powers that be, they’re disposable. The Covenant is just more overt about it.
However, the only way her death is not a case of lazy writing the likes of which we have not seen since Padme Amidala’s end, is if Makee is “dead but not gone” as @mrtobenamedlater put it. Does her Blessed One status confer upon her some kind of eternal consciousness we’ll learn about next year? She’s too interesting a character, and she’s too good an opposite for John, for her to just be gone. Unless Charlie Murphy suddenly couldn’t return, but I think we’d know that by now.
The other thing everyone is talking about, Zombie Chief. I have a few reasons why I think the show went here.
Once it was established that Cortana could take over John’s body and mind, we had to see it at some point. An Order 66 style scene would have destroyed the Chief-Cortana relationship beyond repair (didn’t stop me from writing a Chief Gets Order 66ed story, but back to my maxim that some things make good fanfic and bad canon), so the other option was voluntary takeover.
It establishes John’s trust in Cortana. He put his life, his teammates’ lives, pretty much the entire war in her hands. As an aside, more applause to Pablo Schreiber for this entire sequence. Even in the armor, you can tell by the way he’s moving and carrying himself that this is very much Not John. Or at least, Kai can. While I’m here, Kai has always seemed more attuned to John than the rest of the team.
I still think John and Cortana have some things to hash out, namely that Cortana is a little voyeur.
The big reason for Zombie Chief, though: With Makee out of the picture, the Covenant will be chasing after John as their new Blessed One/sacrificial lamb. Also he’s the biggest pain in their @$$ so you better believe they want him. But Cortana can short-circuit his interaction with the keystone and the Covenant won’t see that coming.
I have other things I want to say, but all of them require their own post. Which I will make eventually.
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luciehercndale · 4 years
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Forgiven: A Herongraystairs One Shot
This is my one shot gift for my 8,7K followers celebration for @daisyherxndale . I really hope you like this because I tried to pour my heart into it. It was really hard to write because I usually never kill anybody in my fics, but it doesn’t hurt to try (lol).
If somebody also wants a one shot gift from me, just hit my ask box. 😊
Couple: Will Herondale x Tessa Gray x Jem Carstairs Warning: death of a major character Setting: The Last Hours timeline
You gave up the fight You left me behind All that's done's forgiven You'll always be mine I know deep inside All that's done's forgiven
The starless night loomed on the London Institute like a thick cloth of dark blue velvet, and as Tessa was staring at it from the balcony of the drawing room, she felt happy. She had all that she wanted in her proximity: her husband, her children, even Jem was close although he couldn’t be as close to her as she wanted, but it was okay. Despite everything that happened lately, things seemed under control. She probably shouldn’t had been optimist because things could change in the blink of an eye, but what could she do?
“Mom,” James called from behind her and she turned with a smile. The lights were off, but James’ face was not completely hidden in the darkness. “You need to come out. Lucie has fainted, and…”
Tessa’s expression abruptly turned to apprehension. “What happened?”
“Come with me and I’ll explain, I-,” he began, then his voice stopped, as if he was chocking, and grabbed her hand to lead her to where his sister was. “I’m sorry, mama. I’m really sorry.”
“Sorry for what, James? Tell me what happened!” she demanded, trying to keep calm. “Why haven’t you taken her inside? Where is your father?”
James didn’t reply, he hurried towards the big doors that lead outside, moved by an oppressing anxiety. She had never seen him like this, she thought, but perhaps he hid it well. Once he opened the doors, Tessa couldn’t help herself and run towards Lucie. Cordelia and Matthew were also there, her parabatai keeping Lucie’s head on her legs while the other tried to hold her in place.  
Lucie’s face was partially covered with blood, and her hair attached to her forehead. Her face was ashen, too pale, too lifeless.
She fell to her knees besides her and grabbed her face, caressed her forehead, and checked her pulse. “What happened, Cordelia?” she demanded again.
Cordelia was covered by blood herself and it had stained her dress. “We wanted to tell you, we really wanted to tell you and your husband about it.”
“What did you want to tell us? What, Cordelia? Speak, we don’t have much time!” she commanded, checking her daughter’s breathing. “Thank you,” she murmured to herself more than to them. “She’s still breathing. Have you applied some iratze?”
Tessa looked at James, who looked at Cordelia, who looked at Matthew. The three of them exchanged glances that she didn’t like – they were surely keeping something from her, and she wondered why they weren’t keen on revealing it.
“James…” Cordelia said, her voice almost a whisper in the dark. “Should I?”
James’s expression was grave and he shook his head. “I should,” he agreed, then his gaze moved swiftly from his two friends, who nodded. “We went to our grandfather.”
Tessa froze in place. “You did what? James, I told you, you shouldn’t look for him. We all told you. I don’t care who he is or what he does, I don’t want anything to do with him.”
“I know, and I’m sorry. We are sorry. Lucie… she… we…” James voice shook, and Tessa felt remorse in his words. “He struck her with his magic. We arrived just in time because she went alone to where he was hiding.”
Tessa squeezed Lucie’s hand and looked at her. “Oh, Lucie. Why? Have you called Jem?”
“Will went to Jem,” Matthew explained listlessly. “We met him when we got there. He decided to personally go to him because he didn’t trust somebody else to call for him.”
She felt relieved by the news, but still, something was wrong. “Why is she here, though? Do you want me to help you take her inside?”
“She’s here because she can’t move past the entrance,” Cordelia said, resigned. Tessa could tell that Lucie’s friend was trying hard not to be affected by the moment, but she could see it in her eyes. She wanted to cry. “It’s like there is an invisible barrier that doesn’t let us pass,” she explained.
How serious was this?
They all heard footsteps coming from the gate, and Tessa was relieved to see Will and Jem running to them, the carriage of the Silent Brothers barely inside of the entrance as if they had hopped off before it would completely enter the cobblestone yard of the Institute.
“Has she regained consciousness?” Will wondered, putting a hand on Tessa’s shoulder, as Jem knelt down to check on Lucie.
How long has she been like this? Jem asked to the younger onlookers.
James passed a hand through his already tousled hair. He was pacing behind Cordelia, and he couldn’t stay still. “A while,” he admitted, sighing in frustration. “Maybe an hour.”
“An hour? Why have you waited so long to call somebody?” Will demanded, his voice as sharp as a knife. He didn’t intend to unleash at James, but he was losing his mind. “What if she can’t be fixed?”
Calm down, Will. She’s still breathing. Now I need to…
Jem’s words were cut short, and nobody realized what had just happened until it was too late, because they were shoved away from the scene with a powerful thud.
Tessa stood still as intricate vines held her legs rooted to the place. She didn’t know how she was standing since she had been on the ground less than a moment before, and what was worse was that it wasn’t just her legs bound by the shrubs, but her hands as well. She looked down and saw the vines already cutting her skin, drops of blood falling on the cobblestone of what she called her home staining the pavement. That place had witnessed many encounters with their enemies, like during the clockwork war more than twenty years before, but she thought they were safe.
She thought the Institute was safe. She had been very content just a few minutes earlier, staring at the peaceful sky full of stars above her, why had life decided to change her mind and play this trick?
She didn’t believe in religion, she didn’t believe in any faith, but somehow, she felt as if this was the payback for something. Had she wished too much? Was this what fate reserved to people like her who were cursed with the special gift of immortality?
She felt her throat dry at the sight of her bound hands, but it wasn’t over. She glanced around her to check that everyone was alright: Will and Jem were getting back on their feet, while Matthew, Cordelia and James were still in a corner, huddled together and checking on each other. They didn’t look hurt from where she was, but she wasn’t able to see clearly. They had been thrown in opposite directions and quickly caught sight of her.
She searched for Lucie and she felt her heart fall in her stomach when she couldn’t locate her. She couldn’t move, and she could only see a part of the yard, but Lucie wasn’t there.
“Where is Lucie?” she asked the others.
“Tessa!” Will hurried to her without thinking, but Jem stopped him. He gazed at his friend with a frown. “Why are you stopping me, Jem? We need to free her!”
Look behind her, Jem murmured, and Tessa, despite being far from them, could also hear the tinge of agitation in his voice.
“How is it…”
“Possible?” Lucie inquired; a smug grin painted on her face. Tessa couldn’t see her daughter, but she knew she was behind her. “Everything is possible when you are a prince of hell, my dear shadowhunter. Oh, have I said dear? There is nothing dear about you. Your life is meaningless to me. But you were essential in the creation of my -”
“Who are you? Where is my Luce?” Will demanded angrily, balling his hands into fists. He wanted to advance towards Tessa and whoever was impersonating Lucie, but Jem was still holding his arm to keep him from rushing closer to his family.
“Don’t worry, I don’t intend to dispose of her body, if that’s what you’re worried about. She’s still here,” she touched her chest with a finger, “but if I decide she’s to my liking, I may not leave her. She’s a pretty girl, smart, willing to collaborate. Do you know that she came to me asking to resurrect her boyfriend?” she asked to no one in particular as she walked around Tessa until she could look her in the face. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Tessa Gray. I reckon you’re my daughter, apparently,” she said with disgust.
“Belial,” Tessa recognized with contempt.
“The one and only. Your son over there tried to destroy me and didn’t let me take his body once I returned from my little vacation, but your daughter here… it’s good you had two children.”
She couldn’t believe her eyes. She had often asked herself who her father could have been, but she had always dismissed the idea of even trying to look for him, to know who he was, to find out what were his powers and what she could do with them. She thought it wasn’t worth it. She knew her father was a prince of hell, and princes of hell were almost like them, except they were fallen angels, which meant that they also took pride in having really lived in heaven before their fall.
Somebody gasped in the distance, probably Cordelia, and Tessa saw that she was wielding Cortana.
Belial turned, following Tessa’s eyes to her daughter’s parabatai. “That would be useless, my dear,” she mocked Cordelia with a bat of her lashes – so unlike Lucie. “You already tried to hurt me with that petty golden thing once, but I won’t be fooled again. And ah, a little reminder. If you stab me, your friend will also die.”
“No one is going to die tonight, Belial. If you leave quietly,” said Will.
Belial gazed at him, tilting his head with a smirk. His eyes were still Lucie’s light blue, but they had lost their depth. Now they were hollow, and mocking. “You don’t interest me, or you’d be already dead, William Herondale,” he admitted. “I came for the most valuable piece,” Belial continue, moving around Tessa and stroking her chin. But the gesture lacked affection, because that wasn’t Lucie, it was just her body. Tessa shivered.
“What do you want?” Tessa inquired brusquely. “If it’s something I can give you, I will. But you need to leave us alone.”
The prince sneered at her. “You have such a temper, Tessa Gray. The sacrifice will be worth it, for sure. Tatiana will finally be disposable after this.”
She didn’t have time to ask what was he saying, because it all happened too quickly. Tessa just saw Belial grab Cortana from Cordelia’s hand, and in a swift move, the demon freed her feet and her hands from the vines. She barely registered Belial’s movements as he used the legendary sword to pierce her skin. And yet, she had just glanced at her hands for a second.
She felt her chest warm, and she realized that it was her blood scorching her. Why was her blood so heated? She feared that Belial would strike her again, but she barely had the time to think about this as she dropped to the ground, her strength suddenly leaving her body. She would have probably hit her head if she hadn’t fallen on her arm. She noticed Lucie’s body lying on the stones and she felt relieved. Belial had probably left her, or so she hoped.
She was losing consciousness by the second, but she saw that Lucie seemed to be waking up, and she looked startled?
“Mama,” she heard her say, then she felt her daughter grab her hand.
She felt another person put her head on a warm surface; perhaps it was a pair of legs? She tried not to close her eyes and she saw a flash of black and blue.
“Will,” she whispered, but her voice was a distant murmur.
“Yes, Tessa, I’m here. I’m here, Jem is here, you’re going to be alright,” he tried to reassure her, touched her face with his hand, kissed her hand… she noticed his hand was red, too red, too fast… “Don’t leave me,” he pleaded.
“My blood stained your hands,” she told him, as if she was saying something random, something ordinary. She thought her brain was acting up, why was she thinking about his hands?
But he didn’t care. He removed his evening jacket and pressed it on her chest, on her heart. Her heart. She had all the people she cared about around her. They were all part of her heart, and they were the reason why she woke up every morning. And yet, she felt her beat slow down, as if the love she had for them and the affection they also felt for her, wasn’t enough to let her heart keep its heartbeat. And in that moment, she was sure…
There is nothing we can do, she heard Jem say. His tone was blank, but she detected sorrow in it. Her time… her time has come, he added.
“What? But she’s immortal! She can’t be dying, she can’t!” Will shouted in the dark of the yard, his eyes still fixed on her. She could barely see him. “Tess, tell him. Tell him that you’re not leaving.”
Tessa opened her mouth to speak, but no words came out at first. “I’ve… I’ve always loved you. I love… everyone of you,” she murmured as she tried to look at all of the faces around her. “James, Lucie, Will, Jem… I love all of you.”
“I love you,” Will told her, his voice breaking by the tears falling on his face, which were now wetting her own. She noticed they were warm. “You are strong, Tessa. I know you’re a warrior. Remember what I told you once? You’re like Boadicea, you fight. You win.”
She tried to smile, but she didn’t know if she succeeded, since she felt a strange feeling seeping in. Emptiness. She was drowning somewhere, far away. She wondered if there really were a heaven and a hell, and if there were, where would she go?
“Don’t blame yourself for this, bach,” she told him. “This is not your fault. Not Lucie’s, not… James’,” she coughed, then she closed her eyes. Closing her eyes was comforting. If she would only…
She felt at peace after shutting her eyes, but she couldn’t tell them. They wouldn’t know. She wouldn’t know either how that night, which seemed so beautiful and haunting, had turned into her worst nightmare.
They would never forget the moment when Tessa died.
The way Will cradled her limp body into his arms to check her heartbeat and found no sound: emptiness, hollowness, as if Tessa had turned into a doll, a mannequin. The screeching sound of his heart breaking in the dead silence of the night as he wept on her corpse, who just a few hours before he had made love with. The same body he had worshipped countlessly as if she was a goddess, his goddess who would live forever. But then, why…  
He couldn’t understand why she couldn’t be saved – there must be something they could do, something the Silent Brothers could do. But Jem was sure. He was sure that she couldn’t be fixed, there was no cure for her, and this shattered the heart he still knew could feel with clarity, with emotion. Because a part of him had died too, just like Will had lost a part of himself that night.
And James and Lucie were crying besides their father, both asking for forgiveness because they had been reckless, they hadn’t asked their parents and uncle Jem for help, and now this was the result. They shouldn’t blame themselves; Tessa had said, but what could they do?
Everyone was falling apart that night, even Cordelia and Matthew who weren’t related to her at all.
Who would have thought that a night so dazzling and full of bright stars would bring such an agonizing demise? But that was the beauty and the bitterness of life: it played with death every day as if living was a game of chess. And sometimes, life lost the bet, and the devil came to collect.
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britesparc · 7 years
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Weekend Top Ten #295
Top Ten Favourite Things About Kinect (R.I.P.)
So after consciously decoupling Kinect from the Xbox One, then removing the console’s dedicated Kinect port, and then refusing to give out Kinect adaptors for free, Microsoft has finally bitten the motion-sensing bullet and ceased production of Kinect entirely. I can’t say I’m surprised, although I am disappointed.
I really liked Kinect, especially at first. I mean, we were all blown away by that ridiculous launch video, with the kid scanning in his skateboard and the girl designing dresses and stuff like that. But even when the realities of the technology hit home, I still felt like there was a ton of possibility there, and the fact that it was never realised is frustrating in a lot of ways.
Despite hanging around the neck of the Xbox One like an unpopular albatross, Kinect 2.0 never really felt supported by Microsoft. All the gesture-based TV bollocks was unwieldy and unnecessary, and the few dedicated Kinect games this generation really just amounted to a spruced-up Kinect Sports and some dancing titles. This despite the fact that making the camera mandatory, and dedicating processing power to its use, was certainly a large factor in making the PS4 – cheaper and more powerful – look like a much better deal for a lot of people. I quite frankly assumed that given the peripheral’s apparent place at the centre of the Xbox One ideal, we could expect triple-A revolutionary experiences using the device. But none materialised, perhaps because none were really possible. Most people just want to sit and play with a controller.
So we come to the end of an era, one that is disappointing but which was not altogether disastrous. Kinect had its moments, was fun while it lasted, but does not feel like it is being taken from us too soon. There are other things to play, and thankfully most of them can be played sitting down. But in the meantime, to celebrate Kinect and its (ahem) legacy, here are ten things that I really enjoyed about it, or I thought were genuinely successful.
“Xbox On”: by far the most-used feature of my Kinect is its impressive voice recognition. Turning the console on with your voice, jumping to games, increasing the volume… voice commands were genuinely useful and – most of the time – worked incredibly well. Having to say “Hey Cortana” instead of “Xbox” is a pain in the arse, mind, and it’s debatable whether it’s worth all that money and effort for Kinect when a simple mic could probably manage it, but all the same, this was a feature that worked.
Skype: being able to call up anyone from your sofa and video chat to them is the stuff of our Demolition Man dreams. Skype integration worked really well, especially coupled with voice commands, although the intelligent camera – that panned and zoomed as you moved about – wasn’t ideal for when you have toddlers nipping in and out.
Kinect Sports: undoubtedly the game that best showcased what Kinect could do. It was fun, it was accessible, and it served as a really good workout, too. It also underscored some of Kinect’s limitations, but the team at Rare worked around them to great effect. Not quite as good as Wii Sports, but still a great game.
“Can you tell me how to get…”: how to get to Kinect Sesame Street TV. Back in the golden days of me working at CITV and scoring some great blags, I was sent a copy of this game. I tried playing it with Emilia, but she was far too young; nowadays, both my kids would probably really enjoy it. Working as interactive episodes of Sesame Street, you could take part in little games, chat to the characters, or just watch classic clips (Emilia mostly did the latter). It was an inspired and gentle use of the tech, and a great game for the very young.
Dance, baby: outside of Kinect Sports, the best application of the Kinect technology was in dancing games like Dance Central. This made tons of sense, and actually worked. It’s kind of a shame, actually, that we’ll have to go back to some form of controllers for dancing games in the future.
Hello!: the facial recognition from Kinect was mostly very good, and the auto sign-in feature was handy too. It was supposed to be totally seamless, recongising different people, knowing who was holding the controller, etc. But whilst it was fun when Kinect spotted your wife walking past and decided she could join the game, in reality it was slightly fuzzy, and not quite as accurate as signing in with a controller.
Kinect Adventures!: this might not be high on anyone else’s list, but I for one really enjoyed the free game that came bundled with the original Kinect hardware. Ostensibly a summer camp-style jaunt through nature taking the form of various mini-games, like Kinect Sports it was designed around the strengths and limitations of the tech, and as such was great fun. Plus I loved the aesthetic, with stitched-on badges to win.  
Googly Eyes, etc: the Xbox Design Lab was a fun collection of free mini-games and time-wasters designed around Kinect – making simple models, taking simple photos, etc. It was fun to tinker with, and a nice little “add-on” from Microsoft that showcased different aspects of the technology.
Leaning into other games: Kinect really worked best with simple bodily functions (steady) like jumping or dancing; as such, it was difficult to incorporate into “traditional” game designs. But I liked it when they tried, and one of the most successful is using Kinect to lean round corners. I found this useful during Tomb Raider on the Xbox One. Also fun: shouting squad commands in Mass Effect 3, although playing games late at night when the family sleeps upstairs means you usually want to be fairly quiet.
Dance Solo: Kinect Star Wars is, let’s be honest, shit. But it’s fantastic, wonderful, hilarious, entertaining shit. Even the bits that don’t really work – the combat, especially – somehow manage to slide anarchically into “so bad it’s good” territory, but really it’s the fact that someone, somewhere, thought it was a good idea to make a Star Wars dancing game where Han Solo gets jiggy in the Mos Eisley cantina. I mean, come on; that’s art.
Incidentally, I know it’s Halloween next week, and I often try to do something creepy or kooky, but I felt talking about Kinect is really talking about a horror show featuring something dead but not yet buried, and so it’ll have to suffice.
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for that ask you posted,
System Restore, what is it? and what exactly would a more mature version of Only Human entail?
System Restore: Cortana disentangling herself from John’s consciousness. After I thought of the title, I came up with the idea that Cortana might be able to separate herself by creating sort of a restore point and taking them back in time, as it were, to right before she took over. Which takes some serious liberties with how a system restore works, and how the human brain works, but you know. Sometimes you gotta go heavier on the fiction than the science.
It seems I like to take computer terms and make clever use of them for Cortana fic titles.
More mature Only Human: Ahhhh, I knew this one would raise a few eyebrows. 😉 Get comfy because this is gonna be a long answer.
I initially had a dream sequence at the beginning that was not smutty, but more adult than I usually go. And the more I tried the more I realized the story just did not need it. We all know what happened and spelling it out was simply gratuitous.
Beyond that, the idea of my husband reading a sex scene I wrote, no matter how tastefully I did it, made me extremely uncomfortable. And I have this weird “thing” about exposing minors to material they don’t need to see yet. Maybe because I came up in the early days of Internet fandom before tags and filters and saw things I wasn’t mature enough to handle. I don’t want to be the one who does that to a 12-year-old dipping his/her toe in the fandom water for the first time.
But wait there’s more!
I had a version where John relieved the guards because he DID plan to sleep with Makee, but it seemed more out of character for him than “oops I lost control of myself in the moment.” And even less believable than how practiced the two of them look in that scene would be a guy who has barely had a sexual feeling before in his life meticulously planning such an encounter.
Yet ANOTHER scene I scrapped was Cortana admitting to John that she didn’t want to “watch” although she couldn’t help it, and she felt bad being there and having to tell Halsey about it. The story deals with a fairly heavy subject anyway, and this angle made it unbearable. I decided it was better to insert some humor here and give the reader a break. I may turn this idea into its own fic at some point, though.
All that explanation aside, I have considered writing this M-rated Only Human and only sending it to people who want to read it. Not sure if I will ever do it; I have a lot more ideas in the pipeline to complete before I would go there.
From this ask meme.
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