#it wasnt even that dark or that personal

[craycraybluejay]

I hate ppl u can't even joke ab life without it being "trauma-dumping." Pls. One mildly strange joke and suddenly I'm some kind of villain. Yall sensitive asf. Do u also call it trauma dumping when ur talking ab the fucking weather and someone jokes ab natural disasters. Do u. It's dark humour. Grow up. I swear you can't say anything these days without Offending someone's delicate sensibilities or it being pathologized to hell and back using weaponized therapy speak.

#therapy speak #rambles #how we weaponize therapy speak #sensitive people #it wasnt even that dark or that personal #twas a joke #hows your day? oh? bad? stop traumadumping on me weirdo #what am i supposed to do #lie? #the internet is a toxic place #never assume kindness politeness or good faith from strangers #imagine if people irl acted like this #putting away therapy speak on the high shelf #my two least fav type of people: stupid ones and overly sensitive ones #imagine throwing a fit bc someone offhandedly mentions that the world isnt all sunshine and rainbows #in a JOKE #sorry maybe im being sensitive for seething over this #its just. so. annoying #do i offend you? good.

[spitinsideme]

Any thoughts on the new trailer?

going to beso honest like righr now, lime COMELTY honest righr now, i actually do not care for tadc lime .. at all .. it is not a show id usually watch and when it does come out i will probably not watch ir unless im feing like watching ragapom moments i guess ? it juat isnr sowmthing i actually care aboit .. so sorry to you all i am actually not a tadc fan 💔 heartbreaking im sure, i juat am a daily distrubutor for ragapom art

ive heard about it rhoifh from posts ? the like princesss of sweets or soemthig, she seems pretty i guess ?? sowmrhing aboit pomni beong jelaous for ragatba and the sweets princess, old woman yuri idonrknkw my sources are from gay artists but looks good o guess 👍 im sure it will be fun !

#i dont even knlw WHY i drew ragapom art in the begining lik actuallu #i didnt even actualy ship them #i watched the tadc trailer because i was seeong the charagers from it everywhere #and i was like yeah alroghr ill give it a look #it wasnt my thing ! i wasnt Interested in it but thats just me i just am not an animatrd kins of dark show person #me personally i love happy feel good things or anythong that is gay and depressing #i think i started drawing ragapom because o saw a fanart foe ir maybe ? ans thoifht it was cutw and was like yeah sure ill add to that #it was in lke novemeber i had zero other things to do i may as well start a tumblr art accounr i guess ! #kind of funny to me how i thinm im like the artist who draws ragapon the most because i do it like daily #and yet i have zero interwat in the show #to be fair allthe fandom i am interwsted on have like so few people who care aboit ir #like for me to be in a fandom woth over 5 people ??? crazy ... #ragapom is cute thoufh ! i love okder women #soemtone tell me how it ends and if it ends happily i will watxh kr but if it ends sadly i will not #i will NEVER watxh a show with sk many epaopdes just flr there to be a sad ending #i will only watxh lesbian movies with tragic endings and NOTHING else #everyrhing else needs to be happy

[thedeca]

there is something so cunty about bhaal killing sceleritas fel and then using the reflection of sceleritas in his own blood as an avatar to speak with his own lost son that was created from his own flesh and blood

#i kind of see sceleritas as a proxy to a father or uncle figure to durge which made the scene even cuntier #the lord of murder truly does slay #i could be wrong but wasnt bhaal originally a human that became one of the gods of death that chose to rule over murder? #it really adds so much to redeemed durge's lore when u consider that. he is the bhaalspawn that is closest to bhaal #bhaal only ever saw a reflection of himself in durge - durge was never his own person to bhaal #durge was like an extension of his own flesh/body to bhaal #the lack of personhood durge had in bhaals eyes is what allowed him to love durge as a proud father that could never see faults #durge was murder and the son of murder to bhaal which is why bhaal could only ever kill the dark urge snd not the remnants of s person #bg3 #sceleritas fel #the dark urge #bhaal

[mugentakeda]

i never actually finished embers even if its like a fandom famous fic. However from what i recall i really enjoyed how irohs pov was written

#my actual favorite was from this unfinished au fic #one of those where azulon gives iroh custody of zuko upon his return from bss #but iroh is like SUPER depressed and shit and the stuff he recalls from bss get really dark and nasty #like really realistic on the war aspect. the ugliest parts of his personality really show in it #and i just lovedddd it so much. it was so interesting and i think changed how i see iroh #cus even if it was an au fic it wasnt far off?? at all??? #but the worst part is that ive tried to find it again like 5 separate times all to no avail. Rip to that damn fic

[pawsimses]

Might have started a little AU in Sims with an old OC (baby brother of Sherry named George) where instead of being separated from Sherry, he gains joint custody and both kids are unfortunately used as leverage to get him to work for the government (because Simmons still has his grubby mitts in this mess and he sucks). So Accidental Dad!Leon AU  His kids are what keep him going

#resident evil #Leon Kennedy #Leon Scott Kennedy #leon s kennedy #sims 4 #sims4 #sims #sherry birkin #yes my sims look weird I tried #Leon has like #So much baby fat in his face until Infinite Darkness #Trying to get a mix of that in Sims is a PAIN #Also still trying to find RE6 Leon hair for Sims #should emphasize he is a single father in this AU #no cleon sorry though Claire does pop in when she can to see Sherry #Ada isnt mom either shes even rarer than Claire though she has given the kids holiday gifts on the very sly #as in not personally but a present will appear that wasnt there before and isnt labelled #Leon obvs checks everything #hes even more protective here than canon of those in his care #he will go fully mama bear on you if u so much as look at his kids the wrong way #also there IS still an alcohol Problem here but its complicated #having kids doesnt solve the issue of trauma #thats still a thing #Leon Definitely Needs a Hug #its okay tho George has plenty to give his dad #ok thats enough rambling for now

[party-skeleton]

media and censorship really do be like that these days :/ protecc and shield the children yes, but do you realise that they WILL, inevitably, experience the world raw someday?? and isnt it better to be aware of the fact that said raw world is not candy land?? isn't it better to be prepared to be slapped in the face, rather than not knowing getting slapped in the face is even an option??

idk

#twitter repost #censorship #lol what #be careful or else kids might get traumatised by weather #unpopular opinion #but #if you can't handle some offense dont partake in social media #or media of any kind really #and this is coming from a person with two vastly different yet insanely strong ptsd triggers #but lemme tell you #it's worse when there's a content or trigger warning #it's worse when people try to keep you in the dark about a subject #it's worse when you are unwillingly thrown into a meltdown only to open the article/media and see it wasnt even that bad in the first place #(at least for me)

[merrysithmas]

so i am reading The Book of Sith and it is really hitting me how STRONG Anakin was to overcome literally thousands of years of Sith consolidation of power and END it. he ended the Sith 🤯 all of the powerful Sith lords that came before him, all of the endless century-long brutal wars between the Sith and Jedi, the unrest in the galaxy -- the Force, through torment, put Anakin in a position to end it. And he did.

through the book we learn that the Sith have been placing sleeper agents in Jedi & Republic society for thousands of years - calling them forth to upend peace when least expected (such as Dooku, a high ranking person in Serenno culture). and i fully believe that's what the Force did in return, finally, with Anakin as Vader. Anakin in Vader was the Force's sleeper agent.

The Force had to create and torment someone so good that he would fall because of his weakness (LOVE) and yet be strong enough to withstand 20 years of guilt and torture on the Dark Side, so strong that he'd return to the Light and end the Sith from within, as one of them.

the Force created Anakin to fall. he was the Chosen One, the damned one, the demi god, the unlucky one, the hated one -- but the hero. it is why he found peace as a force ghost. a tragic hero.

Like!!! Vader, personally, after killing his Master, had the ability to instantly absorb ALL of Sidious' power - ten thousand years of malignant potent strength. Vader would be literally all-powerful...

and he rejected it 🥹😭😫

he outright rejected it for Luke, for Leia. he rejected it for love. he wasn't even tempted after Sidious died! he rejected the entire Sith lineage since Darth Bane, tore it to shreds and let it wither and die just so he could look at his son with "his own eyes". Luke (& Leia) - the whole reason he began the first assured steps to his fall in the first place. A desperation to save his children & padme.

he was so strong in the Light that he didn't claim the dark throne. but he not only didn't claim it - he destroyed it. for his children and everyone else in the galaxy. so that they might never know the pain and torture he endured on the Dark Side as Sidious' slave.

the book (which is, granted, "Legends") makes it clear under the Rule of Two that the apprentice never gets any Sith power. they are starved of it, servants of it, and slaves. the Sith Master keeps all of the dark power and the apprentice has nothing, is nothing. is treated as meat and Palpatine notes they are "easily replaceable when their usefulness runs out".

Anakin was the easiest target for him and he was manipulated since he was 9 years old. no mother to protect him. Sidious threw away Maul, Tryanus, and Vader of course was next.

but in the end he overcame all that: the Force's tragic destiny for him via the prophecy, Palpatine's evil manipulation of him as a small child, the lure of a hundred generations of Sith power, the evil he was conducted to commit under the duress of Palpatine to save his family (and the boundless guilt he felt for it), and the ultimate rank of a potential rule as Emperor Vader.

he rejected it all the second he got another chance - horrified at his fall the first time, bearing the burden of the prophecy (Anakin the Betrayer), taking responsibility for the acts he commited even though he was a demi god who was destined and thus never had any real free will.

he was a slave his entire life - born & died as one. he was only ever free in death.

and he was free in death because the moment he finally had a true choice of his own - after he fulfilled the Prophecy and ended the Sith - he chose to end the Sith, and let peace prevail.

at his truest form, finally given his own agency, he chose the Light.

anakin is a hero.

#anakin skywalker #sob #when ppl say he was -pure evil- im like ok are we seeing the same source material #being PURE EVIL and commiting evil are two diff things #he definitely commited evil acts as both anakin & vader #(and he had an ego and alter ego on top of it) #(like i think of the dark side as deluding such as a substance abuse - he isnt REALLY vader but vader is there in control regardless) #(and he is helpless to this alter ego as his prime ego is not strong enough) #but anyway #he commited evil but he wasnt evil at his soul - that is the whole point of hope in star wars and the whole point of luke skywalker #a person who believes in good #that anyone even someone who has made the worst mistakes (even if he was destined to!) can be saved with understanding and compassion #and it is only through compassion ultimately that we can make the world better - even if at times there us no choice but to act in defense #compassion must always prevail #and by 'saved' i mean can know himself as more than his mistakes and capable of what one wills despite the past #that there is always hope someone might come back from the dark #and to not damn this possibility with hate and scorn #even if we cant MAKE it happen it is possible #and in anakin's case he had a prophecy and his REAL moment of choice was when it was fulfilled #and he chose to do good #and he CHOSE IT BECAUSE LUKE WAS THERE TO BELIEVE HE COULD AND TO LOVE AND HELP HIM AND SHOW HIM IT WAS POSSIBLE #ugh my soul #it was possible for him to choose good

[todayisafridaynight]

Reading Tsutsumi's Wikipedia page... I See... [<- hasn't connected shit]

and if we say yoko had tsutsumi in mind when findin someone to play jo !!!!!!!

#snap chats #if not absolutely hilarious coincidence....... lol..... lmao even.... #personal ramble time OUGH i finally beat prime this morning #fun game.... ngl wasnt too big on all the backtracking i had to do- like at FIRST it's fun after getting shit #cause then its like 'oh i wonder what i can get access to now' but once you get everything THEN its like #Im Over It. but its not even that bad if you know the maps and elevators well #made me want to scream when i just wanted to fuckin Get Somewhere tho and i had a million things in my way 👁️👁️ #not hard either but not overly easy either. i think the only hard bit as figuring out where to go at some points #since the game's INCREDIBLY vague on where you have to go and overall encourages exploration but i really like that #plus its not like they leave you TOTALLY in the dark: if you fuck around long enough it'll eventually tell you where to go lmao #i wont prattle on too much bout it this aint the blog for that SO BASICALLY tl;dr fun game :) i want the sequel....s... #but the third game is on wii and my wii and wii u are shot to shit and Lord Knows if there'll ever be a remaster for 2 and 3 so </3 #anyway. now i can binge stuff........ #after i eat :^)

[carrieway]

i just think ghosting someone should be illegal

#esp if the person has bpd . no this isnt about me (it is) #it's just bad boss #ive slowly gotten better at trying not to think about the person but alas . they're appearing in my nightmares . #not much i can do about that besides feeling awful n just trying not to sleep after #idk ! idk i tried . i tried to not be like a previous friend i had who was rlly gross n manipulative to me #whilst Also being much older (i was seventeen n they were twenty four or twenty six i dont remember) #idk. ethan says i wasnt bad but its still gripping onto my brain yknow #also it just sucks being ghosted sucks this is the second time it's happened from someone i trusted #[united states of whatever voice] whatever #(it's more like . Wuhtevr .) #nothing i can do but cope with random f/n/af videos #im watching a person i like try to be sister l/o/cation blindfolded :] they're doing well even with how hard it is #i cant even beat night four Seeing things (well barely seeing things bc its so dark i genuinely cant see) #so it's rlly neat . also i know how to skip the night now bc of a joke he made >:D #also to anyone reading this i am not trying to come across as like Woe Is Me Feel Bad For Me bc like ew #NDNDNDN my tone is very just flat n matter of fact rather than trying to garner sympathy #but also i dont necessarily think it's bad to want sympathy however i dislike it when people go about it in such a way #where it's like . being down on themselves to such an amount that you Know they're playing it up . does that make sense #idk . im saying nothing <3 n im very tired n doing bad so im not making much sense my apologies #does a ditty before kickflipping my way back to f/n/af video world #blabs

[thequinsaneeaterofapples]

I see so many posts about ofmd season 3. am I the only person in the universe who doesn't want one

#the ending may have been rushed due to severe budget cuts but honestly? i loved it #i absolutely loved it #i cried like a baby at izzy's death but thought it made a lot of sense #“blackbeard was us” #we have to remember that yes he changed but izzy wasnt always a good person #he said so himself; he egged ed on and fed into his darkness #and when stede came in ed changed- he was happier. he was good. #and izzy saw that and changed too #and he died surrounded by family and love while finally knowing what to be loved meant #he couldnt have kept being a pirate. he couldnt have done something else #he found peace and its okay #long tags #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 #anyways i think it ended on a nice conclusion. what would season 3 even be? 10 episodes of stede and ed's wedding #someone has to tell me a really good plot honestly

[perenlop]

also i definitely agree with the idea that amy’s kinda gotten the short end of the stick when it comes to characterization but like if u arent a shipper i dont get the complaint that shes worse now that shes not obsessed with sonic. how is that not something we’re all relieved by

#like. first of all obviously the age gap is uncomfortable and i dont like the ''oooo will he reciprocate'' #thing that they sometimes do. like itd be cool if it was just a kid crush #but besides that. even when i was little i was uncomfortable w the ''ha ha she stalks sonic'' thing as a joke #bc sonic was obviously uncomfortable and like. i just do not care for those kinds of jokes #ntm the misogyny in having a female character's entire personality being that shes obsessed w a guy #and im not saying that was always her character btw she obviously wasnt always justthat #but there was a point where she was flanderized to the point that she was #and i dont care for that #and i definitely prefer this version where theyre clearly friends at the end of the day #im not really a fan of her being painted as The Responsible One tho either. im not getting much of that from frontiers #but thats like kinda what she is in the comics and such #and idk. feel like that couldve just been tails? i dont like that being restricted to one of the only female characters #ig rouge counters that but shes not as frequent as amy anyways. plus shes still painted as The Responsible One in team dark #idk. i do really like that we see more of her sensitivity and care towards nature in frontiers and prime #and her desire to see the best in everyone no matter where they came from like in adventure #more of that pls #echoed voice

[thatgirlwithasquid]

currently facing atrocities (trying to write a script)

#personal bs #i hate script writing #idk what it is. but i do not vibe with it #im only a third of the way through this one but i guess at least its a story im interested in #still have no idea what’s happening in it #could be worse though #last year i had to write a 5 min script and it wasnt even a story i cared about #it was a contemporary drama #i do not like writing that. it sucks. i dont like real people drama #i like fantasy bs and surreal world #this time my script is 30 mins about a canibalistic imaginary friend that has a daisy for a head #and it falls in love with the personification of the fear of the dark. also theyre sapphic. #it is still a script though so it is still an atrocity

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#me @ birth control: u were supposed to bring balance to my moods not leave me in darkness! #whats worse? rocketing around with volatile moods feeling insane nearly all the time but sometimes in a fun way? or feeling level headed but #depressed enough at u dont give a fuck abt anything? #i say the latter so i should probably stop taking it. i cant handle the bloating or the depression. assuming i wasnt already on track to #feel like this bc it started before i was on the pill but it hasnt let up. but if u have a predisposition to mood issues or adhd u r more #likely to have depressive side effects. hod dammit. i need something that causes side effects in either ppl with bipolar or adhd so i can #disentangle myself from this mess. ugh. not that it even matter. im just treating this like an experiment with a sample size of 1 #the disadvantage of having an obsessive analytical mind: treating yourself like a test Subject #ugh. whatever ill see my counselor Monday and she'll tell me to chill the fuck out abt this. bc im being insane abt it #unrelated #genuinely tho im procrastinating rn for a class i have in an hour. that is very very very unlike me. im usually a: ill have it donr 2 days #ahead sort of person. bc im an anxious freak but now im just tired.

[guideaus]

Dark horse better at least be reprinting trigun's manga bc tristamp apparently is only gonna get more content if enough ppl talk abt it enough (and lbr companies say that all the time and it doesn't matter), and imo it doesn't really deserve it so it'd be kinda sad to see trigun like die again, esp w how I think the 98 anime didn't do well in the east apparently?

#personal #its the closest opportunity for a reprint/whatever #its just kinda crazy trigun got an anime when the manga wasnt even done (so it had to wrap itself up to the best of its ability) #while the reboot 20 years later has even less eps to do anything #a big reason i think tristamp is bad is bc their inability to pick between deviating and taking trimax's plot and its just like damn.. #couldve been trimax anime 🤪🗡 #and imo trimax isnt perfect either so it sucks too like tristamp didnt even come close to ok #adaptations arent necessary btw but trimax definitely coudve benefited from good animation lol #and i think nightow sounded tired of the end maybe thats all mangaka?? #anywayss darks horse im begging...

[lizard-dumbass]

I swear to god teenagers have some sort of telepathic superpower they use to reach into your mind to find things about you to make fun of because how else would that random ass boy have known that i like rock music and then started mocking me for it

#lizard-dumbass talks about stuff #text post #no seriously #i was in the library after school last week and there were no empty chairs anywhere so i leaned against a wall close to a group of kids who #were also hanging out in the library after school hours #i was legit just minding my own business‚ looking at my phone‚ headphones on‚ #when this random boy comes up to me‚ does the devil horns hand sign‚ and mockingly says 'dark side!' while headbanging #he did this several times too during the circa 20 minutes i was in that library‚ each time getting closer in my personal space #i just ignored him cuz i didnt know what else to do #but what confuses me is how the hell he knew that i like that type of music #i wasnt even dresed particularly goth/punk/emo/whatever #maybe it was the fact that i was wearing all black and had headphones on #but i kind of think he just telepathically looked into my mind to find out what music i like /j #he pulled that same shit again yesterday #he saw me walking outside and said to his buddy ''hey its my friend!'' (the use of 'friend' obvs being sarcastic) and shouted DARK SIDE at #me while headbanging and doing the devil horns hands #idk man teens are weird #and mean #so very mean

[obsidiannebula]

Husband got me to try Dark Souls tonight. Apparently you are NOT supposed to beat the Asylum Demon by running endlessly in panicked circles around it? 0/10

#dark souls #husband tag #look ive always known the souls game were not gonna be my thing #having to fight every single enemy i just killed after using a checkpoint? #hate that shit #i wasnt even getting mad at all the resetting #i was just checking out mentally and emotionally #i can easily see how it appeals to a certain kind of person #that person is just not me #i wanna know more about the lore though