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jordanstrophe · 3 years

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War of Royalty

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CW: medeival whump, slavery, kidnapping, noncon touching/stripping (rather mild and non sexual), very protective possessive caretaker, branding mentioned, manhandling, fight scene, stabbed whumper

King Arvend threw the scroll across the room from this throne, watching a cleaning servant instantly snatch it from the floor and take off with it. He sighed as he dragged a hand down his face.

“This letter from Ravenhill is... Disturbing.” He rasped.

“An empty threat, my lord. They wouldn’t dare set foot within the kingdoms.” Margrave spoke; one of four horsemen.

“I should have flattened them when I had the chance...” He growled, his fists tightening. “I'm just... I have him to worry about now.” His posture loosened as he sank further within his throne.

“Worried about whom?”

“The boy, Eden.”

Margrave's head snapped towards the King, taking a long inhale to hide his hesitation. “With all due respect, your majesty, that slave will only bring you trouble. He’s practically a stay dog plucked from the streets.”

“I know you mean well, my friend, but I care not where he came from. I chose him and he’s mine.” He hissed.

“Then why? Why did you take him?”

The King didn’t respond. He didn’t even look at him as he stared at the golden jeweled rings on each finger.

“My lord, he is just a child’s toy to you. That little entertaining pet is nothing but a distraction-”

A woman bolted in, her face as pale as snow and gasping heavily. “Y-you’re majesty! A window in the corridor is broken! There’s an intruder in the palace!” She cried.

Margrave’s face froze as he turned towards the soldiers. “Guards! Into position!” He snapped, his words instantly causing a flood of a dozen knights welding spears and shields surrounding the King.

“Margrave please! This is nothing but a pathetic attempt to frighten us. But regardless, I want you to find someone for me.” The King spoke. “Your majesty, it is my duty to protect you, I will not leave your side!” He hissed, unsheathing his sword. “Your duty is to protect me and my household! I want you to find Eden!” He slammed his fist against his throne.

“Th- the boy!? Have you gone mad? You would send your trusted warrior to defend a slave over yourself?” Margrave shouted. “Silence! If someone’s in the palace, they would be a fool to come for me.” The King grasped Margrave’s shoulders, turning him to face him. “Please, I’m asking you as a friend... That boy is important to me. Go.”

“But my lo-”

“GO!”

Margrave forced his lips shut, letting his gaze be pierced by the King before bolting for the corridors. He passed the shattered window, colored stained glass shards glistening in the carpet as it crunched beneath his boot.

That stupid slave... It was all Arvend gushed over these days. The King used to be a strong heartless warrior! But now, he had a speck of a soft spot in his heart.

A speck of weakness.

He shoved the heavy door open, letting it slam on the wall just so he could watch the slave jolt off his feet with a gasp.

“There you are...” Margrave hissed, slamming the door behind him as Eden quickly shut the book in his lap. He wouldn't let the boy speak before pinning him to the corner with his elbow resting on the wall over his head. Eden cringed when the man’s hand slowly ran up his chest to his collar, pulling it down until he could see the brand of Ravenhill burned into his chest.

“So it’s true...” He whispered.

“Enough!” ”Eden shoved hand away, ducking under his arm to get out from his height. “Wh-who are you?” He shuttered, quickly pulling his collar back up to cover the brand.

“I guess you can call me your knight in shining armor for the hour.” Margrave shrugged.

“Okay... Mr. Knight in shining armor. How about you keep your hands to yourself.” Eden grumbled with his arms defensively crossed over his chest. Margrave just crumbled in laughter, before his hand shot out and grabbed his hair, yanking him closer as he gasped.

“Listen here, you little rat... The only reason I’m here is because the King sent me to watch his favorite pup. There’s an intruder in the palace and he dubbed you valuable enough to send his most trusted man to protect it.” He hissed.

Eden glared up at Margrave for a moment, before seeing the door behind him silently open as a hooded figure crept in. They made eye contact as the figure tilted their head to the side, motioning a finger over their lips with an inhuman smile.

“B-behind you-!”

“wha?-” Margrave turned around too late as a sword hilt was pulled from its sheath against the man's face. He shouted as he released the boy, staggering back and hitting the desk. Eden scurried to the far side of the room as the figure fully unsheathed the blade, chuckling as they approached the man.

“Bah! Why you lowlife-” Margrave spun around in the nick of time to block the swing from the intruder, pushing the sword to the side as it stuck into the wood of the desk. He kicked the figure off, grinning as they lost their grasp on the sword. “I would be expected to turn you in alive, but alas, I just don’t have the patience today.” Margrave smirked, cornering the man as he raised his sword.

“Long live the king.” The figure hissed with a smile, ripping a dagger from their cloak and throwing it into Margrave's shoulder. He gasped as he dropped his sword, clutching his arm before the figure took a blow at his head.

The figure slowly turned towards Eden, whose face was drained from all color with his hand over his lips. They stepped over Margrave’s unconscious form, listening to the boy’s cries when he was yanked off the wall by his collar.

"We've been looking for you, little Eden..."

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sideblogformindtrash · 2 years

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I said I had a laz drabble and I do but I liked it yesterday then I read it today and I kinda hate it. I have this too sitting on my drafts for a while. I think its like the third drabble about sweet pea that does not directly involve sweet pea

cw: pet whump; discussing human trafficking; minor nsfw innuendo;

He lazily traces the border of the cup, liking the tingling sound of his nail against the glass, the red wine inside just about falling off on the table. Farlan told him what harvest it was from, but the information had all but fallen off his mind at this point. Whatever he was cooking, really smelled nice though, but he wasn’t here to try his dishes tonight. Well, not just for it, anyway.

“We could sneak him off the country” Farlan says, chopping off some slices of onion.

“Where to, even? Also, we can’t just drop him abroad by himself”

“Nor by himself. Doesn’t your boyfriend live in a pet-free country? Maybe they’d be up to taking refugees”

He stares inside the cup, a wobbly reflection of his face on the liquid. He is really tired of his, all his energy seeming to have been drained the past few weeks. Sadly, it is not a situation where he can just give up or let it go.

"I'm not sure Chad would be up for it. He likes Sweet Pea just fine but… It’s a lot”

“Good thing you are good at convincing others” there is a vague humor to the sentence, but he also just seems… tired.

“Well maybe. But then how would we do that? Can’t just shove him on a luggage bag”

Farlan puts the onions to stir, fire lifting up on the oven. He leans against the counter, watching it idly. He’s got bigger bags under his eyes, these days.

“There’s ways. Plenty of illegal pets even in those countries. Just gotta find someone who does the shipping. Say a celebrity brought him or something, they won’t question”

“...Sounds… traumatic”

“Probably. But I guess not as much as going back would be”

He is probably right. Orfeu loses control of the cup, it slides off his finger and it spills all over the table.

“Oh come on! That’s a good wine” Farlan complains, getting a towel to dry it off, shoving it on the table quickly.

“Sorry” Orfeu mumbles, not really sorry. Again, too tired to care for something like this. Farlan shrugs.

“No matter. But what do you think. Maybe your boyfriend can pretend he is a famous player or something. He would like that wouldn’t he?”

“...I bet he would” Orfeu can imagine. Just his face brightening up on a big dumb smile as he points at himself pridefully. Sounds lovely.

“I could rent a mansion to make it more believable. Or just some big apartment or something, make him seem rich and all”

“...I kind of hate you” Orfeu says, taking a sip of what’s left on the cup before filling it up again.

“understandable. But why?” he lifts an eyebrow “Now, I mean”

“Who the fuck just casually rents a mansion abroad”

…Farlan smirks, shakes his head.

“If you are jealous I can get one for us” he winks "A weekend and all"

Orfeu stares at him, narrows his eyes, then sighs, defeated.

"Jealous is a strong word. But I won't say no to that. What about the boys?"

"They'll be fine, just two days. You worry too much sometimes" He turns back around to put pieces of chopped ingredients on the pan. Whatever he is making smells delicious, and Orfeu will never understand that type of sorcery.

"...Well, find a mansion that isn't more than one hour away, then. If they call we are close"

"Sure. But they’ll be fine”

“And we will get time to… think this shit through”

“I hope we get time for a lot more than that” Farlan answers, moving the pan to throw the ingredients around.

Orfeu doesn’t answer, just resumes playing with the cup. He kind of hoped Gerard would have given up on looking for Sweet Pea right now, but it seems like he’s gotten worse overtime. He feels cornered, and this fucking sucks.

@kim-poce

#pet whump #Sweet Pea the whumpee #Farlan B)#whorfeu #orfeu and farlan as a dynamic duo

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rigelmejo · 3 years

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march 3/15/2021

im trying to read through tae kim’s grammar guide right now because i’m officially further in the nukemarine LLJ memrise decks (there’s tae kim grammar guide sections in there) than i am in actually reading the grammar guide. And obviously these example sentences in the memrise deck would teach me more if i CLEARLY understood why they’re like how they are. which i... need to read the grammar guide section to understand lol.

my goal rn with japanese is? to get further in the nukemarine LLJ decks than i did last time. I’ve already mildly accomplished that (have done officially MORE of the tae kim section than before, have NOT redone the 190 common words i did last time i did this though). there are about 400 more cards in this tae kim section (LLJ 4) and then 1000ish cards in the common word section (LLJ 5). I would love to get them done.

it would be sweet if i could get them done before April 22?/24? whenever Nier Replicant comes out because then I could play that baby in english and japanese! Then Nier Automata! ToT The Entire thing that kicked me back into wanting to study japanese was my old love for certain video games and desperately wanting to know what their stories/characters are like before translation/localization. So it would be cool if I could play them a little ;-; or at least check out lets plays.

(which, checking out the kh2 lets play has been going pretty well so far... also that part where namine says “we aren’t meant to exist” and roxas says “how could you say such a thing? even if it were true” he says in japanese like “thats brutal/harsh to say. even if its true.” ...great to know that line is equally raw and heartbreaking in japanese lol. KH2′s localization did real good on like equal vibe to original just like ‘less nuanced’ if that makes sense. also thanks to the chinese hanzi i know now watching the KH2 lets play means i can figure out a lot of noun’s writing even though i don’t catch the pronunciation... also i’m catching a lot of words that mean like ‘beautiful/good’ as in like ‘great move’ and ‘dang’ lol.)

i had to stop myself from redoing the chinese flashcards i’ve done in the past! because i get ‘into a zone’ lol. And i really don’t need to waste time redoing those 2000 cards. i also needed to stop myself from doing the hsk 5-6 cards. because realistically? i know half of them, i should just set a lot to ‘ignore’ on the computer but im too lazy, and i’m learning a lot of vocab from reading right now. i don’t need hsk words to pass any test. The words i’m learning right now in reading are a lot more applicable to the actual shows i watch/things i listen to/things i read. its more useful to me to keep reading. and also to not sidetrack my japanese lol. i have read... 39 chapters this month... this month is only half over! hanshe is truly motivating ToT it also helps the story CONSTANTLY ends on cliffhangers so i keep clicking next chapter. who knows, maybe hanshe will help me kick up my reading speed. it already shaved off 10 minutes per 20 pages - now my 20 pages are down to 30 minutes to read, which is better than a few months ago. hanshe has 155 chapters so i HOPE it speeds up my reading lol.

hanshe is increasing my vocab though, its definitely noticeable over time. and hanshe has really good repetition of vocab which helps with learning and later the payoff means i never have to look up the word in future once its learned while it remains useful to me and i keep being reminded of it. after i get bored of hanshe OR i finish it, whichever comes first, its either back to a priest novel or into another pingxie fanfic written by hanshe’s author. The author did one fanfic that’s only 33 chapters so that would be NICE to do after this one lol ToT

summary of what’s turned out to be my studying methods this month:

Japanese:

reading through grammar guides (the one yue-muffin made and tae kim’s). so just grammar explanation reading.

doing nukemarine LLJ decks (in the ACTUAL order they are in the deck to completion - last time i did like 3 per time and never finished any lol. this is bolded because it’s the primary activity i’m prioritizing). so SRS flashcards. it’s working well right now because i can just put this activity in anytime i have downtime, like when i pause shows (since we know me i gotta take a break from a show every 20 minutes lol). i am bafflingly in a flashcard mood and i’m trying to take advantage of it while i got it.

*when i feel like it: watching kh2 lets play. so some immersion where i look up words. (and when Nier Replicant remaster releases next month I’m likely to at least a tiny bit try to play it in japanese ToT lol we’ll see)

so grammar reading, srs flashcards covering some grammar/listening/reading/vocab, and some optional immersion.

(a note: i gave up on the japaneseaudiolessons for now because i got bored. its a great resource! i just don’t feel like it right now. and from an efficiency perspective, nukemarine LLJ decks cover vocab, grammar, audio, reading - so I don’t need another resource for that right now).

Chinese:

reading through hanshe. so immersion reading, intensive reading looking up unknown words. (unknown words are happening less so its getting less ‘intense’ lol)

listening to Chinese Spoonfed Audio. so listening to audio flashcards. for building up listening comprehension/repetition to pick up some more common words. (i’ve been doing this during daily walks making it much easier for me to consistently do, doing it mainly to supplement the Reading Heavy study i’m doing, i can drop this and pick it up later if i want since its mostly easy background listening)

*I am slowly rereading the grammar guide on www.chinese-grammar.com for explicit grammar clarification. but this is not a high priority, since I sort of implicitly understand a lot of this and i’m not working on fixing production mistakes yet. i just... miss knowing wtf is going on in the grammar lol.

*when i feel like it: Listening Reading The Glass Maiden/Love and Redemption Novel. I’ve done 2-3 hours of it this past week, but i don’t know when or if I’ll just stop. Thankfully l-r is beneficial somewhat even if i switch up books later. i WANT to L-R you have no idea (to Silent Reading and Guardian REALLY badly lol). But its so time intensive, and requires a lot of focus, and i have to really plan to do it for an hour at a time usually. I am so bad at doing stuff for that long consistently. I was in the mood earlier this week! ToT

*when i feel like it: watching chinese shows raw. I was super in the mood this month because Word of Honor came out, and Killer and Healer came out, and Rattan came out, and I didn’t want to wait for subs. As a result I watched a LOT of raw episodes this month. However, english subs have caught up and since I’m lazy I’m inclined to just watch the subs - especially since youku ITSELF just put english subs on their most-ahead viewing schedule version of the eps on youku vip. so guess who’s buying youuku vip today? -3-)/ That said... even if I stop for a while, if Rattan subs move too slow I’ll probably watch those raw. And as SOON as 2ha’s drama Immortality drops I am highly likely to watch the raws for that since I likely won’t be able to wait. Watching shows is pretty highly dependent on how much I want to watch something and if subs take a while lol.

so reading, and listening. and a little listening-reading method too. mainly just working on reading, listening, vocab acquisition. chinese is going good - for a few months now i’ve just had the plan ‘read often while looking up unknown words, and add some listening study activity when i have time.’ It’s simple, and its been working well. later on down the road i’ll need some explicit grammar clarification again, but this is bare bones enough of a study plan at the moment. i’m clearly picking up words and phrases and hanzi at a reasonable pace. its not the Fastest obviously, but it is causing improvement over time and since i’m enjoying it i see no reason to change it up.

ending things

...who knows WHY i am so well focused this month with so much energy... tbh... i track how many chapters i read a month/audio i listen to/show episodes i watch etc, and this month is like as much as 3 other of my usual months combined. also my japanese has been basically ‘dabbling only’ prior to this month.

although... maybe in part its how i’ve gotten better at reading hanshe? Reading being easier certainly motivates me TO read more. And watching shows was MUCH easier this month (still not ‘easy’ but following the main plot is) which definitely makes me Want to watch more. Also i am... unbelievably motivated by a challenge. I think i got it in my head that i ‘really want to do more of Nukemarine’s LLJ courses and see how much i understand after them’ and now... i really want them DONE. so maybe the current things motivating me will hold out for a while.

(On the listening-reading front meanwhile, that activity takes SO much concentration its hard to do if i’m tired, BUT i have so many TRANSLATED novels i want to read recently and honestly its fun hearing the chinese narration and audiobook actors so like... i very much Want to do l-r so i can hear them as i read the translation... immovable object of me tired versus how much i’m interested in them lol ToT).

also thank u thank u @a-whump-muffin for sending me those lets plays because honestly it got me so excited again and its so cool to see them!!! <3 <3 and its so much easier to watch them versus committing to playing a whole game myself just yet ToT

#rant #march progress #march #it is wild how much i've already done this month #i really have done a Lot?#maybe my reading kick from early this month is just transfering to chinese #from january on i read 11 books in english? or 12 #and now hanshe i'm speeding through? i think maybe hanshe just got easy enough to feel like reading a hard english book #and since i was reading english like non fiction i am already in a 'can handle takes a while per chapter' zone #since non fiction takes me like 1 hour for 20 pages or something horrific like that lol ToT

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lostfanboy · 3 years

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Dude!!! Please enlighten me about your OCs!!!

God... I've got so many..... But!!! I'll start with just my main five boys that occupy my every waking thought because I love and adore them Gonna yeet this under a readmore

Okay so quick side note, all of my ocs for the most part are for roleplays with friends, and if their not their for video games or dnd lmao so they tend to have a bunch of different varations/storylines and stuff like that. I've always wanted to make a actual like, comic or book out of a lot of the stories but I've never managed it, so none of the characters have like, a base storyline currently asdfjnasd So their motivations and personalities change/shift based on the story their in.

But! First off we have my baby boy and the oldest oc out of this group, Grech

He's just... my emo disaster I love him very much. He's very quiet and a bit shy, he tends not to show much emotion most of the time? But he just... wants to be friends with people and he wants to be around the people he loves and he's such a good boy and I just -breathes in- love him lots

He's also an absolute idiot this bad boy can fit so many bad decisions in him-

He has a twin sister named Flare who he loves and adores, and he's also got a giant black fluffy cat named Twilight who's his emotional support animal who's... so good.... He's just. Struggling along. Getting angsted by me constantly. He's a big comfort character for me, playing him is like wearing a big cozy sweater sometimes. I just... really love him.

Then we've got Carter!!

Carter is my disaster child, he also may or may not be my whump character, he's just constantly getting into trouble but he tries so hard and he loves people so much and so hard and god ahhh

His whole thing is like... being really compassionate/always trying to see the best in people, which can land him in hot water sometimes because he tends to ignore red flags because of it. He has really big abandonment issues and is just always struggling emotionally and is like... usually feeling shitty but he tries not to let it show. He's snarky and sassy, he tends to try and get a rise out of people he doesn't like and just isn't afraid to Cause Problems On Purpose occasionally. He's super cute, playful, and friendly, he calls his favorite people 'cochise', and... like he's a relatively new oc, I only made him about three years ago, but I feel like I've had him forever I literally love him so much. He also has a cat like Grech, his cat is a syphnx named Sage and she is wonderful.

I could talk about Carter for hours, I have so many feelings about every version of him I've written, he just fills me with feelings. He was meant to be a temporary throwaway character that only showed up for a bit but he just instantly stole my heart and I haven't stopped loving him since.

In the interest of time however let's move on to Damien

Damien, similar to Carter, was actually meant to be a throwaway villain character and then I, you guessed it, got fucking attACHED-

His first appearance had him dramatically draping himself across a chair in a dramatic entrance and he's ruled my life and my RP partner's life ever since

(Aforementioned dramatic chair sitting)

Damien is very much so the 'I don't care about anything except oops now I care about you' trope, he has trouble being emotionally open but he's so sweet once he does open up. He shows his affection through things like gift giving and acts of service and he's really tender and just... an absolute hopeless romantic. Simp. Dumb pining gay.

I just... I love playing Damien so much. He's so fun and dramatic and pretty, I love thinking about him and his motivations and just aaaaaaa he's a good fucking boy dude

Then we have the apple of my eye Jared!

Jared is an absolute sweetheart, just a bouncy lil fella, filled with warmth and also trauma because all of my characters are sad akdfjnaksjd. Jared is just!! Always doing his fucking best man, he wants the best for people. He tries to be really optimistic and like, sunshine-y, even when he's not feeling that way, and he tries to be really caring. He also represses allllll of his anger which is like... y'know... not great.....

But he's fine, probably.

He's actually the only one out of these characters that only has one consistent love interest (My rp partner's character Isaac, who I'd die for) and they are um....... fucking precious I love them so much.

P much all of these characters are ADHD/Autistic bc,, I play them but Jared was the first that I intentionally played that way and as such has consistent hyperfixations and special interests (Namely Tangled, Mulan, Fall out boy, and most of all, spiderman) so I really love that about him.

And, last, but definitely not least, is the chaos son himself Seth

(tungle will only let me use ten photos and I don't like his character sheet anyway so only outfit ref for him akjsdfasdj. As a quick rundown, his full name is Seth Laurens, he's 4'11, he's trans and gay, he's got adhd, autism, and ptsd, and he is a bastard)

Seth is probably the most recent out of any of these characters tbh? I only started getting really into him as a character over the past year or two but god... He's fucking fantastic. Pure chaos. ADHD embodiment.

Seth just has so much energy and rage and very little impulse control, he's constantly wrecking shop and not even meaning too. He's a tiny 4'11 himbo, not a fucking braincell in his lil head. He's very awkward and bad at making relationships but he tries so hard and once he does he latches on so hard to people and just loves them so much. He doesn't really think he's worthy of being cared about most of the time tho

He still has plenty of, sometimes unearned, confidence though. Nothing can stop this stubborn boy once he puts his mind to somethin he's fucking GOING. I love him.

But yeah!! Those are my boys!!! If you wanna learn more abt em I've got a lot more information and stuff on their toyhouses bc I have a,, hyperfixation on my ocs and I can never stop thinking about them. Thank you so much for letting me ramble a bit Tea!!! I really appreciate it ssfdiasask

#ocs #talesfromthebandgeekmafia #asks #it me #this probably isnt the most coherent my brains not working with me but i really wanted to ramble abt my kids sjddmfnena #thank u sm for giving me the opportunity to do so 🥺❤

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readbeneaththelines · 4 years

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The Bough That Broke Pt. 11

Synopsis: Jin is injured from an avoidable accident, leaving him partially paralyzed from the waist down. Reader is the nurse that is hired to take care of him once he gets back to the dorms and begins the physically and emotionally painful road to recovery. Will she have what it takes to spark determination in him to get back on the stage?

Characters: Idol!Jin x Nurse!Reader

Genre: Whump, Angst, Itty Bittyamount of crack, itty bitty amount of fluff, maybeeeeeee some smut

Warnings: fluff, almost smut

Word Count: 3847

The weekend had finally arrived, and with it, your two days off. You were tired, more like exhausted, but you couldn’t sleep. And oh, how you wanted to sleep in. Instead, therapy was calling for you. You still went on the weekends, to get adjustments, stretches, and either the hot tub or massage at the end of it all. By the end of the week, your body ached so much that it took everything just to get out of bed. Today was no different.

You rolled out of bed, hunched over from the tense muscles that pulled your spine in every direction. It took a few moments, but you finally straightened yourself out. Once the coffee was brewing you headed for your shower, the hot water loosening the muscles a bit more. You dressed, grabbed your coffee and headed out the door. Jack was there, which was a surprise.

“What brings you here on the weekend?” You asked as you went to your regular table to wait on Joowan.

The shocked look told you something was up, but you couldn’t get him to tell you a single thing. All you got was a little wink and smile, then he was off to the other side of the building.

“Joowan, you know what’s going on, I know it. So. please tell me what all the secrecy is for.”

You get the same from Joowan, a wink and smile. He then began asking how things were going with your current case while he worked on your back. E-Stim then ultrasound therapy were on the proverbial menu today. An hour later, you felt like a new person, the hot tub soothing you into a blissful peaceful state of mind. Just as you were getting out, you could have sworn you heard windshield wipers from the other side of the door.

No. It couldn’t be. He had recording today.

You wrapped the towel around you, stepped over to the door, placing your ear against the cool metal. You held your breath, listening for any recognizable voice. Your hand rested on the handle, making sure if someone tried to enter, you would know. Everything was muffled, and you didn’t catch that telltale laugh again.

Just as you were about to move back, the door opened and you went forward. Jack caught you just before you went tumbling to the ground. The towel fell to the floor, leaving you in nothing but your bathing suit to cover you up, and it was meager coverings at that. Straightening yourself, you eyes caught sight of a tall figure standing between the walking rails. Their eyes were wide and blatantly staring at you. When your own eyes traveled up the lean frame, they settled on those deep brown orbs of none other than Kim Seokjin.

Your heart nearly lept out of your chest. Your pulse quickened as you realized that he was standing, on his own two feet, with nothing but a gait belt and a walker in front of him. You screamed, your hand covering your mouth as your feet carried you over to him.

“Surprise.” Jin said with a guilty look on his face. “I wanted to surprise you Monday, but I guess now is as good a time as any, right?”

He sat down with Jack’s help, the waved his hands in front of your face. You blinked several times before you could even react. You lunged forward, wrapping your arms around his neck.

“Jin! You were standing! On your own! By yourself! Standing!” you held him at arms length and just gazed at his satisfied grin.

“I really wanted to surprise you though. I was going to answer the door Monday morning, but now that plan is shot.” He frowned slightly before regaining his smile in a split second’s time.

“Jin, i’m sorry I ruined it, but this is the best gift you could ever surprise me with, no matter where we are. I am so proud of you right now.” His face beamed with your praise, which in turn had your own face beaming right back at him.

“Let’s celebrate! How about I take you home in the van and we can stop and grab lunch together. How does that sound?”

“Can I do something first? I want you to stand at the end of the rails.”

You gave a questioning look to jack, who just nodded and pushed you forward. You went to the end of the rails, then stood between them. You watched as Jack helped Jin to his feet, the hooked the guideline wire to his belt. Jin placed a hand on either rail, then focused on you. His eyes never left yours as he took one step, then another, and another. You watched as winces of pain flashed across his eyes, the beads of sweat that formed on his brow, but you stood your ground. He wanted to do this, and you wouldn’t stop him no matter what. You knew that determination, that drive, that strong will.

Jin sould stop every few steps to readjust his hands or take a deep breath, but he persisted on, never taking his gaze off yours. After what seemed like an eternity to him, he was within arms length of you. He reached a hand out to you, wrapping his long fingers around your hand and pulling you to him. With one hand on your shoulder, he moved his walker out of the way and wrapped both arms around you. You braced yourself against the added weight, then snaked your arms around his waist. Your head rested on his chest and you could feel him crying, tears of joy and accomplishment.

“I have wanted to give you this since that night you walked out. A proper hug and apology.” he hugged you a bit tighter, putting all his emotions into the embrace. You stood there a moment, relishing in the shared excitement before you helped him sit down in his chair that Jack brought up behind him.

It wan’t until you saw the wet outline of your body on his shirt, that you remembered you were standing on full display in nothing but your tankini. You grabbed your towel and covered yourself back up.

“Ahh, come on, I was liking what I saw.” Jin jokingly whined. You smacked his shoulder, pushing him for good measure.

“Well burn it into your memory manchild, cause that’s all your gonna see.”

You told him to wait for you, then you ran off to change, a light bounce to your step. The joy you felt at seeing him walk, really walk, for the first time tugged at your heartstrings. I made you feel all warm and fuzzy, that he wanted to share this huge milestone with you. To be a part of that, when his best friends, his ‘brothers’ didn’t even get to see it, had you grinning from ear to ear. He wanted you to be a part of it. He had a purpose for wanting to get to his point, and it was partly because of you.

You knew then, that you were going to see him through until he was back on the stage again, doing what he loved.

You met up with him, getting him in the van and heading out for a quick bite to eat. The elation from earlier still coursed through your veins and you realized you hadn’t felt this good in a very, very long time. You went to his favorite diner dive, where you enjoyed pork bell barbeque and soju. After lunch, you took him back to the dorms. The place was empty, with everyone else being at recording then dance rehearsal.

You and Jin got settled inside, him joining you on the couch and pushing his chair out of the way. He heaved one leg onto the couch with little effort and turned to face you. You turned towards him, your faces just barely a few feet from each other.

“I really want to thank you, Y/N.” He looked serious, somewhat somber as he talked to you.

“You don’t have to,Jin. I love what I do, the good and the bad. It’s why I do what I do, to see the little miracles, like today.”

“Well, I want to thank you anyway, because if you had left that night and never came back, I may have just given up. You have given me the encouragement, and a reason to press forward. You are kind of my inspiration. Knowing that you went through so much, and still do,it makes me want to work hard. And that hug, you deserved it. For putting up with all of us, especially me, and for being the awesome nurse you are.” He took your hands in his, holding them carefully and cautiously. You peered down at them, then back up to his face. You couldn’t read what was there, but you knew deep down he was being as serious as he could be.

“Jin, you have put all the effort in. You have come so far in these past 5 months. I am truly amazed at your progress. Soon you won’t need me or Jack anymore.” You felt a knot grow in your stomach at the thought of not seeing any of them again, but mostly not seeing Jin again.

“I don’t know how it works with your company, but if it is possible, maybe you can come and hang out with us, even after therapy is done?”

“I never had any of my patients ask before. I would think that as long as you are no longer my patient, then it shouldn’t be a problem.”

A deafening silence fell between the both of you. You registered that he was moving closer to you, yet you didn’t make a motion to pull away. Your eyes closed and so did his. Even without looking, his lips found yours. They were soft as a feather, and warm. Oh so warm. The kiss lingered as the two of you let time slip away. You knew this was wrong, but you also did not want it to stop. It seemed almost natural. The feel of his lips felt like home. When he finally leaned back, your heart was once again racing. His hand reached up and cupped your cheek, his head tilting to the side as he studied your face for any reaction.

“I have wanted to do that for a long time, Y/N. Just say the word and it will never happen again.”

You mind said stop, turn and run, but your heart said ‘more’, and that’s what you listened to. Without answering him, you leaned in, kissing him for a second time. This time there was no holding back. You let your tongue swipe across his half parted lips, and he welcomed you in with need. He kissed back just a fervently, his hands grasping your shoulders and pulling you towards him. Your pulse was thrumming in your ears, and by the way he was kissing you back, you knew that things were about to change, in a very big, and possibly dangerous, way.

That kiss led to hands searching for purchase as they gripped his shirt, tugging and steadying yourself in the moment. His hands tightened on your arms, pulling you closer until you found yourself straddling his hips, your lips never leaving his. His let his fingers trail down your arms, only to take hold of your hips and rock them into him. The deep moan that escaped his chest sent shivers down your spine. You mewled softly into his mouth and by his reaction, you could tell it set him on fire.

Suddenly, he was pushing you back, breaking the connection abruptly. You questioned him with heavy lidded eyes. Shaking his head, you looked down, fingers still digging into the flesh of your hips.

“Wha? What? Did I do something wrong?” you asked, hurt evident in your tone.

“God, no! Trust me I really enjoyed it. It’s just.” his words trailed off and you could hear what sounded like embarrassment in his voice.

“Talk to me Jin.” You pleaded.

“It’s just that. I really, really want to go further. Trust me, there’s nothing want more. I just, I don’t know if ‘it’ will work right.” You followed his eyes as they went down your chest to the spot where your bodies were connected.

“I really want you, Y/N. Believe me, I do. I just don’t want to disappoint you.” you felt bad for him. You remembered that exact same feeling. Wondering if you would be able to satisfy someone intimately.

“Jin. We don’t have to rush anything. When you feel ready, and you think your body is ready, and you still want to try, then I will wait. But if we decide to go any further, then we need to have a serious talk.”

“I’m not gonna lie, Y/N. I want to be with you. Not just in ‘that way’, but I want to give us a try, but only if you want to also.” He had that lost puppy look, and you could feel your reservations melting away like snow in the spring.

“Then may have to stop being your nurse. At least professionally. I will have to find another case, which could take me away from spending time with you.”

“Why don’t you take a break from work. Take a bit of a vacation. Jack can still come over and help me. You can rest, and just come over to hang out. When you need to work again, then you can and we will figure it out from there. I want to see where this can go, take the time to get to know the other side of Y/F/N Y/L/N, the one that can just be. What do you say?”

You tried to lift yourself off his lap, but he held you firmly in place. Placing your hands on his chest, you bent your head down to plant a tender kiss to his red swollen lips. That was all it took. He claimed your lips in a heated kiHis hands slipped under your shirt and up your back, the cool touch of his fingers causing goosebumps to rise all over. He found the latch of your bra, unsnapping it with ease. hIs hands then around to the front of your body, thumbs grazing over your nipples. Your fingers tangled themselves in his hair, lightly tugging to elicit a deep growl from his lings. As your hips rocked back and forth, you noticed something. He was fully hard, and by the feel of it, he was also very large.

His hips lifted off the couch, pressing his clothed cock against your now damp and very needy sex.

“Fuck” He murmured against your lips. “I want you something terrible right now.”

“Do you think your ready?” you whispered cautiously.

“If what I am feeling between my legs is any indication, then yes, I think I am very ready.”

Your shaky fingers began to gather the fabric of his shirt in your hands. Lifting it to expose his caramel tanned abs and chest. Your lips were connect, oblivious to everything except the feel of his hands caressing your thighs.

It wasn’t until you heard something crash onto the floor, that your senses cam rushing back. Jin’s head snapped to the side, your eyes following the movement to the place the loud disrupting sound came from. Standing in the doorway, mouths agape and eyes wide, were Jimin, Taehyung and Namjoon. Behind them, you could see Hoseok’s head going in and out of view as he tried to look around the others.

“What the hell? Why did you-” Jungkook’s voices trails off as he squeezes between Namjoon and Jimin.

You could feel the heat flooding your cheeks and upper chest at the shock of six sets of eyes blatantly staring at you and Jin in your not-so innocent predicament. Jin’s fingers dug into your hips as your buried your face into his chest, trying your damnedest to hide in the wide open space of the main room.

Eternity passed as no one said anything. You dared a peek from the protection of Jin’s chest, venturing a glance at the doorway. Which, by the way, was still filled with six grown-ass men’s bodies in the tiny space.

“Will someone say something?” You were surprised by your own voice. You didn’t dare look up, but could still feel the palpable tension in the air.

Someone, cleared their throat, most likely Namjoon, then there wa a bustle of noise as they filtered into the dorm and closed the door. You ventured a peek, only to see them within steps of you. You were, of course, still on Jin’s lap, with his hands still on your thighs.

You squirmed your way off of him and onto the couch. You still felt the heat in your cheeks and your hands were shaking. How could you let yourself get caught in one of the most compromising situations, especially with a patient?

“We, ummm. We didn’t think you would be here? We can-we can leave again if you need us to?” Namjoon spoke up, doing his best to avoid any uncomfortable eye contact, which you were very thankful for.

“It’s a little late for that.” The frustration, mixed with a hint of anger, evident in Jin’s voice, had them nearly scattering to the kitchen.

“It’s okay Jin. They didn’t know.” You tried to smooth over the situation, while still being sexually frustrated as hell. Whatever mood you were both in just a few seconds ago, no a distant flitting memory.

You listened to the muffled vices drifting from the kitchen as they started fixing dinner. You rose from the couch, only to have Jin grab your hand and pull you down to him. He scanned the room quickly, then kissed your lips before letting you stand up. You smiled at him, then made your way to the join the others. Jin got himself into his wheelchair,, following closely behind you.

“So. I think I owe you all an explanation.” You piped in, all heads turning towards you.

“Explanation for what? You like Jin, he’s crazy about you. It was bound to happen sooner or later. Oofff, what was that for?” Hoseok side-eyed jungkook, whose hand was mid air ready fro another slap to the back of his head.

“Okay, that about sums it up. Wait, Jin’s crazy about me?” You looked behind you, to see Jin’s guilty face as he shrugged his shoulders.

“I might have talked about you, a lot, lately.” he smiled that heart melting smile and you were once again done for.

“Well, anyway. Jin and I have some things to discuss if we do chose to move forward with things, and I think all of you should be involved in the conversation. Seeing that all seven are you are practically one entity already. What happens between me and Jin, that affects all of you in some way.” They all nodded in agreement.

“Y/N. You and Jin seem to be forming some kind of relationship already. We have all formed a friendship with you, and consider you one of the family, so to speak. If you and him continue on together, I think I speak for all of us in saying that we welcome it. We haven’t seen him happy, really happy in some time now, and I think you are good for him”

Namjoon spoke sincerely and directly, the others agreeing that you are family to them, a welcome addition to their small, close knit unit. You gave Namjoon a quick hug, then stepped up to help finish dinner. Jin helped set the table, easily maneuvering around the cramped space with ease.

“I have something to show you all before we eat.” Jin said before the food was brought to the table. He gave you a wink, and you stood up to help him. Making sure everyone else was seated, you placed the walker in front of Jin, then helped him to his feet. He was only a few steps from the table, but every step was a major accomplishment. Sharp intakes of air echoed through the dining room as they watched Jin take first one step, then another, you by his side for support. He made the few steps to his chair, then sat down with a heavy thud. Cheers erupted as they all congratulated him on his next step to recovery.

Without thinking anything of it, you kissed the top of his head, then took your seat beside him. He grabbed your hand under the table, placing it under his own hand on his lap. You ate dinner, then helped him. Along with Taehyung and Yoongi, to walk slowly to the couch. You drank into the wee hours of the morning, curled up into the crook of Jin’s arm until it was time for bed.

“You staying tonight?” He asked coyly.

“But where would sleep?” you glanced around the room, wonder if anyone was really listening to your conversation.

“In my room, of course. You will be spending no more nights on this couch, I know what it does to your back, and I won’t have you hurting any more that you already do,” He hugged you to him, kissing your forehead, then the tip of your nose.

“I’m heading to bed, y’all have a good night.” He hollered over the chatter of Jimin and Jungkook playing some video game and arguing over who was the better strategist.

‘Is she joining you? Oww! What did do this time?” Once again, Hoseok was being his forward thinking self and speaking his thoughts out loud.

“Yes, she is. So, no one interrupt us okay.” You wanted to smack that smug grin off his face, but you were too in shock of his confession.

You made you way to his bedroom, then helped him onto his bed. You could tell that he was exhausted, after the effort he put in to taking the few steps he did today. You helped him change, the sat behind him on the bed and massaged his shoulders and back muscles, working out the kinks for the strain of putting his weight on his upper body. The you let him lie back as you worked on his legs, massaging and rubbing muscle pain relief ointment into his thighs and calves. There was nothing intimate about this, you knew he would be in immense pain in the morning if you didn’t do this tonight.

Once he was relaxed and his muscles resembled limp noodles, you laid down beside him, resting your head on his shoulder. You pecked his cheek as you told him how proud you were of him today. Your eyes drifted closed as he softly sang Truth Untold. You drifted off to sleep in the safe secure felling of his arms around you as he pulled you into him.

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