#its probably concerning at this point

[positivelyadhd]

i cannot stress enough how much of an impact changing the way you talk to yourself can have on your mental health. swapping out self deprecating jokes and changing unhealthy sentiments like "i hate myself" and "i want to die" to kinder, more forgiving ones like "i need a break" and "i'm trying" can make such a difference to how you view yourself. the things we say to ourselves become a part of our lives and so we deserve to me kinder to ourselves in our heads.

#my brain is a little fried so i'll probably rewrite this at some point but i hope this gets across my point? #the way its so normal at the moment to say things i wish was dead is honestly concerning #it's not healthy to think like that!! #self talk #positivity #love letters to you

[fanficlerontheroof]

#freenoodles is that one cute ship that has tang clinging onto pigsy's arm the entire time and its all sweet and goofy and romantic and UGH #(i love these blorbos from my show) #and then you've got shadowpeaches on the other side of the couch pointing and fking CACKLING at every gory death and gruesome murder #except wukong doesnt know wtf is going on and just thinks the violent body mutation is funny #(this fandom rlly sleeps on the fact sun wukong has been alive for CENTURIES. and fought in NUMEROUS battles #aint no way he's not desensitised to violence to the point he can find humour in body mutilation) #additionally #nezha (who has also been alive for centuries and been in probably more battles than even sun wukong) #is just mildly concerned and very very confused #sandy being sandy and comforting tang + bai he throughout the gore and jumpscares #and red son too but he'll never tell #red son is NOT scared and he is only holding mei & mk's hands under the blanket bcus he felt like it #mk pissing everyone off with his constant stream of questions and mei pissing everyone off more with her in depth explanations #and and AND #mk taking notes and sharing them with wukong bcus these idiot monkey men stick together #lego monkie kid #lmk #alignment chart #lmk bai he #lmk tang #lmk red son #lmk sandy #lmk nezha #lmk sun wukong #lmk mk #lmk mei #lmk pigsy #lmk macaque #implied shipping #shit ton of tags

[lollytea]

I do love the netflix avatar in my own way because it provides me with enrichment in the same way brain puzzles do for chimps. Like something is WRONG here and it's your very special job to figure out why! And then you will get juice reward!!

#its been making me think about the cartoon a lot lately for the sake of comparing and contrasting #so thats great #it was a very good cartoon #i do actually think that its stupid to complain about how its objectively bad when an adaption makes changes to the original #because that SHOULD be the point of an adaption. to try things in a new way and somehow improve on the story #but i think its funny how this show is constantly like ''we're gonna take a DIFFERENT route with this character'' #and then the DIFFERENT ROUTE leads to them driving the car off a cliff #we will not get to our destination this way bestie #out of all the changes theyve made to the original i think the most misguided and overall dogshit is how theyre portraying Azula #it annoying when people say ''theyre ACTUALLY writing her as a victim of her father's abuse this this'' #''shes ACTUALLY sympathetic this time'' #girl i hate it here #netflix show is a COWARD for showing Azula this way in season 1 #not that its not somewhat in character. if ozai started playing mindgames with her she probably would start spiraling like this #the problem is that we shouldnt be SEEING IT!! #avatar is regarded as Baby's First Media Analysis for a lot of people #and boy oh boy there was a lot of analytic meat to Azula's character #but the netflix version? this is a skeleton!! bones!!! #like obviously if you were watching the cartoon as an adult it would be immediately apparent #that this 14 yo girl acting not only like a grown woman but a calm calculated genocidal tyrant is very concerning #and it makes her sympathetic by defualt on the grounds of being a child #but a kid isnt going to realize that!! Azula is supposed to be polarizing!! #youre meant to buy into the narrative that everything is easy for her. that no effort troubles her mind #her unflappable nature is meant to unsettle you. intimidate you. she has no weaknesses shes unstoppable and shes pure evil #as a kid who is still learning how to think deeply about things thats how youre to perceive her #and then. AND THEN!! then the show pulls the rug out from under you and makes you question everything #Azula's gradually unraveling sanity in book 3 is jarring and unnatural and it forces you to challenge your own opinion of her #you become uncomfortably aware that shes a victim too. after all this time youve spent hating her #just like zuko. just like the fire family child that you had already come to realize was ''actually good'' #after that first watch its hard to decide how you feel about her. as a kid anyway. but its sad. its all so very sad

[distraughtlesbian]

literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble

#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!! #MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U. #their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable #mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt #his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast #and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics. #like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move #but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult #like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’ #i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!! #but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes #sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book. #like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic. #anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #choices alpha #channing lowe #markus barnes #side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc #but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch #he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER? #even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL #and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy #is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.

[toestalucia]

this tagline...T_^ thinks about how main story alrdy referenced other timelines such as boundary power captain & like all of the events currently on the anni page? isnt only the sara & cagliostro events missing? along with all the different jobs, like its ssooo cheesy but i alrdy rly loved that they rly do lean into the timeline thing with 'everyone experiences granblue differently', so seeing this...regardless of the intention of it

#stardust speaking ! #gbf spoilers// #I THINK...gbf is such a lovely game. and i think its perfectly fine to only enjoy the parts u want in what capacity u want #when they first mentioned timelines i was Very concerned<3 but? with the way theyre doing it..................im very fond of it #im keeping track of food rn so i cant rly have the focus to put together my words like i want to #but i think saying 'u can experience gbf in ur own way' along with how they already handle events (even if at this point u often have to #accept the narrative that these ppl know each other (even if they often Are introduced within the event/story #so i feel...? its ok. probably. im not new anymore. but also having the tab on the preview page #that says 'hey these are the related events + characters' has been such a lovely change too #even on the anni page directly linking the imprtant chs?!?!? i think its cool! like! i would nvr look thro all that as a new plyr but! #i like it #anyway having 'soar to the cosmos' when cosmos isnt there on the page is a crime #like i dont supercare but i also do think its hilarious LOL

[dandyshucks]

this is so embarrassing but i downloaded pokemon sleep like three nights ago and um. i think its helping. like a lot djdkdld

#i am not staying up as late as i ordinarily would and i actually feel sort of rested at first when i wake up #the rested feeling wears off and i end up feeling fatigued like normal in like under an hour but STILL. #its so bonkers to wake up and not immediately feel like shit ??? idk when i last had this its ... rly nice fjfldl #its likely just placebo but I'll take it DHFJDLL #if i keep using it and if any mutuals use it too... perhaps we can exchange friend codes idk how that works fjfldl #idk if i will even wanna do that but MAYBE. feels kind of invasive potentially idk i havent made up my mind yet lol #also ik theres probably potential privacy concerns w the app itself but Im desperate for things that help w my sleep #i do a shit ton to protect my data everywhere else and at some point i just have to shrug and go oh well what can ya do #(what i could do is just... not have an app. thats tracking my sleep. LMAO. but like i said im desperate at this point dndkdl) #dandy.cmd

[mondaymelon]

what the fuck why do you guys still have exams Christmas break should've either just ended for you or it's about to end what's going on what is this nasty play I'm smelling at your school districts

noooo lmao im still in christmas break but my poor nonnies aren't anymore it seems... and she for some reason. has exams. after.. break? yeah. im sending her my dearest wishes because good lord is she gonna need it jOSDLKFM

#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles! #★ ˎˊ˗ inbox... mooties!! #⋆˙⟡♡ᝰ.ᐟ - oli (as for the nasty scent youve smelled)!! #its probably the bitchy people in my math class <33 #istg one of these guys turns to his friends and goes “whats a perpendicular line” and i had to hold back T E A R S #thats like. 7th grade content... AND IM IN ADVANCED MATH TOO SJODIGLKSDMFLK #this makes me sound old but i have geniune concern for the new generation like generation alpha or whatever cause they aint learning shit #from watching mr beast point at stuff and shout and then flex his money s i g h

[eatingsomegreeneggos]

Looking at Sunny Starscout screenshots on Pinterest and crying because she's literally so perfect 🥺💗 The cutest little horse to have ever horsed, one might even call her a little pony... (altough you'll find she's actually of average height). But yeah Sunny is like actually my favorite pony period. I will stand by this I love G4 as much as the next guy but Sunny is so precious to me! I wish they'd use her character more like come on I want to see her more in mym 😭 (I love her quite a lot in tyt though) But yeah she's so great she's really interesting to me and cute and funny and I would love to be friends with her 💕💕💕

#little appreciation rant #I feel like she deserves it #shes adorable come on #I cant even explain it well I think of her making a bad joke and laughing about it and I just want to cry its so endearing #just so many things about her are so interesting #shes excited and bubbly and confident but also you can sense how shes been effected by her lonely youth and losing her dad #i say all in all she handled it really great #but stuff like her ignoring zipps concerns. not wanting to be an alicorn. being uncomfortable with being apart from her friends #stuff like that #can clearly be traced back to insecurities that she probably doesnt even realize #but also small things like her being a bit of a history nerd and being very idealistic but at the same time shes a bit oblivious and naive #I know that sounds like pointing out flaws but I think its so fun!! I love those things about her!! #and I doubt most of it was even intentional which I guess wouldve been nice if they fleshed this stuff out more #but it doesnt change the fact that I live her so so much #mlp g5 #sunny starscout #mlp

[todayisafridaynight]

ill pose with the daigo plush one day.

#snap chats #moments only stream will get <3 #anywy... i shouldve brought him out to watch it woulda been a funny visual.. only to comically throw him at some point... #when im no longer concerned about the anons in my inbox ill post funny cosplay pics <3 #right now im gonna go get dinner stream couldnt hear it Probably Somehow The Mic Catches Fucking EVERYTHING #but my tummy was rumblin so ima go eat #i keep thinking its friday but its only tuesday.. god.. sure does feel like a friday...

[mxdotpng]

sonic liking the chili dog is NOT NEARLY as famous or recognizable as like. the teenage mutant ninja turtles liking pizza. or spongebob and the krabby patty. like if you asked a guy whos never played sonic before what sonics favorite food was they wouldnt fuckin know. 'cause its like. not necessarily an inside joke but its exclusive to one or two lines per game. mentioned like twice in both movies total. non sonic fans dont even know there are comics so thats a whole separate deal. i dont even think x sonic likes chili dogs more than any other human food. but if u asked someone what the turtles favorite food is? pizza. thats a no brainer. like asking someone who goku is. cmon.

#.text #sorry this was a very heated debate me and my roommate had a while ago #'i dont play the games but i know he likes them' SO??? YOUKNOW NOTHING. i know more than you #why did i get upset about this? not sure. ill figure that out later #sonic is more concerned with being put through The Horrors. like im sure hes probably going #'why is this happening to me. im fifteen' instead of thinking abt more chili dogs. #whereas the turtlws CONSTANTLY reference pizza. at this point im not sure whether or not its some kind of psyop #with pizza hut or whatever #arguably the most well known sonic ie sonic x. for non sonic fans or like. the neutral party. is like. #the only one where sonic is kind of an asshole and is more focused on the codependant friendship hes got going on #with chris. than he is anything else. especially food #does he even care for food in that series. i dont remember. i just know hes bored most of the time #i should rewatch it but im not doing that #oh my god im tired. good night

[monty-glasses-roxy]

I still think it's hilarious that in Meteors AU, literally every single person knows about the haunted pile of robot spaghetti that is Tangle, except for Roxy. Who has been unknowingly visiting them and staring them right in the face, for literally years now. She has no idea. Fucking Cassie's dad Eddie knows about them. The Sewerhell guys know about them. The fucking horsies probably know about them. DJ, who is too big to get anywhere fucking near Tangle knows about them.

But not Roxy. It's a mystery to everyone. Half of them think it's a denial thing or willful ignorance. They're completely wrong she genuinely has no idea they're there. Tangle has willfully made their presence known to so many of the others and have tried a hundred times over with Roxy but she just. Has no fucking clue.

If it's haunted, Roxy doesn't know it exists. That's just how it is. She can see Glitchtrap pulling puppet strings on Vanessa and the others, but she can't see the spooky spirit spaghetti. This isn't even just Meteors. She just has no idea. The guy is like glass that gives her a headache, she can't see them but wow does her head hurt after staring into the darkness outside the pizzeria for a minute. Strange. Weird, even. Bizarre, perhaps.

Why does everyone keep freaking out at the shadows?? There's nothing even there. If there was? She'd know! Even in Meteors with her almost complete blindness in the dark, she'd know! Roxy knows everything that's down here and nothing gets past her without her knowing! They must be seeing things smh smh such overreactors smh

#meteors au #meteors roxy #fnaf security breach #this half applies to other spooky guys like the nightmare staffbots... #....... and a little bit to poppet but anyway #yeah nsdndjd she has no idea #eddie seeing tangle for the first time and it holds a tentacle up over its mouth for quiet #and cassie already knows so she silently gives him a thumbs up like :D #oh my god he's so fucking confused #cassie what the FUCK are you DOING running up to it like its FINE?! #cassie????? have you lost your fucking MARBLES???? #why aren't we saying anything????? hello????? cassie #cassie what the fuck man #cassie and the minis warning literally everyone that wants to go down there about tangle and about how roxy apparently doesn't know #at this point tangle doesn't want her to know. they're Concerned okay? #they're just gonna have some tom and jerry ass beef with roxanne mark 1 instead #cause its fun and she's just sorta There #it's a silent agreement that roxy can't be told about them now though #tangle will make their move when they're ready probably #no one knows what's going on with that djdjid #'this might as well happen' but tragedy flavour vibes for everyone!!

[vilelittlecritter]

Reading dreamscape and this shit is good.

Like, too good.

Like I am enjoying this way too much kind of good.

#omori dreamscape au #omori #omori au #i new it was going to be depressing but jesus christ this is downright heartbreaking at points... #everything is so fucking bleak. i love it #also should i be concerned if i agree with someone of the points that the very clearly mentally unwell people are making? #(reality is just a bleak nightmare) bruh same. or it might just be because i live in Scotland and everything is FUCKING GRAY #anyway is very good 👍 #i might actually write my own au... #it would probably be the Off x Omori au ive been thinking about but i dont want to just write off but omori #of course its a fusion but i want to still have it be its own story set in a similar world and style as Off #like Omori is still the purifier but the reason why aswell as their thoughts about it and end goal are different #is confusing but I'll fix the idea and if it makes any sense I'll try write it if anyone's interested

[nerdie-faerie]

It seems to really be hitting my mum just how young she was when she had me in light of her upcoming birthday

#+Extra #like on the one hand she feels old cus its a big birthday coming up but on the other hand it seems to only just be hitting her just #how young she is to have a 22 year old daughter which is frankly old news at this point she was always too young just in denial #we had a very odd conversation last night in which she started off by saying that my soon go be 18 yr old brother and the 19 yr old #definitely arent responsible enough to watch the kids for a couple of hours while she gets her hair but then that its ridiculous that an #under 18 yr old (her phrasing) cannot open a bank account without a parent because she was entrusted with an entire human being at that #age and so he should be able to open a bank account by himself and i was listening like no thats the wrong conclusion its the opposite the #adults in your life shouldve been more concerned about you also what a revisionist recount saying that no one was concerned about you #having a baby at the age and it was probably because my dad was an adult so they felt they had no need to be concerned when i know all of #your family tried to express concerns that you wouldnt hear which led to years of animosity during my childhood staff at your college also #expressed concern as did your friends you just dont wanna admit that now. also how can they not be trusted with the kids for a couple of #hours when youre 15 minutes down the road as basically adults when 1 is going off to uni in September supposedly and the other has #basically moved out already and i was left entirely alone with the kids at younger than 15? #the sexism and gender stereotyping continues to perplex me #anyway hoping no one got to the end of this rant to add that im once again reminded that my birthday is actually just a day for my mum to #mourn the youth she missed out on by having a baby stupid young

[silentlycrazy]

Hey cis people! I don't give a FUCK about your "controversial" opinion on Hogwartd Legacy. I don't care that "it's actually a good game" or how you "don't REALLY support JKR". Just shut up. Just play the stupid game and stfu. Stop trying to get trans people to pat you on the back and say it's ok for you to play it, just fucking play it. I'm tried of the excuses you keep dragging out of your asses just say you care more about badly designed games than people. That's fucking fine, I don't give a fuck about you either. Just play the game and stop trying to convince me to play it because I don't fucking want to.

#harry potter #hogwarts legacy #like oh are the graphics mind blowing? is the story amazing? I DONT CARE #as far as im concerned it looks boring and ugly so just stop shoving it down my throat #basically anything you buy suppprts a piece of shit billionaire who probably wants you personally dead so w.e. #thats not the point #its the people trying to convince me that i HAVE to play this game because theres no other games this amazing! #bitch im still playing animal crossing new leaf i dont need new games

[rohirric-hunter]

I finally managed to finish Doom of Caras Gelebren and it was very good, but I'm laughing because you can pick out the exact moment where Amarthiel was consigned to long-distance soap opera duty for life. Like, this was probably her first assignment as a champion of Sauron and she got her ass handed to her on a plate. No wonder he gave her partner assignments in a Very Far Away Location from about TA 1300 through present day. Every weird, sort of inexplicable behavior from her can now easily be explained by the fact that two minutes into serving Sauron she told him she could beat Celebrimbor in a fight and promptly got knocked on her ass in ten seconds flat and she's still trying to get him to take her seriously again.

#lotro #'what did amarthiel want with amdir?' yeah i figured it out #shes trying to prove she can make wraiths and stuff really shes good at this kind of thing look hes fully a wraith now #come on i did good right? thats how you do it right? i made a wraith just like the witch king. mordiriths never made a wraith. #at least not an interesting one. mordirith couldnt do this come on get me out of this bum fuck angmar assignment #what do you mean some rando and a couple of rangers took out my wraith about ten seconds after we finally got him properly under control #in all seriousness it was a good skirm no notes its just #once again for newer players i think this is going to kind of mess up the reveal of who amarthiel is later #it doesnt have her actual name in it but its clear that celebrimbor knew her and i think it hints at the fact that she used to live there #which are like. the interesting points of who she is #again not currently a concern because i highly doubt any new players are going to be doing this skirm #probably it will be a very long time before anyone who hasnt at least finished volume 1 will have this expansion #so i guess as long as the skirm is bundled with the expansion #which i believe it is #but its something theyll have to do something about when it turns into one of those things they bundle for free in november in a few years