#like pls take me back 😭

[1oveholic]

i miss 2020 victon

#i’ll never forget how happy they all were to have seungwoo back 😢 #that first ot7 vlive after seungwoo’s return was everything to me i would watch it over and over #and then when they came back with howling!!!! that cb was so good #watching the stages + content from that era was sm fun #i miss it so bad i would do anything to have that era back #like pls take me back 😭 #omg omg wait also that first content of seungwoo with subin and their manager? was so funny i died laughing when seungsik called and teased #subin over being excited to be filming with seungwoo #literally everything about that era was great… i miss it 😢 #ANDDD final thought seungsik taking the role of the leader is still the sweetest thing to me :( #he’s done such a good job being the leader i’m so proud of him #man i love victon so bad i’m down BAD even after all these years

[vngful]

bonus**

#so pretty and handsome #i hate hi #suhxhsjdjdjekekdoxkd #PLS GIVE ME A CHANCEEEE #Why cant i find a guy like him fr #ok but he probably wouldnt give ME a chance but hey #i love him sm man #hes my bbg #hes my world fr #MAXIM COME BACK TO INSTAGRAM PLEASEEEE #LEMME TAKE U OUT ON A DATE PLESASSEEE ID TREAT U SO RIGHTTT #😭😭😭😭 #vergil sparda #vergil dmc #dmc #dmc5 #devil may cry #maxim nazarov

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

it’s been a week now and i’m still not even remotely over the fact miles kane came into the crowd and fucking spoke to me 😭😭😭

#i will probably never be over it actually #(even if it was for like 0.5 seconds and my eloquent response was just to stare at him and go ‘what??’ 😭) #also i’m sorry i’ll probably never stop being insufferable over gig posts either #it was just such an incredible gig #quite possibly the best i’ve ever been to 💞💞💞 #take me back pls #miles kane #omb tour #swg3 glasgow 2024 #my show #lulu posts

[hooned]

i can’t believe i took these photos oh my god i luckily had a great view of the entire concert and wow, again, had thee absolute time of my life. ❤️‍🩹 enhypen, you will always be loved by me.

#i talk too much & that's okay ♡ #spent the entire day crying btw — pcd is real i need two to three business days to process everything and start functioning again #right now all i could think of is DAMN TAKE ME BACK PLS I BEG 😭 #enhypen are such phenomenal performers with so much love to give oh god if i could say in words how amazing they all are I WOULD #their eyes shining while looking at the crowd OH GOD they’re everything really !! #and sunoo’s cover ???? I CRIED. sunghoon dancing gento ???? OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN. #jake singing love yourself for us ??? hee singing give me your forever ??? RIKI LIKE THIS DANCE ??? OH MY GOD. #the fireworkd too UGH it was a perfect night like the pre concert experience wasn’t the best bc of the heat and some lapses #BUT THE CONCERT ITSELF ??? OUR BOYS ??? #OH MY GOD I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF IT MEANS SEEING ENHYPEN PERFORM AND BE LOVED AGAIN LIKE THAT. #I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCH I CRIED BEFORE DURING AND AFTER THE CONCERT #MY FANCAMS ARE A MESS BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS NOTHING SHORT OF MAGICAL #text post #this is my best picture everything else is unfocused coz i wanted to look at them with my eyes #they are soo beautiful ugh #the entire time i was screaming and crying and singing and dancing IT WAS LITERALLY THEE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE #i can’t wait to see you again #i can’t wait to see you again my sevEN 🌟🫀🧡

[tsundcku]

#ts4 render #sims 4 render #ts4 edit #my sims #simblr #sims community #back at it w the renders again #im also rly unsatified w my renders/edits these days😭 #idk i wanna change the editing style im so bored of my current but idk whattt style i wanna do #and im struggling to even figure out what direction id like to take my blog in #i want a cohesive theme but i feel like i dont rly have one #its just so random lol #also pls ignore the terrible shadow issue around the lace #idk how to fix that #and i can't find any easy tutorials to follow😭 #if anyone knows a fix tell me how. i'd love u forever lol

[twinkodium]

Let’s cure our sadness with gorgeous pictures ❤️‍🩹🧡

#f1 #oscar piastri #singapore gp 2023 #the b&w pics 👌🏼 top notch #rosy cheeks showing with full force 🥺 #hands in the hair biceps bulging back muscles flexing 😮‍💨😮‍💨 #kinda of sad and upsetting pics the last two #but he’s so incredibly handsome still even when he’s not it a good mood #the pics from the garage? piece of art 🥹 #I’m obsessed with him and just want him to do well but luck isn’t on his side lately 😩 #when it is his time to be lucky? #Japan? pls make it happen #I can’t take any more upsetting sessions 😭 #I would like to give him a hug and telling him that he’s amazing and I’m so proud of him #and it doesn’t matter because he showed what he can do when everything is in order 🥺 #just caressing his back while whispering sweet nothings into his ear 🥺 #probably he’d be the one who needs to calm me not the other way around tho #I feel more upset than him 🫣

[skitskatdacat63]

— Emperor Charles VI's diary entry on Count Althann's death

[text: "My only heart, my comfort, my most faithful servant, my soulmate, who loved me dearly as I did him for 19 years, [we] had a true friendship, we were one heart and one soul, and we never concealed anything from one another. He will always be in my heart, [my] beloved friend..I. have lost everything."]

#this is like. incredibly niche. #but also hopefully a quote one can look at without context and still feel emotional damage about #idk. i think about this quote probably at least once a week and then have to stare at it and cry a bit #its just GOD. yknow?????? #theres this one paper(which i linked) that i originally read as research for the AU #but i go back to it probably twice a month to reread it bcs im so !!!! abt it #i think its cause charles vi is just not that relevant but is relevant to me so to have this paper abt his personal relationships is very ! #its both nice as ref for the au but also very interesting to hear about historical queer relationships/dynamics #the sections about him and his wife are very endearing as well #but god like him and count althann. im literally so invested in this 300 year old relationship #this is obviously from his death which is incredibly depressing and heart wrenching to me #but the other things he wrote about althann in his diary are very sweet to me #they were inseparable to the point of often sleeping in the same bed and charles called him his 'eternal love' #AND ON ALTHANN'S DE WIKIPEDIA PAGE IT LITERALLY CALLS HIM THE EMPEROR'S FAVORITE #anyways literally every part of this quote absolutely destroys me but especially how he refers to althann and then the ending #and its interesting to me bcs apparently his diary entries were usually pretty to the point #but when various people in his as althann died he would write these extremely emotional entries that are so </3 #if you have any questions abt their dynamic pls i will talk abt them 🥰🥰 i find it fascinating #theres a book about his diary but its in german and 500 pages and kinda hard to get hold in but maybe one day!!! #also in AU contexts: althann and charles vi would be mark and seb so take that as you will 🤭😭 #as i said this is great for ref but also made me sooooo fucking invested in him #i have no idea how to tag this #historical #holy roman empire #emperor charles vi #catie.rambling.txt #historical quotes #habsburg #habsburg monarchy #ah wow if only my german prof could see me now. fucking...habsburg posting. why am i like this

[rinwhore]

saw someone sayinv if there's ever an irl ideal woman of nanami it would probably be Nara Smith and oh have i never felt this jealousy before lmfaoooo

#BROTHERRRR GIVE ME A BREAAAAKKKKKKKK #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #nara is so pretty mann #yk what's making me scream internally js that they're 💯 right like ??? #if you think about it #THIS IS MAKING ME CRY SO BAD #she's actually the kind of woman nanami will like #BROTHERRRRRRR😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #OABXOSBXISNZJBFJCB EATING MY FIST #....yeah #okay back to normal #im fine haha #anyways #nara has blue #I'll take nanami #i got him from here dont worry sis #i will do my hundred percent best #pls people stop breaking my heart (ship him with me) #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #nanami kento

[sheisbeautyweareworldass]

really thinking about… what if that was the last time we saw thomas and alastair? i don’t think it was, but it’s a very real possibility nonetheless. what if i don’t get to see them again. what if i gave them my final goodbye almost a week ago for real and i’m expected to move on and forget about them?

#i went sleep crying last night bc of this 😭😭😭 #pls give me at least one short story of them :/ #it can be alastair’s first dinner with thomas’ family #it can be thomas moving to cornwall gardens #it can be them going around and adopting a bunch of pets #it can be them adopting a child #it can be them taking care of zachary #it can be thomas listening to alastair sing for the first time #it can thomas showing alastair the songs he wrote #it can be them talking about thomas’ tattoo #it can be them going back to paris for a little trip #like pls give me ANYTHING #alastair carstairs #thomas lightwood #thomastair

[euphor1a]

to the boyfriend i want so hopelessly but will never have, happy birthday milove ♡

#gyugyu 🐶 #hiiii ! yes this is the mandatory ‘it’s my ult bias day’ sappy ass long delulu message from aleyna 💌 #so pls proceed with caution bc once i start talking it’ll get ... yeah. anyway #happy mingoo day everyone 🥺🥺 #he the loml 💖 (... one of many but let’s not talk about that *cough*) #i just love him so much :(( #the giant puppy boy who stole my heart and never gave it back 😭😞 #also he’s literally the most boyfriend to ever boyfriend?????? it’s so unfair ☹️ #just another day of not having mangyu 😔... what is life #do you know the feeling when you like look at someone and your heart starts swelling in your chest so much that it hurts?? #that’s exactly how i feel whenever i look at mingyu 🥺! i appreciate and love every little thing about him so much i :(( can’t explain #he’s soooooo comfort shaped i love him 😞. god. wanna pepper kisses all over his face and tell him how happy he makes me and #how precious he is and how i’d actually commit arson for him 😭 #also wanna kith those pretty moles 🥺🤏🏼 nnnnnnnn #why so babie if so huge 😔 he’s literally a giant puppy baby ashtsjjdhk GOD #when he laughs/giggles >>>>>>>>>!! my heart is hurting so BAD i’m so fond of him 😭😭😭 #every now and then i find myself going; SIR WHY ARE U DOING THIS ARE U WILLING TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY POOR HEART?? #like loving him literally unlocked a whole new spectrum of emotions for me idk how to explain this like a sane person #in short this is like. the most fucking delulu i’ve ever been in my life 💀? or at least it feels like it... #😩 just one chance PLS!!! PLS I BEG!!!! :(( i’m so down bad it’s SO BAD #a very brainrot inducing man (the type i always fall for 😔?! started seeing the patterns hhhhh) #the amount of love my little body holds for him is insane 😷 (little in comparison to him btw... i’m generic female height 👾) #loving mingoo feels like a rainy night where you’re cuddling with your loved one under a blankie; about to fall asleep bc of how cozy u are #i wish words were enough to express how i feel about this man... but it really isn’t 😕! #he just means a lot to me okay? #he’s everything and beyond 💓 i love him like my whole life depends on it (although i’m like that for several people) #not my fault that my heart is so fucking big and it has separate places to store everyone i adore 💖 #happy bday babylove 🥺 i hope your day is filled with the happiest of moments and you can celebrate properly 💕 #it’s so sad that you’ll never know how much you mean to this random girl on the other side of the world :/ #i’m so done for aren’t i? took like 40 minutes to type and everything... sigh. i love him so bad </3

[jellyfishbeansontoast]

i can't believe the pjo show only has 8 episodes wdym how are you supposed to condense it all into that 😭

#im scared pls #what woukd be the harm in making it like 20 eps long srsly #take me back to the gilmore girls days of 7 seasons of 22 episodes that are 40 minutes #so much plot tjme #weve already had three episodes #jm not ready to let my babies go #annabeth and percy <3 what cuties #i need fo see percabeth #ANS GRIVER #omg the casting is just too good #the song 😭😭 #screaming crying throwing up #someone pls chat to me abt pjo #its 2am im exhausted but i canf sleep #pjo series

[tuituipupu]

my käärijä t-shirt just came i’m so happy oh my god it’s so vibrant - she’s gorgeous 🥺💚🖤

ft. free creases galore heheh

also !! i only just realised it has ‘cha cha cha’ written on the back as well ~ i love that 😭✨

#i did my back in taking these photos so pls enjoy #the flag covers my entire bedroom floor space practically 😭 #i actually feel kinda emotional because this is coming up so soon now and i can’t quite believe it #like dreams being realised 🥺💚🖤 #anyway who wants to iron this for me AHAH #ready to support !! 💅🏼 and slay #käärijä #eurovision finland #cha cha cha #eurovision 2023 #personal

[goldenhypen]

i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(

#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY #it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures #we’ve come a long way yall 🥲 #NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG #WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER #and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so #like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭 #i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭 #and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡 #but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog #i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again #if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog #cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here #and that’s ok w me #ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭 #maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐 #and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻‍♀️ #no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻 #i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me #but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that #but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn #em speaks

[edsbacktattoo]

i was tagged by @xoxoemynn and @snake-snack-stede to go here and show off my last six months of tracks

granite being there twice and both in the top spots has me with my head in my hands rn

i’ll (no pressure!) tag:

@tisziny @dickfuckk @adickaboutspoons @bunnyandthejets @batsarebetterthanpeople @ella-doe and anyone else who’d like to join 😌💕

#btw folks if you don’t like getting tagged in things pls let me know and i will immediately stop #also i don’t know why francesca by hozier is here i’ve listened to it like 80000 times?????? #girl where are you? #also can u tell the sleep token album ate my liver? #like the fact that take me back to eden is my second (technically) most listened track and it’s 8 and a half minutes long #i love you weird metalcore band sleep token #also the cover of drive from beef? 😭 #it’s just got this cello in it that i’m hooked on #obsessed with it #anyway i love you all #tagged #💕✨ #music

[gio-cosmo]

I’m taking some community college courses soon and istg if someone doesn’t see the fandom related stickers on my laptop and immediately become my lifelong bff I’m dropping all classes idgaf

#LMFAOOO IM JOKING OBV #likeeee persona fans flock to me please #persona fans out in the wild pls be my friend 😕 #“out in the wild’’ I say in reference to the college campus 💀 I’m cooked #my honest reaction as I register for college after years of claiming I’ll never go to college 🤯 #LMAOOO #I woke up last month with the random realization that writing is my lifelong passion that I’ve been avoiding fully delving into— #out of fear of failure #so this is what we’re doing now ig! #“Gio what about coding and game development?’’ #well unfortunately coding makes me enter a state of misery every time I attempt it #so I’m putting that on the back burner for now #I’m not giving up on it by any means!! but I enjoy writing so much that it seems more sensible for me to pursue that at the moment #ANYWAYS #sorry for always rambling on here 😭 lol #my laptop is actually coveredddd in persona / chainsaw man / genshin impact stickers I’m lowkey embarrassed #I also have an Ib sticker but I’ve never seen like anyone talk about Ib unfortunately 💔 #Ib fans where are youuuu #is it unprofessional to have ur laptop covered in stickers am I cooked 😕 idk how college works like at all #I’m so fucked oh my god. LMFAOOO #mfw I lack basic knowledge #I’m trying my best over here fr 😞😞 #I ALSO HAVE MIKU STICKERS #can’t forget the miku stickers ofcccc #I’m sure you’re all really invested and interested in what stickers I have on my laptop #I mean this is world altering info. really crazy stuff #💀 #someone take the tag feature away from me at this point

[sukugo]

got COCKBLOCKED in my own HOUSE (both literally and figuratively 🤔)

#f.txt #the house is my dreams. but the dream was in my house #ANYWAYS I HAD A DREAM. WHERE I WAS GONNA FUCK ANAKIN. BUT I DIDN'T BC DGSKDHSJHD #MY MOM CAME INTO THE ROOM 😭😭😭 #so it started with anakin and me in a room. anakin was on a desk with his back to me working on some stuff on a computer #he was wearing s shiny tight leather jacket and jeans. and FUCK did he look delicious. just incredible #so i go to him and i like lift up his jacket from behind and start grabbing his waist. #and then i grab his crotch and start rubbing it (he had a tiny dick <3) (AND I STILL REMEMBER THE FEELING OF IT 😭😭😭😭) #at first he doesn’t want to and he kinda resists. but we all know im into that shit. #but then actually he does get into it and wants to. so i take him and push him into the bed #OK DGDJHF actually there was someone else who wanted to fuck him too in the room with us #idk who it was and for some reason all i remember is that it was spiderman (but i go like BITHC IM gonna fuck him) #(actually i think we agreed to both do it or smth idk) so then there's like some dick grabbing action going on #and then. my mom comes in. #and I'm like. girl. why. why would u do this to me. how could u fucking do this to me. do u not see me having THE moment of my life. #so she uhh sees us. and she's like uhhhh. and we make like if we weren't doing anything ahaaa whaat nothing weird going on here. #so in a desperate attempt to continue i grab anakin's hand and take him to the other room. where apparently there's my brother. #and i want to cry. bc CANT A GIRL HAVE HER PRIVACY PLS (like i get it irl but NOT EVEN IN NY DREAMS 😭😭) #anyways so instead we just like. lay in bed. im between his legs bc no one's gonna fucking get me out of ther now lmao #and we start playing clapping games. bc what else are we supposed to do. and my mom COMES IN HERE too #to u know check up on what we're doing. and the position is uhh not innocent but we're like hey we're just playing. #so she leaves. and then we get up and run in circles lmao. #but anyways yeah that was the end of the anakin fucking 😭😭😭 #then it was hours of me having to listen to my mom and aunt talking about life hardships or smth #OH BUT THE END. i had another lil dream about exo/specifically kai. SPECIFICALLY about his thighs. #like there was a comeback or smth but his thighs were incredible. and then there's like a dance scene but he's mini tiny shorts #and when he moves u can See Things 😳👀 #anyway that is the story. no anakin fucking for me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i feel like this dream is so. representation of my Life. like yeah. this is literally my life.