#literally... every other program...

[sagau-my-beloved]

So this took me way too long...

I didn’t add the wings/hood thing because I actually do value my own sanity, and also his shoulders, but I might add it in later once some of that has replenished

Anyway enjoy Archon outfit Venti

#genshin impact #genshin venti #genshin art #venti art #*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* #i wasnt kidding ive been working on this on and off for about a month #more so the past few weeks #i actually did start drawing the wings and such but decided i would rather die #the gold was the worst #im going to have reoccurring nightmares about shading gold for awhile #i was so happy with the torso and archon mark only for it to get mostly covered by the lyre #also i didn't notice how inconsistent his outfit is in the manga until i was literally scrutinizing every little detail every other second #i wish i could see exactly how many hours i spent on this because i really think it's more than it should be #I started the lineart for this in september #also i actually reached my layer limit on the program i was using #which was only 255 but i've never actually hit it before #anyway yeah here's the bi-monthly drawing #see you in feb ig #but fr i probably will do the wings and post it again on my alt just cause he deserves it #but feather shading ugh #and it would have covered up his shoulders that i worked so hard on #pls for the love of god tell me it looks ok cause im mentally broken #venti get a simpler outfit goddamn #if you can't tell im going for a tagging world record #i just know tumblr is gonna nuke the quality and it saddens me #i'm never doing full body again #for some reason i feel the need to apologize for this #can you tell i couldn't decide on a background #those thighs tho #thats gonna be my last remark

[officialqueer]

Only just now realizing how many pro-wrestlers have fursonas, internationally or not

#So many anthropomized animal versions of themselves #pro wrestling #AEW #WWE #Roman Reigns literally has a shirt with his fursona on it #And we just gloss over that every day #I'm not a Furry personally but I respect them/their contributions to communities #Furries do more to support small independent artists than any other arts program

[saikitsu]

congratulations to diavolo for picking the worst possible representatives of the average human experience for the exchange program

#im sure this has been said before but #idk why he goes on abt the exchange program being a success #every time he does it just makes me ??? #my brother in christ one of your humans is a power busted angel wizard who makes everyone fall in love with them all the time #and the other is SOLOMON. #everyone in the devildom will be extremely disappointed to find out that the rest of us aren’t complete freakshows #quite literally the rest of us just live here #petition to make more MCs who are literally just some guy #no pwoers no nothing would get folded by a little d in two seconds #txt #obey me

[yourlowkeyidiot3]

The virgin ""Elizabeth is a spoiled brat manipulative bitch evil mastermind"" vs the chad "Elizabeth did bad things and was manipulative but can we also stop pretending that she's this very evil mastermind"

#elizabeth afton #fnaf #fnaf sister location #y'all forget that willaim didnt abuse and manipulated only michael #he was abusive neglectful and manipulative to all of his children #he literally allowed other guards to shock baby despite the fact that he knew she was possessed by her #y'all know that electric shocks are literally torture to them it's the reason why the animatronics were so desperate to get out #she also thought he was william and she had every right to be vengeful towards him #then in fnaf 6 her personality changes goes from vengeful to wanting to make william proud #and agreeing to kill people for it #however i don't think it was completely elizabeth tho babys programming to kill children could of had currpoted her more #i think its more of babys programming and the desperation for her father to love her rather than being a sadistic fuck #also how is she a spoiled brat #sure she kept insisting on seeing baby but william lied to her that he made her just for her #absolutely she was gonna want to see a seemingly harmless and cool animatronic that was said to have been made for her #“the books said so--”“ bla bla bla idc

[slocumjoe]

You ever think about Shaun and Danse interacting and cry a lil bit

#theodoor (renamed synth shaun) struggles w/ being a copy of a contentious evil man #and being used as bait #and being taken in by that mans father as a pity child. not what was wanted but there anyway #and feels urges to act a certain way even after gus gets his ideal programming outta there #and resents basically everything and everyone involved in his existence #because he isnt just a lure. hes a doll. hes a toy made by a cruel and heartless man. made to be exactly like him #and every time he feels any negative emotion he feels like Shaun won and got his clone #every time he feels positive emotion he feels like a puppet carrying out Shauns wishes to be the ideal child #and DANSE eventually comes to terms with his nature/himself in general and gets better. and as he slowly starts entering a relationship #with gus he starts noticing /hey this kid is going through something similar/ #/i suffered this but at least i was free to do as i wanted. teddy is a child & hes meant to be a specific child that he cannot possibly be/ #and danse notices that teddy is squeamish around science because he wants to distance himself from shaun #so he takes him under his wing. /you wanna see how a laser works?/ and gets him to see that science is not a force of evil #but a tool to be used. Shaun used it for his ego but Danse uses it to protect the others. Isa uses it to heal the wasteland. #Curie uses science to save people and heal their pain. he shows him /you know better. so you wont become him. you literally couldn’t./ #like. teddy has a lot of issues being put on the spot to be the missing boy come home. but not being that boy #and danse gets it. he had issues after building his existence on being a paladin and model soldier only to be the Enemy #he gets trying so hard and wanting so bad to be one thing or fully the other. not be in that awful middle ground where its all confusing #and danse figures out over time that the Institute made m797 but he - his choices and his experience - made Danse #and its the same for teddy. and the kid gets along better having someone who can closest understand what he feels #ss; alter #bc teddy is gus' kid so he goes in the tag

[fruitless-vain]

six programs, seven breakdowns, and about four hours of render troubleshooting later and I finally have a functional god damned animation program ffs

#so many of them are not user friendly at all #even with watching tutorials it was just like #why was this over complicated so badly #why are all the keyboard shortcuts unnecessarily different from every other normal art program on the planet #I tried for many hours to make them all work and it was a solid NOPE #then I find one that's user friendly and works with my brain #just for it to not render for I kid you not #as it literally stated on the error page: Unknown reason #I am now too tired to do what I wanted to do #that bird animation I started and got exhausted by #but hey #the option is here now #and I won't have to export every single individual frame #and move them to another program to work #lets just hope drawings here isn't unnecessarily tedious

[etchedstars]

favorite thing ever is to go on goodreads and search up the names of books i hate to see if Everyone Else has the same opinion on it

#they usually do #this is about a lesson in vengeance which i read on the way back from my writing program and hated with a passion #today on i hate pretentious mcs who have literally every privilege and treat poc/enby ppl to further their own growth #also ik this is dark academia but literally why the fuck do they drink hard alcohol so much #when its not alcohol its black coffee like ok. what the fuck #i love complex characters but they were both pretentious -> traumatized -> manipulative -> hatred just switching up the order #then theres . 'my dormmate wants to be skinny soooo bad she does everything to be skinny well IM skinnier than her and she wants to be me' #'my doormmate is black and has been ostracized from her sorority cult for having a personality :((( well IM white and i was ostracized for #KILLING MY GIRLFRIEND' #like there is a clear difference. plus that character was only ever there to further the mcs understanding of race which . bffr #this couldve been fine if it wasnt for the mc who is The pretentious dark academic white girl trying to pretend shes not like the other #pretentious dark academic white girls #'and then theres me. who like REAL literature and wears tweed blazers' like youre aware this is literally the starter pack for every 13 y.o #person who thinks this will make them Cool right . like you do know that . #wow. anyways #the overdue asteroid strikes again #i am in fact a hater

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

what brushes do you use

i use paint tool sai's default brushes actually! with some very small adjustments in the minimum size settings for the ink pen one but that's about it!

i mainly use the crayon and pen tool for lineart and coloring, and watercolor/paper/oil paint for blending and shading! (my settings are in french but the placement of the tools should be the same? probably? idk my version isn't even the updated one so i can't help ya xD

#ask #it's always funny to me when people ask this because i never use anything other than the default brushes with every program i use hh xD #that and i. don't know how to download brushes :') or how to implement them into the art program in the first place jgqfzeg i KNOW #ik ik i can look it up or something but i'm lazy >:'D and these brushes are literally all i need<333 #plus half the time i see these brushes they're for sai2 or clip studio which i don't have so! guess i'm just gonna settle with the basics B

[vulpinesaint]

sorry for talking about the fact that i work with kids so much. i spend several hours every weekday with children and do not do much else except come on here and talk so you can imagine how it is a significant part of my life and personality by now

#morning and afternoon shift combos too... #three hours with the kids in the morning. go home. come BACK for four more hours with the kids... #childcare sandwich. my day consumed and overrun by children on all sides #it's this and the reading and writing and sometimes the music i don't have much else going on 😭 #valentine notes #anyway if you did not know. i work for a before and after school care program for elementary schoolers #and!!!! as a summer camp counselor!!! now that summer's coming back around!!!!!!! #which i'm so excited for. lowkey highkey going to kill myself a little bit if i have to spend Any more time with the people i work with now #kids are fine i literally get paid to deal with them. HATE the majority of these adults though #i need to be reunited with the staff at the other location with whom i am all friends... #cruelly torn away from my summer camp counselor beach volleyball buddies every day of the school year #to work with the shitty people they send over here. heartbreaking #anyway

[tytrack]

it actually makes me so angry that people are not there for you the way you need them but in a way that wants to make them feel good

#i'm pissed my friend just came to visit me at midnight on her way home bc she's leaving for california when i told her not to come #*she's leaving for california tomorrow #my uncle had to be taken to the hospital over the weekend and has been on the ventilator and she didn't call me at all to check in on how i #was doing and sent a text super late with a general how are you text because i've also been working on my qualifying exams #and i told her that was i was surprised she hadn't called me then and she said she was trying to give me my space (???????????) #meanwhile i've been dealing with stupid roommate drama and she knows that it wouldn't be ok for her to come and told her multiple times not #to and she thought i was being polite or something? when i said 'i literally do not want you to come' #there's actually been so much shit going on in my life and instead of coming when i needed you you're coming now that you have no other #time to come. i needed her this whole time and she's just been unavailable and socializing with other people and otherwise preoccupied #i do not need you to come at midnight to show me that you care it feels so disengenous #meanwhile while she was doing her phd apps i was literally glued to her side read her drafts was there for her emotionally was there #IN THE MOMENT as she was submitting them and even when she was finding out from programs and i was upset with her i was following up with #her and calling her every day. i really hate everything #i'm writing all this because i'm angry and i'm angry that i feel guilty for being upset with her when she just came over even though #i literally told her i didn't want her to come and suddenly it feels like it's my fault even though i know it's not #even today while she was on the phone she was just talking about shit going on in her life maybe to fill in the space that i wasn't filling #but like are you serious? #god i'm so upset i already can't concentrate on my work

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

i do think there is something inherent to straight (?) actor men that makes them feel such a desire to play gay but it’s probably just the internalized patriarchy so we don’t have to unpack that. anyway the point of this post is that i know it’s all very haha funny when the actor men playing the guys in the gay ship are talking about the gay ship and perhaps cracking jokes about their characters being gay for each other. but i can tell you from lived real experience that i just knowwww behind the scenes of those actor men there is a director who did not in fact intend any homoerotic subtext whatsoever and is getting a little mad that their actors have decided to create it… behind every pair of guys joking about their characters being gay there’s a director who wants to strangle at least one of them because man your JOB here is to be in love with the beautiful woman i put in front of you is that so hard can you just do that very easy thing for me. oh you can’t. cool that’s awesome. i’m working overtime not to call you a homophobic slur btw. 😐😐😐😐😐

#my stupid lead actor gave literally nothing in any scene he’s in it’s pathetic #man i put the most beautiful and perfect girl in the universe in front of you and got her to look at you like you hung the damn moon #and you can’t give ANYTHING. you just decided to stand there in every scene like an npc with two programmed movements???? ur joking #and then you’re gonna turn to me and say you think there’s homoerotic subtext between your character and the only other man you interact #with in the film. for two scenes. your character’s dead childhood best friend. #who is in TWO scenes. that’s not homoerotic subtext buddy i think you’re just bad at this!!!! #anyway. this whole situation has made me sympathize with roberto aguirre sacasa for real. it’s bleak #imagine having the most beautiful amazing girl on earth looking into your eyes lovingly and you just stand there like a sim. #man you’re an actor…. DO something!!!! #whatever.

[socksandbuttons]

i just need everyone to know once in a while of meikerio okay dress up games i know people love them! and theres website right there! have fun!

#i forget how. much detail u can put into these but #i know u can just keep adding things #and u can update ur game if u add new items (as i frequently... forget to update mine. im so sorry.) #i have like... 2 others i was doing of my ocs of fusionfall #i did try thinking of like. making an entire fusionfall creator on there bUT UH... OHO... oh #thats an ambition maybe one day #i cant exactly add more than one body type without SO MUCH... LAYERS... #and complications with that #i have asked if there was a way with their program.. u can get creative with that #but id have to redraw every item just accommidate #an ambition too big. for now. #i may have like put my item reference guide on hold but know. I know now how to access that #i think i was almost done getting everything #altho id have to go into academy or something probably #i think they had other items not in the future server but i could be wrong about that one #*proceeds to go on a rambling of fusionfall fashion and items that she had a catalogue of just because theres WAS LITERALLY no references* #like unless it was a popular item/ beginnger thing #good LUCK but dont worry! i have it all #aside retro. i could ask someone to help with that. expand my reference guide #i think there was a few original ones they added in retro?? they added nanos i assume so #i seem to recall that a few got in #i think they were just gonna do away with gendered items in general i think??? #theres a few sets where there IS difference like in the battle ready armor #(when there shouldnt have been) #anyway! i have too much fusionfall knowledge about things

[creachercrunch]

they should invent a windows that doesnt make me violent

#literally every other day i'm googling '[program] high cpu usage' for different programs #pissing me OFF!!!!!!!!

[pepprs]

i do not want to get out of bed omfg. this week has been so fucking insane im exhausted but we have aprogram tonight until 7 and i have to facilitate and there are a million things to do today

#but i got my p*riod and cotaught on tuesday and broke up w my counselor on monday and a few days before that redacted redacted so im ph #physically and emotionally exhausted but we have this program tonight until 7 and then 2 trainings tomorrow andi have like 2 meetings inbetw #between those. and i just want to sleep and/or lie down w a heating pad bc my cramps have been brutal this time around. literally could #barely get work done on tuesday bc i was in AGONY and forgot my heating pad and no one could bring it to me from home but it s like i have n #nowhere on campus to lie down or get checked out or anything bc im not a student anymore so i need to just writhe at my desk (<- i have one #of those now finally btw 🥹💗) and jusf hope i don’t pass out. and i didn’t but it was so bad and im not recovered from it yet. idk. #everything is so much. there are some intense and in some cases horrible things happening. iwwish we had time to pause and process them and #that we weren’t so tired and stretched all the time. i wish we didn’t have all these pressures to worry about. i wish we could just have #time to love each other and check in truly and to support each other bc we are friends before we are colleagues methinks and i jsut want us #to be ok and happy and rested and healthy. idk. augh #delete later #purrs #also i think i am not normal when it comes to cramps btw. i think maybe it might not be normal to be in this much pain. or maybe im just #weak or have a low pain tolerance but i feel like it’s a lot worse than it used to be + i get cramps at Other times too and it’s ummmm bad. #ask to tag #like how absolutely insane that this is a huge part of my life and i feel like i can’t even talk abt it and it’s so embarrassing but it #literaly is like.. every other week im scared that im gonna be unable to function bc of pain but i literally say nothing at all and just smi #smile and pretend im fine and barely talk abt it. i don’t think that’s good or normal. and i think ppl should talk abt p*ripds more so it’s #not as weird or bad or gross or cringe whatever to talk abt being in pain and to accommodate urself or whatever despite other ppl knowing #abt it. cringeeeee augh i don’t want to be one of Those people but like. it’s bad and i fucking hate it