#maethinks

[iamnotaware]

GUYS PLEASE DO THIS I'M BEGGING /hj 😭

@thecheesyboi1315, @the-one-and-only-aroace, @genderfluidasexualmess, @cardboard-box-spaceship, @desi-yearning, @timetravellingkitty, @seedhe-pahad-se, @gredegi, @deathmocksusall, @spacey-wallflower, @gulabi-shaamein, @lorenzo-the-dummy, @catboyjosten, @alien-chicken-baby and anyone else who wants to 😭

#please please please please please- #maethinks #wait lemme add more people 😭

[maethinks]

The house with the pretty lights

On a chilly winter evening, she passed his house again. Technically she didn’t know the person who lived there was a “he” until recently.

Let’s go back to a warm summer evening, shall we?

She didn’t know the day, date, or month when she first passed the house on her way to her class, she just knew that she was in her car, and she happened to look out the window and see a house.

It was on the first floor of an apartment she had passed hundreds of times, but something about it intrigued her. The windows were clear, and she could see the warm lights in the room. The ceiling was crafted in intricate geometric shapes that made her want to stare at them for hours. 

The next day and the days after, she involuntarily looked out the window whenever she passed the house with the pretty lights. Some days half the lights were on, while some, none were on. She was an observer, always seeing, but never wishing to be seen.

Days passed by, summer evenings turned rainy, and then finally cold.  The house next to it started renovation, She kept seeing it's progress day after day.

One similar winter evening, she looked out her car window and caught a glimpse of a boy her age standing with the window pushed open. His dark hair was curly, and his eyes were brown, the same as hers. He was talking on the phone.

She passed the house and reached her destination only to realise two things- one, that she now had a face to associate with the house with the pretty lights, and two, the face was more interesting than the house with the pretty lights.

#maethinks #maewrites #so this is based on a real event that happened to me but i romanticised it because i can #writeblr #spilled ink

[taule]

Another reason why I think we’ll see Ahch-To again, is that when I wrote the Jungian themes meta, I attributed this role to Luke & Leia, but I realize now that Maz fits the Wise Old Woman archetype PERFECTLY. It’s actually she that embodies the wise archetypal teacher to BOTH Rey and Ben. But if that is the case she would play a key role in officiating Ben and Rey’s completion of becoming their true selves. And this archetypal role also fits with what I wrote previously about the way Ahch-To is a connecting point in this journey.

[qwertqtl]

Feeling kinda isolated in my own house But I know it's all in my head A bunch of cool friends are over and I didn't expect it, I was told Ito only be like three people and there are now like 9 people in my house. Is it wrong that after a long three weeks of being around people and having to be social I just wanted to chill alone and veg out and not have to listen to a million conversations going on that I can't relate to because my depression is being an ass ? I dunno My friends say I should just accept it and have a good time But it's so hard to get out of my own head

#maethinks

[iamnotaware]

as someone who has not used the queue option, i am begging any of my mutuals to enlighten me because i want to use it now 😭

#maethinks #guys please help

[iamnotaware]

Guys how the fuck do you function on 7-8 (OR LESS???) hours of sleep what the hell i need 9-10 hours daily or i get headaches and am dead by 7 pm

#maethinks

[iamnotaware]

I fuckng hate periods, I wouldn't wish these upon my enemies istg. If i had one wish, I would wish for no one to ever go through this, Like I'm screaming crying throwing up for 5 days every month, getting no work done seriously, my skin is breaking out, and i have to take pain meds sometimes, and like i'm asexual i don't need them tf 😭😭😭

#it's like 1 am and i'm like falling asleep with every word i write #the pain med is doing it's stuff #mmmgood nighttt #i may be sleepy but i will say fuck u periods #maethinks

[iamnotaware]

Guys I haven't been able to chipi chipi chapa chapa dubi dubi daba daba magico mi dubi dubi boom boom boom my way through life for a while now, help.

#maethinks

[iamnotaware]

A hug would be nice actually

#maethinks #i just feel #so alone #:(

[iamnotaware]

I think I am gonna give the maths paper purely based on vibes help

#maethinks #i have maths preboard tom ha ha help

[iamnotaware]

This post is mainly for lily (@cardboard-box-spaceship) but,

I ate jimjams today after like years

I get it now 🙂

#maethinks #so like i did not like jimjams before #i didn't like the jam part in between #but i tried it today #and omg #it was SO good #and i've had another one of these ✨personality changes✨ with the kind of chocolate i love #so like i've had kitkat and it was good and i was more like a dairy milk stan #but recently i ate kitkat and omg #they are so underrated

[iamnotaware]

Istg gay people sometimes say some random shit that makes you forget for a sec that these are natural professional poets

#maethinks #queue ue ue #gay #lgbtqia+ #queer #lgbtqia+ memes

[iamnotaware]

Sometimes you read something you wrote and you're like "oh my god what the fuck did I just read, who gave me the permission to write???"

and other times you're like "oh my god I am so talented, and a pure genius, how am I not an author???" And that's it, there is no in between.

#maethinks #mecore #writeblr

[iamnotaware]

This bitch (me) really thought a 'quarter' meant 4 months and there were 3 quarters in a year

#maethinks #no wonder why all my answers were wrong

[iamnotaware]

A fun fact about my life is that I met my boyfriend and his ex on valentine's day and they both wished me but only one of them gave me a chocolate and it wasn't my boyfriend 💀

#and this happened today 🤡 #no but srsly #i love them #both of them #SO MUCH 😭 #maethinks

[iamnotaware]

I was on my bad buddy re-watch and oh god ep 5 ending scene never misses

#it NEVER misses #i'm like actually crying #no other kiss scene can top this istg #maethinks #oh god #bad buddy #bad buddy the series #i missed them #i missed them so much