#marzi speaks

[mars-ipan]

do you guys think aziraphale heard the myth of prometheus for the first time and lost his mind a little

#marzi speaks #good omens #aziraphale #this is lighthearted but also not at all. i just don’t have big words rn #can you imagine though. aziraphale is gomensverse’s prometheus #he brought humans fire. #do you think he heard of prometheus and suddenly his fear of disobeying god reared its ugly head with a vengeance #do you think he remembered lying to god about it. wondered if it was that that would do him in instead of the original theft #do you think he spent nights upon nights wondering when he would be chained to his rock #wondering when his crow would come eat his liver for all of eternity #do you think he wondered if it already had? #not in the shape of a crow- but of a snake- a charming snake that slithered over and ate his heart again and again and again #he had appeared shortly after aziraphale gave up the sword; after all. aziraphale told him and everything #perhaps that was his punishment. perhaps She was playing a cruel little game by sending him someone he wanted so much but could never have #maybe that was the rock. the chain. the inability to move- to do anything more than sit there in anguish #the crow came in the form of that sharp mind and clever tongue. it dug straight to the core of his heart and tore it to shreds #picked it apart; observed; and ate #do you think he worried on and off about that for centuries. millenia #do you think he thought about it every time that demon of his did something so utterly charming #‘oh- there’s another piece of my heart- a morsel for him to savor again and again’ #do you think he thought about it when he kissed. felt those lips on his like a sharp beak straight through his body #do you think he minded. do you think he thought ‘i would lay in these chains forever if you would just do that again; right now.’ #do you think he broke those chains anyway. #I’M INSAAANE turns out i did have big words for it

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danganronpa is so fucking crazy bc it’s like “hi. this is a game series with a fucking amazing premise. unfortunately the writing sucks and is bad and you will spend half the time going ‘eugh why did they write that’ but you will play the whole thing anyways and get attached to your favorite characters and cry when they inevitably die. also it is filled with romance subplots that will stay in your brain forever” HUH??????

#marzi speaks #like. dr sucks but i like it. #but it sucks #but then like. there’s just??? so much in-depth romance and it makes me want to cry??? #like. like. thh. asahina + sakura (so sorry lesbians i do not know their ship name). they are so cute and then they are so tragic #and ishimondo. GODDDDD ishimondo. you get to go ‘oh HELL yeah’ for a chapter and then they make you HURT #even like. makoto w/sayaka. start of the betrayal girlfriend trend. love it #and even toko and togami are interesting!!! like they will not date and should not date but they are fascinating #and then sdr2. do not get me STARTED on komahina what sort of psychosexual freudian bullshit are they on i will never know #but there’s also like. hinanami who r SO good. and mahiru and hiyoko who. tbh i wish they were handled better but still #fuyupeko. they make me crazy. and their parallels to akane and nekomaru. aaaa #SONDAM oh my goddd. they’re so #i may not be a v3 fan but they DID give us a lesbian love triangle and i do have to thank them for that #also the best polycule in the world in the form of the workout trio #kokichi i don’t like. but i DO like his little crush on shuichi even if i think it’s one-sided #kiibouruma will forever be real to me tho. world’s worst polycule. for balance #anyways why does dr have so many good romance plots. they’re so. why are those so good #AND WHY ARE LIKE HALF OF THEM QUEER. WHY DOES THE HOMOPHOBIA GAME HAVE SO MUCH QUEER CODING #idk i’m insane. <3 i’m a little crazy. komahina what the hell even are you….

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upgrade

#marzi speaks #we boopin. we being booped #booptastic. i live in the boop i die in the boop

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CHILCHUCK VOICE "YOU'RE SO CRINGE" YESSSSSSSS

#marzi speaks #MY MANNNNN #hi i have resumed my dunmeshi watch. the chuckster good

[mars-ipan]

hey folks. quick interest check.

i am currently taking an intro to diversity class! it's super interesting and i love how much i'm learning, but because it's asynchronous i actually. have not been able to get myself to read a lot of these papers that we're given. but i still want access to this info! so. i'm gonna download all of them into one nice file (which i will likely have to zip but yanno) so i can read them at my own pace. my question to you is as follows:

you can rb for sample size if u want i will not stop you but like. not a requirement lmao

#marzi speaks #polls #i'll be rbing this throughout the week n such #if u all would like access. i will find a way to use like dropbox or smth (gmail has my full name lmao) and get the zip file to you all :) #yeagh :] idk it's a lot of really good info and as someone who has been Intimidated by Where To Start in my own diversity studies #i think it'd be nice to have like. a bunch of papers that introduce these sorts of concepts and source OTHER papers on the subject #which can lead u down a research rabbithole #ya !!! that's all :) i think accessible information is cool and would like to get it to ppl

[mars-ipan]

i’m curious

yadda yadda reblog if you wish it’d make me happy. happy pride month!!!

#marzi speaks #poll #i myself am multiple #queer ace trans :3 ain’t that a combo #should i give this pride tags. yeah why the hell not #get ready: #pride month #lgbtq #gay #lesbian #bi #trans #queer #asexual #aromantic #questioning #not gonna directly tag intersex bc a lot of intersex ppl don’t consider themselves queer but u all are also included if you so desire #curious abt what everyone on tumblr considers themselves #although i hypothesize that most will answer ‘multiple’ as i have #so maybe i will do separate ones for orientation and gender later #to get more detailed data (although inherently the sample would be different)

[mars-ipan]

i am currently making a gas mask out of letterforms (design class baby) and i am going. a little crazy

#marzi speaks #apparently we need to print these out #um. i uh. can't really do. that???? #because. because i uh. am finishing this tonight. and don't have access to the library. which is where the printers are #and also they are So Far. and idk if i can wake up early enough to get to a printer print what i need n dip #we'll. we'll see

[mars-ipan]

just got a spotify ad for a shane dawson podcast. ????

#marzi speaks #it was a jumpscare. ‘hi i’m shane dawson’ you’re WHO

[mars-ipan]

what the fuck is the boop-o-meter

#marzi speaks #tumblr??? hello???

[mars-ipan]

hot take. saint bernard is not a komaeda song. it’s a hinata song

#marzi speaks #don’t get me wrong that song is VERY applicable to komahina #but it works SO much better from hinata’s perspective. this is the truth #maybe i should make a hinata playlist to go with my komaeda playlist. hmmmm

[mars-ipan]

folks i have many many art ideas but i don’t know which one i wanna tackle next. so you’re choosing. except to make it fun i’m only giving you the captions i kinda sorta have in mind for them. mkay?

#marzi speaks #polls #choose! for me! bc i cannot make up my mind abt which i wanna work on next and it’s driving me up a wall #you get no further context on these btw. decide purely from the captions #some of these captions r more decided than others. the lyric ones for example

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LOCAL ASEXUAL DOESN'T KNOW WHAT KEYWORDS TO USE TO FIND A SLUTTY POSE REF WITHOUT FINDING PORN

#marzi speaks #HELP??? PLEASE

[mars-ipan]

the fact that my windows os no longer has the little "minimize all tabs" button on the edge of the taskbar but instead has a button for their prototype ai thing irritates me to no fucking end

#marzi speaks #you got rid. of a useful feature. for a fffffucking. text generation program #i'll kill you??? windows micro soft i will kill you???? dead????

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tempted to start a hinata tag to match the komaeda tag. i have a name in mind but i want you all to decide if it’s a good one

#marzi speaks #polls #on one hand. i do think it’s funny. but it is also a little mean lmao #also i feel like it’d be a really good izuru tag. but idk if i’d want to put hinata and izuru under the same tag #bc they’re so different #anyways. you choose for me :]

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AAAAAAA

#marzi speaks #GETTING BOOPED TO SHREDS OUT HERE

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guys. should i get the pop up parade hinata to match my pop up parade komaeda

#marzi speaks #he feels lonely. on my desk. i should get him a friend #<- this is the collector’s trap. this is how they get you