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nsk96 · 2 years

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These days while I think about my childhood and adolescence, I'm starting to realize that my parents are the reason for most of my insecurities...but mostly my mom. She's made me feel so insecure about every flaw on my body ever since I was a kid and even now likes to point them out and say "we need to work on that" (which usually means me instead of "we" even though I hardly have the time to invest in my appearance the way she wants me to), "or we need to fix that."

And the worst part is that I'm finding out that many of the body flaws I have are more common than I thought and some of these things are even expected.

Probably TMI so feel free to skip this paragraph: just tonight, I saw my mom spreading a Collagen + Hyaluronic acid cream all over her, female bits and the inner leg areas and crevices. She started saying that she's really dark down there and that she hopes the cream will lighten it up. Then she said, "I know you're dark there too. Have you been working on that? That could be why Dr. _____ scrounged up her face when she had to examine you that day."

Thanks mom, I had felt insecure the first time you brought it up years ago and just recently, I had finally got over that after learning that it's normal for that area to be darker than the rest of your body. Now after your comment, I'm feeling insecure about it again. Then I try to tell her what I had learned about it being normal to be dark down there and that you can get darker with age (especially as a brown woman). She says, "It may be normal doesn't mean you have to accept it--" blah blah. The p*rn industry has really ruined people's perspective about their own bodies. Like, sorry mom, but I don't think rubbing bleaching cream down there is gonna help? And that's probably not even safe.

Some other things (not all) my mom has told me:

Your shoulders are really broad. That's not normal for a girl. It's those pushups you're doing, you're not supposed to be doing that type of exercise, you'll look like a guy

You should be wearing makeup everyday (when I got to college even though I was not allowed to wear makeup until then, despite expressing a deep interest for it in middle school and high school)

We need to fix your back acne. No man will want to touch you (proceeded to invade my privacy in the shower to scrub my back [really hard to the point my skin was sore]. She'll say that I agreed with her because I'm the one that had to call her over when ready, but what other choice did I have? To disobey meant getting yelled at or beaten. Guess what...I still get the acne but not as much now that I'm older. My arms still get it really bad but that's because that's specifically a build-up of skin that occurs from scrubbing my skin too hard...thanks mom👁👄👁)

You need to trim your ____(female bits) to stay clean

We need to do something about your stretch marks

*Points at the pigmentation issue on my arms* Your upper arms are still two-tone. I gave you a cream for that (multiple times throughout my life so far and FYI, the bleaching cream doesn't work much. I've had better luck fading it with Shea butter)

When I was 8: we need to pluck your eyebrows, they're so bushy

When I was 12: Your breasts are getting bigger, are you sexually active? (I said no, but that didn't stop her from forcing me to take a pregnancy test)

You need to wear a bra around the house because your father is in the house you can't just let them hang out like that (even though I get breast pain and my breasts start to sag a whole lot more after wearing bras for extended periods of time)

You need to start wearing skirts and dresses (and also said "wearing pants all the time is why you're dark down there" even though I told her that wearing skirts and dresses was making me darker than pants because I have thicc thighs with no gap. Like imagine how much my skin is sticking and rubbing against each other every time I walk...All that body heat and sweat-> darkening of skin)

You need to get on that treadmill. You need to exercise (not a day goes by where she doesn't mention this, despite knowing I don't have the time for it...and that is mostly because the time frame that I can use the treadmill is only the really early morning period (I have class at this time). That's because it's in the garage...where mid-morning gets really hot and by afternoon, it usually gets around 32°C (90F) and can get higher than 38°C (100F) on some days. And that's without any breeze or airflow, and the garage is full of dust and dirt that clogs my nose to the point I can't breathe, so forget using a fan. Before we moved to this house, my mom promised me that we'd go out to run everyday and that I can join a gym close-by which was in between my drive to school. She convinced me to give up the weight-lifting equipment I was using (for a year) before we moved. The move was about moving to a safer neighborhood, so I was easily onboard. I had gotten so healthy and strong before then. And now it's like all the promises were broken and I'm stuck in pharmacy school with little to no time to exercise while my health deteriorates. I do miss it, I miss feeling super strong. And every time she nags me to exercise, it feels like a slap in the face. I wanted to go to my school's gym but the walk from the parking lot to the gym seems to be pretty long, and as the drive home is already long, I can't risk it. I'm already academically drowning, I can't take much time away from my study time especially now that I have clinical rotation. I've literally been trying to do squats in the pharmacy but can't do much because I gotta focus on my work. And now my knees are hurting from standing for a long time, and they seem to give out every time I stand up after sitting. I don't know what's going on with them. Is it a tendon injury? Strain? A sprain? Random Inflammation? A DVT in both legs?)

Why can't she just let me feel comfortable in my own skin for once? Why is she so insistent on making me into a copy of her? She even has me dressing like her most of the time (minus the dresses/skirts). I don't think I ever dressed my age from the moment I became a teen. Which probably explains why so many older men were checking me out back then (besides the usual creeps)

I'll try to see my school's counselor/therapist and show this to them. I know I wouldn't know where to start had I not written this.

#personal rant #pharmacy school adventures #my knees are killing me #knees #help me with my knees yall

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what-if-nct · 2 years

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yooo you won’t believe this- (cw // sh, rappe, vio and a bit of dec 18th)

so i bumped into this girl and had the audacity to disrespect jonghyun for no reason at all- she was my cousin’s friend who was also like a shawol buddy at one point when i was younger and she was friends with some people, one in particular was a guy that r worded me when i was 12 and she just laughed at me and didn’t even try to tell him to stop.

so she said something like “hey [deadname], how are you doing with your dead idol?” with both of them laughing at each other but i knew that i couldn’t go without a fight since i’m very aggressive. however, my little sister was with me so i had to push her away and not get into my space. we ended up fighting and trust me i don’t do those girl fights where we grab each other’s hairs or rip each other’s clothes off. i mean i FIGHT fight with real punches to the point where i managed to knock her up after a lot of bruises and broken noses later. people tried to separate us by pulling her in one corner but it didn’t work. that GUY literally tried to touch me and out of self defence i punched him in the face since i hated him for all the suffering he put me through for 6 years.

but yeah i have a bruise on my eye and that girl needed to go to the hospital so- there are literally police officers after me so i’m hiding hahah looks like i’m going to go prison for assault or some shit. we all thought that she was dead and if she does come back but in a coma or with a disability then this is just jonghyun kicking her out of paradise lol

i know i should feel sorry and know what i’ve been may affect my life but ayo i have bad anger issues and i’ve been like this for YEARSSSSS like the time i moved to japan for school because i beaten up a (different) girl for disrespecting my baby jjong and one day when i was going home on the train because i had a feminine body with a girl uniform i’ve experienced chikan which is literally when a guy touches a girl without her consent but this usually happens on trains since they’re usually packed with many people meaning that they could get away with it more but this could happen anywhere- so anywho i was just minding my own business when i felt someone touching my butt. i thought since it was a packed train people would just bump into me which i didn’t mind at first, but then it turned into groping and i could feel my skirt going up. i didn’t know about the japanese culture and how people don’t typically react (as in externally but internally yes) when they go through something like this since they’re usually very considerate of other people before me, imagine my shock when i actually confronted the guy by pushing him against the wall from the neck and screaming at him. i literally did not give a shit about the culture shock, i was a london bitch who knows how to protect myself and if i have to then i have to of course you feel me? the ones that looked my age seemed so fascinated with my bravery whilst the others like the grandmas that looked like they were in their 60s and up were looking at me weirdly like i did something wrong. everyone knew i was a foreigner and excused my behaviour simply because i wasn’t from here. they could hear from my voice even though i spoke mid japanese and i didn’t sound like those ✨🌸 kawaii 🌸✨ girls from anime or whatever- ok i’m kidding but what i meant is that i didn’t have a soft voice being born a girl- i actually have a roadman voice but it was a 10 year old boy speaking. but yo… safe to say that ever since that moment on, i never went on public transport again and my aunty decided to drop and pick me up from school instead.

lol… but japan was alright tho but that moment still haunts me to this day with the old ladies going like 👁👄👁

but yeah uh- how are you though? i hope your day is going well!

Well, I will say that she definitely deserved what she got and so did he, he deserves a little more maybe a knife to the heart. Just when he's out at night I hope he gets what he deserves for what he did to you. You were rightfully angry and you reacted in the way anyone would when faced with two horrible people from your past. I really hope you don't get in trouble. And just explain your side of the situation and talk to someone older about it. And I understand it's hard to control your anger in certain situations but next remember that you are the most important person in the situation make sure you also look out for your future self. Scream, curse, push, throw a punch or two but just hold back on using to much force so you can kinda get away with it. Like I understand that sometimes the only thing that works is beating someone's ass just also look out for yourself as well. My little sister is the same way, she pushed a boy down the stairs cause he touched her and she once banged a girls head against the lockers and of course got suspend. She was always suspended. She loves to fight. When we use to fight she was just going crazy while I held her down till she calmed down. I may have hit her back if she ended up hitting me though. Like I respect the fight or fight life. I really hope that you won't get in much trouble from this. And I've heard a lot of stories about that, it sucks that it's something that is so passively accepted in Japan, I think there's a few women only train cars which is great but you shouldn't have been seen as irrational for reacting the way you did and protecting yourself. I'm pretty sure men are taking advantage of the fact it's seen as impolite to cause a scene so women remain quiet about it. But I've also have heard stories from foreign women too. Like these men are gross and should be punished for it. I'm happy to hear that you fought for yourself even when you were younger. I'm actually really soft spoken, like I'm 29 and I sound like a 9 year old plus im in a permanent state of anxiety in public. so I honestly don't even say anything I just try to leave as quickly as I can. And at least it was the last time you had to be on train. It's so sad that's just how it has to be. But don't let anyone try to change the fighter that you are because that is something that would help you in the long run. Just think of yourself first to determine when you should tone it down. You are the most important person.

And I'm doing fine I took my bed apart just to put my mattress on the floor cause I've been doing that since I was 12, it's the third time the past five years I've done that. I always get bored in the middle of the night and feel the need to move things around or take things apart. Like I was like 12 years old sitting on the floor unscrewing my metal bed frame. Why? And I have not changed like I could take my box spring to the disposal lot down the street or I can go in the backyard, take my pink hammer and break it into a bunch of pieces. I want to destroy something. I like destroying things and taking stuff apart.

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waitingformyfavoritesongs · 1 year

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3:56 am pdt Saturday 8 April 2023

Since 2017 incubus has been calling me “trash.” 3:57 pmpdt I am resigned to believing in it. The bad smell returned ≈3:05 am pdt. Seems symbolic. Nick V./B.’s birthday. 3/05.I think incubus is telling me Nick is not sick. 3:59 am pdt it was decided b4 I was conceived to be the sacrificial cow of slavery in Jeremiah of the Bible. It is what it is. 4:01 am pdt no is perfect (acid in mouth on teeth???? 😞😖😭😭😭😭) I don’t foresee change. I m tortured until I’m dead 😵 he warned. 4:02 am pdt 4:03 am pdt I guess that means he lied 🤥. Still don’t know if he was “Brendan.” If he gave hints of it and it’s true, then he’s very detached and (left hip bone pain 4:04 pmpdt) lies all the time about love 💕 to make himself look good even when he’s bad/misbehaving/lecherous. 4:05 am pdt even if I suddenly am given back memory of being his wife I would disown him for hurting me so badly. I will never trust that whatever he is. 4:06 am pdt animal 🦔 4:06 am pdt I see every person including myself differently. 4:07 am pdt everyone looks like a lecherous animal 🦔 to me. 4:07 am pdt no mattter how smart you seem. Thank the incubus for that. 4:08 am pdt

4:49 am pdt I’m sorry for what I did but I did not rape anyone with my hands 🙌, mouth 👄, or vag. Incubus miñion wants to make what I did into bigger than what a man 👨 did. He likes to call me a hypocrite by attacking my hip bones 🦴. 4:51 am pdt I’ve only been s*xually naked with men my own age. Please READ ALL posts. 4:54 am pdt incubus likes to condemn women for any small infraction(?). But when a man does something wrong 😑 he says to me “it’s not death.” ☠️ In regards to what garrido did to dugard. There he goes again touching my hips. Pain 4:56 am pdt biggest hypocrite of all = incubus in my book side ribs pain!!!! 4:45 am pdt when love 💕 ends I promise I will never breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ again . Maybe 🤔 incubus never loved 🥰? He can make himself have the look 👀 of love 💕 without genuinely feeling it. I.e. with behati if he’s really into stroh and not her ever. 4:58 am pdt

5:13 am pdt incubus punished me my whole life 1,000,000% (acid throat pain 5:14 am pdt he’s killing me now.) worse than what I ever did. 😖😭😭😭😭 don’t believe that face. He forgives rapists who drugs & villifys their victims and likes it when their victims are tortured. The rapist are rewarded. The victims punished. 5:17 am pdt I’m not going to have a tongue 👅 soon 🔜 and a throat or a vag or a butt or legs 🦵. Basically DEAD ☠️. So if surgeons were counting on new victims to victimize (?) ... be prepared for disappointment. When there are no more people to be patients what’s going to happen to the doctors 🥼? We are all connected to each other. In a circle ⭕️ in a hoop 🎶🎼🎵🎤 5:21 am pdt don’t trust that animal 🦔! He is heinous animal 🦔! He is your god! Your representative! You are the same? You like him? You want to be like him?! He is admittedly an incubus to me! 2001! 5:23 am pdt I don’t need doctors 🥼 I don’t want a pacemaker or a new heart ♥️. 5:24 am pdt don’t touch me! 5:24 am pdt

5:37 am pdt I don’t want to be in your world 🌎 incubus. You are gross. 5:38 am pdt

12:43 pmpdt Q, Amar Malek, and Incubus are gross and married to each other. I cannot believe anymore that he would put his real life thru this. Only a whore he wants to get rid of who he used. (Left eye 👁 ball pain 😖😭 12:45 pmpdt he’s a user and abuser, they all are. 12:46 pmpdt)

12:48 pmpdt I typed WIFE not life. But that makes sense, too.

12:49 pmpdt posting failed

12:53 pmpdt my cousin Jeremy was already a cop 👮‍♂️ when I was 7 years old. That’s how long ago they already planned for me to be a sacrifice. Probably even longer. 12:54 pmpdt

12:54 pmpdt posting failed. But that probably doesn’t matter to anyone. 12:55 pmpdt posting failed. They probably planned it b4 he was born. Probably b4 my dad or uncle was born. 12:56 pmpdt I didn’t know (teeth pain 😖😭 12:57 pmpdt) them well but they seemed like nice people to me. But I guess I have been mislead into thinking the wrong stuff and kept dumb. 12:58 pmpdt I don’t appreciate the pain of my life. I appreciate some of the people I was able to spend a relatively short time with. And then my feeling change after writing that. He can change hearts ♥️ he gave signs 🪧 of. They are telling me that the appreciation I felt is fake. 1:01 pmpdt it feels like that could be the truth. They really are coordinated in using their magic 🪄 which things to withhold so I can’t remember fully what the appreciation felt like and make me think it was fake but if it was feeling that way at all b4 wouldn’t I have mentioned it? Possibly. But I think 💭 I need to give them the benefit of the doubt on that 😞🥵 my head left side 1:03 pmpdt acid feelings pain tongue 👅 1:04 pmpdt they won’t let up 🆙 on the acid. They already ate a lot of flesh with it. 1:04 pmpdt I guess I didn’t realize what he’s been threatening everyone then this whole time? Although I remember some of them seemed to hate me even though I never met them b4 that I could recall.. it’s like they took pleasure in showing me they hated me by making me feel pain, or looking at me and talking around me in a tone expressing that. 1:08 pmpdt

2:37 pmpdt 2000 years after Jesus Christ they still like to make babies born only to be isolated and tortured? Hypothesis. Jesus (gum scratch pain 2:39 pmpdt) Jesus -> y (left hip bone crunching pain 2:40 was fast and made me suddenly yell/scream 😖😭) yeshua -> hosanna/hoshiana -> yasha/inuyasha/shakugan no Shana/Susanna & Daniel. /chavah/Ava/eve. I should have low expectations by now. 😓😰😱 that nothing I saw 👀 (<- I don’t remember putting this here 😰) say will win my freedom from this pain and torture. 2:45 pmpdt I spent one summer addicted to the sims wishing I could easily accomplish reading 📖 textbooks and learn to do things like fix things myself. I once made a sim couple to represent me and middle school 🏫 classmate with middle name David. When I saw 👀 the place in south San Jose blossom hill I suggested to mom to get that place Bcz it was near the high school 🏫 he transferred to, pioneer. He told me himself that’s where he was going and a another former friend who transferred there confirmed it later after I moved. 2:52 pmpdt 😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤😖😭💀😫😖😭 diarrhea???? 2:53 pmpdt I never saw him around. I called once a year on his birthday 🥳 and he took my calls 2or 3 times but barely said anything. 2:54 pmpdt I guess he was reluctantly taking my calls. 2:55 pmpdt last night on nbc there was a murder/suicide case titled behind door 🚪 813. The guy he died of a gun shot wound from his own gun moved near the kung fu 🥋 school 🏫 his girlfriend went to. Makes me think 🤔 that maybe he was obsessed with her enough to move close to her in that way. What I understand is martial arts 🥋 is for self defense. 2:58 pmpdt 😤🥵😤🥵🥵😤🥵🥵😤🥵🥵😤

3:15 pmpdt bcz I saw 👀 Nick V./B. In my English and algebra i class I slowly switched my interests to him but still thought 💭 about middle name David guy, and I still wanted (left jaw bone 🦴 pain. Feeling pressure in left hip bone 🦴 again 😞) to go to the high school 🏫 I started going to freshman year. 3:18 pmpdt I feel like I’m telling all this and it’s futile. 3:19 pmpdt in the end it doesn’t even matter 🎶🎼🎵🎤🎸🎧. I graduated from there, school 🏫 with big red “W” like Liza’s college. Recently they changed it to a different colored W? 3:21 pmpdt 😖😭

I asked “Brendan” brain 🧠 pain and hot 🥵 is that acid???? 😫😖😭 I think it is - he did it more with sandpaper-like feel. Which college he wanted to go to Bcz I suddenly had a fantasy of meeting him at college, or I thought it was smarter, even though that’s probably dumb too. 😞 he said 3 colleges and I showed the college websites to my sister: cooper union, parsons, & Pratt. I saw 👀 some pictures on Instagram that showed she went to parsons for fashion design. 😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵🥵😤 it probably doesn’t matter if I say this, unless someone will come forward and confirm that this is what was said back in 2001. Maybe 🤔 if all 3 was their choices who I’m not related to. 3:28 pmpdt everyone seems to like to mess with me and they seem to justify the torture. So it’s probably futile again that I write ✍️ this. 3:29 pmpdt

3:59 pmpdt I guess I am wrong about rape then. I guess he is justified to do what he wants. How can I justify it if I am truly a horrible person underneath it all and didn’t do much my whole life? I shouldhave been a better driver. I stopped driving essentially in 2015. And then I tried again in 2017/2018 Bcz of the incubus. 😖😭😞 I don’t think 💭 I’m a good person anymore. What can I do if he’s right? 4:03 pmpdt I don’t have faith in myself anymore. 😞 😖teeth🦷 😭 4:04 pmpdt I feel and think things I wish I brain 🧠 skull 💀 pain hot 🥵 4:05 pmpdt that I wish I did not. 4:05 pmpdt if that’s the truth then people will justify torturing me and leaving me behind on earth 🌍 4:06 pmpdt 😞 that means I’m dying 😵 here if I remain on earth 🌍. 4:07 pmpdt the ocean 🌊 is depleted and he could drop asteroids ☄️? Would that be enough? Butt it seems like he’s not. I wouldn’t want to be here when stuff is already running out. 4:08 pmpdt 😰😱🥵😖😭 brain 🧠 skull ☠️ 4:09 pmpdt it seems that the most rational would be to go to another planet 🌎 or kill half of the population at one time. 😱😰 4:10 pmpdt I guess I’m going to have a sudden death ☠️ soon 🔜. 4:10 pmpdt how slow I am to realize things 😱😰😓😖😭😫 right jaw bone 🦴 pain 4:11 pmpdt

4:13 pmpdt if they leave, I guess those planes ✈️ are the new ark of the covenant???? 4:14 pmpdt I know very little I still have a lot of reading 📖 and research 🔬 research 🧐 to do. 4:15 pmpdt (acid throat pain 😫😖😭👀🥺 acid mouth 👄 4:16 pmpdt

4:35 pmpdt Liza levine_ originally had the parson school 🏫 pics I think 💭 in her highlights. After I saw 👀 it last year? she took it down/out. 4:36 pmpdt

4:38 pmpdt minute ago felt spiky pain back of brain 🧠 after feeling sandpaper-like hot acid pain in/in back topish of 🧠 brain. They lied 🤥 to me. This is obviously murder. I guess they want us to believe a lie so they can do whatever they want to us. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if they are justified Bcz they hold a lot of power to manipulate things. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if they are racist to Asians. I don’t know why there is racism against Asians. And then I remembered Scott’s birthday 🥳 which he liked to say “Pearl Harbor.” If the apocalypse was written 2000 years ago with whore and pearls, was it manipulated then? Was it on gods’ commands? How to predict something to happen ≈2000 years before? Games/fake outs. Nihon = Japan 🇯🇵 ni = 2 hon = book 📚. Bi/di = 2 Greek? 4:45 pmpdt games/fake outs acid throat pain. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what’s true. Why would I be motivated to feel this emotion and think 🤔 these thoughts 💭? God can trigger feelings of love 💕 and understand of math 🧮, and acceptance of rules/culture that in reality wouldn’t make sense. 4:47 pmpdt what am I suppose to do 😫😖😭 acid brain 🧠 pain. What’s true? Sacrifice? I don’t matter Bcz there are probably 100 more doppelgängers???? 4:48 pmpdt sharp long needle 🪡 feeling stab pain groin near left hip. 4:48 pmpdt I need to read about Pearl Harbor now. I’ve been neglecting it...😞😖😭teeth 🦷 there’s no fake out to be made if he’s eating my brain 🧠 with acid but it seemed like he bought time with me thinking 💭 that this was ok 👌 but it’s NOT. This is his true intention. Nothing special is going to happen for me. It’s futile for me to write anymore. There’s nothing to accomplish. It’s the end of my life. 4:51 pmpdt it’s the end of Ruth’s life it’s the end of Carter’s life. We are all kidding ourselves that there is anything great to live for anymore. Carter will probably get off easy and Ruth will probably be called delusional/schizophrenic for believing he raped her. 4:53 pmpdt it’s interesting 🧐 what incubus is willing to do for him to have a good life. But he knows things I don’t. So it’s easy for him to justify his generousity. He says Nick carter is generous. Is he? 4:55 pmpdt skull 💀 pain 4:56 pmpdt there’s no reason to continue. He’s probably making me schizo, too to cover up 🆙 what I experienced/believed. 4:57 pmpdt they’re bros. Justified. Nothing I can do about it. 4:57 pmpdt

4:58 pmpdt acid throat pain. Surprise to me ⬆️ reminder: Scott likes to watch the history channel. 4:59 pmpdt

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anyataylorjoys · 2 years

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Drew Barrymore as Dylan Sanders Charlie’s Angels (2000) dir. McG.

#ladiesofcinema #dailywomen #chewieblog #filmtvcentral #drew barrymore #filmtv #dbarrymoreedit #charlie's angels 2000 #film #filmedit #gifs*#my mom: why are u obsessed with this movie #the movie:#me age 12: 👁👄👁......#JESUSSSS #women are so powerful

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mariacallous · 2 years

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Me, at age like 12 or 14 reading this at the YMCA summer program:

😳👀 huh, this probably won’t awaken anything in me…but also I’m With Her 👁👄👁

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akuma-hoshi · 3 years

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Heyy hope you're having a wonderful day.

And I was wondering.. do you have any idea how much older O!Ciel will get during or by the end of the manga?

So @twincesthive showed me this picture (link) & mentioned how Ciel's hat is 12-14. Probably for his birthday but it also could look like the age of 12 to 14 & now I can't unsee it. Ciel's 13 now & he's seems to be getting closer to his revenge so maybe when it's his next birthday, he accomplishes his goal 👁👄👁 aka when the manga ends

I honestly don't think he'll even get to the age of 15 when the manga ends. Yana is a shotacon afterall 😌

#yana said so #i know cause she told me #asks #anon #kuroshitsuji

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tsukiyamavalentine · 3 years

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Shuu Tsukiyama Headcanons,

Bc I am a simp and my tg fic is coming out soon ☺️☺️☺️☺️

(Gonna be including most of these in my fic hehe, so tell me if u agree or no!)

Sometimes he runs around his mansion pretending he’s in some dark chaotic academia shit

Says film, not movie

Claims that the book for American Psycho is better than the film, but this is lies

Owns a Fabergé egg, it’s probably stolen but shhh

Horse girl vibes

All his horses are named after flowers or old European monarchs

Rides his horses through the street sometimes, bc why not

Gets up at 5am just to brag abt it

Is an influencer

Thinks he’s super environmentally friendly bc he uses reusable coffee cups

These coffee cups probably cost him a fucking fortune

All of his coffee cups match his outfits

His face masks would also match his outfit

Has learnt only one meme so far and it’s this: 👁👄👁

However, he does share literature memes but that’s not the good shit—

Is very into yoga, callisthenics, gymnastics, etc.

Is probably also into pole dancing.

Owns loads of exotic pets, (capybaras, peacocks, etc).

Plays ACNH, probably spent a good thousand hours decorating his village, and all his villagers fit his aesthetic or they get yeeted.

Refuses to enter any AC island that is not PRISTINE

Has never played Minecraft. When he does, he gets hazed to shit.

Despite being a big gay, he doesn’t like frogs, unless they’re in AC

All evidence of his existence from age 12-15 is completely nonexistent, so we may never know what cringy things he said or did, only that we’re not allowed to see them

Owns a house in almost every fucking country

Has a private island

Writes an extremely detailed journal, probably thinks it’s interesting enough to publish

Has tried writing several times, but gets distracted like a week into it and then forgets about it for two months

Very shy and lonely as a child, and lived vicariously through dolls (he was definitely a Sylvanian Families kid)

He likes to paint his nails sometimes.

He’s probably really good at eye makeup too

Is very bad at hyper-fixating on something and then forgetting about it, and then hyper-fixating on it again, and so on

#tg #tokyo ghoul #shuu Tsukiyama #tsukiyama shuu #my beloved #hc #headcanon #fanfiction

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sscarchiyo · 2 years

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👁👄👁

Y’all have doors?

My dad took my door off- said he didn’t want me to wh0re around at the age of 12

w-what? :0

#{ andi's telephone }#{ andi’s homies }

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kaitosimp · 3 years

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OKAY SO- a while ago on I mentioned how I SOMEHOW hit 200+ followers while I was gone and that I had something planned before my very much un-planned break. Basically, I realized that y'all basically don't know anything about me, not even my age or name or anything besides my undying love for Kaito??? Like, for example, legit everyone I talk to calls me kaitosimp and only tWO people on tumblr know my nickname, das it 💀

So I've been wanting to do like an intro post talking about myself but I'm boring asf 💀 So I basically made a "get to know me" post, it's my own version with numbers and stuff 👁👄👁 Feel free to send a number if ya want, I don't rlly expect to get many asks for this but i thought it'd be fun so 😂

The typical stuff

1. Nickname?

2. Age?

3. Pronouns?

4. Orientation?

5. Birthday?

6. Favorite food?

7. Favorite color?

8. Favorite shows/animes/movies and characters?

9. Favorite music/bands/singers?

10. Favorite animal?

11. Favorite games?

10. Are you studying anything?

11. What are your future goals/dreams/plans?

12. What do you fear most?

13. What are your hobbies/passtimes?

14. Do you believe in aliens/ghosts/mythical creatures?

15. Are you into sports?

16. Do you have a job?

17. Are you in a relationship?

18. Do you like traveling?

19. Do you speak other languages?

20. Favorite season?

Blog/tumblr/dangan stuff

21. Inspiration/reason behind the blog's username?

22. Fave danganronpa characters besides Kaito?

23. When/why did you make your blog?

24. How many blogs do you follow?

25. How long do you intend to keep running your blog?

26. Who was the first person you followed vs the last person you followed?

27. Fave danganronpa characters besides Kaito?

28. How/when did you discover danganronpa?

29. Most favorite/most hated danganronpa moments?

30. How many followers do you have?

31. Reason behind your undying love for Kaito? (Yes it's undying and never ending too)

32. What was your first post about?

33. If you could change anything about danganeonpa, what would it be?

34. Favorite thing on/about tumblr?

35. If your blog wasn't about Kaito, what would it be of?

35. What's the most recent danganronpa pic you have vs the first one?

36. Who did you think would die when first playing the danganronpa games?

37. Who do you talk to most on tumblr?

38. Do you have any other blogs?

39. Do you have any danganronpa merch?

40. What do you love most about your blog?

41. How many mutuals do you have?

42. Freebie (can be anything, not too personal tho pls 👁👄👁)

AND YEAH, ILY ALL THANK YOU ALLLL SO MUCH FOR 200+ FOLLOWERS, IT TRULY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!!! MY WIG IS STILL FLYING AT THE FACT Y'ALL LIKE THIS BLOG 😭😭😭😭💕

#get to know me #lmao im so boring idk why i thought this was a good idea #but hell maybe someone wants to know stuff about my dumbass so #i swear after this ill get to the asks i havw rn

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-I also want to say that I LOVE watching, reading about creepy, horror stuff and when that anklet ghost came I WAS HAUSBSJAIGZBA 🤩🤩🤩🤩 I LOVE IT I LOVE IT. I LOVE EVERYTHING DAAAARK EVIL MYSTERIOUS hahaha

-Just to add, again it wasn’t rushed jusst one thing- now Misss Baekhvunsieee why do we hate children in this house? Hahaha

I am NOT criticising don’t get me wrong, don’t hate mee 😔 hm how do I say this, It’s not that I didn’t feel the connection with their children, there was but didn’t see her having interaction with them a lot, to know their personalities better but again it’s completely understandable because it was more focused on her time travel, getting out of there and Seonghwa.

Look, I love kids okay. That’s why I’m like this hahah. Especially when I see fathers with their daughters. That’s my weakness. And if Seonghwa is the father?? Pffff

I work with kids actually, I’m a dancer but I’m also a dance teacher. I have 2 groups of girls that I teach how to dance and make choreos for them (one aged 6-8 and the other 9-12/13) and let me tell you.. it is not easy. At all. There are some reallyyyy well raised kids I congratulate their parents but there are some… I WANT TO 👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻 but I CAN’T. But for those nice kids, when they give me their drawings of me and them and say the nicest words that make me cry this job is worth it. So yeah, sorry I love kids 😂

MISS STARRYYYY WHAT DO YOU HAVE AGAINST THEM HMMMM???? YOU WANNAAA FIGHTTT She probably won’t see this hahh

And now whenever you mentioned YS in your works I immediately think of Miss Starry 😂😂

Add one more (not new) thing. I’m sad I’m sad you broke me. When they said ,,No employee on the name KHJ and then no Yunho mamaaaa I WANNA CRYYYYY

I’m so sorryy for all of this, it’s long again and I was afraid didn’t know if I should send this, please don’t hate me😔♥️

-🥀

HELOO PT2

I also want to say that I LOVE watching, reading about creepy, horror stuff and when that anklet ghost came I WAS HAUSBSJAIGZBA 🤩🤩🤩🤩 I LOVE IT I LOVE IT. I LOVE EVERYTHING DAAAARK EVIL MYSTERIOUS hahaha

BDBDBD OMG OMG IF U DO PLS LISTEN TO THIS PODCAST CALLED “2 GIRLS 1 GHOST” they read ppl’s paranormal stories and act like ur besties, so fun and so inviting too!! FBENDH GHOST ANKLET BESTIE AND IF I TELL U ITS A REAL THING 👁👄👁 I CAN NAME QUITE A FEW OF THESE THINGS DBDD

Just to add, again it wasn’t rushed jusst one thing- now Misss Baekhvunsieee why do we hate children in this house? Hahaha

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭 i like the quiet kids BUT the others 🔫🔫 hA don’t come near me 😭😭 pls

OH NO WORRIES!!! for the kids part i recommended reading duke and his general before reading khronus so it would make sense with the interactions and all 😭😭😭 + mafia hwa can be read too to see the interaction between the kids dbdbdb

Look, I love kids okay. That’s why I’m like this hahah. Especially when I see fathers with their daughters. That’s my weakness. And if Seonghwa is the father?? Pffff

SEONGHWA AND HIS DAUGHTER IM GONMA SCREAM SOB CRY YELL SCREAM EVERYTHING STOP THLWFBKWDBKWDHWKDHKW

omg 😭😭😭😭 smol kids trying to learn dance 😭😭😭 OH OKAY MISS DANCE TEACHER OKAY OKAY don’t be shy teach them ateez BRQNDHWKHDWK SOME KIDS MAKE ME 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫✊🏼 SO BAD AAAAAAA,,, drawings 😭😭😭🤚🏼 i used to like lunch monitor a kindergarten class and like they’d all be in their uniforms and they’d be so tiny and then they’d open their mouths and i lose interest.

i like kids if they r hwa’s <3

MISS STARRYYYY WHAT DO YOU HAVE AGAINST THEM HMMMM???? YOU WANNAAA FIGHTTT She probably won’t see this hahh

BFNWBDMWBDKWH STARRY ON BLAST

And now whenever you mentioned YS in your works I immediately think of Miss Starry 😂😂

LMFAOOOO BDMWHDKS STARRY BRANDED HERSELF

Add one more (not new) thing. I’m sad I’m sad you broke me. When they said ,,No employee on the name KHJ and then no Yunho mamaaaa I WANNA CRYYYYY

omg did u notice the mention of the witch who gave hongjoong his power and how she’s from yunho’s kingdom,,,, guess who that might be to yunho-

I’m so sorryy for all of this, it’s long again and I was afraid didn’t know if I should send this, please don’t hate me😔♥️

OMG NO WORDIES SEND HOWEVER LONG U WANT NO HATE !!!! DONT WORRY !!!!

#✉️ : ask #🥀 anon

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