#me talkin'

[avgeriss]

Watching banana fish, wish me luck :)

#if skip dies im blowing up my tv btw #me talkin' #banana fish

[weatheredwaxwings]

Girl why are you grasping it like that

#me talkin' #Aimsey #LET IT BREATHE

[khantea]

I haven’t seriously used tumblr in fuckin forever. wow.

#random shit #me talkin'

[inkskinned]

they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

#writeblr #warm up #to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace #but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X' #and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!'' #babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3 #mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES #and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for #than have 1 kid NOT get help #but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here #bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness'' #it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!'' #& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness #but use it to defend THEIR actions #like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell? #you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse? #but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck? #your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross? #HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like #all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like. #anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol

[buppkizz]

these 2 dragging sniper out of isolation to come hang

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 engineer #tf2 demoman #tf2 sniper #they are the bros of all time 2 me #they watch everything together and i feel like they'd appreciate each other's tastes in a lot #sit by the campfire crack beers n shoot the cans while talkin about the latest gunsmoke ep that just aired on the outdoor tv engie set up #demo is swinging his sword around drunkenly while they are doing this and has almost cut their heads off god knows how many times #maybe actually cut their heads off a couple times #all in good fun!!

[vurelly]

there is something about pathetic men that enchants and beguiles me

#vu talks shit #vu's talkin a lotta shit today #listen #listen to me #hear me out #there's this wizard #i CANNOT shut the FUCK UP ABOUT #finally stop thinking about him and youtube goes “btw here's something you may have missed about him” and now #NOW IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN

[boysslove]

4 MINUTES Bible Wichapas Sumettikul

#bible wichapas #4 minutes #bible wichapas sumettikul #gifs #mygifs #4 minutes with bible #// please stop smoking m'dear #(didnt want to gif #the moments where the cigg #was clearly visible #cuz it upsets me #tht he smokes) #im happy to see him tho #was just talkin about missin him #to a friend the other day

[tangledinink]

the second attempt (it goes way better.)

(here's the silly, self-indulgent content i promised previously.)

[ gemini au ] [ prev ]

#gemini au #does the fandom already have a flawless donnie/oc pairing? ok yAH #SURE FINE... I WONT PRETEND.... IM AWARE... #but will this stop me??? NO #i know yall know im talkin about that gotdamn lizurd-- (/pos i love that lizard) #i just want donnie to have a friend he deserves a friend... #i just wanna properly introduce this silly catboy... and i decided im allowed... #anyway thats the whole comic can you believe i tried so fuckin hard? #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt separated au #rottmnt au #rottmnt disaster twins #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt leo #rise donnie #rise disaster twins #rottmnt oc #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt comic #fidgetwing

[strangerhands]

to put it simply.

#edit by ​jamiietartt on twitter #oscar pls. mercy. one time. #i Need him So unbelievably bad. #oscar isaac #why does he want me dead. #i Will die. #talkin shit

[smilesrobotlover]

Heh

#posting this now before big name aus get the idea too #idk I was looking at the mangas and how they’re drawn is somewhat similar #like their tunics #link between links #lbl first #lbl fierce deity #I’ve been… having thoughts #I was gonna keep this a secret but I honestly got scared #that some big au was gonna have the same idea as me #and people would think that I was jumping a bandwagon #and like there’s nothing wrong with doing that #but idk #it’s my pride talkin #now I HAVE seen random artists playing with this idea so I’m def not the first one to think of this #but yeah #I want First to be bright and like the sun #while fierce is dark and like the moon #anyways I’m rambling #just take it

[avgeriss]

BANANA FISH ENDING VILE

#VILE VILE VILE LITERALLY WDYM ash was just about to finslly be free bro he was gonna be happy WITH EIJI #who are the writers bc i am about to throw handdddddds dude im going buck wilde im RAHHHH RAHRAA eating concrete rn #banana fish #me talkin' #there was like 3 minutes left and i foolishly thought it would all be well #JOKES ON ME APPARENTLY FUCK OFFFFFFF

[weatheredwaxwings]

He is literally blorbo

#me talkin' #omitb #I’m so glad he became at least a little relevant again I love him

[introspectivememories]

too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.

#lewis is unarguably more famous than nico. like i feel like this a fact. and yet every other day nico is in the press saying some crazy shit #about lewis. if i was famous i woulda shut that shit down soo long ago. my ex-bf is in the press talkin bout me constantly??? that feels #like such bad pr and yet!!! lewis has not done anything. why? cause he likes it!!! cause they've never moved on from the 1st moment they #broke each other's hearts. like this is genuinely insane. #im always so nervous to post my thoughts on brocedes cause so many of you were here b4 me and have a better understanding on them #and like being a wrong is like a death sentence to me but still please tell me if i got them completely wrong #i have a lot of thoughts on lewis and his reluctance to talk about nico... most of them being that one quote from emma #if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more #ok obligatory disclaimer: a lot of this is hyperbole. i don't think that they're asking lewis that ? every other month #but there are like at least 5 interviews where he talks about karting like they're his most precious memories #so make of that what you will #and obv i don't know these people but as someone who's brain chemistry has been permanently changed by them #i think i'm allowed to not only project onto them but also make stupid little posts analyzing them #anyway yeah #f1 #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #brocedes

[feline-evil]

Saw this screenshot and thought of toki and pickles

#jay talkin #metalocalypse #toki wartooth #pickles the drummer #am having a sad ass day but know what makes me smile. these idiots #i couldnt understand pickles when i first started watching i promise i can nos #im just up to the finale of s2 thats what i have 2 watch next #srry for not linking back to the og textpost i think op either deleted it or deleted their blog #so i couldnt like. link it even once i tracked it down

[autism-swagger]

"Misty is the scariest Yellowjacket!" "No it's Taissa!"

Are you kidding me. It's so obviously Shauna. Shauna is so fucking viscerally terrifying it's not even funny. If I saw her walking down the street I'd turn and run the other direction. Except then her fuckin predator drive would get triggered and she'd start chasing me down.

#she scares the shit out of me #imagine being some poor used car dealership worker #and this woman comes in #points a gun at you #and starts talkin about peeling the skin off of bodies #and saying how badly she wants to do this #she's so fuckin terrifying #Yellowjackets tag #og fandom post tag

[dizzybevvie]

Playing the new OL2 Demo and finding out the friendgroup is lowkey falling apart by step 2

#KAJNSDKJAS IM BEING DRAMATIC #but the opening narration was talkin about how the trio dont usually walk together now and i was in tears on the floor #LIKE WDYM WE ARENT BESTIES FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER?????????????? #Maybe OL1 just spoiled me with the friendship with Cove but my GOD #also Tamarack???? STOP BEING SAD ITS MAKING ME SAD :(((((((( #our life #our life now and forever #ol2 #tamarack baumann #olnf qiu #qiu lin #olnf #olnf tamarack #olnf mc #“Tamarack and Qiu were no longer friends” What if i died. what then