Spock / Nurse Christine Chapel - Star Trek: Strange New Worlds S1
Your resident shipper of ships here with yet another edition of Meta analysis. I’ll begin by saying I understand the canon of these characters (from what we’ve seen), so I have a fairly good sense of what is and is not possible for the future. That said, I’m enjoying the ride and I’m curious what our fearless leaders will do with what I consider is some considerable wiggle room in the saga.
But, I’m getting ahead of myself.
I know there are many ship combinations out there, and I respect them all! I mean no disrespect to any ship in the Star Trek universe. I only wish to highlight and discuss one that has surprisingly become one of my favorites throughout this season.
This is a Meta. I will spoil the entire season of Star Trek: Strange New Worlds. Turn back now if you wish to remain un-spoiled! Otherwise, welcome to the ramblings of the girl with stars in her eyes. This one’s going to be fun!
“I’m gonna mess with your genome. You first.”
Their first interaction. Nurse Christine Chapel is a civilian on-loan with a heckuva lot of intel and attitude. She has grit and guts, but she also has a wild side.
I love the way she looks to Spock, immediately zeroing in on him as the one to flirt with. My guess is that since she’s mentioned previous friendships with Vulcans, it’s one of those things she likes to do—flirt with the Vulcan to see if she gets a reaction. Kind of like those people who take photos with the Queen’s Guard in London eager to get them to twitch.
Spock notes the extra attention and looks to Pike, who offers a “it is what it is” smirk. Nobody’s going to rescue him from this.
From everything we learn of Christine in season one, she struggled with commitment, romantic relationships, and opening herself up. She uses humor and intelligence as defenses. Flirting with an emotionally unavailable (see what I did there?) Vulcan is insignificant to her at this point. It’s just a flirt. No harm, no foul, right?
“You ready for this?” “I am more than capable of managing any pain you can induce.”
A casual exchange with a factual response from Mr. Spock. But Christine Chapel can’t resist the opportunity to needle him a little.
“Mr. Spock! Now you’re just toying with me.”
Watch Uhura’s reaction. After just the “Mr. Spock” she’s already clued into the massive flirting going on right in front of her. It’s blatant! It’s in the open!
Again, for Christine this is no big deal. This is harmless flirting and it’s never going anywhere. I spent years in the theater, and this reminds me of a lot of us who might have flirted with one another at various times but had zero interest in hooking up or a committed relationship. It was just fun to flirt! Christine strikes me as one of us, at her core—battered, broken, but still finding the fun.
Of course, the implications of a little rough sex might have flown over Spock’s head, but the raised eyebrow suggests to me that it did not.
“That was not my intention.” “I’ve noticed.”
Uhura is still looking back at them like, “What the hell did I just witness?” and I love it. It’s like when you bring someone from outside the theater world backstage where half the cast’s naked, one guy’s randomly dry-humping friends for fun, and the rest are performing choreographed musical numbers from another show in the hallway. It’s mayhem and from the outside looks like madness.
But to us, it’s just a bit of fun. Same for Christine here... it’s just a bit of fun.
After episode 2, these two don’t see each other again until episode 5.
“Um, sorry, I really need to go and check on my friend. I’ll call you later, okay?”
Ortegas had offered to be there as a backup with Lt. Devers, but Christine thought she was in the clear. To her great horror, Devers doesn’t want to hook up in the back, but wants to get his hooks into her and bring her over to his ship. The overwhelm strikes her and she’s desperate for an out.
This isn’t about her seeking another guy to get away from one guy. This is looking for an out—any out—to get out of a bad situation. Because, from her point of view, it can’t get much worse than this.
Spock is her excuse. And I think the ONLY reason Devers doesn’t abandon the bar right then and there is that he sees Christine’s headed over to talk to a Vulcan, and few red-blooded (red-shirted) men would be concerned about their human girl having any real sparks with an emotionless green-blooded Vulcan.
I say few, because I’m sure there are some men out there who might think something could happen. But, from what I gauge of Devers, he is not that man.
“But you’re also an idiot.” “I feel I should have seen that coming. Please, elucidate.”
Clearly, they’ve been talking a bit, and he genuinely seeks insight. Though he has only had a few interactions with Christine at this point, he’s known her to be truthful (”This is going to be painful”), thorough, direct, and consistent. Her calling him out in this manner only emphasizes what he already believes to be true about her.
Vulcans, by their very nature, tend to be honest. We’ve heard many times in this series how Vulcans cannot lie in the way that humans do. Christine is a human who has the option to lie, in Spock’s eyes, but in this moment she’s chosen to be truthful about her assessment. That is why I believe he asks for more.
“You’re supposed to put her ahead of your duties. That’s what being in a relationship is. It’s mutual sacrifice. Pretty much why I avoid them.”
Christine is a strong, independent woman who wants to continue her current quality of life. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that! But she knows that being tied down to someone would get in the way of her getting to lead that life. She’s consciously choosing not to engage in a dedicated, committed relationship.
Spock, on the other hand, is very much engaged. And Christine genuinely wants to help him see the other side in this. She’s coming at it as a friend, especially considering her friend-with-benefits is still pining for her at the bar over her shoulder.
Then, Spock drops the bombshell—he’s worried T’Pring thinks he’s too human.
“Okay.”
I love this little moment. She doesn’t offer judgment. She doesn’t try to discount it. She says “Okay” and nods to him, a nonverbal cue asking him to continue. She’s making space for him to say his piece, and I think that’s a very important part of how Christine sees friendship—it’s a give and take.
Then, he starts to open up, to share about the isolation he felt as a child living on Vulcan. Christine leans forward, her body weight shifting as she relates to their shared experiences of bullying. It’s the first real thing between them, the first connection point.
“Teenage Spock had a pretty lousy time of it, huh?” “I was bonded to my pet shlat I-Chaya.” “I had a malamute named Milo who may or may not have bitten this girl who called me stupid. Sharp teeth.”
And with that, this conversation has completely shifted. Instead of Christine coming in as a sounding board for Spock, she’s now engaging with him. They’re trading stories. They’re connecting. They’re bonding over very real aspects of their lives, and they don’t even realize it.
“I hope the girl did not repeat the mistake again.”
There’s the hint of a smile in his face as he says it. It’s the closest she’s seen to his human side coming out, and she catches herself smiling back at him. Oh, no. In her mind, he’s becoming a friend. Yes, she likes to flirt with him, but that’s completely one-sided and not at all indicative of anything real.
But that moment between them is the first real moment of connection. It was honest. It came out of nowhere. But it happened.
And Christine wants none of that.
So, she shifts the conversation back to T’Pring and away from the two of them. Helping Spock with his relationship helps put that wedge between him and Christine back in place. It’s a defense mechanism.
“What are friends for?”
Again, she’s putting that line of friendship out hard to remind herself that it exists. That’s all they can be, just friends.
“What are friends for...” “That was a rhetorical, Spock.” “Oh, I know. Humans are almost as easy to tease as Vulcans.”
And there’s that hint of a smile, again. He played a trick on her. Yes, a small one, but enough to get an honest smile out of her. She ducks her head, looking away, but, darnit, that was cute and she can’t deny it.
“Is that Spock’s girlfriend? Hard to tell, but does she look pissed?”
Spock (in T’Pring’s body) is sprinting to Christine for help. Christine thinks she’s looking at the real T’Pring, the fiancée of her friend, and she is nervous. She really meant all of her advice to Spock in good faith, but you never know how it’s going to turn out, or how a woman might feel about their man talking to another woman about their issues.
SIDE NOTE: And can we talk about this location? The two seats encircling toward one another, separated, but identical in shape and form. Can there be a more perfect metaphor for where Spock and Chapel are in this series?
They are very alike, in some ways, and while each of them feels a pull toward the other, like the chairs that do not touch, they can never truly be joined. Whoever was the set designer or location team is breaking my heart today. It’s perfect.
“You clearly have a relationship opportunity.”
Leave it to Christine to find the silver lining in this mess. T’Pring is trying to save his career, so she encourages him to help T’Pring out. It’s the mutual sacrifice she was talking about, but now he gets to live it.
“It is well known that you are betrothed to the son of Sarek... you defend Vulcan ideals with one hand, insult them with the other.” “Hey.”
Both Spock and Christine are getting a little upset here. Poor Spock has had to endure this BS his whole life. Now he’s seeing that it can impact T’Pring, too. From Christine’s point of view, she just learned this week how much people like this hurt her friend, and she doesn’t want to let it happen, again.
“You know what? I work with Spock. He’s twice the Vulcan you are.”
Spock (as T’Pring) tries not to react, but you can tell he appreciates her stepping in to defend him. I doubt many did when he was a child.
“Humans evolved from apes, did they not? You’ve kept many of their charming qualities, it would seem.” “I would caution you to stop insulting my companion.”
And now it’s Spock’s turn. By comparing Christine to an ape, this man is essentially trying to diminish her, much like the girl who called her “stupid” as a child.
“To tell you the truth, I came here today with every intention of considering rehabilitation, but the company you keep changed my mind.”
That’s it. Spock’s had enough.
Because Christine is more than his shipmate. She is a friend. She is a companion. She is someone who has accepted him, listened to him, helped him, and defended him... all without ever offering judgment on his validity as a being worthy of existence.
And this sh*thead just went too far.
The human side of Spock that feels kinship and appreciation for Christine asserts itself in the form of a right hook that sends Vulcan pea-brain sprawling.
Christine was ready to defend herself, but her friend stepped in.
Think about that. The girl whose malamute was her only defense against bullies has a friend who stepped up to defend her. He came through for her. That’s no small thing for Christine.
“Perhaps we should keep the details of how exactly we captured Barjan between us. My response was a tad too human.” “I’d say just the right amount.”
The look Christine gives him is so... nuanced. There’s gratitude. There’s admiration. There’s appreciation. And, again, she’s not condemning a single part of him. She’s accepting him just as he is. And he’s not used to that.
“Nurse Chapel.” “You know you can call me Christine.” “Christine.”
Hearing him say her name has an unexpected impact. She was content to continue working when he called her Nurse Chapel, but her first name on his lips draws her eyes to his. There’s a weight to it that hits unexpectedly.
“I want to thank you again for your help.” “Hey, no big deal.”
She puts distance between them physically, attempting to disengage from the impact.
“Perhaps not. But for me the deal was very big, very big indeed.”
The whole experience has bonded them even more than that conversation. He came to her in confidence, and she kept his confidence. She helped him do T’Pring’s job. She defended him. She was there for him.
And she’s trying to help him be honest with himself. That’s always been tricky for him, especially with being raised on Vulcan around Vulcans. But Christine’s words get through to him, and he is honest with himself and with T’Pring.
Christine is having an impact on him. At this point, it’s only friendship, but it’s a growing friendship. She has proven herself reliable, and he’s done the same for her. They are going to help one another, defend one another, protect one another. There are no doubts on that front. And having that foundation is a beautiful thing.
But, as is the case with these two, it can also be a little dangerous.
“Be honest” “It would have to be the right guy... I, uh... No.”
She can’t say it. Because our homegirl is starting to get a crush and she knows it. That dinner together was the start of something, but she thought she nipped it in the bud. At the end of the episode when she and Spock were talking in Sickbay... there was a new layer to everything.
The tone completely shifted from the two of them talking at a table in a busy restaurant/bar... to nobody else being in the room. No other sounds. No distractions. Just two people sharing a quiet moment of honesty.
And Christine values honesty almost as much as Spock. He showed appreciation for her, gratitude, and genuine caring. It flustered her, though she wishes it didn’t.
And that’s why she can’t say a word to Ortegas about it. Putting it out there in the world as a spoken thought would give it too much powers... and Christine still wants to stamp this out before it goes outside her comfort zone.
“Earth to Spock!” “I am sorry. I am distracted.”
It’s another few episodes before the pair share a significant moment. I find it fascinating (excuse the word choice, but that’s the one that popped out) that we transition from our virtual chat between T’Pring and Spock to an in-person one with Christine.
On a stroll to meet Dr. Aspen, Christine notes Spock’s complete lack of focus. From his very first reaction, she can tell that something is off. I love that she knows him so well that she can tell when he’s completely in his head.
“I need... a friend.” “Ah, spill it.”
Christine seems to be ducking out of the latest T’Pring/Spock drama, but when he pulls out the “friend” card, she gives in. This is fully within the limits that she has set, and she really does want to help.
“T’Pring has been researching human sexuality. She has been quite thorough.” “That doesn’t sound so bad.” “One would imagine.” “But...”
I love that “But”. From her perspective, sexuality is not a bad thing! It’s not a bad thing to research and be aware of at all. But, she can sense that “but” coming, and she wants to give him space to say what he needs to say.
It reminds me of the “Okay” and nod from the dinner conversation in Spock Amuck. She recognizes he has more to say, even if he’s still formulating in his mind how to say it. It’s a way of not rushing him to the point, while acknowledging she knows there’s one coming.
“She appears more eager to explore my humanity than I am.” “Spock, are you telling me your girlfriend is moving too fast for you?” “Reconciling my divergent cultures of origin is complex. The journey is challenging.”
This friendship is deep. He’s opening up about some scary stuff. But he also has the experiences of Spock Amuck to inform him. He’s told her before about the bullying, and she got to see some of the disdain first-hand. She defended him, even. So, he knows that he can talk to her about this without judgment.
“Spock, do you know why it’s fun to be friends with Vulcans? Because Vulcans are honest. Don’t try to be smarter than the truth. That’s what got you in trouble last time.”
I love this. If you recall, T’Pring is trying really hard to be accepting of Spock’s Human side, and each time Christine has reminded him to try addressing T’Pring as a Vulcan. That’s what she’s saying here... not that he has to be a Vulcan to be honest, but that Vulcans are intrinsically honest beings. Leaning into that will help him with T’Pring.
And he knows Christine is right.
“Also, pro tip, pay better attention to me when I’m talking... because?” “You are very charming and I am completely missing it?” “Progress. You’re learning.”
I love this return to flirting. After the weirdness at the end of Spock Amuck, Christine truly believes she’s regained her friendship footing with Spock. He’s clearly parroting back something she once spoke to him (or many times, for all we know), and she’s flashing a flirtatious smile his way in response.
Box achieved. From both their points of view, the rhythm is back and nothing’s going to shake it.
You see where this is going, right? Of course you do. You understand just when a character gets comfortable, it’s time to shake them up somehow.
“I lost the man I love, even if it was to a Vulcan prison, not pirates.” “You stole a Federation ship, and are blackmailing Vulcans for love?”
I love the absolute disdain in Christine’s voice. to her, this is a lot further than she’s ever considered going for love. Then again, Christine bolts before love has a chance to take hold.
“I apologize in advance for any liberties I take. Please follow my lead. “Okay.”
This is that trust I was mentioning before. Christine has no idea what’s in his head, but she’s going along with it.
“I have been giving in to my human side. More so than I wish to admit. I cannot deny the emotions within me any longer. Nurse Chapel and I-”
Christine gets it. She doesn’t get why he’s doing it, but she already told him she was going to follow his lead, so she’s following. She can tell he’s faltering and steps in to help.
Side Note: WHY is he faltering NOW and not earlier in the declaration? Why was he able to get through the rest of that without struggle? I believe because a small part of him knows it’s true. A small part of him is aware of the growing connection between himself and Nurse Chapel. He never would have otherwise admitted it, but it serves the needs of the moment.
“He’s trying to tell you that we’re having an affair.”
The framing is gorgeous. Christine steps alongside Spock, and you can see a confused T’Pring in the center, watching them. There’s the distance of her watching through a screen while Spock and Christine stand nearly shoulder-to-shoulder.
“We’re in love. I’m sorry.”
Angel isn’t buying it. Not for a second.
“No, I...”
Nope. Words aren’t coming. Why aren’t they coming? We can argue that his Vulcan nature is stepping over his human nature, making it difficult to lie. But, rather, I think he doesn’t know how he really feels to even make a declaration, and that’s tripping him up.
That’s why he resorts to physical affection—to showing T’Pring something that might sway her.
Spock awkwardly brings Christine to face him, then leans in to kiss her, thin-lipped. Her hand instinctively rises to his neck, but her eyes remain open. Gotta stay disassociated, Christine. Don’t feel. Don’t feel.
But she feels.
Her eyes close as the kiss deepens. Her right hand shifts from his side to his back, and as it does, everything in Spock shifts.
He can feel her. He can feel her desire for him, and that sends off a cascade of feelings within him. His hands glide over her back, his right hand plunging lower as he shifts from thin lips to open-mouth.
He shifts sides, lips parted, tongue touching hers as she leans up on her toes, hand grabbing tighter around his neck as her brow furrows.
They pull apart slowly, lips parted.
That’s important. At least, it is to me. They entered into this kiss completely thin-lipped, two friends embarking on a mission to deceive. Instead, they exit it more open to one another than they’d anticipated, and the ones they’re deceiving now are each other and themselves...
Their eyes flicker open, and Christine’s come to rest on his lips, processing what just happened. That wasn’t some thin-lipped peck.
There was Spock tongue. Repeat, there was Spock tongue!
Her eyes travel up to meet his, wide and terrified. That felt right. Why did it feel right? It wasn’t supposed to feel right! All the boxes and zones she had in place for Spock are shattered... and she knows it.
Spock’s response is more muted, of course, but it’s there. The way his eyes flicker away and then back, again. He knows that something in him has shifted toward her... something he couldn’t have anticipated.
Spock turns back to the monitor as Christine’s hands awkwardly fall away from his chest. She and Spock can’t look at one another. Her job done, she goes back to her post over his left shoulder while Spock and T’Pring decouple.
“I think there’s more to life than logic... and so, I suspect, do you.”
Watch Angel in that little pause, how their eyes trail to Christine, then back to Spock. I really do worry that’s going to come back to bite them at some point. Much as Angel was able to call Spock’s plan, it’s impossible to watch that kiss and think there was nothing behind it (unless, of course, you’re T’Pring).
“I apologize for the... incident between Nurse Chapel and I.” “Why apologize? It was an impressive gambit...” “You knew?” “Of course. I never actually believed you could have feelings for Nurse Chapel.”
Watch. His. Face.
Because, truthfully, Spock himself isn’t so certain. He wants to be committed to this relationship completely, and has done everything he can to do so. The times he has spent the most time with “Nurse Chapel” have actually been in service to his relationship with T’Pring, whether discussing his relationship or assisting T’Pring’s career during the body-swap.
I honestly think he hadn’t considered having feelings for Christine until T’Pring speaks it. It’s part of my whole theory that words have power. Christine couldn’t tell Ortegas about having a crush on Spock. Spock couldn’t consider having feelings for Christine until someone else said it aloud.
Because he was faced with having to either refute or confirm the assertion, he then had to consider it.
And I don’t think he’d ever considered it before.
“Of course not.”
Oh, sweet baby Vulcan... You’re in denial, my friend.
“Your human side can be a source of strength. There is no way you could have sold the passion of that kiss without it.”
She earnestly believes this. She believes he tapped into some ability to deceive that he had been hiding rather than the truth—he quite accidentally tapped into his human side that he’s been suppressing.
Think about it. He started this episode talking about his reluctance to explore human sexuality. No blaming or shaming here. I’m known as a prude around my friends and family because I’m a demi-sexual who gets SUPER uncomfortable with sex scenes to this day. So, seriously, no judgment!
But he encounters human sexuality in a subtle way with that kiss... and I doubt he expected himself to respond in the way that he did. I doubt he’s ever actually kissed a human before... and when he felt Christine’s response to him, something in him responded to her.
That passion wasn’t an act. But, he’s willing to let T’Pring (and, to a degree, himself) believe it. I don’t think he truly wishes to deceive his fiancée in this moment. Rather, he wants to believe what she’s saying. It’s simpler if he can be a half Vulcan/half Human who has the ability to lie about feeling anything for Nurse Chapel rather than... really feeling what he feels.
That’s messy. That’s complicated.
“Thank you. You know me well.”
I feel like this is... a wish. Because, if she truly knows him well, then what she is saying is truth and he can believe it. He can trust it. He can ignore the part of him that’s questioning everything.
But, as so many have pointed out... he doesn’t even know himself.
“I came here to thank you and applaud your performance on the Bridge.”
Watch Christine... she has a nice little rhythm with what she’s doing, but as soon as she hears his voice, her pacing slowed. She had hoped she’d avoid this talk. I mean, it took her several chances with Dever to finally be open and honest with him about not wanting to be with him... THIS is not her strong suit—talking about her own feelings.
“I thought because you are human you might need to discuss your feelings.”
When I was a little girl, I didn’t like to ask for my mother’s time. She was a hair and makeup artist in the film industry and always working. When she was home, she was exhausted and often on edge... as a single mother of two young kids, she had a lot to handle. So, I never told her when I needed to talk to her about something.
I’d ask her if she needed to talk. “Momma, do you need to talk?”
I see the same thing here in Spock. Yes, he does think that she needs to talk, but he’s using it as a cover for the fact that he really needs to talk, too.
As I said, I think when T’Pring said it was impossible for Spock to have feelings for Christine, he actually had to consider if he did... and was left confused. Even the phrasing here, “your feelings” echoes back to T’Pring’s verbiage.
“Spock, like I said earlier, I like Vulcans. I know where I stand with you. You’re an honest man. You’re not the guy who would chase after another woman while you have a girlfriend. So I know for certain there’s no feeling between us.”
Some have argued the Christine put Spock in the “Vulcan box” with this speech, but I disagree. Yes, she references their earlier conversation and leans into the inherently truthful nature of Vulcans. But then she says, “You’re an honest man.”
The term “Man” is not typically used to describe a Vulcan. I went on a whole research binge on gender and Vulcans. While there are names that traditionally had a male or female gender connotation, those conventions do not hold across canon.
Plus, we’ve been told in canon that TRUE Vulcan names are almost impossible for non-Vulcans to pronounce, even with the help of Universal Translators. So, these names that we’ve come to know them by are not even their given Vulcan names.
Merriam-Webster defines “man” as “an adult male human being.“
Human.
So, in her speech, she is actually acknowledging both parts of him and pulling them into the whole—a person who she will not let out of the friend-zone.
It’s not so much about defining him as it is about defining where they stand. We have already seen that Christine is fiercely loyal to her friends, and with that comes a sort of trust that she refuses to break, let alone let another break it.
Spock has trusted Christine with a great deal, and she has trusted him as well. And now they must trust one another not to overstep boundaries that must stay in place... for so many reasons.
“I’m glad to hear it. You know me well.”
This is the echo of what he told T’Pring, likely because he hears reflected back to him what he wanted to hear—there’s nothing between them. He wants to believe these two women know him better than he knows himself... because he struggles so much with knowing who he is on his own.
Eventually, he’s going to have to stop relying on other people to tell him who he is, and find a way to reconcile all the pieces of himself into... Spock. But, that’s a topic for another blog!
“You’re a good friend, Mr. Spock.” “As are you, Nurse Chapel.”
She puts up that friend-zone firmly, even going so far as to step into formalities. And from her point of view, he seems to get the message, as he answers back in kind.
“Spock, one last thing.”
And in the next breath, she’s fallen back into the informal and he comes running when she calls. No, it’s not a sign of “oh my GOSH they’re going to FALL INTO EACH OTHER’S ARMS and MAKE LOVE ON THE FLOOR OF SICKBAY”. I’m not deluded. But it does show how easy it is for them to trust one another. There’s no hesitation.
“You said that on the Bridge you suddenly realized the identity of the prisoner that Angel was trying to free.”
This is where that trust comes in, again. Spock answers her freely. He holds nothing back. He shares with her intimate details of his own family by telling her about his brother.
Because, no matter what is going on between these two, they have tightly woven a cord of trust. That’s the foundation. That’s the basis. They trust one another explicitly.
“Lieutenant Duke. He did not account for potential instabilities in the Jeffries Tube.” “Duke wasn’t paying attention.” “Indeed.”
Two episodes later and we get a few small interactions at the beginning of the episode (and an important one at the end), but I love the subtlety of this one. We saw in the previous scene that Christine is more than willing to be his guide through Human culture (the drinking game) while everyone else just ignored his confusion.
Here, Spock is able to talk in a manner that Christine automatically understands what he really means. She understands him on a very deep level, and a small interaction like that really shows it.
“I understand that, uh, Vulcans have a strong, hidden primal nature. I bet you’re a tempest when you’re angry.”
Of course, this whole conversation is to set up Spock’s arc in this episode... what happens when he lets out a little emotion? A little anger? A little rage?
“It is true without proper mindfulness Vulcan emotion is dangerous. We use logic to not succumb to anger.” “It’s good to get mad sometimes.”
This reminds me so strongly of T’Pol from Enterprise. While my least favorite Star Trek series of those I’ve seen, T’Pol and Trip held a very special place in my heart both apart and as a couple. Her journey of trying to more deeply understand pure Vulcan emotion was incredible to watch. But, like Spock, letting out that first little bit was incredibly dangerous.
From everything I understand of Vulcans, they are taught to suppress emotions... not how to handle them, how to work through them, how to work with them. Spock is half human, too, so he’s got a wide array of emotions and hormones, no doubt, to deal with.
The loss of Hemmer is too much for him.
“The people you love the most can cause you the most pain. But it’s the people you love that can mend your heart when you feel broken. That’s what Hemmer’s purpose was. To fix what is broken. And he did.”
Spock has been standing there struggling with his emotions, clenching and unclenching his fists. Christine can see it... that he’s on the edge.
When he peels out of there, she follows. The rage bursting inside (and thinking he’s alone), he slams a fist into the bulkhead.
“Spock!” “Do not follow me.” “What’s going on?” “I’m warning you, back off!”
She raises a hand to his shoulder, but as it connects he grabs it away. He freezes, his hand around her wrist. Christine looks down at her hand, then back up to Spock.
“Tell me what’s going on.”
I love the emphasis... It’s on “me”. Because, this isn’t just anyone asking. It’s her. It’s the woman he has trusted with so much in such a short time. It’s the woman who has never judged him and won’t judge him now. It’s HER asking.
“I can’t control it.”
And in an instant, without hesitation, he tells her. It spills out of him without stops or sputters. It’s a truth he doesn’t want to carry... but more than that, I think he desperately doesn’t want to carry it alone.
Spock has the distinction of being the only of his kind... a half Human, half Vulcan raised on Vulcan with the expectations of being a “good little Vulcan”. This is not how a good little Vulcan behaves.
“I’ve let something out Rage. Pain.” “It’s your emotions.” “My mind has gotten weak.”
And there it is. “I’m broken.” “I’m wrong.” “I’m not good enough.” It’s all there. All these perceptions of who he is supposed to be and how he is supposed to act. He’s not supposed to give into his human side. He’s not supposed to feel.
But he’s feeling.
“No. No.”
She reaches for his face with both hands, and you can see how he tenses and start to pull away from the touch. But as the second hand lands, he settles into it.
“It doesn’t make you weak, Spock. It makes you human.”
That’s a terrifying thought. And while some say, “Oh, now she’s trying to put him in the human box!” I don’t feel that way. When I see this, it’s more her saying that it’s not wrong. It’s simply a part of him... the part of him that’s human.
That’s what she’s trying to say... You aren’t broken, Spock. You aren’t wrong. You are good enough. This is what it is to be human. We feel things. BIG things, sometimes. And that’s okay.
She pulls him into her arms, using the power of an embrace to communicate caring. She did the same with Uhura earlier in the episode as Hemmer delivered his final words of advice. Now, she pulls Spock against her, both of her arms winding under his.
He stand there a moment, caught between his two worlds. But the longer he stands with her, the more he feels something else.
Comfort.
Spock’s eyes drift closed as he soaks in the feeling, nestling his cheek against Christine’s. His arms lift to wrap around her, settling as he leans in against her, eyes fully closed. He rests in the embrace. He rests in the feelings running through him.
Not feeling of rage or pain... but of warmth. The kind of warmth that comes from loving acceptance and caring.
They pull apart. As they do, their eyes flicker up to meet one another’s. Then, Christine’s flash to his lips and his follow to hers. Her eyes trail back up to his eyes... but his gaze is locked on her lips.
She realizes it, and as she does, he peels away... leaving her standing alone in the corridor.
Because his emotions are still close to the surface... all of them. And those emotions from Serene Squall that he’s been trying to convince himself were part of a deception aren’t as easy to push down when Pandora’s Box of emotions is cracked open.
And she knows it. She knows that look, even if she’s never seen it before on his face. She wants desperately to be his friend and him to be hers... but there are undercurrents that are growing more undeniable as time passes.
"Massive cerebral trauma. Major blood loss. Spinal fractures. Radiation burns across 40% of his body. I’m not sure that he will recover from this. But if he does... he will not be the same.”
Speaking of time passing... in the flash-forward “What if” finale, we get a glimpse of a stricken Christine frozen over the near-corpse of Spock. We don’t know what has transpired between them, but there’s obviously still caring. There’s obviously still concern.
A Sickbay full of people and she’s frozen over his bed, holding it together, but clearly distraught.
We know that’s not the future for this duo... and we know the weight of canon that implies they never find their way to one another. But, however long this journey is, it’s a joy to watch.
Ethan Peck and Jess Bush have effortless chemistry, bolstered by smart script choices and elegant directing. This season of Strange New Worlds has been a masterpiece, in this humble Trekkie’s opinion.
For context, my Freshman year of College my final persuasive speech was a 10 minute effort about why people should give Star Trek a watch... I aced it. So, this gal’s a hardcore fan.
And I’m definitely a fan of these iterations of Spock and Christine Chapel.
I’ve seen some people whine on the internet about Christine Chapel... “Who is she except a Spock love interest?“
Who else is Christine Chapel? Christine Chapel is a nurse. She is a brilliant scientist who is even interested in medieval medicine, which involves sewing people back together. She is part of an incredible initiative at the cutting edge of science to help with protecting First Contact protocols.
Her attitude is a mixture of devil-may-care and I-care-too-much with a dash of did-she-really-just-say-that. She’s not a gossip, but she does love to talk and listen.
She is incredibly competent on her own in the medical field, but also an amazing support for Dr. M’Benga. Trust me. I’ve had so many surgeries I’ve learned to watch the nurses and assistants. She’s an incredible assistant, quick on her feet, and often moving in complete rhythm with Dr. M’Benga without him having to ask.
She grew up bullied and took comfort in her pet, a welcome companion. She’s had many lovers of her choosing, and she’s afraid of commitment and relationships. Though, she shows a great understanding of what a relationship should look like, which makes me believe she grew up seeing what it shouldn’t look like. Trust me. I have first-hand experience on that one.
She is a caretaker, always asking how people are (La’an in All Those Who Wander). She’ll be the one giving you a hug (Uhura and Spock in All Those Who Wander). And she’ll let you talk when you need to talk it out. Christine is a good friend who is desperate to trust even as she is terrified to do so.
She’ll help carry your bags without being asked (Spock Amuck), and she’ll go on long walks in nature to talk about life (like with Ortegas). She can totally kick *ss with nothing but a hypospray (Serene Squall). And she is willing to join Starfleet’s cause to boldly go.
I see some of myself in her, so maybe that makes me more drawn to her and her story.
I know they’ve wrapped shooting Season 2, and I can’t wait to see what they have in store for us. If it’s anything like Season 1, then we’re all definitely in for a treat!
As always, thanks for reading! All the best to you and yours.
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Who says science isn't exciting?
4x04 Dear Mama
Hi, and welcome back to my science meta! I'm actually writing this merely a few hours after watching the finale, and I haven't gotten a chance to rewatch any of season 4. So this might get updated in the future as I intend to rewatch the entire show to give you the best science breakdown possible!
Anyway, this is not about the finale, it's about 4x04 and science. Hence I will ignore all my feelings about this episode, and focus on my favourite thing in the world: science!
So buckle your seat-belts, deconnect all your braincells, and prepare yourself to dive into some alien made-up science!
(Content warning for this meta, I talk about squids a lot, because as you can see from my username, I like that animal)
We start up with a dialogue between Isobel and Liz:
Isobel: "All right, uh, Dr. Dyson, why don't you tell me about this, uh, alien ectoplasm, hmm?"
Liz: "Oh, I prefer the term "goo," but it's technically epidermal tissue. Mm-hmm."
The ectoplasm is the outer layer of a cell's cytoplasm. The ectoplasm is usually of an elastic texture.
The cytoplasm is the all of the material in an eukaryotic cell, enclosed by the cell membrane, excluding the cell nucleus.
Euraryotic cells are cells whose nucleus is enclosed by a nuclear envelope.
The cell nucleus is what contains all of the cell's genome (all genetic information of an organism).
So, the thing is, what we see on screen looks like skin that has been shed. Which is not what ectoplasm is. And I really don't know why Isobel would mention that. I guess one could theorise that after spending many hours around people (Liz and Kyle) who talk about biology, one would absorb some of that vocabulary.
However, Liz indeed corrects her, by saying something scientifically correct! Skin is indeed epidermal tissue.
Epidermal tissue is the outmost cell layer of the primary plant body. So, really, humans are plants and therefore the outer layer of skin, since our skin is composed of 3 layers, one of which is called the epidermis (corresponding to the outer layer), which is an other word for epidermal tissue.
I know this is a weird thing to be proud of, but the fact that they used correct terms (as far as I know) is pretty cool. Just afterwards, Liz mentions the third helix and hence it is definitely alien. Which, personally, I didn't need to look at it under a microscope to tell. The skin sample glowed. Human skin, as far as I know, doesn't do that.
But, better be safe than sorry. It's always good to check your results, and give background to the results that were obtained.
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The next science is something that kinda confused me at first, and then seemed to make some sense. Liz seems to be walking around the desert with a metal detector (spectrometer). And she says:
"Yeah. I rigged it so that it would locate the alien tech component in alien biology. I mean, at least I hope I did."
A spectrometer is a scientific instrument used to separate and measure spectral (over a spectrum) components of a physical phenomenon.
There are light spectrometers, that can separate white light (visible light) and measure the individual bands of colour that compose the light (called a spectrum). There are mass spectrometers which measure the different masses of the atoms or molecules in a gas.
There are other types of spectrometers, like a magnetic one, which is what I had initially assumes Liz had used, but turns out a magnetic spectrometer requires very specific conditions.
Then, I decided to look further into mass spectrometer. It appears that it would work on solids rather than just on gasses. We then can conclude that Liz probably used a mass spectrometer, and tweaked it so that it would "detect" the change in mass between alien DNA (which contains a third helix, which I'm guessing must affect it's mass), from the rest of the desert.
Well, she does find an odd change in mass, in, you know, a truck buried under sand. Very normal, of course.
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Liz saying "For the first time in forever, the science doesn't make any sense to me." really really describes my constant state watching that show
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Liz and Kyle science!
Liz: "Kyle. What if the alien cells aren't dead? What if they are only playing dead? Like an octopus does when it-it's scared and it turns into coral."
Kyle: "You're talking chromatophores."
Octopuses (I had to google the plural of octopus, and I'm just going with what google answered) wan indeed turn into coral! It's fascinating to see (here's a youtube video for you). Squids can also change their colour (which I can actually talk about a lot, I have done extensive research on squids 😅😂).
Squids and octopuses have cells called chromatophores that have the particularity of changing colour. These cells are situated just below the the surface of the skin, which is thin enough to show the colour of these cells.
Chromatophores basically work by having a center that is elastic and contains a certain colour. The elasticity means that when it stretches out, the coulour would appear brighter, and hence give the illusion of changing colour (since then the colours seems more visible). This elastic center, like a little pouch, is controlled by nerves and muscles. These cells are found in a large number, in varying sizes. Hence, it can create a full camouflage. Thing of it like pointillism, a painting made of thousands of little dots of different colour.
To go back to the alien science, basically the alien cells taken from the skin sample have the same property than squids and octopuses. I guess you could say, that I, squid kid, am an alien. (Sorry, I had to, I have been saving this from the moment I watched the episode. It is my moment to shine).
By introducing the sample from the blue eyes, it is like saying "hey don't be afraid, I'm a friend", and the squid/octopus basically reverts to their "original form".
(Moral of the story: don't scare me. I'll turn into coral 😂)
(Side note, but this is one of the reasons thesquidkid is my url)
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I could talk about Tezca and Jones' body. But I genuinely have no idea what is going on, and I don't even want to know. However, I am always happy to talk theories and ideas!
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This is the end of the meta for this episode! It took me most of the day ngl. I was writing in during the breaks in my lectures, because I was so excited to finally talk about how cool squids are 😂
I don't really know when I'll upload the next one, but I'll keep doing them episode by episode, instead of all in one post. I did that for the first three seasons and that was not a great idea for my sanity. You have no idea how stressful it is to write a full meta all on tumblr drafts. I was so scared it would crash and I'd lose everything. I guess I like to live dangerously 😂
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