#moocifer

[greenlaut]

death of the divine ✸

as your flatter talk shivers down my spine i hear the Holy One exposing all the lies (Lord, forgive me, i know my flesh needs to die) x

baal / lucifer / michael from angels before man and angels & man by @nicosraf

close-ups + work progress under the cut

og sketches

cleaned up sketch (i can't perceive my own messy sketch's coherency ok)

1st version. didn't like how thick the lineart and the colour palette isn't clicking with me. is so i scrapped it. decided i want to do frame/illuminated manuscript thingy so i added frame and re-centered michael.

i kind of winged it for the final version, so i don't have progress of me picking colour palette or compositions. idk how i did it, i just did it, it was hard. i had a bad day so i blanked out the entire day to just lose myself in this illustration. and then uh. tada.

now some close-ups:

and some notes:

i know i want lucifer's skin to come across as "gold", so i keep picking his colour in the orange spectrum. bcs yanno--the sun (morningstar). naturally baal is more red leaning, which i think also suits his lion associated imagery well (because lion -> strength card (in tarot deck) -> red. idk, it's how my brain is)

originally michael doesn't wear an armour. i decided last minute to put him in one because fuck it; (1) armour cool and (2) i am a masochist ig

both baal and lucifer wear lipgloss. this is entirely dedicated to rafael's (the author. not the angel.) suffering. they share lipgloss by kissing, you fools.

michael has "jellyfish" hairstyle because. the front bob kinda reminds me how catholic friars/monks in certain schoolings cut their hair in that bob hair? yknow the one?? ya?? anyway it's for that imagery.

both baal and lucifer's legs are caging michael. bcs they're what ground him (vices/temptations) ahahahahaa

i actually asked rafael (author not the angel) and he said he imagined baal is a brunette, which is the same like i had in mind. except that baal asked that he got depicted as a wizened old man/wizard. so now he gets a beard and his hair is white. (he also insisted i gave him a stylish beard)

if u look closely at the jewelries the demons wore; one of lucifer's rings and baal's visible earring have gemstones the colour of michael's eyes

in return, michael's sash is the colour of the demons

baal has a ring with heliodor (yellow) for lucifer, and lucifer has a(nother) ring with red ruby for baal

baal's other gemstones are topaz and lucifer's are yellow jasper

both demons have pearl necklaces. they're supposed to represent michael('s wings ahahahahahaahaha)

my headcanon is that michael's wings are brown like sparrow's actually. BUT during the war, god gave him more power and authority and my understanding is that he got tempered into a perfect sword; so his wings turned white. when book 3 came out and they finally bang (I FUCKING HOPE THEY DO. RAFAEL. THIS IS FOR YOU RAFAEL.) his wings will turn brown againehehhehe

lucifer's coat has wing-like cut at the ends to represent his no longer existing wingsbye

michael is blue because one time i shared this imagery with rafael; michael wearing blue because of the same reason virgin mary is depicted in blue. god's favourites are in blue; fated to suffer and be left behind.

fin.

#angels before man #abm #moobaalcifer #INSHAALLAH they have a 3way amin #archangel michael #lucifer #lucifer morningstar #baal demon #baal #moocifer #baalcifer #moobaal #(?) #baalchael #sounds cool djjdg #religious imagery #religious imageries #what catholicism does to u ig #art #illustration #digital illustration #book illustration #artist on tumblr #artist #angel #demon #my art

[kan1nekaz]

A little silly doodle of Michael and Lucifer’s first meeting in the gallery garden 🥺 how far we’ve come.

Testing out some new stuff with my art style, I’ve got some work to do with it but I like the direction it’s heading :)

#angel #angels before man #abm #lucifer #archangel michael #mine #moocifer #they’re just #so 🥰

[nicosraf]

So I heard about baalcifer rant but what about MOOLCIFER and their love hate relationship that broke my heart because I NEED IT! Like screaming shaking throwing up because I can’t say much but Michael’s internal thoughts were killing me

Michael and Lucifer.... okay let me ramble about them too. Spoilers for Angels & Man below the cut.

They're made for each other, and they know that. Maybe God did it by accident, but he made them that way regardless. And I think that thought was very romantic in ABM, when they were innocently holding hands and pecking each other's lips like birds. I think half the fun of wrestling or laying together was feeling how perfectly their bodies fit together. When Michael puts his hands on Lucifer's cheeks or his waist or his hips, it's like they lock into place.

But God is a jealous God, so he punishes Lucifer (and not Michael, at least not initially). Lucifer was promised by Michael that he'd protect him, and he wholeheartedly believes in him, so he keeps waiting and waiting for Michael to save him, to kill God and take him away. To take him back to Earth maybe. (in vain i love you, the dawn streaming onto you, but there is no dawn in heaven, only on earth; lucifer wants to see the dawn with michael again). But Michael — well, he's the angel of strength, everyone adores him because he's so strong and big and muscular and beefy (and everyone is super gay). maybe he, at some point, worried that he was the angel of pain, but that was long ago now.

I don't think Michael has any strength at all. He has God-given strength but none of his own. He's never had to become strong. When he's finally put in a situation where he has to build a little strength of his own, he completely fails. When Lucifer tries to sleep with Michael, he cries. There's no pride in him, there never was, or that little bit of pride is really just God's, a tiny reflection of God. God made Lucifer to adore him, then made his chief prince a little too much like Himself; he made Lucifer and Michael for each other, without meaning to, maybe.

And so the fall happens and Lucifer is mad. Michael was a coward and a liar. he couldn't muster up the courage to even sleep with him. He didn't save him.

For a while, Lucifer just rots. He plays dead. He feels dead. He's so angry at Michael that he hates him almost as much as God. He thinks that maybe Michael was just like God in the end; Michael liked him as an adornment, as a beautiful angel to sing him songs and serve him drinks. Lucifer hates him, hates him, hates him. He gets up, finally, and gathers the demons, and he's so angry at Michael he thinks he'll dismember him next time he sees him.

Michael, though, is confused and upset. After cutting off Lucifer's wings, his hands are bloody and he's thinking, 'What have I done?' . When God binds him, he's scared. Why did he do that? Was that wrong? What happened? And now he's being tortured and immediately regrets what he's done. And he cries for Lucifer, begins to dream of him. God tells Michael that this is all his fault. He says Michael killed Lucifer when he loved him, maybe Michael didn't fuck him but he might as well have. Satan is the beast that Michael has made because he loved something more than he loved God, and now he is responsible for all the horrors Satan committed. Michael keeps dreaming of Lucifer, but this time he dreams ends in blood.

In A&M, Michael is sent to Earth as God's sword, and he slaughters everything in his way. He thinks this is the only way to stop Satan; that's what God has told him. Michael must punish the angels who fell for love, and he must bring Satan back to Heaven to be restored; Michael is certain this entire ordeal is his opportunity to redeem himself.

They finally meet again. Michael sees Satan, the monster he's made. Lucifer sees Michael, a lowly coward he stupidly loved once. Oh they hate each other. They want to rip each other apart but Michael is on a mission, and Lucifer is playing a long game, trying to buy time before the end of all things.

But there's something much worse that happens after they see each other again: they realize they still want each other. It doesn't matter what happened; they still feel like they were made for each other. Michael is praying for God to keep his head clear and Lucifer is furious. Michael thinks he craves a monster (and he keeps trying to squash all his obsessive thinking of beautiful sweet excitable angel Lucifer) and Lucifer thinks being attracted to Michael is embarrassing and pathetic and against his own morals. Liking Michael, to Lucifer, is liking God.

So all Lucifer can do is laugh, make fun of him. Invite him into his home as a way to control him. And it does work to an extent. Once, Lucifer needed Michael to teach him how to fight. Now, it's Lucifer doing the teaching. He's the one in control now.

They have that moment in that room. They fight. They rub and finish on each other. Michael is fantasizing of finishing inside of Lucifer, yadda yadda. But this doesn't satisfy them. Nothing will satisfy them until they're one, and they know it.

At the end of things, Michael decides not to drag Lucifer to God; he doesn't want to anymore, suddenly. He can't make himself do it. In ABM, he handed Lucifer to God without question, but here.... he doesn't. And worse, Michael sees the flood come and go, and nothing is any better. He did not redeem himself, and Lucifer was not restored. What was the point? Why did he do any of this?

But he'll go back to Heaven, and he's going to dream about Lucifer again. He's going to bring his hand to his mouth and suck on his fingers, thinking of how Lucifer felt. How they were made for each other, no matter how much they despise that now. And Lucifer is going to try to kill his love again, over and over, until the end of time.

#i might not be super coherent right now please forgive me #moocifer #mine #ask

[tearsoftheseraphim]

Are you a fan of Angels Before Man and have just read or are about to read Angels and Man? In search of a place to scream and cry over your favorite gay demons and angels together? Well look no further, Beloved Damnation, an 18+ server dedicated to the Angels trilogy is now open!

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#angels before man #angels and man #angels trilogy #moocifer #baalcifer #moobaalcifer #asmosier #sazazel

[cr2wqu]

ABM written my Rafael Nicolás.

#this was a project for school lmao #abm #angels before man #the angels trilogy #moocifer #lucifer #archangel michael #i have a fear of posting my art #exposure therapy

[yeow-sammythunder]

hangin' with my posse

#havin a fun time #i wonder how everyone else is doing? #yeow sammythunder #moocifer

[k166y]

moocifer

[thickness-protection-program]

I'm seeing the infamous Moocifer for the first time and he looks like he eats people, speaks fluent simlish and has a gun specifically to use on those who offer him eyedrops for persistent redness.

Is this what is truly communicated in those eyes or have they just been drawn so intensely that one can't help but see their own subconscious primal fears reflected back at them. I want to know more about this beast.

The more you know about moocifer the less time you have to live to tell others about it 👁️👁️

[devious-little-creature]

Been thinking of getting a service animal for anxiety for a while now and I just discovered that mini cows can be service animals so I’m coming up with names because they are so fucking cute ok

1. Moocifer - pronounced like Lucifer but moo, perfect for a black cow

2. Moobius - like funny meme movie, get cuz cows moo all over the place do you ge-

3. Daisy - perfect cow name, I could give her a little flower crown collar thing and it would be SO CUTE

4. Beelzebub - I just like this name tbh, I do a little witchcraft so it fits, potential nicknames: Bee Beezle Bubs

5. Shrink Wrap - love naming animals after everyday household objects, get it cuz shrink and they’re mini

6. Muffin - just the cutest little name for the cutest little animal

Feel free to add to this list I accept more name ideas 🐮

#mini cows #cows #miniature cows #service animal #mental health #service animals

[awonderlandsystem]

Zoe's checklist advices for bad situations

So it should it prolly say Halo cause she started it but I'm the one talking about it. So my name is going on it! But Halo should get all the credit. She started it while she was the system head. Whenever bad situations happened chaos followed. No one knew how to handle things. Not saying we've got a handle on it yet, but we're getting there.

Step One: Identify host routines that follow negative situations. That means what did me, Eva, Ikelos, and Halo tend to do when things got bad. Eva would go into fight and then quickly regress. Ikelos would freeze and shut down. Halo would go into fight and then try to run away, and I would hide. That was P_01, P_02, and P_07's main job for awhile.

Step Two: Work with direct caretaker to list out soothing activities and sensory items. Amara helped me with that. Omi helped Ikelos. Brittany helped Halo and Eva. I think Hayli's Subsystem is lacking a caretaker. I think Maggie kind of quit Bahahaha she's got other things on her mind these days specifically a vampire named Candy.

Step Three: Write out checklist steps. Test. Adjust. Practice. These times were tough. There's still times we get front stuck. There's still times we don't reach for help right away. Halo wants to be prepared for when leave cause there's going to be tough situations that we're not used to and having a routine in place will help.

Zoe's checklist

1. Get headphones and go to a safe place if able.

2. Put on caregiver/little ASMR playlist.

3. Get stuffie, moocifer or beary

4. Reach for Amara or Brittany for front support.

5. Color or play a game.

Eva's checklist

1. Get headphones and go to a safe place if able.

2. Music playlist

3. Physical activity - boxing

4. Journal

5. Reach to Brittany or Jaimye for front support

Halo's checklist

1. Go running if able

2. Shutdown if not

3. Listen to maintenance asmr

Ikelos' checklist

1. Get headphones and go to a safe place if able.

2. Sensory item - fidget toy

3. Drawing book if able

4. ASMR playlist

5. Shower

6. Music

7. Meditation

8. Journal

9. Reach for Omi, Corey, Chance or Toby for front support

[kan1nekaz]

taking a risk and wearing my matching moocifer bracelet with @inkedlycanz to work today

(this quote had me rolling)

#mine #moocifer #angels and man #i just think they’re neat

[nicosraf]

WHY the ship between michael and lucifer is called MOOCIFER I'M CRYING WHY MOO #(#?)?!@?2{?&)]#??#&

I just think they would like it !!!!

#you know how uri-kimah combined their names #theres an AU where Lucifer and Michael morphed into some kind of single monstrosity #and called themselves Moocifer #mine #ask

[blessedpunk]

My sister's cat, Moocifer, upon being denied treats.

#he had been given MANY treats #he enjoys causing problems

[christopherbays]

Looking for a few new followers in today's #comic. Some followers look for some new members.

#cartoon #comics #cows #Farm #Farmer #Followers #Moocifer #webcomic

[yeow-sammythunder]

ay homegirls said her name's moocifer, is that, like, jennifer but cow themed or somethin? sick

#yeow sammythunder #((friendship :]

[k166y]

moocifer soon