#my brain was fully stuck

[jemmo]

no you don’t understand. bad buddy ep 5 is like an ever-present black hole in my life threatening at all times to suck me in. like i have to actively make myself not think about it otherwise i will plummet head first into a void of emotions so overwhelming i will not escape.

#I don’t know how we got here #I don’t know how a single episode of a show has this much power over my ability to simply function #and yet here we are #not letting myself go to a place I love too much bc it’s so good that it’s all consuming #it takes over my every thought and feeling until I’m just a puddle on the floor #like I will cry rn if I think about how much this single ep means to me on so many levels #bc there’s both the ep itself and how masterful ut is #there’s the 4/4 of it all and how earth shattering life changing universe altering it was #how no bl has ever done that and probably will ever reach that level again #and then there’s how it made me shut down for an entire week #like for that whole week I literally and I mean this in the most serious way I could ever mean anything ever #I could not think about anything else #my brain was fully stuck #and then how it brought me back here made me find this community made me wanna contribute and say stuff #and how I met so many incredible and talented people and like fucking found my place and corner of the internet #this ep has given more to me on every level than I could ever convey #and it’s incredible to remember what it felt like experiencing it and knowing that the course of my life was changing in that moment #like it’s just a fucking ep of a show why is it so important #and yet it’s one of the most important moments of my life #just the way you are ep 5 #you are my everything #bad buddy #badbuddyrewatch

[dkettchen]

niche ass crossover fanart noone asked for and my main criticism of barbie movie in a nutshell

#barbie movie #gentlemen prefer blondes #ken #ken barbie movie #marilyn monroe #jane russell #I watched gentlemen prefer blondes with my friend the other day and my brain decided this was a necessary consequence #the fashion is glorious in this movie if you like women and/or fabulousness you absolutely need to watch it #I've decided to cast blonde ken as lorelei and simu's ken as dorothy #seeing as they match the hair colours and general personality types well enough x'D #also shout out to barbie fashion for basically already being stuck in the 50s which made these redesigns hecking easy #I'm finally watching live action one piece? what better time to make FULLY UNRELATED FANART #about one movie that is just out long enough to no longer be relevant and one that is literally 70 years old

[merakiui]

Imagine pathetic and desperate Azul dry humping you, fully clothed, in an empty hallway and he won't shut the hell up lol. Like do something before someone investigates the noise.

Straight up, dry humping is very hot to me and I legit want to think up a scenario for each and every single guy (that's appropriate to) that involves it.

He absolutely cums from dry humping alone AAAAAA he’s such a loser, babbling in your ear about how perfect you are and how much he loves you and has wanted this the whole day, all while grinding against your ass from behind. His arms are looped around your waist to hold you against him, pinning your body to his while he rocks back and forth. The hallway is empty (for now), but he’s so loud and he just won’t shut up! You keep turning your head to kiss him so he’ll be more quiet, but that has him whining even more. orz if you’re really so worried about getting caught, he’s willing to drag you elsewhere so that the two of you are properly secluded, but the minute he’s alone with you it’s back to feeling you up and grinding against you while fully clothed hehe.

#twisted chit chat #n/sfw #thinking about stuck in the wall trope with dry humping…… #floyd finds you and you beg him not to stick it inside because it’s not a safe day #and you somehow convince him to dry hump you instead #but of course he can feign obedience for however long he’s interested before he gets bored and impatient and wants to stick it in :) #oooo or dry humping when you’re really pregnant #maybe you’re scared you’ll hurt the baby or it’ll be too awkward with your bump in the way and limiting you to certain positions #or maybe you’re self-conscious and prefer to remain fully clothed and dry hump instead…….. #but then your yan gives you so much love and attention and praise and it’s something like soft non-con/dub-con #there are too many scattered thoughts in my egg brain but !!!!! dry humping is very <3

[stagefoureddiediaz]

If nothing else I’m just happy to see Eddie has some colour on his bedroom walls at last but don’t think it escaped my notice he’s painted them the same blue as bucks blue journey of self discovery shirts!!

#just saying!!! #they couldn’t do the same thing with Eddie so they’ve done it with wall colour - which is perfect because it’s the only space in his house #that is entirely his - plays into the idea of him working on himself more deeply - the space where he sleeps (and has sex - and we see that #this episode) my brain is still stuck on buddie karaoke so it’s not fully formed - will come back to tvis #911 spoilers #eddie diaz

[boom-doodles]

For real these videos are addictive

#theo parker #theodora parker #??? (wraith) #interactive fiction #disenchantedif #if they stop watching then I think Theo would want to go try it #fully forgot the wings hhhh #stuck in my meme/scenarios brain while things explode #also other stuff but I’m still so burnt out #even this felt kind of overwhelming to make I need to go make soup #lmao anyway #if: disenchanted #val #oc tag #still figuring out how I want to organize tags

[boydykedevo]

k so backstory headcanons for this Taako doesn’t have a last name so Magnus takes his first name and hyphenates it. He’s Magnus Burnsides-Taako and Taako still does not have a last name

and before they had Iggy there was a moment when Magnus assumed her last name was gonna be Burnsides-Taako and Taako was kinda offended that he just assumed she wouldn’t inherit his last name (ie none)

So her official full name is Ignacia Burnsides-Taako-[ ]

#it was a joke solution but it just kinda stuck so when she was born that’s what they put down #no one pronounces the last part cuz. you can’t #but if either of her dads are saying it they always make sure to just pause for a half a second at the end #icarus is talking #oc: iggy #taagnus #taz #i was not thinking about her at all this just appeared in my brain fully formed

[spacemancharisma]

me: this edible ain’t shit

me, an hour or so later:

#well gang first and last time I’m ever doing drugs #I had a full on psychotic episode #I’m okay now #but yowza #it was like. my brain was trying to give me repressed memories to unlock something or whatever but I Didn’t Want To so I was just #fully regressed into myself at age like 5 but refusing to look too hard at anything #so I was just stuck there #anyway. if you’re prone to psychosis maybe don’t do drugs #that’s mainly my takeaway #and also I feel like how saw traps are supposed to make you feel #like I’m so happy to be alive and not Stuck Like That lol #personal #drugs ment

[kendallroygf]

i once read something that described kendall as taking up maximum space at the dinner table, scoffing everything down and even picking at the food stuck between his teeth at the end . and it’s like. what a wild misunderstanding of the character. he’s constantly wilting, has literally never finished his plate and it’s actually. odd how absent he is at every dinner table , constant dissociation that’s framed as normal as everybody chats around him

#like don’t get me wrong he can definitely put on a show. and he probably likes to. but it’s so obviously fake. like you can #pretend the whale is a shark but at the end of the day it’s still a fucking whale . constant moaning and wailing etc #like i cannot think of any dinner scene in succession where he is fully present. family or otherwise #idk how much sense this makes really. but that bit about him disassociating even in the credits made me think #like . this stems from me writing 1k abt kendall ed the other day. but like yeah he’ll order the 8 ounce steak in front of you and eat it #like he’s normal but the meat stuck between his teeth will drive him crazy #he’ll go to the bathroom for a straightener that doesn’t work and he’ll want to blow #his fucking brains out bc he can’t stick his fingers down his throat here but my god he wants to #sorry. anyway #tw ed #.

[fivveweeks]

i am so crasy abt ur tweet abt verdante being a tragedy its like in my mind at all times. like ,,, im rotating it in my head, im so ruined, this idea consumes me u do not understand i am opening up google docs and writing a fic im morose im captivated i am making an ao3 account

like ur so right 4 that one banger

KYAAAA ON MY KNEES... i have so much feelings on it u have no idea. twitter doesn't let me go ham but since we are on tumblr let me write a goddamn essay on this

the thing is that yes i enjoy both verdante being a romcom comedy or a tragedy or anything in between. ofc we'd like them to be happy but part of me like to explore what would happen if we really stayed canon-compliant

and like. let's take a look at them both. Vergilius is canonly someone who's weighed down by his past sins (killing and assassinating and orphaning children), who fully well accepts that he deserves the karma that comes for him (like this man literally is expecting it and doesn't fight it), yet he chooses to drag himself forward bc if he doesn't he will sink into despair. he is full of guilt and shame. verg also seems reluctant to form new bonds which is understandable considering that he lost everything prior to limbus, and how he doesn't want to drag people down with his karma, at the same time it would be extremely hard for him to trust people due to the risks of betrayal and manipulation in the city. he KNOWS that kindness and empathy will be consumed by the city if they don't adapt (see leviathan and his thoughts on garnet) therefore anyone would be wary bc there's always a catch. vergilius is also extremely duty bound to restoring garnet and lapis and it weighs down on him a lot

now i dont see Vergilius as oblivious bc the man would obviously recognise signs of attraction from Dante. but vergilius, despite his harsh exterior, is also kind deep down or at least practical, so taking the above into account, in this scenario he would probably outright address it to dante that he has... personal goals. maybe dante will be sacrificed at the end for limbus company as a whole, maybe not, but Verg makes it clear that he WILL choose lapis and garnet over dante bc that is his responsibility. what he owes to them.

executive manager, he doesn't say, do not be a fool.

and to his surprise, dante just nods and writes him, "I'm aware. It's ok, I understand."

bc dante respects him. they respect his space and not push anything at all (alongside how they probably feel that they are not worthy yet, or that they don't want to burden Vergilius, bc c'mon they're stumbling through their responsibilities after losing their memory, work is more important than personal interest now), i also like to think dante isn't say, self-depreciating, but more like they've accepted that they have so much to live up to and Vergilius has something to achieve and they will not stand in his way, so they're content to just spend time with Vergilius as manager and guide.

and there's that. they don't talk about it after the day. nothing changes between them. they continue on as manager and guide.

the only exception is that now Vergilius is aware that Dante fully accepts that he will sacrifice them for his own goals. yet Dante is content to spend time around him and vice versa (he doesn't admit it)

and isn't that the tragedy?

vergilius, to be aware that something could have sparked between the both of you, yet you cannot afford to cross the line due to circumstances. occasionally imagining what it could had been if the both of you were actually allowed to. how should you feel when the other person still seeks you out and befriends you despite knowing that you will never pick them

and dante, getting the confirmation that you will never be picked and will be the third or fourth or whatever choice but that's okay. manager and guide is enough, you WILL enjoy whatever there is between the both of you without asking for more

personally, unrequited love as a tragedy is not effective to me bc it's not that hard to respect another person's feelings and not make yourself the victim.

the REAL tragedy here is being aware of the lost potential and what-could-had-beens, yet IN SPITE OF THAT theres the quiet acceptance and humble enjoyment of whatever there is between the both of them bc that's all they can afford. how fate and the city fucked them both up. yet they stay professional because they respect each other too much (to the point of suppressing their personal feelings for the other) to make this into a hassle

maybe dante dies at the end of limbus and verg would reminisce on what it could had been. maybe verg dies and dante occasionally recalls the little moments they get to spend together. maybe they both die. maybe they both live but they walk a too different path to ever converge again. maybe we slap canon in the face and let them survive or meet up again in the future.

whatever it is, i just really enjoy the sweet sweet pining between the both of them throughout limbus company. the horrors of Knowing. i'm going to bite something

#chatter #limbus company #verdante #yes i am insane i am aware #i don't know if i phrased it as well as i wanted to but i want this out of my brain rn #basically verg tells dante bc god forbid them if they allow personal feelings get in the way of work #then he gets stunned when dante is alr fully aware of it yet they don't let it affect them #so now they're both stuck w the curse of Knowing #verg wise i can see a scenario where he actually slowly gets charmed by dante after this #but does it even matter bc he cannot do anything about it #augh i'm going to lay down #if u write a fic on it just know i will explode myself

[clocks-divorcing-ticks]

I'm just outing myself as unapologetically fully convinced that Bor'dor is a border collie whose curse/polymorph was servered by the Ruidus ritual.

At this point I don't even care what happens in canon. This is my truth.

#i fully expected it to be revealed in ep 2 #theres a lot happening on team issylra but my brain is stuck on doggo #critical role #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #bor'dor dog'son

[arisatominakos]

i see ppl who keep saying that astarion doesnt have a parallel( as in like how laezel & shadowheart are going thru trials of faith or wyll & karlach are going thru gaining their freedom even if it means death of themselves or their loved ones ) in camp but hes right there. its gale. blood & weave girlies hate each other sooo much but yall are ordering from the same menu my loves or are their dual stories of getting away from abusive relationships & the temptation of becoming what abused them vs the growth of breaking the cycle not clicking for you guys as parallels

#making this not rebloggable bc i dont trust but im RIGHT #tbf i saw this wild take like a month ago but its stuck in my brain like a sticker u cant fully get off no matter how much u scrape

[timeconqueror]

You know when you got nothing going on so you just stay indoors for the whole weekend and you feel ever so slightly disassociative but not in a bad way just in a 'huh. this day is just passing' kind of way?

Yeah

#;out of time. #or maybe its just my brain idk lmao #it was storming yesterday and its fine today but I don't want to go out biking bc the roads are still a bit wet so #I'm just stuck indoors and feeling ever so slightly not like a fully formed individual jsdfjsdjfs #again. maybe its just my brain. #anywhoooo. probs gonna play some vidja gamez for a bit #writing later? probably? yeah

[worldend]

i am i am everyone everywhere anyhow anyway any will any day i am i am everyone everywhere anyhow anyway any will any day i am i am i am

#i finally listened to i am all of me from the shadow the hedgehog game fully for the first time and now its just stuck in my brain.

[attachablepenis]

thinking about how roxy was only able to develop alcoholism at 16 thanks to alpha rose prepping the house with bottles and bottles of booze for her to drink. how any teenager would develop one in that kind of situation, how the amount of alochol was almost like encouragment

#did alpha rose know? she had to right? #even if she didnt get clear visions of what roxys life would be like #she left a child in the apocalypse with a house full of liquor #sometimes my brain gets stuck on that and i cant think of anything else #SO proud of roxy for being able to get sober #can you imagine having an addiction to alcohol before your brain fully develops #and having the willpower to get sober fully on your own without like a 12 step AA plan and adult help?? #anyway i LOVE roxy #roxy lalonde #alpha rose lalonde #penis meows

[yeyayeya]

Thracia 776, but Ayra hid in Leonster (because she did get along with Quan), and therefore, Leif was raised alongside the twins. Seliph was raised with both Nordions. Thots?

(Sorry I was a bit busy earlier so apologies for not answering earlier)

Wait a sec, I am listening

I somehow forgot that convo between Ayra and Quan. So basically, Ayra and Lachesis switch places. This would add some more character development for the Nordion siblings and the Isaachian twins. Shannan thinking that his younger cousins were dead or gone, but wanting to search for them being his main goal. Larcei and Scáthach meeting their other relatives Mareeta and Galzus, and meeting Shannam and thinking he was their royal cousin.

It would definitely change some things, but I am lowkey interested in this now.

Wait now I am going to think about this for a while thanks bestie

#yeyarants #Yeya asks #hello? #yes? #bestie did you send me this ask because I love Scáthach #wait but now I am thinking of the dynamic between Leif and the twins #he basically gets his own bodyguards #and Seliph with the Nordion siblings? #wait omg #big brain #my thots are all over the place lol #Ayra pulled a Lachesis huh #👀 #fe4 au’s my beloved #Leif would definitely need people like the twins with him #lol my boy Diarmuid just doesn’t change #and Diarmuid and Nanna get to be raised together! #and hey their dynamic with Seliph and the rest of the Tirnanog gang? #hell yeah #ok not lowkey anymore #I am now fully invested #gonna think about this now #thanks for making this get stuck in my head now #damn now I kinda wanna write something like this #you gave me an idea #thanks for the ask!

[izzy-b-hands]

If ur waiting on a reply from me (and i know a couple of folks are rn) thank u for ur patience in waiting. I'm working on typing things up but today is just. idk how to put it but i keep winding up grumpy and my replies i feel are suffering for it. Pls know i do wanna chat and exchange ideas, I'm just trying to make sure the Grumpasaurus Rex side of my brain that's v loud today isn't mucking them up before i send them 🫂🫂❤️❤️

#text post #like it's genuinely nothing just bad takes online some shitty messages in my inbox on here and reddit and not sleeping well at all #attempted a nap i woke up from like tenish minutes ago and it was all a realistic nightmare #in which ct house was somehow connected to nd condo & i kept getting caught on one side or the other at a time #unable to touch or talk to anyone until i was fully on either 'side' for a good while #made the flow of time feel fucked up and i fully expected this to have been a longer nap considering how time felt in there lol #but yeah. I'm trying and im v grateful to y'all waiting for being patient with me. thank u & i promise ill have my shit together soon #(aka might take an edible and just. idek. bake maybe? my brain isn't happy doing anything rn but cookies are always good) #have a potential call with mum later i need to prep for #...worst case scenario i try to nap a bit more and hope i don't wind up stuck in that weird hallway from my dream again #worst bit was the nd cats and my mum and ct cats and Housemate on each side both trying to get me out but couldn't #really don't wanna feel as stuck as i did in this dream but hey!! maybe it's trying to tell me something lmao #not entirely sure what but that's nothing new for me lmao #normally wouldn't post like this for replies but everyone waiting follows me so i figure this reaches everyone easily enough #& hopefully is better/more useful than me going radio silent bc my brain is being a baby abt shit that means nothing lmao