#needing my mans to send me money

[justaredballoon]

yo guys i think i’m in love??

also unemployable.

the duality of man.

#adddjdjslssl #a hiku????? #but fr it's kinda crazy #like i do think i'm in love with this man in a way i don't think i've ever been in before #or at least not since high school #but also i'm so broke it's embarassing #going on 6 months of being a bumb #embarassing #i wish my life was together already #i wish i had a car and i lived on my own again and had a job i liked #i wanna be an adult #cuz lately i've just felt like such a baby #needing my mans to send me money #idk i wish i was better for him i guess #and be more on his level #work wise #anyway #updates #6/20/22

[mlamhfynaeai]

guys what can i do for someone whos going to the hannibal m&g to get me an photo autographed??

seriously.

#really not joking i do not have money but i can get it #like im 100% seriously i need a mads photo autographed to put in my WALL #i have NO WAY of meeting that man and i am willing to pay real money to get someone to send it to me #fr fr #hannibal #hannibal nbc #mads mikkelsen #hugh dancy

[sanchoyo]

haven’t been on much bc my dog has been sick :( between seizures and an infected tooth we’ve been having a Time trying to get everything fixed (this started around the holidays so our vet has been very booked up…we have been like 3-4 times in the past 4-5 weeks OTL does not help it’s like an hour drive there, so that’s been exhausting) now his new seizure meds are making him sick (was hoping it was like, just an adjustment period thing but he’s been sick for a week and having concerning symptoms…) if I’m not on a ton or slow to replying to messages it’s bc I’m working as much overtime as my job will give me bc Vet Expensive and mentally drained obvi 😞

#it makes me a lil mad his meds were kinda pricy and they literally are making things worse. like sure he isn’t have seizures but he can #barely walk and keeps running into things and keeps having diarrhea so like. 🙃 and the meds are making him sooo hungry and thirsty #I’m seeing the vet AGAIN FRIDAY I know she’s so sick of me but man my little guy. if she can’t figure out a combo that doesn’t have such #bad side effects I’m literally going to scream and cry #he’s the most sensitive boy in the world and my mental health hangs on his and my cats well being. please. 😭 #sanchoyorambles #I’ve also called them like twice to find out if I should stop or what they want me to do and keep getting ‘oh they’ll call u back’ WHEN #GIRL MY PUBBY #if I don’t hear back before his next dose I’m just gonna make an executive decision myself to stop them for now #he’s literally on the smallest possible dose too bc he’s so little. so. they can’t go down in dosage they’ll need to put him on smth else 😑 #which means paying for ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION A WEEK AFTER ALREASY GETTING ONE THAT WAS $30 ON TOP OF HIS STUPID VET BILL #screaming. #and like if I have the money it’s fine. and it’s not like the vet could’ve known he’d have bad side effects #im just frustrated it’s no one’s fault #I could go to a closer vet. the thing is I LIKE the one further away #they have the only groomer I’ve found that can trim him without sedating him! they send me reminders abt his shots! I like the vibes!!! #they seem caring!! but they are always SOOO BUSY it takes forever to make appointments or to hear back from them 😭 #remember how I said one of my goals was to buy a vechicle this year lmao the vet bills are draining any savings I’ve managed to build up 🤧 #my pets are priority 1 tho like even before all the medical stuff /I/ need like lol… that’s my baby #it’s just really bad timing. not that there’s good timing for medical issues but. u know

[asinglesock]

I quit my job! and I ruminated over it for several days first but it still felt really impulsive!

#a sock speaks #grad school tag #this is part of me paring down my responsibilities to the bare minimum so I can hope to stay afloat #I wasn't making much money anyway. this is probably going to mean minimal restaurant food for the rest of the school year but that's okay #and I should probably wait on buying a car #but man. I had to do something. a good percentage of my many hours of sitting in bed feeling helpless were over this job #and I tried several days in a row to force myself to be better. and it wasn't enough! #yes I need to face my fears but that also means facing my fear of failure. and sending emails I know are going to make people unhappy. #I don't really know if this will make things better or worse but it will at least make things different #that said. I'm so scared to see my supervisor's reply. I'm so scared of it. #local construction

[theskywaslookingback]

My dad: *texts my mom the day after Father’s Day to see if I was mad at him because I didn’t call him*

Also my dad: *sends me a text on Easter and then radio silence for months* *does not call to ask if I have plans for my birthday* *does not text to check in on me* *does not invite me over to his house for anything ever* *allows my stepmom to use his money to prioritize her kids over me* *literally doesn’t ever act like he wants anything to do with me actually* *cancels or changes plans at the last minute because he decides he wants to drink instead* *offers to help my mom pay my car payments and then never does* *gets us gym memberships and then cancels them without warning because he didn’t have the money and just doesn’t tell me* *cannot hold a thirty second conversation without mentioning ‘the Chinese threat’ or ‘Covid was invented by democrats to replace Trump in office’*

My dad: Why doesn’t my child call me? I am the specialist most important person in the whole wide world. What could she have to be mad about?

#angy #sweepy but angy #he told my mom the other day that he wished I’d gotten a real job instead of playing around like I am currently #like with zero awareness that I tried desperately for six months to find a job and literally no one would hire me #and now I can just kind of do my own thing BECAUSE my mom takes care of me and helps me financially #and that we have an understanding that I will absolutely look for a job if she ever asks me to #like we have talked about this multiple times #my silly little business is allowed because my mom makes enough money to take care of us both and invest in the business #if she were to say ‘i need you to find a job to pay for your car payment’ I’d start looking again that very second #we’re both adults like #im literally turning 30 in a few days #and he’s still running his mouth like im 16 and stupid #ignoring the fact that I’ve been sick a majority of my adult life and that it’s gotten significantly worse the last couple of years #to the point that something as common as my period will have me writing on the floor in pain for days and sick to my stomach for weeks #this man has a wife that has NEVER worked a day in her LIFE and he wants to tell ME to get a job?? #anyway she told me about it when she got home and i had to stop myself from reflexively going to set his house on fire #that man better send me fucking money for my birthday it’s all he’s good for

[areyouwho-ithinkyouare]

me internally when i’m trying to respect and recognise that my dad has unaddressed autism that impacts the way he handles social interractions while also trying to not just excuse the shitty insensitive behaviour that has absolutely contributed to my mental health issues

#it’s like. haha yeah he handled that situation terribly but remember it wasn’t intentional and he doesn’t understand how that came across!! #i can’t be mad at him i can’t take it personally and get upset haha. hahaha. #and also it’s like. being autistic isn’t an excuse to be a dick. being autistic doesn’t mean you have to like. emotionally damage ur kid ✌🏻 #which i AM. growing up with him has fucked me up!!! and i’m allowed to be mad at that i’m allowed to be upset!!!!!!!! #but also oh god is that shitty of ME??? is that insensitive???? do i need to just be more empathetic and understanding #but ALSO also. when ur a kid that shit doesn’t matter. when ur a kid and ur dad is making you cry that doesn’t matter. #and those years of damage stick with you even when ur older and trying to be mature and understanding #literally this evening started with me trying to do something nice for him. trying to give him a gift. actually literally giving him a gift. #and it has ended with me feeling fucking….. shit. #and disrespected. and useless. #i try so fucking hard with this man and with our relationship and every fucking time i try to connect with him he throws it back in my face #like. hey! you’ve been saying how much you want to play gran turismo 7!!! i will loan you my PS5 for a while bcus i’m not playing anything #and i will BUY YOU the fucking car game for you to play it while me and my mum are away on our girlie beach holiday #like i will happily and enthusiastically do those things for you because you have been so vocal about wanting to play this game!!! #so it will make you happy right? it will be something positive for you to enjoy!!! right?!!!???? #i will bring my console down to the family tv room for you and i will send you the money so you can buy the game!!!! #oh. oh you’ve clicked around the main playstation menu for 2mins and then turned it off to watch the news. and then just open ur laptop. #not even gonna buy the game huh. just gonna open ur laptop and zone out and act line i’m not even in the room. oh ok. ok ok. #not even a fucking thank you. not even a HINT of recognition. ok ok. ok. ok. now you’re literally ignoring me when i talk to you. ok. ok. #and like!!!! i know this seems so dumb and minor and insignificant but you have to understand. it has been 25 years of this shit. #25 years of me trying to make this man happy and 25 years of him rejecting all of those attempts. #and 25 years of……. a lot of other shit also.

[dsgustng]

I hate having anxiety autism bc ppl will swindle me out of like 60 dollars I just let it happen

#for context i have some regular customers who always come in and ask for rides #i never have the money to help them but i figured i probably could today #i offered to buy them an uber and thats what they originally asked for . just for me to get an uber for them #then he asked if i had cashapp. didnt ask if i could ALSO send some money . just asked if i had cash app #asked for 15 dollars i assumed hed use it to buy the uber. asked him to enter in his cashtag bc im a cashier and i was busy #he sneakily sent himself like 20 dollars instead of 15 but i was kinda like. whatever abt it #then he was like 'okay i just need an uber' like what? i thought thats what the money i was giving him was for but whatever! #i set my phone on the table and tell them to schedule themselves an uber #and i start getting a lot of customers in line and they like pick up my phone and take it and sent themselves another 20 dollars #i didnt even notice they sent themselves another 20 dollars because i was at work and couldnt check because i was busy #and then this morning i see they requested another 50 dollars and were like 'we need you please 🥺' #man i was offering to help and u guys fucking think im made of money or something meanwhile i have less than 100 dollars in my bank account #thats what i get for trying to be nice i guess. im a fucking idiot lol

[todayisafridaynight]

SORRY in advance for the long ask pleeease take your time and take care, I hope you feel better + get to have a good time at the con or hanging out with your dad :( It means the world to me that you enjoy my stuff though! It did take me a while to notice you were even following me (hence. @ing you on a post you'd already seen gdjfshld) but we got there eventually...

Definitely definitely was expecting to see more of Infinite Wealth at the summit… since the tweets mentioned character introductions but didn't specify for which game, I was under the impression we'd at least be introduced to the as-yet-unidentified voices in the trailer. Gameplay would've been HUGE to include too 😩 I guess it makes enough sense though, since it's not The Upcoming Release...

I shall bide my time. I have no idea what to expect from fall summit (as intended). But if it's going to be a seasonal thing, I figure a potential "winter summit" is the latest it could be to show us gameplay for something that's suppsed to be an early 2024 release, if not just putting out trailers or other showcases and stuff independently.

LEGIT THOUGH IT JUST MAKES IT SOUND LIKE KIRYU IS LYING TO SOUND COOL GDJSKGLDS which is also Arakawa-esque… "maybe I felt like impressing an idiot kid"… If nothing else, I feel like I'll enjoy the dynamic they're going for with those two. Specifically casting Kiryu as a "big brother" figure rather than a father figure also makes me WEEP because the only "aniki" Ichi's ever had is Jo. So it's like... from Jo to Joryu...

Also I just really like the acting choices by the mocap actor for Kiryu, I feel like we've never really seen him move that… casually? His mannerisms also 100% make him look like he's lying lol like there are multiple "tells" it's so funny

I glossed over the proposal (because I expected that to be the main topic anyway, being the only dialogue scene we got) but I completely agree with everything that's been said, basically. Reverse chick magnet for life… but I do expect there's more to it than meets the eye because summit is pretty focused on "generating buzz," so the fact it feels so out of place is probably what they were banking on.

Because like, on top of everything mentioned, Ichiban is portrayed as an entirely passive participant in the romances in 7, and IIRC for Saeko and Eri he wasn't really even fully aware they were into him. So for him to not only be the one to propose but bomb so hard a seasoned hostess (as Kiryu points out in JP)--who'd rather be groped than subjected to Weird Shit--blew up at him and there was fallout from Adachi and Nanba is a huge deviation from how he's portrayed.

It's also kind of like, to me, the translation says something a little different than what was actually being said; Ichi's emphasis wasn't really on the fact she rejected him (implying he expected her to accept + placing more importance on his own feelings vs hers), but the fact she "chewed him out" (implying he should've known better in the first place than to ask).

Of course, he's apparently planning on trying again so he is hoping she'll accept eventually, and the general tone of the interaction suggests he should've known better regardless, but both say something slightly different about his characterization in this scene to me. There's also TL weirdness with Ichi saying Kiryu seems like a good dude rather than just… him explaining that he doesn't mean anything bad by saying he doesn't seem like a ladies' man, which is a bigger mistake but less consequential, I guess.

There's also Saeko's line from the original teaser, "You say that like you're proposing," so it would seem she's already caught off guard (i.e. not taking it seriously yet) and not too thrilled with the idea (provided it's the same convo). I don't really have much to go off of, but if they are in a relationship, I can only assume either she's made it clear she doesn't want to get married or his proposal method was just That Bad, or they're not in a relationship.

In the latter case all I have to pull from is other media with characters who are somewhat like Ichi, but it made me think of times I've seen characters propose for legal or financial reasons or etc. and get Totally Owned, and I'd honestly find that a believable Ichi Situation… Ichi thinking like 50 steps ahead and not explaining himself properly and just Making Saeko More Mad… I'm just musing, though.

Yokoyama and co. were--if I heard right--being pretty cagey about whether they ARE in a relationship in the first place though, which strikes me as odd compared to RGGS' openness about Kaito's ex in the Lost Judgment DLC. So… definitely not beating the red herring allegations just yet, at any rate. Especially when said DLC involves a fake-out on a proposal lmao

Putting all that aside since we can't make any definitive statements anyway, I AM going to make the definitive statement that literally every single design in Gaiden so far is indeed drippy as hell.

such is the cruel fate of being shadowbanned on this webbed site I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream etc etc ( ╯-╰ ; ) but we did get there! and i very much do enjoy what you post :]

if there's nothing for fall summit (though i'm going to hope a lil there will be since that's what. three months from now) then there'll definitely be something for winter summit. if the idea is that there's more of a focus on gaiden since its release date is sooner, then it's fair to assume- with that logic- the winter one'll have the bulk of LAD8 news and demos. either way, im excited for both to see what both of them bring us !

ignoring the elephant in the room of the proposal thing, i also really liked the vibe of it all (and ive also been trying reeaaally hard to make a joke connecting jo and joryu since that's also a bit i enjoy) (❁´◡`❁) i did like that lowkey feel and just the casualness of the atmosphere and the slight awkward/uncomfortable-but-not-overly-offended-and-even-minorly-comedic energy from kiryu lmao. cant ever go wrong with having a scene that's there to slow everythin down a bit, and it does help set up a kind of homely/familial vibe ♪(´▽｀)

i dont need to comment any more on the proposal thing either LMAO everything ima say i been repeating for the past. X asks 😩

and with that. yeah everyone looks FIRE as hell in gaiden (EXCEPT nishitani ima be 100%.... idk the loud primary colors aren't doing it for me.... points for the nails and hair though) 😩

#long post #snap chats #laying down when youre gloomy is dangerous i passed out despite really hating naps jLAEKJ #my dad texted me today saying we wouldn't be able to hang out and i was reminded to answer this ask gjVLKJLKWEJ #needless to say im still not having the best of days. or months apparently ☠️ but moving on from all that #uhh. yeah no i think i said everything i need to say #im pushing my brain to think of anything to say im really out of it #i know if i dont do it now tho i never will cause when i shirk somethin its virtually nonexistent in my mind ajrLKjVLK #at the very least the 'ladies man' comment is definitely not. 'less consequential' if twitter is anything to say LMAO #mostly just jokes of course ik ik For Real Non Consequential but my eyes are still seeing it every other post SO. #on that note. i forgot my personal rule of not commenting on scripts OH NO #i dont understand japanese and at this point i cant trust what english translators provide and evidently the differences can be big #sooo im just gonna. eat shit i guess LMAO IDK #i already done said i have no more notes bout the proposal bit and i dont #i can just say Yeah Thats About Right when it comes to agreeing with whats been said #just feels underwhelming to only say that tho.... but theres no other way i can say it without restating #i myself just feel underwhelming as of late but thats a personal ish jALKJKLJ #in any case my dad said he'd send me pizza money as an apology or something and tbh ive been craving pizza all week anyway for some reason #even if he doesnt i might just get a small pizza for myself and then only eat a third of it cause my stomach's the size of a peanut

[inkykeiji]

I think it's funny how i started the bsd anime thinking id be a dazai girlie but instead became a CHUUYA one. And not gonna lie rampo with his eyes open is kinda hot🥵

HEHEHE i love it anon!!! as much as i love chuuya, he isn’t toxic enough for him to be my ultimate fave ahahahaha (*/ω＼*) like,, that man would be so so so fucking sweet on his baby 100% and he fills me with so much warmth and comfort buuuuut (imo!) he isn’t as complex as dazai + akutagawa so that puts them ahead of him by a teeny tiny bit <3

ohhhh my god i love rampo (ranpo???) so much!!!! i like ??? very heavily relate to him as a person HAHA and that brings a ton of comfort too but also yes i think he’s rly attractive with those gorgeous emerald eyes <333 i also hurt myself so bad thinking about how well we’d get along and how quickly we’d become inseparable best friends but also how badly i’d wanna fuck his dad (and fukuzawa is his dad do not argue with me on this) and how i’d have so much trouble keeping myself from being a total tease + flirt around him and how much it would hurt rampo if he knew :((

#honestly chuuya’s closer to my irl type #he’s actually nicer than my irl type tbh HAHAHA #he’s such such a sweetie to his baby like no one can convince me otherwise #he could be VICIOUS when it comes to literally anyone else but then when it comes to his baby he is melted chocolate between their cute palm #<3333333333 #dazai had me in a vice grip from episode one #that man will never let me go tbh #the other thing is tho i’m trying to figure out who my ULTIMATE ultimate fave is between dazai and aku :((( #i need to pick one over the other so i know who to spend my money on at the conventions this summer LMAO #ugh <3333 #hope sunday is treating u well anon!!!! #sending u lots of love hehe <3 #stay safe!!!! #inky.bb #clari gets mail #inky.bsd

[sc4rm00n]

What do you mean there isn't fanfiction about my character that only I and my small group of fellow DnD players know about???

What if I want to read an in depth character study about him huh? What if I want to watch shipping discourse and laugh?? What if I want to find the most out of character fanfic out there and enjoy the shit out of it???

WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO MAKE IT MYSELF

#brought to you by me being obsessed with my own little man #hes a person who's story and struggles can (and do) exist in the real world. hes so normal. so simple. #and hes trying so hard to be good and kind and helpful #and hes so resentful of the way he grew up and the responsibilities that he puts on his own shoulders #but it was all done out of love #out of obligation towards love #he doesnt have a tragic backstory to explain all of his pain #the tragedy was in all of the little every day things that shaped his entire life and soul #he carries his father's stories and sends money home and hopes all of his siblings are okay #and is so good at talking to people but not very good at making frjends #and hes a little in love but hides it to keep things safe #he is so angry and so frustrated and fueled by so much love #and he wants more than anything for someone to look at him and gently ask him if hes okay #so until someone looks at him and sees his exhaustion he will reach out to everyone around him and gently ask Are You Okay? #he will take on all of their burdens patiently and graciously for forever #because that is his job in life #that is what hes built for #and then he will lovingly tell their stories to anyone who needs it #and maybe if hes lucky someday someone will look at the storyteller instead of the story and reach out to give him a hug

[rosicheeks]

Can I shoot my friendship short with you?

Hahahahah oh jeez

#are we mutuals? #i mean you can definitely try #but man oh man I suck at replying lately #i literally just replied to an irl friend today when she texted me on Thursday #if you truly want the chance to become friends with me #i suggest either sending me a tip or joining my snap #it’s just the times man #money definitely gets my attention the most #like I have a few mutuals on here that I really need to reply to cause I keep pushing it off #just when you’re going through so much it’s hard to have the energy to reply all the time ya know? #like I have alone time right now #(finally!!!!!!!!!!) #so I have more energy than usual #but my roommate is going to come home soon #and ruin it and take all my energy away #soooo I’ve been trying to reply to as many people as I can this morning #just in case I become distant when I’m not alone anymore #if that makes sense? #don’t get me wrong I definitely need friends and would love new friends #but I just suck at replying sometimes #and it all depends on if we truly *click* #cause I’m sorry #but I don’t have the energy for the ‘hi’ ‘hi’ ‘how are you’ ‘fine’ conversations #as you can see in my tags I write a looooooot sometimes #like some of my close mutuals on here can tell you #i write NOVELS sometimes when I have a lot to say #hahahah I feel bad with how much I write but I got a lot in my mind somedays #and sometimes I write it all out and THEN I realize how much I wrote and I’m like ‘well I’m not deleting it now so you gotta deal buddy’ 😂 #I’m out of space but go for it lovely idk how it’ll go but you’ll never know unless you try #ask

[revengefemme]

I want to fly to LA so fucking bad for the show on the 17th bc I don’t work mondays or tuesdays but flights are SO expensive right now I cannot afford it but also I NEED to be there

#I NEED to see them again this is not a want it is a need #I need to be there on night five!!!!! #technically I could drain my bank account and do it but I really shouldn’t #I could probably afford the flight and the ticket but a hotel room on top of that? idk man #mcr #mcr return #mcrla #anybody want to send me money so I can go trans my gender even more #the cheapest flights are like $500 each way I’m going to scream #anybody in the Seattle area want to road trip to the LA show on the 17th? #I can’t drive but I’ll buy snacks and pay for gas #it’s a 17 hour drive I get off work at 5:30 on Sunday we could make it

[tkbrokkoli]

give it up for my phone guys, it stayed alive so I could keep reblogging my 86445798648th wuh wuh dits post

[begin ID: A phone screenshot. It shows a post on tumblr whose reblog button has been pressed so that now, something can be added to the post and it can be tagged, as well. The post shows a gif still from the show What We Do In The Shadows, depicting Guillermo brushing Nandor’s hair. At the top right of the screenshot, the phone’s battery is visible, showing 0 %. end ID]

#fandom related #i like that it looks like guillermo and nandor are cheering my phone on to stay alive #wwdits #personal log stardate #anyway as you can see in the screenshot it's quite late and I'm already tired but i need to stay up bc. i'm insane lol #so i have to return a package. and there's this packing station that's rly close by. like a 5 min walk i think. here's the twist #i've never used one before. so my good ol socially anxious self was like why not go to it in the middle of the night #when (hopefully) no one will be around so i can figure out how to use it w/o anyone standing in line behind me or being Close to me at all #🙃 #this is causing me pain btw bc. i could just return my package like any other person and go there when it's convenient throughout the day #i'm a special little pussy boy girl man tho and i have Secret Rules that i Must follow. y'know what it's like w anxiety #a walk in the park. or not 😉 #the urge to Avoid is also v high but i need my money back so i have to return the package. send prayers pls #bc i Can avoid things that are so long overdue that you don't even remember them

[ocular-intercourse]

i'm currently ghost writing my brother in law's master thesis which is a mess considering the due date is tuesday but he offered to pay me like.. 500 bucks and thats possibly half my tattoo sooo 👀👀👀

but the whole time i'm just sitting here like.. hagshfjfjfj to imagine somebody with no background knowledge writing this

#i was already looking for ways to make money ahhh bless!!! #good thing he's chaotic and needs my help like BAD #the work he did was great but hes not even clooose #he asked me if i could read over it and help like.. on thursday? or friday? #and i expected it to be like.. you know #correct grammar and stuff (hes writing in english even though he wouldnt need to) #and what he send me was like.. maybe 3 chapters of 8 or so ( 60+ pages) finished and the rest just loose keywords or graphics #🙈🙈🙈 #jeez man i procrastinate but my fear of failure is way too strong to let it go this far #sure yeah industry insights into technical ceramics and stuff no biggie (yes biggie)

[orcelito]

Texting my boss like "I was wanting to order some things for the store but the company card only has $17 on it. Could you put more money into it 🥺" as if I wasn't 100% wanting my biweekly food allotment just a Little bit early

#speculation nation #i wanted to order delivery 😭😭😭😭 i get $30 every two weeks that i can spend on food #but theres not enough 😭😭😭😭 #there really is some stuff i need to order. which i will be doing. if he sends me money. #the purpose of a cover story is to actually make it convincing after all #... i just will also order some delivery too. if he sends me the money. #listen ive been eating frozen tortellini for days 😭😭😭😭 i want smth nice #except for yesterday lol i had a $4 chili to make it so i didnt fucking Die with staying late #it was $4. eaten very quickly. but it was tasty... #but i want my fancy salad 😭😭😭😭😭😭 pls boss man send me money so i can cope with the uselessness of the banks

[insanechayne]

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#this is a good one of these kinds of posts I swear #just wanna do a shoutout to my bestie even though I know he won’t see this #but I love him and feel like hyping him up anyway and don’t wanna make a whole actual post about it and annoy everyone #anyway yesterday I took my car in for an oil change and tune up thing and didn’t know how long it was gonna take so I set up a ride #with bestie back to my mom’s place if it was gonna be a while but then they said it’d only be like an hour and a half or so unless there was #actually something wrong with my car in which case we’d just discuss it and go from there. so bestie picks me up at the car place and I tell #him that and say he doesn’t have to stay and I can just wait there at the place if he’s busy but he says nah he gonna hang with me. asks if #I’m hungry and wanna get lunch and I hadn’t eaten yet so it worked out. went to the good Mexican place in town and order in their drive thru #I ask if he wants me to cash app him some money to cover my share and he very aggressively says ‘oh hell no’ which was honestly adorable and #really sweet. goes on to say ‘girl you know you don’t need to worry about money’ which is also super sweet and makes me feel all weird and #wiggly inside cause I’m not used to people being kind to me in that way or just buying me shit just because. and he’s always doing that kind #of stuff too just paying for my food or sending me money if I pick stuff up for us or whatever. dude got bucks at least good for him. but #yeah anyway so we got the food and then he went to a gas station to get us drinks then parked and ate and hung out with me until my car was #ready to go. even offered me money to cover the cost for the car if I needed anything major done and I could just pay him back little by #little. thankfully car is all good but his sentiment was well taken and much appreciated. gave me a big hug before we parted ways as he #usually does and bro gives the best hugs for real they’re so instantly comforting and you really feel the love they make me so happy. and he #even is gonna help me put together a new desk and chair at my house so I’ll have a place to do schoolwork at home and finally setup my tv in #my room. dude does so much for me and will then thank me just for hanging out with him as if I did anything special at all #this man deserves the whole fucking world and I’d do anything for him. love him so much #so ye that’s my hype post for my boy cause I just had to brag about him somewhere and get my feelings out #personal