#nico speaks

[d34thbr34th]

held on til may. now what

#ptv #nico speaks

[noblenico]

please tamsyn.. i beg

#alecto the ninth #tlt #the locked tomb #not art #nico speaks

[nico-tines]

thinking about how paul matthews actively admits to never being happy and has been stuck floating through his entire life with no real goals or aspirations until he met Emma. Emma was really the absolute light of that man’s world and the moment he even has a chance of having her the entire world ends-

#i love paul and maybe he deserves to be happy for just a second #and no paul 23 doesn’t count #nico speaks #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #tgwdlm #the guy who didn’t like musicals #paul matthews #emma perkins #starkid

[shawtythatluvsurgut]

gunna have a video of me feeding my feedee up on my onlyfans soon. i’m thinking about starting it back up while i take a break from college because it was kind of empowering to get to own my kink in such a way. I also enjoy sharing that side of myself with all of you. subscription price will be between $8-$10/mo since my feedee is going to be collaborating with me on certain pieces of content. i will maybe begin gaining again once i get my health back in check, we’ll see. i want my muscle mommy build back, and to get that back i’ll have to pack on some weight. so we’ll see what happens with that. ;)

in the meantime and between-time, stay safe. especially on the internet. all of my old rules still apply for messaging me, but i will gradually get back to making regular content and posts. now that i am taking a break from school, i’m working more, but I also have free time on my hands when i’m not working. it feels really nice to get back into the swing of things. I’ve missed you all and I’ve missed the positive aspects of this community.

going forward, i’m just going to block people who talk shit to me or delete their comments (unless it’s of actual importance to discuss). i’m just done engaging with that shit. idk, i’m on new medication that seem to be actually working and i feel stable, so i feel ready to re-embrace this community with open arms.

a special thank you to everyone who continued engaging with me and communicating with me during my break. i appreciate all of your kind words more than you know, and if i didn’t respond to you it was because i didn’t want the answer to “hey how are you?” to be “i’m miserable. how are you?”. but I saw all of you - each and every message, comment, text, etc. - and i just want to say thank you. the people who still proceeded to message me with positivity are the reason I have decided I want to come back.

With all that being said, I hope you will all accept me back. I understand that some of you were upset that I left and didn’t understand my reasonings, but I hope we can reconcile our differences and i can gain your trust again. I’m not the angry person that I became when responding to hate messages, and that also influenced my time away. I could see that my demeanor on this hellsite was changing and I was getting more upset, angry and, honestly, afraid of going on here (let alone posting myself on here). However, that has changed. I’ve been working on being more optimistic and caring less about the negative opinions of others. Frankly, if someone doesn’t like me or my content they should just be an adult about it and either reach out to discuss that or ignore me. If they can’t do that, I believe they are childish and need to get a grip. There are some key things I’ve learned in life that I want to share with people who are as I described above:

- your comfort is not someone else’s responsibility. if it makes you uncomfortable, then don’t engage. It’s as simple as that.

- no one has to cater to your interests. everyone lives on their own agenda. your wants and desires do not take priority over the wants and desires of others. sure, there are some people who will cater to your every wish, but i’m definitely not one of them.

- similarly to above, your desires do not take priority over someone’s health. that includes both mental health and physical health. (death feedism is a thing if you are interested in someone wanting to gain while not caring about their health. this is not a death feedism page and i suggest you go search in the tags for that if it is what you are looking for. I do not want to kill my feedee, nor do I want him or I to gain enough weight to become immobile or at risk in any way. As hot as the idea is to me at times, we are both too active and work in active careers for that to be a realistic possibility for us. maybe someday i’ll get a stay at home job and get really big, or maybe someday he will. only time can tell. sorry for the length, i’m high. i’ll stfu now.

- people don’t care. no stranger online owes it to you to care that you don’t like their body, or that you don’t like this or that. it doesn’t matter because that person does not know you. there’s no point in wasting time caring about your negative comment unless it’s actually useful and constructive commentary.

So anyways, i’m back in business again. gonna post some FA art soon + start uploading to my OF again. I thank any of you who read this far and again I hope you can accept me back into the community.

Thanks,

Nico

#female feeder #ffa #nico speaks #i’ve wanted to say this for a while now #and i’m high enough to not fking care anymore #i’m back babey!!1!1!1!!1!1!!!!!1!1!1!!!!

[cereal-abyss-mage]

the day has come at last...🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

happy ides of march y'all!!

#nico speaks #ides of march

[barbaroux]

i come back to tumblr after a year of barely logging on and i see a whole new wave of frev artists . the world is healing

#nico speaks #lol most of my old following is dead i need to build up mutuals again

[lethal-artisan]

Happy Valentine's Day, y'all. Don't forget to take a bath before y'all's dates tonight. Nobody wants to smell demon blood while they're eatin' dinner.

#dmc nico #devil may cry #dmc5 nico #nico speaks #tips by nico

[corvusviridis]

#nico speaks #ok to reblog #tiktok #mania #bi polar #bpd #bipolar disorder

[crater-snail]

Listen I’m sure damianya is a cute ship but I CANNOT imagine anything except the highest form of comedy with those two. Damian’s internal monologue is so fucking dramatic and any time Anya tries to read his mind, she’d just take psychic damage

#spy x family #nico speaks #PLEASE they’re so funny #like middle school crushes are already so awkward #knowing somebody else’s every cheesy thought and feeling about you? #and just having to be Normal about it? #hysterical

[d34thbr34th]

sorry but will solace would not get along with magnus

#magnus is actually so nice and cutesy #will on the other hand........ completely bossy and sarcastic #i also think nico would be lowke afraid of mrs. hothead alex fierro and he would prefer her calm bf #so yeah. my hc= magnus/nico friendship and alex/will #fierrochase #solangelo #nico di angelo #will solace #magnus chase #alex fierro #toa #mcga #pjo hoo toa #riordanverse #nico speaks

[leeorler-thatisthequestion]

New Year, New Intro Post

Or my first one. Honestly don’t remember if I made one of these before. Anywho.

Call me Nico (as in Nico Robin, for my fellow One Piece fans). I’m 30, POC, asexual, somewhere on the aromantic spectrum, and bi. In terms of lee to ler ratio, I’d say it’s about 60/40, give or take. Used to be more active on here, then took a semi-break for a bit (lot happened last year 🥲🫠). Hoping to be more active on here and make new friends.

Some interests of mine:

-Anime: I already mentioned One Piece, but I also never get tired of talking about FMA: Brotherhood (Royai especially will have my heart forever). Feel free to ask about anything else I’ve seen cuz I’ve seen a lot

-Kpop: ult groups are A.C.E and Shinee (and EXO brain rot has been real for some months now), but I stan a lot of other groups, too

-Baking: pretty new to this, so any ideas/tips are welcome and appreciated

-Music in general: I was a choir kid for a few years, so I also enjoy talking about singing and such

-Funkos: I have 100+ and counting. No I don’t have a problem what do you mean

Feel free to send me asks or messages. Another quick note: I do struggle with mental health issues, so if I disappear for a bit/don’t respond for a while, brain’s just probably being mean to me. Also, I can be awkward af, so bear with me

Okay I think that’s it. If you’ve made it this far, here’s a cookie 🍪 k bye for now 👋🏾

#nico speaks #intro post #tickle community

[nico-tines]

Some of my personal favorite tags/quotes from the Hatchetverse fics on ao3

#nico speaks #hatchetverse #ao3 #hatchetfield #hatchetfield fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3 tags #the guy who didnt like musicals #nerdy prides must die #blue shit #black friday

[shawtythatluvsurgut]

no fucking way. NO WAY. i am BAFFLED right now.

one of my best friends growing up, who also happened to be my crush for 6 years, just told me he’s into feedism. wanna know where he told me? ON MY ONLYFANS. Not only is my high school crush into feedism, but he’s susbscribed to my OF?! omg!! what a small world ig lol

#nico speaks #ffa #female feeder #female feedist #female feedee

[cereal-abyss-mage]

i. lost my arlecchino 50/50 and I no longer have any primogems

fuck my stupid baka life

#nico speaks

[bugsimp]

It’s my birthday agaiiiiiiiiiiiin, I’ve lived another year. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ I’m 25, but mentally I still feel like I’m 15 and just larping as an adult, does that feeling ever end?

#nico speaks #sorry for radio silence again I’ve been depressed. was totally going to booze up my birthday and have a breakdown but that’s not healthy #getting dolled up and forcing myself to go out and enjoy the day with my best friend #self care is forcing yourself to do things even if part of you wants to kick and scream and resist Ig.

[barbaroux]

sj pics from earlier today ft. bathtub and fork

#cant believe ive gotten so desperate that im taking cringey bathroom selfies now </3 #also yes i did get called an assortment of historical figure names at school today #none of which were correct bc obviously noone knows who sj is #nico speaks