#nobody look at me this sucks

[namachuki]

His name is baby girl

#myart #long mian #dislyte #im literally in love with him #nobody look at me this sucks

[oceanwithouthermoon]

imo everyone who insists that saikis life was perfect and he was a spoiled brat complaining about nothing are just purposefully ignoring and misinterpreting the whole manga simply because they like other characters better and want to make up scenarios to make their fav seem like a precious little victim in every situation

its hard to explain but i see it happen a lot with specifically people who have dedicated accounts for other characters and constantly misattribute every issue to "saikis such a baby, my character has it way worse!" "saiki hurt my babys feelings once so i hate him!" "saikis such a spoiled brat, my baby has a way shittier life and never complains about it!" "saiki hurt my poor precious fav once so hes an abusive monster!"

and said "shittier life" that they "never complain" about is either the persons headcanons (literally made up) or... the character DOES complain about it and the person takes those words at FACE VALUE but ignores everything else, including things that actually HAPPEN right in front of our eyes

#(this is just an opinion and anyone can do whatever they want) #people can feel however they want about saiki #but im just saying... purposely making everything into something it just isnt makes you look so... odd #like.. why? #why cant you just say you dont like him and move on? #instead of trying to make up a bunch of reasons why he sucks and his fans are weird #just chill #fandom doesnt need to be like that #sorry i feel like i start a new controversy every few days #dont offhandedly bully me for this guys just reply if you disagree #i like to think that my posts will reach nobody but like two moots and nothing matters and nobody cares #but i always get proved wrong #sho shad #anyway this is exactly what twitter users do with mafuyu and kanade which is so funny to me #they make kanade out to be an evil manipulator with a perfect life so that they can have their fake abuse scenarios and make mafuyu a victi #WHICH DOESNT MAKE SENSE CUZ MAFUYUS MOM IS RIGHT THERE? MAFUYU IS ALREADY AN ABUSE VICTIM #its crazy. fandoms are crazy. #hoping literally any of this is phrased correctly #my brain is jello i cant do this #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #meows post #meownalysis #<- not sure if this counts as that but im adding it because i want to come back to this

[captaintrio]

hey so I'm literally starting to hate the word "radical" in its political usage.

it is not radical to think that people deserve food and clean water.

it is not radical to think that people deserve safe housing, full stop.

it is not radical to think that bodily autonomy is a human right.

it is not radical to think that queer and trans folks should be allowed to exist comfortably and happily, be allowed to marry each other, and have access to medical care, gender-affirming or otherwise.

it is not radical to think that children shouldn't be going into debt over school lunches.

it is not radical to think that education should be free.

it is not radical to think that nobody should have to die of preventable/treatable illnesses.

it is not radical to think that poverty shouldn't fucking exist.

belief in basic human rights and dignities for everyone that exists is not a radical stance, we're a cooperative species, we are LITERALLY built to care for and help each other.

attaching the term "radical" to any stance that approaches compassionate and decent is a tool of the oppressor class, and we are literally 200 years behind the curve. we HAVE to re-frame the way we talk about these things and throw the fucking shackles off.

#av speaks #don't come after me about radical vs reactionary #I know what the words mean i've written so many gd papers you would not believe #I'm saying that irrespective of the current political usage #that word is wrong and is a mechanism that is in use to like #purposefully keep everyone desperate and scattered #nobody wants to be part of a radical group because we've been socialized to conform #so labeling anything good for us as radical taps into a lizard brain fear response #of being part of the out-group #gotta stop looking at people as out- vs in-groups #its a rabbit hole of suck and it's killing us

[jonahmagnus]

I dont feel like doing the background. I refuse. Hes baking..... 🥹 hes baking and hes happy and hes ALIVE....

Version with bg sketch under the cut ✂️👇

#the magnus protocol #tmp #Gerry Keay #gerry robinson #<- TO ME. again eye dont think that their necessarily actually grandson grandparent eye think its a label of convenience BUT #they are family. TO ME. #Gerry Keay's mother was deeply fucked up and evil and eyeHATE her and Gertrude Robinson is NOT his mother but she is an older female figure #in his life he can rely on to some extent .Shes not maternal at all like at all but sometimes he looks at her and wishes that she cared for #him the way nobody else had ever cared for him. But he doesnt voice it because hes like in his 30s at this point. And then he dies and she #makes him a ghost and it HURTS. It hurts and it sucks and he wants to go home. He wants his mother #but not his actual mother #the #hypothetical mother who is not his mother whom actually loved him. But he refused to cry out for her with his final breath. #Gerry Keay died silent. #ANDMD THEN GERTRUDE ROBINSON CALLED HIM HER GRANDSON #EYE!! AM NOT!!! *OKAY!!!* GWAAAAD GWAD GWAD GWAD. GOOD GOD. ANNNYWAYS. #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #Gerry tmp #my unfortunate art #:3 #His hair is dyed WELL in this timeline ♡ Beclaws he is LOVED ♡

[sprucewoodmpreg]

not to get really close to discourse-posting at 10 in the morning but it is a bit crazy to me how stressed out people on here get abt CCs coming onto tumblr and finding the community like. unpalatable or something. instead of treating fandom like a group of people just making shit that they can pass around with each other, it's turned into this weird almost-art gallery kind of situation, where 16-year-olds with bpd and unmedicated people in their 20s are responsible for showing off just how Beautiful and Wonderful our collective creations are 😭 like can we be real. there's a hermitcraft menstruation sub-fandom on here. this shit was never gonna be safe for CCs

#unless one of them is secretly an avid fan of menstruation headcanons. in which case 👍 nice #i just woke up so if this post sucks bad then just take me out back and shoot me #i just giggle sometimes wheni see people freak out abt like. ''FUCK we gotta tag our shit so CCs cant see it. but what if they still do😧'' #they can just. not go on here then. nobody is forcing them to look at any of it 😭 #ok as im typing this im losing interest because i could always log off and go buy myself lunch #but i'll post it anyways in honor of my 2021 self #discourse

[koukaaa-descent]

hey uhhhhh so i had that concept about that masked fella that is so new to the world it barely knows what to do. It doesn't really know it should be killing company employees and convert them, so it does make some kind of struggle of having a DESIRE to kill them and having a reasonable THOUGHT of why exactly it has to do that in the first place. I've been thinking about that one masked holding gently employee's head by helmet in its hands wondering why they're scared and why it has that deep urge to hurt them while sitting atop of them

this is more open to interpretation as, while I was going to make a tiny 2 piece comic for this ask, I was fighting for my life even attempting it,,, there's a lot I couldve fit into the response but, honestly,, I think simplicity and your own interpretation is enough to tell the story

Something about love being a dangerous, hungry thing, and yearning even more so...

#lethal company #lethal company masked #koukart #lethal company employee #the employee is very much terrified of that i assure you #i tried to make the masked look fresh #less worn down and 'smoother' i guess than others? #something with less coordination and whatnot #euegh nobody ever told me portraying subtle stuff in art sucked this bad #extremely sorry if this isnt what youre looking for

[bandtrees]

one of the most infuriating things i’ve realized about fandom spaces lately to me has been some people’s inability to just trust a story and engage with its premise and what it’s trying to express. “canon sucks i can do it better lol!!!” is one of the most annoying attitudes to me and i do kinda hate how prevalent it’s gotten (in actually good polished media that isn’t to be engaged with like that)

like between people who read things in as bad a faith as possible and ceaselessly criticize things they supposedly like, and people who only care about media for the sake of making cookie cutter self-indulgent fandom content, it feels sometimes like the most controversial thing you can do in a fandom is “actually liking the source material for what it is”

#babbles #like yeah aus n such are fun but sometimes i see things in fandoms that make me like ‘do you even LIKE the source material anymore???’ #‘just make ocs man!!!’ #rewatches of source materials should be mandatory people go too insane when they start forgetting what they’re engaging with #to say nothing of the very specific phenomena of. intentional bad faith readings of media #like people who went too damn hard in ‘be critical of what you consume’ and just look SO. MISERABLE. What About Having Fun! #like as a former dr fan. dr fans. is it great No i outgrew dr. but i think it’s better to accept outgrowing it than being #the most miserable ‘fan’ ever like UUUGHH THIS SUCKS WHY DO I LIKE IT ITS SO BAAADDD UUGGHHH #and criticizing it 24/7 like i don’t like dr much anymore but there’s a very specific… Type of dr fan #where im like ‘ykno you can just leave if you hate it so bad?’ #no need to self flagellate over it just accept you either like something kinda mediocre or just move on nobody’s keepin ya here

[sweetest-honeybee]

Some people do kinda suck but I find a lot of joy in giving people really specifics compliments at my job and it makes their whole day sometimes c: 💛

#I had a very enthusiastic conversation about a lady’s hair and the way it was cut #she cut it herself! #I often like to tell some women that their purse is very nice and they’re usually very proud of their purses I’ve found #I will tell some people sometimes that the color of their shirt is so fitting for their skin tone and was a great choice that day #I expressed once to a customer that I loved the prints of his shirts and he came by one day in this one particular shirt #hoping I’d be there apparently because he wanted me to see the shirt because I love his style! #it’s so nice #I had a lady blushing once from head to toe because I said she looks like the perfect example of a woman #that face every artist draws for that reference #she was so beautiful #haha I like compliments on men’s facial hair too! #they’re proud of their facial hair a lot of the time #even soemthing as simple as they look amazing for their age which I’ve said many many times #like I said some people suck and I have yet to truly meet the bad eggs but man I just really like seeing them light up #when you compliment the littlest things they put hardly any effort into and think maybe nobody will even notice #I like pointing out those things

[canneddolts]

would-be promotional art

#jsr wii #idk if i sjould be using that #my stuff #jsr #jet set radio #jsr tab #jsr beat #jsr yoyo #unfortunately image 1 will forever be unfinished. WHICH SUCKS BC I LOVE IT SO BAD!!!!!! #and i spent so long on ittttttt trying to make it look all official… #i may redraw it though #also thats what made me realize how much their designs have in common #look at the glasses/hair and skate/wheel colors…for example #well not here i my other posts ig #in* #I ALSO LOVE THIS TAB DESIGN #HES SO!!![]]58499¥{_]3 #nobody gets himlike i do. /j #oh i didnt mention #i redesigned the main 3 bc i didnt want to just Copy the original concept art

[rongzhi]

The closer to the end the show it gets, the more cheesy the dumb “crackdown on crime” shit, the farther away from my screen I watch the show (I am across the room)

#they lay it on soooooooo thick 🙄 #if there’s no swelling strings and mournful trumpets we wont remember that crime is bad #apparently. #the rewrites in the modern era stuff really show :/ #like they don’t care as much in the past bc it’s like yeah back when there was corruption and no one cared… #not like now!!!! [orchestral score blasting] #text #狂飙 #booooooo get off the stage #this is why all modern setting Chinese media can’t help but slightly suck ass #you are treating your audience like big dumb babies and you look stupid #💀 this happened with double tap too #the last episode sucked SOOOOOO bad #and everyone knew it #we live in a society nobody is deluded enough to think the cops are actually that competent #so just let them lose sometimes in movies!!!!! #< my general rant about Chinese crime movies #like take a fat ponder about why you are stifling your own country’s artistic development #what’s it for?? babying the citizens??? #me @ film/tv regulators #I’m getting so salty I might Actually have to push my reading abilities #and read the novel #just to get more nuance #also bc a lot was cut out of the show as usual 🙄 #ughhhhhhhhhhhh #last two episodes has been too much of the special task force (booooo) and not even with an xin…… #just those boring old guys they brought in to do patriotic voice overs #enough a enough. where is baby boy.

[adaines-furious-feast]

I still keep coming back to why the fuck Porter only brought Jace and the Rat Grinders. Part of me was like "oh well he thought that the dragons would kill the Bad Kids and everyone else." But you didn't think to maybe keep one behind, just in case. And they had spells they were concentrating on so they knew someone was coming.

Didn't think to get some senior year barbarians who you've gotten on with/shatter star-ed before? Don't have any family members that might support your cause? Couldn't get the wizard to conjure anything before hand?

#I don't care if Jace has proficiency in cock sucking why did Porter bring nobody else as well? #at this point I don’t think he really wanted to be a god #how did he look at these people and go “yes that's sufficient” #i know he's just arrogant about his own abilities but he could tell he needed *some* help #porter cliffbreaker #his stupidity just keeps me up at night #dimenson 20 #fantasy high

[knifetrickkk]

CHEWING ON HIM

#I need to chew and suck on him like. like a large piece of venison jerky I need to sink my teeth into him #god I’m so. I’m too hormonal for this oh my god #nobody look at me right now. holy shit #andyposting #andy hurley #fall out boy #so much (for) bangkok #I’m trying so hard to be normal #I’m TRYING

[lecliss]

Had a conversation last night with someone about the two times I've ever dated and I realized that when it comes to the first guy in middle school who came out as gay after like two weeks, he was probably using me as a beard cuz at one point he called me with his mom and had me tell her we were dating but cuz of anxiety it took several minutes for me to actually say it but that was likely him trying to convince her like "Hey I've got a girlfriend, see I can't be gay!" and like, homophobia from his mom aside, that's really fucking funny that I was a beard without knowing it and like six years later I ended up being a gay guy myself.

#he ended up having to move schools cuz i guess his mom thought that would fix the whole gay thing but it obviously didnt and that like. #sucks that his moms a scumbag and idk what #kinda conversation they had going on between him breaking up with me and him moving schools but like. man i feel bad for him #i met him again years later and he smoked a cigarette in the creek then left the butt in the water DESPITE THAT VERY MUCH NOT BEING A COOL #THING TO DO. so like. turns out hes not a great guy actually. i at least hope his moms not in his life if she still sucks. #personal #btw no im not hurt at all if he really was JUST using me as a beard. which is highly likely. nobody feel bad for me please lmao #and looking back on it. my only date with him was at his church so that lines up too. idk what he was probably catholic or christian

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

This shit is hilarious I'm so stupid

#I was really trying so fucking hard to be anything but trans #and now that I've given in I just feel so much better. #don't get me wrong this sucks and is going to suck and it will get worse before it gets better #but My God I'm so glad I'm not forcing myself to be fem anymore #nobody: #me looking at an entire middle aged masc cis man with facial hair: omg gender envy. not a guy though.

[autogeneity]

somehow I feel so much more visible and observed in the garden of my apartment building than in outright public surrounded by people. like I'd have to be able to explain and justify my presence...in the garden. of the building. in which I live. but I'm allowed to exist in public.

#m #whining #sucks because it's so lovely but I'm too anxious to be there at all whatsoever #even hanging up my laundry is daunting #tbf I might not be entirely wrong about this #although I earn enough to afford this place I am probably not The Right Kind of Person to live here in some sense #they probably do judge me. #but I have felt this everywhere else too #so if I'm right it's basically accidentally #and you know what it's the back garden. there's no windows for people to be peering through. #well there's bathroom windows mostly. which would be extremely fucking weird lol. #so I should really care less because most of the time nobody else is outside #so really nobody's looking. #and yet and yet

[taegularities]

will probably delete bc nobody might see lol

#but it hurts how lonely life's become #it's a constant cycle of feeling like nobody's around and letting nobody close to me #i have this fear that i might just annoy people if i try to inch closer #or that i might get hurt (again) if i let ppl in too much #i try with kindness and love and patience every day but lately ive had so much anger and sadness in me #and feeling alone sucks and hurts so fkn much #looking around and feeling like the world's empty.. irl and virtually too #or feeling like no one cares or like? feeling unloved even? #a lot of fears are irrational anyway and just in our minds but god.. loneliness drains you thoroughly #just wanna make friends without feeling like everyone hates me sigh