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november's assorted sketches & wips
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thekatthatbarks · 4 years
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31,34,11. that writer ask meme thingamabob. you’re wonderful.
Hey Mousey! Pshhh, you’re wonderful and I adore you!
31. Top five favorite books in your genre?
So my genre would be romance and let’s see...
Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. Poetry collection but I think it counts, not all romance but it will always be my favorite poetry collection. (I have like five copies of it lol)
And I clearly don’t read enough books anymore, so fanficiton here we go..
Take Me Out by littlesneezes It is a Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure Giomis fanficiton and I don’t think I’ve ever felt more like I just watched a very very good movie after reading it. I’ve never enjoyed reading action tbh but this was written so well and I loved those scene along with the romance of it which wasn’t even a lot but it was there and so good.
A Mutually Beneficial Agreement by Ceeridwen99  This one is a Detroit: Become Human Connor/Kamski. It was honestly just so good and I really loved it. Just so well written.
The Claiming of Grimmauld Place by bixgirl1 Harry Potter Drarry. Honestly? One of the best things I’ve ever read. I just really love this, it is probably my most revisited fanfiction in my bookmarks.
Après by imogenbynight  Supernatural Destiel. I take ^ that back. This is my most revisited fanfiction. It just drips romance to me. I’ve no other way to describe it. It has always just been so beautiful to me.
So, these aren’t like top 5, I just scrolled through my bookmarks in order of bookmarked. I’m a little surprised there’s no Naruto here lol but I guess I just didn’t scroll far enough But anyhoo...
34. Unpopular writing thoughts/opinions?
It’s okay to not write for yourself? Like I see it said over and over again that writing should be for you first, but I don’t think that always has to be true. Yes, usually most of my fics are for me and me foremost. But not always and that doesn’t give those fics any less value or me any less enjoyment. 
This is obviously a personal preference and totally no offense is intended towards people who disagree. But I write in third person instead of first person because I think it works better that way - at least in fanfiction? I’m still not very sure who to explain it. But like first pov - for me - is learning a character, you see all their thoughts and you carefully create your own view of them. In fanfiction, their character has already been established in their original media and it’s always felt weird to me to write in first pov for fanfiction. Of course, again, personal preference. I’m not saying that it is wrong or anything, I just can’t personally think of it any different.
Reader inserts/OCs are perfectly fine! And everyone who hates on them because they’re “cringe” are assholes! Don’t like, don’t read is what we used to say back in the day and it still implies! I don’t write them myself. But they’re fun! It’s a whole other field of fanfiction/writing to dive into and it’s so cool. You get introduced to OCs, those writers do all sorts of things for the “Reader” to be applicable to most people and sometimes switch it up. I just think they’re neat.
11. What are you planning to work on next?
I have 5-7 WIPs right now. And I’ll be real with you, I never have WIPs for this long. Like I write a lot at once and then take a break and come back and write a lot at once again. I usually finish fics as soon as I start them give or take a few days if longer than a day. But Idk, burnout and just stress has stolen my buzz so I’m trying this whole write slowly thing and we’ll see where it goes. (spoiler alert: i hate writing this way and am about to put a craig’s list add out for my muse to come home)
I’m writing a Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure Giomis fic right now, which is fun. It’s out of the fandom I usually write in and I’m relearning about writing character I don’t know better than myself lol. I could probably write Kakashi and Sakura asleep you know.
I have a KibaSaku fic right now that is almost finished and that has been super fun! A different dynamic, haven’t read too much of them and have never written Kiba before.
I have a No Reservations KakaSaku AU that I knew was going to be a long work and slow process. It only has the same baseline as the movie, I’ve made it as different as I can. 
Also, have a same age KakaSaku AU that has been really fun to write and also hates my head but yeah. It’s long and I haven’t really found a stopping point yet lol.
Then, I have two other Kakasaku oneshots, one fluffy, one angsty-fluffy.
Long answers lol. But thank you for the ask Mousey! This was fun!!
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tcswritings · 4 years
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TEXT MESSAGES, pt 2.
Just another random messenger convo that kinda wrote itself. I’m sorry but I love my girls. xD
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11:22 - Orla: OMG. I just met him.
11:24 - Patti: Whom?
11:25 - Orla: MY FUTURE HUSBAND. 😍 😍 😍
11:26 - Patti: Wow what? Where?
11:26 - Orla: IN THE SHOPPING CENTRE.
11:26 - Orla: 😍 😍 😍 💖 💖 💖
11:27 - Patti: AWW what a good place to meet a future husband!
11:31 - Patti: So I’m just to accept this now without any further details?
11:38 - Patti: At least a hint maybe? Hair colour? Strong? Well built?
11:41 - Patti: Wait is it the salad bar guy we saw last week?
11:43 - Patti: EARTH TO ORLA.
11:50 - Patti: Guess I’ll just wait for the wedding and see myself then.
11:55 - Orla: LOL sorry I got distracted. Ma called.
11:55 - Orla: IT IS NOT THE SALAD BAR GUY. OMG PATRICIA.
11:56 - Orla: I can’t marry a salad guy.
11:58 - Patti: What he was cute. 😂
11:58 - Orla: And then what? Eat salad every day for the rest of my life?!
11:58 - Orla: NO THANKS.
11:59 - Patti: He just works there. 🙄 It doesn’t mean he lives The Salad Life(TM) in his free time?
12:00 - Orla: Why would anyone apply to a salad bar when they can’t stand being around salad? There’s enough fast food chains around to apply to?
12:01 - Patti: Didn’t you work at a sportswear store once?
12:03 - Orla: ENTIRELY DIFFERENT SITUATION!?!??!?!? 😨 😨 😨
12:05 - Orla: ANYWAY
12:05 - Patti: 😂 😂 😂
12:06 - Orla: I was just paying for my coffee and he came out of the denim shop in the 2nd floor. I guess he was tall? I didn’t even really see his face tbh 😂 😂 😂
12:07 - Orla: But I SAW THAT BUTT. HE HAD THE PERFECT BUTT. 💖 💖 💖
12:08 - Orla: Wait.
12:08 - Orla sends a picture.
12:09 - Patti: What the fuck???
12:09 - Patti: You followed a man in the shopping centre to get a blurry shot of his butt?!? Orla OMG 😨 😆
12:09 - Orla: It sounds creepy when you phrase it like that?!?  😆 THAT IS NOT WHAT HAPPENED.
12:10 - Orla: JUST LOOK AT THE BUTT SHAPE THOUGH.
12:11 - Orla: Late eighties, I’d say. 1988/1989 I think. Caucasian male, possibly on his way to become a manager or CEO.
12:13 - Patti: You didn’t even see his face? He could be old?! And an alcoholic?
12:13 - Patti: Even if you HAD seen his face, how woud you be able to tell any of these things?!
12:13 - Patti: *would
12:14 - Orla: HA!
12:15 - Orla: See, that was what my year in the sportswear store was good for.
12:15 - Orla: I KNOW A LOT ABOUT ARSES IN TIGHT CLOTHES. 😈 😈
12:15 - Orla: Show me ANY butt and I’ll give you the important info. COME ON, TRY ME.
12:15 - Patti: I only have photos of Daryl’s butt. 😂 
12:16 - Orla: I take them, too. I could probably try and guess his mood when the pic was taken?! 😂
12:16 - Patti: Okay I’ll bite. Wait.
12:16 - Orla: NO NAKED BUTTS THOUGH!
12:17 - Patti sends a picture.
12:17 - Orla: OH MY that is a good shot?!
12:17 - Patti: RIGHT!? 😍
12:17 - Orla: Don’t tell him I said that. 😂
12:18 - Patti: Why not, he’ll be flattered. 😂 
12:18 - Patti: Anyhoo, do tell.
12:22 - Orla: The dark gray jeans. He usually wears those to concerts or just going out. There’s just camera light in the pic so it was already dark so he was about to leave SO he was in a good mood already, excited to get drunk with whomever would join him later, probably Mick, and you begged him for a last butt shot, being the weirdo you are, so his mood even improved and he left the apartment as a very happy, confident man who knows HE HAS IT ALL IN LIFE. ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
12:23 - Patti: WOW LOL? True??! 😂 😂 😂
12:23 - Patti: That isn’t exactly butt science, though, you just combined some facts.
12:23 - Patti: And it’s still weird that you know my boyfriend better than I do. 😂 
12:24 - Orla: Ah, I’ve only known him for a little longer. And yeah, you’re right. It’s not butt science. Probably doesn’t work with familiar butts. 😂
12:24 - Orla: Trust me, though. I have ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ~* A Talent *~ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
12:25 - Patti: You know what? I wouldn’t even be surprised if you had. 😂
12:26 - Patti: So when are you gonna marry Butt Man? Gotta save the date.
12:27 - Orla: I dunno if I should. I have second thoughts now. I don’t want a lame manager or CEO. Never did.
12:28 - Patti: Ah, that’s fair.
12:29 - Patti: Oh shit I gotta run btw, I need to get some groceries and some stuff.
12:30 - Orla: Alright, I need to do some work, too. Gotta finish some mock ups for my wannados and see Ma then.
12:31 - Patti: Are you at the DD later? I dunno, I feel like going?
12:31 - Orla: It wasn’t the plan but now that you said it?! SAME.
12:31 - Orla: LADIES NIGHT?!?!?! 👀 👀 👀  We could ask Jess and Harper?!?
12:32 - Patti: I dunno. Maybe just the two of us? I dunno, I feel we haven’t talked in a while?
12:33 - Orla: Is something wrong? 🥺 Did the man piss you off?
12:33 - Patti: LOL no, he’s very cute actually. 😍 There’s nothing wrong in particular, I really just feel like talking to someone
12:34 - Orla: OKAY THEN. I think I could be there at seven?
12:35 - Patti: Seven sounds great. I’m gonna text you later, I really gotta hurry oops LOL.
12:35 - Patti: LATER
12:35 - Orla: LATER 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖
12:35 - Patti: 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖
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hadontmindme · 4 years
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Okay thoughts about Hamish this season:
Yes, I thought that he was OOC in some areas. I think that s1! Hamish would have reacted a lot more to Lillith’s death, ESPECIALLY since we got his backstory last season. Idk, I wish I saw more grieving/reaction from Hamish (and Jack and Randall tbh). I think that s1! Hamish would have saved Lilith within like... ten seconds of her being gone. (Also, the Magic Heist thing was a little wack.)
Secondly I just want to take a second to appreciate Hamish in the cafe. That was GOLD. I loved every second of that. We don’t get to see Hamish by himself a lot this season (well, w/o the Knights or Vera really) and I really genuinely enjoyed this episode.
Now, the elephant in the room: Vermish (or whatever the heck Randall christened them). Okay... so I don’t really mind them as a couple (wait, let me finish) they are both deeply emotionally constipated high class sophisticated and sexy individuals who have the same aesthetic and bada*s energy about them. But, in this context? With this little development? Idk about that one chief. I mean seriously, Hamish teaming up with Vera over the Knights? No. No, no, no. This man was a Knight for 8 years and you’re telling me he’s giving that up because Vera bagged her eyelashes? Don’t do my boy like that.
But! But, here’s the thing. I was thinking about it and in some weird way, I guess it does make sense. Okay let’s think, everyone was complaining about how OOC Hamish was in the last part of the season. Why? Well, he lose Lilith. We didn’t see him react on screen, but maybe all of it was happening subtextually. Maybe he radiates towards Vera because he is looking for comfort and he wants to be seen as a leader to Randall and Jack so he doesn’t want to go to them, instead he gravitates towards someone else who is in charge and has experiences loss both of her people and in her personal life. Hamish potentially feels like getting close to Vera not only means getting a way to save Lillith, but also a way to help someone that is dealing with as much (possibly more) trauma that he is. Someone he can relate to.
Last thing, (cause this is WAY too long) but the Hamish sobriety story line. I really thought they were going to do something else with the whole “Hamish kidnapped and feels like he was being reckless” plot. Like maybe some kind of reconciliation between him and the Knights where he realizes what’s important to him. But instead, we get an awkward time jump and he’s farther away from the Knights he’s ever been. And as I addressed before, I guess I can get behind him and Vera, but I feel like this storyline deserved WAY more time and attention. You have a character you describe as cannonically alcoholic (aficionado) and make him sober and it gets like... two minutes of screen time. And he tells Randall and Jack and not only did they not know, but they... didn’t even care. Why? BECAUSE THEY WERE PLANNING ON DRUGGING HIM.
Idk. I obviously feel passionate about Mr. Richy rich Hamish Duke himself (that’s another plot point they dropped w/o explanation... he owns the WHOLE building) and I am SO conflicted over his treatment this season. I still don’t know if I like it or not. I feel like in order to like it and go “hmph makes sense” you have to account for a lot of offscreen things that are never confined. Anyhoo, that’s enough for today. If you read this far... congrats.
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solasulad · 5 years
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Two Weeks Worth.
Feb 1st recap
And I can’t believe the lies that I went though
Thought you where mine but you decided to be with him tho
You took my feelings and just through them out the window
Feels like it’s too hard to fall in love again no
On some nights like this shorty I can’t help but think of us
I been reminiscing simply missing ya
Can you tell me what’s with all this distance love?
If I call would you pick it up?
On some nights like this i just want to text you but for what?
You gon say you want me then go switch it up.
Just gon play with my emotions just because..
You gon get my hopes high boy.
How am I feeling?
I cried my eyes out last night because of josh. (Jan 26)
Did a 13 hour shift and closer to 9ish I messaged him asking how he was with his girl? And he replied back saying that
“I decided to say with her and see how things go, I don’t want to ruin anything because of our anniversary and that would break her. So I’m just going with the flow”
I read that message at work and sink in my seat. I felt bad all over again. Like wow.
I don’t know what i was expecting with him tbh. Like he fed me the idea that he was unhappy with his girl, and that’s what i kinda took and ran with it.
I cried so much last night, both eyes tearing when i normally cry form my left only.
I felt my chest getting heavy and my breathing was barely there. Like I was hurt bad. Then i started thinking about all the other guys who’ve put me last.
He wants to protect her and her feelings okay, but also look at mine, I had sex with you, I hung out with you, I make stupid moves and showed you who I was.
I shouldn’t be catching feelings but, once you been shown something that feels so good it’s kind of hard to forget about it.
I asked myself this question last night:
When are these guys going to look at me and see me. When are they going to be like damn I really hurt her. When? Cause I’m giving up at this point.
Even hair.
I went to see him Thursday Jan 26 @ night. Had back and forth messages through text. I made plans to see him Thursday at 6.. but I was running late and there was traffic.. he asked me to come by his ends.. okay.. but when I got there he was in a white van, light tints, parking in an open space.. so i was kind of shocked how low he thought of me. He said he couldn’t hang up the call cause he was on a conference “meeting” call.. so he put it on mute and fucked me right there in the open space next to a church. I felt disgusted with myself afterwards. Like I can’t believe I allowed myself to want that.. met up with Marisa after that didn’t tell her it was Thursday we had sex but told her we fucked Wednesday. I feel no ways towards hair at this point either, cause josh was bigger than him but also how he didn’t care tbh. Like you finger me that’s just it. He doesn’t even eat. And I was doing the most on his dick. Like the fucking most deep throating it, back and forth holding it there for a bit then going on. I don’t even know if he came from head cause he switched me over like 5 mins into it. We fucked, I felt space between his dick I think I got bigger but 🤷🏾‍♀️.
Spoke about josh with Marisa she says he’s a pussy. Which he is. Didn’t tell Marisa about hair cause she would look at me crazy.
Who wouldn’t look at their friend and think of them as a thot or hoe? After fucking a guy in a open space next to a church? Damn.
Feb 7th cont. recap
It’s been 2 weeks so far since I fucked hair..
Didn’t speak to him afterwards or anything, after I left the car he asked me a question saying basically how I want sex but I don’t get it as much as I want. Told him yah and something along the lines of I got a guy but my sex drives on high lately... idk wtf I said but when I left that car I had no intentions of linking him up again.
Josh.
After crying my eyes out, our snap streak died. I also decided to just let it be. I worked that pervious night on the 27th of Jan. So we been just sending memes on insta and Snapchat was pretty dry, on Sunday feb 2nd he has the nerve to message me a snap with 1 second.. I was busy doing school work and replied back along the lines of “you sending 1 second snaps might as well send a nude cause I can’t see shit” so.. he send a dick video.. I sent back a twerking vid (someone I sent to hair) and then.. that was it. He saved the video and nothing else. I went to sleep woke up seen a meme and we never spoke about the video afterwards.. that following week, he messages me saying come by his place and we can go swimming. Uhm.. I did want to go but honestly.. it’s just conflicting cause I’d be holding myself back knowing he has a girl and wants to fuck. So I just lied and said I was busy. On Wednesday night that week, the fuck it in me went thru but instead it was just to “kick it” didn’t bring a bathing suit, went there just to smoke and leave it as is. We smoked in his parking lot basement, felt that all over again, he was talking about my body telling me i got thicker, i just wanted to hang as friends but honestly we could’ve, but i felt his vibe and I left. Now I’m high as fuck and went home. He sends me a message asking when is he gonna see me again. I told him when the weather ain’t shit & that convo died.
Fast forward now to second week of February..
Past Monday he sent a snap with 👀 eyes.
I replied back wassup? He’s like I’m tryna see you.. alright, bam.. I was on the phone with Valentina and then replied back saying what you wanna do? He’s like you... so I let the convo go until he said he wanted to fuck. I paged him saying “you confusing as fuck, don’t be saying one thing and do another” he replied back saying sorry and alright. So fucking short and quick. Wow. I was on the phone with vale during that time and then later on in the night I sent him a snap saying “I just wanna fuck no confusion just fuck?” And he replied back saying the same thing.. then told me to pull up it was like 10 ish at night or so I had shit to do the next morning told him nah can’t but tomorrow...
Now fast forward to yesterday aka Tuesday feb 5.. he messages me in the evening around 5ish saying he finishing up with his lawyer, told him come by my ends. He comes by my ends but I’m paranoid cause my older bros out and i don’t want him seeing me. I pick him up from the station with the quickness. Ended up just driving down the Main Street all the way until I reached downtown. Smh my dumb ass was literally in the heart of the city and I didn’t know what to do. So the car ride was pretty chill we just talked about nothing pretty much. His girl friend wasn’t brought up, his feelings wasn’t brought up but he kept saying things like you cute, sexy ass. Etc to show he was into me. I went in dressed as a niggah. No make up, hair tied back, black sweats and a grey hoodie. Wtf am I looking cute for tryna get some dick?
Anyways. We leave downtown go to a park next to the lake and smoke. The ground is filled with Ice and I’m sliding all over the place in my A1’s. smh. We smoke it’s pretty outside but cold a fuck, we get back in my car & I think the biggest mistake I did that night was giving him the keys to my car. I was high but fuck, I should never allowed him to drive. He drove back to his ends and we said fuck it went into his parking basement and fucked right there. I gave him some head and then said it was time to fuck, he goes in to put it in and I’m like where’s the condom??????!!!!!! He said he didn’t have one and forgot when we went to 7/11.. smh he said he’ll pull out but I was so scared then he went in to give me head tryna get me wet.. like wow this guy is a fucking goof, he knows what he’s doing. After I said I was kinda iffy he went in to get me horny.. smh
We fucking how he’s going in hard and I’m digging my nails into his thigh, I’m pretty sure I left marks.. he pulls out and I felt a drip. He asks me to finish him off by giving him head so I go in. I’m sucking it deep throating it until he says that it’s painful.. okay, so I’m just sucking the tip and moving my hands with his dick.. he kept saying “oh shit” and I didn’t know what was going on thought I was hurting him but after I pulled up he told me he came.. wtf I swallowed it and I didn’t even know?? Kinda disrespectful tbh, like let me know when you coming so I can catch it. Anyhoo, I swallowed and sat up, he said that this was the short amount of sex he had but the most intense ever, lol okay? We leave the parking spot and he drives us out. I don’t want to be seen tbh. So.. we get outside have a cig and then I leave him off. He was paranoid his moms would see him from the window. Smh okay whatever.
I’m ashamed with myself big time but at the same time I wanted that dick so badly. Like confusing as fuck how you want to say one thing then do another...
We fucked and that was that. Wednesday he had to do that immigration stuff so he didn’t really message me or anything, Thursday now; I asked him how it went and he said he got accepted. Okay... wow..
But shits not gonna change. I’m dead ass just leaving it as that, like I caught myself wanting dick again just thinking about Tuesday night smh. Now I have to wait until my period comes to make sure I’m not pregnant. Smh my periods due sometime this week or next week. But woowerz.
Let’s just be friends?
And with being friends you can’t be all sexual towards me. Gotta have boundaries. No hand holding, back grabbing or kissing.
Let’s just fuck?
And with fucking we can’t be friends cause that’s just going to lead to wanting it more than we should. Wanting more than each other’s time.. peeping what we doing and who we with?
Let’s just dead it?
Cause fucking or being friends is just too much at this point. We can both just do our own thing and not worry about each other?
Who knows what’s next cause it feels like at this point shit just happens randomly in life.
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First off, my name is Christina, but you can call me Chris for short.
I am currently a high school junior from a little town in jack-squat, corn field Ohio. This blog is the result of a year long English project. I’m really grateful we got to pick whatever we wanted as a project, as long as it tied back to English class somehow because otherwise I’d dread doing this. It’s still a little hard keeping myself on schedule, but at least I’m enjoying myself while doing it, you know?
Anyhoo, my project is creating a high school guidebook for - you guessed it (that is, if you read the blog description) - making the most of the high school experience.
You might be thinking to yourself, why Chris? What makes her qualified? Welp, I like to think I am quite successful for my mere 17 years on this planet.
Just a little background for ya:
I grew up in an extremely knowledge-thirsty, powerhouse family of overachievers
I currently live with my parents and grandma, all of which are doctors
My two older sisters aren’t really around anymore since they went off to college, yet they still happen to be my role models. They are both highly ambitious individuals: one is about to get her double-major, double-minor degree at undergrad and later attend Yale for grad school. The other is majoring in neuroscience
I was raised in an even smaller town than I live now and went to the only academically achieving school in the area - a Catholic school
It was kind of nice going to a private school since the classes were small (my class was the biggest with a whopping eighteen people) so the teacher could configure certain academic plans for each student
This personalized study plan encouraged me to work ahead and get real good at the liberal arts
Thankfully, I got out of the Catholic school experience (before it really messed me up) when my family picked up and moved after I finished my third grade year
I must’ve done well enough because my teacher wrote a letter urging my new school to place me in advanced classes right off the bat. Looking back, it makes sense because I breezed through school up until that point and was even ahead in mathematics by two full years
I made most of my friends in the advanced course track and although a lot of us aren’t great buds anymore (thats what i get for dating a bunch of nerds tbh) i still have a loyalty to them and they hold a special place in my heart
I am still a full-blown nerd. I take all the hardest classes I can yet somehow still have time for some extracurriculars I have interest in - Model United Nations, Creative Writing Club, Gay-Straight Alliance, volunteering, etc.
Despite my involvement in so many things, I maintain top marks... aka I have a perfect gpa (my proudest achievement to this day)
tldr: my name is Chris and I’m 17. this how-to blog is for an English project. i’m qualified, i swear
fyi i don’t really know how long each post will be but it’s prolly gonna be on the longer end so apologies beforehand. I will always have a tldr / takeaways section at the end so maybe just stick it out ‘til then?
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reluctantrfamember · 7 years
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Am I the only one who thinks V's "good ending" wasn't all that good? Yes, V is a happy-go-lucky hippie at the end, but everyone else suffers. Jumin is even hinted to be an alcoholic after the events that entailed. And Saeran, poor Saeran. I don't think that this was a good way to wrap up the story, if this is the final MysMe route. The entire route was dark and dreary and though V ended up happy — thank god — no one else really did.
heya sorry for the delay! u actually sent this to me before i’d finished the route, so now that i have i can properly answer lmfao (dont wanna spoil so im putting the rest under the cut)
anyhoo i sort of agree. v’s good ending didn’t really feel that satisfying to me, but that’s for a variety of reasons. mainly:
holy fucking shit why is rika still alive. no seriously. SERIOUSLY. it renders saeran’s death almost totally pointless, narratively speaking. i thought initially that saeran’s death was going to be similar to the moment v died in the secret endings. kind of rika’s “oh shit” moment since she was clearly planning to destroy the evidence and regroup later, but that went astray when saeran actually died because she didn’t expect it. i ASSUMED rika killed herself because she felt genuinely bad about his death, and i was like, well damn, maybe she does have some semblance of empathy in that cold dead heart of hers. but NO. she just brushed that shit off, faked her death so she could buy some time, then attempted to pawn off her elixir at the rfa party. this absolutely destroyed any emotional significance her death might have had, as well as saerans (im super salty abt this tbh). only positive thing about it was seeing yoosung finally shut her down.
as much as i agree with the notion that v should get therapy and grow as an individual before entering a relationship, two years is a bit long...? a lot of shit can happen in two years, and at least from what the good ending implies, v sorta fucked off after having the surgery on his eyes and didnt keep that much contact with the rfa. like. im all for journeys of self discovery but maybe dont totally vanish? thats a bit............... not gr8.
on a similar note: two years is a long ass time. mc could’ve moved on by then. jihyun could’ve moved on by then. in fact it seems quite probable that they would. they didn’t know each other for long, and despite all they went through, v’s route didn’t put much emphasis on romancing v. which again, understandable, but still.
that said, i wouldn’t count on v’s route being the last route. i’m sure cheritz is well aware of the fact people are going to pour in asking for a saeran route after this-- i mean they already were before but now? damn. can’t imagine their inbox. so it’s very possible one’s already in the works. 
here’s hoping, anyway.
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