#oooohhhhhh my god i have to go lay down

[pixie88]

Birthday Boy

Chapter 3 - Our Little Secret.

A/N: Queen B fanfiction. I’m currently editing and adding all  my FF to my new account. All being added to my pinned masterlist on my profile. Let me know if you would like to be tagged!

Find previous chapters HERE under Queen B - Our Little Secret.

Word count: 2180

WARNINGS: ⚠️ Some adult language and sexual content.

Disclaimer: Characters are property of Pixelberry.

Pairings: Ian x MC - Lyla.

Enjoy!

I make my way over to the bedroom door and peek through the small opening. I can see Ian is irritated by her arrival.

"Oh, Ian! You haven't forgotten have you?" I hear Lexi say "Forgotten? I don't think we had a meeting planned today, sorry?" she laughs and playfully slaps him, "Ian, you do make me laugh. I thought we could spend the day together as it's your birthday!" (What it's his birthday?!)  "Oh, I'm sorry, but I'm already otherwise engaged" "Oh, sorry I just assumed! I hope your plans don't involve that Lyla girl! Ian, you must know she's beneath you" she rolls her eyes Ian face turn fury before I hear his tone change.

"Lexi, whom I spent my birthday with isn't any of your concern. So, whether it's Lyla or not it is my business. I don't appreciate you talking about her like that" her faces turns to shock, I don't think she was expecting that (Way to go Ian!) "Right, sorry I guess I should get going then. Sorry to have bothered you and I hope you have a lovely birthday. Bye Ian" she makes her way to the front door "Bye Lexi and thank you!" she's gone.

I run back over to his bed and get back in just his bedroom door opens. I see Ian, smiles at me "I saw you looking through the door Lyla" I laugh "That's my dream of becoming a spy out of the window, then" he laughs, "So I guess you heard that conversation?" he makes his way over to the bed and sits next to me "I did, one, you're hot when you are annoyed, two, I love your protective side, it's sexy and three, happy birthday, Ian!" I pull him in for a quick kiss.

When he pulls away, he's smiling "Thanks Lyla" "I hope you have a great birthday, Ian!" I get up off the bed and start to get dressed "Lyla, Where are you going?" I turn to look at him. "I better get back plus you have plans, so I don't want to keep you" he looks disappointed, "Lyla, I do have plans, but those include you!" "Oh?" "Lyla, I want to spend my birthday with you. I'm meeting Lillian and Charlotte today and I want to introduce you to them, but only if you are comfortable with it?" he gives me those puppy dog eyes I can't resist.

"Ian, I would love to if you are ok with it?" He smiles at me "I think the fact it was my idea gives it away that I'm ok with it!" he reaches for me and pulls me back onto the bed. "Ok, I would love to spend the day with you but I need to go home to get dressed first" "I'll take you!" Ian takes a shower then gets dressed, and we head down to his car, and he takes me back to my dorm.

We pull up outside my dorm "I shouldn't be too long. Unless you want to come up?" He smiles "Lyla, I would love to but..." "You can't! I get it, giving your TA a lift home is one thing, but being caught inside her dorm room is another" he smiles weakly. "It's ok, I'll be as quick as possible!!" I get out the car and head inside.

Later we pull outside Zizzi's it's an Italian restaurant. "So, how do I introduce myself?" he looks at me and smiles "Lyla, I would love nothing more than to introduce you as my girlfriend but with me still working at the university..." "Ian, it's fine. If, asked I am your TA and we run into each other outside" he gives me a very weak smile.

We walk into the restaurant and Ian spots Lillian and Charlotte. We walk over to them, "Ian, Happy Birthday!" Lillian gets up to hug him. "Happy birthday Uncle Ian" he leans in to kiss her on the cheek. "Lillian, Charlotte this is Lyla, she is my" "Girlfriend?" Charlotte asks I look at Ian not sure what to say, but he smiles.

"Charlotte, you're correct how did you guess?" (Wait! What????? I thought we agreed! Did he just....) I don't hear Charlottes response "Aww, Ian! So, glad you finally found someone" Lillian says. He smiles at me "She does mean a great deal to me!" I give him a soft smile. "So, how did you two meet?" Lillian asks him as we take our seats. "We met at the Speakeasy about 8 months ago." He tells her as he lays a hand on my thigh offering me a warm smile.

I place my hand on top, he starts to stroke my hand with his thumb. We take a look at the menu and order our food. "Lillian, what's the most embarrassing memory of Ian?" She laughs and Ian shakes his head. "What about the time we were on holiday in Cyrus as we were leaving the shop Ian thought he was walking toward the exit, but he walked straight into a window! We heard an almighty bang!" I howl with laughter along with Lillian and Charlotte and Ian smiles and squeezes my leg. "That must have been a really clean window!" The rest of the lunch was full of laughter.

Later, after a bit of bowling with Lillian and Charlotte, Ian gives them a lift home, we are driving back to my dorm when Ian turns to me "Lyla, would you like to come back to mine for a couple of drinks?" he says with a cheeky grin. "Just a few drinks?" I smile "Maybe dinner too?" "Ok, now I'm sold! What are we having?" he laughs, "I was thinking ordering in? You can pick" we continue to drive to his.

When we get to his apartment, he opens a bottle of wine and pours us out a glass as we decide what to order. With the food ordered we are sat talking "Ian, You told Lillian and Charlotte I was your girlfriend after we agreed?" He sighs, "Lyla, that wasn't the plan but I also I didn't want to lie or deny it. But if you feel uncomfortable I'm...." I cut him off with a kiss, and he places his hands in my hair deepening the kiss.

His tongue plays with mine, he pulls back a little and grips my lip between his teeth. "Ian!" He pulls me back in, his hands start to roam my body, and he leans in more making me lay back onto the couch. His body is pressed on top of mine, his hands move my legs, so he can settle between them and mine tangle in his hair making him groan,"Lyla!".

I push him back up, he looks shocked "Ian, it's your birthday and as I didn't know until this morning I didn't have time to get you a present so this morning when you dropped me back to my dorm I decide to put on my best underwear especially for you!" I pull out my phone and press play weirdly enough Katy Perry's Birthday song plays. I get up and start swaying my hips to the beat "God...." He swallows hard.

I move towards him spreading his legs and dance between them his hands come up to grab my hips, but I slap them away "Ah ah ah, NO TOUCHING!" he curses under his breath. I lose my shirt and toss it at him before I straddle his lap. I can see him trying to fight the urge to touch me as I grind my hips against his.

I pull him forward by his tie and kiss him. He tries to deepen it, but I push him back "Lyla, you will be the death of me!" I wink at him before I get off his lap, turn and move my hips to the beat as I start to pull down my jeans. I turn to look over my shoulder at Ian and his eyes are focused on my arse.

My jeans drop to the floor and I turn watching Ian fully take in the view. I climb back onto his lap and kiss him hard, he groans and bites my lip again, I feel him smirk against my lips "You can touch me now!" His hands cup my breasts before his lips move from my lips, down my neck to my chest, he runs his tongue over my nipple.

"Ian! Wow!"  I unbutton his waistcoat and push it off him before tossing it over my shoulder. His hands move down my body and rest on my thighs, I grind against his hard member "Ohh Lyla!"  his lips crash against mine as I undo his shirt, I pull back just a little "I hope your birthday is everything you dreamed it would be Ian?" his eyes catch mine.

"It's been better than every dream I've had since I met you!"  he says in a husky tone in one swift movement he has me pinned against the couch as he kisses me hard. His hands run up my thigh to my centre, he strokes against me "Ian...I need to taste you!" I push him back until he's laying on the couch and I undo his trouser pulling them down with his boxers freeing him.

I take him in my hand and run my tongue from the base to the tip he groans, I fully take him in my mouth and work my way up and down him. He thrust his hip up, so I speed up my movements and slow them down teasing him "Lyla, it's not nice to teas...." he doesn't finish his sentence as I speed up again.

His hand tangles into my hair, he grips my hair and pulls a little. "God Lyla, I'm going to come!!" I double my efforts soon enough he reaches the edge "Fuck...Lyla!" "Happy birthday Ian!" I smirk as I come back up and his lips find mine. He takes my hand and pulls me up to stand he leads me towards his bedroom, but stops before we get to the door.

He pushes me hard against the wall, his lips cover mine once again, then he moves them down my body. He pulls down my underwear and lets them fall to the floor before he throws one of my legs over his shoulder as he is crouched down. "Ian what are yo..." His mouth finds my centre "Ohh Iannnnn!" he laps at my centre "Ian I need you," he looks up at me with a smirk "Not yet!"  I huff, he moves his tongue against my centre again before he hits the spot where I need him most.

He starts off slowly with small and drawn out thrusts, he curses under his breath, my hands grip his shoulders and my lips kiss against his pulse line. This spurs him on his thrust speed up "Yes!! Ian just like that!" I moan against his neck. With each thrust he becomes more urgent, my nails dig into his back, and he groans, "Oh god, mark me Lyla."  I dig my nails in more and drag them down his back "Fuck yes! That's it mark me as yours" I move my lips up his neck and nip his ear lobe.

I gasp his hair "oooohhhhhh!" then he stops "Why have you stopped?" He doesn't answer me, he just stands and his hands unclip my bra. He pulls down the straps "Lyla, you are beautiful!" "Do you want to show me how beautiful?" He lifts up my legs and wraps them around his hips before running his hard member along my entrance he smirks then enters me.

His thrust comes harder and faster I grip onto him as I'm about to lose myself. I know he can tell I'm near the edge as he pounds slowly out of me and hard back in "Wow Ian, keep doing that....Yes Ohhh!" I'm spent. Ian's lips brush against my ear "Come again for me" this build up the pressure again inside me.

He continues his same movements that sent me over the edge before and it's not long before I'm looking over again"Fuck! Ian come with me" he thrusts into me as hard as he can my legs are shaking. I fall over the edge for the second time and Ian falls with me "God Lyla! I love you!" "Ohh..I love you too!"  we are both panting barely catching our breath then the buzzer goes.

Ian looks at me "That will be the food!" he quickly dresses and I clean up in the bathroom. When I return he's lit a couple of candles and set up the table. "Aww! Ian!" He smiles brightly at me which melts my heart.

A few days later I'm heading to Ian's office with some essays I have graded. I knock and enter "Professor, I've graded those essays you wanted!" I hear a gasp, I look up to see Lillian sat opposite Ian "Ian, she's a student?!?"

Continue reading this story here - Chapter 4.

#ian #ian kingsley #ian x mc #professor #belvoire #queen b #fanfic #choices #pixelberry

[slash-em-up]

Marry Your Monsters pt. 3

Miranda and Jesse ‘talk’.

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Miranda stared at the door for only a few moments before pulling herself to her feet and moving quickly over to the bathroom.

She knocked on the door.

“Jesse?”

Nothing.

“Jesse it’s me - it’s Miranda… baby, come out.”

Her phone vibrated in her bag, and, giving a last glance at the door, she pulled the device from her purse.  

The text was from Jesse.

J: What are you doing here?

Miranda felt her lips pull down into a deep frown as she turned back to the bathroom.

“Well, I haven’t seen you – my husband – in more than three fucking months… and then I get a call from Preston, saying you’d been in an accident and I should be with you… what part of that was supposed to stop me from coming?”

The phone dinged almost immediately.

J: I’m alive, go back home.

“WHAT?!”  

Miranda pounded on the door.

“Jesse get the fuck out here and talk to me!”

The light filtering out from under the door faded to black as a click sounded - he’d turned out the lights in the room. God damn him.

Sighing in disgust Miranda turned back to face the room, looking back towards the entrance and gazing despondently at Spann, who didn’t look at all surprised by Jesse’s childish reaction.

… childish…  

…Eh, why not…

Miranda sank back onto the cot with a loud moan.

“Oooohhhhhh my goodddddd, JESSE!!! The BABY’S COMING!!!!”

She screamed in pain.

The bathroom door flew open with a loud BANG, cracking the plaster behind it in Jesse’s haste to get to her side.

He was kneeling in front of her in moments and Miranda was shocked into silence by the state of him.

Some kind of transparent skull-shaped mask covered her husband’s head, his skin, wetly gleaming underneath, looked raw and painful – the expressive face she loved so much was now crossed with heavy scar tissue.  

A single brown eye stared up at her, widening in shock as he realized she wasn’t actually giving birth.  

He stood and turned his back to her.

His hand came up to rest against his mask.

“… oh my god, Jesse… what happened?”

Miranda stood, walking slowly towards the large man.

Jesse flinched when she pressed her hand to his back.

That hurt more than having him abandon her for three months.

Her breath shuddered with emotion as she leaned further in. She honestly didn’t give a fuck if he didn’t want her here, he owed her – so she felt fully justified in pressing her head to his back and taking a deep inhale of his scent as the tears started to roll down her cheeks.

He didn’t smell like he usually did.

That somehow made her cry harder, and as much as she tried to fight it her arms came up to wrap around his broad chest – gripping him with her nails as if that would bring him back to her emotionally as it was physically.

Peripherally, Miranda was aware of Spann closing the door, leaving her alone with her husband for the first time in so very long…

“Why did you leave me?”

Jesse’s head turned minutely in her direction.

“… was there another woman?”

His shoulders rose and fell as he huffed, shaking her against him.  

Her head rose from his back and she glared at him hard.

“That wasn’t a ‘no’, Jesse.”

Jesse turned towards her, keeping his head in profile as he quickly signed to her.

‘Not like you think’

Miranda moved to try and look him straight in his remaining eye… oh god, poor Jesse…

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

Jesse sighed.

‘I’m not having an affair – if that’s what you’re asking’

Stepping away, Miranda swiped at her wet cheeks, staring up at her husband.

“Well I’m having a girl, asshole – since you didn’t ask.”

Jesse froze.

His hands were covered in nitrile gloves – long fingers and palms moved towards her stomach and stopped inches from her skin.

Miranda’s eyes flicked across her husbands masked face – she felt like she was about to cry again.

“Touch me, Jesse… please…”

He ripped the gloves from his hands as fast as he could and gently pressed them to her belly.

As if their daughter could sense the presence of her father she kicked against Miranda’s uterus.  

Miranda smiled.

“Can you feel her?”

Jesse nodded slowly, rubbing his hands over her softly – like he’d break her and the baby if he pressed too hard.

“I missed you so much.”

Shuddering, like he was close to tears himself, Jesse bent to press his mask lightly against Miranda’s head.  

She sighed into his shoulder and sniffled- ‘like a sap’ she thought.

“Don’t you dare do this to me again, Cromeans…”

Jesse shook his head against her hair, making her giggle tearfully into his shirt.  

What was turning into a sweet reunion was ruined as Miranda yawned loudly, making Jesse chuckle silently above her.

“Jerk! I’ve been up since three AM! Don’t laugh at me.”  

He spun her in his arms and rested himself against her back, wrapping his strong arms around her stomach.

She felt… right, for the first time in months.

“Sleep with me?”

Jesse jerked in surprise. His arms came up in front of her face.  

‘Isn’t that what got us here in the first place?’

Miranda hid her smile by pulling Jesse’s hands in to her face and lightly kissing his thumb.

“Smart-ass…” she murmured against his skin.

Not turning around, Miranda pulled her husband towards the cot – respecting what he seemed to be trying to convey to her and not looking at his ruined face.

Thankfully, the cot had been designed with someone of Jesse’s stature in mind, and it was more than wide enough to fit the two of them laying pressed together.

“I love you.”  

Before he’d disappeared, Miranda would have never waited in suspense for Jesse’s response to that statement like she was now.

She held her breath as he remained motionless against her back, pressed as tightly as he could get to her body.

His fingers curled around and caressed the linen-covered skin of her stomach in a swirling pattern.

‘LUV-U-2’

That was enough for now.  

#Jesse Cromeans x Mrs. Cromeans #jesse cromeans #chromeskull #laid to rest (2009) #chromeskull: laid to rest 2 #jessica writes #slasher fiction #horror movies

[theabominableblogger]

My Reaction to “Gotham” S3E7

Aaaand skip the recap!

Valerie better freaking leaving Gotham after she gets out of the hospital.

“[Jim] You get a girl [Valerie] shot and you don’t even bring her booze.”  Oh my gosh.

“Yeah, but you [Jim] could only save one of us.  That's why you told Tetch to kill Lee because you knew he would do the opposite. Oldest trick in the book.”  *sighs*

“[Jim] You love Lee.  Which means we’re done.”  *sighs*

“No, Tetch was right.  You’re nothing but trouble.”  I hate this.

“‘The Red Queen.’”  Roll credits!

“I’m [Jervis] looking to sideline someone before this evening’s event.”  It’s Jim.  Gonna call it right now.

“This city tore my love from me [Jervis], so I'm plunging it into insanity.”  OK, someone take out this guy right now.

OK, Ed and Isabella’s interactions would be really really cute if we totally disregarded literally everything Ed has ever done in this show

“This past 12 hours have been the best of my [Isabella’s] life.”  WHAT WERE THEY EVEN DOING?!?!?

“Meet me at the mayor’s mansion at 8 o’clock [for breakfast].”  Oh no.

*Ed and Isabella kiss each other goodbye*  Ooooohhhhh....

*Oswald attack hugs Ed*  Oh.

“I [Ed] met someone.  I think I’m in love!”  Oh.  No.

*Jervis and his goons go into the morgue*  SLOW MOTION WALK DOWN THE HALL...

[Alice Tetch- Do Not Incinerate] 

*Jervis kisses Alice’s corpse on the temple*  You did not.

*jams out to the cooking music Bruce is playing*

Aaawww, he [Bruce] invited Selina to dinner.... guys, this is adorable!

“I’ll [Jim] go on my own.”  Oh great.

Oswald’s dinner suit is sharp AF!

“It's a shame I [Oswald] don't have a plus one.”  Oh, he’s just laying it on thick, isn’t he?

“I [Ed] have a date.”  “With the woman you claim to be in love with after only knowing for a few hours?”  Oh, he’s got a point there, Ed.

“...second chance at love.”  No it is not.

“Who am I [Oswald] to stand in the way of love?”  LIES

Lucius!  Good to see ya, buddy!

OH MY GOD!

“Isn’t science marvelous?”  [Jervis] YOU ARE DRAINING YOUR SISTER TO GET HER BLOOD THIS IS DESPICABLE

FREAKING JIM!

Oh my gosh he brought Valerie booze!

Oswald, what are you doing?

“I [Isabella] know Edward.  We just met, but well, I feel I've known him my whole life.”  Oh my gosh...

“Edward... was in Arkham?”  OOOOOHHHH NO

“Don’t people usually go to Arkham for murder?”  OH SHIT

“Uncanny how much you [Isabella] look like her [Kristen].  It's that swan-like neck.  Ed loves a neck!”  FREAKING OSWALD!

Goooooddddd, I hate this!

*gasps when Jervis appears at the end of the hall in the hospital*

“I [Jervis] had my way with you [Jim].  Now Gotham’s up for round two.”  JERVIS YOU BETTER NOT!

*Jervis blows the Red Queen in Jim’s face*  OOOOHHHHHH!

“Enjoy the trip.”  OH GOD HERE WE GO!

*gasps when Oswald runs into Jervis at the Founder’s Party*

JIIIIIMMMM....

WHAT THE-

Barbara?

Oh my gosh, Barbara’s bellhop outfit is fabulous!

Whoaaa, it’s the GCPD!

WHA-

WHOA!

OSWALD?!?!?

Why are we in a World War I environment now?

Why is Hallucination!Bruce wearing a mask?

WHOAA!!

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!?

*Jervis laces all the drinks at the Dinner with Alice’s blood*  NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE FIND JIM?!?!?

Whoaaaaa.....

Is that Nelson Eddy playing the background?!?

AN:  It is

WHAT THE HECK

“Julie, one day, you're gonna love somebody as much as I [Lee] love your father [Jim].”  *gasps*

What’s the name of Hallucination!Son?

Whoa... I actually really like this little environment for this section of Jim’s trip.  The lighting, the old-timey music, the costumes, all of it.

“It’s a long way to the basement.”  Uhhh, what’s in the basement?

Ohhhh, she [Selina] didn’t come....

“You always...”  Oh there she is!

“Selina, if we’re gonna do this...”  Oh, so they [Bruce and Selina] are officially going out?

“It’s weird for me [Bruce].”  “It’s weird for me [Selina], too.”  Oh this is cute.

*gasps*  The lady from the Court of Owls!

Wait, wait, so the Court of Owls knows about Oswald?!?

“We'll contact you [Oswald] when the time is right.”  Excuse me?

*gasps when Jervis officially hijacks the dinner*

Oh God, imagine if Oswald drank the laced wine?  That would have been hell.

I actually really do like that we do see how much Barbara does care for Jim

What the...

Whoa... what’s with the different pitch when it comes to voices?

*gasps*  Mario! 

Jim, no!

God, are we gonna see how Jim’s dad died?

“I [Jim] wanted to be just like you [Dad].  Turns out I’m the opposite.  I destroy everything and everyone around me.”  *sighs*

Oh my gosh I really like these shots of Jim and his dad through the windshield with the city lights shining on them

Four for Mario for stepping in to save Jim!

Oh, this [Edward explaining himself to Isabella] is gonna be awkward

“You [Isabella] know what I [Ed] did and yet you still came on this date anyway?”  Ohhh...

Ohh.... oohhh...

*Edward and Isabella start kissing*  OHHHH....

*absolutely screams when Oswald accidentally walks in on them*

*Edward and Isabella continue making out after Oswald retires for the evening*  Oooohhhh!

“I [Jim] want to rejoin the GCPD.”  There we go!

“Welcome back, Detective.”  There we go!

Waaiit a minute... that’s the same ring that Jim’s dad was wearing during the hallucination...

Was Jim’s dad part of the Court of Owls?  What?

#the red queen #Gotham #FOX #the blogger reacts #looked at the stars and considered a reaction #jim gordon #jervis tetch #edward nygma #isabella gotham #oswald copplepot #lee tompkins #valerie vale #barbara kean #selina kyle #bruce wayne #court of owls #the mad hatter #alice tetch #mario falcone

[mycasandstarrs]

SPN 4x10: “Heaven and Hell”

Eugh, Uriel.

“You’re some heartless sons of bitches, you know that?”

“As a matter of fact we are. And?”

OOOOHHHH FUCK YES. S4!CAS WAS SO GREAT.

Hmm, Cas has a rather interesting reaction to Uriel saying “She’s worse than this abomination you’ve been screwing.”

Cas kinda looking like he doesn’t want to be there.

Uriel goes after Ruby, Dean goes after Uriel, and Cas calmly approaches Sam.

Sam’s first time calling him Cas!

lmao, Cas just put him to sleep. He thought “You really thought you could call me Cas? Sorry, our friendship has to be at a Level 10 to unlock that upgrade.”

Our first angel banishment.

Dean helps Ruby up, in one of 5 moments of solidarity between them.

This is the first time Dean sees the angel banishment sigil...but he goes on to credit Cas for it.

To Bobby’s!

Hmmm, Dean thanked Ruby a lot quicker there for the hex bags.

And Ruby looks...happy about that. B u t knowing her, she might be happy that she can further infiltrate and manipulate them more now.

Oh Dean, don’t lie. Even if it’s just to keep her happy.

Lmao, Dean asked about the car first. Sam reassures him she’s fine.

Bobby’s in the Dominican! Unlike Sam and Dean, I hope he’s on vacation because he most certainly deserves one.

Huh, so at 2 years old Anna sensed her dad wasn’t her real dad and that her real father was “wanted to kill her mad.” Yikes.

“You’re confusing porn with reality again.” ...what were the other times?

lmao Ruby.

Pamela!

“Any chance I can dick over an angel, I’m taking it.” hoo boy, who’s gonna tell her?

I loved Pamela’s sense of humor.

Sam hangs out by the door, close to Ruby. Dean is closer to Anna.

Oh boy, this ain’t going well.

Wow, Dean.

The change in demeanor from Anna Milton to Anna the angel is incredible.

Anna was the boss of them.

“I disobeyed...which, for us, is about the worst thing you can do. I fell.”

The first mention of an angel’s grace.

Ruby silently freaking out, lol.

“You’re pretty buff for a nerd.” She ain’t wrong.

Ruby’s tapping out. Well, she’s suggesting it.

Alastair AKA “Picasso with a razor.”

Oohh crap, the demon blood mention.

Conversations between Sam and Ruby always tend to go downhill somehow.

And now the other side of the coin: Dean and Anna.

Dean wants to know why he was saved. Hoo goodness.

“Why would you fall?”

“There’s loyalty...forgiveness...love.”

(I could have sworn there was a gifset of Cas displaying those traits.)

Anna doesn’t want to be an angel.

“Feeling are overrated.” lowkey same, lol

“Beats being an angel.”

I just keep thinking about S9, human Cas, and the conversation he and Dean have after Cas takes another angel’s grace as his own. I keep thinking about Dean asking Cas if he’s sure that he wants to be an angel again; did Dean remember this conversation with Anna? 

Dean’s idea of angels: “You guys are powerful and perfect. You don’t doubt yourselves or God or anything.” This could only come from what he’s seen from Cas...and Uriel.

At this point, only 4 angels have seen God.

Anna is practically complaining about her people watching job vs Cas who tells Sam in S8 “it never gets old”. AKA Cas always seemed to enjoy it.

Sam the interrupter.

An interesting take on Team Free Will.

He’s actually got a point. “It’s just an angel and a demon riding in the backseat. It’s like the setup to a bad joke...or a Penthouse Forum letter.”

Again with the porn.

The grace is gone. Everyone collectively has a “well, shit” moment.

“Dean Winchester gives us Anna by midnight or we hurl him back to damnation.” Damn, ok.

Dean wanted to get Bobby back, hahaha. 

Oh lord, it’s about to happen.

“Maybe I don’t deserve to be saved.”

“Don’t talk like that.”

“We’ve all done things we gotta pay for.”

Something inside of me cried out in pain when Dean looked so surprised that someone went to caress his face gently. Oh, honey.

Yeah yeah yeah, kiss him and get on with the sex.

“Ready for Love” by Bad Company. You know what, I still can’t listen to this song without getting hot and bothered. This show ruined me.

Oh my god, the back muscles. i need all the holy water and the forgiveness of our lord and savior.

Oh look CAS’ HANDPRINT In fine print you can see: “Don’t touch. Property of Castiel.”

And the Titanic thing, ha ha.

Ruby sneaking out...

Alastair.

“We must revoke your membership.”

Ruby tried to bargain for her and the Winchester’s safety.

But it was a trap, of course it was.

Uriel...you’re a pain in my ass.

Oh, it’s a dream.

“See he has this weakness. He likes you.”

oooohhhhhh!!!!!! Dean’s facceee!!!!!!

(x)

Dean tries to lie about Anna having her grace and it backfires spectacularly. 

Oohhh, the taunting about having sex with Anna...which gives us the”Ken doll” taunt, which we’ll be hearing again.

“This is a whole lot bigger than the plans we got for you, Dean.You can be replaced.” 

Being Michael’s vessel would definitely qualify as “bigger plans”.

Adam is currently around soo....

(And hell, in Apocalypse AU, John died before he could father Sam, Dean OR Adam. When the time came for the Apocalypse to start, they *did* get someone else, a non Winchester...Uriel wasn’t kidding or bluffing.)

Poor choice of words, Dean. 

I hate Ruby...but I can’t stand to see her being tortured like this.

And I have to admire her smarts here.

Dean’s drinking.

Dean brought the angels...

The most subtle indication that Dean is the reason the angels are here: Cas’ gaze.

Dean and Anna kiss...AND IF YOU TRY TO TELL ME THAT THE LOOK IN CAS’ FACE ISN’T JEALOUSY, I WILL CLOG MY EARS SO I CAN’T HEAR YOU.

Ruby brings the demons.

“You sanctimonious, fanatical prick.”

Hot damn, I love me some S4 commanding Cas. “Leave now...or we lay you to waste.”

Cas went straight for Alastair!

And nearly died for it too!

RIP random demon.

Dean saves Cas! (Probably because of the whole “he likes you” thing. Besides Anna, Cas is the only other “good angel” Dean can have on their side, the only angel they can possibly get through to. But still, as a Destiel shipper, I’m overjoyed that Dean chose to save him.)

(x)

RIP random demon #2.

Anna takes her grace.

Good lord, Cas is beautiful.

Anna and Alastair are gone.

Awww, I half expected Cas to join the brothers.

Oh, it was Sam’s plan! I somehow never noticed this before???

Shit, he’s quoting Ruby.

It’s kinda neat how both Dean and Ruby know Anna’s truly miserable about being an angel again.

OH NOOOO NOT THIS SCENE.

I want to hug Dean so badly.

The fact that Dean even tried to keep count of how many souls he tortured and then he just lost count...

“for 30 years” is the single worst line of the monologue. It’s at least top 3 for me, because as soon as he says it, complete dread takes over. When you thought it couldn’t get worse, you’re neck deep in it.

Sam offers a feeble assurance with “At least you held out 30 years”. That’s the best thing can Sam could say, and I’m not saying there’s something better...except for maybe nothing at all.

With what Dean has gone through, now wonder he shuts out the pain and squashes down feelings. Confronting them hurts too damn much. i get it.

Jensen’s acting is absolutely phenomenal, he deserves every acting award for this.

No wonder I avoid this episode like the plague.

And finally, I want to hug Dean so very badly.

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