#oops sorry im ranting

[theokusgallery]

i have bad news for anyone who expects mental illness to be family friendly

^ yeah!

#thats a pretty good summary of it. #ask #anon #arsenic #ok ill rant about the au and mentall illness— nick's not diagnosed with anything. doesnt mean he doesnt #- /have/ anything. #mostly im thinking npd and bpd but this dude just. is not self aware at all. nobody ever told him. oops #im also giving him low empathy because i'll give low empathy to any character im obsessed with #(read: im projecting) (same way im making sunny trans. have i ever mentioned sunny's trans in this AU) #anyway. sunny's autistic but ive said that one before #nick is a psychiatrist's wet dream i think. #for the record i dont think people with npd or bpd are evil. im not evil. my friends are not evil #this AU doesnt exist to be good representation! sorry #anyway narcissistic abuse is not a real thing and aspd was made up by psychiatrists who thought that surely people being violent- #- means they're mentally ill. they based the diagnostic criteria off of criminals. the dsm is made up and none of this is real #i could rant about the way PDs are treated for hours. do NOT give me an opportunity to do so #this AU is not good rep but if someone starts calling nick a psychopath or a sociopath i will bite ! #omori #rant

[halo-lll-odst]

some doodles i did of helmetless chief. some of these are based on a convo i had with @telek1net1c-system abt chief possibly ripping out his own implants in a fit of frustration

and yes i gave him top scars in the one where he's lying down . you cant fucking stop me

#marrsbarrs art #halo #master chief #john117 #john 117 #john-117 #sorry these are so messy i had to get these down so fast #and also some i was just trying to warm up with #blood #gore #<- FORGOT TO TAG THOSE EARLIER OOPS #btw i think helmetless chief only works if he has very minimal facial detail #and if he looks grizzled to all hell #im sorry but how he looks in the halo show is just so wrong to me #ok i stop ranting now. look at my art boy

[toshitophchan]

Roddacember 2023 Day 1 | Your Favourite Character

Ah, the holy trio of male Rodda protags who I relate way too hard to

#oops its all memes #roddacember 2023 #roddacember #emily rodda #the rondo triloy #teen power inc #rowan of rin #look it is gonna be all memes this year im sorry #or maybe im not #ill decide in a few days time if this overstays its welcome #if u want my essay on how these three perform masculinity in such untypical ways hmu #i will gladly rant

[10yo-anonnie]

eyerm!!

sooo yall know my phone's broken and i only have my laptop left to use

but update!!!\

i remembreed i had an old tablet my aunt gave me like a month ago!!

update!!

tumblr does NOT work on that old ass version of a tablet!! only ao3 tho, so i can read but not write!!

i can only use my laptop for like 4-5 hours, too 😔😔😔

okok back to topic

in those 4 hours, what wip should i focus on>??

info!

for the ino fic, i can add smut because the plot is /gen so fitting

n for the megumi fic, i can make it hurt/comfort or angst!!!oh, I forgor, the other gojoe smut fic is dadtoru!!!

(yapping in the tags, this is how lonely i am in rl, or atleast, my irl friends scare me cauze they so judgemental)

(sigh)

#my parents still do not know i broke my temporary phone! #its temporary cuzi broke my first phone when i was holding it while biking (free hands) and dogs chased me #and i flopped and fell and it broke #the temporary phone ws a hand me down #oops #now the only way i can get a new phone is if i get high honors #but hey! momey said i could get any phone i want if i do! #im thinkingof a samsung s24 or an ipone 12... #thinking knowinf damn well i cant achieve high honors smh #sorry for wrong tagging 😁😁😁😁 #im gen ranting #why is this not on my ranting account #angyay #pick!! #aaaa #jjk x reader

[800db-cloud]

I think you should be made aware that theres a minidrama on twitter claiming Shiver fans to be racist. Which...some might be. My mutual in law got DOGGED recently and i saw all of it (all they did was make a lil joke i think

so i’ve heard… :( the entire situation is terrible , honestly. i’m not big into splatoon but i am a brown person, and seeing the infighting between fans about the racism and colorism in the fanbase is. stressful, to put it VERY lightly

i’m very sorry to hear what happened to your mutual-in-law. the recent splatfest has a LOT of people agitated. thankfully nobody has been rude to me yet, but knowing the internet (and how things are going right now) who knows how long that’ll last

#era.txt #anon #this entire ‘situation’ is ridiculous in my opinion #i’m absolutely not discrediting the blatant racism and colorism of the fanbase because that absolutely exists #i’m talking about how RIDICULOUSLY rigged the splatfests are. especially the latest few #its horrible that one of the biggest reasons why frye isn’t winning is BECAUSE she’s brown. that’s it. its because people are terrible #its horrible to think that she has a disadvantage just because her skin is darker than shivers. i dont know how to articulate my feelings-> #<-properly but just know that i find this entire thing EXTREMELY tiring. i feel like im walking on eggshells here #IM VERY SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT! #i know i couldve said some things better here but i just woke up from a 6 hour nap oops #if you need anything tagged here feel free to lmk

[dandyshucks]

i try to keep my blog lighthearted and silly so I hold my tongue on a lot of things (.... i could vague all day about how a lot of alternative fashion trend face tattoos/drawing on face with eyeliner are racist but I will simply leave it at this LMAO) because frankly I do not have the energy or mental clarity (or functioning nervous system) to educate on a lot of matters, but this one has just been slowly eating at me and the dam broke when i saw someone in the notes of a s.elfship post using "delulu" as an insult

#the tattoo/eyeliner thing btw is mainly referring to ppl drawing lines on their nose or chin #plus a lot of video game character design lifts directly from indigenous cultures and its really fucking gross and frustrating to see #i've only seen it crop up like... twice? in the community? and it wasnt from anyone i follow or who follows me #so i didnt feel like it'd be worth me randomly stumbling into their DMs about fdjskfl #anyways it mostly boils down to making a mockery and costume of indigenous cultures esp when most of us are still not allowed- #-to get our cultural markings or wear regalia half the time. or even have our traditional hairstyles bc its seen as unprofessional #mainly in the case of men having long hair and braids but other situations as well. #anywho. im done with this heavier conversation here for now bc im gonna start getting way too nauseous from anxiety HFDSJKL #also i have to go eat a late dinner oops fdjskl me when i rant and rave about issues that are not very prominent but bug me nonetheless #me: im not gonna talk about it. the tags: hi you wanna talk about it using us sooooo bad teehee #SORRY ABOUT THAT FDJKL #dandy.cmd

[l0v3tast3]

hellooo idk if my brain was just making things up or whatever but i swear you had a post responding to an ask abt older bf!ghost but i can't find it on your page. was it deleted ??

it's still up it just got flagged within 24 hours of being up . im like actually kinda getting pissed abt it it's been every one of my smut fics like not even a day after i posted it lately and im pretty sure someones fuckin stalking and reporting them

fuck it maybe i'll just start posting my smut fics on ao3 jesus

#— ask! #sorry for ranting oops #yeah im kinda getting sick of this #i try not to care about notes and shit but thats still kinda the point of being here #and it's super discouraging when it's cut off before people even get the chance to fuckin read it #whatever

[tnbc-thoughtsandheadcanons]

Also, to my fellow Disney Magic Kingdom players - you can get a free Nightmare Before Christmas chest with sign-in today! The Black Cauldron event just started, so if you have TNBC characters, they can drop tokens for the event characters!

Also also...DMK finally brought back the Oogie Boogie spin attraction. The downside? It costs more than 600 gems. Just buying 500 gems in-game costs $20 real dollars. If I'd have known they would've brought it back as a purchasable item and NOT a drop in the TNBC chests themselves, I would've saved up!!! I'm pissed.

Good luck!!

#disney magic kingdoms #this game really needs to change their pricing. why would an attraction be worth over $20? #maybe if it was 200 GEMS i wouldn't care!!! but no! #they made dr finkelstein cost $20 REAL DOLLARS LAST YEAR! #and he has only the one quest!!! he doesn't do anything he's not WORTH anything! #idk if im missing quests because i dont have the oogie boogie spin attraction which is why i want it #but unless i have 200 extra gems handy im not spending 20 bucks #just put the attraction in the chests!!! #anyway end of my rant there i hope to make good progress for the black cauldron! #even though you can only freely earn two characters from this event. you have to spend money/currency to buy the other three characters #which is ridiculous #oop sorry guess i wasn't done ahahahaha </3 #good luck!!

[illithiddies]

The bg3 fandom is so big and active rn I can't imagine there aren't at least a few servers out there that put like... a reasonable limit on the sort of dark content that can be discussed in it while still also allowing nuanced and mature discussion about it, especially considering the game's canon topics.

It's such a bizarre delicate balance but there has to be something right?

#im planning on sticking to a couple of my nonbg3 friends servers that invited me to talk abt bg3 in them #and the tiny little sprinting server I made a bit ago #but I know I'm going to chomping at the fucking bit to talk abt bg3 way more than anyone wants me to I think 😭 #like. Only large and fandom specific servers really fill that niche but god are they always a minefield #the sheer whiplash of going from the happiness of watching the award show to like #isolating myself and now wondering if I'm going to finish ANY of my projects anymore still has me reeling #I'm just. tired man. i already did this with star wars. i don't want to do it again already here #i feel like fandom spaces love celebrating trauma survivors but only if you're one of the cool acceptable ones #if you're one of the ones that has dodgy reactions to things and complex unpredictable feelings then its just. oops! #sorry bestie no space will ever truly allow you to feel safe OR accepted. have fun walking that tightrope for the rest of your life #tbf i didn't even give the bg3 server im in the option but I already know how server-destroying this issue is #sorry to anyone who bothered to read this afhshdh it feels so much safer to rant in the tags #questlog

[scribbling-dragon]

writing shorter oneshots has actually been so much fun recently. like, seriously, i love doing them. it’s great! im having fun, and being able to sit down and write something short n sweet has been super nice

#i think. with adaptive nature i started to expect a little bit too much from myself with the chapters #like. yeah. i wanted it to be good obviously #but i might have been holding myself to too high of a standard #which was why the chapters took so long to be posted #because they would be written but id find a hundred problems with it (where. there probably wasnt any) and simply delete the whole thing #i am working on reminding myself that sometimes my writing can be bad. that its fine for my writing to be bad #but im still working on that #which is why these short things are good. because they dont need to be the best things ever. they just need to be good #they just need to be something i enjoy creating #not that i didnt enjoy writing adaptive nature! just that im a perfectionist. and that started to affect me slightly #but now. looking back on it. it was good #all the things that got deleted were probably good too. i just couldnt see that #oops. sorry for the mini rant #didnt mean for it to turn into that lol #juno.talks

[beetlegoose01]

Not a rise fan coming into the 2012 tag and complaining about it when they HAVENT EVEN WATCHED IT

Now do y'all know why I left the rise fandom? This toxicity is exhausting. I thought I wanted to finish my rise fics but every time I do I remember this shit and the harassment I faced and get a sour taste in my mouth. I can't enjoy Rise anymore.

Peace.

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt #rant #oops #sorry for putting this in the rise tag #no wait no im not

[theokusgallery]

Your AU is still worming its way through my brain and tearing it into pieces. Send help (there is no cure)

I am SO sorry

#and im not even making actual good content for it...... #im just being gay and self indulgent and drawing them all soft and nice and shit #(mostly) #they're in love. it's horrible it's destroying them it's killing them they'll die but they're in love #and i feel like drawing that right now... #sorry its emotions season #rant #ask #walugus-grudenburg #i tried making designs for sunnys friends and made a doodle i almost posted but im gonna have to. rework the designs. oops #they're important to the plot and making them is essential to making more lore things but im not good at character design so ive be stallin

[queerstampy]

had the thought "what is lovely world without 'stolen' assets?" and im cackling

#stampys lovely world #stampy's lovely world #stampylonghead #stampylongnose #joseph garrett #tagging his name specifically bc its related to him i guess JHDSKN #this is mainly referring to things like the minecraft skins #and the soundtrack for slw #obviously they're not ACTUALLY stolen or whatever #but like. joe hasn't credited the music or the skins afaik #(altho the skins are on the marketplace or at least were at one point so... he has the right to use them XD) #(also im 99% sure the music is all royalty free or w/e its called. so) #(wish i could find the tracks or joe would credit them. those 'music finding' apps dont work with royalty free tracks apparently) #(i have tried. i want to know what the timelapse music he uses is called. who made it. where can i get more of it) #(its very stimmy ok-) #(anyway im going to be making a playlist of minecraft-related tracks that i dont own the copyright to. to make a pseudo soundtrack for-) #(-my novel. thats why i thought of this joke. so JNHDSK) #(RANTS A LOT IN THE TAGS OOPS. SORRY FOR WHOEVER ACCIDENTALLY FINDS THIS BC I RANTED IN THE TAGS AND-) #(-PROBABLY ENDED UP SHOWING IN RANDOM SEARCHES)

[ughgoaway]

posting any piece of writing on the internet is simultaneously the worst and best thing

right now I am in the worst phase and I'm seriously considering deleting my George fic lol- I just do not like it at all

#i have also had a shit day that might be why #a mini rant sorry yall #i just hate writing sometimes #i feel stupid saying that as such a new writer tho #idk maybe im just depressed oops #apologies for being sad on the tl lol

[risingsunresistance]

ugh

#vent/rant ahead i just wanna say stuff: #forcing myself to draw for my friends and post content for my friends and keep Being Active just for other ppl is wearing me out #i WANT to continue to be a part of the community but. man this sucks fkjdhsg #it's entirely my fault. the situations i've put myself in that i dont wanna make public #(not just stuff related to art and content motivation but also Oops i Upset A Friend And Feel Horrible) #but it still sucks even if it is my fault #idk man im just running out of stuff to care about. everything is getting worse 🧍 #i'm sure i'll be here every once in a while but will i ever post a full drawing again? great question #clips? very very rarely #actual content? not likely #i have like. one thing i wanna post about at christmas (i know one of my gifts already). besides that uhhhhhhhh i've got nothing #might have one drawing/sketch for december but that's very up in the air #if you know my priv and wanna request go ahead. im always active there and that wont change unless twitter explodes #even if you've requested before and aren't in it now you can request again. i'll try to be more lenient with it (again this is my fault) #i doubt i could ever make myself straight up abandon this blog. i'll continue to answer asks and ramble when i want to #but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving. #i'm not gonna have anyone left by this time next year it'll just be me and the void lmao #too nervous to follow anyone new. too nervous to talk the friends i already have. cant hold a conversation to save my life #this is why i have like... 3 friends here (i think we're friends). sorry i never talk to you guys it's just Difficult :/ #and it's not getting any easier. not since june/july ! #all goat knows is talk about skyblock (getting harder to do). post link to song. and make 50 more non-rebloggable posts #chat #come back later #(to delete probably idk) #now the real question: is this all related to [current issues causing mood swings] or is this something that's been building since june #we'll see i guess #i could be fine a month or so from now. or tomorrow. or all the way in the summer. who knows #*attaches a picture of techno to make this seem slightly less miserable* jkfhdkg #i hate there being like 2000 people here. nearly 3000 i think. idk #i want to talk and rant without feeling like im making the world's worst apology video KJFDHKG i dont like having so many eyes on me

[br1ghtestlight]

bobs burgers fave characters tierlist :D tammy and rudy weren't in this one for some reason but tammy would be in the "i didn't like you at first but you've grown on me" section and rudy would be in the "i love u and you are awesome" section (also nat would've been too)

#sorry alex and millie fans!!!! i dislike them for different reasons lol #millie is just insufferable to watch and i don't like her!!!! but she's okay in some episodes i guess #i have very strong feelings abt alex but they dont have anything to do with his character really #i just don't think he needs to exist!!!! their friendship feels so forced and like the writers realized #oops gene doesnt have any friends his own age or any friends at all outside of his sisters we better write somebody for him #but they did it in the most obnoxious and forced way possible #okay im sorry alex fans i will stop ranting #txt #bob's burgers