#probably not buuuuuuut

[arty-morgan]

((Hello y’all!! I’m not dead! Thanks for the new followers ❤️ I’ve just been hyper-fixated on some new media and I haven’t truly had the motivation to like, RP Arthur on this blog for awhile. Tho i still looove this funky little cowboy and Red Dead as a whole, this game will always have a huge place in my heart. For now I guess this is sorta just a fun meme page lmao, but in the future if I ever feel like writing on this blog again, I’ll let you know👀

Lowkey I also definitely have a favorite type of character, which is middle-aged criminal who is pretty well known as having this tough exterior and reputation but deep down, they’re good people with a good sense of humor. Like. THAT’S the best character to me for some reason. If you see an Rp blog pop up for a certain goth pirate from that fucking show everyone’s talking about it’s probably me, thanks for coming to my Ted talk))

#every time #and I mean EVERY TIME #I get a new fave character I want to write them #but like only them #so instead of writing fic like a normal person I create RP blogs #am I considering making an rp blog for fucking uhhhh Ed Teach from OFMD? maybe #probably not buuuuuuut #maybe #king #ANYWAYS I’m still here!!! #not Arthur.txt

[kakusu-shipping]

The Fight

Trying to pick up the pace a little bit, but I'm not very good at writing action so this might be a bit clunky. Please excuse me.

Mountain's Peak (Part 1)

Nepal Sanctum (Part 2)

Talk it out (Part 3)

In which we let it all out

Ramattra found his brother exactly where he expected to; Tucked away on the highest roof top of the Monastery's temples, an old withered place few monks visited simply for the egregious amount of single wide stairs clearly poorly placed by the original builders.

"Brother Mondatta is looking for you," Ramattra spoke with no worry of startling his brother, positive Zenyatta had already sensed his approach at least three levels down. The fact that he hadn't run was a good sign.

"He can look a while longer.." Zenyatta replied, relaxing from his curled up position to allow his legs to dangle over the edge of the building.

Ramattra sat himself down beside his brother, taking a moment to appreciate the view. The sun was setting, stars had started to dot the soft pink sky. From this high up, one could truly see on into forever if they desired to.

"You hit the human..." Ramattra finally pressed, giving a glance to Zenyatta, who curled back in on himself slightly.

"I did."

"You said you would only use what I taught you in self defense."

"I did not use what you taught me, dear brother. I used my fist."

Ramattra couldn't help the slight chuckle hearing his elder defend himself so sharply released. If he could still shoot back, then he couldn't be all that tore up about what he'd done.

"Mondatta will expect an apology when we finally return."

"I did nothing to him." Zenyatta once again uncurled himself, his legs once more dangling over the building's edge as he relaxed into the flow of conversation with Ramattra.

"To the human, Brother."

Zenyatta released a loud, dramatic sigh noise, clunking his head into Ramattra's shoulder. "I would rather be placed on cattle clean up for the next 7 years."

Ramattra chuckled once again, "And I would love to assist you with such chores, but that is not Mondatta's way."

"No... I suppose not..." Zenyatta's voice softened as he once more pulled his knee to his chest, placing a hand on the ground next to Ramattra for balance.

Ramattra found his hand placed gently over his brother's, keeping his sensors locked to the stars as he leaned his head atop Zenyatta's.

With the sunrise the brothers would make their way back down to the village, they'd catch Master Mondatta on his way back from his morning meditation, when the monastery is silent and the human is still asleep. Zenyatta would give his apology, and be given laundry duty in return, with Ramattra would happily assist with despite Mondatta's preaching on how one must face their misdoings on their own.

That would all come tomorrow. For tonight, the two sat peacefully on the temple roof top, hands intertwined in a painfully human way, counting stars until the sun arose the next morning.

That stare made everyone in the monastery uncomfortable. Bright red eyes that only ever saw the monks as who they were, what they had been made for, how they'd failed or succeeded at a task that had been forced upon them.

It was sickening.

Across from Zenyatta stood the human, shouldering off thick layers of cloth and robes and scarves until only one remained, tied tightly off at his waist by a cream orange cincture belt. He then removed the thick, straw woven snow boots Mondatta had made for him, stepping bare foot into the chalk drawn circle of the training area, holding his hands up in a ready pose.

He'd kept his eyes locked on Zenyatta, not in a glare of malice, or even his usual annoying fascination, but a neutral look that challenged him without words.

Ramattra's hand grabbed tightly to the back on Zenyatta's upper robe. He was shaking. He was going to stop this.

Zenyatta shoulder off his brother's grasp and the robe along with it, leaving him in only his pants and the red cloth he'd kept tied around his waist.

Stepping into the ring, Zenyatta stood wide and placed his palm against the human's, keeping their gaze locked.

"If you win, I'll leave. Permanently. And I'll tell every human I meet they're not welcome here." Emile spoke evenly, despite the rapid pulse Zenyatta could feel coming from their freezing fleshy hand.

He tilted his head in amusement, "And what will you get if you happen to win?"

This was the sort of confrontation that would usually draw this particular human to tears, so it was quiet the shock to see him hold together while speaking. "You can decide that when it happens."

'When' Zenyatta thought on, wrapping his fingers around the human's small hand. It was cold, and soft, and easily crushable in even the flimsiest of Omnic hands.

"Usually a match is called when one is forced from the ring, but that feels a touch too easy, wouldn't you agree?" The human nodded along with Zenyatta's proposal, "So we keep going until one of us taps, agreed?"

Zenyatta watch the human give a small nod once more

And then kicked them as hard as he could right in the stomach

Emile flew out of the ring, scratching to a stop along the stone flooring. He hacked and coughed, gripping onto his stomach. If he'd eaten anything for the past few days he surly would have hurled it up.

"Get up." Zenyatta spoke from the ring. The human did as commanded, pulling himself up on shaky legs. He did not glare at Zenyatta for landing the first blow, he did not look on in fear for how much stronger his opponent was, he did not bask in awe at how mighty a kick it was. He kept his neutral expression.

And that pissed Zenyatta off worse than anything else.

Blow after blow, the human continued to get back up. Even after he'd started spitting up blood. Even after his glasses were shattered on the stone ground, rendering him near blind. Even after he'd stopped being able to feet his fingers in toes in the cold and after his arm stopped moving and after his ankle had made such a horrible crack and swollen to the size of an orange.

And even after Zenyatta still stood perfectly pristine.

Emile hadn't landed a blow on his opponent. Zenyatta was starting to doubt he was even trying to. Had he even raised his hand once to the monk? Had all he done was stand there and take Zenyatta's blows?

Zenyatta clenched his fists, "Get Up." He demanded, as he had over and over again, to the human laying still on the stone before him. "Get Up and Hit Me."

Emile's form shook as he pushed himself up with only one arm, his white hair dangling before his face, tips red from his own blood. As commanded he got up on shaky legs once more and looked to Zenyatta with those red eyes that pierced into his history, a history he'd been trying so hard to ignore, to hide and run away from.

"Get up." Zenyatta demanded again after landing a hard hit right into the human's nose. It was broken for sure.

Emile did as commanded.

"Brother, that is enough-" Ramattra reached to grab Zenyatta, to put an end to this, but stopped inches away.

"It's not enough..."

The human's voice was ragged, breathless and broken and shaking. He sounded on the brink of death.. He very well might have been.

"It's not... enough...."

Blood mixed with tears down Emile's face, big wet eyes stared at Zenyatta, making the Omnic hesitate.

Ramattra wouldn't dare touch a human, but he made a motion like he was going to either way, "Human you cannot take much more, please just call it-"

"I CAN'T." Emile's voice cracked, he coughed, and took a step just to keep himself from collapsing, "I can't... it's not... enough... yet...."

The human but his hand on his wrist, and Zenyatta found himself mimicking the motion. His finger tips touched delicately at his exposed arm wire, one of many fragile pieces of himself he'd been forced to show to the world after nearly loosing his life before coming here.

He could still feel the human's cold finger tips on it...

"it's not... enough... to... ma...ke up.. for what... i..."

His body was too heavy, everything hurt, and the world was spinning.. In his last few moments of consciousness Emile braced himself for one more cold embrace from the stone steps of the battle field..

And instead found warmth...

#Emile's Writing #In which Zenyatta beats me the fuck up #Ramyatta #In the first half at least... Hinted at any way #That's the INTENTION any way they do have feelings for one another but aren't. Like. Together really #Self insert #Self insert Fanfic #Proselfship #Proship Selfship #Zenyatta #I SHOULD probably actually tag him for these.... but I don't kgdjbkgfkjg I'll get better about that #This was SUPPOSED to be the last chapter of the Nepal Youths arc with Delinquent Zenyatta buuuuuuut #We've got one more to go now and then we can stop having Delinquent Zenyatta #But sensitive fraidy cat Ramattra is staying for a few more chapters because I LOVE HER #Anyway. Thanks for reading if you did! #Sorry the fight's kind of choppy like I said I'm not good at them #But it's necessary #This is one of those things I'd bring up with modern Zenyatta that'd make him want to curl up and explode ksdfjsdk #Genji would not believe me if I told him about this

[gingersnapwolves]

the more One Piece you read, the more you realize that although Arlong was an evil piece of shit motherfucker, he kind of ... had a point

#I'm probably ten years late with this take #but I'm catching up on the manga #and reading the Fishman Island arc #and like yikes #am I feeling bad for arlong? #I don't wanna feel bad for arlong #and his methods obviously left a lot to be desired #and he can burn in hell for what he did in east blue #buuuuuuut yeah #anyway #one piece

[perenlop]

me: i should give more ocs good parents bc i have too many that are just kinda bad. especially for my partners, i should give one of them at least two good parents.

also me:.... ok but what if nimbus had an absent dad and kind of a subpar mom-

#ok i dont THINK ill do this bc i like the idea of them turning out ok and being treasure town npcs #plus chips got an absent dad.... buuuuuuut i could also change it so that chip DOESNT have an absent dad- #idk. i have always gotten the vibe from the partner that they dont have a good relationship w their parents and idk why #also while i love forbidden relationships i also kinda like it when they dont work out. bruno and dusk moment lmao #anyways like... im not sure on this bc idk if itll add anything to nimbus/pmd2 partners character #or their arc ingame. but im thinking nimbus has a complicated relationship with her mom.... #ill have to sit on it for a bit. im editing her toyhouse rn but ill probably leave out the stuff with her backstory and parents for now #echoed voice #oc posting #pmd posting #sorta

[taupewolfy]

damn though like remake being an action game just completely blasts apart the start of the nibel sequence retelling shit.

The way you can tell story through turn based gameplay, something that ff in total was pretty damn good at, and doing it through hp bars and damage numbers. First enemy you come across and mr. sephirot is like 'let's take care of it' and cloud with his piddly 300 hp gets totalled in one hit while sephirot stands there with his glam hair and 3000+hp and swipes the enemies all out in 1 hit. You do like 8 damage to them all of this shit has not translated into remake at all.

#like i actually think they should've knocked down clouds hp and damage or bumped up sephi's to really make it feel that way #buuuuuuut that probably wouldn't be fun to play in that combat style now would it #also immensly funny to see THE soldier poster guy get knocked around but big bug enemy or whatever because a player can't dodge/block or wh #anyway. it creates a disconnect between the percieved image of the guy and his strenght or whatever that cutscenes can't really umph up in #a way that the original could so effortlessly do. #that being said remake alone for the facial animations it can bring DOES bring a lot to table in a way the original could never do

[lordofthesillystraws]

ok random ramblings but watching Osomatsu-kun 1988 genuinely made me enjoy the other characters sooooo much more, like

Dayon? fucking love the guy, hes hilarious, whimsical old man <3

Dekapan? he works every job ever somehow AND hes (usually) pretty nice! (except for that time he had an armed gangster in his pants)

Hatabo? SHOULD BE PROTECTED, ABSOLUTELY. i adore him hes so silly <3

Totoko? somehow -san kinda made her worse imo, i liked her more in -kun (same with Dayon and Dekapan tbh)

Iyami? i hate to say this, but when i first watched -san i did not care for him whatsoever, i had a very neutral opinion on him. after watching -kun though??? dude. hes so awesome.

Chibita? same with Iyami, i didnt really care for him, but now i adore him! (and his and Iyami's friendship???? i. im so insane for it. "sleazy conman and the kid he picked up off the street" is such a great dynamic)

Matsuyo and Matsuzo? I BELIEVE IN MATSUYO SUPREMACY, and Matsuzo is a hilarious manfuckup

again, this might seem really silly, but i really didnt appreciate these characters when i had only watched -san. now i wish they were featured more in -san tbh. theyre so silly and i mean that in the most sincere and affectionate way.

(also sorry if these opinion descriptions seem shallow i am the kind of person whos opinions are not very easily explained other than "jjfkshahhfjbdjbsjjfhskja!!!!!!!")

#woah ! the bunny talks ! #osomatsu san #osomatsu kun #this is probably gonna make me look so dumb but i am being honest about all of this #not even kidding when i say that dekapan is one of my faves #now im not saying the bros were funnier back then buuuuuuut #well... sometimes i do think they were funnier in -kun #anyway. MORE APPRECIATION FOR THE OLD GUYS!!! #thats all for my ramblings uhhhhh buh-bye.

[tarisilmarwen]

“Thrawn acted more evil in Rebels because he was missing Eli!”

You know, normal people don’t commit war crimes because they’re sulky about their long-distance boyfriend.

#i KNOW it's probably a joke post #buuuuuuut it's irritating me so #taking out the rebels tag trash #dunking on the blue bastard #star wars #star wars rebels

[gravedirtandbriarthorns]

Troll proportions are so fun??

#my art #shadowrun posting in main my dudes #whoever this might be is thus far without a name or personality im mostly just scribbling for fun buuuuuuut #yeah #phish and rippers little crew needs at least one more member to round them out (probably two tbh) largely cuz uhhhhh no one can talk to peo #phish hacks things ripper hits things and daisy drives/shoots things with drones #sketches

[deermouth]

https://deermouth.tumblr.com/tagged/you-let-us-in

#txt #just sitting here connecting dots that probably don't need to be connected about emh and twin peaks and control (and alan wake which #i haven't actually ever played but that's why i started thinking about emh) #and what i wrote my thesis on and that tag which is basically what i wrote my thesis on even though i do have a separate thesis tag #which is all to say. the eternal cause and effect of trauma and victimhood #where did this gaping hole in my chest come from? is your friend bob a doctor? #am i the photographer or the instant caught on film? and if so do i degrade with exposure to light and time. etc. #and closure? no. no. nothing is ever over. #anyways i'm nowhere near done with the game yet buuuuuuut it's just like. #you came and we let you in through the hole in you. you have always been here the only child. a copy of a copy of a copy.

[bismuthburnsblue]

maybe.... i am planning another sewing project

#ill talk more when i get out of work BUT this one is the result of a Brain Tangent #which started with izzy (as always) #i probably Actually wont start this one any time soon buuuuuuut #ideas... planning...

[switchytransboy]

Are you comfortable with tickle teasing with others being in a relationship?

Yes! My partner and I met here and are into all the same shit haha so we are both okay with both of us engaging in tickles with friends (:

#all good for teasing here #both as lee and ler #just probs keeping it more SFW than not #buuuuuuut that’s a probably hehe

[everysongineverykey]

are you ever going to write More fic 👀 no pressure ofc but your writing is so cool

i could be cool here and go "wait and see ;)" but honestly it really depends on whether or not the stars align and i get the ideas and motivation required. would that i knew for certain though...

#i've written fic before if you're curious! the last one was a little seam fic #for this year's seam week. it was a while ago but you can probably find it if you search up 'seam week' on my blog? #or just search queen deltarune and scroll down and it'll prolly be there? i'll see if i can find it now #and then of course there's all the kotlc fanfiction i wrote back like three-four years ago. #buuuuuuut we don't talk about that stuff lol

[scifielves]

Guess Im adding Big Gay Fox Vergil and Straightlaced Kung Fu Beast at some point

#I probably wanna finish the story first buuuuuuut idk #OOC #At least for Fu Hua

[rogers-the-musical]

Fanfic I don’t actually want

(my evil brain: Steggy but later when Peggy gets Alzheimer’s, and Steve caring for her, but it’s okay because they had a long and happy life).

Actually, let’s just see young Steve comforting old Peggy through it.

#Steggy #okay maybe I don’t #but if it was done well #in a cathartic and healing way #I may read it once #if there are sweet moments #but my grandma’s starting to get what we think might be dementia #So it might be more sensitive #buuuuuuut I’d probably have a hard time reading it anyway #I’m really torn if I want this or not #I guess it would be fine if it was sweet and done right

[frauleinandry]

started persona 5 tactica! i'm only like an hour into it, but i'm having a good time so far

#i won't be liveblogging it or anything because it's way too new #buuuuuuut i'll probably post a big retrospective post when i'm done with it

[taupewolfy]

if only atl*s waited a few more years for the 3ds to come out p3p would've been perfect on that. p3d if you will

#nah but like. they probably could've done more with that. psp pretty crunchy #buuuuuuut it was also a hugely popular handheld so can't blame them. oh well