#rat vents

[ghostsbimbo]

warning: talks of bdsm stuff

it may just be holiday season + seasonal depression but im genuinely missing my old dom/ex fiance. he started out as my boyfriend which then lead our dynamic and stuff merging together, and i miss it in a sense. i miss having a dom. i miss the dynamic. i miss being someone's submissive. i want to be in a dynamic again but, knowing how the bdsm community is, it's so hard to find a dom(me) whose okay with being a dom(me) to someone whose not cis. and on top of it, when i do find someone whose willing to try? i get scared. i get scared of them leaving and so i run. i leave before they can leave me, or i get to be too much and they leave. i cant...i don't know.

i know i could try fetlife for the billionth time but it feels...almost pointless to try. cause if i'm not a submissive cis girl or dominant cis guy, i'm going to get ignored flat out.

#rat vents #.txt #.personal #rat rambles

[urratfather]

Hey so I’m in a little bit of a pickle

What do you do when your a guys type but you can't date eachother cause he's straight and ur a trans dude and he knows ur into him? And you have to say ur not anymore cause you don't want ur guys relationship to be weird:/

I really like this guy and we’re each others types but the only thing is that I’m a guy and he’s VERY straight:(

Some advice would be nice

#Please help #i Need advice #i don’t know what to do uuuuhhhggggggggggggggggg #rat speaks #rat vents #vent

[chisatowo]

My mom is going to take him to the vet. He probably won’t come back

#rat rambles #rat vents #there’s a chance that they can do something but it’s extremely slim. he won’t be here tomorrow or the day after or ever #it’s going to be so lonely without him. it’s going to be so quiet without him. I’m not ready #I don’t want to get used to him not being here. but I will eventually #I hope my mom is handling it better than me #george was always her dog her baby boy #idk. I’m still in shock abt all this #I finished some ran flags but I don’t think now is the time #I’ll post them later maybe

[arolesbianism]

Bleh :(

#rat rambles #rat vents #one of my friends got into a realtionship recently and like. Im happy for them! Im glad theyre happy! but. #its been driving me crazy and Ive just been soooo fucking sad and anxious lately because of it #I wish I could ask them to not talk abt it around me but I know that would be a shitty thing to do #like I dont want them to feel like they need to walk on eggshells around me yknow #and its smth that they rly care abt and have been wanting for a long time and I rly rly want to be supportive #I just dont want this to weaken our friendship yknow :( #I keep telling them not to worry abt me too much because rly I dont want them to feel guilty abt it #and Im trying to care less but it just keeps getting harder and harder #I nearly had a full breakdown today while we were chatting and godddd this isnt normal man #I know Im aro and all but genuinely I should not be This freaked out by it #I Know its a me problem but idk how to fix it #idk Im just sad rn :(

[mrghostrat]

letting out some steam 😮‍💨 poem in alt

#i have never shared poetry before and it kind of just Happened so!!!!!! dont perceive me too hard oh god #this vent has been on my mind for a few weeks #feels good to let it out #rat draws #poetry #mister b #oc

[therejectedrioters]

Apollo and Artemis will not die. But when Harmonia shines, Atlas beholds her.

Becomes art blog ? /jk /maybe

Anyway uh. Dream or something.

#cccc #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj soul #cj whole #cj mind #cj heart #cccc fanart #dream i guess lmfao #alter vent art #f2u with credit #trr-rat

[edenfenixblogs]

Hey, I came from your post about Night. I’ve been wanting to read it for a while now, but I’ve heard that the English version is very watered down and stripped of the original emotions that are in the Yiddish version. Do you know if there are any more accurate English translations, or if the Hebrew one is more like the original? Sorry if you’re not the right person to ask about this, you just seem quite knowledgeable

(also coming from my vent account so I don’t get any hate on main for being a Jew lol)

No worries at all, @nonbinary-vents:

I want to be clear about something: My post was aimed at goyim.

You are a Jewish person, and reading this book (especially if you haven't read any other accounts of experiences in concentration camps) may be an important thing for you to do. And I'd cautiously encourage you to do so if you feel emotionally stable. But you do not need to worry about the experience of this book feeling watered down.

If you are Jewish and not in a very stable emotional state, do not read this book. Do not cause yourself harm.

(If you are goyiscshe, you should challenge yourself and force yourself to read this book. Obviously if you are in an actual emotional/psychological crisis or dealing with the death or illness of a loved one, then you are the only goyim who has an excuse not to read this book. No matter who you are, do not read this book if it will cause you actual mental harm or drive you to somehow cause yourself physical harm. But if it will make you upset, depressed, panicked at your own failings, or other extremely unpleasant but ultimately human discomfort, then you should read this book. Jews don't get a choice about knowing this shit, because knowing this shit is how we survive. And you NOT knowing this shit is what makes it so easy for you to dismiss and target us over and over and over again. You should be uncomfortable. You should feel guilty. Because unless you're actively learning how to disentangle yourself from the antisemitism that led to The Holocaust, then you are actively participating in thee fomentation of another. And that should horrify you.)

Sure, I bet this book is even more haunting and visceral in the original Yiddish. I've spoken recently about how hard Jewish language is to translate to English.

But there is no world in which this book will feel watered down to you.

@nonbinary-vents This book will haunt you. This book will change you. This book will challenge your faith and your ability to trust people.

Remember going in that Judaism asks us not to separate ourselves from our community--not just our Jewish community, but any community in which we find ourselves. Resist the urge this book may stir within you to become insular and fearful of goyim. That is not our way. We are a part of the communities and cultures and nations in which we find ourselves. And we must do good for those communities, because that is what we are called to do. The lesson of this book for Jews is different than the lesson of this book for goyim.

The lesson of this book for Jews -- in fact, the lesson of "Never Again" for Jews -- is that we cannot ever allow this to happen to ourselves again. No, of course, I am not blaming Jews for the Holocaust and if anyone thinks that's what I'm arguing here, then they can fuck off.

The lesson of this book for Jews is that we must never again let fear hold us back from fighting for ourselves. If he world calls upon us to die, we must refuse. Refuse to put ourselves on a list. Refuse to follow our oppressors' directions to the ghetto. Refusal to get on the train or to enter the gas chamber. And we must refuse to be silent for other people's comfort. While it is a Jewish imperative to believe that every human being is capable of kindness and has inherent goodness within them, we can never again trust that the kindness and goodness they possess will ever be directed at us. There was the very understandable thought back when this all started that if we just complied--if we were just willing to suffer a little bit by moving to the ghettos or registering on the lists of Jews the Nazis demanded or carried our papers with us at all time and wore our stars just as they said --then they would eventually realize we were good citizens. They would eventually realize we were just people like them doing their best to live quiet lives and follow the rules. People believed that, if we just complied, they'd remember their humanity and our own. If we just complied and let ourselves suffer, hen maybe our friends and loved one would be safe.

But that was a lie we told ourselves.

No amount of compliance or agree-ability or self-sacrifice will ever make someone who sees Jews as evil and subhuman realize that Jews are actually just human beings like everyone else. Compliance will never ensure our safety; it will just make us easier to kill. Compliance won't make antisemites see us as human; it will only ever make them see us -- at best -- as agreeable livestock.

(although I doubt any farmer would treat their animals as cruelly as Nazis and their supporters treated us).

I am not advocating for violence. But I advocating for discomfort and defense. That is why I am on here every day writing the things I write. I will not shut up for the comfort of people who don't care about my life or my safety. And neither should you. Neither should any of us. I will not allow antisemites to co-opt our own tragedies to demonize us further while casting themselves as warriors for justice.

No, we should not take to the streets and start harming goyim. But if the day comes that they once again start to round us up, I for one will tear those Nazis a-fucking-part with my bare hands. And if they live to have children and grandchildren of their own, they will have to explain to their children and grandchildren that they got the scars on their face and the missing eyeball because the Jew they were trying to murder wouldn't submit quietly.

And if this seems like a hyperbolic and absurd hypothetical to anyone reading this? Well, yeah. It seemed like one back then, too.

(And if any goyim chose to read "Night" by Elie Wiesel because of my post, please tell me. Please engage. I cannot be emphatic enough about this. If you are willing to read night in the way I asked of you in my post, then please do reach out to me with your experience and thoughts. Because that's the whole point. Jews need you to listen and engage with us about our own suffering. We need you to consider your impact on us and to not run away from that guilt or from us. If any of you are willing to read this book in the way that I have asked of you, please please please don't keep your experience to yourself. A lot of Jews desperately need to see goysiche growth in understanding antisemitism and its affects. I don't think you can even imagine how scared and lonely we are right now)

#ask me stuff #nonbinary-vents #antisemitism #leftist antisemitism #deconstruction #Shoah TW #Holocaust TW #Genocide TW #I don't care about my oppressors' discomfort #Or their opinions about my own morals #If you don't care about Jewish suffering then I don't value your opinion #I live in fear of your opinion #Your opinion makes me actively endangered #your apathy makes me actively endangered #But your opinion's value is worth rat's diarrhea to me #it is nothing

[rat-on-string]

Yes, I Recognise The Irony.

One page comic about mourning the life I've never lived. Ink on paper. I really like working with inks!

#the black ink is a waterproof acrylic ink used with a dip pen #and the blue is a water soluble one that i painted over afterwards with a brush #i also learnt an easier way to use dip pens #art #comic #traditional art #ink #rat sketchbook #sona art #whats the point of being an artist if you dont make weird vent art at least once a month

[majikdog]

Not other fans bitching about the logistics of Ghost fanfiction and the inaccuracies compared to the real life Catholic Church hierarchy. The fictional popes sing in a band. They sing about licking Satan’s asshole. A ghost pope sharted in a car.

#My Mummy Dust #Ghost #Vent #tw: unsanitary #like good lord if you have so many gripes with the fandom/band LEAVE #or write your own shit ffs #Not Safe for Rats #this is why I need to stay off twt #to be fair it was a ss from here so also 🤨🤨

[revitalizationrat]

Ehh,,I guess it can be considered COALT fanart..

#rottmnt fanart #rottmn leo #crusade of a lonely turtle #coalt #coalt fanart #future leonardo #rottmnt future leo #coalt!leo #my rat art #sorry if its messy #i guess its a vent art.. #yeah #lets call it that #vent art

[ghostsbimbo]

whispers if trans masc ppl gotta mentally alter m4f audios and shit then the cis girlies can play pretend and mentally alter the shit that's for trans masc folk.

I am saying this due to the comments I've seen on badjhur's audio that was Ghost & König w/ trans masc/trans man listener where people asked for an mm4f version. Like read the room. It's not for you, don't ask for a version for you either.

Like if we gotta suck it up an mentally alter it so can fuckin u, bitches. Not everything's gotta be catered to u.

#rat vents #.txt

[rabiesram]

little baby vent cus i need to scream

I'm! very sick of. a lot of things with art. sick of my style, sick with the fact I cant make ANYTHING look like how I want it, how nothing looks good. I'm never happy with anything I do. I haven't been able to feel any positive emotions for almost a month now either and I don't know who I am anymore. i just feel like i have no identity. i need to like, take a fictional character and put them in front of me and BE them to make me feel like I'm somebody. I feel like im constantly faking to be somebody. like my emotions are fake and such. I just. i'm tired. i'm so so tired and the right people are not helping. i'm going to talk therapy and on a waiting list for a psychiatrist but it's been too long and I can't take it anymore so im gonna just. yell. at my regular doctor soon and hopefully she gives me SOMETHING. i dont know what the fuck i got but it's. somethin'. thats for sure.

#rat rambles #vent #you don't need to reply to this im just needing to cry about it without directly worrying my friends #i just cant keep it bottled anymore gjidhfg

[chisatowo]

Shit just keeps happening. Fucking hell

#rat rambles #rat vents #not gonna go into detail but animation community shit. iykyk #ngl. its been a fucking shit past few days. #I just. rly hope this wont effect how I feel abt bud too much. I rly dont want to lose my love for them theyre so important to me

[arolesbianism]

Man I've gotta be mean more often Im so sick of being polite abt bigotry I should just start killing ppl fr

#rat rambles #Im tired of babysitting ignorant ppl Im tired of trying to be nice abt shit someone needs to give me a gun #Im tired of trying to be presentable towards ppl who are on the fense abt shit Im tired of sanitising myself #I wanna reclaim slurs I wanna be angry I want to be loud I want to just yell at ppl that they Should be uncomfortable they Should be upset #you Shouldnt let ppl live in bliss you Should feel targeted when I call out your bullshit because I Am talking abt you fucking get over it #I have been teaching and guiding and explaining for as long as I remember and Im So Fucking Sick Of It #but someone has to. if I can get even one person to support us in a way that matters I have to. #I mean I dont. but I want to. except I also dont because its miserable and it fucking kills me to do. but I couldnt live with myself if I #didnt so here I fucking am. #I just want to be angry without guilt for once in my fucking life. I deserve to be. Im tired of pretending Im not. #goddddd Im so fucking mad rn Im sorry but also Im not but yknow. #I just wanna be more confident abt myself in like every regard like I hate how long its taken me to feel allowed to call myself mexican #yknow. a thing I am and always have beem #like I am still also white for sure and was raised in a very white enviorment but that doesnt stop me from being mexican #and Im allowed to reclaim slurs and Im allowed to defend myself from bigotry and Im allowed to be fucking angry abt it #Im allowed to exist as I am. I thought I had gotten to that point a long time ago but Ive been realising that I rly havent. #rat rants #rat vents #ok anyways. I should rly go to bed now lol #Ill probably be feeling better tomorrow but dont let that make you think my burning rage is gone lol #whatever gn gamers

[mrghostrat]

i’m not sure if someone already asked you this, but now that you posted flawless, you’ll finish atws? or you’ll start posting the editor au? so sorry if you answered this question before

yea i wanna focus on atws next because its been sitting there for too long. editor au is still in progress, much longer to go than flawless, and i might not even write it privately until i have the next chapter of atws done

but fuuuuck man, just to vent for a minute

i’m trying so hard and nothing is killing my motivation more than this fic. i can only ever write like 50 words at a time, and it’s pulling teeth for every letter. flow doesn’t exist. even after editing down this scene, or trying to skip past it and write the funner bits that come later. i think my inspiration is just dead for this world and it’s gonna take a playlist or multiple rereads or some other kind of external trigger to get me in the mood for it again.

i’m upset that i’m struggling with this world, but it’s also frustrating that of course it’s the one that’s everyone else’s favourite 🫠

i don’t think it’s demand avoidance because i’ve had so many days where i think about it and get myself amped up like yEAHH gonna write streamers today!! and then i open my doc, fully medicated and all, and everything dies on my fingers.

#ask a rat #ineffable streamers #vent

[wan975]

Guys i snuck into Mattrey’s house & watched them play snow day in the air vents & this was one of the cutscenes I saw I didn’t get a photo of it so I drew it from memory

#south park #kenny mccormick #henrietta biggle #kenrietta #sp kenny #sp henrietta #sp kenrietta #Kenny x Henrietta #south park snow day #snow day #mattrey #there was a dead rat in the vents