Drafted some sequel Rian and Alice designs! I'm thinking they'll be like 21-23 in the sequel now, and they're a bit like a divorced couple who's never been married and are still together and love each other very much. It makes just as little sense as it sounds like. Also for reasons I cannot say (you know what they are) Alice is no longer slated to be the protagonist of the sequel but instead a new character who takes to calling themself the Ultimate Successor and is basically Rian and Alice's equally divorced child with no chosen gender yet (likely to be nb at this rate since they've gone this far without a gender) who is less than 10 years younger than them
🤍 when did you first realize you were in love with s/i?
Toshinori: There were several moments. Rian and I had a bit of a slowburn relationship, you see... But the first moment I felt a twinge was about two weeks after I took him in, when he'd started finally feeling like enough of a person to cook. He'd made meatloaf, and i'd complimented it because his meatloaf is fantastic and the kid just... Started crying. Made me realize that he'd probably gone without any sort of positive reinforcement for years. Maybe even his whole life.
That's when I decided I'd happily kill for him. Anyone who could make a kid like him become so used to being called a failure that compliments bring tears... Is someone who deserves to die painfully.
🖤 how do the two of you celebrate holidays or birthdays together?
Toshinori: Enthusiastically. I'm not the type to care, but Rian is... And since he's entered my life, every excuse to celebrate something has become an event I look forward to.
💜 what is something you would like to say to s/i right now?
Toshinori: "I love ya, bitch. Ain't ever gonna stop loving ya, bitch."
glad to have made you laugh but genuinely in one of my other fandoms a common and normalized response to someone saying mean shit about our favs is "im going to kill myself in front of them and change the trajectory of their life forever" so the i hope their rv crashes just had me nodding like Yeah checks out !
🖤 Yeesh!! Like, I’m an adult, I know words matter. And what I say out loud to a stranger or even what I would personally say to someone directly out of my ability to give context is very different than annoying shit I write in my silly blog. I wouldn’t even anonymously say useless mean shit to Rian because if you actually want something from someone that’s not how to get it! But it doesn’t surprise me that some people are actually unhinged and some people are just very young and navigating fandom online is a fucking wild ride.
For the random ask game: 🍩 What are the weirdest and/or best things eaten in your WIP? 🖤
🍩 [Donut] What's the weirdest thing someone eats in your WIP? What's the best thing?
I answered this for Suddence so now I'll answer for Aphelion!
Rian drinks fruit juice flavoured milk, which again isn't "weird" per se because it's something I had a lot when I was a kid, but I recently discovered it isn't really a thing in the west. I mean, yes, strawberry milk exists, as does banana milk and papaya milk and so on. But there aren't any GENERAL fruit juice milk. And I think that's a crime.
The best thing eaten will have to be vegetable pancakes Bee and Idan get from the market. There's just something unbeatable about street food.
I've been in love with Rian Walsh for as long as I can remember. He has held many titles over the years. He's my brother's best friend. One of the Bastards of Grove Hill—part of the Five Families.
He's also responsible for every single time my heart has been broken.
I'm the good girl of our bunch of miscreants. I get good grades and I do what I'm told.
I only ever buck up to Rian and it's a toxic cycle I crave. I love him and I hate him at the same time. I need the push and pull like a drug, but when the push and pull become one entity, how can I be expected to walk away from the one thing I've always wanted?
Him. It's always been him.
Careless is book three in the Bastards of Grove Hill series and follows Sorcha and Rian. This a dark romance with heavy triggers and tropes such as degradation, praise, murder, sexual harassment, non-con, dub-con, anal play, and hand necklaces. For a full list of triggers, please visit the author's website.
thinking about scream 5 repeatedly drawing blatant visual parallels between tara and laurie.
particularly the hospital sequence, which is really just one drawn out halloween 2 reference.
(y’know, the halloween movie that reveals the villain is in fact the final girl’s sibling.)
consequently, thinking about how amber recognizes the importance of that laurie strode role (“can’t have a bonafide halloween without jamie lee!”), but also thinks it’s time for sidney’s torch to be passed to a new final girl. a new jamie.
and finally, thinking about how in this halloween-fixated story of two siblings, with one already cast as the villain, amber deliberately doesn’t kill tara, but instead sets her aside for… some other purpose. some other role, perhaps.
Also wtf is going on with this kid. Do i need to step in and defend my girl? Because like i told you many times before you are more mature for your age then other 19y olds(i can say this becsuse i know your birthday 😂)
I hate to break it to ya but her messages made me think she was 12 also.
And when you say Rian blocked her/him for a reason i 10000% trust you on that because thats like one of your besties on here
Be careful babe and if i need to step in lemme know okay 😘 i am always with you my girl 🖤
Thanks my love I will let you know 😘
Not yet 19 my love 😂 also it’s the trauma 🙃
That’s very true, but from a different ask that I haven’t answered yet it sound like they just had their birthday
Yup always gonna choose my besties on here and not gonna let other people mess with them
It's me again I have a wide load of requests so be prepared for many notifications ☺️
Black cat therianism pronouns
Siberian husky therian pronouns
oh wow thank you !! i love how many rqs there are :D
you gotcha thanks for spam rqing and coming back !! though itll take some time but ill get to all of them eventually !! hope you like these lmk if youd like anything changed !! have a great day !! :3
Listen, I’m not a Reylo fan, I shipped Finnrey like crazy, but I wasn't upset Reylo became canon, I was more upset that Ben died and therefore Reylo was canon for only about two seconds,
Now the million dollar question, do I think Reylo was always going to happen? I can't say, I was one of the ones thinking that Ben and Rey were going to be an adaptation of Jacen and Jaina from the books, maybe that was the case but Rian completely threw that out.
I don't blame J.J for the sequel trilogy being a mess, Force Awakens is my favorite and TLJ being my least favorite, TROS should have been split into two movies, one to fix the mess TLJ created and one to finish the series.
That's just my thoughts and feel free to tell me yours🖤
🖤 how do the two of you celebrate holidays or birthdays together?
Toshinori: very enthusiastically... Contrary to what one might assume, the winter holiday season is Rian's favorite time of year. I'm not Christian, and technically Rian doesn't identify that way either. But the spirit runs deep in him-- deep enough that I specifically chose Christmas Eve to propose to him. He goes all out with music, decorations, presents, ugly sweaters... And I just follow his lead.
💛 if s/i were a colour, an animal and a place, what would they be?
Toshinori: French Violet, a Kitten, and the night sky.